Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | I can't find myself. I get lost inside my brain

Dax - Depression (Lyrics) | I can't find myself. I get lost inside my brain
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🎤 Lyrics:
I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothing I can change
So when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days
Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times
Wish I could get those back
I keep on running these races that go in my mind
Then they go on these tracks
I'm not ready to erase all my memories, mm
I fight depression and I let it get the best of me
Now there's nowhere to run, nowhere to go
Look around, it's liquor bottles all on the floor
Filling up the space inside my heart and my home
Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone
I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothing I can change
So when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days
These thoughts are draining all my energy
I try to tell 'em to God, they said I'm going insane
And then they recommended therapy
And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain
He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on
In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain
So the happiness won't sustain
Then he read me my options
He said "Here goes a pill, only take two with a meal"
And it'll numb how I feel
I can't find myself (I can't find myself)
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away
I took the cards they dealt (Took the cards they dealt)
And there's nothing I can change
So when I'm by myself (When I'm by myself)
I just pray for brighter days
Should I drown all these thoughts, or should I leave 'em to float?
I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat
I've been anchored in pain, the weight is making me choke
It's getting harder to breathe, it's pulling right at my throat
I've been hoping for change, but don't know how to restart
They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart
Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart
And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
We can only see change when we accept who we are
Try to run from the shame and you will never get far
Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark
You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
With our God, you can beat all the odds
Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say
I can't find myself
I get lost inside my brain
I think I might need help (I think I might need help)
But I pushed all of 'em away (I pushed all of them away)
I took the cards they dealt
And there's nothing I can change
So when I'm by myself
I just pray for brighter days
#ShineVibes
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[@RicardoBueno-kb3es]

Praying for everyone dealing with depression we will get through this

[@DanielsRiedwaan]

what s up

[@user-gx3sn5hi8l]

I won't

[@justinjessee8751]

The last 3 years have been the hardest on me so far, my uncle died on his street bike, my cuzin in a car wreck, mom died from MS, and my best friend just shot himself right next to me. It’s music that helps me get through another day. Check on your friends and family. Never know when it’s going to be the last day with them

[@nathanbites8196]

Sorry to hear your story.. I also get thru with music.. I lost my mom due to cancer and then I lost my ex, my best friend he also shot himself 😢... I tried to get into another relationship and that one was really abusive so I finally left and now I'm with someone who actually loves me and we are about to get married but the past still haunts me... Without my main two support groups it's rough.. So trust me I can relate

[@toniaguilar283]

I understand I do 😢.. Pain is something I know all to well... My daughter has MS she was diagnosed when she was 15 she is now 25 and she's a trooper let me explain... When I was pregnant with Alisa my daughter he dad went out and brought me a STD home I was almost 8 months pregnant with her.. when I found out she could of been blind or deaf because of his choices... But she goes out everyday and takes care of mentally challenged indaviduals and those who have brain injuries.. She has done this for about 5 years now .. I lost my brother 4 years ago on Thanksgiving 😢 I hate that holiday 😢.. Last year on May 18th two days after my grandson turned 1 his mom murdered him days after that I ended up going back to prison for the second time in 3 years because I went to my Parole officer and asked for help she then had me arrested and sent back to prison for another year... I grieved in a prison cell for a year😢 I'm home and doing the best I can now I'm getting the opportunity to be a grandma again in 4 weeks so imma cherish every moment with him.. Things look like they are never going to be better but trust and believe in our Lord and savior he will help you understand why these things happen to us.. maybe not today but I promise he will 😊

[@acd1330]

Sorry 🙏

[@savywolf1457]

Oh my god I’m so sorry, but you are getting through it, that’s important

[@Skullz252]

I pray for peace in your life brother stay strong forever ♾️🙏🕊️

[@AlterRenee99]

I feel for you. I've been dealing with this, too. You put words to what has been weighing me down: I can't find myself, I get lost inside my brain. I pray for brighter days for all of us suffering from this mental affliction.

[@saintarigo7496]

HELLO, HOW ARE YOU DOING TODAY, I HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GOOD TIME

[@ashgen43]

You will be ok..god got u always.

