CORPSE Singing in a High Pitched Voice for 1 Hour

how i feel
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tender spring
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open.spotify.c...
mommy
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i hope this makes things easier
before i go
void

[@struck2112]

"hope this makes things easier before I go void" Hope you're doing alright, Corpse. We love you.

[@S.mu8yz]

Wait how do you understand it?

[@S.mu8yz]

Nvm I see the description.... im worried

[@struck2112]

@@S.mu8yz same here

[@hannahc4206]

On Twitter he’s recently discussed dropping more music, some voice acting things and designing more merch! I think he’s just been so busy that he’s not as present with his fans like he has been in the past. Knowing some of the dark places Corpse has been I understand being concerned, but I don’t think we need to be too fearful of what “before I go void” means. I hope he’s taking care of himself.

[@amayavlogs2382]

Corpse is the reason why we are alive and came up from our hardest times. Corpse, known that when you leave you impacted more lives than u will ever know and that reading the description is making me upset as i read comments 😭💔

[@ellie_kempe]

“Before i go void” “people will forget about me” “i’ll be irrelevant” I hope one day Corpse will realise he created such genuine and loving community which will never just “move on” and forget about him. I trully believe he made a significant mark in peoples’ hearts (mine included) and that will never go away ❤️ Whether he will decide to stay on the internet or go private, it’s only up to him. But for us he will never go VOID🖤

[@hopesmiles2012]

I agree one hundred percent! I’ll never be able to forget him and all the amazing music and content he’s given us

[@lunanova3505]

I just hope he realises that he impacted so many lives in a positive way

[@user-uz6it2fr9o]

Yeah corpse supremacy 4ever 😭✊

[@messybrain420]

THIS.

[@joytotheuniverse]

Can't believe this man thinks any of us are going to forget him that easily. We're not going anywhere, Corpse.

[@mylawoodley5848]

For anyone concerned with his description, he posted on twitter that he is just feeling this way, however he has lots of new music, possible new merch, and even voice acting in his future. He’s pursuing things he’s talked about in all his past streams. I’m happy for him. I hope he’s excited for his new work as well.

[@blackgothicrose89]

Maybe it's talking about, and in relation to it being on this channel, his side career in streaming/ gaming.

[@caitlinjane92]

That makes sense. I hope it's the case.

[@astrosolasta]

@Karma Cope He currently is streaming on KZbin, but he plans to use Twitch in the future

[@maca76]

@@astrosolasta i never see him streaming, was it just a few times like when he played re8?

[@shroomyzoom]

thank you for this comment because i was panicking

[@FirstNameLastName-gz1sw]

It’s strange, this is a 15 second track that repeats itself for an hour, yet it doesn’t sound repetitive, and truly doesn’t feel like listening to the same thing over and over again. It feels like a moment frozen in time.

[@darshithdeep8637]

It's strange the more u listen to it the more details of the music u discover therefore it doesn't sound repetitive

[@SP3CT4T1NG]

yea. it makes a really good vibe

[@PetraDarklander]

It's called good background music, that's what it does.

[@Spectrum0]

Lofi

[@Alqn143]

Everytime I listen to this I feel so calm and relaxed

[@thatonemixtape7224]

"People will forget about me", "i'll be irrelevant", no, we will never forget you Corpse. Many of us may not understand what you are going through, but from the bottom of our hearts..., thank you, thank you so much, for everything Corpse, you have brightened the lives of millions of people, who have feelings and emotions, and who all care about you, and your mental and physical health, you are an amazing person Corpse, and I also want to thank you, the person behind the screen, remember you are a wonderful person, whatever your sexual orientation, your tastes or your gender, remember you matter ok? don't let anyone tell you otherwise, it's ok to cry, it's normal... not to feel great... life is hard, but think of all the people that, you have put a smile on their face, and all the good times... you have lived, I hope you have a nice day, thanks for everything Corpse, you are not irrelevant, whatever path you decide to take, whatever path you decide to follow, we will be there for you ok Corpse? never forget that, thanks for everything 🖤🖤. ~Thanks for reading, and have a nice day

[@evie3873]

ok

[@jangene4]

@@evie3873 ok what lol

[@uraniummmm1]

damn u good, how much for a Power point dawg?

[@bouncypomatoes2267]

Yeah corpse is very much correct. He'll be an after thought. Just like Dream, Tobuscus, Vanoss and his crew, Pewdiepie, etc.

[@Ahrceon]

🖤

[@unseenrei]

people don’t want significant others, they want corpse singing in a high pitched voice for 1 hour

[@buppycat]

as a person with no significant other, i can 100% confirm

[@Carology_psl]

How about both?

[@choicethetaurus]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/maGZeJqJr8aKgZY

[@redwave4738]

@@choicethetaurus I wish i was lying when say this is really good

[@wonderland.5]

@@choicethetaurus not to bad for a self promo im actually glad i clicked tbh

[@henryd-t4i]

can we just appreciate that he didnt put a single ad in it?

[@Lynn_loves]

Yes, yes we can

[@popefriend]

i wouldn't know, i have an ad blocker but for all those who don't have one i mean good for you

[@Shelbyxwyz]

I don't think so, due to that I've got an Ad Block app?

[@kkibuthu5924]

@@popefriend what ad blocker do you use..i need one too

[@iris_1.029]

We can, and we will, we are~ 🖤

[@kei5073]

i missed this, i remember corpse being one of the only three steamers i watched during quarintine and i've been rewatching everything, from his first meeting with rae, sykkuno, and everyone, to the time when amigops was created, to his music video, to the scary stories, to his card swipe, to the wholesome sykunno friendship, to the slight rivelry with toast and rae, to the raft game with rae, to everything else. I missed this and I hope he's doing okay, love you corpse, you're the best!

[@pickleik1034]

Just making sure you know, Corpse has been active on other channels somewhat recently, especially Valkyrae's channel! If you wanna see how he's doing atm i'd definitely recommend checking out rae's streams.

[@nemisis7601]

​@@pickleik1034 the streams on KZbin?

[@Prince-br2ij]

Same man corpse is a legend

[@JUSSTLORE]

dude same, i used to watch so much corpse and valkyrae and sykkuno play among us and stuff, it was really a nice time. ^_^

[@sarcasm1999]

​@@nemisis7601yeah she only streams on yt so

[@boyinaband]

🖤

[@xXCrystalGamerXxqwq]

🖤🖤

[@glitched_matrix44]

glad you're here dave

[@oliver-yr1tt]

🖤

[@ilohefalter]

🖤

[@sillyskull4199]

🖤

[@claireeileen2036]

I’ve never known someone who cares so much about their fanbase. This is something corpse did FOR US hoping he could help us. He didn’t want it to be a huge release because it isn’t about that for him. He just wants to help us. Everything he does and everything he releases he it music or merch is done with the intent of sharing himself and being so vulnerable in hopes that it helps those who watch and love his work. Corpse, thank you for everything you do. I need you to know how important you are and how beautiful your art is as well. You are an incredible person. Thank you for this corpse. Thank you for everything you do.

[@Singlesoap]

Full circle 🖤🌹

[@coffeegirl18]

IKR he's a beautiful human. 🖤🖤🖤🖤

[@claireeileen2036]

@Erya Drawer same here. He’s an incredible person who cares so much. We’re just super lucky to have corpse.

[@claireeileen2036]

@@coffeegirl18 he’s the best, truly.

[@lizzy3438]

THIS is a beautiful Comment ♡

[@necrocapybara]

There's more than an hour's worth of comments worth reading here and it's amazing to see what this song brings out of people. There's so much here. Respect, love, compassion, even concern, personal fears, anxieties, and discontent. This is what living is. Everyone on their own path, finding something different in what they experience. Put it on repeat, and spend one of those loops reading what people have to say. Thanks Corpse, what you created from video one to now is a marvel. I hope the future for you is bright.

