Courtney Love - Letter to God + Lyrics - Live At the Roxy

Live At the Roxy - 2007
Oh dear God I'm writing this letter to you
Cause I don't have a clue
Can you help me?
I'm sitting here simply trying to figure out
What my life's all about
Can you tell me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Won't you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Please tell me who I am
I lie awake conducting this symphony
That you have gifted to me
but I don't ever sleep
And don't get mad cause I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am
I been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I don't know who I am
And I thank you man for everything
Sorry I'm so frightened about all of this
Oh I wish I could give you more
But all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel violated by it all
I never wanted to be
The person you see
but thank you
Oh God please tell me now
Are you disappointed or are you proud
Haven't I done everything, EVERYTHING
I'm so sorry I'm so weak
And I turned into a freak
But I don't know anything, ANYTHING
I've lost all self-esteem
My baby and everything
And I feel nothing, NOTHING
Oh God please tell me now
God please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing
Oh dear God I'm writing this letter to you
Cause I'm coming unglued
Please help me