[@Nightmare-nm9hn]

You got this , keep fighting 😢 your loved

[@Astoots5988]

Love this song, I FEEL LIKE THIS EVERYDAY and IT DOESN'T GET EASIER

[@kerry-kx7df]

I'm a new listener. Dax is so absolutely amazing!! His poetry(lyrics), the pain,the passion, the rythem....Chills all over!!!!! ❤

[@larinzodavon809]

it's midnight..... and this is hitting harder than when I played it THIS afternoon 🤘🏽💯

[@debracrawford5490]

People think mental health just popped up. It's been here. This song is so me, every word except for the bottles on the floor. Thank you so much for your talent and sharing it with the world!!!! If you are going through something in life, you are never alone. The depression makes you think you have no one. Talk to someone, don't wait and let it get outta hand. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE!!! 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏💜💕💜

[@lylturningpoint3358]

Same bro. Everything except bottles. I don't drink or take brain meds. Don't believe in either of em.

[@zeekperkins4218]

Thank you dax for your music!! no one out there in this industry that i connect with there music like i do yours!! ive been living with depression since i was too young to remember lost my mom to cancer at 13 months old, lost a few friends the past few years to drugs an suicide, lost my father too suicide 4 years ago an it still breaks me to this day!! your music helps me get through all my struggles an demons! your a inspiration to allot of people!!

[@Killerxcon]

mental illness sucks but we all have to be strong for those whom love us and stand by our side

[@GryffynRaven-bk6mj]

Depression hurts and I'm dealing with it right now

[@GROWNMAN0515]

That chorus line is dope and I can put a while song to your chorus line!!!

[@radfishing5413]

Amen ! My Brother ! Protection in that industrymay God keep you from the wrong people an keep you always with Godsoldiers an on his path. Blessing my brother ! 🙏🏻

[@ashleymullett1799]

Dax is amazing ....I pray for anyone that feels how I do...

[@ElinaNamangolwa-wr4rg]

I can make a whole Dax playlist.....this guy talks to me one every song

[@chloesedits3409]

This is my first time listening to Dax since his whole thing with KSI few years back and i actually never would have expected this from him. Fantastic job man👏

[@AcekillaINK]

listen to all his music!!!

[@dawnmelton3013]

SOOOOOO RELATEABLE!!!!! Thank you, Dax!!!

[@williamwaggoner8904]

Yahweh I Know You Got Us

[@BriteEyezz]

been there and I'm here now. thank you for this song because it's exactly what I'm experiencing. God, please help me

[@joseph6225]

Mom died. Life's shit but this song hits. Keep it up

[@jwil425]

Know for years how much 🔥 Dax is but this song….. This song right here!!!! This….Song….Right……..HERE!!! Hit so close to home I’m living in it. 🙌 💯 🙏

[@andrederenoncourt5754]

I love this song. So good man!!!!!

[@abdawrharvca]

Incredible song so true we all get lost inside our minds sometimes but there is hope in good people keep them close and don't push them away Shine Bright always God bless to you all who suffer with this ❤❤❤Stay strong

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

He’s amazing person

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

He’s doing that why I love this song and try to give me to say hello to my friends

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

I love my friends I don’t love me

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

Because they don’t care about me

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

It’s all good it in the world

[@mwansaluipa6918]

Indeed he is amazing I love his songs he is a moving legend

[@garywms3573]

True Words I'm Living This Daily On GOD I AM.....

[@christophershanz498]

Things will get better brother just keep pushing and remember god has a master plan for you

[@dan00dan]

This song is so sad but I LOVE IT

[@Hugging_Cactus]

keep preaching brother ❤🎉😊

[@user-ty1vw3rj1y]

I Thank God for musician's like you Dax! I'm a huge Tom McDonald fan. Anyone singing about the TRUTH about what's really going on in this world is who I listen too! I've learned through this process that my depression were actually Demons!! No more big PHARMA for me! I've learned to rebuke them and I am better than I have ever been! I have to remind myself at times that this is Satan's world, Don't LOVE anything in this world! Sometimes knowing this sucks! But we will called home soon!! ❤ See you there!

