I’ve reached levels of loneliness that I’d never thought to be possible
@user-qc5te9wk1s3 жыл бұрын
Can only go up from here
@kodoku4443 жыл бұрын
@@user-qc5te9wk1s if only you knew
@gaslightgatekeepgirlboss13653 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@bluosu3 жыл бұрын
Same
@ethanharris19033 жыл бұрын
Eh, it's not necessarily bad or shameful to seek comfort in this fashion. Reality sucks many times in comparison to fantasy; it's not bad to humor your fantasies sometimes
@DeviantGryphonFromTinyMoat3 жыл бұрын
I just turned 25. I lost my mom on New Years Eve. I never thought I’d miss her as much as I do. I find myself so lonely at nights, longing for the comfort of a young woman (there’s probably some huge psychological and neurological correlation between my loneliness, and trauma of losing my mom, and being there with her as she passed), so I began listening to these “ASMR” audios from all you amazing gals, that I’ve found. I appreciate you all. But to my point: my mom used to sing “you are my sunshine”, when I was little boy, to help me sleep. When you started singing, I-laying in bed, already tearing up-completely lost control of my emotions, and began being flooded with memories and tears. To say “Thank You”, wouldn’t even touch the tip of the iceberg, of my gratitude for you, and for the time you spent & spend making this and all your other audios. I know we don’t know each other, but I feel inclined to say “I love you”. I will now relisten to this audio, and try to cry less, so I may sleep a little tonight. ❤️ P.S. The way you say “Love Bug”, melts my little heart. 🥺❤️ Edit: thank you all for the kind words and encouragement. 🙏🏼❤️
@solidsnake98983 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss
@mokie74213 жыл бұрын
This is heart warming.
@Sirtrashthelot3 жыл бұрын
This is enough to make a grown man cry... And that's alright
@DeviantGryphonFromTinyMoat3 жыл бұрын
@@Sirtrashthelot I’m a grown man, and I’ve been crying a lot lately.
@Sirtrashthelot3 жыл бұрын
@@DeviantGryphonFromTinyMoat I love you man ❤️
@Boi_am_average3 жыл бұрын
At 1:23 “Get off your pesky little phone” Me: gets off my pesky little phone Finds that I have been a loner all this time.....
@dreamlessking93 жыл бұрын
Damm tuff for you I suppose
@karambit8213 жыл бұрын
@@dreamlessking9 wtf
@fraggerlagger3 жыл бұрын
@@dreamlessking9 all along they realized that they don't have anyone either 😔
@d-rock57463 жыл бұрын
I just want someone to tell me they love me and genuinely mean it
@colordeaff3 жыл бұрын
I love you bro
@d-rock57463 жыл бұрын
@@colordeaff thank you bro :)
@colordeaff3 жыл бұрын
@@d-rock5746 No problem G
@keii86463 жыл бұрын
I love you so much bro take care of yourself, drink lots of water and eat your foods
@majin48323 жыл бұрын
ay just want to make it clear that I like females and I’m not gay, but I love u bro keep up the good work and do whatever u gotta to do complete work or whatever it is
@Deltagabe213 жыл бұрын
I never knew how truly lonely I was until I listened to asmr. Strawb has greatly helped to calm me. When you sing, it really touches my heart. My mom used to sing like that to me. I hope to reach a relationship where this could happen. Thank you for bringing comfort in our sleep, and warmth to our hearts.
@alcatraz51612 жыл бұрын
The part where you sang "you are my sunshine" felt really sweet, thank you
@Jack101583 жыл бұрын
This is the closest I'll ever get to the real thing😐😔
@geardriven92263 жыл бұрын
sADNess
@TaGF_Tomcat3 жыл бұрын
I believe in you, so that makes at least one of us
@disheveledfatguy14933 жыл бұрын
Haha same
@moimn91953 жыл бұрын
Me too
@squidnugget34313 жыл бұрын
Sadly realatable
@zenithninja2 жыл бұрын
I'm so grateful that you put a lot of work creating this, i would always listen to this when i go to sleep, it makes me feel better, just listening to a girl confronting you and saying sweet kind words to you feels really-different since no girl has been kind to me and no one really cared about me, i would be crying myself to sleep while listening to this masterpiece.
