Dealing with Failure as an Artist

[@monkeybearmax]

I think u have an audience used to realism and you made a change. Your paintings are really lovely. It’s just a different audience so it takes time to find this new audience

[@teresathompsonart1007]

Very true

[@LisaTuohy-r2r]

I was thinking the exact same thing.

[@BijouPrunelle]

Yes exactly. It seems pretty obvious. Well let's hope she finds her new audience.

[@MunzingerAllerlei]

Me too. Exaxt same thought

[@wildgrem]

this is pretty much it. She has 300k ish followers on socials and most of them follow her because of her realism.

[@mchahn620]

Hi! I just purchased your abstract no. 6, and I’m beyond excited for my daughters, my husband, and myself to enjoy it forever! Please please please continue to make art that brings you joy- your pieces will find homes where they spread your joy to others! 💕

[@b.cormier]

Thank you so much Michelle - can't tell you how much this meant to me! 💛 Hope you're loving your new painting!

[@rogerbrownart]

I have had paintings that I had for 2-3 years before they sold for the price that I wanted, its all about waiting for the right buyer to see the work.Its all about patience, just keep creating and increasing your portfolio.

[@b.cormier]

Thanks for the encouragement Roger - I'm working on my patience!

[@RussellFineArt]

Meanwhile, go complete broke and depressed, which is what I did when painting full time. It's an extremely difficult profession, to say the least.

[@C__P13]

Art and selling said art is a weird and fickle experience! It’s probably a bad idea to have expectations about sales. I recently sold two paintings I honestly thought I’d never sell. I have never found sales to be predictable. I’ve followed my heart and made very little money; I’ve put forth minimal effort and had great success. Often there’s no rhyme or reason! Behaviour in the art industry does not guarantee the same results as in the ‘real world’ (ie. work hard and you’ll see results … just isn’t always true in art). There’s a reason why, in days of old, artists had patrons who gave them a stipend to keep them afloat during hard times. I wish you all the best Brooke 🩷 If you get the chance, read ‘Big Magic’ by Elizabeth Gilbert. It’s terrific!

[@izetteroos6888]

Hahaha! I have been an artist for 25 years and only ever sold any works to direct family and one major work to a collector. That is it. Still exhibiting every 2 years where possible but opportunities are hard to come by

[@ausrabartkute-deviatnikova3817]

Wish You good luck. I am often not selling my works for long periods, or selling them cheapper than I would like. Sometimes, if I stuck with sellings, I even begin giving my paintings away for free.. or repaint them on top.. what is the worst scenary.. usually i am sorry about that later, because i like all my paintings.. Sometimes, when I can not sell my paintings for longer terms, i go to regular work/job.. and it feels realy not joyful for me to work as a secondary school teacher, or an omniscient , or a builder, etc., because I love painting so so much, I am a professional artist with master degree of arts.. woth the 20 years practice of painting.. but I am a very bad seller.. You are great, because You introduce Your works very proudly. Other artists(including me) are afraid to do even that.. I am always afraid to say something good about my works loud. I never say anything good even about my best works. I show them on exhibitions, but I never manage to speak about them. Other people speak, sometimes they even write great articles about my art, bimut I never manage to speak about my art proudly myself :( I have invested so much time and money to my not small collection of large scale paintings (from 100*100cm, to 170*200cm), and often am in a situation, when I do not sell anything for a half of a year or even a whole year.. Sometimes galleries sell some peace, but it is not enough even for simple living, for food, clothes and etc. for me and my two teenage Daughters.. so, Dear Brooke Cormier, I understand You so so so... The world is not always very fare.. and, as it seems for me, the best selling artists are always those, who are the best managers, who may bravely say loud "I am the best in the world!!", even if they are not.. 😢 Wish You stay brave. You are youg and You may learn that breave loud speaking about You and Your works. Keep working. Stay healthy. If You have Your husband to help You woth bills, stay in arts and do not go to sell Your energy in other jobs.. it'll take too much energy, Your time, and it'll take Your confidence from You.. Try Your best to stay with Your passion of painting 🙏❤️

[@edkeefe]

It’s normal for scientists to experiment and “fail” regularly, however it’s not called failure, it’s known as “adding to the body of knowledge”. Therefore every experiment is a success. I’m a lecturer in Design and I teach “Fail Fast” methodology, this is a way of learning through intended failure, pushing until something breaks, then addressing that problem and moving on, it’s a repetitive process which eventually leads to the correct solution to the problem (ideally!). Your paintings are really excellent, in my humble opinion I think you should paint two different series, one on mushrooms and the other abstract landscapes. I see a touch of the genius of Ivon Hitchens in your work. Just keep painting, you’ll figure it all.

[@onhandart]

The lesson you're learning is that you built up one audience and now you're building up a new audience. You'll get there. Full disclosure: I'm talking to myself here too 😅

[@b.cormier]

Haha thank you very much - best of luck to the both of us! ;)

[@MissShembre]

I 1000% agree with this! My art business is broken up into 3-4 different parts. What works for one might have cross over with the others, but not always.

[@Cozycottagegarden]

I can absolutely feel your pain. I am writing this in tears rolling over my cheeks. I use to paint a lot in my childhood and in teen age time, mainly acrylic and oil paintings. But as for Asian parents, academics and good career is more important than one’s own talents and passion. Hence, I left painting completely and pursued a medical profession. Got married and now I am a mother of 2 little children. Now I am planning to restart my passion and going to do my first ever painting project after 15 years for my little KZbin channel. Wish me luck 🍀

[@tonibauerlein5806]

You are brave! Bravo! I wish you good luck. Hope to catch your channel.

[@FuzzyBunnyofInle]

Wishing you the best of luck & joy in doing something for yourself.

[@daytonmorehead7330]

Go for it !!!!!

[@nancywright4730]

I know how your feel, glad you made this video. For me it’s not about selling, although it’s been a really long time. For me it’s about deciding to finally enter exhibitions, painting my heart out, paying the entry fee for the exhibition and then not getting accepted. This is to shows I’ve been accepted to in the past. So 5 times in a row. Very nice letters followed the declined status, but none the less🤔

[@Livelife_light]

I am following you now! Hope this uplifts you!

[@sardonicsophisticate3974]

My superpower is that I never assume any of my paintings will sell. Sometimes my paintings sell 2-3 years afterwards. It’s always in person to someone who really connects with the piece.

[@evasalyerart]

that is so rad and important.

