Deadfish - I'm not okay (lyrics)

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4 жыл бұрын

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Deadfish
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@playwithkenito
@playwithkenito 4 жыл бұрын
Why am I so sensitive. Everything hurts me
@playwithkenito
@playwithkenito 4 жыл бұрын
Haylee o.O thank you 🥺
@mad_hatter7880
@mad_hatter7880 4 жыл бұрын
that can happen when you bottle all your feelings up it makes every emotion a lot stronger
@nourlasswed3870
@nourlasswed3870 4 жыл бұрын
If i find an answer i 'll absouloutly tell u
@ameliebeute6345
@ameliebeute6345 4 жыл бұрын
That's also me :(
@nicoleb4580
@nicoleb4580 4 жыл бұрын
you're not too sensitive honey you've just been holding it in for too long where now it's too much and you have to let it out or you'll explode... never forget you're not alone
@anxietysasuke6251
@anxietysasuke6251 4 жыл бұрын
This isn't a song you sing along to....this is a song you have on loop, laying in bed at 3 a.m. staring at the wall, completely empty...
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Shoto T o d o r o k i Hang a picture. The wall will no longer be completely empty. Voila.
@MariAvgialien
@MariAvgialien 4 жыл бұрын
I know. I’m so sorry! I’m here for you! We’re all in this together! Stay strong 🦋
@letha8973
@letha8973 4 жыл бұрын
😢
@ka1t0den1se
@ka1t0den1se 4 жыл бұрын
me right now ):
@Sle3plessNights
@Sle3plessNights 4 жыл бұрын
If only you could have a video on loop on mobile
@drivingfruity
@drivingfruity 3 жыл бұрын
*"I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing"* I relate to this line so much
@cloudyrayz
@cloudyrayz 3 жыл бұрын
You are so strong honey!! Hope you're doing good now! also,you can always talk about it!! I'll be here!
@PhoenixWerewolf
@PhoenixWerewolf 2 жыл бұрын
i haven't cried for almost a year now i try to make myself cry, but it just doesn't work thats why that line also relates to me
@formulajuan644
@formulajuan644 2 жыл бұрын
Me too. It gets scary sometimes when you can't and not able to feel anything even if you want to.
@chambersinternational7347
@chambersinternational7347 Жыл бұрын
@@PhoenixWerewolf why do you try to cry? Can you talk to me?
@katsukibakugou429
@katsukibakugou429 Жыл бұрын
Same my family think I am pushing them away but deep down I want them to stay
@lyn9070
@lyn9070 3 жыл бұрын
So...nobody notices how hard you try to hold back your tears everyday 🥀
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
@kooki21707
@kooki21707 Жыл бұрын
@@alexdaniel5641 i literally have no one to talk to tho😒
@topolatte
@topolatte Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 wanna talk?
@shahhusainsaiyed5614
@shahhusainsaiyed5614 Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 you can talk to me
@vincenzodemora9274
@vincenzodemora9274 Жыл бұрын
@@kooki21707 same
@delia9995
@delia9995 4 жыл бұрын
Everytime i think that i am fine something makes me realize that i am feeling the same .
@arandompersoninthecomments2532
@arandompersoninthecomments2532 4 жыл бұрын
Same I thought I was getting better and guess what? I got really sick and now I'm back at where I was, but actually I think I wasn’t getting better, I just tricked my mind into believing I was getting better.
@KK-nz9eq
@KK-nz9eq 4 жыл бұрын
same, so tired of this 😞
@haneenherwee9080
@haneenherwee9080 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, you just think that's Everything is better and then and something Happens and you come back to The reality.... we are all feeling The same
@mistery9055
@mistery9055 4 жыл бұрын
I feel you completely the meds dont even do nothing no more
@kael7357
@kael7357 4 жыл бұрын
damn
@user-es1qd1ei6q
@user-es1qd1ei6q 4 жыл бұрын
depression is like having a mind that tries to die with a body that tries to survive.
@joshuajames191
@joshuajames191 3 жыл бұрын
Yep and you feel alone
@mikeras3058
@mikeras3058 3 жыл бұрын
I heard that before and it's true
@pxilityfn1758
@pxilityfn1758 3 жыл бұрын
I read that
@Ice.muffin
@Ice.muffin 3 жыл бұрын
Wow...
@__SiD__
@__SiD__ 3 жыл бұрын
lol
@vidavida8692
@vidavida8692 3 жыл бұрын
I stopped crying. I stopped smiling. I stopped caring. And everyone got mad. So I started faking a smile. So I started pretending. So I started to make them happy. Guess they forgot I'm not.
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it. Dont be shy to call for help or else you are gonna hurt yourself more
@savagestorm8197
@savagestorm8197 2 жыл бұрын
Sadly enough I really felt that…
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 2 жыл бұрын
@@savagestorm8197 if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so do not waste it, and also do not worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends just wait, keep going forward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because I worry about you "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@savagestorm8197
@savagestorm8197 2 жыл бұрын
@@alexdaniel5641 Thank you for caring. I’m alright though I just sometimes have those sad days as I’m sure everyone does. I don’t plan on ending my life I actually recovered from an attempt a couple months back that helped put things into a different perspective…I’m still trying to stay as positive as possible no matter how dark the days get I try to see the light
@Bedoo-nl7ub
@Bedoo-nl7ub 2 жыл бұрын
WHY DO I RELATE TO THIS
@gm8055
@gm8055 3 жыл бұрын
The scariest thing is when nothing makes you want to stay, because when nothing Matters there's nothing stopping you from permanently leaving this earth.
@22-ix-glakshmijayakumar20
@22-ix-glakshmijayakumar20 3 жыл бұрын
Leaving this world is not a solution for a bad challenging life we should learn to fight, fight and win and slowly heal there's nothing that stops uh frm loving urself . Someone somewhere is loving uh with all their heart and praying for you to get heal and be okay pls don't break their heart by giving up . Every thing is gonna be okay.💝
@rebeccadurand6832
@rebeccadurand6832 3 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling
@charlieemery2997
@charlieemery2997 2 жыл бұрын
If no one loves you love yourself. If no one cares care about yourself. I think you only get to live life once. live it. Be great because your already great.
@virginiapeach79
@virginiapeach79 Жыл бұрын
​@22-IX-G lakshmi jayakumar so what happens when you have fought your entire life for the people you love and once the fight is over they abandon you with nothing and nobody? I'll be doing them all a favor.
@virginiagwen6523
@virginiagwen6523 11 ай бұрын
Experienced this. Only thing I can say is: live for yourself. Live for YOURSELF. Not anyone else. Know that you deserve better. Even if you can't believe it, know that you deserve happiness, even if you can't remember what happiness is. At the end of the day, there is nothing to lose. We all die at the end, why not live just a little bit longer? Who knows, maybe things might get better? Take that hope and hold onto it like a lifeline. That's probably the only thing that keeps me going these days.
@bovriens9160
@bovriens9160 4 жыл бұрын
I don't know what's more depressing, the song or the comment section
@__LVart
@__LVart 4 жыл бұрын
Reading this immediately made me laugh rn. Thanks, needed that fr
@crystalsanchez2891
@crystalsanchez2891 4 жыл бұрын
Both😟
@pratibhabhati4437
@pratibhabhati4437 4 жыл бұрын
my life is more depressing
@katiewilson8270
@katiewilson8270 4 жыл бұрын
The comment sections response to this sad but entirely true and relatable song is what’s more sad.
@ross8534
@ross8534 4 жыл бұрын
Both tbh
@faithschlottfeld2779
@faithschlottfeld2779 4 жыл бұрын
"We are a generation that doesn't care" -We are a generation that cares to much-
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Faith Schlottfeld too*
@faithschlottfeld2779
@faithschlottfeld2779 4 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts oh noooo
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Faith Schlottfeld no*
@swaytagawd3061
@swaytagawd3061 4 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts shut the fuck up Nerd
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
GotChills Good grammar costs nothing, so use it. It’ll stop “nerds” like me commenting on your comments.
