Confusion, Colitis, Compassion, Conclusion pt 1

2016 has been-well-i can't actually find the words to describe it.
This is my last video of the year and for now but i will be back again soon. Stronger.
I need to find some self-compassion and acceptance.
"What is the seal of liberation?
Not to be ashamed in front of oneself"
-Nietzsche
As always, please reach out and talk if you're struggling: : www.befrienders.org/

[@dreamsofturtles1828]

Your empathy is what is the goodness in the world.

[@clarissaherbert3386]

When I felt just as you do here I made myself wait to see if I deserved to be loved by someone now 3 years later I finally have accepted to love myself. Stay strong xx

[@dantiamaur]

I hope you come back! Thanks for all your sharing, you are beautiful and loveable and I do believe it will get better for you.

[@CindyNyxRavenmoon]

I wish you the best this holiday season. It's hard for me too and I understand how you feel.

[@yanwang1118]

you are very genuine and beautiful, hope you feel better and better every day

[@frenchmonkeyinafez]

Defo needs to be more education in schools Jonny you're right - thought-provoking video!

[@rolandviado]

That's the only way I can peacefully go to sleep. ❤

[@pobster88j94]

Dude, I wish you lived closer. We could go on a date. I have experience with all your struggles and they do not phase me in the least. I hope 2017 is better for you and all the years after.

[@ASMR-XI-ZUI]

What do you think of a relationship btw 2 schizophrenia sufferers? Could it be therapeutic or not? In specific. Man has paranoid schizophrenia on abilify. Woman has schizoaffective disorder on seroquel. Can they have a baby together or is that a bad idea?

[@MrLeppinus]

me too. I'm on clozapine. I'm in my late 20,s I want my life back. should I stop clozapine I don't know. I need help

[@SoundzCool]

My advise to you would be to not change the dosage of any of your medication without having a conversation with your Doctor/prescribing medical professional. Firstly because it lets them know of your concern and it makes sure you don't do anything that could have adverse effects. I do sympathise with the things medication can do your quality of life, sending you a virtual hug :-)

[@rolandviado]

Ashley Daniel Leppinus I agree with the previous commenter. Make sure you see your GP or psychiatrist. They need to evaluate you mentally and physically. They'll usually taper you off very gradually and slowly

[@danidanilian]

I thought you have chron's or is it colitis?

[@RoehnthePoet]

you talk a lot about compassion...are you vegan?