@xelectrix_18633 жыл бұрын
WHAT A BIRTHDAY PRESENT HOLY CHRIST. MY FAVOURITE ASMR PERSON WITH MY FAVOURITE GF TYPE WITH MY FAVOURITE THING CUDDLES AND ALSO ITS A SLEEP AUDIO AND ITS ALSO RAINING WTF ITS A DREAM COME TRUE WAIT WTF ITS ALSO 22 MINS WHHWHAWTHAWTHAWTR TY STRAWB ILY
@darlingstrawb3 жыл бұрын
aw happy birthday 🎉🎂
@JoeSwanson93 жыл бұрын
you are _very_ excited
@majin48323 жыл бұрын
thank you strawb, I’m very sad rn and the only thing holding me together are ur videos :) Edit: DAMN 100+ likes thank you guys so much I enjoy replying to you guys and thank you for ur nice comments they make me smile, I made a little community :)))
@darlingstrawb3 жыл бұрын
aw, i hope u feel better very soon :)
@majin48323 жыл бұрын
@@darlingstrawb thank you so much :) and thank you guys for the likes idk why i got 10+ likes but its something lol
@sheepreviews20463 жыл бұрын
@@majin4832 I think you should take up a hobby mate. Seems like you don’t have anything interesting going on. Might genuinely make you feel better. Hope ya feel better. Good day!
@majin48323 жыл бұрын
@@sheepreviews2046 honestly man I don't really want to do much. these past few months ive been working on myself like my appearance, killing off my fears, working out etc because i simply want to confess my feelings to a very lovely girl at my school :) and ty for ur kind message!
@decriptd3 жыл бұрын
feel better, Dovahkiin.
@shop_shenanigans34783 жыл бұрын
When she started singing, I instantly cried. When I was a toddler, my mother would sing that song to me when I was frightened and couldn't go to sleep. I haven't heard it in years, and it truly made me happy.
@_-_-_-_-_-_-_-__-2 жыл бұрын
It made me cry too. I never felt cared about by my mom when I was older, and it just reminded me of when she held me and cared about me. Fuck-
@Yammak33 жыл бұрын
This is my first time listening to something like this and thought it was stupid at first but now I’m here quietly sobbing in bed, never knew I’d be down this bad…
@darlingstrawb3 жыл бұрын
it’s okay 💗 we are all here for you! as much as i understand what you’re saying, it’s important to have safe and healthy ways to cope and if this is something that works im very happy to help you 💕💕💕💕
@CrossifiXD3 жыл бұрын
Yoooo I’m friends with this guy, on discord
@guy_in_the_moon3 жыл бұрын
@@CrossifiXD cool
@hosergamer23853 жыл бұрын
^What he said^ that basically sums up my night
@mushroom_froyo72503 жыл бұрын
Your singing is so calming. I have a really bad sleeping patterns and this helped a surprising amount. Thank you
@marquezharris6193 жыл бұрын
I just broke out crying when you started singing you are my sunshine... I really want a girlfriend but im unworthy of love because im autistic. I wish i had someone who cared about me this much
@dragonlord26083 жыл бұрын
Stay strong dude but theres bound to be someone out there who cares about you that is just waiting to meet you and i understand how it feels to be down and feel unloved but stay positive my friend.
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
I'm autistic too, but that doesn't make you any less of a human. I'm sorry you feel this way bro. Hopefully you'll find someone, and until then, focus on yourself
@yeehawismyfavoriteword81943 жыл бұрын
us autists stick together, find someone else like you and im sure you will stick strongly
@BarelyManaging3 жыл бұрын
Don't ever think that 🥺 you are so worthy of love. We are in extra tough, lonely times, you'll find your person.
@cookxexmxlkgacha75203 жыл бұрын
I'm autistic too! dw im always here for u c:
@Hpollan892 жыл бұрын
Life is hard. No shame, this is a harmless way to find some comfort and help fall asleep. Remember it is ok to feel bad or sad and to talk to someone about the things that are giving you trouble.
