DAX - JOKER (SkyDxddy Remix)

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Video By: Traumacore Productions
Written By: SkyDxddy & Dax
Produced By: Lexnour
LYRICS:
whispered
Gimme the people that died
Gimme the cuts on my thighs
Gimme the nights that I cried when everyone heard but turned off the lights
Gimme a lifetime of pain
Gimme a heart on my sleeve
Gave you too many chances to put respect on my name
Gimme a list full of people that took advantage of me and call upon everybody that said they’d come runnin but the second I need them
I DONT SEE THEM MAN.. IM PISSED
But i think you knew that already
You said you could be trusted
but you fell back on that bullshit already
You think I’m crazy right?
Cause nobody knows what you’re really like
and if i told the truth id be told that I’m lying and trying to ruin your life but you fucking knew that already You ain’t special
you’re just a shadow that lurks in the dark
waitin for prey to tear them apart
while you sit and laugh bought the acts you’ve committed
and the people you fooled cause they thought you were different
you cannot beat me I’m just one of the list full of people you wronged
bitch i am building an army.
You think its funny cause you never been through the trauma
I hate the fact that i need to say this
but keep all that energy if it should happen to your baby brother or momma
i tell you this as a warning
cause what’s coming next is they numb all their pain with big pharma
now I ain’t the one to cast judgement
but that shits a good way to get some bad karma.
So please continue to laugh cause
But that it some shit you cannot take back
you made me so aggressive
you should have expected what would happen after the fact
run that shit back
all your apologies don’t mean crap
cause you ain’t even sorry you’re scared you got caught
lemme show you what its like when your flashing back.
Maybe it was me maybe i shouldn’t have gone out that night and wouldn’t have gotten so ugly maybe I’m blaming myself maybe i thought i could trust you cause you always said that you loved me maybe you think I’m naive maybe in reality you have no power that’s why you need me on my knees its all a trick. I hate myself when i should hate you and god that makes me so sick. You were the problem I’m in the depths of my own little hell and still everyone thinks I’m a bitch. You rip me open now I’m just exposed man what part of no don’t you get it if I’m being honest they all say that they care but I have no they do not give a shit so why the abuse how could you do that you leave a negative impact not knowing what you do always comes back you’ve got a smile on your face but your heart is pitch black and I’m letting everyone in your life know that it’s a fucking trap I need help but y’all can’t help with that I kept my head down and kept my mouth shut and I defended you but I’m done with that so go fuck yourself because you’re real good at that the source of my pain and panic attacks
you’re insane their a saint ! I can’t believe the things you’re saying.
My turn why so serious baby why do you look so surprised after you drove me crazy you forgot that I was dangerous and even stronger than before you forgot that you took my whole life so now you owe me yours you forgot about that night while I have it burned inside my brain I’m stuck inside in the cylon but tonight I will escape you forgot to carry shame you forgot that I am insane you forgot the karma‘s coming and she has my fucking name.
Ha ha ha I’m feeling violent HA go figure I’m now in the mood to watch you be disfigured you can’t keep your hands away so I think I’ll cut off your fingers then I’ll chop them up real nice and toss them in my blender Well come come come come to my kitchen you’re fucking sick here’s a spoonful of your medicine you fucking prick I don’t even wanna know what kind of person does that shit you know it’s just a power trip I’m stripping you of all of it I’m making you my bitch let me explain it’s more than just a couple mistakes it’s darker than it actually looks this make up hides all of my pain I don’t trust you it’s not the same everything you say is fake that’s why I’m holding up a mirror so you can stare that monster in you in the fucking face
TO BE CONTINUED…

[@Thatsdax]

LETS GOOOO! U went off!!🔥🔥 proud of you fam!!!

[@JaJaBlessfrm704]

New freestyles?? 🙏🏾🔥🔥

[@natalieglaza1385]

Me and my husband love your music, and this was an amazing remix😊🙏

[@PhotoMentalPoet]

IMMACULATE!!!! 💯💯💯💯💯💯

[@MegaPeacelove12]

Please collaborate with skydxddy. I love your music 🖤

[@SkyDxddy]

Thank you Dax!! CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I APPRECIATE YOU BROTHER!!

[@SkyDxddy]

Merry Christmas ya filthy animals!! 🤘🏼😈

[@beary._.freckled4610]

❤❤❤😂

[@mistyeich2841]

Merry Christmas! Thank you for the song!

[@kristianbrown6381]

Hahahaha thanks keep the tip

[@kriswithakhogan8926]

Hey Lovely 😍! I Love You! Merry Christmas!! I honestly didn't know about you until the Dear Alcohol (Mega Remix) Your Verse was my Favorite but, since then I've loved all of your stuff!

[@chelsywhite329]

Merry Christmas

[@crosswriter5279]

That Joker laugh at the end just made the song perfect

[@user-lz3ns4mf8e]

You KILLED THIS!!!!!! As a man raised surrounded by women, i HATE abusive little boys. Please keep shining light on this. We need to protect our women, not abuse them. Major prop, Sky! Im definitely a new fan

[@nights420]

killed it ran him outta the room with it literally 😂😂😂

[@sarasmile355]

I respect u seeing this song with that frame of mind, listen to this again but listen to it from the mental illness view. To me its split personality disorder, at least that is what I hear.

[@santaszzzbabbee]

you killed it

[@CombatMedicOps123]

Same bro. I am a 6 foot 230lb man. I'm gifted with natural strength and prowess. I dare a mf to hurt a woman or kid around me.

