Skippy - Suicide Letter (Lyrics

Skippy - Suicide Letter (Lyrics)
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◼️ Lyrics: Skippy - Suicide Letter
the pain i got inside got me feeling so numb
the drugs that i been on got my heart beat like a drum
the demons that i fight they been coming for my soul
i been tryna run but i’m moving to slow
i shut everyone out cus i wanna be alone
i been in my room i been counting down the time , counting down the hours till i finally take my life , i don’t wanna feel this pain anymore
i been feeling worthless baby i been out my mind, ask me how i’m doing but i tell u i been fine, truth is i don’t wanna be alive anymore
speeding down the freeway i been driving way to fast, swerving round the corner and i’m hoping that i crash, baby i don’t want you to be sad when i’m gone
this is just a letter to my family and my fans, i guess i ain’t happy with the person that i am ,
can’t talk about it lately so i put it in a song
speeding down the freeway i been driving way to fast, swerving round the corner and i’m hoping that i crash, baby i don’t want you to be sad when i’m gone
this is just a letter to my family and my fans, i guess i ain’t happy with the person that i am ,
can’t talk about it lately so i put it in a song
#MrRadio #Skippy #SuicideLetter #Lyrics

[@skippymusic1]

Tysm ❤️

[@mr_radio]

Glad to see you here

[@hujiangyang5547]

❤️

[@LetErEat]

Your music is sick bro, it's a remedy for my pain

[@dragonstary]

did he kill himself yet

[@to2024april]

​@@dragonstary Why would he kill himself?😅

[@fanaticalgrace2354]

Its strange how we can share things with random strangers on the internet but not the people closest to us.

[@father-toad]

Because I think if they knew they would just laugh

[@diane2703]

It's because they don't know you that they wouldn't be able to judge you

[@MarilynMejorado-ee8qh]

Truth..I hope somehow everybody including myself can find some peace.

[@michaellil-tunechi7188]

Cause I feel more secure not people close to u trying to offer you advise and laugh at you behind closed doors

[@andreaedwards7279]

Facts

[@parigupta4776]

Its scares me and calms me down when I listen to this song. The part that scares me is that there are people like me who go through this but cant talk about it with anyone and the calm part is listening, how beautifully he sung my problems.....

[@nityanand2378]

i hate your name.

[@parigupta4776]

@@sotired7453 yeah thats true❤😊

[@nityanand2378]

@@parigupta4776 sorry

[@parigupta4776]

@@nityanand2378 its okay :)

[@Zesty-FN]

And I'm one of them

[@Mr_who_again1]

"If one cries,it's not because they are weak,it's because they have been too strong for too long." -Wise Man

[@brandonbetts1101]

Real talk

[@user-lm5ju3dp1f]

Real😊

[@luvbug1318]

Cry out to Jesus, He will answer. I was a suicidal junkie for years, now I'm a grandma and clean 8yrs.

[@Red_clapzz]

Itachi uchiha said this first

[@jeremymann8930]

Yea just don't do it where anyone can see lest it be held against you in the future.

[@nativereeper982]

Anyone out there with depression, bpd, anxiety absolutely any mental health uniqueness, I support you all, love you all, care for you all, I understand it can be so silent in our minds & so loud, one day we will get ourselves heard by the people around us and many more and express how we truly think & feel, never give up and most of all NEVER quit this beautiful thing we call life which we have been given, hold the people closest tight and always spread love because you never know what people are battling inside of their minds, bless you all & stay strong!!!💪

[@jodejones262]

💜

[@UnknownOutlaw-rb2kw]

Nah fam don’t support me plz, I’m sorry but all I do is fuck up cuz I am a fuck up so I’m very close to doing it

[@SergeantKayla]

I’m of being strong all the time. And today I’m just going to let it all out 😢❤😢❤.

[@daniellepurvis615]

I've been so strong for so long and I finally had let it out tonight by crying while my grandparents was in the bedroom cuz I didn't want them to see me at my worst cuz I try to act strong for them and our whole family

[@juartupaz]

Thank you

[@Delia.f08]

Isn't it weird how song about the most unbearable pain can be a pain killer?

[@dgs_rinki69]

true

[@0o0....74]

"I've been counting down the hours until I finally take my life"hits too close to home.

[@jessicaseeley4366]

Same

[@user-fj1yg1ss8d]

Same

[@Carlover-dm3cl]

Same

[@irsantimothy3978]

Been feeling the same for these couple of weeks,

[@brunacarla8987]

Não faça isso,Jesus te ama ❤

[@jodejones262]

Anybody listening to this who is contemplating this right now. Stop for a second. Hear me out. I am with you. I feel it too. I have suffered with my mental health since childhood. Been hospitalised. Sectioned. Medicated. Lost. Alone. And although I am in a better place now I still feel this all the time. But you have stoped long enough to find this song. To press play. And to be reading this comment. I am with you. You feel alone but you aren’t. So many of us walking this path right now are here, listening to this song right now. Silently we are with you. Please keep going. Please don’t give up.

[@makalavillanueva79]

I have fresh cuts on my wrist I'm contemplating taking a bunch of pills but I've done that before and it never takes because I can't swallow them I e put them away I've been talking to someone I haven't cut in about 3 years maybe and it scares me that I just did

[@kristinhouser6826]

I know I dont know you but you are loved and you are wanted. Your life matters. YOU matter sweetheart.

[@A_Crazy_Potato]

@@makalavillanueva79hey are you doing ok now? I just want you to know that there are ppl that care about you and even though I haven’t seen or talked to you in my life, I care about you. I hope you are doing a little better❤

[@Rebekah-kr4bt]

I've been thinking and thank you I know you would hate me if you met me though.