@15JordansHeart
@15JordansHeart 3 жыл бұрын
Me: Mom I wanna be an actress Mom: why? My mind: because I have been acting everyday of my life Me: because it seems fun
@yato_papxios
@yato_papxios 3 жыл бұрын
I can relate so much. I feel you
@destinynall7564
@destinynall7564 3 жыл бұрын
bru yesss
@just_blue001
@just_blue001 3 жыл бұрын
I feel ya
@snitchzerboo
@snitchzerboo 3 жыл бұрын
my dream is to win an oscar for the best actor and get a star in The Walk Of Fame GOOD LUCK TO YOU AND ME
@dustinridge5327
@dustinridge5327 3 жыл бұрын
ThAnk you who ever you are
@dolmagurung6619
@dolmagurung6619 3 жыл бұрын
F.E.A.R Has 2 meanings:'Forget everything and run' or 'Face everything and rise'. The choice is yours💔
@rurunu2685
@rurunu2685 3 жыл бұрын
or: 'First Encounter Assault Recon' ...
@cnzie710
@cnzie710 3 жыл бұрын
What a wise man !
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 2 жыл бұрын
Fear comes from the old English word fere, which meant peril and that was derived from a Proto-Germanic word feraz, that meant danger. It is not an acronym, stop spreading misinformation.
@abrahammsdla1434
@abrahammsdla1434 2 жыл бұрын
Forget everything and rice 🤗
@Daniiel117
@Daniiel117 2 жыл бұрын
Or the third meaning, "omg Alma is so cute, wait why is she runnin' to me on full speed with red eyes ahahaha help meee omgomg get lost bitch *shots fired shots fired*"
@smokinagata
@smokinagata 4 жыл бұрын
I smile a lot but, there's this uncomfortable feeling in my chest and I just want to burst in tears all the time, I wish this feeling go away because it freaking hurts and it's breaking me and my mentaility every freaking single day.
@abbie4857
@abbie4857 4 жыл бұрын
I can't think of a day when I don't feel the same as this x
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Sounds like bronchitis. Simple antibiotics will sort that out.
@kue6916
@kue6916 4 жыл бұрын
i can relate cuz i have that too...i feel like wanna cry everytime and my mentality goes unstable..i cant define what real or not...i feel like my life is nothing..but if u stay strong you will be better..just like me :) im getting better...face it dont hide from it
@tamekaromero8478
@tamekaromero8478 4 жыл бұрын
I felt this so much
@rebelhanran668
@rebelhanran668 4 жыл бұрын
I feel you... Everyday I had to pretend that I'm okay.. I'm so tired with this life..
@raymarkorientegalang1300
@raymarkorientegalang1300 4 жыл бұрын
I CAN BE SO HAPPY ONE MINUTE, THEN CRYING ALONE IN A CORNER THE NEXT.
@bakageyama9069
@bakageyama9069 4 жыл бұрын
BIPOLARRRRR
@lisaroush8721
@lisaroush8721 4 жыл бұрын
Yes go through is 43 years like this it hard at Time I know want like
@obviouslykei7537
@obviouslykei7537 4 жыл бұрын
Me lmao
@fujoshi8464
@fujoshi8464 4 жыл бұрын
Relatable
@De.resita
@De.resita 4 жыл бұрын
Same and what's more painful is the person you love take the initiative to call you "crazy" or "out of control" when you're just fighting your demons. Holding it all together so he doesn't know
@nomeansno8858
@nomeansno8858 3 жыл бұрын
If someone says that he/she is "HAPPY" this is what he/she means H-hiding all the pain A-acting okay P-pleading for help P-praying for happiness Y-yelling in silence And thats the way they could hide everything.....🙂
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 2 жыл бұрын
Or they mean, they’re experiencing pleasure and contentment. The actual definition of happy.
@anawesomegamer4429
@anawesomegamer4429 7 ай бұрын
just lie when someone says "you ok?" that's what I do. i just say im fine, when in reality, im breaking down to myself telling myself I'm a massive failure and I should just commit suicide already... im alone in a world of nice people. but I can't trust anyone because that's what ive been taught. the nicest people can hurt you the most. i shouldn't be here, I really should not be here right now.
@CytoWanca726
@CytoWanca726 3 жыл бұрын
“ think about the people you’ll hurt “ Did they ever think for a second how much that would hurt me?
@veroz9151
@veroz9151 3 жыл бұрын
Thats from isaac dunbar,right?
@tsu2155
@tsu2155 3 жыл бұрын
It's such a selfish thing to say to someone who's struggling
@veroz9151
@veroz9151 3 жыл бұрын
tsu bateva wahtttt...?!
@koguchipower4816
@koguchipower4816 2 жыл бұрын
I don't think they care of the consequences it has on others, As long as there pain stops that's what's important. If you don't feel like them, then you will never understand
@veroz9151
@veroz9151 2 жыл бұрын
KISUU USAGI what?
@benkoh8613
@benkoh8613 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t cry, I don’t look for help, I just don’t care anymore.
@latishapoorman5996
@latishapoorman5996 3 жыл бұрын
Felt
@Sass_with_Steph
@Sass_with_Steph 3 жыл бұрын
Hang in there
@boonkt1998
@boonkt1998 3 жыл бұрын
Same pinch
@candacetaylor7700
@candacetaylor7700 3 жыл бұрын
You are truly an amazing person and you have a heart of gold 💗😍
@worthless7171
@worthless7171 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@RobynBobbin3
@RobynBobbin3 4 жыл бұрын
I couldn't stop crying. I was crying when I found this song in my recommended and continued to cry while listening to it. I've stopped now but all I feel is empty.
@zackzz2105
@zackzz2105 4 жыл бұрын
Lys. What is empty can always be refill. Don't depend on other people for your happiness and love. Depend on yourself and have self love. Remember you lost nothing this year or next year. What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. Emotions aren't a tool but a feeling. You can't force yourself to be happy. You can fake it but it won't solve your mental or emotional feelings. What can solve that is yourself.
@danaidachtari9468
@danaidachtari9468 4 жыл бұрын
Its really fucked up, life's fucked up. Everyone expects you to act as a normal girl/boy or whatever when nothings normal. Ppl are dying every day and the only thing everyone cares about is nothiybut themselves. They don't care about us and they never will, that's why more and more ppl keep dying... no one told them or showed them that they care the right way. I'm sorry to see that you feel like that and I'm sorry that I'm not there to simply hug you.... stay strong and make sure you don't skip any meals, be careful always and please don't even think that you worth nothing... you worth everything... fighting
@sarcasticdominator1764
@sarcasticdominator1764 4 жыл бұрын
@@danaidachtari9468 someone needs to pin this
@randomcrap2675
@randomcrap2675 4 жыл бұрын
*hugs*
@stellagutierrez8827
@stellagutierrez8827 4 жыл бұрын
Am not okay
@ray1686
@ray1686 3 жыл бұрын
The feeling of loneliness kills me everytime . I really dont have anybody with whom I can share my feelings . I'm really fed up of those fake people calling themselves as my friends but they are really worst becoz they hide a lot behind their facade . They just use u for their purpose and then ignores u and despise you .And this is the reason why I dont trust anyone now and keep myself away from them 😓😓.
@Illnessss
@Illnessss 3 жыл бұрын
You are not alone on this i swear i feel.. I just can't help you..
@santiagomunoz8832
@santiagomunoz8832 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@army-kc6oy
@army-kc6oy 3 жыл бұрын
When you smile but you are to sad When you laugh but you are crying When you say “I’m okay” when your not
@jayishotmama5552
@jayishotmama5552 3 жыл бұрын
i don't know how to comfort a person but hun you're strong , just be positive I'm sorry I don't know the situation you're facing but try to be happy for yourself and I just hope everything gonna be alright virtual hug💜
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it...