[@CaraVaughan2008]

Brook, YOU ARE AWESOME!! The "valley" paintings of artists sometimes become the most profound work of an artist. By doing these paintings you are automatically going to expand your audience. You're expanding your audience right now by posting such a vulnerable topic which only adds to the very authentic person you are; which is what I love about you! People need these stories because it creates connection. You will experience connection as well and you will be greatly encouraged by it. Don't lower your price but definitely have prints available for these paintings. Times are hard for so many and inflation is hitting us all so having art that appeals to every budget will definitely be the way to go for us tight-budgeters and we will be forever grateful. I have a goal and that is to save a few dollars a month so that I can purchase one of your originals and you know what?,... it will be worth it! In the meantime, I am more than happy to be patient and thoroughly enjoy journeying with you in your process as an artist. These pieces of art will speak to so many right when they need it; just as this video will. Finally, remember your true identity. You are Brook Cormier who is an authentic, genuine, sassy, witty, caring, giving, wise, tea-drinking of a person;...a human being. Making art and creating things with your hands is NOT who you are. IT IS WHAT YOU DO. We don't just love what you make but, we love you more for who you are! If you tragically lost the ability to use your hands you would not stop being Brook. You would adapt and find another way to be creative or find another way to earn a living. Our connection to you would not be lost. If anything, it would be deepened. I start to get a little excited when failure occurs....that lets me know that growth is about to happen! Keep walking up that hill. We are here walking along side you in the process!

[@b.cormier]

Wow this comment brought tears to my eyes - thank you so much for saying this Cara, it really means so much to me. Knowing there are people like you who are cheering me on gives me so much motivation! I'm so grateful for your words, more than you can know! 💛

[@MoongirlArt]

Cara made such good points and I totally agree! I LOVE your work. It is all amazing and your talent inspires me. I have to admit that I especially love you mushroom pieces including September (it reminds me of the forests here in Nova Scotia) but I especially love one that was probably from your first set of abstract mushroom pieces where it was mostly white. It was just so very beautiful and I hoped to own a print of it someday as prints are more realistic goals for me for now anyways. So don’t fret-so easy for me to say, I know-because perhaps your ‘regular’ audience showed up for your more realistic and equally beautiful paintings and just need time to adjust to a more multifaceted YOU. I love your brave heart. Keep going!! ❤️

[@xxzcfdxc]

Im never inclined towards abstract art, more of a realism lover myself. But these paintings are so beautiful and aesthetic. Can't believe no one bought them.

[@b.cormier]

Well coming from a non-abstract lover, I really appreciate that haha 🙏

[@beaudenoir]

Well you did not buy and to be honest I would not buy myself either.

[@scwatsonart]

Hey Brooke - I absolutely love your videos, and your work. As an artist and illustrator who's been working for 15+ years, and works in several different styles (Fine Art, Fantasy/science fiction, and Children's illustration) I've found that you *have* to market the work to the appropriate demographic. From your video, it sounds like what you did was market some highly experimental pieces (which I personally love) to the people who follow and buy your work based on your more traditional / realistic work. The fact that they didn't respond well is not surprising. What I'd recommend doing is establishing a different gallery off your main website (that is, still on your main website, but a subpage) to cater to this new style of work, and even possibly a separate news letter for the people who are interested in it. Keep your main income stream going, and make sure that they continue to get what they're used to and expect (because, let's face it, eating is a good thing), but setting up a specific place, that caters to a specific audience, will allow you to continue to explore and experiment with the mushroom / abstract theme. Mushrooms for the win! :) Anyway, I suspect that you already know this, but I hope it helps. And, remember; you're not a failure unless you quit. The issue is that this just didn't meet your expectations. The pieces can still sell, and when they do, it's a win. (I have a few pieces that have been hanging around for *years* - but every so often, someone comes along and falls in love with it. I can take time. Best, ~S

[@ChristopherNorris_CopyGhosting]

I couldn't agree more with @SCWatson. Brainstorm tribes of people who might like your mushroom paintings and reach out to them. Here are some starter groups you could explore: #gardeners #environmentalists #restaurants #mushroom_collectors (e.g. glass, ceramic, wooden) #meditation_fans #mushroom_clothing_shoppers Also, reach out to media platforms associated with each of these tribes

[@clayformations1638]

Abstract art does have a tendency to polarize. It's the age-old story for artists... we do what inspires and excites us (and we starve) 😮 or do what sells and pay the bills 😅 best we can do is just find that balance. Thank you for sharing. It helps us realize that we are all in the same boat!

[@b.cormier]

Amen! That's why my next piece is a commission 😅

[@RussellFineArt]

Very true, which is why Van Gough only sold 1 painting, in his entire life, was broke, depressed and suicidal. Rough way to live!

[@peacockandfig]

@@RussellFineArtnot true - he wasn’t broke, he lived very well because his brother gave him money to live on. He ate in the pubs and restaurants as he couldn’t/didn’t want to cook, and he “bathed” in brothels. And there is talk that he wasn’t suicidal when he died - his brother Theo (an art agent and dealer) was going to cut off or reduce his monthly allowance because him and his wife Jo were expecting their second child and needed the money for that. Vincent was in a great artistic time at that point - his work was starting to get popular and known, and he was exploring the work of other artists and doing some really neat work. This is all in his letters to Theo, he was very inspired and in a very good place mentally at that point. But he also didn’t know how to or want to support himself in a meaningful way if Theo cut off his allowance, so there is speculation that he was just trying to wound himself (for pity, to make Theo realize he still needed his help and money, etc), but he screwed up and ended up fatally wounding himself. The way the bullet entered his body and the weapon he chose, researchers and historians are now saying that didn’t make sense if he was actually trying to kill himself. His work was great, and it was sellable, he just wasn’t the most personable dude and was totally crap at marketing himself. When Theo died not long after, it was Jo who did years and years of hard work getting his story out there, his letters, his art. There’s a great new book about her out, it talks about how she “created” Van Gogh as we know him, got his work out there. So don’t buy into the stereotypes of the starving artist (that trope is from a novel in the 1800s by the way), it doesn’t help anyone and it’s not true. Like Michelangelo was very rich, they found his “bank records” so to speak, he absolutely was not poor.

[@zenakanes]

I think you absolutely made the right choice to explore this style. It's visually stunning, thought-provoking, and shows a strong artistic voice. Such a rich fantasy landscape

[@kimbrink8257]

I'm based in South Africa. If the exchange rate and shipping were in my favour, best believe I would have 1 or 2 of these up in my space to keep me inspired and empowered and creative. Remember, Brooke -- the target market you've built up could just be into realism. You're not the problem, your art isn't the problem; you're maybe just tapping into a different audience to the one you currently have. Like me. Across the world. Please please keep going. Your mushroom series inspired this girl taking a leap into art as a career. So if you'd like a bit of dramatic flare, your mushrooms changed a life! (I know that doesn't pay the bills yet but it will.)

