DEAN/CASTIEL - You Are My Sunshine

"You'll never know, dear, how much I love you"
I MEAN SERIOUSLY, HOW STAR-CROSSED CAN THESE TWO LOVERS GET
I've been meaning to do a video to this song for a long time now, and I was reserving it for the finale because I knew it would be epic..ally sad. So here you go.
I hope this ruins you as much as it ruined me making it on the same day as 9x23.
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[@Deadpool4president]

The fact that Metatron ships Destiel is the only reason why I don't completely hate him!

[@destielwinchester5069]

+Alanna Booplesnoot ikr me too

[@louisismylove1]

I'm not crying, I just have some winchester in my eyes.

[@baraxtoge]

So you just got winchestered?

[@shinobigirl65]

Well that went straight through my heart just like that angel blade did through Dean's.

[@sourcreamlobster]

And it made my soul black just like the color of Dean's eyes now

[@wywardmoose]

AND THESE COMMENTS MADE MY EYES AS RED AS CASTIEL'S DURING THE FINALE

[@bluelynx12]

STOP IT NOW

[@bluelynx12]

+Sami Johnson ALL OF YOU

[@korigoad2991]

Every time Cas knowingly says, "You don't think you deserved to be saved," and looks at Dean with those big blue eyes, I feel my heart break a little more. :'(

[@gloriab.4095]

okay but can you believe that finally in 12x03 dean calls cas "sunshine" bECAUSE I DONT IM CRYING SO MUCH I LOVE THEM SO MUCH HELP ME

[@WildeMermaid]

I know this is a 4yr old comment but Dean calls him Sunshine once in season 7 as well

[@rainstar999]

why did i click this? i knew it was going to be sad and i still clicked it.

[@XsasunaruloveyaoiX]

I am wounded. This song brings me to tears no matter if its supposed to be happy or not. I am always crying when I hear this song. Great job on slaying my heart.

[@sourcreamlobster]

How is this song supposed to be happy tho? Have you heard the lyrics? It's about loss. It's painfully sad.

[@wywardmoose]

Same

[@nadinehoogenboezem4798]

@@wywardmoose aaawww. My grandma sang the happy parts to me while rocking me as a child, my grandpa died four years ago, but my grandma is alive, this reminds me of him watching her sing this song

[@scifigeek14]

I thought it was gunna be happy. I WAS WRONG.

[@rosacarolinamezamora7546]

scifigeek14 That's basically all the fandom :( We all thought Supernatural was going to be happy and it's crushing our hearts more every season. And we see Dean, his angel and Sam suffer again and again :'( whay can't they actually be together?

[@cskyla1844]

"The skies are great because all the colors are in your eyes. You are my one and only sun, moon, stars, and angel. I'll love you unconditionally until time ends, but please. Don't ever die on me ever again otherwise I'd be cursed to wander the world searching for your pearl blue eyes and your smile." - Dean to Cas

[@talonlove23]

CRYING BECAUSE THAT DAMN ENDING ITS SUCH A GOOD VIDEO *slow claps it out*

[@xatchuzchaan]

YOU ACTUALLY DID A REALLY GREAT JOB I love your song choice too!

[@LoseiferSquad]

At the end I verbally said, "God fucking dammit, Metatron."

[@morgan-qx7hv]

I love their relationship romantic or platonic. its not forced and quick its like real

[@AllieKitaguchi]

I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING

[@evanescence408]

I STARTED CRYING BEFORE EVEN CLICKING PLAY DAMN. cause of a post I saw on tumblr.

[@staceymorgan5979]

i am sobbing!! no one can tell me that they're not canon and if you do im absolutely positively not listening. castiel is in love and i just. my heart. im not okay. i'll be over here crying under my desk until season 10. and before that i'll go to con in september and cry there. idgaf

[@baraxtoge]

oh they are so canon now, I was so happy when Metatron mentioned in the end that Cas was doing it all JUST FOR DEAN and not because of humanity or the brothers in general... it was just so awwww and then this bastard broke my heart by telling Cas what he had done to his first and only love *sobs*.