[@Robert-3691]

This is setting a new standard. I recently enjoyed a similar book, and it was setting a new benchmark. "Reclaiming Connection: The Journey of a Digital Detox" by Joshua Ember

[@jasoncsuhta5476]

Dax I've loved your music since I first heard it im bummed someone took your song and it's on the radio it should be you youbspeak from the heart like I do and I'm hated for being honest it's tough but it truly shows who's down and who isnt

[@Mr_GodFlame]

This is fire!

[@sparklebutt4564]

Love this song ❤️ speaks truth.. 💯

[@kareamdeloatch108]

I lost my mom my dad my aunt my uncle my sister and my brother and what so called family i do have left dont have nothing to do with me and when they do decide to contact me its just to put me down im so tired of all this im 47 and i been dealing with this shit my whole life with no type of help

[@pap4711]

Thank you, I now know I'm not alone. ❤

[@nancycharles2289]

This is what am going through right now God am still trusting for brighter days 🙏🙏🙏

[@AcekillaINK]

Dax you such an inspiration ThankYou>>>From my heart 100

[@smilehappy3112]

"But I pushed all of 'em away" .. when he rips these lyrics he uses the rythem an moldy that you would use while tearing up a storm , alot of ppl won't see it but it's there

[@cherilussamuel9534]

Your music is awesome , I love it congratulations bro

[@jeffreybrooks1343]

Right right

[@jimmyhanks6640]

I love it it is so awesome 👌

[@ffffmmmmllll]

This is the realist shit word for word glad someone understands me in this world

[@user-gm5df1ox7f]

I lost a friend a couple of days ago of overdose so this song makes me think of him and makes wanna cry cause he was best friend and to think he's gone I wrote raps about him and wanna perform with him and I wanna to have a house were he could live with me and my gf and it's sad that's he's dead now

[@Butta838]

Dope!

[@user-no2fs8qt8d]

This song uplift my spirit

[@tangsanwaje743]

love it so much...much..

[@user-uo4rl9sy7b]

Its crazy song that i have ever heared for the first time .

[@Mr.Ninaboi]

Believe it or not big dawg you have to forgive and forget the phone the way you won't get through the depression bro I deal with it to had to learn the hard way I've been here plenty of times but females in my best friend so-called best friend love you big dawg keep your head up love you and appreciate your music ❤️❤️💪🤣

[@crutchfield5days]

Beautiful

[@jaydincollins]

So good

[@stephoncandies3153]

This song hits different 👍

[@user-hn2lo3qn1f]

Listening this song I m lost in my mind

[@user-wv6hq8vs9m]

on repeat

[@juniect5909]

Love this song

[@nancycharles2289]

Hi

[@user-hk2eo4bd3n]

I know a lot of people will probably not care but I hope that someone will understand how depression feels, how I feel 😢

[@sonjasmith5700]

I relate to every word. I hear you

[@user-hk2eo4bd3n]

@@sonjasmith5700 thanks man, you actually know what it's like, it fucks with your mind

[@TheHappyQuadriplegic]

This song reminds me of another song I just can’t clearly remember it. But it’s an old song.

[@Yugv-vw1sf]

Needs more views!

[@toulinenice2265]

Bravo

[@davidrossman919]

Will there be a remix version of this song too? I liked the others.

[@user-no2fs8qt8d]

I love dax songs

[@sherryhead6239]

This is true sad how we can't seem to get help we can we can do it in God' we trust❤❤❤

[@hungrystudios9831]

I just cant quit replaying this song latley

[@nancycharles2289]

We all come here singing a different song coz we will fight until we win 🙏

[@sonjasmith5700]

I relate

[@CynicalEmpath]

This world truly does a number on those of us who have the most empathy, and we sit there and destroy ourselves, and let this world break us, and then we do the same to ourselves. Thinking is a killer. They say that intelligence is the enemy of happiness. The more we know of this place, the more we wish we didn't.

