DAY IN MY LIFE: an honest update & small wins

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[@cici4064]

you're spoiling us too much with how much content you're making and i love it! i just want to say that you inspire me so much, soph. so proud to see you grow

[@marisaarmendariz2600]

Woah. This break down was SO REAL. I felt everything you were saying! You express yourself so raw, you’re the coolest and I love how all your medical equipment is just a really amazing accessory to who you are! You can tell you are literally hurting and that’s heart breaking but literally you convince yourself other wise and that takes strength!! Good for you! 100% you’re a bad ass!

[@koridennis7451]

Thank you for sharing your emotions with us.. Never apologize for that. We love/support you ❤️🙏

[@rebeccaun8588]

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[@khalilahd.]

I’m so glad you’re listening to your body and taking the healing time you need. Just remember you’re doing better than you’re feeling. always rooting for you Soph 💜

[@Willow_Tree444]

Thank u Soph for showing us the hard parts of ur healing process! Sometimes i forget that im not the only that has hard days when healing so seeing this helps a lot. Also i love how much u have been posting lately because ur videos are like a comfort place for me! Im working on healing my past self and just learning to love myself, and having ur videos/podcast has helped so much so thank u. Anyways that’s all i love you and hope u have an amazing week! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

[@hannahliz0790]

i've never wanted to crawl past my laptop screen and hug someone more than during this vlog

[@King-cc8od]

Killing the healing game soph letting your body rest is always important proud of you kid good for you for celebrating the small wins 🏆 all wins are special even the little wins love u queen 👑

[@malb5200]

Your vulnerability with us is such a treasure to this world. We ALL feel like this for some reason or another and you remind us that it’s okay to be human and show our emotions because we all share them. I love you, Soph! You are stronger than you can even imagine and are kicking not only T1D in the butt but life in general as well💗🥳 Sending lots of hugs and love your way🥰 Keep being you and never stop smiling that beautiful smile! Xo

[@lorinnehelmick9945]

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[@sara-fj7du]

I want to give you the biggest hug. This vlog was so beautiful and raw! healing is never a linear process and struggling does not push it back it’s part of it. I’m so incredibly proud of you and i hope you can see that you are doing so so well Soph. We love you so much and thank you for showing your raw emotions and trust me you’re not alone many of us struggle it’s normal and it’s human.

[@Jenbaxtr]

Soph you’re doing absolutely amazing! Thank you for blessing us with all this content and giving us an insight into your life, you’re coping astronomically with everything life is throwing at you right now and you should be unbelievably proud of yourself ❤️

[@mareatsmangoes]

Watching this at night with my candles lit and just wanted to say thank you for being such a comforting person

[@taylora8984]

Soph you are doing SO amazing. Being vulnerable and feeling these feelings is such a beautiful thing. Pain and heartbreak can feel so so lonely. Sharing your emotions with so many people is so strong and inspiring. Just know the best and most transformative growth comes from pain. You are doing amazing

[@Maki_ASMR]

i'm so proud of you, seriously, soph. take every day and everything one step at a time. ♡ you're so brave and so courageous i admire you!! sending you so much love

[@defangscar2272]

i hope you know just how much you help people soph! just listening to your vlogs while trying to do my own daily tasks has been so, so helpful. watching you find yourself and build a new life that serves you in this new apartment has been amazing to watch. you help me calm down when i’m having days where i’m especially anxious. thank you for being here and thank you for being you

[@NishStorm]

Girl you’re doing so great!! Diabetes sucks so much, but you’re so blessed to have this amazing platform to inform and help thousands of young people, especially newly diagnosed, living with type 1 diabetes!! I think the fact that you’re able to wake up early and be SO productive is incredible and shows so much strength! Keep doing awesome! 😊💕

[@pkmnbvc2692]

don’t let your past try and define you! you are so much more than your past🤍 your universe loves you so much

[@angelinapupillo2785]

soph i watch you religiously because you give me comfort and help me get my tasks done for the day. i love you and I’m sending you a big warm hug!