@redstar46363 жыл бұрын
I'm just randomly searching for all your sleep asmr it's just phenomenal how much passion you put into it it makes it feel like I'm really being nurture to sleep you are really the best I seen so far
@123-d3m1d3 жыл бұрын
Never thought I'll reach the point of me watching these videos during the night and cry my self to sleep. I wonder what it feels like to have that special someone with you no matter what
@lisu32663 жыл бұрын
Thank you. I ... just needed this. I can't fall asleep, i feel like crying, but i just can't anymore. Thank you for comforting, it makes it just a tiny bit easier to bear.
@tomaliothetomato4393 жыл бұрын
This has been a great discovery. I swear this youtuber is so sweat and in the 2 vids I have watched so far I feel like every insecurity being tackled is one that I have about when I finally get a genuine girlfriend. If only relationships were really like this.
@yazi193 жыл бұрын
ngl the first song that came to my head was my sunshine and then BAM she started singing it that's chills and tingles on another level
@hosergamer23853 жыл бұрын
Saaaaaame
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
I'm so lonely, depressed and suicidal rn. I feel like nobody cares so this has me bawling. Thank you. You deserve so much love and happiness ❤️
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
@Luis Carmona-Valadez Thank you. Much appreciated ❤️
@kakashihatake80173 жыл бұрын
U doing good brother?
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
@@kakashihatake8017 I'm a bit better. Thanks for checking in on me. Just trying to get out more and speak to people.
@agonizedblazersfan15393 жыл бұрын
Ay bro I love you so much. You got people that love you. But to love others romantically you got to love yourself first. Keep your head up 👑
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
@@agonizedblazersfan1539 Thanks Obama. I would have voted for a third term, but I'm British and that's not allowed anyway. I'm trying to do what you say bro. Thanks again, really appreciate it.
@snippykeegan3 жыл бұрын
These videos are actually the highlight of my day, every morning when i wake up i look forward to being able to cuddle my body pillow and cry while listening to these kinds of videos for a few hours, and it usually ends up being you, so thanks for that :')
@usernamethere51062 жыл бұрын
I at least find it comforting that there are people going through the same things I feel. I have no friends, no relationships, no money, no hobbies, no ambitions and literally no love. I’m still a student and eat lunch with tears in my eyes as I see people having fun talking to each other. I have trouble walking in the hallways without completely breaking down. Simply living is agonizingly painful and I get back to bed as soon as I get home. I cuddle my body pillow and then cry for a while and dread the next day. I have suicidal thoughts for almost every single minute of every day but I can still find a tiny sliver of hope knowing that I’m not the only one
@Danzxzo3 жыл бұрын
why am i crying?🥺...it supposed to make me sleep🥺
@hijiibijii93243 жыл бұрын
two lonely tears for the even lonelier nights. I want to be someone's only sunshine too....
@tomaliothetomato4393 жыл бұрын
Same. I mean... I'm uh... Fine admit it... Just this once.
@Possiblyclinicallyinsane1710 ай бұрын
I had a TERRIBLE week man so I was crying and still am
@eric99033 жыл бұрын
I've watched this video so many times... Just wanted to thank you for this wonderful audio that gave me so many good sleep nights. Thanks.
@darlingstrawb3 жыл бұрын
this makes me smile... ty
@snapjlr62283 жыл бұрын
You remind me of my mother, it’s very calming. When you started singing I cried, that song always had a way with me.
@jojomacabre3 жыл бұрын
cried when you started singing. thanks, i hadnt felt that way in a while.
@dr.shuppet54523 жыл бұрын
I found this exactly when I needed it, I couldn't notice how many negative thoughts I was having about myself and that I should stop thinking like that. You're the best!
@anattemptwasmade3 жыл бұрын
I wasn't sure whether I was gonna listen or not as I was just going through videos to find the perfect one that fits my lonely mood, but as soon as I read the description and saw that you sing 'You Are My Sunshine' I knew I found the right one
@LeIouch.3 жыл бұрын
Comfort like this is just amazing
@crazysavages59353 жыл бұрын
69 haha funny number finally
@mexwcxrsedisntreal3 жыл бұрын
I actually cried when you started to sing, your voice is amazing🥺🥺
@PaleoEntertainment3 жыл бұрын
Who else nearly cried when she sang "my sunshine" like holy crap
@Elminster-ln4yw3 жыл бұрын
“Hey you, you’re finally awake...”
