» dean + cas | everyone except me [+12.23].

listenlisten even if cas comes back he died ok? and i'm a mess and i needed to do this and hIS WINGS FUCKING BURNED OK? IT SEEMS PRETTY FINAL EVEN IF IT ISN'T WE'VE NEVER SEEN HIS WINGS BURNT THE OTHER TIMES HE DIED AND NEITHER HIS GRACE DYING SO EVEN IF HE DOES COME BACK IT WAS WORST THAN THE OTHERS OK? I HAVE TOO MANY FEELINGS THIS ANGEL MEANS TOO MUCH TO ME
anyways i wanted to upload my fallen angel destiel vid but cas died and i needed to do this excuse me while i go cry
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pairing: destiel / dean winchester & castiel
character(s): dean winchester, castiel
tv show: supernatural
program: sony vegas pro 12
coloring(s): mine
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[@silvereramoon8834]

As soon I pressed play, I said "Oh no, it's Saturn, no, not Saturn..." And then of course proceeded to sob throughout the whole thing. Absolutely heartbreaking and lovely! Kudos! Yeah, even though I am 99.9% positive this isn't the end of Cas, this death...it feels different than the rest, like something will irrevocably change after this, maybe once they fix this mess (thanks spn writers, good job -_-) Cas will end up human for good? Also, I've seen people either complain that Dean didn't "cry" or use that as an anti-deancas defense, but to me...that blank shock on his face, the way he looks up like he's waiting for someone/something to save Cas...it was MORE revealing and heartbreaking to me than outright sobbing would've been. Yeah, I'll be SOBBING for MONTHS. Argh. :'( Beautiful video.

[@livinginfiction]

thank you so much! i'm sorry i made you cry? i'm totally there with you that there's a big possibility that cas will turn human for good; and yeah, the shock, the looking at the sky (waiting for chuck to bring cas back), it was way more powerful than dean crying right there and then; thank you again!

[@beatriceb.7392]

Silvereramoon "oh no, not Saturn" SAMEEE. This song is so good and heartbreaking at the same time. Everytime I watch a fanvideo with this song I just think "sh*t there we go again I'm gonna cry"

[@Marmeladka38]

It almost made me cry. So honest if that's the right word, so much meaning. Thank you!❤

[@kamalikapalit4683]

God, it feels like someone has stabbed me with a knife and now twisting my inside with it. It's beyond my words to describe how good it is. It's sad but happy and.... and..... why the hell am I crying like this? You are a genius,for making such a masterpiece.

[@livinginfiction]

thank you so much

[@poetmgc]

0:00 _"oh fuck no its saturn"_

[@bogman5426]

THIS KILLED ME

[@livinginfiction]

I'M SORRYYYYYY D:

[@maddiemeinen6297]

This is an amazing video the last part really got to me. I know exactly how you feel, seeing Cas die like it was just another angel death, it is heartbreaking. I can barely watch it without turning away. I just really hope Cas comes back. Like you that angel means a lot to me.

[@livinginfiction]

thank you! i was talking to a friend and we were talking about his death and BAM we remembered what cas told moc!dean and i was like 'yes i'll fucking do it gimme pain' and i did it lol andyways, yes i feel you, i always feel my heart breaking when i watch that scene. he will!!! you'll see!

[@esthalensherr5698]

Perfect couple, perfect song, perfect editing! Thank you so much for breaking my heart.

[@livinginfiction]

thank youuu!!!! i'm sorry i broke your heart

[@gemma3335]

DAT ENDING!!! Omg that was so good, I can't wait for season 13!

[@Naeglin1]

I thought after watching this video 10 times for the last 2 months i was over it and could just listen (not even watch) while I study because it's Saturn with destiel's beautiful quotes but I was so wrong and now I'm crying at the library, even if I'm into the happy bubble of s13. DAMN. Whoever doesn't cry with this video is not human

[@livinginfiction]

aww im sorry i made u cry u.u but tbh same! i made it and i cry sooo dhsjk

[@Iris1822458]

I have been dreading the day I find a video like this with Saturn in it. Pardon me while I go dissolve into a weepy puddle.

[@Dez568]

Thank you so so much for sharing this with us!!! I love it so much!!!

[@everyROSEhasTHORNS]

Omg, Argh i cried it was beautiful and sad your video is very upsetting!!! holy hell i'm gonna go find my husband i need a hug.

[@livinginfiction]

jkdfslfd i'm sorry it upsetted you go find that hug!

[@strangenygma]

I'M CRYING IT'S BEAUTIFUL

[@livinginfiction]

THANK YOUUUU

[@randomgarbage5938]

I'm glad other people think this way like even when he comes back it's just WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT my friend is trying to comfort me 'let it all out' 'i can't cry anymore, Patrick'

[@beth4312]

MAN I LOVE THIS

[@flobeatrix6014]

Beautifully haunting 😢😢😢 ❤

[@katarzyna3570]

this is absolutely beautiful but I'm still crying so excuse me bYE

[@livinginfiction]

thank you! here let me *hands over tissues and hugs you*

[@cassiechester5618]

I'm not crying 😥😢😭 you're crying 😭

[@livinginfiction]

i am lol

[@anjushuu8139]

THIS DESERVES MORE VIEWS OMG

[@lillianmae9814]

okay so, 1. this is AMAZING!! probably my favorite destiel edit everrr. 2. the fact that you put "everyone could be long dead. everyone except me" over the clip of cas being dead on the ground with dean kneeling over him k i l l e d me. that scene destroyed me anyway, but this just hurt so much more. and 3., how cas' wings were burned into the ground like an angel when it is dead like for good scares me?? ik he will be back next season but...it seems like real cas is gone, abd it might be another version of him, or someone/something completely different. sorry for ranting lol

[@livinginfiction]

omg thank youuu!!!! aaah i know it's the first thing i did of this vid, the first thing i thought watching that scene. don't worry for the ranting! i love reading people's rants on my vids. yeah it scares me too. no, i think we'll get our cas but something, like misha said, will irrevocably change. it's more of what it does to cas and dean and sam. the after of this death will be different, very different and important.

