Dean + Cas II I gave you my heart [4.7k sub]

[@ellie_ele]

Cas: I needed to come back here with a win for you. YOU ARE HIS WIN.

[@mrslautner89]

ellie exactly ❤️

[@izafgonzaga6225]

AND HE WILL NEVER KNOW

[@ellie_ele]

@@izafgonzaga6225 T.T

[@anyways3114]

OMG IS TGE LITERAL WORDS YES AND CAS NEVER KNEW I WANNA SHOOT MYSELF

[@malagenabolakaful]

as someone who's always found it easier to edit dean&cas out of dean's perspective I can only say that this just blew my freaking mind. I rarely see videos that focus so heavily on cas' struggles, on his suffering, on the way he feels like he isn't enough or even worth anything at all. one thing that has always fascinated me about cas is that he feels so deeply, even though he's an angel. we've been told numerous times by cas himself that angels *can't* feel like humans do, that they're not able to express emotions that way, and yet here he is, caring about so much despite it all. meeting dean inspired that out of him, and that's the reason he's willing to go through such extreme lengths for this one human soul he chose to put his faith in and I think on most days, that's what keeps him going. I like that he's been fighting against his depression ever since 13.04, that he tries to fight for himself, too, but videos like this make me realise how deeply rooted his fear to fail again really is. I just hope he will understand one day that dean, despite his inability to say it out loud, not only *needs* him around, but that he *wants* him in his life. not to help with a case or save the world, but because he's cas, and he's worthy of being loved just the way he is. sorry for the rant, but it's been ages since an edit made me this emotional over cas. this was another one of your masterpieces. please never stop vidding them ♥️

[@StayOutAddhole]

Maybe he means they aren't allowed to. Like if your friend asked you to go with them to the movies and you said: "I can't." I don't think they *can't* I think they're not allowed. Everything you said makes sense.

[@kalapiziks7561]

A bit late, but Castiel's depression goes much further back than 13.04. He tells Dean back in season 8 that he's terrified of going to Heaven because if he sees the devastation he wrought, he may kill himself. It may be helpful to take a step back and look at the big picture by looking at the primary themes of the show. When I find one I don't agree with, it's usually easier for me to deal with utterly devastating turns. One of the big picture themes of Supernatural is "No one is ever allowed to be happy." Once you realize that all writing decisions are based on that ridiculous notion, it is slightly easier to roll your eyes at some of the more over-the-top things they do to make people sad.

[@izafgonzaga6225]

i really needed dean saying that to cas. like... for real. because WE know how broke and lost dean felt everytime that he lost cas. but cas didn't. and I'm not sure cas know that dean not only need him, but also wants him.

[@honeycake368]

@@izafgonzaga6225 same. Cas deserved so much. He didn't deserve that ending. Even tho they said he was in heaven I wish they showed us castiel in the last episode

[@Isabel-js3yh]

Castiel deserves so much happiness. Also, everybody knows that Castiel is not in love with humanity. Just 1 human. That's Dean. Ever since he raised him from hell he has loved dean.

[@masa8498]

Castiel always will love Dean , just because Dean is a part of him

[@aprilfierce132]

When Metatron said that I thought " He must have a reason he loves humanity" and then i thought "well duh he fell in love with Dean he is his world he IS humanity he loved him from the very start"

[@IlianaGuadalupe]

Americans and their sex obsession. Only in English you read these comments and given, in Europe, there's more embracing of homosexuality per say, and you don't read the same comments in any other language or in non USian English.

[@Made4for4XFiles]

@@IlianaGuadalupe Imao, you are the only one talking about sex here :D Projecting much? Poor guy.

[@bzuku9554]

@@IlianaGuadalupe what the fuck r u talking about? no one brought up sex but you. their relationship is much deeper than sex anyway

[@petramccafferty5902]

I’m still pissed that Dean kicked him out, a human alone..... with nothing.

[@hxneyyxx._.8349]

Just because of gadreel

[@baby3539]

he didn't want to, he had to :(

[@how_bees_are2921]

@@hxneyyxx._.8349 dean knew a lot of other ppl who cas could stayed with but he didn´t

[@UnoNumberOne]

I was a Dean girl from S1E1 but when he kicked Cas out it really affected my love for the character at the time. Dean always cared for his nearest and dearest so it was completely against his character for him not to even give Cas some kind of support system when he had to leave. I think it was just the writers doing a shoddy job just to advance the plot they way they wanted it to.

