Dean Winchester - dead inside

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Dean Winchester - dead inside
Fandom: Supernatural
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[@chappi-dz2ow]

"Me? I know I'm a freak....and sooner or later everybody's gonna leave me." This line hits home hard. I know that pain all too well.

[@mikeanon641]

That's why I'm listening to this again I'm a freak and know it even wife said I'm a paranoid freak

[@NOMADinteractive]

I watched that episode recently

[@mattfairhurst8752]

HEY. CHAPPI ...where all freaks:)))))))).... hey bud :). who cares what peope think:) \ =

[@mattfairhurst8752]

live your life:))))))))))

[@mattfairhurst8752]

im your friend:)

[@entertainmentseeker3962]

Dean is the perfect example of “you can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness”. Because realistically he CHOSE that life. Like everyone was saying, you can, you have outs, but he wants to be sad because that’s the only time he feels

[@HolyNEvil666]

exactly. he is that broken, that he doesn't feel anything if it doesn't hurt.

[@kennethwest3406]

You are half right......John didn't try to stop Dean from doing this. He knee that the life was destructive and never told Dean to do something else

[@patjenkins912]

@@entertainmentseeker3962 unfortunately Dean didn't choose that life it was chosen for him. His love for Sam and the family that was destroyed made him who he was. Dean was happy with Lisa and Ben but again others destroyed that too, namely Cas, Sam, and Crowley!

[@Nintendomedemando]

​@@patjenkins912I swear that nothing will make me like or forgive John and Mary Winchester

[@goltor50]

"But once you touch that darkness , It never goes away" ... true , more you feel and know darkness more you want to stay in it . Even if it's make you suffering

[@nanambitious5521]

I wish Dean could see himself the way Sam sees him, like the person who worth the world and deserves everything.

[@patjenkins912]

Unfortunately I Sam never really appreciated Dean, his motivation was revenge and jealousy. Sam quickly forgot all of Dean's sacrifices. Dean motivation was always love and protection of others. Do you remember Tina and Melissa? The one scene when Sam and Dean are standing by the car Sam says I wish I had that innocence,,, he didn't say I wish WE had that innocence! Dean says for what it's worth I wish you did too!

[@DeanLovesCas]

Dean is the definition of the tragic hero everyone loves... everyone except himself. God but he deserves to be loved 💔😭

[@crystalbrown5729]

When Dean says I wish I could'nt feel a damn thing, I can definitely relate. I've told myself this more times then I can count. I know how it feels to be dead inside but still just going through the motions because that's your job and you have others who are depending on you to keep going. All the while embracing your death whenever it decides to come and take you ....

[@lindaalmanza-smith6191]

Dean is referring to his time in hell at the end of season 3 episode 16 When he says I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.

[@mikedutra4917]

"Me? I know im a freak, and sooner or later, everyone is gonna leave me" Right in the feels

[@poodn4559]

"Nobody hates you more than you hate yourself" God damn... right.......

[@jessedion16]

Yep me 100 percent

[@liamahnmark]

Me too

[@DubzHorrorStoriez]

“How can you care so little about yourself? What’s wrong with you?” That one hits home. I’ll let you know as soon as I figure it out.

[@dhammy9]

Seriously. After all the years of doing what others want or what you think other expect of you it is hard. Then all that work means nothing. I think I enjoyed Dean as a character so much because of his mental state and emotions throughout the series. It feels like no matter how hard he tried he still couldn't accept himself which is how a lot of us feel. Even at the end when Cas was telling him how much he loved Dean it was hard for Dean to comprehend.

[@didimean]

When I was younger, I could relate to Sam far more than I could with Dean. But the older I get, the more I understand and relate to Dean

[@Anubis424242]

Same here. It's a horrible way to feel.

[@rambrosius7006]

I shouldn't find so much of myself in Dean Winchester and here I am

[@LOv3MaStEr1]

I love both Dean and Sam. But Dean is Dean. The way he loves his brother, his family and his friends is extremely hit me. The way he hates himself for being unable to protect people he loves is hard. For me, Dean and Sam are real people, not just characters in a show. I wish Dean can see how worth he is in our eyes and I wish he can love himself more.

[@jessescharett]

When you want to feel something knowing you no longer can.

[@raghdashimon3992]

yep

[@alex-bw3xh]

Your not wrong

[@jessedion16]

Me...😪🤐😑😭😢😤

[@gmansk53]

I'm there now. I tried for so long until I realised that part is gone.