[@theycallmet9425]

your videos bring me joy! i love how you keep things raw and real. as a person who was diagnosed with a chronic illness at the beginning of this year i understand how you feel. i also have health anxiety as well and when something slightly feels off about me i start going through all the possible things that could be wrong. getting through the tough days can be hard but you can do it! i’m glad you have your friends and family to uplift you. sending good vibes and prayers your way😊💙

[@jessmander9]

Sending a virtual hug from NY! I know exactly how it feels to want someone to hug and comfort you when your feeling sad or scared. Thank you for sharing your truth with us.

[@samanthaneill4672]

It really is hard with diabetes, its always hit or miss with being okay with it and then feeling overwhelmed. If you’re anxious that could be playing with your sugars too. Mine normally ride high when I’m anxious. I love decorating my pumps with stickers or rhinestones and make them a cute accessory. I’ve had little kids stop me and say hi because I normally have mine showing and they feel seen because they wear them and that really helps me feel more confident.

[@jubelord]

hey im so proud of how far you have come and continue to break these barriers down everyday that may stop a lot of people. you are truly incredible and we are here for u always :))) thanks for being open and not being afraid to be vulnerable. love you so so much girlie

[@Katherineee_H]

Soph, I can’t express my gratitude enough for letting us in on such a vulnerable and real part of your life. It sadness me when you think you are a burden to us for showing your emotions. That’s the complete opposite of what we think. The amount of things that changed so quickly and abruptly you’ve handled yourself with grace. I really am in awe of your latest podcast, I laughed with you, and shed many tears with you. I want you to know you are valid and every emotion you are experiencing are valid. We all love you so much and will be here through all of life’s crazy obstacles. You are flouring and I can’t wait to see what amazing accomplishments you achieve next 🫶🏽

[@Natalia-dm7iw]

Hey Soph we love you and your not a burden your special and you're loved. Thank you for being so open with us and allowing us to be part of your new journey. 🤗💞

[@hannahkristinehaahr5757]

So good seeing you on your grind. Remember it's okay to take a step back if it's needed❤️

[@harleycompton]

Your energy is immaculate. You got this dude 🫶🏼🤍

[@rosegleason8702]

your emotions and feelings are valid. thank you for continuing to show us it’s okay to not be okay 🥺✨

[@kaylamurray6225]

i’m playing catch up on these videos.. & they’re genuinely keeping me afloat & aiding in my own personal journey in re-finding myself post break up. with the extra videos it genuinely feels as an audience member that we’re on facetime catching up! i LOVE these so so much!

[@medikstudnt8395]

You have a sense of calming and realness in you, I thank you for being so bold, and vulnerable

[@isabellaalves8089]

Your honesty is inspiring. So good to be able to relate in such a deep level. Thank you for being so brave and real!

[@theripenedheart]

your vlogs are seriously my favorite!

[@LameLifeOfKelsey]

The emotions you are feeling towards your diabetes is so valid. In a very different way, I relate to you. I was in a car crash that left me with a traumatic brain injury, movement disorder, etc. I still have days where I mourn the life I had before all the medical complications. I have days where I get insecure and feel like a burden. Because living with chronic illness or diabetes IS tough. But the good thing is we are TOUGHER. We still offer the world so much. Be gentle with yourself, Soph. One day at a time 💛.

[@anabaughman]

YOU ARE GONNA HEAL BABES. soon your gonna look back at these and be so proud of the progress you made. you being so real on the internet takes a lot so we’re all proud hang in there love ❤

[@Hollymodz]

thank you soph for providing such a realistic perspective. nothing beats a nice 30 minute escape from reality to watch your videos! always here for you

[@Hollymodz]

i agree with your poll!!! i never HAD to do chores but now that i live alone, i am ALWAYS on top of my chores and cleaning and everything. i literally have never related to something more

[@karebear7903]

Hey Soph love you lots!!! Youre killin this thing called life!