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 2 жыл бұрын
Too* You’re*
@trinityjoiner3830
@trinityjoiner3830 4 жыл бұрын
I hope 2020 isn't like 2019 all i got from here is pain
@zackzz2105
@zackzz2105 4 жыл бұрын
Towards the end Half of 2018 and beginning half of 2019 got me into depression because of my first love 😶 but I'm doing better and gaining more love towards myself. Confident and self love is a key to happiness. What broke me is what made me mature and realize that the only person there for you is you.
@maiseevang101
@maiseevang101 4 жыл бұрын
me too
@justinenavarro1785
@justinenavarro1785 4 жыл бұрын
Same
@larusagaming4811
@larusagaming4811 4 жыл бұрын
Just Me now I feel what you feel I been created on so many times this year like 3 and I got into depression and I’m still I’m and I wish you good in your life but mine is almost over I’m only a stupid teenager goodbye and hope you feel better soon on like me 🙂🖤💔
@anxietysasuke6251
@anxietysasuke6251 4 жыл бұрын
I thought the same thing in 2018 when new years rolled around. I spent my new years that year sobbing alone in my room and was met with even more pain.
@norahzz4381
@norahzz4381 4 жыл бұрын
Does anyone just sometimes tell themselves “I will end it today” then sit there crying not having the balls to do it
@mad_hatter7880
@mad_hatter7880 4 жыл бұрын
saying it out loud usually helps me it just makes it seem a bit stupid but then in my thoughts it just seems so reasonable
@RyanSmith009
@RyanSmith009 4 жыл бұрын
Same. I would think a way to end up my life then break down to tears and then i feel numb af
@yhalou4526
@yhalou4526 4 жыл бұрын
Lot of times but failed😂
@zerotsusenpai9935
@zerotsusenpai9935 4 жыл бұрын
I actually did it last night i tried to suffocate myself by holding my mouth and nose close. I was near my death. the colors of the walls changed my hands want to stop but my mind continued and yet I failed. I told myself i will continue it at midnight when everyone is in deep sleep but I was the one who fell in deep sleep
@hamzakhalil4508
@hamzakhalil4508 4 жыл бұрын
Dont do it bro pls ❤️
@derpy_potato9062
@derpy_potato9062 3 жыл бұрын
It’s just great when one moment you’re enjoying life and the next it’s all fallen apart and you remember reality and the society we live in.
@lovelyarevalo7806
@lovelyarevalo7806 3 жыл бұрын
You can see the dread in my eyes Cause I'm struggling to survive And you think that I'm okay Cause I won't let you see my true face And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay I am not heartless, I just can't feel nothing I may seem bit cold, like inside of a coffin You left me, no problem I've never been flawless And no, I'm not okay Hear the voices, see the demons Feel the coldness, seeking for treatment And you feel like there is no help Feel like I'm trapped in my own head I want to see my happy end Can you save me, from my own dread I'm not okay i'm not okay
@melonnbread
@melonnbread 4 жыл бұрын
When you help other people with their problems, and your still waiting for somebody to help yours.
@OnlySVP
@OnlySVP 3 жыл бұрын
Happening to me
@Joteerio
@Joteerio 3 жыл бұрын
It happens
@blurry1159
@blurry1159 3 жыл бұрын
just crying about this ... its happening to me right now ... fuck it hurts
@gargimazumder9876
@gargimazumder9876 3 жыл бұрын
Happens
@charliemejos6340
@charliemejos6340 3 жыл бұрын
Years of waiting yet there's no one willing to help
@danicachei1222
@danicachei1222 4 жыл бұрын
*we are all just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide*
@darkside5325
@darkside5325 4 жыл бұрын
exactly!!
@naomiag5991
@naomiag5991 4 жыл бұрын
yea bro
@purfu9291
@purfu9291 4 жыл бұрын
(yes we are)
@avahammond1138
@avahammond1138 4 жыл бұрын
Yes
@Joseph-jj7ph
@Joseph-jj7ph 4 жыл бұрын
How orginal you must be proud of your self.
@Daniella_Wolfie
@Daniella_Wolfie 3 жыл бұрын
Hearing this song early at 1AM in the morning hits different 🤧💔
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@megans1598
@megans1598 3 жыл бұрын
To anyone reading this: I know, that it may seem that there is no way to escape the voices in your head, the hatred that you feel, the pain that buries you, and the walls that feel like they’re falling but everything is okay, everything will be okay. I know its hard to get up every day and get out of bed, but push yourself to the limit. No matter how hard yesterday way, wake up with a smile and realize how amazing you are and how great you are doing. You have a reason here, you are loved by many even tho it may not feel like it. You may think that you are alone but you have so many people that care for you, and would do anything to help you. You are so beautiful, worthy, amazing, etc. I hope you know that. You deserve to see the potential that you have and you deserve to see the reason why you are still here today. Keep pushing forward, start a new day with a smile because pain is only temporary. I love you, beautiful ❤️
@dhysamusa3878
@dhysamusa3878 3 жыл бұрын
U make me feel hom u have lovely heart 💕
@17.intaniaalvianiputri74
@17.intaniaalvianiputri74 3 жыл бұрын
I needed this, thank you.
@jerrykarabilo1966
@jerrykarabilo1966 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks 🤧
@aishliiiin
@aishliiiin 2 жыл бұрын
Hey jst thank u soo much!!! U have a beautiful heart!! Wanna hug you so bad now... May you have a great life buddy!
@midnigtfrostdreams
@midnigtfrostdreams 2 жыл бұрын
Just what I needed to see today, thank you
@sachimo7353
@sachimo7353 4 жыл бұрын
I joke to my friends saying I want to die, but I’m screaming for help
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Sachimo Uwu That’s hilarious. How do your friends not know that? Who jokes about suicide?
@katsaavedra6246
@katsaavedra6246 4 жыл бұрын
Do you need to talk my guy ? If so I can give you my @ and I would be happy to listen and help as much as possible
@iamacookie538
@iamacookie538 4 жыл бұрын
Hey, hope your ok.
@afellowspriteenjoyer2514
@afellowspriteenjoyer2514 4 жыл бұрын
Dude, I do the same thing you do. I joke to my friends every time I mess up saying I want to die. Eventually they just find it funny and ignore it. tbh I'm real sick of them not noticing but I guess it's partially my bad. Not dead yet and I have no plans to 😂
@weebnation1135
@weebnation1135 4 жыл бұрын
I do the same thing... they asked them why... I gave them a brief explanation. They said I'm not. I continued to joke, they told me to stop. I listened. I drop a joke here and there to see if they really care, but it brushes past them. Now I'm left alone with my thoughts. The only thing I can do is exist... I'm sorry, you had to read my short rant.
@flowerwild6836
@flowerwild6836 4 жыл бұрын
tell me im not the only one who feels so lonely in the quarantine but keeps pushing people away.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Flower Wild You shouldn’t be touching anybody. That’s the point of quarantine.
@vibinruben2387
@vibinruben2387 4 жыл бұрын
Flower Wild I agree with u, I do it to my own family sometimes
@MrSjonnie93
@MrSjonnie93 3 жыл бұрын
I feel that
@toxicemosavage6771
@toxicemosavage6771 3 жыл бұрын
I feel your pain
@snehasaju538
@snehasaju538 3 жыл бұрын
Yesssss, I m going through this and I know it's not okay.😶
@Waldemar_la_Tendresse
@Waldemar_la_Tendresse 9 ай бұрын
This is one of the saddest and greatest songs ever written and performed. Thanks.