[@kaybarconia]

ikr it’s beautiful:’)

[@enelesss]

🖤🖤🖤

[@elliesart_]

You got a like from the man himself 💛

[@manib.]

I’ve read all of them and they are all truly amazing. I’ve cried while reading some of them. Corpse is truly an amazing person 🖤.

[@jude-oy8iv]

I wanted to say this but I don't have the intellectual capacity to put it into words thank you

[@Neja23]

I miss him a lot I can't forget the good times on twitter and watching him and his friends. I've been wearing his hoodie for comfort for years and I've been needing that a lot lately. He will always be my favorite artist and I wish him the best always. Yes I don't know him personally but still he really deserves the world 💜

[@jacksonhayton]

Where’d he go? He just disappeared one day. I’ve also been wearing the hoodie a lot lately

[@Neja23]

@jacksonhayton No idea... ik he'll be on other people's streams, but I don't know when the last time that was

[@pickleik1034]

@@Neja23 As far as I know, pretty sure he was in Ironmouse's Lethal Company tournament around October last year, then was active on twitter briefly during January. I think he might just be done with online now, which is alright if thats what he wants to do :) He is missed though.

[@sillyandyoucantstopit]

i miss him too. it's been so long, i hope he's taking care of himself and living his best life

[@soph1003]

the fact that he posted this on a channel that not many know about because he didn’t want it to be a big drop makes this so much better. this is gonna get lost in the sea (get it?) of comments but i hope he finds this. corpse, i know that all of us will never understand what you went through or are currently going through. we know there are things you’ll never tell us, please don’t be pressured to. i know how much is sucks to hear “i understand” because in reality, we don’t. i know how much it ducks to hear “it’ll get better” because in reality, we never know if that’s the truth. but, i promise you, on the behalf of millions of people, we are all here for you, we love you, and we will stand beside you. this may sounds cringey, especially since none of us even know how you look like and you’re just some random person on the internet, but you have helped us so much. not just with your music or videos, but just because you share your raw personality and you’re always so open with your health. i personally have felt much better about myself, knowing that there are people somewhere in the world that can sort of, even for a moment, understand my feelings and my experiences. even though you don’t feel like it and even though you won’t believe me, you genuinely are an amazing person that has helped millions. i’m just some random person in your comment section, i know. but i just had to let this out. there are so many more things i wish i could say. but, you corpse, are my favorite stranger :) -millions of people (edit:) about your face reveal, that may or may not happen. i just wanted to let you know that if it happens and you don’t turn out looking anything like what we expected, we don’t care. we don’t care if your face looks unique. that just makes it better, knowing you aren’t just another random hot guy with curly hair and a deep voice. i’d much rather prefer you to look different. something we wouldn’t expect. something we would gasp at and then smile. i promise that we won’t care if you have marks, cuts, scars, or scrapes on your face. we won’t care if your eyes are a weird color, if your mouth is too wide or not, if your eyebrows are too bushy or if they’re thin, if your cheeks are deepened in or if they’re larger. all we care about in the end, is if you’re comfortable. to anyone who read this hell of a comment, thank you for taking time out of your day to give me my time to shine :) this comment doesn’t only apply to corpse, it applies to you, too. you’re doing amazing and you’ve got this!! :D “There is a fine balance between honoring the past and losing yourself in it. For example, you can acknowledge and learn from mistakes you made, and then move on and refocus on the now. It is called forgiving yourself.” - Eckhart Tolle

[@sanju10072]

if the corpse ever does a face reveal (he definitely doesn’t have to) and people start “hating” on him cause of how he looks. I will literally scream and punch a wall because a deep voice is great but his personality is the best thing in the world. I love this song, it’s pure and incredible. take care 💕

[@Neo-yc8wj]

Mam why did you write a whole essay Are you ok...

[@bellarose7505]

corpse is my favorite stranger too :)

[@bellimars]

couldn't of said it any better

[@soph1003]

@@Neo-yc8wj i promise i’m fine, i’ve just been thinking about this for a while and i was kinda early so i just let it out :) thanks for checking in though, you’re a good person

[@MissMarvel_]

When all the top comments are paragraphs long of love, you know you've fostered a great community. Well done Corpse.

[@zoriian7484]

this song is what falling asleep after hours of crying feels like

[@gray2034]

Hah for me its true my eyes hurt from crying so much in one day

[@longlivethebook5877]

oh my god, you nailed it. it really is that aching feeling in your chest.

[@C-YWang-xo4st]

Omg yes I know exactly what you mean

[@nyxiegaming380]

NSBXBSKDOD YOU PUT IT INTO WORDS

[@HSdirectioner5]

666 likes 👍

[@_Grimace_]

it's been two years already, i'm a senior now. still this song brings me back to when i was 15 and i would watch corpse's streams and listening to his music to help me through some of the darkest times of my life. thank you corpse, for being there for us, i hope you know that we're still here for you too🖤

[@saltedglen]

im still here too

[@p1nkr6nts]

realll omg. the quarantine vids just had me in a loophole. im almost a junior now, they carried my 13-16 age years lmfaooo

[@saltedglen]

@@p1nkr6ntsEXACTLYY OMG honestly them n also minecraft vids carried my entire 12-15yrs LMAO

[@wolf.breeze]

same here, senior and began to listen to corpse in 2020 freshman year, his music has a special place in my heart

[@jaybob666]

Parasocial af. You’re the reason he left lmao

[@evanalgazi5102]

left a career of 5 years today that just no longer served me. Feeling weird and overwhelmed but hopeful. I really needed this today

[@stacystupid4083]

proud of you!!

[@streamagoraphobic8565]

Good things waiting ahead of you 🖤

[@trulyfern439]

I did as well

[@simig2793]

So so immensely proud of you. It must have been difficult but jow you've made room for what's actually meant for you

[@simig2793]

@@trulyfern439 congratulations. So proud of you as well. Life has so many better things in store for you. :)

[@NicholePV]

“I hope this makes things easier before i go void” Whoa whoa whoa whoa I don’t like that, stomach dropped when I read it, please don’t ever go, Corpse :’C

[@sayaligirnar5285]

Yeah.. no.. I'm terrified

[@Cookie-03]

I'm scared.

[@Forever___Bored]

I hope he's referring to not doing KZbin and focusing on music..

[@ninirozhy]

Omg what I didn’t see that

[@ace8454]

Same Im litteralt bowling my eyes out. I cant take the facit that he is hurring and we cant do anything about it :(

[@kiwipits]

i come back to this every time i have to study for an exam bc it's so relaxing and gets me in the zone, THANK YOU CORPSE

[@haikyuumyserotoninbooster7658]

same!!! hope your exam went well mayo

[@heartrayna]

it doesn’t bring bad nor good feelings, but a grey area that’s confusing. i wanna cry alone in my room yet also laugh with someone at 2 am downtown somewhere. this song is just beautiful honestly

[@HIGHTS]

Nailed it🙏🤘🖤

[@maruchandice2664]

Best description. Until I read this, i didn't understand what I felt, this makes sense.

[@kirito_v4338]

So true

[@emma-eu5jj]

fr like it suits a '6 am sunrise drive with a warm breeze' vibe but also '10pm headphones in alone in the city holding your skateboard' i hope u understand what i mean

[@Shelbyxwyz]

Simps alert

[@Ky-gz2mf]

Let's wait until this pops up in everyones recommended in 5 years. I'll still be here vibing.

[@Mid_Mountain_Cucumber]

Amen 🙏

[@Chaotic.Froggy]

bet

[@upcomingsoundcloudrapper2853]

yep!!

[@nexes4672]

True

[@Aneesh_Mane_]

lezzgoo

[@tararindt6976]

This song feels like being with that one person you are completely vulnerable with and just letting all your pain out. You’re in their arms with tears streaming down your face. You don’t say anything, they don’t either but you both know exactly what’s going on. It’s a feeling of release of all the anxiety. It hurts as it travels through you yet it’s liberating.