[@beautybiz13]

Soph! It's so brave of you to show the full range of human emotion on your channel as sadness is something most of us can relate to. Grief isn't a straight line, and it will ebb and flow for the rest of your life. What's important is allowing yourself to feel it the way you have been instead of numbing yourself and shutting down. You're no less strong when you're crying than you are when you're smiling. I'm sure that you feel so attached to having "good" blood sugar levels because it feels like one of the few things you can control in such an out-of-your-control situation, but please don't forget that there are things you can't change. You can do absolutely everything right and still have spikes you don't expect, and that is in no way your fault--it's just your body trying its best! I'm so proud of you for putting yourself first and rediscovering who you are as an individual! It's a lot of work, but it is well worth it.

[@savannahcollins350]

Also, all of the emotions you’re feeling are completely normal and totally okay. You’ve gone through SO much change so quickly and it’s normal to feel overwhelmed, anxious, sad, lonely, etc. Healing and grief are anything but linear, but remember the bad always comes with good. Don’t beat yourself up for having a “bad” day emotionally or feel like there’s a timeline to feeling better or back to “100%.” Once you accept “I’m going to have good days and bad days, and that’s okay”, it will get easier and you’ll be able to almost forgive yourself for not feeling your best all the time. Just be kind to yourself and know that the bad days don’t make you a failure or mean that you’re moving backwards, they are just a part of the healing process that are actually pushing you forwards and fostering so much growth. Overtime there will be more good days than bad, and then almost no bad days at all. You’re doing so great and we’re all so incredibly proud of you and support you fully. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us, and reach out if you ever need a friend or someone to talk to (I’m 26 and don’t live too far from you). You’ve got this Soph! ❤️💕

[@madiisonrivera]

soph :( i feel you on that breakdown about diabetes. i was 9 when i was diagnosed so i don't really know much of a life without diabetes, but i understand that health anxiety is really terrible. my 11 year anniversary is on the 22nd and i already know that day is going to be hard. i grieve a life that i could have lived and how different everything would be. but some of the things i've learned in my 11 years is that your blood sugar is going to do some wild things. i've found for myself that understanding that so many things affect my blood sugar helps me rationalize why it's doing what it's doing. if i'm excited about something during my day or anxious about something, it goes up. if i get really, REALLY scared, it drops like crazy. when i'm sick with the flu or have a UTI, it spikes. rarely EVER do i have "perfect" numbers. i know that what we have could kill us, but its so rare that being 150 or even 200 will do much to hurt us (not official medical advice lmao). and in terms of devices, i feel that way too sometimes. i started off with a libre 2 a year ago and for the first couple months i felt like the shit. then i started the omnipod a few months ago and having strangers ask me "what's that on your arm? what's that on your leg?" is when the insecurities stared a bit. but this is your story soph!! this is who you and me and so many other people like us are! when i hear you talk about diabetes on your vlogs or see your content with your omnipod out and proud, it makes me feel very seen and validated. i feel like i almost have a friend whose also just like me and we can relate to each other. anyways i know this is long and you likely wont read or see it but i want you to know the majority of people wont judge you for your devices and that it's okay to grieve the life you once had. but just know that you get stronger every single day and you've got so many people in your corner (myself included!!)

[@taborbriscoe3010]

you’re so strong soph. 🥺 you’re an inspiration.