[@ciz4cookies]

I completely agree with this… If you start out painting a certain way and build your audience, then you switch over to doing something else, you require a different audience. Keep believing in yourself and keep creating and painting what you absolutely love… ❤❤❤ You got this! I, too, am trying to make my way in this art world… I’m just starting out and you have years ahead of me. I am still Inspired even with your failure video… Which isn’t a failure by the way lol. And the comment above… “Your mushrooms changed a life!“… See? You never actually know what people are thinking until you put yourself out there… That’s awesome! You go little mushrooms! 🍄🍄🍄

[@christiaanpaulsen3974]

Hey! Fellow South African here! And yeah, I completely agree with you. Once I saw her mushroom paintings I felt the urge to shout "I'll buy one!" only to remind myself that we are in a bit of a tough boat when it comes to international payments/ shipping. As a young artist still trying to find his place in the art world, it's really encouraging to hear artists be so vulnerable and honest. And not be afraid to share their highs and lows from their work.

[@franceshanna3724]

My thoughts exactly. Your previous work is quite conservative compared to these wonderful surreal like works. A totally different market. I love your mushroom art, it's so unexpected and whimsical!

[@Peanut_Butter_Jelly_Jam]

A huge part of being an artist is facing failure.

[@BKNeifert]

Sometimes you fail for all the wrong reasons, too. Just because of the snobbery of your milieu. And then people in the next generation think you're brilliant. I hope that doesn't happen to me. I'm not a painter, but a writer. But, it's practically the same sort of thing.

[@Antonella-em3je]

I am a huge fan of your abstract mushroom artwork, it's the fist time I watch you. Congratulations and thank you for your openness. Your art is absolutely stunning. All the best of luck for you.

[@emanueladadarlat3159]

6:36 This one is absolutely gorgeous. You can notice the increase of confidence in your approach (the previous one in the video also). The maturity.

[@mayuradesai4262]

I am actually grateful to you for sharing this. People don't understand how courageous and brave it is to be vulnerable. And these are the problems every artist goes through but so little people share about it. You already have been a guide for me and watching you making or actually carving your own way through this world to do what you love is truly inspiring. Thanks a lot for putting efforts consistently into sharing things you are uncomfortable about. ❤❤

[@b.cormier]

Thank you so much for saying this, it makes it 100% worth it when I know it's helping others! 🧡

[@KarlaRaeSmith]

I only recently found you…popped up on my Instagram because I happen to like mushrooms. It was this mushroom series that caught my eye actually. It’s a humbling experience to create something that doesn’t sell as fast as you thought it would. You are so talented that a blow to the ego hits hard, but it’s necessary to grow as an artist as well. It’s just the bumpy part of the road. (I’m not one to buy originals but I would totally buy if there were smallish prints available. These are delightful and make me smile)

[@DouglasEarls]

Hey! I love these abstracts. Not only do I love the fact that they're abstracted, but also love the elements of realism that are mixed in with them. That's my favorite. Also I love the fact that you approach abstract thoughtfully, because so often abstract is viewed as this chaotic, intuitive thing that people should just work through quickly. I love the way that you took the time to lay it out and I can tell that you are extremely thoughtful with the colors that you chose. The color pallets are amazing by the way. But I think what you meant to say was that you haven't sold any of the paintings............yet. Your partner makes a good point. And you're a very intelligent person and I know that you felt through a lot of the stuff about how most of your audience up to this point has not been an audience geared towards the abstract. I know that you've thought through all of those things. It's just going to take a little bit of time for the right people to come. Or, they won't. But this hasn't been wasted time. First of all, the video you made here is beautiful. It's thoughtful, eloquent, well edited, therapeutic for you and for me! I'm very grateful that you took the time to make this video. I do portrait paintings to make money. It's not my favorite style of art to create. I also make these abstracts that I call my blob paintings. They're just blobs. I work hard to try to make them dimensional and fun. They're my favorite things to paint. You know how many I've sold? Zero. I'm scratching my head as to why because I think they're wonderful. But people don't respond to them the same way that they do my figurative pieces and that's okay. I need the blobs! Just like you need the mushrooms I guess. Okay, that doesn't sound exactly right but, you know what I mean. I found this video to be very encouraging, thank you so much. I hope you are encouraged by the process of it all. Your art is definitely valuable, and worth the price that you set for it. Keep on with the keeping on!

[@Diane_McDon]

You’re a talented writer

[@stephaniecascio5724]

Your mushroom paintings are my favorites of yours! I was actually out for a walk with my kids recently and saw some interesting mushrooms growing out of a tree stump and I snapped a pic and thought of you. I’ve been doing festivals a lot during the summer and one of the more crushing experiences was one in my hometown where I didn’t sell a single painting. It’s hard when you put so much work into your art and you love it and believe in its value but it just doesn’t sell. All that to say…Keep making art! Keep exploring! Keep creating! Make the art that you want to make 🩵

[@MissShembre]

Not selling anything or only a few dollars worth of stuff at an event is so crushing! I've had that happen a couple times in the last year. It makes me appreciate the huge wins a bit more.

[@settleinwithsylvie]

Fellow Canadian here: I’m a home organizer and even my clients who own luxury homes are pinching pennies at the moment - a stark difference from 2020/2021/2022. Both the Canadian and American economies are in bad shape and people don’t have the disposable income they once did. Chin up - we will get thru this!!

[@stevenmccarthy112]

I was selling paintings in Toronto 40 years ago for the same money that people are asking today. Too many hacks have lowered the value of art in this country.

[@AdamBreakey75]

I so appreciate the vulnerability you shared in this video. I feel this so much. I have been in the same position a few times. -- Here is a chest bump right back at ya. You've got this. Your paintings are beautiful, they will find their audience.

[@b.cormier]

Thanks a lot Adam, I appreciate that 🙏

[@jamesmeyer1325]

Many artists equate "failure" with not selling their work. But I have found that creating art is its own reward - once you get past the threshold of incompetence and start producing good work. Then, the process is so enjoyable in itself that selling becomes an afterthought. Of course, you want to share your work and not have it pile up in the garage for years. But in the short term, not selling for a while simply means you need more time and effort and eventually someone will appreciate your work and start collecting it. Assuming of course, you keep trying to grow and improve as an artist. To me, the joy of discovery is the main reasons to do art in the first place. I think some of the worst failures are artists who have found a formula that attracts buyers and churn out a lot of work that is pretty much all the same, never trying to learn new techniques or approaches. Their work is boring, uninspiring and insipid - even though they may have sold a lot of paintings and made a lot of money. There are easier ways to make money than by being an artist, so if that's your main concern, just get a job and do art as a hobby. Keep making an effort to get your work out there and if it is any good, people will eventually take notice.