[@misterpitters]

I agree. It’s how magic mushrooms feel lol

[@ultraspaceangel]

this comment fucked me up 😭😭😭

[@h0sjua]

i wasn't prepared to cry but you have just made that happen heh ;-;

[@Toarnaa]

100% AGREE!♡

[@rgEspi5142]

This.. hurt. But it’s also the best feeling in the world.. to trust someone like that, and have them ask care of you…

[@carma2175]

I don't know why but i became obsessed with corpses channel and man i love this guy- not because of the voice but because he's such a charismatic, cute and wholesome guy. And the fact that he's so strong. I can't imagine being in his sitatuon. I seriously wish him all the best, with all thats going on in his life. I can't help but cry whenever i hear this, it just touched me somehow. I wanna give you the biggest hug right now and say that you literally deserve the world- We all love you Corpse, and i mean it

[@osamu_miau]

yeah me too i used to watch corpse play among us back when covid was around and there was nothing much to do because well couldn't go outside and virtual school was tiring and boring so i would just watch him play among us with sykkuno and rae and toast and spedicey and it was one of the few highlights of my life during that time. I didnt really get back into watching corpse's channel until recently although i was still always a fan just got busy and stuff but i noticed he doesnt stream games much anymore, which is fine of course i just kind of miss those times during covid even tho it was such a mess, i just get a lot of nostalgia from thinking about them

[@So-Many-Orphans_.Husky.]

@@osamu_miau He’s what got me into among us. I’ve been a fan of him since he was still uploading his horror narratives, so it’s been a long time. It was so boring during all the virtual school and stuff, I remember watching his videos during some of my zoom calls.

[@CribabyCryptid]

@@osamu_miau I used to watch corpse's old horror narration videos when I had a whole horror narration phase in 2016, seeing him become popular in 2020 made my lil heart feel a little bit happy for him to finally be recognized

[@purplepianoist88]

Same, to all of this

[@sunnyfernandez6912]

Very true Meanwhile CORPSE: LOW KEY WANNA DATE ME WHEN YOU F*CK ME-

[@sofianedkoff482]

Also note how the wave never stops growing. It only gets more and more giant, and you still don´t know when it is going to crash. Honestly mesmerized by such a simple but meaningful visual.

[@jrdkleinman]

right?? the visuals are so calming and yet thought-provoking and so meaningful as well

[@Sstumpyy]

it's so relaxing to watch but there is also a very anxious edge to it

[@Fanaticalight]

Honestly, this is something I didn't know I needed in my life up until now

[@AT_History]

My guy I knew you have the same condition as corpse but didn’t expect you to comment here.

[@Law10205]

You don’t

[@shizazaidi7886]

Can someone please tell me the lyrics.I couldn't understand them

[@cl03cl]

Right

[@paulgoldson7980]

This is 100% something I knew I needed in my life. Been wanting this for a while 😩

[@willfaber_]

Bro Corpse? You see all these comments man? It’s freakin nuts. I wanna tell you something. Every time it rains i throw on agoraphobic just because i can relate to the song so much and it’s perfect. I’m almost 18 and a lot of stressful stuff in my life is happpening. But literally knowing you were feeling the same way helped dude. And these comments tell me I’m not the only one that feels this. I mean 5k comments in 20 hours?? That’s like 1k comments every 4 hours. That’s nuts. You’ve created possibly the most positive fan base I’ve ever seen. And I’ve never looked up to someone how i look up to you. Because you keep going. That’s the motivation. I love you man

[@amayavlogs2382]

hope life gets better for you and you feel better soon ♥️

[@idk8267]

Wow thank you🖤 you are an amazing person

[@meibhieIRL]

@@alayahsmith4341 it actually is! its his gaming + clips channel

[@enelesss]

🖤

[@annaparksleonard8168]

@@alayahsmith4341 yea it is its his clip account where he posts clips or other videos he wouldnt post on his main like this :]

[@ambasen777]

one year later and i still use this video to help me sleep so often. thank you for everything u do for us fans C, we love u.

[@Dawnforte219]

ALL OF THIS@CORPSE HUSBAND

[@rohankumarverma8742]

Same 🙌

[@MRCHAOS.]

i thought i was the only one XD

[@ptvfanatic]

here as we speak listening to this to help me sleep 💀 it’s 12:18am rn lol, i sleep to this every night it’s my ritual

[@GusM60Patton]

Just one video and never looking for more huh?

[@JeweledLove]

Corpse: *sings for us* _Everybody liked that_

[@samalexander2439]

i didnt like it

[@akiraren6405]

1k likes in 18 minutes holy-

[@sudoitabanerjee145]

@@samalexander2439 literally nobody's tying your hands and making you watch this. Kindly get out.

[@amarbader8544]

@@samalexander2439 ok then leave

[@samalexander2439]

@@amarbader8544 i left a while ago lol

[@hayleegarcia2861]

This song feels like slowly losing someone close to you, you just drift apart from them until they’re just a distant memory

[@myfavoriteclips7424]

Exactly yea like life fading away

[@ginwar7097]

To me it's the opposite. Full circle means coming back to something. So even if you lost touch..you'll come back to them full circle.

[@KG0032]

@@ginwar7097 I agree, it's like the beauty in someone/something, no matter what you go through, for the one/ thing you want you just go for them/it again and again

[@MissdermeanerJ]

This stung my heart.

[@thejaxattack]

thanks, i hate it /lh

[@jaimeleonlopezbermea7251]

Guys, he's agoraphobic... he is terrified of us and yet loves us so much. It must be hard feeling like that and being a public figure at the same time.

[@simig2793]

I'm so proud of him for still sticking around with us . He already knows how much we all appreciate him and each other :')

[@lenak.3235]

He also said that he is afraid of the ocean and in this video he is standing in water and watches a big wave coming towards him. So I think it's the same like with us. He's agoraphobic but he doesn't hesitate or isn't afraid opening up to us and staying with us. I know he's so thankful for us and loves everyone so much and so we do. 🖤

[@simig2793]

@@lenak.3235 Yeah I remember he said this when he was playing resi 8 . Well that's just our corpse, incredible and strong guy. 💖

[@karenprendergast7996]

its probably the feeling of being vulnerable again for him scares him so much. So he tries not to feed the wrong stuff into his croud/audience

[@Cadaverous_Cosplaything]

That’s not how agoraphobia works-

[@heyitsjazzi]

Back here after Under the Weather… so glad to hear this beautiful voice in full, and will continue to enjoy all of Corpse’s music as long as I live

[@Madelune7]

“I hope this makes things easier before I go. Void” Corpse... I hope you’re doing alright. We love you so much no matter what happens ❤️❤️❤️ always know that

[@Lil-ol-marie]

Corpse not putting ads on his lofi song so that I can go to sleep to this is the best thing to ever happen :)

[@Lil-ol-marie]

@super colonel bingus thank you bingus ❤️✨

[@kaylapaquin5793]

@super colonel bingus Thanks for the tip!

[@evelynmiranda2328]

Sameeeeee

[@kaylaevankovich1204]

Yep 😀

[@Lil-ol-marie]

@@kaylaevankovich1204 omg same name

[@froggiebambino]

This song feels like when you’re venting to someone and you’re drowning in your own emotions and thoughts. It hurts so much but it feels better when its over but in that time it feels suffocating and even if that person is supporting you all they can your brain finds new ways to make you sad, like telling you that you’re a burden on them for venting to them and so you drown more and more until its done. You’ve said everything. Its off your chest and you’ve come up for air. That’s what this feels like

[@joanna4930]

im sorry this is off topic but do you have glimmer in your profile picture

[@froggiebambino]

@@joanna4930 lol, yes it is glimmer but my favourite character is entrapta

[@joanna4930]

@@froggiebambino oh yes i love entrapta too and scorpia it’s fun to see other shera fans here

[@froggiebambino]

@@joanna4930 i love scorpia too! lol it is fun

[@dannymoonie3914]

venting like amogus?