[@staceymorgan5979]

baraxtoge YES!! oh god. season 9 they may not have been around eachother a lot but it was made obvious about Castiels true feeling for dean and i could not be happier with that. however i am dying and i want cas to know that dean's alive. YES JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE ugh everything cas has done was for Dean. like you said his first and only love. and how heartbroken he looks when he hears what metatron did. how solemn he looks and resided to his fate because he thinks dean is dead already. ugh. ugh ugh

[@meteor7890]

Great job on the video!It was brilliant.And the song fits perfectly! I think we all agree that their relationship is one of the most heartbreaking stories in the history of everything.I respect people who don't ship them but I really don't understand how can they refuse that "thing" that is between Dean&Cas.It's THERE.Right there dammit.

[@msmaples1245]

*Slams computer on ground* FUCK THIS SHIT IM OUT

[@baraxtoge]

perfect... PERFECT TO EXPRESS MY FEELING OF THE FINALE Q_Q! I mean... JUST LOOK AT THAT FACE CAS MAKES WHEN THAT BASTARD SAYS HE KILLED DEAN Q_Q IT BROKE MY HEART SO MANY TIMES ;-;... I just wished Cas could talk to Dean a last time before he died... I'm so hoping they're going further on their relationship in season 10 if not it will tear me apart... I mean at least now that Dean is a demon they can spend eternity together, that's one of the good things I see in that.... GREAT VIDEO

[@viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky]

Yeah and they would be the first angel/demon couple ever, and there would be a lot of holy fucks and a hell lot of sex, and they could live forever together, and I'm not okay >.

[@baraxtoge]

viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky Dean could become the king of hell and Cas the new god and so heaven and hell would live forever happily in peace and sunshine and fluff and everything :'D - and that would never happen because it's Supernatural QQ

[@viiiiiiiiiiiiiicky]

baraxtoge Damn straight T_T Why did we have to love this show where everything's pain ?!

[@tiffanyfarfan394]

This is only the best Destiel video I have ever seen. With Metatron speaking in the beginning it really sets up the video nicely and you captured each moment so perfectly. Thank you for this!

[@TheLifeofEmily1]

I just finished reading Twist & Shout. I didn't think I have any more tears left to cry. I was so wrong. 😭

[@zobothehobo]

I AM CRYING REALLY HARD

[@rave_ash_1423]

This was my lullaby as a baby, and hearing it in a Destiel tribute is just amazing >3

[@LoverWitch]

OMG. I'm a Dean girl in the most graceful and dignified sense. I must thank you for uploading this, although I could very much do w/ no hell scenes. But I've yet to see seasons 8 & 9 and you did a magnificent job. Additionally, I sang this song to my grandfather on his deathbed. He was barely conscious, but my mom said he was smiling when I left. He's the most wonderful person I've ever known in real life. Thanks.

[@lucksylux]

I'm one day into the hiatus and already dead inside. You helped with that. I hate you, but your videos are perfect. I'm conflicted and crying. Help.

[@lindzz51690]

I'm glad you waited to do this song (unfortunate for our sanity). You definitely took one for the team making this and posted it so soon. It really captures not only the episode, but the entire story. Seriously, they should be letting you do the "The Road So Far" recaps.

[@ZombieWolfeh]

Haha wow I'm dying inside, thanks for the quality video.

[@HannerousFostasaur]

FIRST OF ALL HOW DARE YOU I'M NOT CRYING I JUST HAVE AN ANGEL BLADE IN MY EYE

[@angelwithnightmares]

OMG CRYING SO HARD RIGHT NOW

[@xIchinii]

HOW COULD YOU?! WAT HOW CAN U STILL EDIT AFTER THIS MOMENT OF SILENCE MAY THIS BELOVED CHARACTR REST IN PEACE !!! HOW / WAHT?! THEN THE FUCKING VOICE STARTED PLAYING I LOST MY SHIT

[@kimoniki21]

CRYING! CRYING SO BAD RIGHT NOW!!! I DIDN'T EVEN HIT PLAY YET AND I WAS GETTING TEARY EYED!! *SOBS*

[@r.g.nonetheless5663]

...just feeling right in places...the sound and all...then tears..