[@myriamtillson]

I adore this video. Not only is it stunning, but it's vulnerable, and, as a fellow artist struggling with failure, very relatable. I'm a surrealist artist, so I think your paintings are genuinely stunning, and if I could afford one I would jump on it. Sadly it's been a tough few years, and I can't support other artists as much as I keep wishing I could. I'm so glad to see that a couple have now sold!

[@RedArtistx]

Just a month!? That's fine!! You have such high expectations! Keep producing and forget them for now. I think what might be happening is that there is not enough abstraction for the abstract lovers, and too much abstract painting for the mushroom lovers. Also, whilst mushrooms the have a strong core following, they're still a very nieche thing, so this was certainly an experiment. My impression is that the type of people who like large abstract works are more mainstream people who like conventional interior decorating beloved by rich people they see in magazines. They associate mushrooms with long haired hippies, and those who are not very familiar with mushrooms, might only associate them with poison. Also, yellow & browns are risky colours to put together. For some people, it brings a 70s vibe. For others it reminds me of poo, vomit, or ugly achool uniforms. However, for me, the main mistake was working on an experimental, time-consuming collection and releasing it in one-go. A degree of risk taking is just part of delevopment though!

[@ArtBySabrinaHunt]

I so very much understand your feelings. I’ve painted only about 5 years and have just started trying to sell, and it is HARD! For what it’s worth, I’ll give my suggestion. I love your realism work, and only wish I were half as accomplished. Personally, I don’t care for highly abstract art. Some absolutely do love it though, and I understand being burnt out and bored. I believe they will sell to the right person, but you may have to be patient. You have built a robust following for your style, and the abstracts are quite different. Still beautiful, and by no means a failure, but stylistically different. And it may take time to broaden your audience and support base. Since you are a full time artist and dependent upon sales, I would personally try to take a diverse approach and do some “safe” realism pieces and alternate some abstracts and other styles you’d like your explore. That would give an opportunity for you to find the best market for your abstracts while still having security financially. But by no means are you a failure. You have tremendous talent, your work is quite exceptional, and your candor is refreshing.

[@arianearghyris]

Brooke!! You are incredibly touching and funny and please know that your presence here and seeing the quality of presence you have and everything you put out in the world and on the internet is giving me lots of hope as an artist who isn't yet making any money from their art. Thank you for being vulnerable ❤

[@mandel12]

My aunty is an artist who did not have any professional success until she was over 50 years old. She had no direction or recognition of her gift for most of her life. But now she is becoming known, having some success, exhibitions in New York and France, and she has thousands of drawings to her name because she just always drew. I tell you this because you have a wonderful visual gift, and you still have all the capacity to create. This current collection may not be understood yet by your audience. But the journey is yours, not ours. Keep painting. Bring up the next canvas, whatever it may be.

[@AlessandraMariaArt]

It can be so difficult to fully put yourself out there, to reach for something, and then not get a positive reaction. For what it's worth, I love the brushstrokes and color palette in the new series, and have so much respect for your determination to keep growing. Thank you for posting such a lovely, raw, and universal video

[@its3amagain.]

First time I ever see you and your art and damn. Your eye for harmony in your paintings is incredible. Seeing only the colors that you chose to blend and add is already enough to see that you are an incredible artist haha Just a few thoughts I had in the beginning of that video ❤

[@sharonjack8582]

I really like your abstract paintings shown on your website. You have some lovely uniqueness happening there with them. It takes time and exposure for them to get seen. Using KZbin as a platform to show them also is a good idea. The more exposure, the more people will see them. They are very beautiful.

[@mourningdovestudio]

I'm 7 months late to this video but my message still stands, you are SO inspiring! It takes an immense amount of courage to go against what you've always done especially when you have an audience watching. Following your creative impulse is challenging but there is reward simply in the experience of creating something new. Your experiment process was so beautiful to watch! This video has motivated me to try abstract art myself so thank you for continuing to create

[@GinAndBotany]

One of my first art teachers told me to NEVER UNDERSELL YOURSELF and if it takes time, it takes time. They gave me ways to make money creatively that are no pressure and easy to make. When I get in this space I pick a series or long movie and sit down and work on that mindless stuff that makes me a little money and helps me get over myself sometimes. It doesn't have my name attached to it so it allows me space to abandoned my crippling perfectionism. I don't think you failed. It's just different. It takes people time to adjust. You are a fantastic artist and it's valid to be upset about wanting to work more on passion and interest over a guaranteed check. YOU got this !

[@ralphdamianiart]

I accidently came across this as I am researching new ways to sell my artwork. As a fellow artist going through the same process right now (and having gone through reinvention several times over), those paintings are gorgeous. The feeling of shame comes from having the rug of overconfidence being pulled from under our feet. Being successful on a few projects in a row makes us feel that we have finally reached the point where we don't have to deal with failure anymore, especially after long years being disciplined with it. You would think that as you get older, as you get closer to when you should be mastering your craft, such failures would cease to exist - they don't. Artists fail even more spectacularly when they get older. And yes, just because it happens inside our heads, does not make it any less real. What you do improve at is how you deal with failure. We learn to let go, to pick ourselves up, to accept that failure is a lesson in patience, in dettachment and in balance. I have a feeling you'll be painting mushrooms again just to figure out what went wrong. We just can't help ourselves. 😉

[@erinmullis1524]

DONT CHANGE! I'm right there with you! Changed my style 7 months ago and.... not one has sold. You're work is so beautiful- it reflects your passion for nature and mycophillia. It's unique and well crafted❤. Thanks for sharing. It sucks but everything that comes from strife is the most resilient in the end. Scar tissue is stronger that regular tissue

[@MichaelWDriver]

Do not be discouraged by the lack of interest in these artworks, I think it’s really clear you are onto something, the tension between looseness and detailed work is really interesting. I implore you to if anything, GO BIGGER!