[@grabeless1656]

It's temporary, it passes

[@carolynm8421]

Dean is the hero of this story. Dean is a survivor who's been through hellish pain. And, I'll tell you, there is no one I'd rather have as a brother. I know, he's fictional but, for a lot of people, he's one of the most "real" people they've ever known. I want him to have his happy ever after one day, he deserves it.

[@69piglets]

Such a great edit. I just finished binge watching 15 yrs worth of Supernatural in a few months. What a journey. Dean's character arc is absolutely heart-breaking with a phenomenal performance by Jensen Ackles. The man can do it all.

[@jiujitsuforlife89]

Dean is the best, in depth character.... the modern man if you will.... do jobs what others wont/can't, never quitting no matter how dark it is, just trying to do the right thing, loving everyone so hard but absolutely loathing yourself, can't believe anything good can happen cause when it does there's always a catch/trade/downfall, loving your friends and family so hard you'd literally go to hell for them. Some of us can't be saved cause we do have such a low opinion of ourselves we don't think we are ever worth saving.

[@cristiansince95]

This hits home, I grew up watching the series. And as I was going through my inner struggles I'd find comfort in Dean's character for he was so nuanced and it felt like he got me.

[@katso_linoh9296]

Im not depressed, i just cant feel anymore,i just dont care🙂nothing bothers me at all, im always tired, physically, emotionally and pychologically. I lost a part of me🙂trying to mend broken things

[@johnssmith4005]

Same here

[@jamesmadison1259]

same here

[@talhaali3476]

Amazing Your Worlds Are Full of Felling “and i am Dead wanna Scream so Loud that this Entire world can hear me saying Your Name sania “

[@niwreyentihw1496]

Yup that's me, comfortably numb.

[@Thelonedrifter]

Me too

[@jonbates6081]

I remember that feeling of having no purpose and giving in to what ever is thrown at me

[@iLovedWhatiHated]

This is dead on. I hope you're doing better now.

[@nickwoyurka6820]

How did you overcome it ??

[@Alaine5811]

I needed this. I've been having really bad thoughts, plans. And I have been smiling so no one knows the hurt inside. But I can't anymore. I'm done. But for the first time in months I felt idk, something. So thank you for pulling me back from the edge

[@blackravxnyt]

I know the feeling, but remember you're not alone and everything is going to be okay ❤️

[@Alaine5811]

@@blackravxnyt Thank you for taking time out of your day for me! It means more than you know!

[@sylviahoffman9440]

OMG - that was the perfect compliation of the complexity of Dean - his strength, his heart, his drive to help everyone while constantly sacrificing everything. He also represents all of us and what we do to live our lives and the sacrifices we make to do that. One thing I love about the spnfam is we all feel broken and the brothers help us together to be strong. Thank you for a beautiful edit that I am still crying from. You are amazing. ❤❤❤

[@blackravxnyt]

@@sylviahoffman9440 thank you sooo much!!! I really appreciate it 🥺💖💖

[@janetdeloach8522]

It is heartbreaking how he thinks so bad of himself, like a curse....He was so much more than his lines or expressions. He blamed himself for circumstances beyond his control. He deserved to be surrounded by Love and Light ....He is an unsung Hero with a broken Heart... ❤

[@chyannehall4268]

This is why I love dean winchester as much as I do because as an older sibling I feel the same that I have to be strong for them and for others I care about. I have to do everything I can to help others and listen to them and ill put my feelings on the back burner I either feel nothing at all or I feel to much about something and alot dean helps be when I need it most To anyone who reads this that need this Always Keep Fighting, look for the light in every situation, it'll get better, love yourself and you health first. You CAN Do This ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@User2100]

Never watch this show but alot of people can relate to what he feels

[@nickwoyurka6820]

Just saying it might take you a bit to get completely hooked but I’d definitely watch it cause easily one of the most underrated actors / show in general

[@jdevine789]

"I'm my own worst nightmare." Relatable

[@JUNEKOHopson]

The fact is every single time Dean dies he comes back worse then he was and that's why he play a stone act but in reality Dean Winchester is alone all he has is Sam, Dean feels as if he died nobody would care the moment he says "at least my life can mean something" shows he doesn't care what happens to him.

[@mikedutra4917]

"your problem is that nobody hates you more than you" this

[@frankiew6854]

Holy crap that was intense.