[@jodejones262]

@@Rebekah-kr4bt I am sure I wouldn’t hate you, you’ve never done anything to me, for me to hate you! Why do you think that?

[@morenohollow]

that part ''i been feeling worthless baby i been out my mind, ask me how i’m doing but i tell u i been fine, truth is i don’t wanna be alive anymore'' really hit and really hit so bad, because it's how i feel now..

[@Theyluvv_maria]

Same

[@risingphoenixalichiaburns6942]

Me too 😢

[@Fun-and-new-with-summer]

💔💔💔😭 me too 😳🥺

[@M0nkeyDLuffy1009]

Ur not alone

[@ragevault5065]

It’s so hard to act okay when deep down you’re shattered into pieces.

[@district014]

Fine: F: fucked up i: insecure n: numb e: empty ... Am i the only one who feelings this behind "fine" ? Well same..

[@MrJustinhamilton63]

Always felt empty

[@bleen1414]

Thank u for the definition now I have no trouble saying “I am fine” now.

[@Omega9935]

My entire life is so empty and lonely 😩 and I’m so so so sad 😭 thus I could say I’m fine.

[@christinehayahay330]

​@@Omega9935 same

[@Omega9935]

@@christinehayahay330 Would you like to private chat via messenger or any other platform?

[@lilahsmith2939]

She looks in the mirror with tears in her eyes. She’s telling herself she will be okay because no one else will. She wipes her tears away. Looks in the mirror and puts a smile on her face. She walks out and keeps that smile plastered on her face. Little did they know that was the last time she would fake her smile. Later that night the pain became too much. She wrote a letter and left it on the table. She left the house. No one saw her fake smile. No one saw her wrists. No one understood. No one was there for her. She was always there. Now she will never come back again. She closed her eyes and fell forward. The water caved around her. She wasn’t coming home this time. Her mom finds the note and falls to the floor. She can’t believe her baby felt like this. What her daughter did was a sin that God will never forgive. Trying to drown the pain. She goes to church. Everyone’s telling her that her daughter is in hell now. She doesn’t know what to believe. She just misses her baby girl. Wondering who hurt her baby girl so bad. The tears stream down her face. She was only 13. A poem I wrote

[@GODT1TAN]

I thought it was the girls pov, but either way 8t hit the feels!! ❤

[@Amybell2021]

Fucking hell I just read that and now I'm bawling 😭

[@lilahsmith2939]

​@@Amybell2021 aww don't cry 🥺🫂

[@BabyGirl-cc7xd]

Turned your poem into a song

[@lilahsmith2939]

@@BabyGirl-cc7xd coolll

[@KE-YS]

I just turned 15 and I've been struggling with depression and SH for 3 years. All of this hits so close to home. It's so odd that listening to this actually helps. In a weird way it's comforting to know that someone actually understands what me and hundreds of others are feeling.

[@BritneyGerou]

I turned 15 a few months ago and I have been struggling with depression and that kind of stuff but when I listen to this song it reminds me that I'm not alone so in a way it helps because I can't talk to my family and friends because they don't get it

[@KE-YS]

@@BritneyGerou I get that, mine don't either, but I'm proud of how far you've come

[@BritneyGerou]

@@KE-YS thank you, it hasn't been easy but going through this tought me who actually cares about me cuz those are the ones who will stay by my side

[@Christopher-hi6rw]

Same. I trust 3 people with my mental health. 2 have been though it and the third hasn't. The third one didn't help but the other two help so much because they know what it's like. Keep hanging on and don't give up

[@jordananderson1411]

You should listen to lil peep he helped me alot but if he's not your style that's ok

[@michaelaldenblack5184]

Both my niece at 16 and my brother at 49 died of suicide. This song gives me the letter that I never had from either of them. I appreciate your words Skippy. You've given me perspective and peace.

[@Mra_jasha]

"I dont wanna feel this pain anymore" hits so hard...this song is very addictive i kept on listening everyday.❤

[@GladiatorWorldChampionsGWC]

My new favorite song

[@MeSleepy172]

I suffered depression through my teens, 20s, 30s and into my 40s... I'm now in my 50s and while that beast bites every now and then, i own it, it doesn't own me. Stay strong, life is worth it ❤️

[@smcustom]

But, Is it?

[@MeSleepy172]

@@smcustom yes!

[@Yo_girl15]

@@MeSleepy172I wish I could just go 😢

[@Nas544]

Life is not for me

[@name8794]

@@smcustomyes

[@matthewcarpenter4764]

Blasting this through my headphones rn at work. Im surrounded by all these people at work, but I feel alone. Outside of work I lost my friends to a stupid decision. I hurt them all so bad. Betrayed them. Then when I finally realized what had transpired it was too late. They want nothing to do with me. I tried to make it right but it's too late. I know that nobody is gonna read this, but I figured I'd let loose on here since nobody else will listen 😅😢

[@sarasavage7113]

I understand ur pain

[@doreicorpze9939]

Its alright dude

[@Alicia-ev5wh]

I read it....I care.

[@cocoaine4933]

You r not alone here,in 4 years time everything's going to be really fine.❤

[@gingerakacrazyrabbit831]

I feel u hun. I fight with myself all day cause I hate myself. I know the pain I feel I would never want another to feel this way. I know u don't know me but I'm here for u and if u need to talk I got u I'll shoot my #. Plz never do anything. It will get better. I know it will.