[@volkerluginsland8461]

Yes! I agree, go bigger! I feel that your art might be for a bigger canvas, perhaps might be that your beautiful mushrooms should be joined with some beaitiful bugs, snails, ants? 🐞

[@martisticarttattoo]

Thank you for being so vulnerable. I keep seeing artist share how they sell sell and sell, but hearing the times where they struggle really would benefit us artists who look up to them. I definately look up to you! Still hope you go to an art fair someday so I can come meet you!

[@tinrobit]

@ 10:27 " remind myself why i'm here in the first place. " on top of feeling and deeply relating to every emotion expressed in this video, that reminder is so, so important. i have been a " professional " artist for 7 years now, being able to be creative as my sole income was so powerful 7 years ago. but a reminder to not compare ourselves to others creative or not, but relate to others. stunning art btw, im in awe. amazing first impression lol

[@stevenjae]

Thanks for sharing. Your reflections are thought-provoking and helpful to think through the difference of making art for oneself versus also as a business. I get the sense that for painting one of the joys and benefits, but also perhaps one of the dangers, is that solo self-expression can be so central that the audience is not given as much thought as in the other arts. In theater, crafting an experience for the audience is much more central to the daily grind, you literally stage the scenes turned out to an imaginary audience! Similarly, before a film can even be made (unless you are self-funding) you’ll have to pitch the script (i.e. “blueprint”) to investors and convince them there is an audience for the work that will justify their investment, and plan about how to market to reach that specific audience. Keep up the good work, Brooke! I hope this moment only makes you stronger.

[@eleniantoniou8287]

I have been an artist for over 20 years, I struggle with the social media side of things, so I don’t sell much. I commend you for putting yourself out there. Your paintings are amazing and they will sell. Sometimes planning what will happen is a recipe for failure. Nothing is coincidence. And the reason will show itself to you. Keep shining, you’re very talented and love your paintings 🙌❤️🙏🏼

[@samawhidden]

Failure is a crucial part of success. Truthfully. You are a wonderful artist and not every leap of faith ends gracefully. Keep leaping ❤

[@GailitisPrintmaking]

As an engraver and printmaker, I'm right there with you. Usually, it takes 3-4 months to engrave a single copperplate. It's a bummer that prints don't sell afterwards. But, I just keep making the next one. It might be that one day the previous work becomes of relevance. Thank you for sharing your thoughts!

[@katemcdonald6806]

Hi Brooke, so many thoughts! Your story resonated with me in so many ways! I am very grateful that you courageously shared “failure”… I too paint, and I have had sooooooo many price discussions, I cant count. I hear… you sell too low, but my experience has been that I sell paintings that are priced lower…..and…..yea…… I dont often sell ones that are priced “right”. So, as an older painter who strayed to complete a 30 year career elsewhere, I am just pretty excited to be selling my work. BUT…. And this is a big but…. When you talked about feeling icky, man….I hear you. So, again… thank you. Your video helped me, so in return, I will tell you that I think your paintings are stunning….full stop. You are a master colorist. Im a fan. Regarding this series, mushrooms may have a subtext, and thats ok. There are simply going to be subjects that speak to some folks and ones that speak to other folks. I subscribed and Im looking forward to seeing what you paint next.

[@GenaHill]

Thanks for being vulnerable and sharing this experience with us. I am glad that you are experiementing. Failing can be hard. I hope that you find that thing to learn from it and that you sell some wether or not you continue down the mushroom path or not, it's great that you were brave enough to jump into something new. I really admire that. when it showed the mushroom with the large water droplet hanging my jaw dropped and I had to rewind it to get a closer look. I also really like the last one in the video. Maybe them hanging in the local place will be a springboard into something beautiful. Amazing paintings!

[@Olivia-fl3bn]

I just have to say Brooke, I really love your new style. I just found your channel recently, and started with your older videos. While I found your realism art style beautiful, my jaw DROPPPED when I saw your abstract work on your website! I truly believe that you can tell when someone loves their work. And that was the instant first impression I got when I saw this abstract mushroom series. I can see the passion you put into it. And while it may take a moment for you to develop the right audience for it, I ask you to please not give up. I’m sure there’s a way you can balance your new and old style while you transition audiences. I would also like to point out that your new style is already attracting the right audience. Because I’m here right now and I LOVE this collection! Unfortunately, I am not in a place financially to be able to afford one of your original abstract paintings. I sincerely wish I could. But I am just now starting my artist career and we all know how that is 😅 But this series genuinely sparks so much joy for me and quite a few of your other followers, based on what I’ve read from other commenters. It will do the same for so much more ❤❤

[@angela_tarantulas]

I‘m a 40yo woman, faced so many failures in my life. Finally doing what I love… it needs patience, courage and a lot of depressed days… Keep going, you’re a beautiful soul and your art is amazing ❤

[@not.bjcary]

I actually really love these! Hope you keep exploring this series and do more abstracts :-)

[@b.cormier]

Thank you! I appreciate it :)

[@AdamDuffArt]

I LOVE your work - just looking at your paintings makes me feel, happy.

[@jekalambert9412]

You built your following on your previous style. People follow you and buy your art because they like what you did. Think about how long it took to build that following, then put it into perspective that your new style is much like starting over. That's not "failure", it's a new beginning. I'm not dismissing the frustration and anxiety from putting so much work into the new series and not seeing a financial return or even much validation about the work. Many artists have felt alienated when they've made the bold choice to follow their inspiration only to find their new work maligned. Congratulations to you for trying something more real and more authentic. Sending you all good wishes to you as you grapple with what direction you want to go in the future. It's really a dilemma when what you're known and loved for no longer satisfies your soul. I've been in your position. I chose to follow my heart. It cost me financially but I simply could not continue what I was doing previously. Things have settled a bit now (5 years later) and I'm genuinely happy with my "new" life. I feel I made the right choice for me. It might not be the same for you.

[@ishaniiisinghhh]

Your words comforted me a little today. I'm just at the beginning of my journey, still somehow, i can relate to this absolute soul crushing anxiety. I'm really proud of the work i do and always hope for good things and for brighter times, but I always end up in the dark. Always hoping that people would love what I create too, but not seeing any response, whatsoever. And to be honest, I don't even know what I'm getting wrong. I just want people to see my passion and my sincerity. P.S. Your compositions and the way you use colors is Absolutely Gorgeous!