[@BenMcMillian-ib9jy]

Damn straight. Trump 2024

[@heatherthomas6761]

To everyone who thinks Sky needs to stop making music like this, we are here to scream KEEP FUCKING GOING! This song gives me chills, it's a little triggering but in the most beautiful way. Bring up all these feeling of my past abuse and trauma, bring them right to the surface and then with every maniacal laugh, every powerful word, every bit of emotion in your eyes, channel it and release it. This is therapy for real. For her as much as for us. I am so in love with her artist expression!

[@joneeshepard674]

I second this emotion so strongly. Thank you @skydxddy ❤

[@matthewmollohan3029]

I didn't expect this song to bring tears to my eyes. And not sad tears and not really happy tears, but kind of like happy tears, just that feeling of somebody else gets it. I'm not alone dealing with this fucked up trauma that you can only relate once you experience it. I dealt with physical pain my entire life, I laid on the couch for a year and a half with the back injury and no settlement or lawsuit to help me live so I had to work a couple hours a day whatever I could tolerate to stand. I spent a year and a half so sick that I literally threw up all morning long and anytime throughout the day that I might even smell food. I went months without actually eating and lost over 100 lb. None of that is anything close to the shit that's now inside my head. I can tolerate pain better than most but when it's like my own brain that I can't trust, that's a whole nother fucking level. Traumacore needed to happen and for me it couldn't have came out a better time. Thank you SkyDxddy! What brought us here is fucked up, but knowing that we're not alone in our suffering, in our heads, is so comforting. Especially when I was starting to believe there was nothing that helped

[@shaunabrake1527]

I feel the exact same way.. 💯🙌🥰❤️🗣️💪 she speaks from being a victim herself and she speaks for all of us who are victims and were too scared to talk about it. I'm so glad a great talent like Sky is using her voice to speak the truth 🗣️🙌 about what nobody else wants to talk about. 💪🙌❤️🥰 Sky KEEP BRINGING IT!! 🔥🥶❤️🥰🗣️💯

[@emziilouuu]

Completely agree with everything you said. Feels a little less lonely knowing others get where I'm at right now!!!!

[@lolliibabii]

Literally everything you said ♥️♥️♥️

[@tiaralovestacos97]

“Stop acting like we’re the problem when we chose not to be weak!” Sky, you hit hard with that and I felt it on all levels. I love you!!! 😭🔥

[@firsttogo8371]

Want that one on a shirt when I go to court to face my stalker. Since everyone thinks he can peep at me as long as he is standing on his own property. Creeper

[@brendonking5489]

@@firsttogo8371 Maybe you should move, but then again you'll just find someone else to be scared of.

[@firsttogo8371]

@@brendonking5489 I think you need a few more lessons in reading comprehension.

[@brendonking5489]

@@firsttogo8371 I accept that there is probably more to it but your comment sounds like you're scared of a neighbor looking at you which is nothing to be scared of. If that's the case, the bloke is probably confused by the allegation.

[@brendonking5489]

@@firsttogo8371 but if hes looking through your window or something from the backyard then different story

[@AetheriusAri]

Dressed as Harley would have been so epic.

[@user-ei2qt7qw8t]

Don’t think so... generally would have agreed. But that’s the point! She is taking a more powerful stance 💚💚💚✊🤘🤟🖖

[@musicmaster1603]

"You forgot that Karma's coming and she has my fucking name" Man, she's a legendary artist. Why so underrated?

[@daynaplease65]

I CANT STOP LISTENING. Please release this! I need it on repeat when I’m working.

[@allirodell9029]

Same!!

[@penelopebenton2902]

What do you mean release, it's here now isn't it.

[@breeannanelson541]

@@penelopebenton2902 you can only listen to it on KZbin. You can't listen to it anywhere else. It hasn't been released to other music platforms. I hope she releases it soon though, it is amazing

[@kaylarenee5124]

Definitely been waiting to hear this on Spotify

[@april9982]

I actually made a playlist for just this song and I put it on repeat so it plays over and over again.

[@r3scu3gaming27]

I wish this was on your spotify page.. love this song

[@valeriai-ds2qo]

Only people who have been in abusive relationship will really deep that song. Love it

[@calli.catastrophe]

toxic friendship actually....but when you're really close and THEN manipulated, gaslit, and betrayed, no joke, it feels the same...and when you finally have to cut those ties for your own best interests, it feels like a death in the family.

[@yesok5774]

yes love it X

[@Queenofthecontest]

This song is about SA. Not toxic friendship.

[@calli.catastrophe]

@@Queenofthecontest I never said that's what the song was about. I was saying that's what I went through that this song resonated with in me.... I'm aware what it's actually about, but it fits for both. Let's not gatekeep music ❤️❤️ music can heal all kinds of wounds... Let it

[@MadeleineLouiseDiRosa]

are you seriously trying to gatekeep trauma??

