one of those "what if" type of songs. Even if you've moved on, happy, hell even married with kids. this is one of those songs that takes you back that "one that got away" so to speak
@timarnold89874 жыл бұрын
Absolutely. Married now with 3 kids. Song took me right back to 14-23 years old...
@jaleman19914 жыл бұрын
This hits deep..took me back to 16! 💜
@barbararapson23524 жыл бұрын
Absolutely takes me back to my high school love amd what may have happened..but i love my husband and kids with everything I am
@priyanka26053 жыл бұрын
In an absolutely happy and loving relationship and took me there
@marilynrenaud18923 жыл бұрын
This song takes me back to a very special moment and a very special person...and "what if". He'll always be in my heart... Even after 40 years. 💖😔
@jeremylafary4019 жыл бұрын
This song takes me back to my first wife. My first real love. Married her when I turned 18, her still 17. But I was a work-a-holic and never home with her enough. She got tired of being lonely and moved on. I will never forget how cold the house was the day I came home and she was gone. Its been about 14 years , but this song brings back the memories of her.
@kaitlyntucker36747 жыл бұрын
Jeremy Lafary my boyfriend is a a work aholic, but I got used to it because j know at the end of the day he still loves me
@heliaalves90625 жыл бұрын
Awww, I could feel the sadness and the nostalgia in your comment. Too bad it didn't work out. I hope she has found happiness, and I hope you have found it too, everyone deserves it
@Katediannejacob5 жыл бұрын
💔💔
@marymaurer62295 жыл бұрын
That is sad
@jaclyngorman46485 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry that is always a bad thing 💔
@Catyz10111 жыл бұрын
You're not single because you're not good enough, it's because you haven't found someone good enough for you. :) Don't worry you won't be alone forever.
@emillieaurelia89022 жыл бұрын
He’s saying he made a mistake and she was the one but now it can’t be changed because they lost so much
@Mark-t1s8t11 ай бұрын
It could have always been changed it was always about the effort one puts in when they needed you most you didn't even leave her with a smile on her face nothin to hold on to and she still waited for you to walk back in the door and prove she was the one you couldn't be without! Yet she still waits for???....…....
@Mark-t1s8t11 ай бұрын
You could have taken your wife out with you instead you left her waiting and it's 2am where are an you with the love you carry for her??…......…
@therachealgАй бұрын
I always loved this song and I heard it on the radio for the first time in forever.
@xcountry239613 жыл бұрын
all their songs are like love stories...they describe exactly the feelings, the motions, the way that it feels and they never lose reality either....i love them
@jennwetzel255 жыл бұрын
This song makes me think of a man named Jason who I met in 2011 in Georgia. We met in a hotel bar and invited him to sit with my friends. We had a few good months but I lived in another state and we just drifted apart. I'll always remember you Jason..you and Curve cologne and flying up to see me. I hope life has treated you well. I miss what could have been. Thank you for the memories!
@kareninafreeman29162 жыл бұрын
This song will always bring me back to my first real love,and all the memories we created throughout the years. I'll always love that man. Such a beautiful song.
@totalsweetheart20002 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way about my first love. He was my soul mate and I broke up with him. Realized I made a mistake decades later.
@noneyabusiness3715 Жыл бұрын
I agreee
@emily123636712 жыл бұрын
Thank you for serving for our country. This means alot to America. God Bless You.
@mee00179 жыл бұрын
When this song came out I swear I could close my eyes and see the guy I met years ago who made me feel complete. I seriously felt like a no body and never really communicated with anyone when I was a teen but when I met David (Mexico/San Diego missions trip) it was like he made an effort to show me that I meant something to someone. An no one had ever made me feel that way before. I was glad I met someone like him. Just wish I knew how he was doing now. This song brings a good memory of a good person that made me feel important.
@michelepace7776 жыл бұрын
It seems so hard to find that .....
@heliaalves90625 жыл бұрын
I would say you should try to reconnect with him. That's a once in a lifetime "thing", well worth the try. Wishing you all the best
@josephwalden75445 жыл бұрын
Same with me but gender swapped..her name was Amber.
@jullyscainl76234 жыл бұрын
This flatmind check remabemer
@lyndacameron74614 жыл бұрын
😢🌹
@2000bday12 жыл бұрын
RIP. Maylee sounds fantastic. I know your little bro is up there watching over us!