[@MasterOfTheElements]

And he didn't even tell him why

[@qdoesthings667]

JESUS I FORGOT THAT HE WENT THROUGH SO MUCH FOR A HOT SECOND HE LITERALLY SACRIFICED EVERYTHING FOR DEAN AND HE NEEDS A HUG

[@Oreo-vh7rk]

Welp he just sacrificed his life for Dean, AGAIN 😭😤

[@sophiainthebuilding]

@@Oreo-vh7rk It's always been for Dean 😭

[@TheWalkingClou]

Cas deserves better :))))) (not better than dean, i just mean in general.) he's the nicest character yet the most beaten up.

[@jensenackles-nj6po]

My theory is Chuck focus on hurting him He stop the Apocalypse?He got Raphael He try to be God ? (To make up for Chuck may I add) he give him leviathan. You want to make it up to Dean? No chance amnesic Your still gonna help Dean? Purgatory Time to bring Naomi You're trying to replace me as angels hero again? The fall is your fault There be human will suit your right

[@thicc_johnny_flesh4667]

2 things: 1. Cas deserves the universe and more. 2. At 1:08 can we just appreciate mishas acting here? Like look at his eyes, thats the look of an angel who is broken. Misha is such an excellent actor. I love him.

[@medalia7622]

amen

[@k.b2837]

He probably just thought about all the abuse he’s had on the show and all the times he’s looked like a bad actor bc he breaks character when Jensen makes a face or when Jared pinches him or they do something to make him laugh and he’s thinking about his future acting jobs and how his career is probably over after spn bc he looks like he can’t act properly 😂

[@Marmeladka38]

He is excellent. And Cas deserves to be truly happy. Yeah, I know, I'm two years late with the comment but he still does.

[@starrydrms]

this really captures cas' depression and struggles really well, because while we do love him for the unaware, dorky little angel he is, he feels so much more deeply than he should. and while cas is obviously more human than most angels, he feels and he fears and he cries and he cares, he's still an angel. I think that's one of the main reasons why we see, time after time, cas doing everything he can to redeem himself. not just for dean, not to come home with a win, but because he's an angel and angels aren't supposed to fail. they're soldiers and they have a mission to protect humanity, not to fall in love with it. and cas has fallen in love with humanity, especially the winchester boys. that's the difference between him and every other angel, that he feels. and it's true that cas always seem to fail but it's for the wrong reasons. he's naive and he either doesn't trust at all or trusts too easily, and he'd do anything for dean, even if it meant going behind his back to do it. but deep down, the root of him is pure and good and innocent. he loves dean and he'd do anything to protect all that dean loves. and no matter how many times cas fails, dean will always love him, not just because it's cas but because even dean knows how good cas' intentions have always been. and I think cas doesn't realize that he is, always, dean's win and he doesn't need the entire world at his finger tips. dean wants cas as he is, the pure and dorky angel he's always been. it kind of sucks that they may never get a real happy ending like we want. but they truly deserve to be happy (and cas to not go to the empty 5 minutes later).

[@lxve_riggs8875]

Cas really loves dean... but dean doesn’t realized... Castiel puts his whole existence on the line for Dean. But what does dean do? Be an ass to Cas. Dean has left Cas so many times but Cas stayed right there and still helped Dean. In my opinion dean was mentally abusive towards Cas sometimes. Since Cas barley knows about ‘today’s’ life style dean sometimes can get too mad and take it out on Cas. Castiel really deserves so much happiness. He’s too depressed. He needs a break. He just needs some good stuff in his life. I hate seeing Cas hurt. And he’s hiding it just so he can make dean proud and happy :( I wish dean would see how much Cas loves him and how much he’ll do to protect him and keep him safe/happy... the writers need to man up and take responsibility for a good happy ending for them...

[@altinaykor364]

it's because Dean has convinced that no one cares about him and his existence in the world is extra!he can't see that if any people values him or not!well what you're saying about Cas is also what exactly Dean thinks all the time!I love Cas I really do!he's the best guardian angel anyone can have and I really wish other angels would be just a little like him(could feel emotions) but I hate when people think that Dean...never mind!all I'm saying is that both of them feel and terrified for the same reason which none of them know and don't try to tell the other.