[@andreeaveronica]

This is the power that I need after my relationship with a narcissist

[@nikkitaharrell]

There entire life most of the time is a distraction from looking at the fact they are miserable and hate themselves. They have no hope and nothing fills the hole inside them. So while your hurting you'll evolve and grow stronger from it and be able to learn to overcome the hurt but also give yourself love. And one day make a lasting love. You are going to win in the end. Narcissist rarely fix themselves. Some change and seek to try. But external help from psychologist and therapist is only half enough. Behavioral conditioning can help as a crutch so to speak where the narc understands the fact if the same they will end up making nobody want to even know them. So in order to maintain some type of social life. They are shown the ways a person needs to act in life. Like being friendly. Being helpful. Being calm. When angry not exploding on people, when sad not lashing at people, don't lie, don't don't cheat etc. They can then try to do these things rather than what the narc usually would do. When the narc does this and observes the difference it brings their life between normal narc behavior vs behavioral corrected narc behavior it brings some benifits they enjoy but it takes them maintaining the want to keep putting effort into doing it. Other than the idea/theory about heyoka empaths being able to assist in the healing and transformation journey of a narc who has a psychologist etc helping them. And the inner want to change too. A heyoka is a spiritual mirror soul. Meant to show people a reflection of yourself through the heyoka taking on all of a person's traights as they meet them. It apparently shows a narc an example of how they are that's easier for them to consider since they have difficulty looking within. It's fear of the hurt they will find. So looking at another isn't scary or painful but they still get to see a copy of their issues. But again it's rare. So most narcs. Never heal. Or change. They end up alone eventually. And die. Miserable. Angry. Self hating. Having nobody and nothing. Believing life is just empty death after not heaven. So they die fearing death and die dreadfully thinking their entire life was shit and all they did was hurt people and had nothing to show for it and now it's over and they are going to delete and be forgotten. It's a sad painful end of a narcs life. I say this so you know. The narc that hurt you is going to hurt to if they helps. And let's you move on feeling like they aren't just gonna get away with it. But also so you know that there's a tiny chance they will change and be sorry to you.and so you can try to forgive because forgiveness is mostly for your own healing. It's proven to help you. It's not about them. So forgive and let it go so the trauma let's go too. I'm sorry a narc hurt you. Your going to be ok though. If your lucky the pain will turn you into a term called super empath. Look it up

[@user-nu8zu2kf5n]

Who asked?

[@KateCart597]

Yes!!!

[@emilyrichards3608]

I need this on my Spotify playlist asap 🥺🥺

[@SexyDragonForever]

Do you have a link. I can't find it 😭

[@adambuescher4483]

Yes please

[@mbehumi9150]

Asap

[@redbull1654]

Yes!! I need this song real quick on Spotify!!!

[@medan880]

Yk I keep listening to this song and I love how you did it in Dax’s style. You’re incredibly talented. Another artist who can write a 4 minute song without repeating a single line. You’re literally my favorite rapper ever

[@lavadadavis5816]

Skydaddy and tom MacDonald are my repeated artist! They hit hard and make me feel!

[@SquishyRed1]

@@lavadadavis5816 tom Macdonald is trash

[@Amunet2353]

You snapped

[@LORAYDEN_94Moe]

​@@lavadadavis5816straight Facts!!!!!

[@hennyroos5996]

​@@lavadadavis5816... What? How does that even work?

[@jessicahope570]

Hearing this is helping me through my PTSD with my ex who is obsessed with me no matter if I have a healthy relationship going. I love your songs!! ❤

[@BaByGaL187]

I felt this comment… 🥹

[@moniqueholmes3215]

Same😭

[@katrinaharper2920]

That’s their punishment. To love us but never be with us again.

[@Florida_Tobear]

😢

[@cutiepienico5600]

😢this

[@SLacey1990]

I listen to this song daily.. When I need reminded about my strength, I turn this on… THANK YOU QUEEN!!! 👑❤

[@sophielittlefair8045]

I have been listening to this on repeat since you released it, I got out-of a 6 year, physical, sexual and mentally abusive relationship 9 months ago, left with 2 children, he was finally charged for what he did to me and my god this song has helped me so much! Skydxddy you're an amazing woman. Thank you so much for helping me and many other women heal from their abuse. Ps your version of Unholy is hot😘 worth the listen skydxddy fans!!

[@hayleehubbard1085]

Thank

[@sgt2044]

❤❤

[@FoxyRoxy760]

When I came across this I felt I need to comment I was in a 4 year abusive relationship I just left. This is exactly how he portrayed me to people thank u so much for putting these words down on paper ❤❤

[@caitaldrich]

I'm glad you got out ❤

[@khelisiesalvatore8173]

You're brave to have left especially with 2 kids. I bet the person could have been labeled a narcissist, gaslit you made you think some how everything was your fault. If you'd just listen to them that everything would be ok, and if you didn't listen they'd take your kids. That's what happened to so may of my friends that ended up in the situation like yours. I got pregnant with a kid and I was in a relationship like that. I couldn't bring another kid into this world where Daddy was an alcoholic drug addict and didn't love them. I went through that as a kid but he's clean now that i"m an adult. So I've gone from a kid wondering why liquor and powder were worth more than me, now an adult knowing your father got clean remembers your birthday every year but couldn't bother to face me to look for me because I needed him to protect from my step father. See I didn't want my kid to have to live the life I did. So glad abortion was available. Now us woman go through all this violence and in so many states abortion isn't an option because politicians and 6 judges say so. Why is it so easy for others to pass judgement when nobody knows the real situation. I bet if they stopped making Erectile Dysfunction medication there'd be protests of millions of men from North South East and West saying it's their "RIGHT to an election and to get medical care they need". That sounds so familiar hmm where have I heard that lately and it falls on deaf ears. Stay brave, my sisters and brothers, all who go through abuse. You're in a storm, but help is out there. There are still good people in this world willing to help you get away from your abuser. If there's drugs involved there's people and places that can help you get clean. If kids are involved and the other party is the abuser make sure to document every bruise and cut and have the child speak in their own words who did what to them into a voice e recorder on your phone and save it to a cloud service the other party doesn't know about or if it has expandable memory even better; save it to the memory card. If there's sexual abuse I know how hard it is to go and report it, I've been raped 3x and never reported any of them. There's long stories behind all 3. I wish I did report the last one, because I'm stuck living with him because he's my brother in law and I can't afford to move out. SkyDaddy has saved me, though. #traumacore4eva Everyone's stories we share... it's like a support group . I love all of you so much. My family. (especially my sister who has a rapist for a husband) think I'm a weirdo for loving those I haven't met; but not once has anyone called me an attention seeking bitch who should shut up, and just off myself if I have such a bad life. This is my life and where I live in Florida, there's like Z3r0 services and I would have to travel so far yo get them. There's no public transportation and I'm on disability so getting an Uber would cost me way too much. Guns have more rights down here than people.