@SarahNicole139812 жыл бұрын
Love this song, fell in love with it the first time I heard it before it was released on radio. Last night I was on the bus on the way home from a school trip with the guy I've liked for a while. He put his arm around me and I rested my head on his shoulder right as, "I can still feel my head on your shoulder" played through my headphones. It was perfect and I wanted to stay there forever.
@UberZackson112 жыл бұрын
Lady A is possibly my favorite country band of all time! I love all their songs!!!
@ethanjensen443611 жыл бұрын
I heard this the other day. Brought back good memories. Had to come listen to it. One of the last good songs of our modern time.
@KellxRaiser9513 жыл бұрын
ever since i heard this song, i can't stop listening to it cuz every word basically reminds me of my old crush who i was in love with. i moved away from him 3 summers ago. i haven't seen him since. i wonder if he still remembers me....
@MyFairy112612 жыл бұрын
I heard this song at work today for the first time ever and I instantly flashed back to my 8th grade dance where I had my first slow dance with my first love...lost touch after high school..but recently reconnected through facebook..we are now both of course married or in a committed relationship with other people. But his memory and the love that we shared when we met in 7th grade up until high school still lives on in my heart.:)
@tomnorman45712 жыл бұрын
Bittersweet memories of star-struck high school love. Good times. Bad times.
@skyeleehoran484411 жыл бұрын
"People aren't single because they aren't strong enough, they're single because they're strong enough to wait for someone who's worth it." ~Niall Horan it has nothing to do with this song but I thought some of you should know. ~skyelee
@DuckieeNo1ay12 жыл бұрын
Now its almost our senior year. He's doing great with his highschool sweetheart. I'm still single as ever. Of course I still keep our things inside a shoebox and no I'm not going to throw those memories or the past away. I am happy for those memories because he made me happy once in my life. He was a great man. People say you're prettier than his gf but you know what I'm happy the fact that he chooses personality over looks. Shows a real gentleman he is. I used to love you M.E. -Aimee (;
@OhhEmmGeeSwagg12 жыл бұрын
My best guy friend went to bootcamp for the marines a few months ago and every time I listen to this song I cry for hours thinking of him. I love him and he's been with me through almost everything in my life. He's amazing and it was so hard to say goodbye to him. I hope I still cross his mind once in awhile and I hope he knows that if it wasn't for him I would have lost hope a long time ago. I owe everything to him. And now he's serving our country.
@JournalistOfMyLife12 жыл бұрын
I remember being on my way to Texas driving across New Mexico when I read your note on Facebook about the summer: "Heart-to-Heart talks" mine hurt in that same instant and couldn't help but crying the whole ride until falling asleep. Back then I was around 7 hours away from you in car. I know that I may not see you again someday, but the memories I took with me will be my company forever.
@maceyswearingen31466 жыл бұрын
Once a Lady Antebellum fan, always a Lady Antebellum fan. Listening to them since 7 years old. Still love you guys! Xoxo 😘
@Sammy666666666612 жыл бұрын
I went to their concert in 2009 i believe. I wish they had this song out then. Cutest and best song ever!
@samgarong3 жыл бұрын
I’m a DJ, who mostly listens to HipHop/R&B, but when I was 18, I lost my boyfriend to a sudden accident. So this chorus means so much to me. Just shows the kind of effect music can really do. I love this song. It’s special.
@ManaMarie200812 жыл бұрын
Awww...That's so sweet. And thank you for serving our country
@theminiaturedonkey7 жыл бұрын
Seems like EVERYONE here has watched that Pretty Little Liars episode when Emily and Paige were dancing. Suits so well, too. Thumbs up for PLL! If you want, say who your favourite couple is out of: Aria and Ezra, Spencer and Toby, Hannah and Caleb and Emily and Paige...
@jaclyngorman46486 жыл бұрын
The Miniature Donkey my favorite is Spencer and Toby
@courtneyharrelson4656 жыл бұрын
honestly mine would have to be aria and ezra but I loved each one of them as a couple together and I'm glad in the end they all ended happy w the people who their started with
@rthominc12 жыл бұрын
One beautiful song after another for this group.