[@Melissa-ko2sg]

I never comment on KZbin BUT I was enjoying the vlog and then all of a sudden you began to break down…. And it’s like I broke down with you. It was so real and genuine and I shouldn’t say amazing but it was good to see that there are people out there like yourself who aren’t afraid to show the bad times and to the rest of us, it inspires us to get up and be tough along side with you. You’re doing an amazing job and I look forward to many more vlogs with you ❤

[@eatsmylife_]

Feeling like hearing a friend 😌 Love the vibe ✨ Thank you so much for this 🙏 Also my parents never really ask me to do chores 😬 but also i am not the best now as an adult 🙃 And don’t ask sorry for the “down parts” 🥺 we are here for you not only for the happy parts 🥺 sending virtual hug because i feel you so much about the lack of physical touch as hugging when you are single 🥺🫂

[@rheatitaia8215]

I love it when you did not try to hide your vulnerable side. We are human beings and we do have a feeling. So we don't have to always show up as happy person anytime. And it's perfect, we need balance in our lives.

[@lilijpires]

Never apologize for sharing your feelings! Im proud of you 🤍🤍🤍

[@jenniemonnin1776]

You keep your head up baby and keep going. I like that as your crying you say your not going to quit. Life does suck sometimes ( not that life isnt a beautiful thing ) but your going to have hard days but you were built for this soph. You got this. We all love you and are here for you.

[@samradinsky2788]

i love you and how real you are! thanks for being the coolest and for being a really big inspiration :)

[@eleanorharrington1074]

I’m a young adult that lives alone, your sister is beyond right. It has helped me immensely. I often feel like a burden to myself, I think to master being alone without FEELING alone is difficult. Just remember the bad times are all part of the growth, thank you for being vulnerable with us✨

[@calliea9064]

Hey there! I love seeing people healing heartbreak in a healthy way. It is hard and painful and it is a great teacher. I’m glad you trust the universe to move you through it. All you can do is feel the pain when it comes and enjoy your day when it’s not around.

[@coriannepratoussy7972]

soph. I just went down the tiktok and somehow discovered your huge loss. I can’t help but identify. I am just so proud of you for resting. sleeping, and taking care of your body and figuring yourself out. I’m just here to say Amazing Work Soph! Keep going. One step in front of the other. 🥰

[@eleonorasandrini5227]

You're doing really good, I'm having trouble with my anxiety too and fighting with something that's chronic, it really wears you out. Right now I'm really scared, but seing you doing all this stuff on your own, with all that personality and kindness is giving me so much hope. Thank you..

[@monicapena3171]

I agree with the chores thing. My parents (cubans) forced me to do chores if i wanted to go out, now i’m the type of person that will not do chores unless i choose to do it, but I definitely have a negative attachment to washing dishes but i love folding clothes, i loathe cleaning, that was the one thing i was mainly forced to do and i have such a negative view towards it since my mom would always critique how i would clean, you just had to do it her way or her way. And it was always hard to meet those expectations, so now i no longer clean, im moving out and no longer have to worry about someone forcing me to do something that your mind plays a huge part in it, tell me who cleans when they’re not in a right state of mind. If I feel good and my mind is not stressed and my anxiety is not high then I’ll definitely be motivated, but if not, then i will wallow in my couch.

[@emilyd3448]

I use to be indifferent when watching Sophia vlogs but I can say now I enjoy them and I love how strong she is. I’m sorry you’re having a tough time , you’ll get through this. I’m sorry you’re sad right now and I’m certain you’ll feel better soon

[@madisonbusser]

soph i appreciate your realness so much though, we don’t always need to see the good, the bad is just a part of life. everything you said was so relatable even without diabetes, you are a human just like the rest of us. life is daunting and i appreciate you showing us every side of it. thank you for honestly making me feel valid, i feel like i’ve been heard without even talking.