[@JKOR7395]

Depression has no antidote no pills work it can make it stop for a short time then when you least expect bam there it is again worse than before I know how it is to not want to live I struggle every day to stay strong this song helps me to know there are others out there that feel the same keep your head up and stay strong

[@ollykirkman3480]

I’ve been in my room I’ve been counting down the time.., counting down the hours until I finally take my life. Hits me

[@John-622]

Don’t

[@Nixxy5]

Hey, are u okay?

[@Renormal]

​​@@Nixxy5 I think she's gone 😢

[@kubikcz7501]

Hope you doing good ♥️ I will pray for you 🙏

[@mariat.5629]

​@@Site17ProfDrFox are you okay man?

[@johnryanblaco2346]

Im not scared to die im just scared to feel the pain

[@binibiningraezel126]

Same. I hate this

[@Aaron-rs7vr]

Feel the same! But the pain that i´m feeling in my heart wil be bigger than the pain on my wristh...

[@wisdomplaysbtd6144]

then you are scared to die

[@ashleymoya7187]

Damn.......... those are the words I couldn't explain 😞😶

[@gaildoolan4331]

Thankyou so much the pain inside is so horrible

[@AlexiaGillenwater]

"I've been in my room ive been counting down the time counting Down the hours till I finally take my life" that line hits too close to home I'm 14 and I've almost tried several times I've been thinking about it alot lately but then I think of friends and it helps a little I hope you guys are good

[@amazinggman4353]

Hey buddy i feel you I really do. I'm 42 and have felt that way longer then you have been alive, just remember how your feeling right now, suicide doesn't end the pain, just transfers it to people who care and are left behind. I do not want anyone to ever feel like this especially because of me. Seriously dude talk to someone, spill your guts, cry and sob if need be. If you get in a bad way the veteran suicide hotline has an emergency number now its 988, doesn't matter that you're a civilian or that you're 14, call and stay on the line you'll get through.

[@brigetterobinson5666]

Hey please get some help, i have just lost my nephew to suicide and our family is broken and would have done anything to help if he gave us the chance❤️

[@amazinggman4353]

@@brigetterobinson5666 im terribly sorry for your loss

[@brandondodd7973]

Please know people love you including me and we've never met. Stay strong and live

[@lesterstrimel4703]

Stay strong I've suffered depression and drug abuse for most of my life thank God I finally had enough of losing everything time after time I lost alot of close friends & family to drug overdoses stay strong you can do this 💪

[@JaydenFaria-ph8ue]

I have had depression since I was 7 years old and I am 13 now but I am still struggling with it it’s been a rough few for me thank u for reading this 🙏 no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start and make a brand new ending.” - Carl Bard

[@blessingnyagwipa755]

Same I hate myself

[@curiousuniverse7415]

Wdym by depression? Don't you have a legendary life to look forward to? If u see any problem make it ur goal to solve it that's the power of youth why depression?

[@itsem358]

​@@curiousuniverse7415 that's not the way it works....

[@AkuzaZA]

Yo bro we in the exact same boat I'm also 13 and hella depressed It feels like you just want to let go and honestly it doesnt sound that bad to be fair

[@novat9408]

I am in the same boat just a year younger just know there is still ppl that love you that wanna help just ask but I understand ether way

[@bree_2650]

I've been struggling with depression for a few years now and considered suicide several times. These lyrics hit so hard for me because it describes how I felt during the past few years. I have told my parents. They helped for a few weeks but completely forgot about it after a month. My friend is the only one by my side who understands what's going on because she's going through the same thing. We stay up for hours talking and making sure the other is ok. She's probably the only reason I'm here right now. I am very grateful to have her by my side when things get tough. If you're struggling at all or even considering suicide, please know there is always light at the end of the tunnel and no matter what, there will always be someone out there who loves you and will help you. I have all of you in my heart and prayers and please know that you aren't alone.❤

[@donnalynflores6729]

Crying while reading your comment.. I always think about It word's suicide it's been Chasing me In my thoughts Every night.

[@VonFrmDaWiic]

been feeling the same for years now😢struggling wit depression and suicidal thoughts all the time but I’m tryna stay strong and try to win my battle for my brother it hurts me I can’t do that to him but idk if I can take it anymore I’m losing my mind i feel like I’m dreaming

[@LordofRacoons]

Had a girl like that once, said she'd always be there for me until I told her I loved her then she ditched real quick. It's been like that my whole life when you need them the most they always leave.

[@bearkrafty4979]

I’m am so happy you have someone to feel their pain and to help each other I hope you r friendship never ends 🥹🤧

[@labandadeigattipazzi4802]

we are all normal people who, for their passions or things done long ago, are heavily mocked to the point of exhaustion or getting them killed, people like me who get made fun of because I love cats, yes domestic cats are an obsession for me, so so much so that I took them as a role model, in short I mind my own business and don't bother anyone but in any case for things that happened some time ago I get made fun of or even worse, beaten up, even though it was a short period of about 1 or 2 months are a comparison of weakness and ignorance or even mental problems, although I don't have any.

[@Minsoo_xx]

It's really hard being someone who used to be the brightest and having a "perfect" and happy life to someone who has no bit of hapiness or energy left, and worst of all people go and leave you at your worst when you need someone

[@makiahmiller6447]

Yes’s I can relate. I’m at that point to.

[@sheridanskrobanek1915]

Sucks that we feel this way. I'm sorry dude. Air hugs. 🥹

[@SosukeAizen748]

You can always come back to this post and talk to me.

[@SosukeAizen748]

Anyone in this post thread.

