Crystal Meth Addict interview-Bryan

[@Emzzz78]

Poor sweetie. Seeing his video from this morning was so upsetting. I’m praying for him❤

[@stuff1784]

It is CRAZY how he has declined!!!! GOOD GRIEF

[@CMT705]

When I first saw his videos I was really hoping he was going to be ok and then that one came out the other day. Very sad

[@heyitsrae3967]

Wait!?!?! Is this the same Brian that was talking to Jesus 3 days ago!?!? Oh that poor man 😭

[@jeri5269]

Literally has me in tears . I just watched that video and had to come back and watch this one . His eyes just plead for some kind of help . Heartbroken for him

[@jeri5269]

@@heyitsrae3967yes 😢. That video just tore me up . His eyes look so sad and broke. .

[@EmEm872]

Each interview with Bryan is harder to watch. Its hard to believe this is the same guy in Mark's interview released just now. 😢😢

[@position9925]

I agree 😢

[@couchprincess698]

omg.

[@ludalove4033]

The latest video is so heartbreaking 💔

[@amberholland5561]

There’s something so sweet and gentle about him. I pray he sees how special, strong and capable he truly is.

[@tylerlienau7548]

Brian stands out from a lot of the interviews. He is so self aware and I wish the best for him in the future!!

[@hunterwilliamson6384]

Bryan*

[@tylerlienau7548]

@@hunterwilliamson6384 right. I realized that after

[@3atitup]

Im from the future and unfortunately he is no longer self aware, or aware in any sense really.

[@rumham7466]

@@3atitupI came here from today’s video to see how he’s changed.

[@jennygInspired]

Same...shame I wanted to see if he had legit schizophrenia or drug-induced psychosis....going with drug induced. Some schizophrenics turn to drugs to cope; Drug induced become schizophrenic (especially meth). He is super coherent and normal here and already abusing meth. His life story sounds rough. It's a shame. I wish he had a better one.

[@tashidelek9576]

He seems like a really good person. It shouldn’t be hard for him so find someone to love him.

[@natthecat4212]

He needs to love himself first that’s the problem 😢

[@chun3720]

This comment aged like warm milk

[@jewleeroseseidl1440]

Sweetie survivors guilt sucks. You do deserve things in life. You are a good person I was addicted to meth for over 15 years and I got away from it it took a lot of getting back on the wagon. I’m sober today only by My higher power doing for me what I could not do for myself.

[@sandife4nandes365]

Congratulations on your sobriety.

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

Congrats on your sobriety journey! I know it's hard, but So much better!! 💯💛💫💫

[@elisabethsalmon4107]

Congratulations 🎉

[@3ye2]

U shoulda just microdosed it and u woulda been good

[@miniwizard2567]

My mother was addicted for a long time and it resulted in me going into the system and that’s when she started the journey to quit and now she’s been clean for almost 10 years and living her best life and anyone who’s struggling can too and congratulations on your sobriety much love❤

[@BulkernatorKerb]

Brian please keep going with all of the wonderful things you are achieving. All of these small steps are building to something big for you. Please don't give up bro. Your story is absolutely heartbreaking but after hearing it it has made me become much more grateful for the small things I have in my life. Keep your head up. I can see you have the vision of where you want to be and I know you will get there soon my friend.

[@colleenprinz3129]

What a sweet soul! I dont know this man but am very proud of him! You're doing great, keep it up and I will keep you in my prayers!! Sending you love from LI, NY.

[@susanh8685]

That photo of him is stunning. Photographs really well. Incredibly handsome

[@917mary]

He seems like a sweet young man. I hope he reads this and knows that he is worthy of all the good this world has to offer him. He seems kind and a gentle soul❤🙏🏽

[@earneyyy]

Is this Bryan from the newest interview? Breaks my heart ..

[@a_lemonator8642]

It is...... I have binge watched what i can find of him. I think there are 4 of them. Its so sad how down hill he went.

[@michaelpoteate5138]

i was thinking that same shit, insane what a year did to him

[@aliciawhitman7492]

I hope we get to see a follow up with Bryan clean, happy, and speaking to his family. ❤

[@samab2982]

Unfortunately looks like the boy is lost.His last update is scary, things got seriously worst after seven months in skid row.Very very sad, he looks very ill

[@julierich5370]

Update- sadly doing even worse. A whole video of him talking to God the whole time. Not good.