@monkypawzable
@monkypawzable 2 жыл бұрын
I went through severe cancer treatment for Lymphoma seven years ago. Surgeries, intense chemo, radiation, and a bone marrow transplant.. Everyone was so worried and sympathetic. I was excited. Eager to leave via this gift given to me so I wouldn’t have to agonize over doing it myself. Never told anyone. Been in remission for 7 years and I’m struggling with the worst depression and drug problems I’ve ever had in my life. I’m definitely not okay.
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to anyone you trust. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. If these options don't work for you I'd also highly recommend reading "Mans search for meaning" as well as "The power of now" as these two books saved my life when I was struggling. I wish you the best and I hope things get better for you
@angelblue3680
@angelblue3680 4 жыл бұрын
It's sad that nobody can really see the pain and sadness in your eyes because you're so used to pretend that you're fine and you don't care about anything when it's the complete opposite.
@earlbunce7677
@earlbunce7677 4 жыл бұрын
Don't pretend Life's Too Short be happy
@earlbunce7677
@earlbunce7677 4 жыл бұрын
Don't end anything Life's too short you can be happy
@radhikaarora9949
@radhikaarora9949 4 жыл бұрын
When you’re positive and happy then you don’t care what all negativity other people are facing but when you are all in pain and sad,you feel the pain and try to hide it so other happy people don’t make fun....this is the situation of my life
@odalismendoza8702
@odalismendoza8702 4 жыл бұрын
i feel like i was getting better but i was actually just getting worse..
@mad_hatter7880
@mad_hatter7880 4 жыл бұрын
i feel that
@alexiscarrasco7461
@alexiscarrasco7461 3 жыл бұрын
Or was it that you were actually getting better but was so scared that once you are actually happy something bad will happen so you basically made yourself depressed to be prepared for when smth bad happened bc you always got let down? If so then same
@tarrahfields3450
@tarrahfields3450 3 жыл бұрын
I agree with Alexis on this. You must not be afraid of getting better just to fall again. Each battle you have won made you a stronger person. Recovery isn’t linear, there will be times when you don’t succeed or when people put you down but you must do this for the young person who doubted themselves, who called themselves worthless and etc. You must be the person you needed when you were younger. You gotta fight for you. It’s ok, sometimes you will get better and you will fall again. It feels terrible, ngl, but feeling happiness and emotion again is the best victory, once you feel an ounce of happiness that becomes who you strive to be: the best version of yourself. It is possible to recover, it is possible to be happy, you deserve to be happy. You deserve it, bc you are worthy. Please, don’t be fearful of all the amazing things life has in stored for you, please don’t give up ❤️
@alexiscarrasco7461
@alexiscarrasco7461 3 жыл бұрын
@@tarrahfields3450 your are so sweet🥺
@lovemetilliammeagain4452
@lovemetilliammeagain4452 3 жыл бұрын
Girrrl I just want to try cry now
@VERA4515
@VERA4515 3 жыл бұрын
it's all about giving someone what you've once needed!
@hannahhowe1019
@hannahhowe1019 3 жыл бұрын
Holy jeez I haven't listened to this in forever, to anyone that listens to this on a daily, you will make it out, it takes work, but you can do it if you try. And never try and commit, you will regret it as soon as it happens. I got luckier than others, dont be the next person to pass on the sadness to someone else.
@maddsboo3846
@maddsboo3846 4 жыл бұрын
Our generation: *we all are depressed kids with happy faces.*
@shyannedeslongchamps4423
@shyannedeslongchamps4423 3 жыл бұрын
Not just kids 😪
@wraith746
@wraith746 3 жыл бұрын
💔💔
@vic43pl76
@vic43pl76 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah my smiley face is fake. I cant even smile properly :((
@lizzyj3973
@lizzyj3973 3 жыл бұрын
[] * *fake* smiles * []
@minoumerousne1889
@minoumerousne1889 3 жыл бұрын
True and they think that the kids don’t feel the sadness at all
@user-mw8er6dp6m
@user-mw8er6dp6m 4 жыл бұрын
-Are You tired? Yes. -Are you Hurt? Yes. -Are you thinking about ending it? Yes. -Its okay you can sleep now. *I'm gonna stop breathing now*
@deyvianz
@deyvianz 4 жыл бұрын
No :(
@finchmoment
@finchmoment 4 жыл бұрын
Are you okay?
@deyvianz
@deyvianz 4 жыл бұрын
a t l a s no.
@halleykirkpatrick4208
@halleykirkpatrick4208 4 жыл бұрын
No
@deyvianz
@deyvianz 4 жыл бұрын
meh ಠ_ಠ tf
@lendenjoygole4290
@lendenjoygole4290 3 жыл бұрын
sending tight hugs ♡ we got this ✊
@hippiegoddess8372
@hippiegoddess8372 2 жыл бұрын
Hugs sigh
@allabrk9545
@allabrk9545 2 жыл бұрын
Everytime i get depressed i listen to this master peace .. its a really bless thank you ..
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you all the best
@rondartmich6000
@rondartmich6000 2 жыл бұрын
@@TK-uz4ts ❤️
@blud_wolf1794
@blud_wolf1794 4 жыл бұрын
"How do you feel?" "I don't."
@ShiroUsagiArt
@ShiroUsagiArt 3 жыл бұрын
Anhedonia
@kimgepes2145
@kimgepes2145 4 жыл бұрын
Me: Why do I like sad songs more?? My Mind: Because they are the only one who understand you more.
@lovromihaljevic3620
@lovromihaljevic3620 4 жыл бұрын
excatly :(
@nanale6168
@nanale6168 3 жыл бұрын
True tho
@humangaggaghahaj9149
@humangaggaghahaj9149 3 жыл бұрын
Couldn't be more RiGht👉
@classyand_alilnasty
@classyand_alilnasty 3 жыл бұрын
100% correct
@SamsungSamsung-kl1xs
@SamsungSamsung-kl1xs 3 жыл бұрын
😭
@akhzc7758
@akhzc7758 2 жыл бұрын
I really didnt expect this....When scrolling through i found i am not alone....There are many ones like me who is suffering with depression...☺...Hope we all will fight together till our last breath...We will never end ....We will rise from the ends 💔
@xieneck4792
@xieneck4792 3 жыл бұрын
yt really knows what my feeling is right now
@harini2754
@harini2754 4 жыл бұрын
My biggest fear is that one day...my kids will be crying alone to themselves at night and i wont know about it :(
@eva_1567
@eva_1567 3 жыл бұрын
I read this just as the chorus hit and I lost it
@sofacushion8153
@sofacushion8153 3 жыл бұрын
Yea I’ve thought about this. I don’t have kids but I plan on having kids eventually and I’m currently the kid who’s crying alone at night and it breaks me to imagine..
@goodvibes3414
@goodvibes3414 3 жыл бұрын
Make sure they don't and be there to listen 👂 not to tell them what they should feel and do ...
@nanaxueya3193
@nanaxueya3193 2 жыл бұрын
@@susus9746 my plan exactly
@army_birdy11
@army_birdy11 2 жыл бұрын
I feel bad for my parents because that's exactly what happened to them
@faithlopez3417
@faithlopez3417 4 жыл бұрын
started 2020 the same way i started 2019.. depressed asf & wanting to end it all :(
@timturtles3
@timturtles3 4 жыл бұрын
Hey I just want you to know things will get better yes we have tough times and we feel like there is no way out but I promise you things will get better yet it feels like there is no hope. I just hope you start getting better and life starts looking up for you💖💖
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
And COVID-19. You know, a REAL problem the world is facing.
@earlbunce7677
@earlbunce7677 4 жыл бұрын
Don't end anything it's not worth it
@g02bangalanjaninegracer.44
@g02bangalanjaninegracer.44 4 жыл бұрын
same shit everyday : (
@greekfreak010
@greekfreak010 4 жыл бұрын
there are things for you to see and live for
@ky0m1e
@ky0m1e 3 жыл бұрын
Depression isnt wanting to die Its wanting the pain of living to stop
@rachelpatricia5906
@rachelpatricia5906 3 жыл бұрын
I used to cried every single day but.. now it's even hard to cry
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of suicide survivors remember that they changed their mind mid-suicide and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet, call the suicide hotline and if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@PhillipHayes1
@PhillipHayes1 4 жыл бұрын
I cry all my pain out at night, so I can fake a smile all day.