[@krisztinadomjan2271]

​@@SosukeAizen748 i need to talk with someone cz im deepöy depressed with drpg abusion

[@sidhantamangtamang3127]

Every song hit you hard when you are in the lowest.But remember God is with you everytime.❤

[@QuelFriulanoLuca01]

I've been listening to this song for like six months every day. Every time I listen this song I feel like there's someone out there that truly understands me. It makes me feel a little bit better

[@thepettypotato1308]

Same

[@RoxyTheSkyeFox]

this song reminds me that all i really want is to just disappear and not be a burden anymore

[@Bliss621]

Bruh u never a burden 🫂

[@ShreyasiGhosal-ck8qw]

You know I am also thinking like you

[@raiinpdx503]

Me too😢

[@thanos8494]

@@ShreyasiGhosal-ck8qw Youre not a burden, do not think that way bro, Jesus loves you more than anything. Keep fighting, i beg you.

[@thanos8494]

@@raiinpdx503 You're not a burden brother, Jesus loves you, keep fighting, you matter!

[@Dc-Yc43ver]

I can’t even express how much I completely and totally relate with this song and these feelings, I hate feeling this way and I just don’t want to do it anymore. 😭💔

[@beccas.1496]

I feel you. But we gotta keep living and maybe one day it will be okay. Just seems impossible most days 😭

[@Dc-Yc43ver]

@@beccas.1496 I’m trying really hard, and holding on in the hopes that one day, it will be okay. Thank you for your encouragement and support ❤️😭🙏🏻

[@kubikcz7501]

❤❤❤ I fell You Bro, keep going ! It’s gonna get better ♥️

[@mariankrpelan]

bro we are struggling together 🫂💙 please never give up, you are so worth

[@coryminnick1256]

I struggle everyday, no one knows. A lot of times I don’t wanna worry people cuz when they worry it worry’s me. Idk, it’s confusing. All I know is I held on this long, but one quote keeps me here and forgive me that I don’t know who was the original author is. But it goes something like this. “Suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on to those who care.” Kinda cheesy. But it helps me, cuz I don’t want anyone to feel this kinda pain and loneliness.

[@RustamAlone]

“I ain’t happy with the person that I am” hit me like a ton of bricks. Bless you all guys, as distant as we sometimes may try to be from ourselves and the reality of what harm comes our way, we are not alone in the fight and you my friend, are the hero of your story 🌊

[@igikatv479]

Who is still alive thumbs up

[@WilliamYancey-fz6gr]

👎

[@legendarywarriorr]

but is struggling to survive :) right now don't even know anymore

[@igikatv479]

@@legendarywarriorr don't do it you will be fine you can't watch this accidentally

[@igikatv479]

@@WilliamYancey-fz6gr don't do it you will be fine u can't watch this accidentally

[@legendarywarriorr]

@@igikatv479 : doesn't matter what i watch, i suffer from depression sometime sad song make me feel well but not all

[@BreakingBadEdits2008]

I think this is my new favorite song ❤ The lyrics are how I feel everyday The beat is so beautiful His voice is amazing

[@joshuaarreola5813]

Pretend my pain away is another one it describes my relationship with my mom and my mental health

[@BreakingBadEdits2008]

@@joshuaarreola5813 I'm sorry to hear you relate to that :(

[@nuclearmind8356]

I'm not sure if it's the same for you, but at least for me I just don't want to hurt her, and make here feel like she's done something wrong. Even if I tried to talk to someone, I just wouldn't be able to think or express why I feel this way. I'd say I've done this for so long that it's just second nature to hide and burry anything and everything away, in a place no one can reach. I don't really feel much emotionally apart from the negative anymore, and almost nothing when I'm alone. I know it might sound sad to say this but, "I'm used to this." It's just repeat after repeat, day in day out. Hope you're doing ok bro, even though we and many others don't know each other I hope that we can all just see, have, live for just a second more see a day for what it truly is not just monochrome. Have just one more person we can talk to even if it is a rando on the internet. You've got this bro, just try to take one step at a time and take all the breaks you need along the way, I know at least I won't blame you. Sorry for the little rant.

[@joshuaarreola5813]

@nuclearmind8356 no don't apologize for the rant. To be honest it's the first time someone's taken the time to say something to me that isn't blaming me or shaming me. It's hard to find anyone who understands my struggles. Like every day I have to fight the urge to take myself out and that fight I'm afraid to say but I'm losing it a Lil more everyday. My mom is the type well her whole family is the type where they don't believe mental health is actually real for some dumb reason . And that's why I'm alone in this fight.

[@nuclearmind8356]

@@joshuaarreola5813 Sorry but oh god they're those type of people like ffs "Oh no one I know has said that they have 'mental health' issues, so it doesn't exist. what they said that they do, then they're lying and I won't associate with them any more." Like grow up and try to look any crack in your fragile world view and see that things aren't so plain as you think. And I am sorry for in essence attacking your family but how sheltered can people be from the outside world. And even though this conversation may end eventually I want you to try and remember that even when the world falls down and the walls close in you can at least call a helpline, I hope. No matter what you are the only you, and while it might not seem like it but there is at least one person that would miss you bro. And while I wouldn't know if you did go through with it, I'd miss you all the same. But even if you can't press forwards just try to keep where you are it doesn't matter if you fall back you can learn from what you did right and what went wrong, and use that to push further than ever before. And while it may hold true that some might blame or curse you out if you do fall to far and go through with it, I hope that it doesn't come to that, but, if it does that at least I won't blame you, disregard you, or hate you. You'd have done all that you could and while it'd be a loss to see you go, I'd take solace that you did do all you could. And never, ever even think to yourself that you can't cry, fear, or show weakness to yourself. Even if it's hard for you to process your emotions, and yes I know it might sound stupid but maybe try and start a diary of sorts. Write/Type out what you can. What you fell and why if you can it's the only other thing to realise your inner thoughts and emotions apart from talking to someone which, as you've said you don't really have any viable options to do that with. And with the 'dairy' doesn't sound right for you I'm sure that there are many groups where you'd be welcomed with open arms, I hope you and everyone else can work through it and come out holding your heads high. And be proud not ashamed of the hardships you've gone through because you've survive. But there's nothing to be ashamed of if you can't work through it, you gave it all you could and that truly is the only thing that I could ask for everyone feels things differently so don't let anyone put you down for how and why you feel the way you do no one is the same we're all different and that's a beautiful and scary thing all at the same time. And while it really is one of the hardest things to do try and find just one person be it someone only or irl that you can just talk to with zero expectations of each other. I truly do hope that you can get through this bro but don't push yourself just take all the time that you need and just try and be yourself, don't hide away your true self away. You've got this. And yeah I know it's an absolute wall.