[@damiongoodpaster]

great picture. holy shit, brian. you’re so self-aware. and you’re exactly right about staying connected to empathy, for yourself and others. there’s lots of people out here that are hoping the best for you.

[@MB.77]

This one is particularly heart breaking. I hope he learns to love himself and seek the support he needs. It is a process, he can get better at it in time. He can do it. Somehow I’m really rooting for him a lot.

[@christineb6524]

I wish nothing but the absolute best for this guy 🥰🙏🏽🥰

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

Bryan, you deserve all the happiness this life has to to offer, please know that, you are worth it and such a beautiful soul ❤️ we're rooting for you!!

[@lisakuntzman7017]

This kinda hit close to home because he and I are from the same part of the country. This is heartbreaking 💔 it makes my heart so heavy. I love his honesty

[@KristenBillyJohnson-qz7rm]

And this is the reason I respect Mark's mission: I am raising 4 daughters & am a recovering addict, myself (4yrs clean) and just having these videos to show my daughters the progression of the effects of drug abuse & untreated mental health is so substantial to what our generation had as kids as a "warning" and awareness/ education. I am thankful for this resource - this could very well save one of my daughters from making the choice to use, one day. I wonder what my life would've became, had I been able to actually see videos of real life addiction, such as these. I will show my children this video, the one from 4 months ago & the most recent from a couple days ago - the progression is real & can happen to anyone who picks up! THIS is the reason why Mark is sharing these interviews. It's raw & real - and could/should literally save lives!! From a recovering addict with mental health issues, who is raising 4 humans in this dangerous world: THANK YOU SWU!

[@AimeeOrion]

Seems like such a kind soul. Wish him the best ❤

[@billscannell93]

After seeing the most recent interview, this is one of the saddest cases yet. He seems like such a nice guy. It makes you wish so much you could help him.

[@karinababy6557]

Just watched his most recent video. My heart broke 💔 he is resilient and can get through his hardships and live a life where he is happy and at peace

[@princessbuttercup3474]

His new video broke my heart! When I see this it gives me hope that he can climb out of the darkness, but he needs some kind of support system and someone to hold him accountable I truly hope he’s able to fight this off and return home to his family 🙏🏽

[@anjelevil]

Bryan, your video was very moving. I can feel your kindness and good heart. I know there is someone out there for you and I wish you all the best

[@katie2843]

Bryan sounds like a sweetie. I hope he can get his life on track, find happiness and reunite with his family ❤ Hope we can get an update with him down the road

[@stephanielogana8893]

Bryan seems so nice. I’ve watched many of these interviews and something about him makes me root for him a little extra. Good luck Bryan and best wishes.

[@Rajstone25]

Gentle soul, you deserve the world man! Stay strong the steps you are making will lead to a better future

[@boyanvanderveen67]

I see so much potential in this man. Hope you get past your demons Brian, find a way to cope with them in a natural way. It will be hard, but somehow I feel you are the exception and you can beat your addictions. You deserve it!

[@brym2792]

Blessing to those who watch this channel!🙏🏽

[@772N_]

Thank you so much I can relate to this so much

[@meredithworkman8050]

you can feel the hurt & sadness - wishing you all the best! you deserve happiness.

[@pragyasingh2297]

Mark, I sincerely hope you never stop doing what you're doing. I have learned and grown so much from the stories of suffering and healing that you've brought to light. Your open mind and giving nature is pure and beautiful, and I hope there will be people that see you as the inspiration I see you as and follow in your footsteps to help using all the skills they have acquired in life.

[@sarahmiller72282]

These interviews are what I listen to every morning as I do my makeup and get ready for work. 🙂💄

[@martavega2860]

It is really heart breaking how focused he is on having contact again with his family and more human connections in general. I really think that is what will save him❤

[@johnnaforfreedom9389]

He seems like such a sweetheart! I wish him all the best! Especially sobriety! 💯

[@FlicknBean]

Can’t believe this is the bro from the update🤦🏻‍♂️ I pray these gofundme’s aren’t enabling addicts. Mental help needs to come before cash

[@shultzydanielle]

Keep bettering yourself, Brian. Mental health is so hard. Surround yourself with what you want to become. I have faith in you!

[@MrMotorNerd]

Life throws you curve balls , no matter who you are . Getting up off the canvas takes a strong spirit . Best of luck man in life .