[@brittanyshappell1330]

Can't wait for this song to hit Spotify. Watched my sister go through a physical domestic abuse before I was able to get her out. Proud of all you survivors for taking your life back.

[@chelseymarks8047]

Love your comment im a surviver and this was one of the song that help give me life in sad time cheack out a song called RED WINE BY TIAGO GOT THE KEYS. Health is weath love will always win c

[@maxwhite8616]

@@chelseymarks8047 those artists would love to know they helped someone

[@xbrandi12345x]

She is lucky to have you. Many ladies don't have anyone and the hotlines and help they say is available is a joke. I am glad she got out and you're a good sister for helping her and being there for her like a sister should.

[@trimaturn]

"Proud of all you survivors for taking your life back" As one of those survivors, that part made my eyes water up. I don't even know you but thank you. The world needs more people like you Brittany :)

[@amberovermyer2654]

I started sobbed hysterically the minute you started speaking. I have never ran across a song that so perfectly describes what I've been living and feeling for almost a decade 💔💔💔💔

[@angielyn70]

This would of been harder if u went the Harley Quinn route because it sounds like her talking to the joker

[@deannadyer4315]

I just got out of a mentally abusive relationship with a narcissist. This song hits home and made my whole night. Thank you so much for this ❤️ Merry Christmas Sky ☺️

[@gowan4682]

Yes it fully hit home... my narcissist and I have been divorced 10 years and still battling trauma. And nightmares from ptsd of 2 major suicide attempts. Her music helps more than she knows

[@shaniamcelreath0911]

@gowan same here out of an abusive relationship of 7 years and i still have nightmares, flash backs, ptsd, etc. I love this song

[@tiffanywelch5723]

Girl the absolute same. My heart needed this 💛

[@lisuanetterivera3844]

👍🔥🔥🔥🔥👏👏👏👏👏

[@keyarashia8372]

This hit home and hits hard. 11 years with him and 2 kids. My husband is truly a great man to help me build and recover.

[@raynestorm2041]

Three months after leaving a marriage to a narcissist, and this is exactly what I need. Has been a long, hard couple months in the aftermath and I expect it to stay that way for a while, but this hits so many points of the abuse and absolute hell that it was to try and make it work. Thank you, thank you, thank you!! You're doing something amazing here, whether you realize it yet or not. Keep it up, you're the voice a lot of us really need to hear 🙏💜💚🖤

[@whopper526]

Hell yeah, honey. I'm proud of you. 💕 I also was married to a manipulating gaslighting abusive narcissist and it took me 14 years and 3 kids later to leave and divorce him. I'm now married to the exact opposite of him and so damn happy. Keep your chin up. You got this 💕

[@nothingnoone87]

Reminded me of the narcissistic abuse I endured and am coping with

[@the_flip_side_paranormal]

me too😢 crazy i didn't even see it comin i had zero clue what a narcissist actually was until i wz tricked into marrying one.😢 i wz in love with someone who didn't actually exist nd tht bothers me badly. n then he left. im thankful he moved on to new. n old supply however i hope they realize theyre worthy of so much more than his abuse. 😢 i however am not healing properly if at all. he destroyed everything i believed in. he came in knowing my past trauma n created a completely new level of PTSD. i cnt run from myself ,i cnt live with myself,and honestly everything i had left inside myself thts worth anything is imprisoned. im questioning everything n not able to even trust my own self cuz obviously i allowed it all to happen cuz i fell in love with a complete lie. a 100% pure evil pretender. 😢

[@emziilouuu]

Not a marriage, but 6 year relationship for me with a narcissistic prick. Ended with him getting someone else pregnant less than a week after my nan died and hid it for most of the pregnancy. Was a blessing in disguise cause I escaped his grip and can finally see the hell he put me through. This song sums up how I've felt so so much, sxydaddy is amazing, she gives us all a much needed voice!!

[@sarahmoon-sapp1195]

I'm trying to get myself together to escape my narcissistic abuser now after 8+ years, two kids, one of whom died of SIDS... I'm so isolated but I'm done. My child and I deserve better. He's not even human, just a self obsessed scumbag who thinks he does no wrong and is owed everything.