@prettygirlol4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we make the full circle back to the one who go away. 10 years later. We grew apart to only come back. Falling in love with this man one song at a time. I'm here because he said the song was us.
@kyliequale53452 жыл бұрын
You know I’ve met a few couples like this in my lifetime. This song makes me think of my ex husband and if we’ll ever circle back around like that.
@bettyteresawooten393311 жыл бұрын
love what two people makes it ,. It will stay strong if you both work at it.
@GreenAndTheToe10 жыл бұрын
I haven't seen you in ages. Sometimes I find myself wondering where you are. For me you'll always be 18 and beautiful and dancing away with my heart. Memories don't make us happy, it always make us sad or miss someone whom you cared about.
@SteverenoB10 жыл бұрын
Oh sheit! You're right! Aaarrrrrrgggghhhh!
@merrygreta10 жыл бұрын
feel the same..
@Carolina243209 жыл бұрын
August jp You are actually right to that but also wrong, because I'm not sure if you've ever seen that quote "Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened." So it makes us happy because it's like we are glad that that just happened, and yes it might make us miss someone and sad because of it, but we have to also be happy to that because it must be like "Thank God I met this person who gave me a lot of memories I'm thinking of right now." Besides if you say that memories make us sad well then how are we gonna smile by the time we are old?? we have to smile by memories so we could show that we are glad we have passed through a lot of miracles and a lot of stuff that made us smile and that made us cry. So you are right in half of your point of view but in half of it you are also wrong.
@angelsalinas90777 жыл бұрын
You could've missed the pain but you would have had to miss the dance
@winstonbarker40097 жыл бұрын
So so true
@marywaggoner55212 жыл бұрын
i just love this song... my high school years were great and this reminds me of that time... so romantic and sweet...
@catherineelizabeth57689 жыл бұрын
Just had to say that this is for my first true love that I met in 1976 at Ft. Benjamin Harrison, Indianopolis, Indiana. We were both in the military and stationed there. It was love at first sight, for us 18 year olds. :)
@emilounutter765812 жыл бұрын
this song reminds my of my family. my grandma , grandpa, mom, daad, sisters, uncles, aunts,. it kinda makes me cry. they are the best. when i move ill always listen to this song or for my wedding
@andreadoherty726 жыл бұрын
This one takes me back to unfinished conversations, ever wish you'd just said "those words" and took the risk💔
@MistressOfMusic9613 жыл бұрын
This is such an amazing song!! It reminds me of so much. Thanks for the great music Lady A. :)
@aussiegrlnz13 жыл бұрын
I heard this in the car on my way home earlier and couldn't believe how dead on the lyrics were for how I've felt through the years. I seriously started crying. It's good though b/c it made me see him in a positive, happy light now instead of just painful. He will always be 18 and beautiful to me.
@ThatNagaGirl4 жыл бұрын
This song brings back so many memories of my teenage years..... forever loving it 😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰😘😘
@AashaFarah11 жыл бұрын
Woah i never knew how much this song relates to Paige and Emily :0 I love it by the way :D
@artwithsteph3053 жыл бұрын
I literally just watched the scene where they were dancing to this song and wanted to listen to the song
@ChristineUeberrhein13 жыл бұрын
This song really hits home. I'll be listening to this a lot when I leave at the end of the summer. I'm glad I finally gave him a chance. Too bad it took me so long to realize it.
@katiemills9841 Жыл бұрын
How did that work out?
@ChristineUeberrhein Жыл бұрын
@@katiemills9841 we dated for 5 years and had a fantastic relationship 💕
@katiemills9841 Жыл бұрын
@@ChristineUeberrhein Crazy how time flies.
@adolpholiverbush210 жыл бұрын
Country has forgotten how to record sad songs. They're all about someone's truck, how "country" they are, or other banalities. This one is a standout, though.
i feel happy when people in youtube talk to each other honestly without those stupid fights , i think the true meaning of a good song is to unite us =) , god bless you all
@huskylvr9611 жыл бұрын
Before me and my boyfriend started dating the first time we hung out we danced to this song in the moon light, it was the most beautiful moment of my life. Every time I hear this song I just picture that night!
@latishalynn051012 жыл бұрын
I just love this song. I have been humming it at work for the past week!
