cry - cigarettes after sex // cover

[@povlogic]

Wonderfull

[@taikusbrody6698]

I really need more of this.. It's very relaxing

[@S4t3rn_ed1tss]

FRRRR

[@jaekuyn]

oh i love this!!! you’re so cool. amazing video 🥹

[@xisho]

thank you!! :D

[@yukiembillal8627]

put it on spotify pleasee, your voice are so beautiful

[@S4t3rn_ed1tss]

Your voice is so pretty it got me cryingggg so soothingggg🫂🩷 new subscriberrr

[@takovibe]

Nothing is more soothing than this!

[@xisho]

thanks tako :)

[@Jehuty989]

i'm so depressed.. thank you for this cover bro

[@xisho]

aw, hope things get better for you soon

[@mimim9420]

wow, amazing as always :)

[@Sparxkles]

Another great cover of yet another amazing song! :)

[@kleberfernandes2660]

so sweet

[@ReRise_]

love it !

[@Shiroe4649]

That's such a cool mask, great cover too.

[@spiarow4082]

babe im in luv with ur voice

[@jacobmichaels4523]

fantastic as always!

[@Izan-o8l]

Thanks

[@ReiOgami]

Why do we have the same music taste 😭 great cover xishu

[@xisho]

w music taste

[@heacttt]

omg xishu is backkkkkkk

[@heacttt]

the world is healed

[@PapáQuieroSerMúsico]

awesome

[@tasteslow]

❤

[@paoo-c85]

i just clicked on masterpiece

[@xdsoyleon3218]

bonito video

[@whereisl3g3nd]

Damn, is dis cover on spotify??

[@8iza]

saddening

[@Vortex51423]

Imagine if you didn’t forget your microphone how much more covers we would have by now

[@xisho]

...

[@nmin9032]

😊😊

[@elChueko1985]

hermoso

[@b12zturtelz29]