[@bruhimsoqueer8074]

I still love this song. We havent forgotten you man!

[@martam9683]

I can't explain it but this song smells like cold

[@lunalycen3313]

Y E S

[@Lingonlila]

Like wet asfalt

[@dagmarland]

Synesthesia

[@iKalipso]

you would love Grimes music if you can smell songs :3

[@bagel8850]

Like sour, like funky

[@mossy_cobblestone7418]

This song feels like a drive back home from a family gathering in the pouring rain. It’s 11 o’clock and your parents let you stretch out in the back seat and sleep until you get back to your house. The low rumble of the car is soothing, and you can very faintly hear your parents talking lightly, trying not to disturb you, while you fade into sleep.

[@v_rtualvamp]

The memory is nostalgic.

[@nadamoonlight]

Please write a book

[@kingkarlxivjohanofsweden4746]

i have a younger brother. being able to sleep in the back seat is a luxury i do not possess. i like your comment though (: rly nice

[@siyaadpaikar3498]

Brings back ol' memories ❤🌃

[@juliaarsenault6033]

Omg yes We were on the ride back and we were driving far from the city. I was in the middle seet in the front and I rested my head on my moms lap and just stargazed through the sun roof in complete silence. It was the most calming/comforting thing I’ve ever experienced and it radiates the same vibe as this song.

[@evaaaxsheep]

My theory is that void may be the title of an album he is working on and because hypothetically he is working on an album he doesn't have as much time to make gaming videos, but he feels bad because he knows that many people find his videos and streams very therapeutic so he made this and put it on his gaming channel for those people to listen to while he is absent.

[@airplanesis9125]

I wish your theory is real 💜

[@RAYPOGLMAO12456]

Ayo thanks for this explanation. Wish ur theory becomes reality

[@TheDeniseJS]

I think you're right. Even if "void" just means how we will feel the void he leaves behind when he's gone bc he'll be working on the album, i think it's a sweet goodbye letter from him

[@madsxoxo524]

if he makes a album i am going to be a very very very very very very very very happy girl

[@mcflubbiebubbies6394]

My thoughts exactly

[@petitmeowmeow]

he really managed to capture a feeling in a song and it only took him a few seconds, man's a genius

[@gretchen9163]

I’m really glad he posted this, it’s such a comforting, calming thing, and I’m glad he wanted to post this without it being some big hyped up new song and people can just enjoy it for what it is

[@Sirblobfish9906]

its calming until you read the description...

[@Theyluvm4dy]

@@Sirblobfish9906 I don't get it

[@Sirblobfish9906]

@@Theyluvm4dy the description says "i hope this makes things easier before i go. Void" which is prety unsetteling

[@amayavlogs2382]

@@Sirblobfish9906 yeah and that is eating me from inside more n more as i think of it and I think I’m going to cry more than i am.

[@aayonijaadixit8424]

@@Sirblobfish9906 Did he posted a new song somewhere? I've been off the internet for a few days so guess I missed it. Cause I don't recognize this song

[@tararindt6976]

“i hope this makes things better before i go void” Corpse, we would hate for something to happen in which you felt the need to leave. But we also understand if you need to take a step back that you deserve that! I hope all is getting better with you. Your honesty about your mental health had helped me a ton with my own. Love you man ❤️

[@iceicebaby4217]

I saw that and it hurt knowing he’s gonna disappear for a bit .

[@DXRK0101]

​@@iceicebaby4217bit ? He disappeared completely :(

[@last_belmont_standing721]

The visuals: Immaculate The vibes: calming His vocal range: Breathtaking

[@clairehanson616]

dude i don’t think you understand how much you’ve helped me. ik you don’t feel like a role model but the courage you have in sharing your struggles with millions of strangers is so incredible to me. now whenever it rains i blast agoraphobic and scream my heart out, and it’s moments like that which keep me going. you’ve given me a reason to live. im forever grateful, and i hope you and anyone else who is reading this stays safe. i love you.

[@Kase3322]

I love you too.✌🏼❤

[@blackandalittleyellow]

It's like your helplessly standing while the clock ticks life away. The world is moving but you're not.

[@bebdaumon3948]

exactly! ;)

[@myfavoriteclips7424]

Get this man to the top also make sure he's in heaven

[@murielkramer7674]

Can't believe he's actually singing this high - man, he's so talented. I'm happy to have found him and his music last year. :) Through the let's plays, found out his personality and just, felt it, that someone is going through many things I also go through. Seeing him still out there, daring to show himself and his music while still vulnerable, makes me hope for me, too.

[@mickey7464]

Also in agoraphobic the high parts are him as well. Not sure if you knew that or not. If not, now you know, and if you already knew here is a reminder lol.

[@murielkramer7674]

@@mickey7464 haha I knew, this is just so different! I was really hoping for another lofi song for a long time. :)

[@mickey7464]

@@murielkramer7674 definitely same. I love his Lofi stuff. I really love all of his other stuff but the Lofi just hits hard.

[@murielkramer7674]

@@mickey7464 definitely! I feel like the others are for when I'm in a mood, but his lofi ones are for every day. But who knows what else he has up his sleeve? He doesn't really stick to any music genre, and I like that, feels like getting a present and you don't know what you get. :)

[@Rachelbee]

I want to be in awe but can barely hear anything....

[@anteye5199]

this feels like a hug from corpse himself but a sad hug

[@chickennoodles2735]

Feels like the last hug we would get :(

[@keishley593]

@@chickennoodles2735 :(

[@kuyuriegovender]

It's difficult to explain how much this audio means to me. Something about it feels so peaceful. When I meditate, study, read, yoga - it's always on in the background. It's gotten me through some tough times by helping to clear my mind, crazy to think it's been 2 years for this masterpiece. Grateful for you and your art, Corpse. Thank you for sharing your light with us.

[@King0fKhaos]

I started crying. Knowing how much he is going through, but still makes time to make content. I know it's not our call if he goes or not, but I find it hard to imagine a world without him in it, his videos make me smile when I'm in my lowest, put my mind into a different perspective, he is an amazing person and he owes us nothing for that, but if he leaves one day, I'll know what he did for us, I'll know how he suffered, I'll miss him. But a thing about the internet, nothings really gone. Just out of sight for a bit. Corpse is someone who I can relate to in some ways, he made me feel like I wasn't alone for the time being. I don't know if the message in the description was a goodbye, but I want him to be happy. If that means no more uploads, so be it. Thank you, Corpse for everything. I hope that one day, you can have relief from the anxiety, depression, paranoia, all of it.

[@amayavlogs2382]

This is making me cry. The fact that he will be gone one day without us knowing its just giving me pain and this is eating me inside more and more i think of it. In my hardest time dealing with social anxiety and low self esteem corpse was the only one there. He is a legend and he will be remembered in our lives forever no matter what ♥️💔

[@AxxLAfriku]

HOLY HOLY!!! I can proudly say that I have the two HOTTEST women on this planet as MY GIRLFRIENDS! I am the unprettiest KZbinr ever, but they love me for what's inside! Thanks for listening ain

[@sagessolace3622]

Thank you for writing this. I’ve been struggling to put my feelings regarding this into words. You’ve put it as well as I can find. Thank you.