[@maryagaskill4491]

I've been trying to live with my past trauma for 10 years now. Your music doesn't make me feel alone. I know im powerful for never feeling like a victim and being a server of my rape and DV. You have no idea just how much of a positive impact you're having on everyone thats went through something horrible. ❤

[@KitKat_95]

I love everything about this video! The acting, the dancing, the singing, but most importantly the story. People who have never suffered trauma tell people who do "just walk it off" or "you asked for it" or (my favorite) "you should have told somebody". It's bad enough that the trauma happened but getting people to believe you is a lot harder and worse. Keep fighting, girl. Your true people will stand by you!

[@KillTheFear]

Lol!

[@youvebeengilmored25]

@@KillTheFearwhy is that funny 💀

[@KillTheFear]

@@youvebeengilmored25 lol! Right? Lol!

[@KillTheFear]

@@youvebeengilmored25 sensitive people everywhere. My god.

[@RiverStyxx24]

@@KillTheFear Sensitive? what?? They just asked why that was funny??💀💀

[@raymondgapinski4607]

@SkyDxddy I’ve been sleeping. I’ve just spent hours going through your music. I’ve been listening to mostly NF the past couple years. I wish I heard you earlier. I’m glad I know your music now. Id like to thank you for a vulnerable, brutally, honest, and real music so you’re putting out there!!! thank you

[@julieporter6231]

Your ability to put the emotion, pain, and trauma into words is beautiful! It is therapeutic to hear the words! I also know the strength it takes to break the silence! I am thankful for you!

[@clarkkent1177]

When you hear something that makes you feel every single emotion in the words. By the way you rap better than more than half the mainstream. This is a literal masterpiece.

[@frostyyy3762]

its fuckin terrible

[@chrisredfield2829]

im not a rap fan , im a metal head , but saw a verse of this on facebook and had to look up the full song , very awesome , and its message is so potent

[@AmazinglyFuckedUp]

You should listen to Dax's reply. She wins but still lol

[@024red_demon7]

Girl you kill every song you ever put out! I'm super proud of you and the platform you've created your an inspiration to so many!!

[@milcop1995]

Wow, got goosebumps from this one. The original from DAX is great, but WOW, you did make it your own ❤️

[@samanthabutts2218]

I do everytime I hear the hook

[@Ravenheart24]

"Stop acting like we're the problem cause we chose not to be weak." That line hits really hard. Thank you for this

[@aliciaredditt]

I fucking love this song. I'm in my 40s and I'm sure you are much younger than me, SkyDxddy, but thank you for this song. I went through the same trauma years ago. I'm sorry you did too, honey. You have a gift and your gift resonates with people of all ages.❤ ❤❤

[@snowballluvssnow683]

I NEED this on my Spotify Playlist! I'd have it on repeat all day!! I love this song!! Thanks for making this!

[@christinaniles]

I love this song, I just got out of a 12 year physically, verbally, mental abusive marriage, and this song totally helps me feel better, I'm sad it's not on spotify though.

[@amandalove2657]

I think so many people who know what this song is about because it's happened to them. Including me. This song makes me feel like I have some sense of control back over what happened. She is so talented! 💚

[@hazybrneyesmd]

THAT PART!!!!!!!

[@candaceseitz7689]

Truth!! My ex abused me for 13 years

[@amandalove2657]

@@candaceseitz7689 I am so sorry you went through that! I can't imagine how scared you were. I really hope you are in a better situation now and realize none of that was your fault. You are beautiful and deserve to be happy with someone who knows how to treat you. 💜

[@yesok5774]

i no eactly she singing about yes iv been there 👍🏻

[@fernandomanuelvelazco]

❤ Fernando Manuel Velasco

[@nicholeguertin1542]

Your music really hits deep for me. Never stop..every word I swear feels like it was written for my situation

[@mmcook87]

Thank you for being a solid voice for victims of trauma & abuse, we feel you 🖤💔 Couldn't have even said half of this as well, thank you! And Merry Christmas 💓

[@-DEATHSTROKE]

Thank Dax too?

[@trinamarieortiz3971]

@@-DEATHSTROKE not everyone has to be thanked. If people connect with a certain artist and not another that’s okay. Giving credit where it’s due is different though.

[@ladyfxllc]

@DEATHSTROKE definitely thanks to Dax. If it wasn't for him, this wouldn't have come to fruition. ❤️‍🔥

[@mmcook87]

@Trina Marie Ortiz thank you! My thankfulness is from a place of how much these lyrics resonate with my life. The acceptance, acknowledgement, and hurt Sky Dxddy shows of a victim of trauma/abuse.. takes a lot of guts to say these things. She says them in a big big way, a lot of victims are forced to silence for some sort of protection, with no recovery in mind ☠️ I'm grateful to hear & it gives me power to share a strong, talented, woman, to a badass song, spitting words I want to scream. #thisisrecovery

[@kelseypeters9776]

The amount of emotions that went through me listening to this song was so overwhelming.. thank you for making this remix I can't wait for more of your work ❤️

[@cassandralynn.]

I love the roller-coaster of emotions.. U killed it! The lyrics of the song & the video = perfection

[@katelynthomas5177]

Your music breaks me on levels I needed to be broken to. I needed to feel this. I needed to raise my voice. I needed to know I’m not wrong. I needed to feel I was abused. I needed all of this. Thank you.

[@kimberlypasco2803]

This is AMAZING!!! I love that you did a full cover. I could feel every word, and all of the pain. You killed it!!! (And they deserved it!)

[@mistyeich2841]

Skydxddy this is the best Christmas gift ever!