[@paigehoffman9314]

Again, I say it, you really know how to capture an emotion, a feeling bound together in one video edit. It's one thing to make a collection of moments that make you realize how much you love a certain ship.It's entirely another thing when you show just how much the character from a ship is suffering, not just physically, but mentally in ways that they don't even begin to let others see. Castiel has been through so much and yet he lets the people he care about most go through his suffering blindly because, in his mind, they don't deserve the same pain that he has been dealing with. No one does. All the Winchesters and others get to see are his screw ups. The mistakes that constantly keep letting them down; letting him down. It keeps pushing and pushing him to many breaking points. And it's not that he has gotten over the reminders of his failures or the emotional damage that follow him wherever he goes. He just finds ways to bottle them down deep inside so that he can put on this fake smile, this facade of happiness and pretend that he's okay. That he's fine. Some people take in his lies that he supplies. Except for Dean. It's always Dean. Just like for Dean; it's always Cas.

[@aprilfierce132]

Dean and Cas are perfect for each other. One has the confidence and the other is shy but they are both broken. They will ALWAYS try and fix eachother bc thats how much they care. They would sacrifice their lives for each other without a batting an eye, in this essay I will...

[@miko2748]

I think as Dean gets more and more used to having Cas around, he takes all of it more for granted. His anger and pain are clouding his judgments and making the love and care he used to feel from Cas go unnoticed. Hopefully in season 15 they can sort all these out.

[@danieladiaz8766]

He's so in love with Dean! My god! My heart just broke. The freaking writers need to do something about this! Just look at how broken Cas is. He's not fine. He is not fucking fine!. He's so sad :c. He deserves to be happy!. Pd: great video and editing! 😎

[@artistsaresketchy3711]

I love how 95% of this is cas being a depressed lil’ bean, and the other 5% is other ppl yelling at him

[@neverlander1351]

Though I love everyone in the TFW team, sometimes I want Dean to be more grateful for what Cas has given up/is giving up for him. Cas sacrificed a lot and he is still doing this for Winchesters, especially for Dean. Hope writers will give Cas a wonderful and happy ending.

[@thatrandomcat3479]

So, about the happy ending...

[@xIchinii]

"i gave you my heart my dear" and then you are fucked this was heartbreaking

[@Chchommi]

Cas is an angel , like legit he is an actual Saint ,. Dean was the one person who believed in him and told him he was worth something and for that cas gave him everything , omg my babies im gonna cry

[@mitalisharma440]

the angst is making me sob. cas is pure love, and destiel is getting too sad to handle. And the one thing of happiness for cas has turned out to be so immensly sad for dean, just like how all their love has been, warming them both, but at the cost of so much hurt on castiel (also dean, but more cas). But i just have to see cas feeling loved.

[@cerrne5229]

Homeless cas hits different when you know misha was homeless too

[@anyways3114]

What 🥺

[@dylancole1910]

It's so easy to forget how much shit Castiel has been through when most of the show is from the point of view of Sam and Dean. This was a beautiful video of how his friendship with Dean has evolved into something that most definitely now is obviously pining. This got me a little emotional.

[@ilikatrivedi]

I need him to be loved so badly. He is not fine, he is not okay and I need him to be better. He is doing all he can right now and he's definitely better since he's been back but someone needs to tell him what he's worth and how important he is, both for the Winchesters and for the world. Great video!

[@hvctate]

WTF WAS SEASON 15 EPISODE 3,cas deserved way better than what dean was and how he is treating him.Dean won’t notice or feel how much he really loved and needed him til he’s gone and will regret pushing him away when cas needed him the most😔

[@HungerGames0012]

0:40 *It's what the humans do. They say they're "fine"* well shit

[@moonlightwolf8960]

I feel called out

[@meganr2586]

My heart broke for Cas consistently 😢 He was just so screwed over.

[@sugarpinkcat6593]

I love this. Most videos focus on Dean's problems, but this right here shows how broken Castiel truly is, how much guilt and disappointment he is carrying in his shoulders and yet he keeps fighting, he keeps trying to make things right. I love your videos, every one of them is unique, and so well edited.