@jadelouise85929 жыл бұрын
good taste in music brought me here. lol
@Kiaraa.Denise9 жыл бұрын
right Lol
@wafflemart50567 жыл бұрын
jade louise same.
@banri50277 жыл бұрын
jade louise thank goodness I thought I was the only one that wasn't here bc of pll 😂
@Shrisha1766 жыл бұрын
jade louise hahahaha wow
@1Nicole0013 жыл бұрын
everytime i go to another song i stop it midway just to turn back to this song. i just love it soo much :)
@SingLiveSmileForever12 жыл бұрын
Brings back memories :/ My head on his shoulder, holding his hand, his hugs, his laugh, I told him how a felt and we went steady, until he moved away so we broke up. God I miss him, I wanna keep and touch but apparently he doesn't.. :/
@whitneyparrott60534 жыл бұрын
Hnmz.tam.l tan @😷😔🐶😏😘💑mrem.WhDU.
@jullyscainl76234 жыл бұрын
This iamm falt and no body iam not tell end thing who alert comeing making all not enter locked ????
@audreyyu24924 жыл бұрын
Pll always give me good songs 💜
@rhazminlyn59324 жыл бұрын
The four bad boys and Me brought me here where Candice and Jeydon is dancing to there romantic date in tagaytay❣️💖
@colenemarisemontefalco7504 жыл бұрын
Ako din Haha
@heraldcurameng1204 жыл бұрын
Same
@mielalcantara88054 жыл бұрын
Same here
@mielalcantara88054 жыл бұрын
Nakakakilig kaya yung date nila kahit pumunta si kim
@francesariannebuenavista35364 жыл бұрын
Same HAHAHA kakilig huhu
@elizabethcastillo316712 жыл бұрын
Just danced this song a week ago with my crush at my Senior Homecoming. A memory I will always cherish. 3
@janellefran16199 жыл бұрын
reminds me of a guy i fall in loved with when i was 18, he told me loved me too but we lost communication when he moved to Singapore to study. I received a text after a couple of months saying "I'm sorry" and the last thing I heard about him was he already have new girlfriend. It took me 2 years to moved on but this and wanted you more song,reminds me of him.. my bittersweet romance
@janellefran16199 жыл бұрын
:) hi ashley lim..good to hear that..never been there but i know that's a wonderful place to visit :)
@Alyssamdotson12 жыл бұрын
I'm still in high school but this reminds me of all those romantic moments
@marissachandler751410 жыл бұрын
this song was on pretty little liars during the country dance in season four!!!!!
@OhhEmmGeeSwagg12 жыл бұрын
Oh it's okay. We've lost touch many times but he's opened my eyes with many things and i'll never forget him .(:
@Trustyzaney10 жыл бұрын
Really amazing lyrics.. i was searching for that feeling the band gave when i first heard need you know and i think i found it.. absolutely amazing!!
@phury118812 жыл бұрын
Ive been with my Husband for almost 7 years now, I dont know if we're going to work out any longer. Its painiful, actually that doesnt cover how it feels but no word can discribe it well enough... This song helps me to remember the past and when things made sence and were beautiful. To me Zack you'll always be 19.
@louwelmondragon46956 жыл бұрын
Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me sad, cause PLL breaks my heart 😩❤️
@MyPheobe9413 жыл бұрын
Such a beautiful song.
@femaledrummergrl7 жыл бұрын
my favorite Lady A song!
@pink007wink7 жыл бұрын
The love of my life shipped away for the army months ago and I will always have a place in my heart for that incredible soldier. I think of her everyday, and no matter where we end up or who we become I like to think that the fate that brought us together in the first place will bring us back when it's time. I miss you, and I love you Sara
@heavenlysasa9 жыл бұрын
Pretty Little Liars brought me here😍
@stutisingh14799 жыл бұрын
ME TOO!!!!
@lucyogilvie24329 жыл бұрын
stuti singh same!!!
@chineseduraca9 жыл бұрын
Same!
@kenleymarie67009 жыл бұрын
chacadyah prince how
@brittanysavage37099 жыл бұрын
Same 😍
@adridecesare11 жыл бұрын
Once upon a time a little angel and a little princess... "A2" Beautiful song!