[@skillet4739]

Y’all really out here making me cry! 😿

[@d00k88]

i shit myself 👍

[@katiekat1869]

He said its how he feels for us😭 "I fall for you, full circle" every day he is bombarded with love and support from us, we love everything he does. "I fall for you, full circle" in my mind means he loves us and is reminded how much he loves us every day (even on bad days). He said he's terrified of open water, like the ocean, which in the visual is the wave growing in front of him. This represents fear and uncertainty, supported by the description, and it never crashes and hits him. The whole experience makes me want to cry because he loves us so much and is starting to truly believe we love him just as much. This is just my interpritation of it, but I felt it might ease some anxiety anyone has about it.🖤🖤🖤

[@NordousJ]

❤️😭

[@kurosaki1174]

I THINK HE JUST CONFIRM THE LYRIC ON HIS LIKE: let me fall for you..let me fall for a second

[@katiekat1869]

@@kurosaki1174 ugh. I hear both and nowwww. It might just be abt how much he loves us then. Idk. We need Mr. Husband man in on this. I wanna know what it means🖤😭

[@theclassicchai1646]

pls I thought it was "falsetto" 😭

[@richa9547]

Bro what I hear is u let me fall for you, full circle.. Idk which one is right...but it's a mood ..so soothing 😄

[@sachie]

the visuals are how I feel vs my anxiety rn 🥲

[@kota14722]

Samee 🖤🖤🖤

[@joeymono8443]

When the waves pull that high you're near powerless to stand still and can't do anything else other than be swept into the waves... my friend, corpse standing still is an impossible image and a metaphor for something that feels so impossible yet here we are, constantly standing in the face of the waves.

[@demonpotato6582]

I love your streams 💜

[@stevenlevites4582]

Know that you are loved

[@taylorweil8508]

I love you

[@bzzdbunni]

This loop has helped me through domestic violence. When I feel so broken and like I have nothing left, I still try and close my eyes and sleep to this. I know fame has costed corpse so much and I fkn hate that but I hope he knows how much he has given us ♥️

[@harry36gg63]

sorry for peeping into your privacy ma'am, but is there an obligation to suffer through that domestic shit? Isn't it easier to be just on your own then?

[@DragonTamer200]

@@harry36gg63Sometimes people can’t escape domestic violence, reasons can be fear that leaving will make things worse, not having the money to live alone, etc. I won’t speak for this person since I obviously don’t know the situation but ye

[@bzzdbunni]

@@harry36gg63 I don’t mind the question, so it’s no bother! It’s a perfectly reasonable question in fact. But it is hard to elaborate unless you’ve been there. Like most of these types of situations and as @DragonTamer200 said, I just slowly over time ended up in a position where the relationship had ruined me mentally and financially and ironically the person holding you back/tearing you down becomes your everything because abusers convince you that you are not capable or that you are alone in this world (other than having them) they tend to isolate you and mess with your perspective on yourself and the world around you. So I felt very scared, incapable, and also just too sad and depressed to make the leap to change my life. I felt like I was just barely surviving.. the thought of uprooting my life and trusting myself to be successful about it seemed terrifying and unachievable. It makes the thought of staying in your shitty situation seem almost comforting. On top of all this, abusive relationships can be very comparable to a drug. When the abuser decides to be nice, to pull you back in when you are finally ready to leave.. the love bombing is like a feel good chemical dump in your brain. It’s like your greatest wish has come true (for them to just be good to you) it’s a high, a fleeting hope, that can be tough to ACTUALLY walk away from. It’s a vicious, repetitive cycle but just so ya know, I’ve made it out and I’m thriving on my own for two months now and never going back or putting myself in another similar situation. I am safe and happy now. 💖 still here though, listening to this loop at 1:30 in the morning when I can’t sleep ☺️

[@harry36gg63]

@@bzzdbunni Oh my gosh ma'am, I'm so sorry i would have never guessed it was so deep. Thank you for taking the time to reply to me it means a lot. I'm so glad that you are doing better now and I wish you the best of life ahead :D Stay Happy 😊

[@CribabyCryptid]

@@bzzdbunni Your situation is reminding me of my irl best friend I'm glad you're safe and happy. Nobody deserves to go through that :C

[@jomarie3320]

this makes me so happy that corpse is putting out everything he wants and isn’t holding back as much. we love you dude

[@golden7heart992]

Hi Maria

[@rebeccapuga9443]

I like how everyone has their own meaning to this “song”, it’s nice reading all of the stories that everyone has in the comments

[@brawlstarssponsorships]

What is he saying?

[@bittersbutsweet]

@@brawlstarssponsorships personally I hear "I fall for you.. for a second" and possibly "for a second time"

[@brawlstarssponsorships]

@@bittersbutsweet Its somehow calming even if I don't know what he's saying lmao.

[@corabaum5920]

@@brawlstarssponsorships He’s saying “Fall for you, full circle” 💕

[@shizu8642]

You mean.. interpretations ;)

[@aliyarr4098]

In this comunity everyone tries to comfort each others, fans to creator, creator to fans, even fans to fans. You've lead one great community, Corpse. Be proud 🖤

[@simig2793]

Amen to that sister! Nothing but the truth. Have a nice day. ❤✨

[@laynoss]

This is the truth that I have not seen mentioned this needs to be brought to light it is such a nice place to be

[@fengmainbigbrain2291]

that's true, besides the fake people that started to shit on him on twitter cuz of some pics of him/some random dude idk

[@__tatiana__]

Yess absolutely!

[@nathanwebster6771]

@aliya rr i concur 100%

[@reject19]

Been 3 years and I still come back, to this day this is the only noise/visuals I can handle when I’m in a pain flare and it’s just me alone in a dark room with this illuminating the tv screen.

[@moonvowel6670]

This song gives me the urge to cry, but in a cathartic way that makes me feel better. I love Corpse so much for releasing this.

[@allylewis3761]

I felt this as well

[@shelbyhawley944]

I don't why but this genuinely makes me want to cry and just release all of the bottled up emotions I've had for years. I've never wanted to fall asleep and scream my lungs out at the same time, but this song makes me want to. I know this is just 1 comment in a sea of comments but Corpse you are unforgettable. You've brought hope and happiness to many people despite going through your own personal battles. Thank you for everything you do, this song is beautiful and you are too. Inside and out.

[@JeromeProductions]

Oh damn

[@HIGHTS]

"Fall asleep but also scream my lungs out" NAILED IT🖤🙏

[@yoursocoolification]

The fact that he said he made this for himself and wanted to show us

[@dicegoblin2688]

I have this bookmarked. I listen to it when I write, when I draw, when I need to relax and get ready to sleep. I listen to all of Corpse's music, it's a major comfort, all of his songs. I must have listened to this song over a 100 times just on loop.

[@evandien9947]

*"I'll fall for you* *Full Circle* *Come fall with me".*

[@iremyazc7463]

*after coprse said that* everyone : OKEEEEEEYYY

[@valsayeshah6702]

can you tell when he says Come fall with me? Couldn't catch it, would be nice if you timestamp.

[@bresexperience]

@@valsayeshah6702 it’s like right before he says “i’ll fall for you”

[@valsayeshah6702]

@@bresexperience thank you so much, means alot you don't even understand. Have a nice day

[@iremyazc7463]

@@valsayeshah6702 0:15 when he first said later on he says

[@clairer.2506]

The wave building up and not crashing, it's exactly like how emotions built up. You build up more and more every time and eventually the wave of emotions becomes too much. And when you think you can't take it anymore, the wave doesn't crash. You keep building up, pushing yourself to take on more for some unknown reason. In the end you don't, really, know when the wave is going to crash. It's beautiful how such deep things are expressed through a simple visual. It's amazing Corpse!!!🖤

[@amayavlogs2382]

This is so true, loved you words

[@arielabruk5070]

this is my favorite comment, this is exactly how I feel

[@corabaum5920]

There's more to this animation then you may realize. Yes, the wave could crash at any time, but Corpse has a fear of the ocean and large bodies of water. He has anxiety and fears and it could all come crashing down at any moment. Look at it that way, and not just a big wave :)

[@clairer.2506]

@@corabaum5920 oh I know, I just wrote how I see it from my own pov. It's different for corpse, me and everyone else. That's exactly what I like about it, that people can relate to it in different ways 🥰

[@corabaum5920]