[@darrenwhitford5167]

Anyone going through a heartbreak or anything that's tearing you apart. Don't worry. Take it day by day. Keep on moving. You got this! The world is your oyster, and you're the pearl."

[@andrewclune3266]

I can relate to Dean there are days where I look in the mirror and hate what I see. I am not depressed but I have become numb.

[@jeremiahimlay2301]

Dean is my spirit animal everything he says is what I feel everyday all day when I'm asleep and when I'm awake and just like him I'm ready to give up

[@boxonothing4087]

Dean's ride, his whole life, is like running down a hill. If you stop you drop, so you keep running long after you've run out of gas. You eat yourself up until there's nothing left. By the time you stop, you've reached a place where's nothing and no one except you ... and you see no way back. Been there, there's only 2 ways out. You die, or you let the person you were die and start again.

[@jessedion16]

Me...

[@alexanderelrod884]

I love your idea, my question is, how would one find a different self after having a part of themselves stuck in the past?

[@AusmeinerSicht2023]

As a first born I feel him. Can’t explain it but it hit really hard when he said to Marry that he was never a child. In some families you can’t be a kid you just need to try to balance your family members😢

[@cholpjozef]

Great edit. All the stuff i relate to Dean. I mean I understand him to the point it brings me peace finally.

[@Nobody13138]

I've been dead inside for awhile now. Can't wait until all of me is dead.

[@ishajac3637]

This Was EXCELLENT! It pmo that it has so few views. Make more cuz ur incredible! Well done you

[@blackravxnyt]

OMG thank you so much!! I really appreciate it 🥰

[@tammyohnezahn6250]

Why can I relate so much to dean? My life is good, not perfect but good. So why the heck do I feel so?

[@tammyohnezahn6250]

I just realised, I come back to this video over and over again. If the day ends, and I realise something is wrong. When I feel this strange feeling, I watch/hear this and... Idk

[@gray.9812]

@@tammyohnezahn6250 Same.

[@dimon95octaviablake_fan]

@@tammyohnezahn6250 🍕🍙🍳🔪🧭🌆🚆🚜🛤🛶💧💧💧💧💧🥽)

[@CallMeDonny005]

I've searched the internet looking for the reason why i feel so tired i just don't know anymore.

[@ghostgirl0209]

Sometimes there is simply no reason we feel tired but we look for reasons because there has to be right? But that's just it some times the weight of the world just enough to make us tired.

[@CallMeDonny005]

​@@ghostgirl0209I never noticed your comment, I'm sorry even in a year I've still come to never understand my tiredness.

[@amo64]

I never knew Dean is so relatable

[@StixDoesStuff]

Idk y but I relate to dean so much

[@_ReaI_]

How can anyone love a man who doesn't even love himself? People can feel that negative energy and don't want to be a part of that

[@Flippedsalmon]

That's me...burned out on life at 25. I know how to talk to people and can be charasmatic, but once they look in my eyes their expression and demeanor changes. Then I just contunue drinking alone at the bar until I blackout and then somehow get home, go through withdrawal, then do it again the next weekend, after working in an office where people who probably see themselves as rivals feed off my misery like parasites. Getting sober doesn't do shit, as Dean says, once you touch a certain darkness, that persistent numbness and emptiness doesn't go away.

[@_ReaI_]

@user-nq2gg5kj9l I am like that too, but i have no particular reason to behave or to be like that, i put myself in a dark place, i constantly think and talk about shitty things and shitty emotions and shitty fucking life i live... And then i wonder why are people starting to avoid me? Why am i loosing connections with people? Well I am the problem. I am 21 and I spent most of my life in my room, and in my head... I need to change or I will just sink deeper into that dark cave that I put myself into.

[@Flippedsalmon]

@@_ReaI_ If your reasons for that aren't yet due to any tangible shitty life experiences but more because of mindset, then you're lucky in that you can still change your mindset and outlook if you can go out and meet the right people and have some good life experiences.

[@_ReaI_]

@@Flippedsalmon yeah you are right... I hope you find your peace too

[@solomonkassahun7845]

I feel you dean 😱

[@hayleeramos278]

So relatable 😭

[@cap.deanmarcelwinchester]

I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.

[@vijayananthan5251]

When crowley says "Dean, Nobody hates you more than you do" 😢😢

[@ApolloDelius]

Thank you for this

[@dorothyreilly5090]

I relate to Dean ❤️❤️❤️

[@cap.deanmarcelwinchester]

I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.