@JacksonMcClain99993 жыл бұрын
Never wake up from Skyrim
@Arybus3 жыл бұрын
Loved the singing part!
@benob25543 жыл бұрын
Ok how did you know that “you are my sunshine” is my favourite-
@michaelzainey57813 жыл бұрын
My mom used to sing that to me when I was a toddler. 😣😭
@Optimusprime-sh9lw3 жыл бұрын
I dislike that song because it makes me sad a lot
@vomzy3 жыл бұрын
my mom use to sing it to me, so i kinda made me sad
@andrewprahst3 жыл бұрын
I dont think im going to watch this video now or else Ill cry
@andrewprahst3 жыл бұрын
@@michaelzainey5781 same
@ForestDweller473 жыл бұрын
You have no idea how much I needed this. Since I don't really have anyone that'll actually do this. It's nice to believe, even if it's temporary.
@hoshwaya50553 жыл бұрын
Damn I really wish I had something this nice irl.
@epicgamer07773 жыл бұрын
Whyyyy can’t this be irl this is all I want like for reallll
@hammer71253 жыл бұрын
Pawn star guy: pain and suffering is the best I can do NB: me too
@ElijahInabox11 ай бұрын
The singing was actually really good 😊
@fakedutch_9 ай бұрын
fr
@Some1725 Жыл бұрын
I started crying when she started singing.. I wish I could have someone like this
@hosergamer23853 жыл бұрын
Yo, I was basically having my best sleep in a while (started college a while ago, not fun) and when I’m right at the edge and pretty much asleep at the end of the video: “WRITINGS NOT EASY. THATS WHY GRAMMARLY CAN HELP.” And I was bout to have the sweetest dreams of actually being loved lol. For real though, if you read this strawb thanks it really does help
@hosergamer23853 жыл бұрын
Seeing that she hearted my comment was legitimately my best part of my day. I really am down bad
@chaingigan75453 жыл бұрын
Ahh, no ending adds on a video for sleep. You have truly blessed me.
@xxilikeboogerxx9053 жыл бұрын
"get of your pesky phone" Me: adios *turns into dust*
@weird0l0gy2 жыл бұрын
i teared up the very moment she said "i love you".
@divinity69373 жыл бұрын
As a 13yrs old teenager, and a person who thinks negatively everyday, this helps, like alot I always think that I would never Find my soulmate in this world, Because it's impossible, no on in the world would spend their life on me. I don't even have descent looks and I really have a bad personality I've always dreamt about my soulmate saying "I love you" But it's just quite impossible. The video helps me alot and let's me sleep better, ASMR for lonely people is a small act that helped thousand and millions of people. Thank u for the vid and the very calming voice I hope I could get out of this phase sooner and take care. ❤️❤️
@hisuixiu3363 жыл бұрын
The singing was just shocking it's the first time someone make it. And I!!! I LOVE IT!! THANK YOUU❤️
@LancePalaganas3 жыл бұрын
this is so nice thanks darlingstrawb you always make me happy
@meloshmellow25563 жыл бұрын
Well, what I learnt is the fact that I am lonely, depressed and also in need of someone like this. Dafuq am I doing here?
@donalds45063 жыл бұрын
Don't worry friend, you are not alone. Actually you are, but I guess we're alone together? Does that even make sens- oh what tf ever I give up lol
@MaxSixty-Three3 жыл бұрын
Same
@synergy98533 жыл бұрын
Exactly what I was thinking too
@dreamlessking93 жыл бұрын
Depression will get you far in life
@blazingpumpkin133 жыл бұрын
Heh, adding to this. Alone peeps together amirite!? ^^
@henrysrifles2523 Жыл бұрын
My mother used to sing me "you are my sunshine." And when I heard that I actually started crying. Nostalgia is powerful. Thx.
@callmecalvin72973 жыл бұрын
Now, I usually just spoon a medium sized pillow when listening to these so I can sleep. It's usually not something I can entirely emotionally connect to, so I can just go to be feeling good. But when she broke into "You are my sunshine?" I start bawling like a child. Still am.