[@retiredFAAatc]

My friends son walked into a train 2 days ago. May he rest in peace now. Online, the sheriff's dept posted his demise. People argued about how he must have been drunk or high and called him names. He suffered from schizophrenia and was the nicest person you would have ever met. It's tragic, it's horrible and no one can ever explain it.

[@grimaceshake453]

Hey are you ok?

[@e.n.6079]

So sorry to hear about this.

[@SvenskaNudlarna]

i just can not deal with life rn

[@thanos8494]

Don't give up brother, Jesus loves you. Btw that list shouldn't contain swear words, that's my bad. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter!

[@mikemurphy2326]

Very well man you nailed God bless you thanx for expressing these thoughts so I can deal the pain

[@symetrix_]

this is just a letter to my family and my friends.

[@mr_radio]

😪😪

[@eisthebestletter7836]

@@mr_radio😭😭

[@Agathonas-cq4cu]

Yu dead?

[@aaronvigil17]

Never heard of Skippy before, never heard this song. But it just instantly became one of my go to's!

[@Minsoo_xx]

Same, it's really relatable

[@Kaitlyn-vt7vo]

same. This just popped up onto my recommended.

[@imnahtcool]

You have no idea how much this song is helping me right now. Thank you, for sharing your talent and soul with us. Beautiful ♥️

[@user-vy6fs7hu1m]

Depression is real😢For anyone going through this I pray that God brings u peace & lets u feel the love u r so deserving of. Ephesians 2:19-22 Whenever u feel unloved, unimportant or insecure remember to whom you belong🙏🏻

[@phindulomakhwara9580]

Gonna put this song on repeat while I die

[@tylercarver5695]

Me2

[@dip_dop]

Been a while so I'm checking to see if ur alr

[@phindulomakhwara9580]

I am still on air I am better now.. thank you dude

[@ogashcheeksdubvee1315]

So glad your doing better. I'm at a hard time in my life I listen to this as a lullaby by not because I want to die. Happy your still alive.

[@Lily69420AYFGA]

me too

[@Kaitlyn-vt7vo]

Soldiers risk their lives to save others, and they are determined to live. But lately... not many of us seem to be determined to live anymore. Quite a lot of us are just wishing we could die instead...

[@crzzrvr]

Been feeling this for the past 5 years of my life, but still here i am. Not living tho, just existing.

[@loveandfaithfulness4479]

Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. When we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. we serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. and when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. so rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

[@user-hs9ge4cp9o]

can you give me your insta ? we can be friends i'm a girl btw

[@jds_logic8497]

Tbh this song is the only thing that can actually make me feel better tysm 😢❤

[@sadshaun4486]

I’ve been in my room counting down the time counting down the hours till i finally take my life hit me soo hard

[@tom_gorman21]

It’s what I’m doing right now

[@mysterytime5200]

@@tom_gorman21 Are you okay?

[@jessieschannel4kids127]

@@tom_gorman21 please don't, you are loved, you have much to live for anything could happen. please hold on, it all gets better

[@ameerfaris6501]

@@jessieschannel4kids127 no one wants to hear this.

[@jessieschannel4kids127]

@@ameerfaris6501 you clearly need help yourself..

[@suffersilently3220]

This song is so calming and tears me up reminding me how I feel. Sometimes I want to reach out but fear of how they'd react or how I am bothering them and adding more to their work load. I also feel like I am never good enough and this music helps me calm down. It is such a good song.

[@harshmishra2075]

I feel you mate. Facking smiles 24*7*365, I feel you.

[@amandawood4084]

I’m right there too! It’s nice to know your not alone. But at the same time time knowing your not alone doesn’t inch you out of your head. It’s frustrating tiring. And for sure lonely.

[@My-cute-baby-sister]

Suffersilently I do that all the time

[@harshmishra2075]

@@My-cute-baby-sister Welcome to bloody party mate!!!

[@My-cute-baby-sister]

@@harshmishra2075 your British I speak British but it's a second language

[@user-wj3ew8hw2n]

I failed my girlfriend baby and family so now I'm ready to go

[@Flixplaysss]

Hey bro I'm right with you brother

[@Ccs0904]

Dude, we all have moments where we feel like that. We have your back man.