@emily123636711 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of the time we first locked eyes, it was perfect, and someday when we dance to this song, I will sing it, and hope memories are made :)
@Sammy666666666612 жыл бұрын
Omg of the sweetest things ever! You must be one of the BEST boys ever! Boys that cry over songs are the best
@clintdillow17209 жыл бұрын
I miss you so much you came back in my life one day and it hurts to not know how long I'll before or if ever we see again :'(
@shaquantawalker39019 жыл бұрын
I love this.
@emily123636712 жыл бұрын
I love my best friend. Ive known him forever. when he asked me dance at the park today, we were alone. We danced and he danced away with my heart. He loves me and I love him. I've been trying to get with him for 6 years. I love him soo much. Thanks Lady Antebellum. This song helps remind me of today. I love him.. and yall!
@sillyfilly30413 жыл бұрын
Some people say that the worst way to miss someone is when they're right next to you and you know that you can't have them, but it's still worse when you thought you didn't want them anymore and then you realize that you can't live without them :'(
@marialehew52687 ай бұрын
My fiance and I were forced apart we have known each other since we were 9. We were each other's better half. We're def not better off without each other like meddling outsiders thought. But we split because we had to because there was more to lose like my kids ECT just cause of lies. Sadly I thought for the last year he would be happier back home with his family and friend's he hated it out west. But he didn't want that EVER they were my abandonment issues and my fears that I projected on him and made myself believe it's what he wanted no matter what he said or how he acted. Then when he left he took my heart and soul with him. He lost himself back home and said home is where the kids and I are. It's been 3 months we have been apart and he went from happy and healthy to depressed AF and VERY malnourished looking his sister said. They said he's ALWAYS very sad and not himself and I go you would not be yourself either if you left the ONLY woman you EVER loved 2k miles away after 4 years of doing EVERYTHING together and then one day it was all gone. So my advice don't ever take life for granted even if your in a relationship because anything can happen at any minute and EVERYTHING can change in a instant. This song really hits hard. I heard it on PLL and I'm like freaking TV!! 😢
@emilynicole78913 жыл бұрын
this song makes you think of how the other person feels when the relationship is over...i still think of him everyday and i always wonder if hes thinking of me. i love and miss you
@jesiagustin5 жыл бұрын
ironic how we only value a moment when its only a memory damn
@DatguyNDisguy12 жыл бұрын
Cant help but to think back to the Marine Corps Ball. All but 1 slow dance songs she asked me to dance with her. Out of over 200 plus other guys, she chose me for all but one. I got her on the last slow dance song, but now that I think back to last year on the 20th of Nov. I wish I hadnt danced with her. Happyness is always accompanied by pain. I salute you who have bfs or gfs for I held the one 1 wanted in my arms for over an hour in total. Dont be blind from the person next to you.
@ambercharles12477 жыл бұрын
My ex and I danced to this on Valentine's Day when I was 18...we broke up a couple months later. I haven't seen him since then. I'm 23 now and I've moved to another state, but I still think of him every now and then. For him, I'd like to think I'll always be 18 and beautiful. ❤
@brittneyheine10 жыл бұрын
I love Lady Antebellum!!!!! It's a great song!!!!! :)
@lariniewkor53086 ай бұрын
Here I am in 2024.... And it hit me with 'You can love a memory but a memory can't love you back'
@Reek1212 жыл бұрын
This song plays and I can remember everything about him, even the bad things. I miss him, of course, but I hold on to the fact that he was here once, maybe he'll be here again. :) I'll hold on to the hope we'll dance again like the first night he told me he loved me someday. :) Heres to hope!
@norazrinamohdaziz72494 жыл бұрын
This is dedicated to you Jeremy Ashinhurst. You forever have a hold of my heart, after all these years. You were my friend, soulmate and losing you, was entirely my mistake. I wished I was brave enough to open up about my true feelings to you. No matter where you are, I wished you love and happiness. I missed us ❤️❤️😣😣😣
@ForeverThinkingOfHim13 жыл бұрын
This song just makes me realize I'm not going to lose what I have now at the end of the summer when I go away to college. He really has danced away with my heart.
@leahreece36218 жыл бұрын
Pretty little liars brought me here 💋💃🏼💃🏾👢
@bubblybubbles13712 жыл бұрын
i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this song!!!!!!!