[@tcwatkins93]

Decided to go back and start at the beginning of Bryan’s videos before watching the newest one.. surprised to hear he’s from my hometown!!

[@johnw218]

Wishing you all the best from a long way away for staying on the right tracks Brian.

[@jennygInspired]

After watching his update...I hope he learns to love himself. His soul seems kind. He deserves better.

[@sterlingvold5569]

Much love to u Brian, Mark keep helping people, if it wasn't for seeing your interviewers and u interviewing people I wouldn't have known I have ptsd, and other problems, I'm learning wat I need to do to help my self be healthy, I'm an addic but I never understood that that's not normal, thank you

[@staciealford8871]

I'm proud of you brother, you pulled yourself out of so much, you are so strong, I have been on the same path as you, if I can get clean, you can too, I truly hope that you stay on this positive path , you are more brave and courageous than you know and you are worthy of love! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@dankadesign7462]

Thats very good interview.Thank you Mark Bryan is honest and reaching out for Sun. I wishing him all the best -determination and luck.

[@CGriffinGo]

Bryan has a sweet spirit.

[@mrs.nancygancy3321]

I’m so glad I came across your video. You are so wise. Thank you for giving me advice and inspiring me to do better for myself. I hope you’ll see you’re deserving. You, my friend, are a special gift to the world. 😊

[@marsd6139]

You have a whole army of people on here who are cheering you on. You are more than your past decisions, you have value and worth, and you CAN turn this around. Keep going brother, you’ve already done so much. You got this 💪🏼

[@amber76OH]

Oh, precious, sweet angel heart. I hope he can come to realize his worth is so much more than his situation. 💛

[@Spicycarrot45]

Brian’s update is going to be so wonderful, I feel a full recovery and a happy life

[@samadhirodriguez7579]

That doesn't happen he gets worse sadly

[@erica1139]

way worse😢

[@stuzz3511]

Such a sweet, beautiful man and I wish him all the best. He's got so much potential! ❤🙏✌

[@kimpierce2844]

You deserve a home Brian, good luck to you sir. We have to fight for our mental health everyday., I do. Say positive things to yourself, rise up in self value. Gratitude helps, sounds corny but it works.

[@frederickizquierdo7142]

I'm gay an a x drug addict a proud member of a 12 step fellowship and I pray that this guy gets it together.

[@ShayneScherer]

Bryan has all the tools and knowledge needed to get clean and keep doing better. I hope he can find the strength or get the help needed to get clean and keep rebuilding his life.

[@ZapataE]

It’s survivors guilt man . Live for the people that have past man 🙏🏽. I’ve lost two good friends within 24 hrs of each other and my father . It destroyed my faith, but now I live for them. I have my faith again to. It’s awesome you’re getting back on your feet 🙏🏽.

[@MrSprite2005]

Stay strong dear one. You are so very worthy of love. You need help for your depression. Sending you so much love and light. 🤍☮️🕊️💟🤍

[@stephenosika2038]

Bryan, it will be a long, challenging road to overcoming your addiction and the pain driving it, but your keen self-awareness and compassionate outlook will be a guiding light in that journey. I am sorry that you have been hurt the way you have. We all make choices, but you are not at fault for the difficult conditions you are in. I sincerely wish you the best

[@LS-gz4zn]

Bryan, you seem like a great guy, gentle and honest. If you start to love yourself, you will find love. It breaks my heart that you feel responsible for your fathers dead in a way. You are not responsible for the sad things that happened in your childhood. Please stop punishing yourself - you deserve so much better! Somehow I feel that you will find your way out of the mess you are in today (I have watched a 1000 videos here, never commented before - but you deserve attention and empathy. And a good doctor who treats your depression properly.) All the best from Germany, you can do it and still have a beautiful life!