[@lois2717]

the episode i recently went back and watched tore me apart, it was the one where castiel tells his whole story and how he ended up stuck with Crowley and such. It showed him completely lose sight of who he was, forgetting all he was meant to be. It was gut wrenching. The scenes where he saw dean trying to stay loyal, trying to believe that Castiel didn’t betray them. Dean tried to stay loyal, and Castiel’s face when he finnaly confessed was torn, it was broken. Dean was even more broken than Castiel. The man his loved betrayed him, he loved a liar. And castiel was on the wrong path, all he needed was dean to bring him back.

[@TheChewingGum01]

i just want cas to be happy :( (amazing video!)

[@bzuku9554]

Castiel is trying his best. It's sad to see people bring him down, saying how broken and lost he is. And it's also sad how those words get to him.

[@nataliemejia515]

This hurts now knowing all the events that occurred in 15x03 😥

[@hebazatar56]

Oh this broke my heart 💔 Cas deserves so much better ❤ he's given so much of himself for this fight .. and he is so broken 💔

[@nikademeter]

A video focusing on Cas and being so unbelievably emotional and amazing?!!! I think so! This is in fact one of the best Cas videos I´ve seen! Thank you so much for this masterpiece and keep editing because this is beyond incredible!

[@tohrukins9025]

i’ve watched this video about fifteen times since i’ve found it and i cry every time. thank you for making this. their relationship from cas’ perspective is 10x more devastating.

[@tohrukins9025]

“it took...everything to get me here” makes me BAWL every time.

[@ishiharabubbly5132]

Came back here after the devastating heartbreak that is 15x03 and damn, someone pls give the angel a hug coz imma bout to throw some hands here

[@tessaariane6931]

Cas deserved better. It breaks my heart knowing that Dean never told him how much he is loved. And that the writers didn't allow him to hear it. Your edits never cease to amaze me btw. You're so talented.

[@playfulabsolenergy9469]

I just sat here and cried at this magnificent video.. I’m so moved , this is a masterpiece

[@graceisnotcool1713]

He’s been through so much, I just wanna give him a hug 🥺

[@melissaramos8074]

Haven’t watched the video yet but I’m liking it because i know it’ll be good

[@agistchipasha1476]

melissa ramos ikr!

[@evanescence408]

I thought i was gonna watch a sweet romantic video but this was so much more. Heartbreaking on another level. Really shows castiels darker emotions. His sadness. His heart. Everytime he fails and how much it hurts. ❤ this is an amazing and sad video.

[@abize5795]

Carajo, estoy llorando, gracias, esto rompió mi corazón, Castiel merece el mundo, no el dolor por el que pasó lpm

[@Alyopelem]

a real piece of art

[@nikitagreen4210]

I just holy fuck I mean this is just fuck I don’t even have words for how good this is I’ve really only seen Destiel videos from deans perspective so I’m fucking amazed by this I love it holy shit it’s so good

[@bbuuttercupp]

This is one of the best edits I’ve ever seen.... this about shattered my heart into a million pieces right now. Wow. Wow, wow, wow. I love Castile like 100x more now, this is fantastic

[@emmaxedits]

What's that sound? Oh, that's my heart breaking. On a different note, your edits of these two never fail to amaze me. They're so well-done; and the way you capture their relationship is just on point, so to speak. Already knew this was gonna be amazing before I even watched it. Keep up the good work! Kudos!

[@sugarpinkcat6593]

You are amazing, and this edit is so painful. Sometimes is so frustating watching how Cas tries his best to make things right and still fails, and how most of the time Sam and Dean don't really help him, but blame him instead, even when Cas was just trying to make something right for once. It's so sad seeing how broken he is now, how he feels like a disappointment to his own family. And even then he stills tries. I really hope he gets to see how much he means to Sam and Dean, and how much he is worth.

[@e.2873]

;_; Dios, no puedo. Duele mucho. Este video captura todo lo que sentía Cas, todo su sufrimiento. Y ahora con 15x18 ya no se puede negar más, todo lo que Cas hizo fue por Dean. Lo amaba tanto. 😢💔❤ Cas tiene que volver. 😭😭😭😭 Gracias por tus videos increíbles. ❤

[@worseningsouls6802]

This is one of the most painful... and yet most gorgeous... videos I've ever seen.

[@ella-m]

You captured everything I feel in one video omg :( I cried throughout the whole video ... I just wish they'd show Cas finally how much he means to them and fucking stand behind him. Amazing job as always, I love your edits♥

[@moon5265]

Top notch Cas edit. 👏🏻❤️🔥🔥🔥

[@mementosnorri]

There are moments that I had forgotten... His aches run deeper than I thought. What a beautifully crafted character. What a shame he isn't allowed to be happy. And now, with the Empty's threat looming over him, I can't help but hope that he will experience happiness one day, even if it means being ripped away from Dean one more time, because this time, he will KNOW he is loved.