[@bethcrevier4066]

my parent always had us doing chores around the house growing up & im 25 and i still hate doing chores but it is also one of those things that like need to happen. also i am very glad my mom taught me how to clean because it is gross how some 25 years old literally dont know how to even sweep or mop a floor. and for that im grateful for the clean girl aesthectic because its about damn time

[@jessicaportik]

When I was first diagnosed with chronic illness (specifically A cardiac condition) I grieved my old life so much, and still do at times. But I promise you it gets better with time. You will fully go through an entire grieving process, and even when you get past one phase of the process, you may fall back a little to a previous phase here and there. it’s been 5 years, though I do miss my old self, I’ve learned to love my new self, chronic illnesses and all bc I know it has made me the person I am today and I’m proud of that. I do however still feel like a burden to people, but I cannot tell you the amount of people who reassure me that I’m not, and prove that to me by showing me. Healing (mentally) will come with time my love, and I promise you are NOT a burden. I just want to give you a hug so bad 🥺😭

[@tonyafrenier3238]

Just remember to always keep your head up. You will have some down days but just remember you can pick yourself back up. I know it's a new beginning again but it will be worth in the end!

[@peaksgirl44]

LOVE YOU SOPH

[@alexoneal2875]

Even though you aren’t showing all your emotions about everything. But you truly are helping me. Literally just watching these videos distracts my emotions and like relating to some of the stuff your going through. It just helps. So your therapist is 100% right

[@haybish20122]

I literally just got on to KZbin hoping you had a new vlog posted. I'm going thru it myself and these are honestly really motivating me in life right now 🤍 Thank you Soph

[@ALTAMICHANNEL]

Ahhh Sophhh sending you so much love!! I know I and so so many other people really admire you ❤️ keep going. It’s funny how it feels like catching up with a friend when watching your vlogs, it’s hard seeing you sad! Know that we all are here for u and are here to support u❤️ All the love, Pao

[@reecefougner-rukus7031]

you help so many people soph, you are entitled to get help from others too. everyone single one of us want to support you

[@alexoneal2875]

I love all this content so much omggg. You’re my fav person to watch on every platform. I also loved the vlog tik tok tbing. I think you should do like a behind the scenes of tik toks maybe

[@katiepanniello4852]

One thing that has helped me with my diabetes is getting rid of the idea of perfection. The way your body reacts to certain foods and exercise will change over the years. The best you can do is pay attention to trends so you can avoid highs and lows in the future. I've had diabetes for 22 years and I can confidently say you're doing just fine

[@Mimi-hv5nk]

Seeing notifications from your channel makes me so happy and excited♥♥♥I love your videos!

[@ericareisinger9854]

You’re amazing and very inspirational, thank you so much for sharing your content with us and being who you are 🤍

[@melaniemartinez791]

Soph you are so loved I’m sorry you are going through all this you def don’t deserve it . We love u sm

[@annabrown6242]

The way I love Matilda by Harry and I was shocked it was in the vid

[@sonalisodalay7367]

when soph was crying i just felt like giving her a big hug

[@treesandtori]

Soph, although I can’t relate to having diabetes I can relate to some of the things you talk about because I have an autoimmune disease- hashimotos. I completely understand how you feel like you’re grieving your old life, or how you feel like a burden. I’m constantly having to be in tune with how I feel, what I eat, just to make sure my medication is right, and that everything’s okay. I struggle with health anxiety too. It’s hard. you’re not alone! Sending you love!

[@serat3292]

Love you so much! You're so strong ❤️

[@sydneysavage3038]

Your videos always help me so much when I’m feeling anxious

[@emmaaa6098]

loving ur content recently !!

[@roxybear78]

I’m loving all the content 🤍🤍

[@jamiebanach8814]

You’re not a burden, you are so strong and everyone is so proud of you for doing so well with the cards thrown at you this past year. You’re doing great Soph

[@PersonalFinanceWithAshtyn]

OMG I completely agree with the chores theory! I was made to do chores by my parents and now that I’m on my own I absolutely hate them and I will procrastinate doing them for as long as I can but I also always thought that if they didn’t make me do chores then I wouldn’t know the responsibilities of being independent and doing house work to keep things clean. I still agree with what you said though haha totally!🥰🤗

[@haileyrivera2948]

I love your positive outlook on life💖

[@CassieKR]

When I was first diagnosed I was the classic symptoms and immediately turned to Gatorade, apple juice and water. Then went to urgent care and was told my levels were at 400... 2 days later I went to the hospital and was admitted, I blamed the apple juice for 2 weeks. It was so stupid but I am still struggling (its my 1 month day today since I was diagnosed) seeing your vlogs and seeing you live your life is actually helping Me even if you don't show the bad. 🥰 thank you for vlogging your days good or bad it really does help!!