[@DavidBartosik]

Bryan, you're such a sweetheart man!. (I've never said that to anyone... let alone a dude). Please check out some of Mark's recovery follow ups. Just get inspired to get off drugs. The universe has aligned this interview and your apartment. You're coming back on the show in 6 months and seeing your family within a year. The world needs a gentle souls like you. Your life can turn 180° in a short time. I know it may not feel that way today but trust me... Look it's already started. Look into peptides to help ease recovery and heal your brain. Pot may be ok for now if it helps but not if it can lead to irresponsible behavior BTW: You deserve everything coming to you. We all do, really. For all the shit we were dealt throughout our lives... SO no guilt!! See you in about 6 months! ♥️

[@zenya-artista-1742]

His change in a year is heartbreaking wow

[@fairytrish6260]

I ve just watched all his interviews and his life then and now is so sad it is heartbreaking😭

[@CL0UDx3D1TS]

Brian you are so worthy of love, you’ve got the sweetest and kindest energy. Follow your passions, sing

[@jayannamendez667]

I pray the lord heals you Brian!!!! YOU ARE LOVED!!!! So very LOVED. YOU ARE WORTH IT

[@brontepruitt599]

Ugh. I just want him to be happy. He is SO intelligent and insightful. I know that he has the potential to impact thousands of lives.

[@heatherh.197]

The pain. In his eyes is emense 😢

[@Day-ZDuke]

For sure. It pierces through the screen Also, it’s spelled “immense”. Not to be a jerk in any way, just so you know for future reference :) Learn something new everyday

[@KatieSimmonds1]

You’re such a beautiful person Brian 🤍 I wish you all the best..you have a lot to give the world 🤍🤍

[@danielparis5663]

Brian seems so nice, so humble and down to earth. He's so calm and focused on getting better, I want to be friends with him, but in the way he feels is best for him. We need more of him, I genuinley care deeply for this guy.

[@lorirogers9304]

Mark seems to have connected with Brian more than other interviews. Everyone deserves a chance Brian. Join a band or church group.

[@Mark-gn5rw]

Music is best Therapy in Recovery ! Have a nice day. Great comment

[@chrisfrueh3148]

Bayless Conleys Cottonwood Church !

[@lbc0823]

You are never too late to achieve greatness in your life. Always believe in yourself that you will one day come out of dark and shine light upon yourself. God bless you Bryan 🙏

[@bestkksser]

I just wanted to say I don’t know what you might be going through Or what situation you’re in right now but I no god is there for you and he loves you God bless everyone who came across this🇧🇸❤️ ~Marcia~😊

[@garycoulter376]

I wish I could be a friend to him and support him.

[@AndreasMadsen]

What a likeable and smart guy. I wish the best for him.

[@romy3582]

I am very grateful for these interviews with Bryan, and I can relate to his story in a certain way. I truly feel for him, and have lot of compassion toward him. Thank you for sharing ur stories, Bryan. It helps me. ❤️

[@fran0162]

Brian, you can beat this, you are almost there. Keep believing in yourself!!

[@marcopolo-xj4yw]

Such an articulate man. Appears he’s totally sober here. I’m sure he has potential. Best of luck in getting clean. 🙏

[@drewmillz1]

I appreciate his mentality. He knows only he can pull himself up by his boot straps. I hope he continues to find his way back into a normal lifestyle for himself and is able to have a relationship with his family againZ

[@CoriAlexis93]

Bryan, I’m proud of you. I haven’t seen all your videos, just this one, but you seem very self aware and bright. I’m glad to hear you have an apartment. That’s usually the first step to a better life, safe housing. Keep going.

[@gregunderwood4679]

Good interview. Rooting for u Bryan!

[@wesleyAlan9179]

Yeah, he does

[@lmAIone]

Bryan brother, you seem so aware of what happening. Your a smart dude man and i see you beating this buddy

[@lilman0820]

I really like this guy . He is so honest and seems so nice . He has a good personality .He can do so much in life . He needs to learn to love himself he is worthy of love and any thing he wants ' I can see a very loveable man that i am sure the way he cares for others he is full of love to give back I sure wish you the best Bryan .You can overcome all the past stick to your plans and don't let nothing stand in your way

[@MedusaWithoutTheBaggage]

He didn’t "drop out of school" - he expedited the high school experience and learned a skill he's able to use now. Brian, you deserve to be clean and COMFORTABLE! It's okay to put the work into yourself and reap the rewards. Keep singing, laboring, and seek a good therapist 🙏

[@ivaloowilson3524]

Bryan hope you get it together. You need to get clean and get back in good graces with your brother & family! You deserve to be happy. Sending love & light to you ✨️💖✨️

[@emobassist]

Mark your doing gods work you really have a great ability on bringing out the humanity of your guests

[@johnmitchell803]

He was on a downhill spiral even in this. Hos newest video should be a testament to what that life will bring you. You have to break out with whatever will you can, take all the help you can when you can. I hope Bryan finds strength in anything he can.