@@clairer.2506 I completely agree with you on that. I'm just saying that it hits different knowing Corpse is putting him self out there for *us* but he's constantly worried and anxious about what would happen, hence the wave :)))

[@AshLeeFourOhFour]

A lot of people are seeing this as a sad, almost hopeless melody, but I honestly see it differently. It feels like acceptance. Acceptance that things aren't great, and they might never be, but you're going to take advantage of what good there is. This song feels like it's from the point of view of someone who knows they're going to die, knows they don't have a lot of time left, but is determined to make the most of it. Agoraphobic was someone hiding from the world, from friends and family, from themselves, while this? This is that person making amends with their friends and family, taking that step into the outside world, looking in the mirror and not hating what's there, because what do they have left to lose? Corpse, we're all here for you. Stay strong, we're rooting for you. :)

[@ViktorErikFade]

Damn that's deep man, Respect. I really love corpse because my heart goes out to artists who despite their physical weakness they make art out of what they have . I heavily find myself relating to him often due to my love of making art yet I have vision and hearing and sense of smell problems, having one or two surgeries now to keep both intact but still creating in hopes I can make all the pieces that are living in my mind onto physical canvas or paper one day before I leave forever, fighting depression and anxiety along the way, while different it's similar enough to give me hope and keep rooting for corpse too as I do myself.

[@michellepoisson55]

Yes, I love it. One of my favorite songs from him.

[@AbridgeKiritoo]

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[@meow6934]

@@ViktorErikFade i hope your surgeries go well and i admire your strength. i don’t have any chronic illnesses but i have anxiety and depression as well. it’s stressful enough and i can’t imagine being in a position where i’d have to deal with both. i’m glad you’ve found someone you relate to, and i hope you’re able to fight you’re illnesses and live a happy life.

[@ViktorErikFade]

@@meow6934 oh, that's so sweet of you to go out of your way to reply 🖤 My ear surgery was a few years ago now but it still feels like months ago due to my scar behind my ear, I live in fear my hearing will never be the same again, been dealing with this horrible reverberation in my bad ear for a bit hoping it gets better. I hope both of our anxiety gets better or at least more tolerable in the future, it's a mental issue that's made fun of a lot so I don't tend to bring it up. Haha believe it or not that made a funny coincidence come up, someone thought I was ill from covid or some shit or wearing a binder for cosplay at a anime con but I'm like nope ..... Not eating right and your nerves getting to you over everything and nothing at the same time will do that to you even when I'm physically shaking from anxiety I don't like for others to worry so I'll just silently suffer like don't mind me having a nervous breakdown. ~ ✨💦

[@slrandomperson]

A year later and I still adore this

[@Phantom_Head]

a wave so big, yet it never reaches us. i feel like the ocean represents our life, in which we constantly feel threatened by upcoming moments of anxiety. i have a hard time talking to people, i feel like no one really understands what i actually feel like. i try to avoid meeting new people, because it makes me sick of thinking how to act. no one should see the holes, that i am made of. the conversation just floats in front of me, like an endless looping wave.

[@NameNik223]

It's good that you open up. I can't see you in real life but here you express your thoughts perfectly c: You feel that a lot of times people can't hear what you're trying to say to them?

[@colecowan6170]

i relate to this, i find it hard to even look people in the eyes when i see them walk by me, for some reason i just feel like less of a human.

[@simig2793]

I have never related to something more. I just hope people like us, you and me, figure things out eventually. 💖

[@simig2793]

You know what I'm gonna rant a bit more because I started crying after I wrote that but sometimes I just feel like I don't belong here, or anywhere in that matter. It's like I don't know what I'm trying to reach for and I'm not getting anywhere. I'm just lost and I don't know what to do. Everything is fine in my life but my insides seem to be withering. Idk that's just how I feel. Okay I'm gonna go now. 😂

[@arielabruk5070]

I feel like this described everything perfectly

[@kutjegodverdomme]

this is the best representation of anxiety that i've seen. the wave constantly coming but never hitting is exactly how my overwhelming anxiety feels, like being on edge and scared all the time, when you're just waiting for the inevitable bad things to happen

[@aliviapinnix8682]

Best description I’ve heard, many people don’t understand :(

[@sad_hedgehog]

_yes_

[@elikes]

that’s literally what i thought too!

[@Spookdog]

I believe corpse has said before that he's afraid of the ocean so at first I thought it was a weird choice to have this for the visuals of such a cozy and relaxing song, but I guess it could be interpreted as accepting your fears or letting go of things in general. the future is scary and you never truly know what's going to happen, but at least we all have each other, even if it's just a silly little comment section ❤

[@elly6350]

It could also be the feeling of panicking to the point of dissociation where you feel a sort of false calm. It’s all kinda up to interpretation but it’s beautiful for sure.

[@tanya8230]

we do have each other ...forever

[@brittonpemberton6321]

why did your reply make me cry!!! Your interpretation of this song is so beautiful and imaginative. much love

[@ritikachettri7411]

Wow😭😭😭

[@fay27]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@SoSkySaysHi]

I've basically been listening to this nonstop. It's so calming and helps my anxiety like nothing else. I love the Percy Jackson series and I've been listening to this while I reread them. Now because I associate the two together, listening to this immediately puts me in such a good headspace. Thank you.

[@LordNostalgic]

hope things get better for your anxiety, much love 🖤

[@Goddess_Starr]

I feel the exact same way🖤

[@kennycook6392]

I feel like almost crying because it's so calming almost, but there's pain somewhere. I love it so much holy crap

[@tessieboe2924]

!! Yes omg this song is so comforting for me but it makes me sob like crazy like yes there's pain LIKE YES YOU DESCRIBED IT PERFECTLY !!

[@sydneyperrow865]

Ngl, it kinda has the feeling of remembering the last hug you got from somone whos gone

[@mikmik2825]

Yeah.. I can feel the pain. Reminds me of all my fears and the feeling of being alone in the middle of nowhere.

[@zodiAAAHHH]

@@mikmik2825 white monster ultra fic?...

[@sayurisunny4115]

Omg exactly 😭

[@sirephlyrrian6242]

corpse has this feeling about him, like some superstars of the past, who passed away way too young, but left an insane imprint on culture, media, and people's hearts. but he's still alive, and we get to witness him

[@haizien]

this is really bittersweet

[@melisapuerto6360]

Let's pray he stays with us for a long time, the description might be a little concerning but we're here for Corpse and forever will, let's enjoy this moment right now.

[@witchyfishfry]

except instead of dying he's prob gonna leave the internet now that among us is over. he didn't even finish resident evil :(

[@ekaterinavinogradova6962]

@@haizien the word bittersweet just perfectly described everything I have been feeling lately thank u for that🖤

[@amayavlogs2382]

@@witchyfishfry but the most he has done for us while he was here on the internet is like insane, and the description is making me in more pain because he is the reason why we have something to look forward to 💔

[@angrypomeraniantrainer618]

We won’t forget him, he will forever be here, and whether he disappears off the internet one day, we will always remember you corpse

[@marionlark]

Corpse, I know you put this out awhile ago, but thank you all the same. Just what I needed today. It's hard to relax when everything hurts but this gets me close. Hope you're hanging on.

[@fallofftheplanetwithme3106]

This feels like an empty void mixture of sad, numb, longing, and missing things past when you promised yourself you would sleep. It's comforting, because it's a constant thing. This is human.

[@Jordan-ug7mo]

This sounds like a calming breath of fresh air after crying for hours. You feel slightly numb but simultaneously light. Like you’re floating through space and all your heavy emotions have left and the outside world doesn’t matter. Your tears have dried and your chest feels positively airy. The feeling of being full and empty at the same time. The feeling of bliss after sadness.

[@zelinknalu6912]

I never experienced that. Any of the rare times I actually let myself cry (more like can't hold it anymore) I'm only left with a migraine or, when I don't stop myself soon enough, a full on migraine attack.