@fallenangel1488
@fallenangel1488 4 жыл бұрын
Hey if you need to talk to someone I can help you if you want. It's ok to cry but you need to tell loved ones what your feeling faking a smile only helps temporarily but it will cause more pain later it did with me and I only caused myself more pain and nearly passed.
@BrEluVsHiM
@BrEluVsHiM 3 жыл бұрын
I love you❤
@PhillipHayes1
@PhillipHayes1 2 жыл бұрын
@@BrEluVsHiM Aww! I love you to
@grsstp27
@grsstp27 2 жыл бұрын
so relateable to me:(
@tasmerahbei4085
@tasmerahbei4085 2 жыл бұрын
same too me..huhu i’m not mad i’m just in pain🥀
@millenniumaged7512
@millenniumaged7512 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not heartless. I'm just using my heart less. Cause Everytime I use it I only get hurt. I'm sick of being left down in the dirt. I'm not your first option, No, I am your last. You've captured my mind I'm locked up in the past. No I'm not heartless. I just don't show How much it hurts me Because I know You'll never understand me No matter what I do. So I may seen heartless, But it's because of you. - Briana Long.
@ellilaberry
@ellilaberry 3 жыл бұрын
That could be me too. Feelt that.
@dantedangelo2633
@dantedangelo2633 3 жыл бұрын
Aye bro talk to me
@maelstigan7646
@maelstigan7646 2 жыл бұрын
The opening tune already made me emotional 😣Thank you for putting this out❤
@lightyspikes
@lightyspikes Жыл бұрын
“And you feel like there is no help” - I relate to this line…
@alexlove9463
@alexlove9463 4 жыл бұрын
If you are reading this, I know you are sad like me...so let’s just cry together listening this song.. (Writing it while I’m crying like a baby)
@ashleycopeland4590
@ashleycopeland4590 4 жыл бұрын
Alex I know how you feel I'm a 14 years old girl and feelin the same right now
@an2471
@an2471 4 жыл бұрын
😁
@jessbass8315
@jessbass8315 4 жыл бұрын
“I wanna see my own happy end” think I just found it x
@alexlove9463
@alexlove9463 4 жыл бұрын
Ashley Copeland ohhh I wish I could be there to tell you..(there will be days when you will find your happiness); just hope everyone will find their happy ending.. And I just cried yesterday for 3 hours and slept.. life has been hard for me, heart broken and all..
@alexlove9463
@alexlove9463 4 жыл бұрын
Jess Bass glad, you found your happy end!
@kianaart2881
@kianaart2881 4 жыл бұрын
Destroyed everything and everyone around me..
@zackzz2105
@zackzz2105 4 жыл бұрын
What was meant to leave, left. What was meant to stay, stayed. If everyone is gone and dead. What person in the end can make you happy? Exactly, no one but yourself. Don't think of it as a freak or a crazy person but think of it as self love. Feelings and emotions are hurt and played with but what happened is temporary. Sometimes it can last short or long that all depends on you.
@generalswife4774
@generalswife4774 4 жыл бұрын
me too. At least I'm not alone 😄
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Good for you
@kirenai.6231
@kirenai.6231 4 жыл бұрын
Thats what I feels like
@yourstruly2745
@yourstruly2745 2 жыл бұрын
Reading these comments ... makes me so sad yet comforted at the same time. We're all going through different things but this pain...this sickening horrible terrible pain ties us together...much love to you all that's going through it every day...its so hard to describe it to healthy minded individuals...there are no words to explain....but we know, don't we...our minds are our worst enemy.
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
If you are struggling please don't hesitate to reach out to those you trust or consider seeing a therapist. You are not alone in this. Life is worth the pain we go through so stay strong. I wish you the best
@wingsoffreedom8279
@wingsoffreedom8279 3 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song and it hit me hard, this song basically is my life.
@cloudyrayz
@cloudyrayz 3 жыл бұрын
Do u want to talk about it?! I know it's hard but just to let you know I'm here!! You're strong and loved ❤️ Sending you more love and strength. We can go through this together.
@laurenmcgre_
@laurenmcgre_ 4 жыл бұрын
‘I’m struggling to stay alive’😞
@zackzz2105
@zackzz2105 4 жыл бұрын
Well you're strong if you are still alive. You fight through today no matter the bs and tomorrow you fight again. Even if your aren't, you're alive. Tell your story even if it's not history at least someone knows or remember you.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
In through your nose and out through the mouth. Simple breathing, it keeps me alive.
@kirenai.6231
@kirenai.6231 4 жыл бұрын
Me too
@toszatesze3796
@toszatesze3796 4 жыл бұрын
🌞❤️❤️❤️🌞
@bakageyama9069
@bakageyama9069 4 жыл бұрын
Bro I'm surviving everyday not living
@verawatynuragista5900
@verawatynuragista5900 4 жыл бұрын
Just feeling alone in this world even though there are many people who cared about me:") Edit: thank you sm guys for the comment.. somehow it makes me feels better than before☺
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Nadia Vera Loneliness is a vapid emotion. You can have a billion friends and still feel lonely. But you gotta get over it. Push on. Nobody wants to live their life in misery. You gotta get past it, before it eats you up and leaves you dead.
@verawatynuragista5900
@verawatynuragista5900 4 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts ty so much:) i'll keep that in my mind:)
@angelineserna0329
@angelineserna0329 4 жыл бұрын
Yea I feel you
@xekiduff6361
@xekiduff6361 4 жыл бұрын
Those people who cared, we cant even tell them whats on our mind at times like this.
@verawatynuragista5900
@verawatynuragista5900 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for your warm words:))
@birgittahleilua7688
@birgittahleilua7688 2 жыл бұрын
I felt every words of this song!
@musicjunkie136
@musicjunkie136 2 жыл бұрын
My only friend use too call me Deadfish at times, not sure why, but with what I'm going threw and this song I found just tripped me TF out. Had to send it too her. Great song!
@jadinacampbell5030
@jadinacampbell5030 3 жыл бұрын
I don't tell anyone my problems bc no one cares. Do u ever just cry from the inside?
@neillaun8939
@neillaun8939 3 жыл бұрын
Vary true
@jadinacampbell5030
@jadinacampbell5030 3 жыл бұрын
@SATAN 666 same..
@xxxsinnerxxx3495
@xxxsinnerxxx3495 3 жыл бұрын
Every fucking day man....sense I literally lost the ability to cry on the outside
@Joteerio
@Joteerio 3 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 3 жыл бұрын
Well the nasolacrimal sac is actually on the inside, so every time you cry it comes from inside. It’s why your nose runs when you cry.
@somgurung2339
@somgurung2339 4 жыл бұрын
heyyyy you. yes, you, beautiful person. stop scrolling for a moment. stop for a couple minutes. take a second and breathe. just breathe. everything it's going to be okay. maybe it doesn't seems right now but... i promise you it will. maybe you feel unwanted and useless like you are not worth anything. but that it's not true. you are fantastic and you worth SO much. you can go trought this tough time. if you feel like no one cares about you, you are damn wrong. there's always someone who cares about you, even i care about you, and i don't even know you. keep going and don't fall. you'll get trought it. i'm not saying that's it's going to be easy. and you won't cry late at night. but you are strong and you worth SO much. spread love. peace
@ng_goldfinger6679
@ng_goldfinger6679 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks 😊 U made my day
@paulinabarajas1967
@paulinabarajas1967 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you this made me feel wqnted for a little bit
@MerlynPricillla
@MerlynPricillla 4 жыл бұрын
❤️💯🥺
@jeyidin9793
@jeyidin9793 4 жыл бұрын
thanks 🙂
@AJ-jk2ev
@AJ-jk2ev 4 жыл бұрын
@marian7852
@marian7852 3 жыл бұрын
Ramdom clicks are the best one😌
@RaDragon98
@RaDragon98 2 жыл бұрын
I am only okay when I run away, from my mind, from the reality, from myself. And facing everything, what terrifies me, only makes me feel hopeless, restless and anxious. I don't know what to do. I am stuck trying to find a balance between not giving up and coping with it. It's so difficult, and sometimes it feels like nothing will ever get better. I hate everything. More than anything, myself. And whenever I take that step forward, I go 15 steps back. So frustrating.. so hopeless.. I am tired and exhausted every single day. Every single day...