[@DamonSalvatore-oy6rb]

I feel dean pain all the time

[@linetterodriguez9264]

I relate to him so much, I don't like myself, don't know if I have a purpose, I've cried so so much, that no matter how bad, sad I feel, can't even cry anymore

[@robertandreason3218]

I hate waking up anymore

[@angeldavis5920]

this character relates to me so much

[@adambryant7430]

i watch this everytime i feel like this

[@PrincessXLanaxx]

my heart.

[@jacquimaclennan3254]

This is what happens when you spend all your time looking after others and neglecting yourself. I’m getting better after a long time of barely hanging on by a thread.

[@Whytho2000]

Was waiting for the happiness parts to show up. Lol sometimes life is hard. But without the lows, we wouldn't have anything to compare to the highs. Life's a roller coaster, get excited, because when you've hit rock bottom, there's going to be another rise, and maybe this time, that rise will take you to heights you've never imagined.

[@Benimaru33]

"Im my own worst nightmare"

[@malenaferguson4862]

Because he knows how the world really is like near and far

[@BloodSweatAndWinchesters]

It's okay Dean 🫂, in my universe you don't die.. we win and we live a happy life (as neighbours) and die of old age together 🥺

[@feliciawilliamsgary1989]

I had been looking for something that would express and explain how I am feeling. And that would explain to family, friends, and others why i just decided to stop fighting and quit pretending. Every word in this compilation rings true for me. I have so much trauma and so many scars i cant keep up the smiles, telling those I love and everyone around me that I'm okay and the reality is i'm dead inside. I've been dead inside since i was conscious of my existence at the age of 6 and now at 55 I'm even more aware that no matter what i do, what i try, and what I have done, and where i go, there is and never was a place for me in this world. I always felt dead inside and worthless , and hate what i see (saw) when i look in the mirror. Im tired and i dont want to continue like this anymore. So as i finish writing this comment, i'm just happy leaving knowing i could leave something that explains why i chose to do what i did.

[@Power-fg7qg]

reply to this so ik that ur a real person. cause this sound like not normal

[@feliciawilliamsgary1989]

​@@Power-fg7qgI am real and this is real. What is normal? What is normal to you is hell for someone else. Pain, suffering, trauma, hurt, heartache, heartbreak, abuse, mistreatment, rejection, abandonment,betrayal, it's all real and it ain't normal and yet people don't everyday like it is okay and it isn't. I'm fucking tired of other folks trying to dictate and define what is normal or supposed to be normal. If anyone of us could Walk in somebody's shoes and live in their skin, experience all they do daily then I believe we would never use the word "normal" to describe or label someone's emotions, feelings, and experiences as normal or not normal.

[@ЕленаКонстантинова-н8е]

Депресняк? Дин, держись! Всё наладится и изменится в лучшую сторону.

[@AreejEB]

Slay.

[@paladrous]

So if I identify down the line with Dean here... I'm dead inside? FML

[@teddy9724]

He is a sad 🧸

[@faridzulanuar6542]

He last in the world😢😢😢😢

[@idanogewglit432]

I miss u

[@stan4668]

Come here & I'll give you the biggest hug ever!!

[@stan4668]

And. I really mean it !!

[@faridzulanuar6542]

He last human 😢😢😢😢

[@jdevine789]

"I can handle myself thanks."

[@DavidSmith67-f2w]

i am dean inside

[@michaelemery2201]

This dude is like Thomas Shelby!!

[@EP2691]

You mean Thomas Shelby is like Dean?

[@kkmdew09]

I’m just going to quietly crack another beer and say I’m fine. It’s just a tv show.

[@j.cordova5296]

The first time his Dad told him to save his brother, he was four years old. He lost his mother and had a father who raised him to hunt that demon down and kill it. Along the way, they saved others, and by the time Dean killed the demon that took his mom life he was too far gone to ever think he could have a normal life. A real Supernatural fan knows he tried with Lisa and Ben, and that almost got them killed. He made the Ultimate sacrifice and had Cass make them forget about Dean, and he never looked back 😢

[@JoseCruz-vj4wf]

I lost my only son my soul is lost 💔😭😔😔😔😔💔

[@Charizard_and_Dragonite]

How can I let my pain go

[@ЕленаКонстантинова-н8е]

Сильное видео.