@wen80264 жыл бұрын
This reminds me of my ex who broke up with me almost 2 weeks ago. He was my first boyfriend, my first love, but he fell out of love with me. He waited till after the dance to break up with me so my last memory I have of us seeming to be happy together is us slow dancing to the last slow song of the night. I know in my future when I look back on our memories together he will always be the beautiful 18 year old boy who showed me for the first time that I could love and be loved back. He'll always own a small piece of my heart.
@Laurenrules1613 жыл бұрын
know how much i miss us being 18, he taught me a lot of things, im 20 now and in love with an amazing guy, a guy who actually loves me, doesn't just mess with my mind, HES the one whose been dancing away with my heart
@denisepryor49176 жыл бұрын
Love this song ❤
@sairabaloch499212 жыл бұрын
its a beautiful songs....... really so heart touching:):)
@sraddhabiswas22459 жыл бұрын
Thanks to PLL
@liktom11 жыл бұрын
So many great guys around. The one who has the sparkle in his eye for you will come along if you don't look for it. Just let it happen when you come upon it. Don't push it. HE'LL MAKE THE EFFORT AND YOU'LL KNOW.
@maiax53899 жыл бұрын
Anyone else here from PLL?💘🍁
@abbyfellows17169 жыл бұрын
When was it in PLL??
@erwinvaneckeveld45339 жыл бұрын
+Abby Fellows season 4 eposide 11 but I'm not sure...
@juliapirker86949 жыл бұрын
yeeeees
@graciegold0079 жыл бұрын
+Erwin Van Eckeveld you're right :) the episode is named "Bring down the Hoe" this song is played while emily is dancing with paige at the western party :)
@smnthdenise9 жыл бұрын
meeeeee
@arilinn9312 жыл бұрын
Lady A is so amazing!
@stephanieturner833710 жыл бұрын
Pretty Little Liars brought me here🙌
@V1alarieK2rauser7 жыл бұрын
Stephanie Turner same
@sweeety9697 жыл бұрын
*holding back tears* Same
@mikayladelgado62245 жыл бұрын
Me too
@IBINfara5 жыл бұрын
Paily💜
@EliseKnz4 жыл бұрын
@@IBINfara I don't really ship them but they're cute tho
@briiannaapaiige13 жыл бұрын
; ahhh! I love Lady Antebellum. Going to their concert in 5 days! ♥
@camilleagstn35895 жыл бұрын
October 2019? 👋
@sammydunne280212 жыл бұрын
This song is one of my favorite songs:)
@XxGlynwenxX9 жыл бұрын
Lady Antebellum, the only country music I actually love
@karenstephens329612 жыл бұрын
beautiful song!
@GreenAndTheToe10 жыл бұрын
"I haven't seen you in ages" Heartbreaking but beautiful. Great song's lyrics is like a book. Does anyone know who wrote this song?
@samanthastaats884110 жыл бұрын
lady antebellum
@GreenAndTheToe10 жыл бұрын
They write and sing! Thanks for letting me know!
@SteverenoB10 жыл бұрын
This may be the best group ever? Very prolific & talented.
@smnthdenise9 жыл бұрын
Thank god for PLL
@makaylaloudy93497 жыл бұрын
yes
@skape40694 жыл бұрын
Permutating Last Layer?
@babiigurl900012 жыл бұрын
This song reminds me of the first dance I ever had with boyfriend
@AmandaLovesDj128 жыл бұрын
A.J.G 💕 haven't seen you in ages (5 years) but I do hope all is well. You will always be dancing away with my heart 💟 you were my first love. And I'll never forget you. You will always have a special place in my heart. I don't know if I'll ever see you again, but I do pray that you're okay and that you're happy. I love you. You will always have a special place in my heart 💕
@richardferdin57148 жыл бұрын
same
@silversebastianloh6166 ай бұрын
I forgot Lady A existed..but this song played at my job...and it reminded me of when I was a teenager.
@valeriabermudes53866 жыл бұрын
Dançando com o meu coração 💙 Não te vejo a muito tempo Às vezes me encontro Imaginando onde você está Para mim você sempre terá dezoito anos E será lindo(a) E estará dançando com o meu coração Na na na na Na na na na Na na na na... AmOooooo música lindíssima 🎶😍🇧🇷
@19dancer19forever1911 жыл бұрын
I have always loved tho song ! Found it again on pll and fell in love with it again :)