[@emileegraybeal8398]

This song puts the anger and frustration I am trying to heal from into words perfectly. It’s sad how many people can relate to this song.

[@holliewould446]

I love that this was filmed in an abandoned government military base!! 😂 IYKYK

[@elenaanca5589]

I feell that pain ,that pain makes me stronger every day!!

[@meganstang7500]

DAMN GIRL!! I got goosebumps 😳 ❤️❤️❤️❤️ You and Dax need to collab ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@laoshi3031]

I Can't stop playing this song.. I don't like rap or some like this.. but I can't stop ... your voice, your story, you are a musical bomb ! thanks for moving our spirit like that.

[@chloescaptures808]

Raw and real. The emotion that goes into this hits the soul .👌 One of the best clips iv ever seen.

[@mriley4890]

I play this often. My whole childhood and my young adult life has been ongoing abuse from my mother and my ex's they mentally, emotionally and physically abused me. This song is comforting and brings tears to me. Thank you I'm stronger and will never be weak again & that kills them inside.

[@dennisdavila4940]

First off, you absolutely KILLED it! And second, I love how deep the lyrics are! Dax really REALLY needs to open his eyes and get you on this officially!

[@0FFBRAND]

well he commented

[@RobertStarkey]

He's promoting it!

[@saraletourneau4603]

This is the ultimate Christmas gift to us. We are so excited

[@marcieanderson6601]

I love your style girl! You are giving a voice to the victims and I am one of them. Thank you!❤❤

[@veronicawood8883]

I feel this so hard in my heart. The way you put feeling behind it makes it so tangible.

[@CheshireCat1988]

your music helps me. I'm a DV survivor. I got myself & my daughters out of a 3 yr abusive marriage, back in 2015. My girls are now 14, & 12 1/2 yrs old. And they absolutely LOVE your music too. Keep up the amazing work 🙌. Much loves🫶

[@mandielukkes-black3616]

This is AMAZING! It sucks that so many of us can relate to this, but you brought it to the highest level of speaking out. I love this so much, and I can't wait to see what you come up with next! Keep making music. You are helping more people than you know

[@carrolajnas3386]

I am you biggest fan and that’s it, I have so much respect and love for you. Thank you for helping us❤

[@darrellhanley4281]

She hits those bars hard. It is awesome

[@bunnychick55]

This song speaks volumes to me. It describes my experiences. Listening helps release anger. Thank you you easily rose to my favorite artist. Much respect 🙏

[@valeriai-ds2qo]

I feel the same

[@e.r.langford2965]

Damn girl, your lyrics gave me chills. I remember having some of those same feelings.

[@PrettyB9258]

I love her message, delivery, and personal style. The lyrics in this song gives me chills it's so accurate. Keep going suga!!!!! 🫶🏽

[@BeeLopez2024]

I love that she can express her feelings through song. I bet it's wonderful therapy..I wish I could get my feelings and thoughts out with song...she's very talented.

[@morgandykeman56]

This song is getting me stronger and more confident to take on my attacker. Thank you. I don’t know if I’d would’ve ever been able too. It still may take a while but I’ll get stronger. Thank you for being brave and making this song. ❤

[@haley-roseduff1907]

You KILLED this!! And hearing this just is so surreal thank you for speaking out and clearly doing something you’re amazing at. This has been forever on repeat!! Go kick ass my Queen ❤

[@kellihernandez3387]

SOUNDS LIKE MY MARRIAGE OF 18YRS TO A COVERT NARCISSIST

[@chelseycrail9312]

I don’t even have words girl. Your talent is out of this world. I’m honestly speechless, it’s like you gave my pain a voice. Absolutely insane.

[@Loydt....4]

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[@CyndiDawn]

I neeedddd this on spotifyy❤❤

[@madibri336]

I felt this so deeply 😢 I need this on Spotify 😍

[@jordangann7438]

Well that answers my question lol

[@19spencerking94]

Hell yes! I cannot wait to vibe with this song for my Christmas! You are an amazing woman and soul, and don't let anybody tell you differently! Last year my dad passed from skin cancer and my mother passed from an accident overdose and music like yours gets me through so much... PLEASE keep being you and please keep impacting all of us who NEED you! Much LOVE sent your way Beautiful soul! Love, The Minnesotan Spencer! Lol!!🥰🥰🥰🫶

[@kriswithakhogan8926]

Agreed!👍 She is Amazing 👏 😍 ❤️ I just lost one of Best Friends to Liver Failure Yesterday and.....Sky Dxddy has helped me so much this past year....."Just Be You, you're the Only one who can, so do you and do you, Proud" -Tom Macdonald-

[@69himmel]

This was amazing. Taking your power back never sounded so beautiful! 🔥💜

[@savanahray5299]

Everyone loves her part of the song she blew up on tiktok with for me its everything else especially the end that I can relate to the most some people will never understand this pain and as bad as you wish they could youd still never wish it on someone 😢❤

[@mandybeth512]

I need this on repeat on spotify

[@mistyeich2841]

Notification set! Let’s go!