[@rerunzgibson915]

Dont

[@rerunzgibson915]

So many things ahead of you and the only way you fail is if you are dead. I've failed bigtime and thought I'd never see the light of day. Now I'm old and I'm happy. It's weird how things work if you let them. I've died before and I'm so glad I didn't die. You never know what is coming good and bad. One thing I always know is I love my scars. They make me, they are me. I'm a woman and I thought I'd never get out of the pain and nobody would love me because I took a dark left turn somewhere in my 30's but what I've learned is people actually like a comeback . It gives people hope. I'm happy now and I was where you are and I mean I'm going to even say worse because it's my story. I don't think your that different so grab your balls and let them drop. Fuck everything besides yourself and when you get your strength come back and be there when you can. They always say on an airplane to put your mask on before your kids. They say that because they can't do it with out you

[@nikkijoy2661]

😢not yet❤

[@adebowaleemmanuel8323]

Letter to anyone passing through unbearable times with no one to share it with, i really do love you 💘 and Jesus love you more ❤

[@estarlangshylla24]

He says everything we couldn't say

[@secsychicky]

I’m so impressed with the concept of this video and the different aspects that it brings to light about sadness, depression and suicide. I pray for those who have suffered loss due to suicide and pray that the ones who are suffering will find the strength to overcome their pain and demons . I’ve suffered from depression and anxiety since I was young and I don’t wish it on my worst enemies.

[@Alicia-ev5wh]

Yes!

[@Alicia-ev5wh]

I can relate 1000% to that comment!

[@bearkrafty4979]

Amen 🙏🏻

[@coddr101]

God i know life’s so tough for me and life changed for me and everything is different now , but god please give me more strength more power i dont wanna be down , and i know nothing else i could do , but hey i know some day i will be proud , and things will change

[@bearkrafty4979]

Amen 🙏

[@coddr101]

Wake up and don’t you ever give up

[@d2theavid736]

Surprised this song isn't more well known. Every day I struggle with the feeling of worthlessness. I see countless people who are pure evil get blessed in life and continue to, yet I was taught to be a good person and I would be rewarded... yet it showers sh!t on me constantly.

[@Mrfruitful836]

My dear be cool, your time shall come for celebration

[@e.n.6079]

Hi, this is actually in the Bible as well like the question why evil people seem to be so fortunate but we have to look at the end of these people. Every one will stand in front of God. Only people forgiven by the LORD JESUS CHRIST will be able to pass the judgement. I wish you all all the best. I feel what you are saying deeply.

[@joannamcelroy9728]

Describes my life, but also calms me down

[@roshansabiha5849]

This song is really outstanding❤ The most wonderful thing abput the song is that whn the song moves ahead it makes you feel really very relatable to yoour own life which you don't wanto live

[@dredlordgaming]

I love this song, ive been depressed and suicidal for half of my life and i relate so much to this that ive listend to it so many times. And the combination of soft music and sad lyrics gets me.

[@cookie_n00b00dy]

I love his voice, this song is so calming and I relate to the lyrics so well... I've been struggling my whole life but I know what depression is since 4 years now and I honestly lost all hope that anything would change to the better. I'm going to therapy and use medications, it doesn't change anything for me because I still feel so fcking messed up. I tried so many times to get out of this hole but it just feels like I'm falling deeper.. I honestly think that it would be better if I end my suffering, I'm sick of „It's going to be okay"..You don't know what's going on behind my eyes, please stop saying that. I'm old enough to decide for myself what's the best for me.. I'm sorry mom but no one ever asked me if I wanted to be here in the first place, I never did. If anyone here in the comments still have that little light in their heart, please try to climb out of this deep hole..please just try it...I know it's too late for me but I really hope you guys can see the light in the darkness again some day, I'm proud of everyone here that's been going trough so much pain and is still standing..I really am proud. And please remember, it's not your fault for being that person you are now and for struggling with all this..It was never your fault to be born in this messed up sociaty, but you have a choice to decide the end of your story... I love you all❤️

[@Minsoo_xx]

Omg your comment really touched me. And.. you're right, me too i'm really fed up with people telling me: " it's gonna be okay" or " this is just a phase" like even my own parents can't understand me. But honestly i came asking, How are you now?? I hope you're better but yeah... this is not easy at all i wish we'd find someone that'll understand us. ;(

[@cookie_n00b00dy]

@@Minsoo_xx I'm sorry that you relate to that, I know how hard it is when no one tries to understand you. I'm not really feeling better but thank you so much for asking🙏 I hope you are doing okay..if not that's also okay! I'm proud of you, even if you're just breathing..being here right now is more then enough❤️ Maybe one day someone will see the real us..

[@Minsoo_xx]

@@cookie_n00b00dy Maybe one day... I really hope so

[@neveragain6379]

There is no such a thing is late, every second is a matter of time so use it wisely and be men who face every problem u been facing, remember When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked into it, that's what the storm is all about. When you can't control what's happening to you. you control how you respond to it. yes it is life its so unfair, instead of making urself to do that to u well i can say ur wasting ur life, yeah i just said it ur wasting, ur a waste, a person who's wasting his potential, you will never know if you try, look for the best version of you, pathetic if you gonna make urself like that our potential is infinite.

[@sheridanskrobanek1915]

Man. I feel this. No one asked my ass either. Grrrrr. I love for the good times, few and far between... my heart breaks more than it feels happy it seems. This smile is just a mask. For you, for me, for them, for us... I pray for those tiny little moments of peace in our hearts and happiness to linger longer and give us solace. Right now in this moment, I am ok... but damn do I feel this song and can I relate? More times than not. Popped up on my feed so you know it must. Hang in there. People do love us more than we realize. I woke up to 7 of my loved ones around me happy that I was still here. Didn't make my heart feel any better. Guess l will take this G and go back to sleep... without it, I would probably relate even more. Well damn. That's a reality that is sad. Fuck man.