[@Zencastle]

There absolutely beautiful!! I love them. Especially the one with the 3 long red musshrooms. Beautiful

[@montvgne]

Hello Brooke, I don't know much about you or the community you've gathered online, but I think the series is absolutely gorgeous. It takes courage to step out of your comfort zone and experiment and it's a great testimony of how deeply invested as an artist one can be. Abstract art tends to have a polarizing effect on people, and in your situation it might've been even more so, since you are used to painting realism, and people might expect that from you. However, we need to keep in mind that social media can be a very toxic environment if we are seeking confirmation or approval from our audiences. (I myself am very guilty of this!) We've evolved to be quickly dismissive when we don't understand or relate to something on the get go, because we have access to virtually everything right on our fingertips. Keep exploring, and having fun with it, since there is nothing like passion to bring life to an artwork.

[@MyrajoL.heart.withART]

Art heals the heart. Just keep painting. ❤

[@wrestlingwithwords]

I just had a project I'd been working on (writing a videogame for a studio) that just got killed after writing and outlining for nearly 6 months. Failure sucks and, as you said, can kinda make you question if you're doing the right thing (even more so when your income is tied to that..). The worst thing is that it can also make you question the success you're having or have had. Personally, my own channel is finally hitting its stride, but is still in the shadow of having months of work just getting cut on a random Monday. But failure is part of the process. Doors open, doors close, and we have to keep on keepin' on. Thanks for the video, sharing your thoughts, and showing us your art. I loved the Mushroom series by the way!

[@b.cormier]

Very well said! Sorry to hear about your videogame project, but sounds like you have the right attitude to keep going, and that's all that matters 🙌

[@wrestlingwithwords]

@@b.cormier Exactly! ❤

[@otisberlin]

Your paintings are beautiful. Do not doubt yourself. You are already successful just because you are doing what you love.

[@schneiderkardiologe]

Danke!

[@b.cormier]

Bitte gerne! Danke vielmals!!🙏

[@CaroleRodrigue]

Oh Brooke . . . I’ve been going through the same thing. I’ve been painting for over 40 years and my style has always been tight realism. I now have serious vision issues where focusing on detail is exhausting. I can still do it, but it now takes forever and the pleasure is gone. I’m so fired up with abstract now and incorporating it into looser realism, and that’s what I’m doing. I know my followers are probably not into it, but I’m game on working to find new fans. I’ve decided life is too short to keep painting things begrudgingly only to please others. That’s not what art is for me. I’ve been working on some pieces now that excite me so much, I run down to the studio in the mornings to see the previous day’s work. That’s how I know I’m doing the right thing. Follow your heart, your passion, and what excites you. You’re going to find collectors.

[@kevincameron1567]

So glad you shared this. Perhaps 'failure' isn't quite the right word, but I understand. Creatively, it was a big success. Economically, it was a temporary setback. There are no mistakes in art categorically speaking. Perhaps business and art were never really meant to be partners. However, it's the world we live in. You could try keeping the abstract and realism as separate ventures, like having 2 children, each with their own volitions. Fascinating. Too many thoughts to write down. Thanks again, though. You truly are an artist!

[@monstrolabs]

Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable story about your creative journey. I thought this was a lovely little piece on it's own and I commend you for opening up and talking through your struggles as an artist. I personally love the paintings and watching your process added a new level of appreciation to the work itself. Thank you for being you!

[@russellgibbon8621]

Brooke, your feelings come across. We are with you. You are a normal person. You plan something. You have expectations and they are not met. You feel shit. And you had the courage to “bare all” about it in a KZbin video. You said you were proud. You SHOULD BE proud at your wonderful new abstract styles and process. I especially love the “watery & splashy” parts, like at 4 mins and 30 secs in. It thrills me and I would love to learn more about how you do that / what you are trying to achieve when you take that kind of risk. Please keep finding YOUR artistic style. Sales or no sales. I too favour abstract over representational work these days . . . allowing abstract to just happen fires me up much more than just creating something that another person might recognise. I honestly really am excited by what I see in your abstracts. I cannot buy one. I have had zero income since the pandemic. Fortunately my wife has work coming in, so we can pay the rent and buy food. This is just me. I really like your abstract art work. I am not so keen on the mushrooms. I think that that is because thy are too recognisable, representational. Don’t get me wrong, I too love mushrooms, in particular I love growing my very own oyster mushrooms! Mushrooms are seriously cool. But I wonder if you could separate this work into two separate new lines of Brooke Cormier art - 1) BC mushroom art and 2) BC abstract art . . .

[@agaspversilia]

I started to really enjoy painting when I came to realise that being concerned with the finished thing - a painting or a sculture or a photograph - is not only distracting but most of all ruins what should be the pleasure of creating. And this is my point: enjoy the act of creating instead of thinking "is this good or bad? Am I a good artist? Why am I not becoming better?" Etc etc etc. i used to nurture such thoughts and as consequence I was a bad artist. Now i paint, i enjoy mixing my colors, the feeling of the brushes on the canvas, the smell of incense and my favorite music in the background. Enjoy the moment, and your art will benefit

[@TerrillWelch]

As you have so vulnerably shared Brooke, failures happen to all artists and other creative beings some of the time and it is hard and heartbreaking and can be temporarily paralyzing. My best guess from what you have shared is that it is not any one thing but a collection of factors that have impacted your sales of this new work. However, the only thing that would have been truly devastating would have been if you had not taking the risks to paint where your energy was taking you and to under price the value you saw in the work. My only advice is what I give myself when a project or series fails and that is to keep going - pull out a canvas or wood panel and pick up the brushes and start another series in the direction you want to take your work. This demonstrates to yourself AND your art collectors that you believe in the process and you trust that you and your audience will catch up to the work in due course. Not all work initially finds its forever home. It simple has to wait its turn or sometimes eventually is painted over or put in the burn pile. What never fails us is our painting practice as long as we keep painting and are true to ourselves. To remain resilient is to keep taking risks as an artist and not all those risks will lead to a paycheque right away. On a more personal note I have a rather unusual way of managing the paycheque pressure as an artist. To ensure I can take as much risk as I dare, I keep one year of operating money in the bank. This way when something fails I tell myself I have a year to sort it out. Or if I want to try something that is a stretch outside what I usually do then I say to myself, I have a year before I need to decide for sure if this is a lost approach for either me or my art collector base. This might not be possible right at this juncture for you Brooke but it is something worth working towards even if it means stepping back to paint what you know you have a market for a little while. Many artists keep what they call their bread and butter work going while still stretching the heck out of their potential to do more. I am not sure if any of this will be of use or value to you so take what resonates and toss the rest! Thanks for stepping up and sharing the tough stuff along with your successes.

[@Nicolelauart]

Brooke! I love you sharing your story. I feel totes similar and having you put out your experience in an artistic and narrative form really encourages me to just keep going. Your vulnerability is what I live for, thank you so much!