im just gonna vent because the music is hitting with post Bench press PR of 295 loneliness. Its been like, twoish weeks i think now since i met her and just... i still have no answers. I dont know what i did wrong. I dont know why i made her lose interest. I dont know her perspective or what i could have done better and its so so so frustraiting. We met out in the wild at an event for our college. I talked to her a little in line for some boba, we hit it off, i came to sit by her and we kept talking. I offered to give her and her friend a ride home since i drove and they walked. They said yes. When i put on my music in the car they said they listened to the same kind of stuff. I got her snap and we continued to talk for the rest of the day. Then that night she said she was going on a night walk and i offered to join her if she would like some company. She said yes and we went out together just to walk around the campus dorms. We did one lap as planned, then another, then walked down to our school gym, then the long way back. We said goodnight, talked a little more and she even offered to be my gym buddy since she just rots in her bed all day. During that walk we talked, laughed, recommended stuff, shared life stories, recent events, and were just having a great time. I went to sleep feeling great and that next day we talked a little before she invited me on another night walk. We went on a different route and continued to just talk. laugh, joke, share, and have a great time. During the walk I mentioned i had a rice cooker in my dorm and offered to make her some rice. And so she came to my room and we just chilled for another 2 hours. 2 hours walking at night together, then 2 hours cooking and eating in my room till she went to sleep. Then the next day we had planned to go shopping together because she didnt have a car and i did. We went to walmart and bought stuff together kinda like a couple and i even bought her a drink i really reall like. Later that day after my diving practice she said she was getting dinner at the same time i was and I offered to join her and she said yeah sure and told me where I was. So we ate dinner together that day to and talked about concerts and music. Then that night we planned on going on another night walk and I offered to walk to the beach and so we did. And when we got there the moon was out so we stayed to take pictures and chill on the beach. And we stayed there on the beach, under the starry night sky, for 5 whole hours. From 10PM to 3AM. We even saw a shooting star. We talked, shared some trauma, flirted, sat shoulder to shoulder, and just watched the stars, moon, and waves. We made inside jokes, we laughed, and we sat there together. I would do anything to go back to that night honestly. I have never had a girlfriend and it was at this point where i genuinely and seriously had convinced myself that this, this might finally be it. This cute amazing and funny girl who actually seemed to give a shit about me was finally it. Then it started to rain and we walked back to the dorms. I offered to make her dinner and so i did before texting her goodnight. She later texted me that night she was gonna cry from how good they were and how sweet and appreciative she is of me making her dinner since she was really hungry. The next day we planned to go back to the beach after a taco bell run to watch the sunset but she cancelled from being so tired that day which i totally understood. Then later that night i get a text from her saying "hey can you come up to my room?" for context, her dorm room is literally right above me. Like her suitmate is the room right above the one im sitting in right now. So i literally just had to walk maybe 20 sec to get to her room. I did and her, her roomate, and her friend were there asking me to help them move their bed up since i was the strongest person they knew and they all couldnt do it. I obviously helped, they all said thank you, and I went back down. Then i get a knock on my door and its her and her friend. I ask whats up and they say they need my help again. So i come with them back to her room and i help with her bed again. But this time they tell me to stay in case they need my help again. So i stay and i talk with her, her friend, and her roomate. Im pretty sure i made a good impression because her friend and I bonded over anime and music and me and her roomate bonded over being from out of state. After a while I left and we talked a little over text. Then later that night at like 1am she texted me saying the shooting star she wished on would come true. It was raining but she still wanted to go on a walk. I offered her my umbrella and we went out for a rainy night walk. The rain had stopped but we still went on another walk together. We came back and went to sleep. So this was 4 days of hanging out every night together. This is where things start to go... sour... I guess. The next morning i sent her a goodmorning message and saying to make sure she eats well because she said all she had was a bagel and some ramen. Then later that day I offered to get lunch together and she said "ok". She never came even though i waited 30 min. I think I saw her as i was walking out but she didnt see me. Then that night i asked if she wanted to go on a walk again and she said she already had without me. I went to sleep a little worried since she had never been texting this dry or take this long to text back before. Next day comes and nothing. She never starts a text with me and the few texts i do send take forever to respond and she barely responds. I guess shes busy and try and give her time. A few days pass with no walking, no hanging out, and just silence really. Then one night i get a random text saying "give me a comfort anime". At this point i had lost all hope if im being honest. So i got kinda excited at something from her and give her some recs, then she asks if id like to come up and chill while she gets some homework done. I grab my laptop and head up. We did some homework together, talked about music, played Dress to Impress together, and listened to music together. I was alone in her room with her till 4 am since her roomate was gone. I felt good from that and went to sleep. Then Monday after pretty much another day of silence and her favorite artist tyler the creator drops a new album. I give it a listen and its admittedly not my taste so I send her my takes and no joke after 7 hours she finally responds saying something like "Its funny you thought you had an opinion but this is CRIMINAL" screenshots my takes and i respond with a joke. She doesnt respond till hours later with nothing much to say. Later that night i was talking with a friend about the album whos also really into it just trying to understand why people like his music and i texted her that i was talking about it with someone. She was... very responsive to say the least. She was actually replying back to me in less than a minute for the first time in days and i was hinting that i wanted to talk to her in person about her opinions. But i think i pissed her off because she said something like "I already told you why i like him, hes talented and hes crazy which i like". I do want to say i still think shes a very nice person. Shes kind, sweet, and funny but... maybe thats just her thing with that. I dropped an ok and left it at that. more days past of nothing and i give her a text asking if shed like to have dinner with me and the asian student union becuase shes learning korean and a lot of people on the ASU speak korean if she wanted to practice. She said after a few hours of my text "Damn, Nah sorry I was busy with orchestra" and i replied in the morning "oh no worries youre all good" and she gave me a thumbs up reaction. We didnt talk at all till the 4th after Halloween. I think i might have texted her a small thing once but i cant remember what it was. She never texted me anything from the day after the monday before Halloween and I was honestly broken. I dont know what happened for her to start losing interest. I dont know what i did besides the Tyler thing and even then i was still trying to be respectful and showing i gave a shit enough to try and get into an artist you like. I thought these were all green flags. I thought I was playing this stupid game ive never played before, that ive never had the chance of playing before right. Multiple nights when she never sent anything to me i would be up late almost crying but eating myself alive wondering why she isnt talking to me or what about me that isn't good enough for her. I had given up so many times just to dry again in the 3 weeks I had been able to interact with her. Then the 4th came and it had been raining all day so i decided why not to send her a harmless inside joke of ours. On that magical night on the beach with her she said she had wished for it to rain when she saw that shooting star because she likes the rain. I texted her "jeez man how many shooting stars did you see last night?" from pevious jokes we made it seemed harmless and she knew me well enough to know i would never say a joke with pejorative tone. I wasn't complaining but just trying to make a joke. Maybe I should have said "haha how many shooting stars did you see last night?" or maybe make it more obvious. But regardless of my mistake, she responded with one number "3" and unadded me on snap. I got the message. She... had compltely lost interest. And it killed me. Im still not over her even though i know i should be but... i just... i cry every time i give my love to her. I see her in the halls to class or about on campus every now and then but we never look at eachother. I doubt anyone would have read this far but if you did thanks. Maybe you can tell me what i did wrong. Im going to see her at an event with two of our clubs were affiliated with on the 17th so maybe ill be able to talk to her then.

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