[@altinaykor364]

I don't want that happen!he must find his greatest happiness and have it!he must stay with the boys and Dean!they all deserve happiness!not to be happy for one day and grief after that!

[@maddywhite7772]

Wow, this is difficult to watch. It almost made me cry, my eyes already got teary and let me tell you there are only very few things that can make me this emotional. I barely cry over anything. But watching this, it made me realize the reason why I love Castiel so much and what connection I have with him that make me having this much of an emotion for a fictional character. Thank you for this. This is a beautiful work!

[@jdlrcDP]

Well, 2:45 broke my heart. Cas looking terrified and trying to hide behind Dean ? Yup, thanks.

[@jenna4599]

watching this after 15x18 😭😭😭

[@Danyellatr22]

OMG this was a masterpiece! I ship destiel with all my heart but it breaks my heart how Castiel has been mistreated along the seasons. He always gives everything for the ones he cares about and when he really needs someone, his friends always have other priorities! Cas deserves so much better and you showed all the pain he has gone through. I hope he eventually gets the love he deserves! Awesome job!

[@Feuwise6]

This is so heartbreaking .... poor Cas. Amazing job (at making me cry)

[@lissyk.8226]

This is such an amazing work you have done. To be honest I am not a person who cries but I did.

[@MadMexi]

Oh no I wasn't ready for the feels. This is so amazingly painful....

[@akhmadkhuzaeni161]

THIS EDIT IS SO BEAUTIFUL WITH THE SONG UR AMAZING I LOBE UOU

[@StoryDetective]

All those times Cas said he was fine :( it's too sad! Wonderful video. Your Cas stuff is always amazing!

[@gavinvelasquez1906]

Im so UGHHHHH I love this so much

[@Дарья-й8э8з]

what did you do i cant stop crying, this is so sad and beautiful castiel deserves everithing in this world

[@airplane4061]

I'M CRYING THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFULLY EDITED. I JUST WANT CAS TO BE HAPPY - YOUR EDITS ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL SO STRONGLY. ALWAYS IN AWE OF YOUR TALENT.

[@IlianaGuadalupe]

All actors are phenomenal but I must say, Castiel's angelic expressions are superb! No wonder he became a regular. Amazing actor.

[@missnonperfect8699]

Im going to crawl and cry till all this feelings go! Your videos are...I don't know, made me emotional. That's the way I felt when I see Cas, That's the way I see Dean too. I ship them so hard because even when I feel hopeless about they ever going to be canon they (a little more in Cas' case) represent the profound and pure love. Ppl said we are delusional, mad crazy and but they can see it too, deny it making excuses and arguments that can be hurtful...some are rude or agressive even. But I still here, thinking LOVE IS THIS!!! I can't quit ship them. I found it the best representation of desinterested and caring LOVE as can be. You hardly found any equally at this. For many time I thought Dean doesn't feel anything like that about Cas but anyone do to make those things he done and say those things he said? Last time he tried to kill himself out of grief! Cas was dead and he admited he can't look to Jack because of that! (Forget the posible "mom is dead" too, cuz he didn't seems so upset bc of it) Anyway Im just wanna to say Thank you. Your work gave me years of life! 😊 I may cried but don't worry. It felt stress goes out.

[@chelovekkkkkk7836]

It was the most hurtful and heartbreaking video I’ve ever seen 🥺❤️

[@audreyheather]

Another Masterpiece. Please don't Ever Stop Making Videos 💙🙏 Cas' Perspective is Painful & Beautiful, He Loves so Deeply & has been through Hell. The Finale Still has me Mad, The Way Spn Ended was Just so Wrong & a spit in All Our Faces. Videos like Yours are what Keeps This Fandom Alive. Thank you For that Dear 💙💜 Xo TeamFreeWill Forever

[@fancywurm]

oh gosh thank you for this video, I really wish that more often we got to see Dean and Sam make the kind of sacrifices and have the kind of support for Cas that we've seen Cas make and have for them time and time again

[@BlueHumanist]

I was so not emotionally ready for this beautiful video 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!! Such a fantastic video omg!