[@АленаГосниц]

You are well done! I am proud of you and will pray for you!

[@gracemurrayart]

Will pray that Brian gets better 🤎

[@nicoeeek.7181]

What a sweetheart. I wish all the best for you Bryan.You truly deserve love . I hope that you can be there for your brother soon.

[@matteozardinilacedelli7966]

Man you deserve more!

[@aussiepureblood]

You're a beautiful soul and your brother needs you mate xx You need each other. God bless ya ❤

[@Imsickofallyallseeingmyname]

Good luck to this guy

[@cynthiacochrane9691]

I genuinely liked this guy and I'm going to keep him in my prayers that he succeeds I think he's he's got a good a good motivation and I believe you really wanted and I'm very proud of him very very proud of him I wish him continued success

[@Grahamcracker6366]

Brian, you have a good head on your shoulders. I’m from Alabama, so I know you have for some fight in you. Don’t look back. You have some skills. You can do this! As we say, straighten up and fly right. ❤ I’m rooting for you.

[@corydubois5940]

I hope you get your family back in your life or some kind of support system and start the healing process, best of luck to you Bryan

[@carolynrupard2699]

I came back here to watch his initial video. Just a vast difference. Wondering if he was taking medicine at this time of his life. Glad he is still alive. Praying he gets help.

[@hgfw9295]

Brian you cannot help nobody until you help yourself. Show them all what better life is out there to live by the example. Somebody will follow your lead. The past does not define you ever. Best regards from 🇵🇱 ❤

[@rachaelmiller357]

You can see that Brian is a good person ❣️

[@thecognitivedissonant3606]

Really would love to hear some of his music or poetry when he returns again. There are 3 or 4 interviews with him now, matched by the tattoos of his initials on his forearms- each one showing him stepping further into the spiritual dimension and dealing with being misdiagnosed as many are. Many are also estranged from their families, not just you brother. It's part of the letting-go part of the preparation that you go through as en envoy. It's temporary, which helps to know, but drug abuse gives the enemy easy access to attack you more

[@rshelton119]

Beautiful Soul! Wish him the best of luck on his journey to recovery!

[@Angela-hv9jv]

Bryan you're such a gentle, empathetic, guy. Look at all the great comments just for you. You're well liked and will find a true love who will honour and respect you. Give yourself a chance. Get clean🙏🙏🙏🙏💜💜💜💜💜💜

[@KIKI4444]

It’s a shame that so much suffering goes on in the home. Seems like the common denominator in a lot of these situations. What a winner, though! GED, on assistance. He’s smart and determined. I think he’s going to make it.💛

[@wesleyAlan9179]

STOP talking down to yourself, START talking UP to yourself. I hope things get better from here,Austin. Good luck with all your endeavors. 💯

[@wesleyAlan9179]

@@baublesanddolls It's definitely easier said than done, my friend.💜 I'm 41 years old and all but just a few years ago I didn't know this little mind trick. Have a great day!😊🙌

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

Good Morning Everybody!👋or whatever time of day it s for you. Peace and Love from 6:10am Brooklyn NY🇺🇸 to you and wherever in the world you are, my SWU fam.

[@Gram72534]

Good morning brother, 4:20 am in the mile high city! It lightly snowing now and hit a high of ⁰71 yesterday at 4:00 pm.?.?.? Gotta love it!!! Have a great day my friend!!!

[@myeyeswentdeaf6213]

@Gram #7 Wat up Gram! That’s that bugged out Colorado weather. Lol. It’s 35° here, but I’ll take it. Still like it better than the hot a** summer. Enjoy your day brother.

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

Good morning Eyes!! About 4 and some change here in Cali!! Have a great day!! 😊

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

​@@Gram72534 good morning Gram!! Finally hit 71 there in the afternoon huh? Great! Have a great day!! 😊

[@Gram72534]

@@pambeforethestorm9784 Hi PBTS, yeah ⁰71 yesterday and snow right now!!lol!!! But as crazy as it sounds, I really do like it!!! Have a great day my friend!

[@jamesgrant2027]

This young man breaks my heart wish I could do something to help him.

[@gratefultemple]

Magnesium really helps with depression ...and going outside barefoot, getting grounded. God bless you Bryan 🙏

[@nicoeeek.7181]

🙄🙄🙄😔😔

[@1075kris]

You’ll get there, Bryan. I have faith in you! I’m pulling for ya!