@Scycurro2 жыл бұрын
I just got out of surgery and I’m listening to this to relax
@deadly_leader943 жыл бұрын
That singing sent shivers down my spine
@medicodyssey2 жыл бұрын
"pray that you never know just how good it is to see another human"
@gameteamsk68922 жыл бұрын
I just tore up because of a girl that doesnt even exist and this helped me so much, i had to let these tears out, thank you😭😭
@samm.80522 жыл бұрын
8:40 Song starts here. Sorry if someone already timestamped it, but this is more so for my own future reference. Thank you so much for singing, darlingstrawb! It's been a fantastic comfort through tough times for me.
@GOLDENtheLunatic3 жыл бұрын
I’ve reached the lowest point in my life, I should be at my brothers wedding but instead I sit here watching a cuddle roleplay
@wyattputignani97982 жыл бұрын
8:50 that was beautiful I love the song and paired with that cute voice its the definition of perfect
@lonelyboi22683 жыл бұрын
Who else is adamant that they will die alone
@sam84043 жыл бұрын
I'm glad I found these ASMR videos, they give me a taste of something I know I'll never have.
@twodimensional68873 жыл бұрын
I know it can be tough, but please don't get too discouraged. we all go through times of loneliness but you'll get through it. take some time to work on yourself and once you feel ready, get out and socialize. good luck!
@twodimensional68873 жыл бұрын
@@QwertyWizard good luck friend!
@Exelcius4203 жыл бұрын
Me, after many negations, I have finally accepted it, I guess its just how its supposed to be.
@twodimensional68873 жыл бұрын
@@Exelcius420 *bonk* no doomer pill!!
@gardevoir99133 жыл бұрын
My soul has reached a new level of existence listening to this
@russianbryan10743 жыл бұрын
Bro you made 90% of the ppl that watch this vid cry instead of sleep
@Althecor3 жыл бұрын
A haiku about sleep. Ahem: As the stars twinkle I stare deep into your eyes And know I am safe
@blitztik65893 жыл бұрын
Hmmmmm.... these make me wanna turn my brain on but Im probably too dumb to try to make a seperate meaning anyways 😔
@JoeSwanson93 жыл бұрын
i have seen you on so many FREAKING videos dude i have seen probably ~70 of your comments
@@JoeSwanson9 I try my best, thank you for noticing friend
@sentricpeach72493 жыл бұрын
Very good
@smgb40873 жыл бұрын
I lost my grandma last week, she never sung me you are my sunshine honestly she never even said those words together in a sentence to me, yet it manged to send me spiraling into sadness and loss, I'd been emotionless till this point and had beat myself up for it, so thanks for that.
@ghooji2 жыл бұрын
Very well needed
@zackariahtravois71252 жыл бұрын
We might be lonely, but at least there are some kind people who are willing to help us. Loneliness doesn't last forever, but as long as people like you exist, the lonely have hope
@zackariahtravois71252 жыл бұрын
My gf is in LA with family for summer, so I started listening to these, the pitter patter is so calming, keep doing what you are doing, it's truly amazing
@Cursed_Monkey-ys4ru3 жыл бұрын
Damn...this makes me feel a lot better about my break up....it’s actually calming..Good job on your video! Goodnight my fellow youtubes
@KizerRoll3 жыл бұрын
1:22 Me watching this on my phone: wait this whole operation was your idea
@hosergamer23853 жыл бұрын
Here I am in these comments once again. I can’t sleep at night because I’m really stressed about my schoolwork because I’m really behind and have 2 midterms tomorrow, and I am also having family issues so sleep has been kind of rough for me, but once again this stuff is really helpful, and it is just great to get my mind off all the stress and the things eating away at my sanity as the days/nights go by. Thanks again 😊
@kingslayerlol3 жыл бұрын
this makes me feel loved
@Ling_eswaran Жыл бұрын
☺️
@masonballagh8373 жыл бұрын
*non-existent GF sings “you are my sunshine”* Me:*calmly vibing with her while she’s singing*
@pokebag3 жыл бұрын
I’ve hit rock bottom, not coming back from this
@whyar3y0uga343 жыл бұрын
Keep strong cuh
@Zenobiax1173 жыл бұрын
Seeing and hearing this just made my heart ache in pain for all I ever wanted was to be loved by another individual that isn’t family and to care for them since I don’t care abt myself
@Digital_PeterGriffin3 жыл бұрын
Here not due to loneliness, rather due to trauma which I often think about while falling asleep which then makes me paranoid and very anxious. Stuff like this tends to help a lot
@wheeziestboss76633 жыл бұрын
Hearing that song honestly made me tear up thank you for that
@Emerardo3 жыл бұрын
This audio helps a lot. Thank you for making it
@TheNorthernWolf3 жыл бұрын
The singing made me cry. I truly need a girlfriend. I doubt my crush would even want to be mine but I wait and will see just how it plays out. Thanks for the video. I needed this
@miggy73823 жыл бұрын
This so frickin sweet, thanks again Strawb
@spoon23893 жыл бұрын
Spoon loves your sweet voice and warm embrace!!!