[@purerockrocks123]

and this is the reason I cry

[@elliart7432]

That moment when you realize this really isn't manipulated at all. It's literally just their story with an old love song over it and it makes perfect sense.

[@EnderHeart5911]

This is just absolutely beautiful...

[@obsessedwithspn9535]

i cried. im sitting here, giant smile, but bawling my eyes out... HAPPY TEARS, then the ending just instant switch to SADNESS.

[@cassmatazz]

Words cannot express how much I love this or how many times I've watched this since you uploaded it.

[@TheLifeofEmily1]

I have watched this three times and I end up curling myself in a ball and crying my eyes out every single damn time. 😭

[@marianne2529]

MY HEART. MY SHIPPER HEART OH GOD I CRIED YOU

[@ingragb]

I'm crying and it's not even nine am... who would be dumb enough to CHOOSE this fandom life? its not fun, its not nice, why do I care so much about ficctional characters?? this season destroyed me and now I can't wait for the next

[@auroracorealis]

oh. good. cuz i hadn't cried hysterically yet today. thank you for THAT opportunity. ps this is beautiful

[@IPlayPianoInMyPjs]

*sniffles* You always do such an amazing job with your videos. The song choice made me cry, I have a huge emotional attachment to that song because I lost my own sunshine 3 years and have not found another since. Excellent video. This is going to absolutely destroy my sister when I show her this...

[@MeanHeartColdHeart]

Oh my god, I've been so sad since the finale and this made me even more anxious! But I love it... great work!

[@Tubeviewer1290]

Hi there!! This is so amazing!! You did great editing and the clips you used at exactly the right parts of the song! Every time I see this I start crying and being all emotional! This is one of the best Destiel videos I've watched! Thanks for making this! :)

[@monodraminha]

this never fails to make me cry. and I don't even watch this anymore

[@tatisakura81]

OMG Why!!! How could you! I'm crying a river here!

[@LeahDatCat]

Castiel is having FEELINGS for Dean. Angels don't feel. It's like the story of WALL-E. He was the last robot, the only one that cared about what? HUMANS. Cas is in love with Dean.

[@lightsallfading]

Mind blowing. I had the warm fuzzies and then I wanted to weep because of the ending and WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS?! Castiel's romantic love for Dean is canon now, no one can convince me otherwise.

[@themoshow1580]

this song is my childhood and it means so much that this was made with cas and dean. (yes I have a supernatural addiction. it's a bit of a problem.)

[@wywardmoose]

Yes, this video is absolutely beautiful. But the real reason I'm crying is for my late grandma. My grandpa would sing this to her in hospice every time, before he left. This was a couple years ago, but it still tears me up to hear the song

[@NeverStopTheDreaming]

THIS WASNT OKAY IM SOBBING OVER HERE. WHYYY.

[@KLAINEFOREVER911]

thats ok i didnt need my heart

[@itisntmeatall]

I love your videos and this one made me even more sad than I was before. So thanks for that.

[@daphneshimfessel3859]

my heart

[@ImJustKaren_]

OMG. Just seeing this. I used to sing this to my youngest son to put him to sleep. Love it.

[@amberfrancis820]

Right in the feels jesus

[@laurazwags]

I'm not crying uncontrollably, I swear I just have allergies

[@IRVidaletti]

"So I bowed my head and I cried" accurate.

[@maryamzuha7277]

i hate you. I'm crying. This is beautiful. And the fact that all of this is real.... No.. *curls up into a ball and cries*

[@CaitlynSofia]

you work so fast though i mean this episode was like not even two days ago what the hell i loved it but i'm crying so much

[@SaraKhan-cl2ch]

i don't even ship them that much but god this video is beautiful you just snatched my heart and blew it up goodness it's amazing

[@superboneca]

OMG this is so sad an awesome!! Great job!!