[@nour_1d68]

God this song is so calming I can listen to this all day bcz the lyrics are just exactly how I feel plus the voice is calming as well. Love this song so much

[@Hauntedhut_]

Listening this one is better than to live in Overthinkng 🖤

[@Rufus_Buck]

Felt every word. I’m exhausted

[@loveandfaithfulness4479]

Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only temporary. Everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. when we only see one solution to our problem, When we only see one way out of our struggle, we need to pray to God to help us to shift our focus toward Him and His infinite wisdom. We serve God who can do all things. Have an Honest confession. Tell God how you’re feeling and what your hang-ups are, He often answers in ways we can’t comprehend. for the Lord will give you understanding in everything. God won’t leave us stuck when we come to Him with an honest plea for guidance. He longs to be our Guide. And when we come to Him, He will show us a path we’ve never seen before, overflowing with hope and opportunity. Always Call for God to open your eyes to the truth. Praise God despite the roadblock you are facing. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. we fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. we need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

[@meedh6055]

I used to listen to this song back when I was struggling with depression, now I can comfortably say that I'm free and happy. Do to every thing that I went through I have some tips to share with you in case you need it, 1 - don't let you emotions keep you away from asking for help " I know that you might be in a situation that you feel like no matter what you tried it's not going to work, DON'T let that get in your head ever I followed that rule for several year and I've wasted 3 years of of live" 2 - don't think that your the only one who's going through that just find a person who's going to understand what are you going through thus you can talk too "IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT" eventually I promise you that your going to have a regular life in which your gonna be happy. depression

[@user-yc2eo6px2o]

That you for making this song when ever my depression starts to kick in at home i always listen to this and it helps me not to cry even though it is hard i will only cry if i am alone so thank you for making this song i can relate to this thank you ❤

[@thanos8494]

Brother, please do not do it, i know it must be insanely hard but do not give up. Jesus loves you, suicide is not worth it. You went through so much and are still here, you're remarkable. Keep up the good fight.

[@Julie-SweetPoison1995]

This song is so beautiful but in the most painfulliest of ways 💞

[@user-cy9ce4po7u]

Its like the whole song was just talking to me till the end....it really touched my heart to a point where tears dropped down from my eyes

[@grimaceshake453]

are you ok?

[@pepper_ox]

I hate that people have to deal with the things I do but if you’re like me and deal with these types of things I wish you the best of luck getting out of your situation just try to think about all the people that care about you next time you think of committing

[@Gorilla1080p]

All the people who never helped, never understood or could understand. It's not for them, it's not selfish, it's just one last thing you did for youself

[@donnieboi6560]

Some people arent waiting for there happy ending anymore. They just want there end. Cant wait for mine. Screw this world.

[@derricksturkie1423]

Thank yall for everything i think this is it love yall

[@paulwalker242]

I love this song! Great lyrics brother.

[@hanaarmy1305]

His voice is so calming

[@kaylaordaz6732]

Just remember that if you off yourself the pain doesn't go away you are just giving it to someone else 😢 you are loved ❤

[@frankvargas9549]

I have tried attempting suicide. I’m a survivor but. Even though I survived doesn’t mean the pain and struggles disappeared. Honestly I would have been better off gone than pushing and hurting those who lift me up. Don’t do drugs. It’s harder getting back up alone…

[@BradAndersson-hx4rb]

13 year relationship ending,this hits hard, feeling numb

[@Tiktok-hylo]

Too good man keep going up I know you want to give up I could just see it in your voice 😔I hope You come out of the darkness and see light 🖤🤘🏽

[@Nuker-999]

Before i end it i want everyone to know what love your life and i love you no matter who you are or what you do

[@natysm25]

I’m a stranger and I care and love you , wait another day , distract yourself , I came close and I thought well if I’m going to go I might as well have a fun as day right before , it’s been 3 years. If you have a pet look at them see the world you are in their eyes. I know the pain believe me , just one more day maybe it’ll change your mind for now ❤

[@Nuker-999]

@@natysm25 ty

[@Jojoyazin]

Big love

[@sophiawilliams3759]

Slow overdose not wanting to wake up. This song is beautiful and calming trance dental 💔💜💜 Thank you for your powerful and beautiful song please keep shining on earth angel x

[@jimmyshushsheesh2498]

It’s fine I’ve finally managed to ignore my problems bc I started to ignore them like how everyone ignores me

[@natalietsourma555]

I don't wanna be alive either....

[@loveandfaithfulness4479]

Keep holding on to God. No matter what may be trying to keep you down, keep looking up to God. He will always be your hand in helping you get back up. The reason why Jesus tells us not to be anxious is because the Father cares for us. He has your back and will help you through anything, All you have to do is have Faith. God wants us to change and grow into the person He wants us to be. All things are possible with God. difficult times can leave us feeling exposed and unprotected but it is only Temporary. everything is temporary and that nothing lasts forever. This includes both the good and the bad times because it will eventually end. Ultimately, the enemies we face, are not people or objects. It is not our body, It is not physical enemy. our battle is indeed spiritual, In each of those cases, we can choose to fight the wrong battles, or we can rest knowing God is fighting for us. We fight this war by daily putting on the whole armor of God, always praying, standing firm in the Word of God, and staying alert. We need to live each day guided by an eternal perspective. we get swamped by temporal concerns. So rest in knowing that when you keep holding on, you will see that in your weakness, God will be your strength. Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.” John 15:13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. Romans 5:6-8 For when we were still without strength, in due time Christ died for the ungodly. for scarcely for a righteous man will one die; yet perhaps for a good man someone would even dare to die. But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

[@MarilynMejorado-ee8qh]

Such a haunting truth. Song from the voice of an angel. I feel every word we well...