[@mishacollins6869]

This comment section is filled with crying ppl I aM OnE OF tHeM

[@livinginfiction]

djañdfaks sorry i made you cry:ccc

[@stormylovely8912]

A supernatural ad for season 14 popped up on this video

[@livinginfiction]

OMG really??? that's so cool omg

[@stormylovely8912]

living in fiction yaaaas

[@Nessainthebuilding]

All the feels! All the pain! Oh Gah! Chuck kill me now! This is so damn beautiful!

[@livinginfiction]

thank you!!!!

[@Nessainthebuilding]

You're very welcome!

[@fandomsjm]

this is so beautiful and painful at the same time, i hope they bring Castiel back, i still need that destiel kiss

[@livinginfiction]

thank you! they will bring him back! i'm positive! aah i wish they'd kiss on canon

[@stefaniechiaratti3255]

If I knew where to go, I’d get on a midnight train straight to YOURS

[@beth4312]

I LOVE SLEEPING AT LAST

[@kiwiandcats]

not but me crying over this video again

[@millapekurinen7207]

My OTP and one of my favorite songs? Thank you

[@livinginfiction]

awe thank you

[@leam.9424]

oh my god I love this😍. it's so sad but true and perfect and awesome and amazing and and and

[@livinginfiction]

jdfskf thank youuuu

[@krystal6890]

I barely started watching it and I'm already crying ugh I didn't need my heart anyway!! 😭😭😭 but all in all I love it very much!

[@livinginfiction]

thank you! and sorry i made you cried

[@elianacabrera8821]

Deberías ponerle sub al vídeo así le muestro esta obra de arte a los que no se saben los diálogos de memoria como yo (?)

[@beth4312]

I'M GONNA GO HUDDLE IN A CORNER

[@spock592001]

My baby Cass will come back! not giving up on him! Neither would my baby Dean!

[@livinginfiction]

he will!!! and no! dean would never!!!

[@holier_than_thou0102]

**Recognizes song** oh no oh no oh no not Saturn abort aBORT-

[@bluevoice142]

Every time i heard this song i knew someone will die 😢😢😢 and i spoiled supernatural on me ... 💔💔💔

[@aliviarogers2220]

OH SHIET WHY AM I CRYING 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@aliviarogers2220]

This broke me heart (and legit crying)

[@livinginfiction]

cjsdcsk sorry i made you cry

[@kissmrule]

good video it so good

[@dogakaya8401]

I have been crying since season finale and I am watching destiel videos all the time I think I should go to see a doctor...

[@livinginfiction]

i feel you dude i was the same

[@emilyhurd1087]

holy shit no!!!!!! WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@Jen4Jolie]

Ouch. Wow...just....wow

[@UnknownWeeb_]

People are complaining about how Dean didn't cry his heart out when Cas was stabbed by Lucifer but here's the thing he literally looked up like Cas was gonna be saved by someone and wasn't, so Dean's face just looked like he was killed himself I mean come on he just saw his bestfriend get killed right in front of his face this wasn't just any angel it was Cas. 😭😭😢😢😢😭😭😭💖💖💖💔💔💔

[@piperbenson1645]

Of course I was stupid enough to watch this at a populated pool I just started crying in front of like 30 people

[@livinginfiction]

OHMYGOD I'M SO SORRY

[@kissmrule]

I so love this video it so cool and sweet

[@livinginfiction]

thank you!!!!

[@victoriac8071]

What episode is the scene at 2:45-2:47 where cas winks at dean

[@livinginfiction]

if i'm not wrong holly terror

[@aseelsaif9425]

I didn't need my heart anyway 😭💔

[@livinginfiction]

dnajslkdjsal same

[@samyates9008]

Could someone please let me know what episode is at the time 4:11?

[@meganbrown9552]

Anathema Animations 10.18! book of the damned

[@samyates9008]

@@meganbrown9552 tysm!

[@kennyvaughan7612]

i was just stabbed in the heart multiple times 😭😭😭😭

[@danielaskoumalova8427]

OMG this is so fucking beutiful! I love you ♥♥. But please can I ask? What´s the name of the song? :)

[@danielaskoumalova8427]

You don´t have to bother, I´ve got the song xD.

[@livinginfiction]

thank you!!!! hdjskhlfdas ily too

[@maddiemeinen6297]

Daniela Skoumalová it's in the end of the vodeo

[@macymay1852]

how do you do stuff like this

[@livinginfiction]

sony vegas and time and tutorials lol

[@madammazzz]

😍

[@eisnime]

😢😇😢

[@bytitanic8791]

Жаль что нету русских субтитров

[@livinginfiction]

извините, я не говорю по-русски (это, кстати, все переводчик Google)