[@GoldenGardenias]

OMG. WHY!? No... the feels... the feels are taking over... whhhhhhy!?

[@Jamiday13]

*sobs* why did I always think this song was happy?

[@moonyyskies]

hits harder now.. cause.. [potential spoiler] "i love you" *not me sobbing..*

[@aident6297]

I love this

[@kimberlycorrales5859]

I'M NOT CRYING I JUST HAVE A PAIR OF IDIOTS IN LOVE IN MY EYES!

[@MaybeAstrid]

Perfect song choice!

[@stillhoping]

So I kinda read the last chapters of Twist and Shout again yesterday and I was bleeding my heart out and crying and I'm so messed up and then I come here and I see this heartbreaking vid with this song that, for me, suits them perfectly (in T&S and SPN as well) and now I'm hurt and idk what to do. THIS IS SO NOT FUCKING OKAY.

[@paigepiornack9059]

Johnny cash's voice with this is so perfect

[@rachelfranklin3469]

It hit me in the feels and it hurts... I think it might've been more effective (for me, at least) of rather than some guy with a guitar singing it, a woman with a soft voice and sad piano music sang it, as if it were a lullaby

[@TheLifeofEmily1]

YOU MADE ME CRY!!! 😭

[@Splashstar216]

THAT WAS BEAUTIFUL OMG

[@maddygreenfield464]

I WAS GONNA TELL YOU I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD DO A VID WITH THIS SONG dammit im gonna cry. also, excellent job choosing the Cash version, it's perfect

[@hermioneindisguise]

Why are your videos always so perfect?

[@Super_Celery_]

This causes me great pain. This is beautiful.

[@Nicolettepino]

MY HEART HURTS. I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING

[@anastasiaa9314]

Before watching: This is gonna be heartbreaking isn't it after watching: :')

[@anglichanka12]

God bless you and your videos

[@MarvelousJo]

Waiting for another amazing video from you.. :)

[@iHeartMuppets98]

MY EHART LORD HELP ME HAHAH IM CRYIGN GOOD GOD WHY DO I WATC HTHIS SHOW

[@martalbarn]

I Came Out to Have a Good Time and I'm Honestly Feeling So Attacked Right Now.......

[@MintyCoolness]

This is heart-breaking...*sniffle*

[@melinafranco7884]

So im finishing up season two, I know Cas doesn't come in till season four but NOT ONCE have I seen Dean hug Sam and well as for what this video shows me......he opens up a lot after Cas

[@PeaceRocknrollLove]

why have you made this video i'm drowning in my tears

[@njeosys]

Well that ending was WOW! And heartbreaking. Love that Metatron is basically spelling out the story. This as the episode for non-shippers. Shippers already knew. But this one was literally writing it all out there. Still, some don't see it or don't want to see it. That's okay. But that IS why this episode was written the way that it was. So amazing! Also, I LOVE THAT YOU CHOSE JOHNNY CASH for this version of the song. Very fitting.

[@louscott6420]

Nooo I can't see this on my TV please please we need this on mobile platform I really want to see it

[@messy4April]

YOU ARE AWESOME

[@lp6435]

Nooooooo!! I can't see this videooo! *cry* 😢😢

[@Numba1MitsumiFan]

omg this made me cry and im not even into the show anymore

[@JacksG13]

My mommy's lullaby to me made into a video about my OTP. I'm in heaven!

[@SlapshotGritty2814]

Dean's look of horror at 0:43 when Castiel is blown up by Sam (Lucifer).

[@kaitlinrose1277]

fuckiNG HELL NO

[@desigay4l]

aHH this is awesome

[@haileyfoss9079]

This video is evil. It broken my heart. But I love it. You're amazing!

[@miahenry3263]

im just gonna go cry for a little while

[@3Quetzalli]

OH LAWD I CAN'T WITH THESE FEELINGS. THIS FUCKING SHIP

[@izzy7967]

You are my sunshine,my only sunshine :( Destiel ♥♥

[@lilybaylis2227]

I CANT

[@whereisangie]

this hurts!! p.s. fantastic editing