[@sassykaren7587]

WoW this song really hit home for me, and how I’ve been feeling. I attempted to end it all numerous times, and ways, but for some reason, it never worked. Now I’m just a recluse who stays in my room almost all day and night with my mind always running around. I fought out of this before, and I will find a way to do it again! I pray for everyone else who is going through the same things. ❤

[@jacobarmstrong6195]

I need help

[@sassykaren7587]

@@jacobarmstrong6195 what is going on my friend?

[@triston8322]

Hello there,how are you?

[@sassykaren7587]

@@triston8322 I’m doing well, thank you for asking. I hope that you’re having a good day today.

[@user-io6rp3ml4m]

Hey to sassykaren7587. Please don't attempt to end it all again, you are so loved, even by complete strangers who read posts and feel a connection from what you say. Me ? I struggle also with depression. I've attempted suicide 3 times , not successfully obviously and .unfortunately. my gf just left me without saying 1 word to me. I'm hurting but it doesn't matter about me. I saw your post, you have me 🙏 for you If you EVER need someone to talk too I'm here. Please be safe.

[@hope741]

Speaks to my soul😌❤️

[@jacobarmstrong6195]

I keep playing this song on repeat, 33 times now

[@the_official_ron24k]

This is medicinal 🥺💔it feeds the soul

[@coddr101]

I know some day you will be stronger then ever

[@stay-away-kameinay]

Never knew someone would explain my pain this beautiful tysm💜

[@nathanmerchant9041]

Very Poetic song ❤. Please don't hurt or destroy yourself, You've got extreme talent and can definitely do many Good things with it for yourself and other's.

[@JimXultra]

Mercy that's how you make a song . Wow deep and seriously amazing

[@trevwelder6588]

This song slaps

[@sinkingslowlywithasmile]

43 and this hits deep I've felt this way as long as I can remember. I'm tired and sick of fighting this fight.

[@bunny7669]

i been in my room i been counting down the time , counting down the hours till i finally take my life , i don’t wanna feel this pain anymore ~ ask me how i’m doing but i tell u i been fine, truth is i don’t wanna be alive anymore The most common answer to this question: "how are you?" is "Im fine"...IM NOT FINE DAMNIT. you see that im not ok but you choose to ignore it!! Im done. Im fuckin done. Im done fighting. i cant take this anymore! But no. "Im fine" Im alone. And i cant take it anymore...

[@limzhenru3903]

Thank you for this idea

[@bunny7669]

@@limzhenru3903 wym?

[@bunny7669]

Sorry

[@mariankrpelan]

bro never give up I know that you're so tired 🫂

[@triston8322]

Hey,sis How are you?

[@symetrix_]

addicted to this for a while now

[@FirtunaAlemayhu]

He just wrote what I’m feeling and can’t do I’m crying while typing this cuz I almost lost hope in everything in my life. I want to end up my pain but all my hands are tied up please god save me from myself oh father I’m in pain ❤️‍🩹

[@thanos8494]

Don't give up brother, Jesus loves you. Btw that list shouldn't contain swear words, that's my bad. Give all your worries to Jesus Christ, get proffesional help, please never give up, you matter!

[@angiadiamonte4632]

I used to be depressed and theraphy helped me thank god

[@johnharvincatapang9641]

feeling always offending others even tho you only talk normal , overthinking when you fight with your loved ones and killing yourself in your mind countless time in different type of suicidal , feeling alone cant talk to others what youve been through or feels , cant cry loud cuz they might hear them cuz dont wanna be weak infront of them

[@johnharvincatapang9641]

I am not good at expressing myself to anyone even in my family , I found a good poem so I can express how I feel

[@johnharvincatapang9641]

suicide is my only way out of my pain i feel, Explain why i can't kill or hurt my self, This is priceless for every suicidal thoughts, The thoughts that runs through my head, the way you throw me, talk shit of me, this is way i want to die in horrible way, Suicide is my only way out, the way out of the pain you have caused me, SEE what you did to me. 🙃

[@ami4057]

Pray and ask God for help, He will help you If you really want Him to.

[@neveragain6379]

​@@johnharvincatapang9641When you come out of the storm, you won't be the same person who walked into it, that's what the storm is all about. When you can't control what's happening to you. you control how you respond to it

[@abcd-182]

Just putting a fake smile on my mouth. Just closing the door of my brain. By just ignoring my self. Just letting my self to be drowned in the ocean of depression. Just trying not to cry and not to make my attention towards me..... slowly....time will come to take the step.....that will take everything from me even myself ....

[@machodejesus7264]

Amazing song fits so perfect with how I've been feeling lately bro keep up the great work

[@Iftier755]

I get shivers every time i listen to this song…

[@kristendenise4503]

This is how I feel and is why I'm going to rehab today.

[@tylergoree9893]

This song remind me of my brother that I lost it reminds me of my mamma it that died reminds me of my granny that died it reminds me of my father who has died it reminds me how my girl is cheating on me she don't even know I know this song reminds me of my pain I've been through a lot and still going through it I'm steady struggling I probably deserve this

[@hope741]

Sending hugs 🫂🫂 everything is going to be alright ❤️🫂

[@Ambrielisonfire]

It is a comfort.... Needs to be sung about. Thank you ❤

[@dip_dop]

Done w this life xx

[@icymoodywinter]

This song is so relatable especially when he says he says "i shut everyone put cuz i wanna be alone" I found this song a little while ago and i love crying to this

[@Wolf_Bestie4ever]

Thank you for this song. It's calming to my dead soul. So thanks.