[@treast4120]

Fire

[@who121088]

This is SO MUCH FIRE💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@alisonbarnes1988]

I love you so very much and also love this song 🔥✝️🙏🏻🥰🐺

[@jasonsoots8596]

Need this rn my brother is slowly passing away in a coma losein it rn losing my best friend my brother my flesh n blood hurts so damn bad

[@sumanjungthapa8164]

❤❤

[@jimmyhanks6640]

:positive

[@user-xy7md5ff7f]

I suffer from depression. So I get you fo sho.

[@davidhernandez1922]

And i dive from the top of the universe for this cuase -Archangel Guardián Cancer ♋♋

[@W.S.T_69]

my favorite song .this song explains everything am going through in life .

[@r.a.c.h6172]

Woooooow wow the words are just so real ❤

[@user-up9to7ts8b]

It's 7/2/23 drinking in front of my garage

[@saulbarcenas2285]

What’s the music

[@austinlalancette9039]

Certainly listening to this while having a breakdown

[@johnd4857]

Literally can't even get through this song without breaking down... I hate myself and I don't know how to love myself all I've ever done is run from loving myself cause it's so much easier to put myself 2nd and focus on my girl well fucking ex now or my family or my freinds I just drown myself in alcohol to forget and it all just comes back as soon as I wake ... I can't find myself... 💔

[@SheheryarSherry-sp4es]

What a lyrics

[@Mr.Ninaboi]

Whhhhaaaaattttt the fuuuuukkk this dude is a true 🐐

[@tommyleehoward837]

Tough.....

[@JJ-ow9ev]

The song is me 😢😢

[@licklickmydick]

My family is like a color blind person trying to solve a rubix cube

[@dipdog13a]

Done

[@rea7ge727]

Wow

[@stevenschellenberg3315]

Treasure guy been through a lot

[@Hannahbaker1996]

I don't think I can handle my depression anymore I pushed everyone away since I been depressed I just lost someone very dear to me my grandpa Ray he passed away on May 19 2023 I want to be with him forever and always can someone please give me some advice because I'm at the point where I just get drunk and drown my pain but there is one problem everytime I get drunk I attempt suicide 😢

[@macross1345]

This song hit different if inside ur mind you died until you heard it😢

[@maureenleinen5396]

I am done with this life I say goodbye 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

[@mauilock]

I dont want to die.... that dont mean i wanna be here anymore. I fucked up with no way to fix it in sight. I cant post this anywhere esle so im putting it here.

[@katieparham5199]

Sighhhhh😢

[@kelvinmuli5516]

Just praying for brighter days 💯💪

[@sherrytimmons-el8gh]

😂❤❤😢😢😢😢😢

[@petrasecreta]

Those lyrics are an insult to the rest of this master piece.

[@MatsikoDerrick]

🤪😝🤠

[@zion9537]

❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@doctorphiri7947]

Reality song

[@DavidParks-re1ks]

Love this help me

[@iwonderwhatmydognamedme4000]

It seems only depression is really talked about and sung about it sucks other mental illnesses like Bipolar, schizophrenia, bpd, etc is NEVER sang about, talked about etc. And it sucks because those mental illnesses are much worse and yet nobody talks about it because people only see those mental illnesses as “crazy” and “insane”. No sympathy for people like me.

[@Greacus15]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh 😡 😡 god i hate life.... man it sucks so bad now mader what people do it always comes back😢

[@dotsgametime6239]

Dune

[@sohnvonodin8267]

🫡💯🙏🏼🫶🏻

[@jamezbrian4135]

been in the AIMH clinic about a few months ago. Prob going back tomorrow. If I tell my doc how I am really feeling I will be back. they said I failed drug test with Meth. Do your homework and see which one of my MEDs SHOWS UP AS METH ON A PIZZ TEST but is not. now on my record is a false positive CUZ I didnt tell them how to do their jobs. I am gonna blow my top. I hAVe to tell them how to to do their job. It is not gonna go well. I dont care anymore. I am 54. isnt termiNAL depression suppose to kill you. liars