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
Please stay strong, on the other side of lifes mountains lie happiness and meaning, even if you may not believe it right now. The most important thing is that you believe life will be worth the pain and it will be true. I really recommend reaching out to family members and those thar you trust. Things like this are never easier to go through alone. Consider seeing a therapist as well, they can be extremely helpful. I wish you the best
@santiagomunoz8832
@santiagomunoz8832 2 жыл бұрын
Same🙂
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
@@santiagomunoz8832 Do you have anyone you can reach out to or the means to see a therapist?
@felixleeandskz997
@felixleeandskz997 4 жыл бұрын
"I'm okay" "I'm fine" "I'm strong" "I'm undefeatable" "I'm loved" Actually... *"I'm not okay"* *"I'm numb"* *"I'm not strong"* *"I can defeat easily"* *"I'm not loved"* *"I'm a loner"* *"I'm looser"* *"I want to escape reality"* Don't mind me 🙃
@FishBoy-qm4uo
@FishBoy-qm4uo 3 жыл бұрын
Same
@emmahoward9778
@emmahoward9778 3 жыл бұрын
Just remieber if you do happen to think adout jumping it has a domino effect please stay safe i know how it feels and im 10 just dont cut or jump you can make it through the harsh world
@summerchavvy8807
@summerchavvy8807 3 жыл бұрын
:(
@lalad0
@lalad0 3 жыл бұрын
🙃
@seungxminvr7696
@seungxminvr7696 3 жыл бұрын
Hi stay, don't be sad💜 I know it's hard, but remember what bang chan said to us? "Don't hurt yourself" remember that? We should listen to him💜I hope it's helps a little💜
@lexklaas7742
@lexklaas7742 4 жыл бұрын
Whenever I'm not paying attention to my emotions I look how I feel and whenever this happens my friends tell me I look depressed which brings me back into my usual, smile and say something like "oh the song I'm listening too is really sad " or "nah I'm just tired" and I've even been so low that I've said "yeah I'm depressed and kinda wanna die but you know" with a joking voice then just laughed it off and everyone thinks I'm just joking.... But I'm not, I'm really in pain.
@leslielopez4060
@leslielopez4060 4 жыл бұрын
dont pretend your fine. its alright to not be okay at times. its better to let it all out than hold all your emotions inside.
@arandompersoninthecomments2532
@arandompersoninthecomments2532 4 жыл бұрын
Same, but last week I broke down in front of them because it was just all too much and I couldn’t hold it in anymore and they wouldn’t believe that nothing was wrong, so I only told them a little bit, but they think they know everything now. Also I started to fake my smile again and prentend that I didn’t break down and hopefully they’ll forget about it too, because I feel like I’m not worth their time and I only wasted their time, so I feel really bad about it.
@lexklaas7742
@lexklaas7742 4 жыл бұрын
@@arandompersoninthecomments2532 I can honestly say i get this and i've had to do this and even though i really want to say that you're worth it and your friends will try their hardest to help in anyway, i also kind of feel like you're like me and will just take this as "a random person in the comments section" who's saying trash in order to comfort you. But,although i'm being a hypocrite yes, I do also believe that you can sort anything out with a little help from those who care and you trust.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
Yeah, laughing it off with friends, but telling the truth to complete strangers you’ll probably never meet is a good way to get better. Don’t be an idiot. Talk to your friends, your family, real tangible people. There’s no shame in being depressed. In fact if you read the comment section, I think people think it’s a stylish fashionable thing. Apparently being depressed is the new black.
@idunno6711
@idunno6711 4 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts telling someone you've never met before is actually one good way to let out all your thoughts and feelings. I do this whenever I feel depressed or feel like breaking down. I guess it's easier to tell a stranger but you really should let it all out to somehow ease your thoughts
@styliach1611
@styliach1611 3 жыл бұрын
I lost my hope, the reason of live, my everything. I lost my grandpa 1 year ago and i became depressed. After that day i always have suicidal thoughts about ending it all. He was the person I could tell everything, all my problems and I could trust most. He was there for me when nobody was and do anything to make me happy and laugh. I never thought that one day i will lost him and when that day came i never smile that away again, he was the only one who make me smile like that no one can ever replace him he would be forever in my heart as the best person in the world. Dear grandpa, You don’t have any idea how much I missed you this whole year without you. I know you don’t want me to cry, you want me to be happy and continue my life but...how can I continue my life when my whole life is you, how can i move on when you are not by my side? I can’t you you’re always by my side when i was doing a big step for my life and now i am going to graduate without you who for me is the biggest step. I just wanted you know that i love you more than myself and I would try to be as happy as i can because this is what you want. Thank you for all those unforgettable moments we had. Goodbye for now...
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 3 жыл бұрын
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I want you to know that you're not alone in this. If you want to talk to someoane who understands, i'm here for you.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 2 жыл бұрын
Old people die, get over it.
@missmystery7422
@missmystery7422 2 жыл бұрын
Hey I hope you're still alive and doing well : )
@Honesthealer45
@Honesthealer45 2 жыл бұрын
This stays on repeat.
@TK-uz4ts
@TK-uz4ts 2 жыл бұрын
Are you doing okay?
@vedazanoni1698
@vedazanoni1698 4 жыл бұрын
As I'm reading through this comment section I'm realizing how so many people are going through things, thinking they will never be okay, thinking that I have no one and that no one cares, thinking they are alone in this harsh world.. well I feel this way too sometimes but please know that u are not alone that u have family and friends that love you and care about you you have a future I believe in every single one of you you will be okay♡ I promise you all matter so much please know you are all worth it💞
@ehe449
@ehe449 4 жыл бұрын
You're nice... thanks
@vedazanoni1698
@vedazanoni1698 4 жыл бұрын
Milan uh you're welcome
@tanisha9069
@tanisha9069 4 жыл бұрын
this too much of a generalized statement. there people that so lonely they dont got any friends or family or pretty much anyone that cares for them
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
vroom vroom bitch Those people are beyond help anyway. Fuck ‘em.
@clementrdg_
@clementrdg_ 4 жыл бұрын
I dont have really friends
@mialorraine27
@mialorraine27 3 жыл бұрын
i’m terrified of what i’m feeling. i don’t want to feel this way. my mind won’t let me rest, it’s constantly thinking. it’s exhausting. i want to end it all but i also want to see if i to will have a happy end, like the one i’ve always wanted. this confusion is killing me. i don’t even know myself. i’ve lost myself by trying to change myself for others. i don’t know what to think anymore. with all this thinking in my head, i feel like i’m wasting my life. i’m scared. this just feels like it’s getting worse. crying isn’t help either. maybe ending it will? Edit: Hello and thank you everyone for the support you have given me
@juneakola4704
@juneakola4704 3 жыл бұрын
Ending it is never the solution I feel u tho😩😔but I decided to wait n see what life has in store😣u know they say nothing in life is permanent so let's live like our happiness is one day ahead of us❤
@muntahalmamariilmamari7009
@muntahalmamariilmamari7009 3 жыл бұрын
No its not the answer everything is gonna be okay yes it needs time but everything is gonna be okay u have to hold on babe and wait talk to me if u need any help pls but pls don’t think like that
@garbageboitm7960
@garbageboitm7960 3 жыл бұрын
Hey man. I know this shit sucks, and everything’s just really hard and confusing but shit can and will get better. It may not be tomorrow or a week from now or a month or year, but things have to get better even if marginally. This too will pass, it may fucking suck while this all happens, but it will leave. Just hold on man. When you reach a day when you’re happier you’re going to be glad you stayed.