[@Crystalisinq]

I don’t think I’ve ever left a comment on a KZbin video before… But I just had to say that I LOVE your series of abstracted paintings with the amazing lil mushrooms! If I had the money I would buy every single one! (Seriously, I’m begging you to announce that you’ll be dropping prints) Also, while I’m still here writing what is likely to be my first ever (and last ever) KZbin comment, I just wanted to say that I find your entire body of work so incredible! You’re so talented, and your work really inspires me. I went to art school and majored in painting and drawing, and seeing people like you who have found success as a full time artist is so motivating. Thank you for sharing your journey! I don’t see failure here, I see authenticity, vulnerability, and growth. You deserve to love your own creative process / finished pieces !!!

[@b.cormier]

This was so sweet to read - thank you so much! Speaking as someone who also never comments on yt videos, I reallly appreciate this haha 💛 Also, I'm about to release limited edition prints of the series and am having a preorder sale right now on my website www.brookecormier.com if you're interested! Either way, I really appreciate the support and your encouraging words - all the best to you on your own artistic journey!

[@sherm50599]

I think you are a very talented artist. A terrific KZbinr btw. Thank you for sharing.

[@danamorino]

I love your "newer" work. I am a new subscriber because of your "new" paintings. Keep following your intuition and paint what you love.

[@intuitivelycreated]

i found your magic three days ago and i am so thankful!! im thankful the universe brought us together!! thank you for being real and vulnerable! 💕

[@b.cormier]

🫶🫶🫶

[@reinoudvanlaar2374]

Thanks!

[@b.cormier]

Thank you SO much! 🙏

[@ananooshka]

Hey Brooke - you’re so great and I wish I had the funds to support your new series. Your art is so beautiful and moving and I really, really love the new direction you’re taking. I’ve been through a similar creative journey and it’s so hard to pivot, but you’re on the right path ❤ wishing you all the best from Port Moody.

[@veronicaprado9292]

Thank you so much for sharing your feelings and your "failures". Most of artist/youtubers share they success and stuff but we barely know whats behind it, or we see them like unreachable people, but you show the human and real side of this kind of life and thats a brave move. I accompany you and motivate you to keep going! because your work is marvelous

[@ravigabri1842]

Chin up Brooke. I see others have given the same advice which is, keep a balance between what pays the bills an exploring new ideas. One day you'll be so famous, people will be fighting over to buy the little known mushroom series. That's how art sells, sometimes its more about the artist than the art.

[@ElviraMikhralieva]

What a fantastic therapy session! Thank you for sharing! It always feels like it's just me that failed and everyone else is doing great. Failure feels so miserable but when you finally win it will be 10 times more worth it. Hope you sell all your paintings regardless of the style you choose!

[@amandamiyukiart]

Thanks for sharing it! I’m a huge admirer of you and your work Brooke, and I’m an artist as well! Like you, I’ve started painting realism and fell in love with it, but have been flirting with abstract in order to bring this emotional charge and wider interpretation of my work! You gotta have courage to try different approaches and at the same time enjoy the process of creating! I don’t see with bad eyes playing safe in order to sell to your current clients and at the same time exploring the new artworks.. and I guess your partner is right, the right buyer will come eventually :)

[@LaytonObserves]

I love this video. It's reassuring to know there are others taking a bet on themselves, experiencing ups and downs. Helps me think "You're not a failure; this is just part of the process."

[@evanjiles3163]

I love your new work ! Ya gotta push your comfort zone sometimes to grow as an artist ! Your technical skills are superb , to say the least !! I've followed you on Facebook for a few years now and I'm always impressed !! People expect that wonderful realism you have mastered and aren't ready for something different just yet ! BUT .... please keep expanding your vision while still pleasing your regular followers at the same time ! I personally love the direction your playing in !! With you skills and eye for color , I can imagine some wonderful neo - psychedelic form of realism ( or surrealism , ha ! ) . I'm a 66 year old artist that thinks you're an awesomely talented ( and adorable ) person ! I know making an income from your art is important ... but don't let it stifle your creative journey ! Best of luck on that journey Brooke !! Evan F. Jiles

[@evanjiles3163]

Plus ... it's not a failure to have the courage to reach beyond your comfort zone !!

[@LeeAngold]

Ooh, a fellow Canadian fungi-loving artist. I'm so glad to have found you and this inspiring and thought provoking project! I hope you will continue exploring these ideas in some form. Your paintings are absolutely reasonably priced. One day, when I've clawed my way out of my own chronic illness slump, I look forward to buying from you.

[@rodrigosalazar3635]

I love the mix of realism and abstract that you achieved.

[@artbyJDM]

pleases keep doing this, you kept talking the price of this series but in my opinion they are priceless, you not playing it safe is when you truly let your art flourish trust me. love your art and can't wait to see more.

[@friedebarker4736]

I looove your new abstract series!! I feel like it has such a unique character and the colors are amazing. Hope these treasures find their new homes very soon!!

[@fxdaly]

Well done for sharing this video. When you take a new direction, you also have to find a new audience, just like a writer changing from thriller to romance writing, the audience identification is the biggest challenge, not executing the work, but finding who likes the new work and what people typically will pay for it, which might have no bearing on the sales and prices achieved in the previous area. Your mushroom abstract work might well achieve sales as large format limited edition prints.

[@BabettWallek]

Thank you for beeing so honest! You will make your way. Failure is a companion in everybodys life 🙂

[@magnifisquish]

Thank you so much for sharing. This is so timely. I am about 4 months into this and I have been feeling like a failure myself. It's so hard to keep up with the different parts of selling yourself as an artist and selling your art. For what it's worth, if I had the money, I would purchase one, and I'm usually not a fan of abstract work. I love the tones you've created and I feel that it would make a lovely addition to a home.

[@BelIa42]

Watching you paint and take that brave step to experiment and create more freely is incredibly inspiring. I don't normally paint abstract art but this series is amazing and it makes me want to try out more things. I'd love to buy No. 7 or No. 10 but I just cannot afford it. They resonate deeply with me and I'm sure they will with other people and someone will give them a new home. It breaks my heart that you have these difficulties but I think it is truly brave to take steps like these and while it might not have paid off financially yet, I wish you all the best that it will at some point. Thank you so much for sharing this deeply personal story. Truly inspiring!