[@DiamondArtRevelations]

Wow wow wow!! Dax is one of my fav artists, actually going to his show in Sept, which is huge for me as I don’t do crowds thanks to PTSD from past trauma which is something you unfortunately have experienced too… When I found this through his tiktok, it was like you could see deep into my soul and started rhyming exactly how I feel towards the monsters who changed my life forever… I had to come listen to the entire song and you blew me away 🤯🤯 I am glad to see that I am not the only “assault” survivor who has a sheer intense anger & hatred for the 2 men who brutalized me for hours & then left me for dead at the age of 17 December 17th 1996… It’s not something you can just “get over & move on” from, unless you have experienced having your very being & essence stripped from you violently I say “SHUT THE F**K UP”!!! I have listened to some of your other songs as well, thank you for speaking up for many of us who still live in our nightmare every day, it’s been almost 30 years since my life changed forever and I am just as angry now if not more as I was the day it happened… Your music really has helped me to see & understand That I am not alone, sadly these creatures with tainted souls have forever left their dark mark on us in the form of emotional scars we are now forced to live with… I am 14 years clean & sober, I have 3 amazing children & I am no longer their victim, instead I am now their karma… When you said karma’s coming and she has my name in your rap, I just literally chocked on my coffee because that is what I have been saying for years now… Only someone with the same scars can fully understand why we carry the anger we do, again thank you so much you have actually helped with your music to put another piece of my broken soul back together, I dont feel so alone now… I am sure you will never see this but that’s alright just putting the words down is good for me, Maybe someone who like us has a fractured soul and they will see, even as disgusting as this is there is a community of survivors who 1000% understands your struggle… I am going to stop writing my novel and going 50 shades of ADHD and go continue binging your tunes… Can’t say it enough THANK YOU!! You have a gift, so glad you were strong enough to share it with us & you are going to help so many people never stop PLEASE!! Maybe one day I will get to see you in concert as I am DAX, that’s if you ever tour Canada!! May the universe bestow up you much Love, Light & Blessings 🌛🌝🌜 Rowan aka that_crafty_witch (on tiktok)

[@katrinaharper2920]

Hugs! Your trauma happened on my 16th birthday unfortunately but I’m here lurking in the comments reading everything. I need to know that I’m not alone and maybe someday I won’t be so angry at the world. I have kept too much inside and protected all the wrong people in my life. Don’t stop fighting and never stop sharing your story. It may be someone else’s survival guide. ❤

[@ReddDimensional]

Loved it!! I've been through abuse, neglect, not having a father, bullying, a broken heart, spent a week at a crisis center etc. Reached rock bottom and became a much stronger person through our creator Himself and by making better choices to start saving myself to become who I'm meant to be. Just heard this song and I've gotta say "You're badass"!!!! Keep being you and God bless!!

[@user-ei2qt7qw8t]

Maybe it’s better you didn’t have your father??? I wish and I wish I didn’t have a father like mine!!

[@ReddDimensional]

@@user-ei2qt7qw8t Yeah, you're right because I still made it without him.

[@maranda1609]

Thank you. This remix hit a sore spot. Left me feeling empowered for overcoming the pain and past. A badass for battling and overcoming. Thank you.

[@dirtylizard1212]

I have thoroughly enjoyed the other songs I’ve heard before but this is probably my favorite one being a remix of one of my favorite songs by one of my favorite spitters. From start to finish you were going in hard and I was loving it the whole time. I also really like the way you mirrored Dax in the way it was structured without being just a copy of him with your own personal spin and homage. Yeah definitely my favorite one from you and I can’t remember any I didn’t like. Keep it up us freaks need more like this.

[@rawn5309]

Yoooo she's got real emotions behind those lyrics. One of the better remixes I've heard.. I still have PHIX as my #1, but this chick killed it

[@sheyna6058]

Gave me the people that died Gave me the cuts on my thights Gave me the nights that I cried when everyone heard but turned off the lights Gave me a lifetime of pain Gave me a heart on my sleeve Gave you too many chances to put respect on my name Give me a list full of people that took advantage of me and call upon everybody that said they'd come runnin but the second I need them I DON'T SEE THEM MAN.. I'M PISSED But I think you knew that already You said that you could be trusted but you fell back on that bullshit already You think I'm crazy right? Cause nobody knows what you're really like and if I told the truth I'd be told that I'm lying and trying to ruin your life but you fucking knew that already You ain't special You're just a shadow that lurks in the dark Waiting for prey to tear them apart while you sit and laugh about the acts you've committed and the people you fooled cause they thought you were different You cannot beat me I'm just one of the list full of people you wronged bitch I am building an army. You think it's funny cause you never been trought the trauma I hate the fact that I need to say this but keep all that energy if that shit happen to your baby brother or momma I tell you this as a warning cause what's coming next is they numb all their pain with big pharma now I ain't the one to cast judgment but that shit's a good way to get some bad karma. So please continue to laugh but that is some shit you cannot take back You made me so aggressive you should have expected what would have happen after the fact Run that shit back All your apologies don't mean crap cause you ain't even sorry you're scared you got caught lemme show you what it's like when you're flashing back. Maybe it was me Maybe I shouldn't have gone out that night and it wouldn't have gotten so ugly Maybe I'm blaming myself Maybe I thought I could trust you cause you always said that you loved me Maybe you think I'm naive Maybe in reality you have no power that's why you need me on my knees (yah) It's all a trick. I hate myself when I should hate you and god that makes me so SICK You were the problem I'm in the depths of my own little hell and still everyone thinks I'm a bitch. You rip me open now I'm just exposed man what part of no don't you get? And if I'm being real they all say that they care but I know that you don't give a shit. So why the abuse How could you do that You leave a negative impact not knowing what you do always comes back You've got a smile on your face but your heart is pitch black and I'm letting everyone in your life know that it's a fucking trap I need help but y'all can't help with that I kept my head down, kept my mouth shut and I've defended you but I'm done with all that So go fuck youself cause you're real good at that The source of my pain and panic attacks You're insane, they're a saint! I can't believe the things you're saying.. but MY TURN Why so serious baby? Why do you look so surprised after you drove me crazy You forgot that I was dangerous and even stronger than before You forgot that you took my whole life so now you owe me yours. You forgot about that night while I have it BURNED inside my brain I'm stuck inside an asylum but tonight I will escape. You forgot to carry shame You forgot that I'm insane You forgot that karma's coming and she has my fucking name! (HaHaHaHa) I'm feeling violent (Ha) Go figure. I'm now in the mood to watch you be disfigured You can't keep your hands away so I think I'll cut off your fingers then I'll chop them up real nice and toss them in my blender Welcome come come come come come to my kitchen You're fucking sick Here's a spoon full of your medicine you fucking prick I don't even wanna know what kind of person does that shit You know it's just a power trip I've been stripping you of all of it, I'm making you my bitch Let me explain It's more than just a couple mistakes It's darker than it actually looks This makeup hides all of my pain- I don't trust you it's not the same Everything you say is fake That's why I'm holding up a mirror so you can stare that monster in you in the fucking face. This is what you get Did you think you were immune to reprecussions what did you honestly expect? Do you think I'm not angry, have no feelings or maybe you don't know you cut too deep and now I'm bleeding Maybe you think that I am this close to just retreating Or maybe just maybe You'll never fucking care The shred of remorse that's even there is justified by what you tell yourself at night I'm coming for your throat because karma didn't bite but just remember I gave you a chance to make all of this right You asked for all this shit it's not my fault that you can't..- Stop staying I need to move on when you don't know what it's like Stop saying it can't be that bad when you weren't there that night Stop making excuses for the rapists and the creeps Stop acting like we're the problem cause we chose not to be WEAK. (Manic laughter)