@sarah.b3085
@sarah.b3085 3 жыл бұрын
Don’t you fucking do it, i don’t even know you man but I’m proud of you for waking up this morning, okay? I’ll always be proud of you. Life sucks ass and you’re pushing through it. That’s something not a lot of people can do. You got this. But if you give up, if it gets too hard, I’m proud of you for trying.
@user-lf6bf2iz6o
@user-lf6bf2iz6o 3 жыл бұрын
If you have any social media we can chat. Please don't do it.
@CrazyOdlot
@CrazyOdlot 2 жыл бұрын
This song help me a lot when i was nowhere, just wanna say thank you, thanks for everything. Hope everybody reading this is ok now :)
@ydkudhk9045
@ydkudhk9045 3 жыл бұрын
Someone who's called heartless isn't someone who has no feeling but because they feel every kind of emotion in one time, so they couldn't figure out what it is
@laurelinelahaut8189
@laurelinelahaut8189 4 жыл бұрын
i really want to hug the boy on the picture
@assalasolla5629
@assalasolla5629 4 жыл бұрын
I just hate how my soul is so fragile, every small thing can break me, life has never been unfair to me but I have been unfair to myself and I can't help but keep being like this, smh Idk what to do anymore, I'm completely lost and I hate who I am so very much, I tried so many times before to change, to feel better, to kill this feeling that's swallowing me slowly but I couldn't, sometimes I think about ending this whole thing but I'm way too afraid to face something as hard as death so I keep existing like a dead body.
@Kadmie
@Kadmie 4 жыл бұрын
That's exactly wat m feeling! Truely💯we r just existing not living!cause "living n existing has a completely different meaning"right?ik
@juneakola4704
@juneakola4704 3 жыл бұрын
I feel you Asalla😩
@danielled1694
@danielled1694 3 жыл бұрын
I feel you.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 3 жыл бұрын
No such thing as a soul. What’s fragile is your mind, that’s even more worrying.
@hanaeandaloussi4669
@hanaeandaloussi4669 2 жыл бұрын
After a year, I hope you're better.
@Idk-kb3ei
@Idk-kb3ei 10 ай бұрын
3 years ago in 2020, during the first lockdown in England (where in from), I was depressed, angry at the world, I hated everything and everyone, anxiety through the roof as well as ocd, it was one of the lowest if not the lowest point of my life, 3 years later I can’t describe how much my life changed and how much has happened, I want everyone to know that this period of sadness and misery or whatever negative emotion your feeling WILL pass, i guarantee you it will, you just have to hang in there, take a step back for a second, breathe and think to yourself “why do I feel like this” if you don’t have the answer, think harder, I’m telling you it is in you somewhere, once you have the answer then ask yourself “what can I do to fix it” when you have that answer, commit to it, no matter what, start being nice to yourself, you can’t help yourself if you don’t respect yourself, you are human, you every right to help yourself, don’t feel pressurised, do what you feel is right, if it don’t work, try something else, and most importantly, stop worrying, focus on the now, the present, you’re not guaranteed next week, or tomorrow, or even the next hour, if you’re worried about something in the future say to yourself “well that’s then, not now, who cares about the future, the now is important” you will get better, you will be happy again, just take care of yourself and stay dedicated, instead of cursing the darkness, let in a little light
@bezubaan_kalakar9
@bezubaan_kalakar9 2 жыл бұрын
Maturity is when you realise how the deep the lyrics is🖤
@copper52rv94
@copper52rv94 4 жыл бұрын
KZbin got me on their recommendation again. Nice song!
@someonesoulmate7832
@someonesoulmate7832 4 жыл бұрын
Hi my fellow ML player
@copper52rv94
@copper52rv94 4 жыл бұрын
@@someonesoulmate7832 hello, feel free to add me on ML haha. I'm not a good player tho, just playing ML for fun hahaha
@adelinew9312
@adelinew9312 4 жыл бұрын
@@copper52rv94 lmao same
@copper52rv94
@copper52rv94 4 жыл бұрын
@@adelinew9312 they're watching us
@adelinew9312
@adelinew9312 4 жыл бұрын
@@copper52rv94 oh i-
@thedepressedbutterflyitsok7132
@thedepressedbutterflyitsok7132 4 жыл бұрын
*me holds my tears every day at school, finely goes home tells my mom am depressed, My mom:come on don't be dramatic 🙇🙇😫😩
@jordynnmillican7491
@jordynnmillican7491 4 жыл бұрын
Why don’t they listen I got on my knees begged my mom for help cause I’m not ok and she just ignore me and I begged her
@ninakaporr
@ninakaporr 3 жыл бұрын
My mom told me that she wishes she has aborted me. Like wtf
@ShaDoW-yr5nf
@ShaDoW-yr5nf 3 жыл бұрын
Don't tell bro, she is already depressed
@tarrahfields3450
@tarrahfields3450 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes many people won’t believe our real mental ilnesses. It’s wrong that they say this but you must rectify your mental health on your own. It’s hard silently wining battles with yourself then relapsing back into despair but just know that it will get better, you just have to be there to experience it. You all are amazing, beautiful, intelligent and validated, you all have value and deserve the absolute best. We must accept some people won’t be there on our journey of saving ourselves. You got this 💕💕
@Akshay-hn2cj
@Akshay-hn2cj 3 жыл бұрын
Well at one moment you will realize that you have to go through it alone
@eva_1567
@eva_1567 3 жыл бұрын
It's now gotten to the point where I'm looking for hurt in other people. Not because I want then to feel like me but because I want to escape my own problems by helping others
@alexdaniel5641
@alexdaniel5641 3 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it.
@lilagreenway8616
@lilagreenway8616 3 жыл бұрын
Why is it the saddest things make me happier than any person could
@janiarianna6801
@janiarianna6801 4 жыл бұрын
Broken people tries their best to make other people happy because they know the pain.
@herbertingal7778
@herbertingal7778 3 жыл бұрын
Yea sure it is ..... I always try even tho i know myself I'm not the thing that I'm talking about... It's like giving advice but even my own self can't took it .... Wtf...
@merachii2013
@merachii2013 4 жыл бұрын
I’m not heartless, I just learnt how to use my heart less.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
• bishywishy • That’s bradycardia, a serious medical condition. You need a shot of adrenaline. Go to your local hospital. Or don’t be moron and use inane quotes that make no anatomical sense. Fuck your heart, start using your brain more.
@madison4191
@madison4191 3 жыл бұрын
The most beautiful smiles are the ones who really feel the most pain...
@demonicdelta2803
@demonicdelta2803 3 жыл бұрын
Hearing voices in my head again "can you save me from my own dread" felt that 🖤
@hippiegoddess8372
@hippiegoddess8372 2 жыл бұрын
Aaawww poor darling
@franzi114
@franzi114 4 жыл бұрын
Your skin ist not paper, don't cut it❤️ Your face is no mask, don't hide it ❤️ Your size is no book, don't judge it ❤️ Your life is no movie, don't end it ❤️ You're beautiful as you are 💕 . Edit: Let me go to hell, i know sorrow all too well...