[@tolerance711]

@@zelinknalu6912 Mine is both. A bad migraine but also a very floaty feeling and kinda refreshed after letting it all out. But it depends on the situation.

[@zelinknalu6912]

@@tolerance711 I see. I just feel numb but at the same time like it wasn't even close to being enough (dunno if that makes sense)

[@Jejethecatlife]

"People will forget about me" My man, no, I will not. Hope you don't have a commitment issue cause you stuck with me forever.

[@nyxiegaming380]

My mommy and daddy issues means ive claimed him as a comfort person and am now dependent on his existence for sanity lol

[@crowofjudgment]

My phycological support animal isnamed after him

[@nyxiegaming380]

@@crowofjudgment awww ! I already had my ESA before i started binging corpse again.

[@Emma-ue4eo]

Yes!!!!!! I never will!!! That’s so true

[@Emma-ue4eo]

@@nyxiegaming380 what dose that mean?

[@anomolly-cinema]

I hope Corpse can feel all the love his community has for him... He deserves it all 🤍 A man who can be appreciated in everything he does - absolutely amazing.

[@leticialeme5850]

"i hope this makes things easier before i go" *nervous laugh * haha where r u going corpse

[@TheDeniseJS]

maybe to make an album and therefore he hasnt got as much time to be present on social media so we will feel a "void"?

[@amayavlogs2382]

That made me cry and I’m getting really more n more upset as i think of it. He is the reason i came up from my hardest time struggling with anxiety and being afraid to go outside. Please corpse dont leave us. Take a break but please never go, ah shit we will all go one day 💔

[@qualifiedtolove1027]

@@amayavlogs2382 hes not going anywhere i promise, hes just focusing on his harder music, hes doing what he loves

[@stinkerbellsm0m]

@@qualifiedtolove1027 Thank God he ain't going anywhere, Because we need him 😭😭😭😭

[@ailimeand]

@@TheDeniseJS nah i think hes bout to leave public eye

[@katz_on_saturn]

Ok but the water going up makes me feel an emotion that doesnt exist

[@Tioko]

Yeah, like you’re waiting for a wave to crash on you, but it never comes...

[@jezyk1555]

I couldnt name it but that's exactly it!

[@katz_on_saturn]

@@Tioko exactly!

[@paytoneichwald312]

anticipation

[@neroclaudius7691]

@@Tioko that’s exactly it

[@shingoose6197]

This song takes on SO MANY different personalities depending on how you listen to it! Headphones vs speakers, quality of the audio device, and even the VOLUME. Corpse, you're a fucking genius.

[@Nethmi3]

hiii, i'm kinda new to the fandom xxxx like i've always heard of Corpse but i never actually looked into the content, but now I'm a fan. he seems like such a genuine person and very humble. Can i ask you a question please?

[@shingoose6197]

@@Nethmi3 Sure. What's your question?

[@Nethmi3]

@@shingoose6197 Do you think he’s getting tired of KZbin ? I feel like some people are fans only for his deep but they seem judged him harshly on other things, like how he looks, and stop supporting him. I feel like that’s A LOT of pressure on him and he wouldn’t feel free to be himself in front of his fans because of that criticisms. I listened to his Live stream and OMG he’s like the the most humble and down to earth person. That actually drew me first lol. Sorry for the long ass passage, xx

[@shingoose6197]

@@Nethmi3 I wouldn't assume hebis getting tired of KZbin. Yes, there are a lot of haters. But he seems to embrace it and mock them often. Corpse has said before that there's always been a lot of pressure on him with his work; people always asking what he looks like, who he is, etc. But we should remember that he also has a lot of health issues that shape who he is and what he does. He is a person with many layers. I hope you continue to support him. He is a brilliant person and really deserves it.

[@Nethmi3]

@@shingoose6197 yeah you’re right. Of course I will continue to support him. 🖤

[@avq1ii]

I found out about you recently. This honestly, I don't know how to explain it. It was like someone was telling me, "don't worry. you're okay. you're safe with me." Please don't listen to the haters you are honestly amazing Corpse. For some reason this honestly made me cry it was as if someone was hugging me. Thank you..

[@teenytaylor4556]

As a 25 year old with fibromyalgia, and social/general anxiety & depression, I'm so thankful for you're love of your fans and your dedication to us and your work. You've changed so much for all of us who doubt ourselves. Your always so raw and open about your feelings and emotions and it gives me the strength to be more true to me.

[@elliesart_]

I met someone today while fundraising that has fibromyalgia. I instantly felt more empathetic after hearing what corpse has been through. He's really helped open my eyes to chronic illness. 💛

[@teenytaylor4556]

@@elliesart_ it's definitely not a fun thing to have, and it's just a blanket term to cover unexplained nerve pain. I've been dealing with it since the age of 7. Hearing corpses struggles have made my own so much easier to handle and I'm so thankful

[@ariel364]

27 here with very similar health issues including fibromyalgia, it feels really good to know I’m not alone in these struggles, and I’m so thankful to Corpse who creates this amazing community !

[@louiseturner4229]

i can already tell that this is going to calm me through so many panic attacks and help me sleep through ptsd nightmares. literally months of pent up anxiety and pain just lifted from my shoulders hearing this. it's so crazy how music can do this. i'm so endlessly happy that corpse is making stuff that he loves and choosing to share it with us and with the world.

[@lee-hv1el]

i’m sorry you have to go through that kind of thing 🖤🖤🖤 i wish you the best

[@abcde1019]

Same and it’s currently 2am where I’m at

[@ITellMyselfSecretsz]

More power too you bro. Hope you are doing fine now.🖤🖤

[@meaniemaelily]

This has literally been on repeat for days and I don’t have any plans to stop.

[@melissatedaldi6174]

Same

[@hayleechristine26]

i cant sleep without it anymore, it’s been on repeat for so long.

[@mzrque]

nah man like he got all my respect. with all those illnesses he still choses to not give up. He‘s the strongest human being and I fckn hope someday this man can wake up and say „finally made it“. With the low self-esteem he got fckn insane but dont we have to be insane to stay sane. for real proud of him for still being in this world we livin.

[@lowk3yjinxz162]

I started playing this and Immediately started sobbing. This has so much meaning to it, especially when you can relate to the meaning behind it. I’m sitting here crying looking out the window in the middle of the night just think of how Large that Wave is but yet hasn’t hit us. Is there a Reason for that?! I’m usually scared of Large bodies of water but Somehow this one makes me feel Safe, warm and Alone at the same time.

[@lowk3yjinxz162]

Feel free to express how you truly feel 🖤

[@persya975]

i still cant listen to it fully because i keep pausing it and start crying too

[@lowk3yjinxz162]

@@persya975 same here 😭

[@sugarqbs]

I love the metaphor of a wave that looms so completely over you, growing larger and more unmanageable at the second but never breaking, leaving you in that horrible limbo of anticipation. The artist really captured how anxiety can feel; how overwhelming a sense of dread can feel even if the wave never crashes because sometimes anxiety is more chemical than anything else. Some heavy shit right here, that's for sure...

[@rashmibharthuar]

@@lowk3yjinxz162 same I just start crying and sobbing in just like 5 minutes

[@misterpitters]

I wanted to add a comment that will fall into the void: Corpse has really helped me during this pandemic. There were months where I could barely get out of bed. I nearly failed my senior year of college. It’s been nice to have him and his content as a distraction. His voice, personality, and music do something to calm my mind and gave me something to focus on when focusing on anything was much more than I was capable of. I listened to one of his old livestreams where he talked about getting help for medical problems and it helped push me toward getting help. I think he said something like, it’s scary to take the first step but after that it can only get better. He has gradually made it easier for me to live in my own mind again, which has really helped me more than I can say. Knowing that there is someone out there who is feeling similar to how I have been is cathartic. Listening to his music releases something for me. Even now, it’s raining and I am crying, but it feels good. I really hope for him to one day have a life where he can feel peaceful, happy, and fulfilled. I hope his friends can help him feel better. I don’t know what his mind is like, I know he is struggling, but the fact that he can still make such beautiful art is a testament to his will and goodness of heart. Good vibes to you corpse, thank you for everything. I hope you don’t leave, but I also hope that you do whatever will make you happy.