[@chastihell]

This is so so so good... My poor Cas... :'( Beautifully edited! My feels are all over the place

[@amiish5869]

I love this video so much. I've never seen a destiel video focused on Cas and I am loving and feeling this. I've always felt like I could relate to Cas and this video...this is just so close to home for me. Thank you for making this beautiful masterpiece ♡ lots of love ♡

[@hxneyyxx._.8349]

Cass deserves much more than he has ♥️

[@boiguhtz]

BRB sobbing

[@happyeverafter1295]

Absolutely Stunning!

[@justcat8901]

Почему это не набрало хотя бы миллион просмотров??!!!! Это необыкновенно прекрасно 💗💗💗💗😍😍😍😍😍😍😭😭😭😭!!!!!!!!

[@sihhannnn]

everything cas has done he’s done for the winchesters 😭

[@skylessnights]

Gosh this was heartbreaking 🥺🥺💔

[@_Lisa_Lisa_]

I watched a lot of destiel videos and I enjoyed them, I even loved some of them... But none of them made me cry like yours did... Great work. And thank you.

[@thecatsaidquack]

Oh. My. This is jaw dropping beautiful and completely different then so many other videos that I've seen others make this season. Stunning. Just stunning.

[@manongrff]

argh i just looooove your work ! It was so beautiful and yeah Cas deserves everyting, i wish that he could have more recognition, i wish sam and dean would confort him, hug him because we know they love him and hell deancas needs to happen !... Anyways i loved it, i cried but it's really worth it ♥

[@masa8498]

I think, the only thing is ..he just wants it's to be comforted by Dean

[@propsyeyav7001]

This is so beautiful, and deep, it gets you right in the heart. I have so much appreciation for Misha, and feelings toward this specific character. You’ve really put how I feel into a video. If that makes sense. This, is just amazing. I applaud you.

[@Claire511995]

Jesus Christ, so much suffering summed up in one video, it just breaks my heart in a million pieces ! Beautiful work though, I love it ! Thank you for sharing this !

[@YuirZaHani]

I don't know. I can't even stop crying seeing this. I feel like, why watching Cas is like my own reflection and I feel so hurt.. It can't stop.

[@LovingExtreme]

This is stunning. Honestly, stunning.

[@ikzzed2450]

This will forever be one of my fav edits..... u r an artist

[@lisacarr3553]

Oh, the feels that this video invokes! I'm just gonna go sit in a corner and cry now.

[@riwinchester6078]

This is absolutely amazing. I cried a little bit.

[@jenkeaton2663]

I’ve watched a bunch of edits like this, but yours are by far the most well-made and thoughtful. The emotions you convey with the clips you select are transmitted fluidly and beautifully, and your videos never fail to bring me to tears. Well done. Astounding work.

[@aprilfierce132]

This captures not only Destiel but also how much sh*t Castiel has been through...Im not crying...iM nOT cRyiNg

[@josephfernandez3600]

this is a fucking masterpiece, what a way to encapsulate an emotion through editing. brilliant work.

[@Jen4Jolie]

Well that ripped my heart in two. Well done. Your videos always tell the story beautifully.

[@pumpkinjay]

wow, i'm honestly crying right now... this is just beautiful 💞💕💓

[@crazypit9001]

WHOOAAA AWESOME

[@baku_bb]

I just want to say THANK YOU SO MUCH for doing this..this video made me cry so hard that i just..can't breathe. Thank you so much...~

[@waywardsarah8682]

hear that? that was my heart shattering :):

[@underhill6207]

such a beautiful/painful tribute to my fave .. you deserved so much better cas..

[@aaqshsh2617]

thank you for making me cry...

[@spookmeupscotty]

I am so full of emotion. This is beautiful.

[@silvereramoon8834]

Holy shit. The editing in this is bloody amazing! Perfect.

[@jaemusicofficial4193]

I'm just so blown away by every video you make. They are so beautifully edited. You should be so proud.

[@baby3539]

cas deserves so much better than he gets from everyone. he deserves a more understanding friendship with sam, answers and respect from dean, love from everyone. he betrayed the only thing he'd known for his entire lifetime for dean, and dean still throws him around. i understands dean's dilema and upbringing, but still.

[@Fredricksonman099]

This hurts so much but it’s amazing wow !!! Your videos are so good