[@jacydawn_]

loved the pod episode!!

[@madinaz2011]

You should totally put a twin day bed with trundle in your office for when your friends come and stay over! You have a beautiful space and thought it would be great! Love your self healing journey girl keep it up!

[@kailakocsis8394]

you are so, so strong soph. keep it up and keep moving forward love

[@mirandacosgroveyuca]

I wish I could give you a hug and tell you everything will be ok, you're so strong and have such a beautiful mind

[@nicoleole7]

You’re amazing! Take things a day at a time and be gentle with yourself ♥️

[@samhughes8006]

Sending you a hug now, you got this love u

[@nashinawalli6895]

youre not a burden i promise. youre amazing just the way you are❤

[@paigee_xoxo7421]

Love how much you have been posting keep it up 😁 Stay true to yourself!! 💜 I also grew up doing chores and I keep up now cause im OCD hahaah

[@jacydawn_]

So excited to see more vids from you!!!

[@neenusingh2841]

Your vlog feels soo connected with you for me..You are doing great soph.. and sending you lots of hugs for you 🥺❤️.. I love you soph ❤️🥺

[@melissakilgore1545]

U r a beautiful person inside and out. Don't give up things will gt better.

[@Maddie-lu9yi]

You are soooo strong soph 💛 there is no one else like you!

[@thedanielleallen]

I felt u so hard when you said "I don't want to have diabetes anymore"...I was diagnosed with epilepsy at the beginning of this year and I've been doing a lot of similar grieving of my "before" life. you got this!

[@ShaylaSkye]

You deserve way more subs I love ur videos!! It feels like catching up with a friend on FaceTime kinda vibes!!

[@sophiexz]

I am forsed to do some chores and i find it really anoying but at the other side somethimes i do have the motivation to do a chore that im not forsed to do. Also i wanna say that your def not anoying or anything. And your healing process is def helping and also crying ab it is a part of healing. Your amazing I just love seeing your growth im so proud of you❤.

[@gabyhernandez1790]

Thank you for sharing this with us. Your transparency and vulnerability is more impactful than you know. ❤️

[@morganhealy6137]

so proud of you soph 💗💗

[@NikkiRomena]

vulnerability is strength. emotions are strengths. this was raw and real and you don't have to apologize for grieving the life you used to have. we are here for the good and the bad. thank u for letting us be part of your growth and healing in whatever way u see fit.

[@lacigrove2447]

yes my parents do and have and I have times where I have motivation to clean. I definitely did then to get them done but I enjoy it more now since I do then on my own. i literally love psychology, it's amazing and so interesting

[@nashinawalli6895]

soph don worry everythings gonna be okay. love you🫂

[@meyer7760]

Love u soph❤️ U look amazing as usual

[@sof5268]

i understand being embarrassed about your medical devices. i feel that way about mine too. but know that these things help you to live and give you a more comfortable lifestyle. and there’s nothing embarrassing about that. i don’t judge my friends with diabetes and i don’t judge you either. i think you’re beautiful. and i am proud of you

[@ashliekempf2393]

Best part of my day is seeing your upload notification

[@cassandrathompson581]

I never had to do chores as a kid and I was a MESS as a teen. But now as a young 20s, I’m OBSESSED with staying on top of everything and being super super clean. I agree with your theory! My roommate was forced to do chores- and she avoids until she HAS to 😂

[@isabelluh6450]

100% agree on the chores theory! my parents never made me do chores growing up and as soon as i got my first apartment i was so on top of all my chores like even more so than most of my roommates