@emiliemuffin3642
@emiliemuffin3642 4 жыл бұрын
My skin is not paper. And life isn't a movie.. thank you
@natsudrugneel3299
@natsudrugneel3299 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 💜
@JadeCouture
@JadeCouture 4 жыл бұрын
i’ve never cringed so hard stop this is gross
@parissmith815
@parissmith815 4 жыл бұрын
Jade hahaga
@ehhwelp7129
@ehhwelp7129 4 жыл бұрын
Jade ahah yes finally somebody said it
@dais7ke947
@dais7ke947 4 жыл бұрын
*I am not heartless, I just can’t feel nothing*
@piercethejin3885
@piercethejin3885 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not okay
@Jonogon2023
@Jonogon2023 4 жыл бұрын
I'm not okay cs I can't meet bts in my hole life :(
@dais7ke947
@dais7ke947 4 жыл бұрын
Shah Alam is this sarcasm though-
@user-tx7my4vl5u
@user-tx7my4vl5u Жыл бұрын
If your not okay, tell it because if you keep it inside it's not good for you, it's damaging. I'm sure there is someone who want to hear what you have to say, you're not alone, you're are all priceless
@peace1012
@peace1012 Жыл бұрын
A lot of things come on my mind , mixed feelings pierce my soul but still feel some quietness and balance not because I like this situation but because I'm already used to it since I've been on this way for so so long ... I know in this situation all we need is love , not compassion or empathy... we need a solid support system who loves us for what we are with all our flaws and qualities... someone who accepts us no matter what... and there is something never must be done is betrayal or give up on us.... however I must also say that even if we are in deep depression, we need to want to heal, understand and getaway from that, we need to fight for us and for these persons who really love us.... in my case it had this issue at very young age, and nobody wanted to really care ... it took me long time to heal and finally be able to forgive everyone cause they just didn't know how to behave .. superficial persons , ignorant... how can they help me???but now things changed a lot ... people are more informed about behavior and psychological care....now I want to say something to just one specific person and I hope that can find this msg and try to understand what I mean : you are the most formidable person I ever met and known... you have all the potential to really enjoy life.... you are so good to be kept in dark ... I just want you to open your eyes and let the light pierce your soul... you will find out everything yourself... unlikely to me you really don't need anyone for doing this... I may say a lot but you must know by now that I really love you.. and I do care for you... but I won't let you be in this way... I don't know what I can do but be assured that you will never be alone... I will never let you down ... it's a big promise but I will fulfill it because simply I love you and I want to do life with you in this lifetime and after
@blacktulip2006
@blacktulip2006 3 жыл бұрын
Literally KZbin recognized that I'm not okay. But my friends didn't... What's wrong with this world?!
@kennywennyboo
@kennywennyboo 3 жыл бұрын
Do u wanna talk abt it?
@Akshay-hn2cj
@Akshay-hn2cj 3 жыл бұрын
So what do you want their pitiful eyes glaring at you like you are a big loser in front of the world
@donrainesoh
@donrainesoh 3 жыл бұрын
Because people don’t care how we really feel. They want us to fit into how they feel. They don’t care if we are suicidal or feeling down, so long as we wear a smile to make them not feel uncomfortable.
@herbertingal7778
@herbertingal7778 3 жыл бұрын
Yea same man .... Yt knows me better than my own family....
@scarletpetrucci9026
@scarletpetrucci9026 3 жыл бұрын
I ask myself the same question everyday
@shea2213
@shea2213 4 жыл бұрын
if you’re reading this... tomorrow is a gift, please accept it
@bluegiraffecreations9002
@bluegiraffecreations9002 4 жыл бұрын
No
@jasontodd5089
@jasontodd5089 4 жыл бұрын
I don’t wanna...
@dont_waste_your_time5546
@dont_waste_your_time5546 4 жыл бұрын
okay peppa @-@
@syrobellum1966
@syrobellum1966 4 жыл бұрын
I don't feel like it
@bodie435
@bodie435 4 жыл бұрын
im re-gifting this shit, i got ripped off m8
@butterflycake1550
@butterflycake1550 3 жыл бұрын
The only thing that can make us feel pain is the memory that will flash back after every moment we had and not the person 💔
@marmar_158
@marmar_158 3 жыл бұрын
This song hits home with the “I’m not ok”
@cherryberry0707
@cherryberry0707 4 жыл бұрын
this is upsetting because I call myself fish and sometimes I say fishy can't swim no more and then I see this DOES THIS MEAN IM A DEAD FISH?
@zackzz2105
@zackzz2105 4 жыл бұрын
You can feel dead, feel no emotions, or feel no pain but you will eventually. What is felt now is just temporary. Everything happens for a reason. Just have self love. Depend on yourself and no one else.
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
No, it doesn’t. It means you’re an idiot.
@megansimpson4097
@megansimpson4097 4 жыл бұрын
Dont give up little fishy because you cant drown in the same water you breath just keep moving your fins
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 3 жыл бұрын
@@megansimpson4097 breathe*
@muffins7047
@muffins7047 4 жыл бұрын
when you give everything you need to others so they wont be hurt and eventually you break and call them out for always pushing your problems to the side and making it about them and they act like they're the victim...
@mrs.creepynightmare131
@mrs.creepynightmare131 4 жыл бұрын
That happens a lot to me I'm more focused on others never on myself but they come and go.
@yourstepsister2018
@yourstepsister2018 4 жыл бұрын
Exactly..give everything you have to them and you're there when they need you, but when YOU need them they're no where to be found, just out of your life like you never sacrificed anything and gave it
@bethnamakhonje1665
@bethnamakhonje1665 4 жыл бұрын
Life sucks
@karas4009
@karas4009 4 жыл бұрын
Same. I always try to be positive for my friends because i dont want to drag them in my problems. I have once opened up that im having personal problems but they brush it off. But its fine for me. I never remember to help myself first anyways.
@28MUSE
@28MUSE 2 жыл бұрын
OKAYYY!! This just got too relatable too fast🎶 Funny how we only need one line or 4 words, to relate to the whole song I'm a huge fan of making stuff relatable
@kaedenplayz3675
@kaedenplayz3675 Жыл бұрын
I met dead fish one time and he was really cool, hope he still doing alright
@aego_nanmolla6530
@aego_nanmolla6530 4 жыл бұрын
" I'm not okay " words that I'd always wanted to say but I can't , I just can't. Because nothing will change even if I tell them right?! I know they can't help me because I can't even help myself. All those comforting words are not comforting anymore. The pain I'm feeling was just to hard to explain, so hard to be understood. So I just fake a smile hide into the mask I made and say " IM FINE " always FINE. Even though I'm broken and lost inside.
@watermelon.4214
@watermelon.4214 3 жыл бұрын
ik i'm so late but bro you just put in words exactly what i feel, whenever i open up i always regret it, people say they understand but no they don't understand shit, everyday feels like war, it hurts so much, nothing makes me feel better, no one seems to be able to help me, its just so hard to stay alive people don't even know, it's much easier and simpler putting on a smile and saying "i'm fine" than explaining what i feel when i know no one will truly understand
@niohoe5033
@niohoe5033 4 жыл бұрын
2019 is really the worst year. Amazon Forest got burned, a lot of kpop idols committed suicide and a lot got mentally stressed. I’m hoping 2020 isn’t worser than 2019.
@theliarsongmingi7179
@theliarsongmingi7179 4 жыл бұрын
Lone Shaggy preach
@predictivetextisforaunts
@predictivetextisforaunts 4 жыл бұрын
I’m hoping your English doesn’t get “worser.”
@swaytagawd3061
@swaytagawd3061 4 жыл бұрын
@@predictivetextisforaunts k nerd
@majinmana8524
@majinmana8524 4 жыл бұрын
Lone Shaggy wtf.. weeb
@brodiebligh4828
@brodiebligh4828 4 жыл бұрын
2nd day, already is
@thehawk8300
@thehawk8300 3 жыл бұрын
It actually made me.. just speechless.. listened over and over... And when I felt the lyrics tries singing lol.. Found my eyes flooding with tears 😅💔 it's just amazing reached or not, but it really is from the bottom of my heart. Great song.
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