[@KJTmusique]

Your videos are very well crafted and reassuring, they feel like a safe space. I think that people connect with the stories behind art and that is precisely what you do with these videos, you share the backstory. It gives more value and context to your paintings. Do not underestimate the power and reach of your channel, I think that this is where you will thrive the most. 40K people are subscribed to your channel and this is huge. Now that thousands of people have seen this, I bet that you already sold some. You seem like a very genuine person and it feels good to see. Thank you for sharing your thoughts and process. You are not a failure, you are right where you are supposed to be.

[@RuanFourieStix]

It's crazy to me that someone that has been painting full time for eight years feels like a failure. But I think it's really rad that you shared that feeling. I found it very relatable. I've only been doing art for the past 3 years and I'm completely self-taught. I've sold some paintings, but I have way more unsold paintings than I have sold. I also don't feel confident selling my work at a price point where I could make a living from it, and as such price most of my smaller paintings at less than $200. This has caused me to spend much more time doing illustrations than making new paintings. There have been a few paintings, but the fear of not being able to sell what I paint has been creatively crippling. You have inspired me to keep going. I'm 39. I have a full time job. My livelihood doesn't depend on me selling my work. So is it really the end of the world if my paintings don't sell? Not at all. In fact, it's just more of an opportunity to create the work that I want to see exist in the world, regardless of if it sells. I also love that an established artist like yourself still tries new things and experiments artistically. I think this series of paintings you made are great. I love how you've combined abstracts with still life so beautifully. It's a great series!

[@agartss]

Its good to see an authentic video showcasing the difficulties of an artist. I am an artist myself and have been glued to the glamorous showbiz world of youtube where I have seen artists mentioning about selling their artwork for thousands and thousands of indian currency not knowing how authentic those videos were and feeling insecure assuming i might be doing something wrong. Thanks a ton for this video.

[@RussellFineArt]

The experience you're having is exactly what I went through some 20-years ago when I decided to go full-time with my art. I painted some 20 paintings, in an oil, tonalist landscape genre and medium, created a website with my paintings, booked every summer art show I could, and did several, and got in to 2 respectable art galleries, and waited for the money to pour in. 3-months later, I started to really panic as I only sold 1 painting for $100, with rent and bills stacking up. I hung in there for another 3 months, all while continuing to paint more, and getting more broke with no more sales. The galleries said they loved my work, so did customers, but most galleries make their money off less expensive jewelry, ceramic and glass pieces. I finally through in the towel after selling only 1 more painting for: $300, and haven't put my work in any gallery since. I make ~$200k/year in marketing and business development, but would love to paint full time, just don't want to starve again and feel like a failure every day. Most successful artists I've met over the years have a partner who makes enough money to pay the bills as they would be homeless on their art income, and that's the successful ones, and that's the hard truth.

[@hinzmachtkunst]

Hi Brooke, Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts and insights! I've learned that the best approach is to focus on the joy of painting and let go of the outcome. When we concentrate too much on selling and allow fear to dictate our actions, it often backfires. We can't control whether the paintings sell or not. You've done your marketing and everything you could; now, it's time to trust that the right people will come. I understand that this is not easy when you are in desperate need of money. I also believe your paintings would be a fantastic fit for cafes or herbal shops. I'm in a similar situation right now as I've transitioned from realistic pet portraits to painting my own ideas, primarily fantasy themes using gouache and oils. I haven't posted anything online yet because I'm worried it might appear less professional due to the "childish" themes. However, it makes my heart happy, and I know it's the right path for me. Keep following your passion, and trust that your unique style will resonate with those who truly appreciate it.

[@maureencormier5036]

I have been watching you evolve as an artist from the very beginning- literally! Though it’s sometimes hard to grow, know how brave you are stepping out of comfort & challenging yourself, as well as being vulnerable on screen. So proud of you & always in awe of your talent!! ❤

[@AudeKonan]

Thanks for being so open about it, failure is incredibly hard to deal with

[@tundeszemeredi3193]

God I am sending you so much love for making and sharing this video. It's such a liberating feeling that such a great and professional artist has these thoughts sometimes. Your painting are truly unique and awesome és you will sell them. Period

[@daydreamerdesigns3D]

The problem with selling abstract paintings is buyers tend to view art on a technical level ie is this something they could theoretically paint themselves? If they believe they could they are unwilling to pay for it. On a realistic painting the average buyer would know it has been painted with a technical proficiency that they don't have.

[@thefallengallery6459]

I’m a screenwriter who has spent years on my craft, and your videos have touched me. Artists require so much emotional stamina to create great work, and those that stick to it for the long run begin to question it all. Something that might encourage others is that if it was easy, then everyone would be doing it. Artists need to stick together. Workout, eat well, be social, and don’t forget why you started making art in the first place.

[@lyndseyhelmstetter1359]

They’re stunning! I love the textures and color play. Definitely not a failure, though I understand it feels that way. It’s not your standard living room art, which means it is targeting a new kind of audience for you and waiting for them to find your work. Sending comfort vibes!

[@heinverwey7620]

I love those paintings - this coming from someone who has been making and looking at art for more than 40 years - they are fresh and original and beautifully painted.

[@Amdall]

Really enjoyed the video, thanks for sharing. I think these concepts resonate for a lot of people who create art, even on the amateur side - risk and trying new things, and the fear of failure that comes with it. I like the mushroom pieces as well, nicely done.

[@joolze671]

I’ve never commented on literally anything before but… Your series is amazing and so are you! Keep doing what makes your heart sing and your tribe will find you lovely 💞

[@kittyoart2530]

I totally love your mushroom series. I am an artist too and the work I sell is mostly realism portraits. Currently I need a break from it and am embarking on free and abstract work which is good for my soul but not my bank account! So glad I came across your video, its exactly what I needed to hear! Your work is beautiful and thank you for the inspiration to keep going xxxx

[@FatimaMuggenburg]

Thank you for the raw honesty, your art is absolutely beautifu! I almost cried when you described the day your partner left by wishing good lack and came back to you so bummed, I fully saw myself in that scene. It's so easy sometimes to doubt ourself, I do it all the time and it's so painful. Thanks for showing that even tho to my eyes you seem so successful and talented you go through situations like these.

[@Impulseartworks]

Thank u for sharing , all u see is people being “successful” or selling art. For an artist that doesn’t sell often despite trying. I consider you a success that I could only dream to achieve. So it’s refreshing and encouraging

[@paintingalways]

Interesting! I love the abstract mushoom paintings the most. They are the reason I follow you.❤

[@AlexGorey]

I absolutely love the mushroom abstract pieces! Have followed your work for awhile and it brings me joy to see you expanding your comfort zone with your art. I believe your partner is right. The right people just haven't seen it yet. Keep up the great work!