Bro i can relate to you so much already in this. I drank literally for a year straight from sun up til I passed out. I was never sober and was hospitalized numerous times. I was so close to death just cause I didn't want to be me. I was hooked on heroin and alcohol at the same time and when I finally SURRENDERED and just told God straight up "I can't do this anymore, if you're real then show me because I'm done". That's when I received my awakening. That light is a beautiful thing to see man ... much love my dude
@WingmanSR10 ай бұрын
Similar story here. From 2020 -2023 I slowly ramped up my drinking. I NEVER liked getting plastered, so I would drink small amounts but very consistently, started with beer, then strong IPAs, which got expensive so I switched to vodka. As my tolerance grew and grew, I got the point were I could likely pass a field sobriety test with a .24BAC.My drinking got so bad, I was drinking about 1 - 1.25 liters of straight vodka right from the bottle, spread throughout the day as a self-medication for anxiety more than a party drug. I kept a handle of vodka next to the bed so if I woke I'd take a chug, chased with water and go back to sleep. First thing in the morning? a chug. I filled up empty nipper bottles with 50%abv vodka for work. Had some form of alcohol on me at all times. Funny thing is, none of my coworkers thought I had a drinking problem. I guess because I was always drunk, I would've seemed off to them if I were sober. Eventually I just started feeling more and more ill, hallucinating cobwebs, feeling like I could see through my eye lid, the WILDEST vivid dreams. Got the point I couldn't even drink water without vomiting and called 911. So dehydrated it took 6 tries to get an IV, hallucinating cobwebs crawling across the hospital ceiling . I had severe acute pancreatitis, a very bad case of it. I had two admissions for detox and pancreatitis before, but this was by far the worst. 3 days in ICU, 3 on general floor. That was my real awakening.
@violetfemme4113 жыл бұрын
What a different and beautiful side of you. It's not easy sharing things you aren't necessarily proud about. I wish you only the best on your journey. I love seeing you love and feel certain music the same exact way I do. I think good music has definitely saved my life many times. I hope this channel and your truths will give others that passion for life through the magic of a lyric that hits your heart, or a guitar sound that soothes your soul. Bless you PREEESTONNNN ❤😃
@kennyg8233 жыл бұрын
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. He always comes through for me when I give up and cry out to Him. Thank you for this. ✌ 🙏
@holdingtonfarley44443 жыл бұрын
What's your evidence for him doing it and not yourself doing it? Believe in yourself instead of something that doesn't exist.
@rickymorales21063 жыл бұрын
...KooL...! You are. Power to you from El Salvador. 🔥😎🧠
@justincrediblefantasy82633 жыл бұрын
Love the videos Preston, don’t stop making em. You are a huge inspiration to me and my life. Thanks for everything you do. I’m glad you found your way through your alcohol issue, a wise man once said you gotta experience before you can inspire. I had a friend of mine yesterday get super drunk at a bar we took him outside he puked his guts out, and I helped him get home safely. I’m glad god is putting me in these situations because as hard as it is to see my friend do this to himself it’s an experience for me that I did something good for someone, and I’m gaining life Experience by the day. Much love Preston 👊🏻
@williamcool7753 жыл бұрын
I appreciate you! God bless
@shawncox85703 жыл бұрын
Everyone is loved by God.Preston try to show us....We need to love God back.Nothing bad can come of this..Tks Preston
@holdingtonfarley44443 жыл бұрын
What exactly is it you think god can do for you?
@shawncox85703 жыл бұрын
@@holdingtonfarley4444 If you have to ask then you'll probably never know.
@holdingtonfarley44443 жыл бұрын
@@shawncox8570 It's hard to imagine what a fictive entity can do for you.
@music_is_life_36183 жыл бұрын
good stuff brother. glad you're still here and telling of Gods work in your life. i can tell this came from a sincere place.
@daniellawal76653 жыл бұрын
This is deep man well said preston 🙌🏾🙌🏾
@kumsmu97313 жыл бұрын
Bro love your vids, been following you since your first 50 cent reactions because I'm a huge g unit fan. Then you disappeared and you came back with something more real and deeper than your previous content and I'm glad you found something that makes you fulfilled. Point of this is we all have our problems and sometimes it is good to see someone speaking honestly about their experience. Good luck in the future bro
@FiXCrypto3 жыл бұрын
keep grinding bro!!
@Manutdgibbo3 жыл бұрын
That sounds exactly like what I’m going through this last year
@One_Proud_Papa3 жыл бұрын
Never again. How many of us have said that. Kudos again, brother. BTW, I was drinking so much caffeine that my heart went into SVT. Basically, my heartbeat went to 225 bpm. It was scary, but I made it through.
@bradwallace59673 жыл бұрын
My dad suffers from SVT really bad. He is getting a surgery for it next week
@One_Proud_Papa3 жыл бұрын
@@bradwallace5967 Prayers, man.
@dennishenwood86693 жыл бұрын
I was able to quit drinking but I also have a huge caffeine addiction.
@Bgroves13 жыл бұрын
Banished the alcohol to the shadow realm. ☠
@justincrediblefantasy82633 жыл бұрын
You should do live streams
@matthewbrady93423 жыл бұрын
I second that.
@Bgroves13 жыл бұрын
And we all miss jamming to music with you. I know I do. WHAT ELSE?? LEVEL UP. FATALITY.
@tylerwright39933 жыл бұрын
I need help. How can we PM?
@mosliman26253 жыл бұрын
You need to get back to reactions and hold oooooooon moments... There's so much to react to
@HaaziqSilver3 жыл бұрын
He's done with reactions fam lol
@thepeter31163 жыл бұрын
We can persuade him if it's for charity 😉
@Ciriousglitch3 жыл бұрын
I was in jail...a coke dealer asked me what in was in for. I told him I was a Energy drink addict. I got my ass kicked for 3 months until i was released..now I'm on house arrest. I'm currently suing Monster for them making me rob friends and sell myself for my next can of Monster. I've weened myself down to taking a.B12 Flintstone chewable. Now I feel like I have life by the short n curlies.. :D
@luchou1943 жыл бұрын
Alcohol is haram in my religion i got really happy when u said u quit alcohol .. by the way i wanna say to u u should read about islam im sure u will feel its the best for u cuz any thing that damage the body its Forbidden and it was said 1400 years ago about the thangs u can not for that reason u know its the right one .. may Allah help u .. good luck 🙏❤️
@katelynmurchison66283 жыл бұрын
What happen to you checking music out ....lets get back to the basics....bars
@davo85iz03 жыл бұрын
Man, you tripping. Talking about energy drinks like they're cocaine and shit. Lol. Yeah, try that and then you will know what tying one on is.
@shrøømpizza-u1t3 жыл бұрын
He ain't tripping, energy drinks affect people differently dont be so close minded