[@amberlynn309]

Don't listen to all the haters girl! This was sick and all you're lyrics in any song always speak volumes ❤️

[@armandomorelos2500]

She has haters? This was dope!

[@ladyfxllc]

I can't get enough of this song. I love Dax's version, but this one is so on point and relatable. 💚💜

[@Lanore01]

Look, I have been listening to Skydaddy for years❤She is soo underrated!!!

[@michaelholder6129]

dam girl you rock, your one of the best female artist i love listening too.

[@TheRoobear88]

This is amazing and I am in love with it. This needs to be on Spotify.

[@tink8442]

Thank you for making the music you do. I don't feel alone anymore In my struggle to survive you're doing great work

[@sanchiaellis7654]

Felt the lyrics in my soulllll😫😫😫😫

[@tyaramartinez1204]

@Skydxddy Thank you so much for your music, because of you I am surviving I can't wait to see you in SLC UT! You don't realize how much this song hits until you live it

[@Reiderholtz]

YAAAS QUEEEEN!

[@tammiwilliams5728]

I’m so glad I found her she is absolutely powerful with her words and emotions I feel all of it on so many levels. Please keep making music for us we need and love you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Maokii]

I agree!! She is the reason I am staying strong 💪 ❤

[@damian07141987]

I could definitely picture em on this. I can relate to this song more than I'd like to admit. This was 🔥🔥🔥

[@heatherwarren7988]

I can't listen to your music without crying my eyes out! Your songs describe so many thing I've gone through in my life! Doesn't help I was supposed to be in Columbus, Ohio to see your show tonight and the universe did me dirty and now I don't get to see you! Your music is my therapy!!!!! I love you!!!!

[@kikimarriott8707]

Literally am obsessed with you and traumacore and what you're doing, turning darkness into something beautiful is amazing, you should be so proud of what you're achieving with your music 🎶 ❤

[@shawndenesha8222]

Absolutely beautiful masterpiece. You rocked this and blew my mind. Much love from 🇨🇦. I need this on a streaming app to listen to on repeat.

[@mitchellgolston2726]

I’m in love wow what a skill set / she’s amazing and great to look at she killed that song

[@saminoli5983]

I need this song on Spotify so bad, loved it ❤❤❤

[@shawnhurley4898]

Wow you really are a talent. The meaning behind your songs are deap on a real level and I think that's amazing. To be able to talk about real life pain you've been through to help others is a beautiful thing. Keep up the good work!

[@hayleighsmith8274]

Thank you for this absolute vibe on Christmas and thank you for making so many of us feel seen/heard through your music

[@anthonymorse7099]

You know When I see the video with all the other rappers spent and I heard her verses. I wanted to hear More definitely more. And I'm glad I got the chance right now to hear It.

[@peachyneko..9790]

Oddly enough, this song finds me comfort in the relationship I have with my egg donner and that I am pretty sure I look for traits of a narcissists now in my life for comfort. Also gatta love that BPD makes it feel impossible to choose who you love

[@gypsyrn2672]

OH MY GAWWWWWD! This is literally my new favorite song. You expressed everything I feel. Keep the Traumacore coming. I'm obsessed

[@LORAYDEN_94Moe]

Thank you for being our Voice Sky!!!

[@mtcm365]

A lot of these lyrics hit way different growing up with a narcissistic mother, trying to a man who "loved" me the way she did.

[@starmaiden1199]

Ohhhh YESSSS that was FIRE!!! 💜💜💜🤯🥰