@porpushorkus14583 жыл бұрын
Spoon sounds very caring and attentive. I hope i can be like Spoon
@fenrir74873 жыл бұрын
All hail Spoon!
@reeceland51603 жыл бұрын
All hail spoon!
@ender59203 жыл бұрын
Spoon is cool be like spoon
@vincentVGogh20 Жыл бұрын
My dear spoon, Vincent has saw you trough multiple channels, spoon is over with it's journey? After all this years?
@yeetthemod1763 жыл бұрын
I fell asleep and this came on while I was asleep,but when I heard "you are my sunshine" I like jolted awake. That's the song my girl always sang so hearing it reminded me of her and I checked if somehow I was on call with her
@TheSlyWeeb3 жыл бұрын
Fell asleep with my headphones on. Nice
@xuhlooo3 жыл бұрын
These make me so happy for a time
@portalgangadventures3 жыл бұрын
Love the singing at 8:52 too
@Pond7213 жыл бұрын
The amount of pain being this lonely causes is off the charts. It hurts so, so bad man...
@benthegoose47792 жыл бұрын
At first I laughed, now I'm crying -haven't cried so hard in a long time, my body has gone numb. Release me from my bottomless suffering
@koneko_30683 жыл бұрын
*sobs* i'm not watching this in the morning, you are!...
@guy_in_the_moon3 жыл бұрын
And yeah, you are correct
@kurlzproductions48983 жыл бұрын
I never fell asleep but I was smiling the whole time great vid
@lynelledavelacapag95623 жыл бұрын
Hey berry. You really stopped my anxiety attack. Thanks a lot❤️
@Broke_Native_VII3 жыл бұрын
I was the edge of crying when you singing, because my girl used to sing almost the exact same song to me, but all that aside great audio
@chopzone223 жыл бұрын
I'm just kinda lonely at night and this cured it happy peter 😊
@5uzuya6843 жыл бұрын
my heart was so fucking broken after shes started to sing, I've never been so sad, lonely and happy. I hope to meet someone like you one day
@hana-mj5nq3 жыл бұрын
tysm, bub i really needed this
@alansmith1093 жыл бұрын
Shit bro. My mom used to sing You Are my Sunshine when i was having a bad day. Not for quite a few years tho. Brought back happier memories.
@haisensei38463 жыл бұрын
I think it's beyond comfort now, hope it'll all end soon
@brycefitzroi94692 жыл бұрын
Never thought that I'd reach this lonely
@jacob86453 жыл бұрын
This makes me feel really nice thank you
@onionman12022 жыл бұрын
This greatly helped. Thx alot ❤️
@alizster31863 жыл бұрын
Damn, I genuinely told myself I don’t deserve this, the juxtaposition
@Mashinka1132 жыл бұрын
If w1llius listens to this, im gonna sleep good
@darlingstrawb2 жыл бұрын
so true
@ericscott48603 жыл бұрын
I was autistic all my life. What scared me the most is being alone in a haunted house where the ghosts are singing Disney's Grim Grinning Ghost.
@JustOakTheHomie3 жыл бұрын
I’m trying to sleep and your making me cry like a baby
@bentspoon28793 жыл бұрын
God my loneliness levels are off the charts, is it sad that I’ve become used to the loneliness
@Exelcius4203 жыл бұрын
Indeed
@gogurtplaysgames10133 жыл бұрын
So I was mad that there are dislikes until I realized there was exactly 69. This community is amazing