[@amayavlogs2382]

This comment is everythingggg, this basically shows how much corpse has done and continues to do for us no matter how he is struggling. I am glad that he helped you be in a happier peace of mind than you were before. Corpse is a living legend and can never be forgotten, no one can make us feel like corpse did not exist once. I wish you the best of everything and hope that your well ♥️ Long live corpse, corpse we all love you and wish you nothing but the best truly 🥺🥺💕

[@pantheragilt392]

You're comment reverberated through my mind, and I couldn't help but feel the need to thank you for it. You describing how CORPSE has helped you is something I couldn't say any better, and I can't help but feel the same. Some days are harder than others, but we must try, and never forget to try to love yourself, as you're someone who is cherished and loved by another.

[@misterpitters]

The way he has helped me was only compounded by the kindness and absolute fuckery of the community surrounding him. Listening to this, combined with reading the comments gave me a very pleasant cry today. Even though I’m not very active it’s fun to see all these people rally around a dude on the internet, and they are all so loving. Thank u guys for reaching back to me :)

[@lupups_mp4]

He's so musically talented, I don't even know what to say

[@kuurumitokisaki]

I know, right ? He is very talented and i wished he acknowledged it, he went through so much things and he finally gets all of the love and support that he deserves

[@kittyg2380]

It's been a year, and now this is my therapy processing song. Thank you 💜

[@ninirozhy]

I just realized, corpse is absolutely terrified of the ocean. •-•

[@Batman.-]

oh dam

[@Nxtvalentine]

I realized that aswell and I understand how he feels cause I'm terrified of the ocean aswell

[@randomuser00007]

Whether you searched for this or not, you were not left disappointed.

[@imboredhelp5815]

Facts

[@Arcane_Industry0420]

FAXX

[@ayaa.1351]

Sure

[@Cazador1]

why POV

[@freethuggerr]

I was left pretty disappointed. It said corpse high pitch voice. I don’t hear high pitch

[@tristanmotheral3180]

I’ve never felt so connected to a content creator like I do Corpse. The way he’s open about his problems and vulnerable with all of us makes me realize that I’m not the only person with issues. He’s a wonderful person and he’s brought many smiles to my face. I hope that when he decides to go, he will say goodbye.

[@Alex-xc4lc]

Hi, so I've been hesitant about this but reading all these comments feels so welcoming. So I just wanna say that I've been playing this song in a loop since the day I found out about it. I've been struggling with a lot of mental health issues for a couple of years now and this song has really been there for me through some of the darkest times just calming me down when everything was going out of control. Reading all these comments makes me feel less lonely. I hope that everyone that reads this is doing great by now and if not I hope that you'll be better soon. I'm glad that I'm part of such a beautiful community. Thank you Corpse for making this possible. Love you guys Stay strong❣️

[@raquelewing98]

I know people mean well when they say it’ll get better, but for people with chronic illness like me and like corpse, the whole point is that it can get worse but it can’t get better, and you either learn how to live with it, albeit depressing and painful, or you drown. Corpse, I woke up from a really bad episode, freaking out and having a meltdown, to see you streaming resident evil. Hearing your laugh was oddly calming. This song kind of reminds me of how I was feeling that day. Sad and alone and like a mistake, but then again...maybe that’s okay? Thank you 🖤

[@maca76]

yeah i got tired of trying to educate people who were wishing corpse to get well, i know its with well intention but i know it gets tiring quick. And for yoy I just hope you have more good days than bad ♡

[@elliesart_]

❤️❤️

[@KysEcstacy]

Yeah, its pretty obvious they dont understand. It kinda hurts worse in a way because they can get better and you cant. I have some nervous system stuff so ive lost feeling in my right leg on multiple occations which can be pretty dangerous, hell ive once lit a fire work and had to limp away from it causing me to have a permanent scar on my palm now. It hurts even worse with mental stuff, like agoraphobia and GAD, both anxiety disorders can be lifelong and it feels like shit hearing this stuff knowing that it will only get worse. These people act like heroes putting the suicide hotline and positive messages, despite any suicidal person in that deep would never even touch it. It gets so draining man

[@officerk1693]

@@KysEcstacy i know it doesn't help much, but i wish you and others with chronic pain/illness the best. i'm sorry life had to hit so hard.

[@myfavoriteclips7424]

I'm crying 😭😭😭😭😭

[@FrvrYng-yf6bw]

I don’t know who needs to hear this but I am going to leave it here anyways: “Ships don’t sink because of the water around them; ships sink because of the water that gets in them. Don’t let what’s happening around you get inside you and weigh you down.” Whoever you are I hope you feel loved and appreciated. Please stay happy and healthy

[@elliesart_]

💛

[@manib.]

🖤🖤

[@j1407bmoon]

🖤

[@katiemartin487]

This is so amazing and so insightful. Love it. ❤️

[@emmawolfe8683]

🖤

[@JustAViewer_I]

Ok, I tried to fall asleep to this masterpiece and I couldn’t. I cried/ teard up because of this. All of my feelings being somewhat released. I have had a bad self esteem and image of myself since the start of the quarantine. This song and agoraphobic matches my feelings. The piano as a soft melody like ocean water brushing against your feet and bringing that childlike wonder. The melodic voices like you’re drowning in a wave and looking up to see the light fade away. Just a beautifully written melody. Hope that you, yes you, who is reading this, has a great day!

[@elenapazqc1467]

you put it into words. thank you

[@crimsonchin1909]

poggers!

[@liliahaltamirano1484]

i agree and...ever thought of becoming a writer

[@JustAViewer_I]

@@liliahaltamirano1484 the funny thing is, I like making up these stories but I hate reading lol

[@JustAViewer_I]

But I have considered it somewhat :)

[@silver_crone]

2 years later, I’m here still listening to this on loop to sleep. It’s still one of the only things that soothes all those jagged edges. I really hope you know, Corpse, what a profound difference you continue to make to me, to your fans, to strangers out in the world who may never comment. We’re still here. And you still make a difference.

[@disneybunny45]

I've been sitting here for 40 minutes trying to put words to the feeling this gives me; it's loneliness. I have suppressed this feeling for weeks now, but you brought it back Corpse. I don't have anything profound to say. Your music just resonates with me. I'm not the only one, but you already know that Corpse.

[@nikibear_7236]

I hope you're okay. Just know that even when you're lonely, you're not really ever alone.

[@ashleycoronado5056]

K.

[@nightmaregamer5940]

@super colonel bingus yesss I feel the same feelings

[@abbygrace7891]

You’re right. Somehow this gives me feelings of being terribly lonely, but at the same time being together. I don’t know how to explain it.

[@iiaxgeli8635]

never thought I would hear something as beautiful as this.

[@jupsoup2444]

LITERALLY it’s so calming

[@i1898s]

same.

[@paris4414]

Facts 😂 literally I heard the first note of his voice and I legit started crying

[@PsychDragon]

RIGHT?!

[@streamagoraphobic8565]

🖤

[@mychemicalimbalance_]

POV: you're calmer now The ocean wave is still there, but its held back by an invisible force and that is your strength. You are so strong, you can get through this I promise.

[@GalaxyTheLynx]

POV: This made me cry happy tears

[@omaritaylor3877]

If you feel like crying look at my comment

[@anubhavpathak8850]

I never thought it this way, life has made me a pessimist.

[@Scre1mingcat]

Thank you kind sir. Same goes for you. If that makes since.

[@IssacMadrid-i7j]

I miss 2020 corpse and lockdown now it just feels empty

[@gargamel949]

I wish he knows how much he makes living on this planet easier for me.