[@AegessXY]

Why is the video so accurate I’ve been trying to fix myself but all I see is a freak

[@MrMini1994]

This is how I see myself sometimes even worse😮‍💨

[@cap.deanmarcelwinchester]

I AM REAL DEAN WINCHESTER. SUPERNATURAL SHOW is based on Eric Kripke's 1on1 in-person interview based personal biography of me in 2001, as MI6 Canada Special Branch '00'. - now pensioned & declassified. i hunted pedophiles & serial killers & nazis & sex slavers & mass murderers & assassins for 3 decades. I have disposed of 3,294 scum as MI6 SB Canada. I despise forever all u cowards & losers who love fakers & frauds & aclors while despising real life heroes like me.

[@malenaferguson4862]

It's dreams replaying old intense memories it takes you to corpes violence and reacting the moments of each person life that now no longer there or even instinct

[@MikeTTL_777]

I was in a near fatal car accident in January and it took everything from me. My new corvette , my ambition , and my will to live. I often ask myself why couldn’t I just have died instead of surviving. They say everything happens for a reason but I don’t see the reason why that happened to me. It’s made me question my faith in God. I had such high hopes before and now I don’t. I dont care what happens to me at this point in life. I want to die, life would be easier that way. I feel like I’m already dead inside and when I tell this to others they just don’t understand.

[@germen343]

I know your pain.

[@garlicbread7129]

When you forget your age sometimes …. Or even forget your birthday is coming up . Sheesh one day I forgot my name and only remembered my nickname . This is when your too far gone .

[@AreejEB]

#Appreciate urself because the tone of u saying I'm trying counts.

[@jackecassilhas4446]

ele merecia mais

[@grabeless1656]

This is how depression feels like.

[@ianburnett4129]

What episode is it when he talks to cash about the constant pounding in his head?

[@blackravxnyt]

Season 14 episode 14 "Ouroboros"

[@ianburnett4129]

@@blackravxnyt thank you

[@lewishamilton.f1.44]

@@ianburnett4129 its cas not cash

[@xxthebrowneyexx4043]

1:54 to 2:12 fucking hits 😔💔

[@alainlemaire2173]

Super clip vidéo il son super j'ador 😀😎💜❣💖👍👍👍

[@W420nk]

just keep going through the motions

[@mrpk1719]

As an adult Dean chose the family business but he had no choice when he was a kid Sam talks about being traumatised as a kid. Dean didn't had time to cry he was taking care of baby brother. Sam had a Childhood either it was good or bad still he had one dean didn't had any.

[@ЕленаКонстантинова-н8е]

Печалька. Дин, держись. Всё наладится.

[@xxxunknownxxx4403]

Dead inside.

[@domenicoarezzo3863]

T'amo Dean Sam

[@sergiosensual5114]

Eu não sei...

[@randomfullywonderful]

I wish I was D. Winchester.

[@sethhornaday5943]

I'm not dead , I burnt to crisp and dieing exhausted, I push is so hard, Evey promise fell through this is what happens

[@Shadow_Dark14]

I know how he feels

[@laxgurney5150]

This how I am everyday because I don’t know if I am fine that what we should say we are fine but when you wake up everyday look into the mirror see yourself didn’t like how ur life go because I am 99% shit because I do hate myself because I don’t want to be fix’s never stop drinking that devil juice and he come in I know have change in my life because I have saw death 7 times I want to die I have lost to much but I know what I am is quitting I don’t want to do but they can see how I am inside me they know that I have give up I am just scared to stand in front of powerful person in this world he knows I am lost on he’s road to peace last time will be my 8th times for me to go on that other side of the road to see him I really don’t sleep as much anymore now

[@laxgurney5150]

That one part getting too me this song get me too me in ways I can’t not heal anymore because I have let down people that love me I know I did because I know I am dead inside nothing can’t not heal me anymore I am lost on the road where I see two doors to my life or I should say four doors that I see because I have saw death 7 times now what was post because I am fine what we should say we are fine really I am not I got this pounding in my head never stops I can’t really sleep as much anymore I just wish had god on my side he’s only one can fix’s me somehow I have touch that darkness never left me yet because I know have change it does scared me a lot someday I will see the Death Reaper or big boss Grim Reaper I know not oh okay here wish never had feelings inside me wish never feel damn thing again I am not fine here can’t stop drinking keep seeing them a lot they talk to me a lot too they want me too join them what is pretty scared for me

[@jessedion16]

Same...

[@Krib-et3lm]

How radically different Dean is. Internal turmoil tranches the current therapeutic process. Dean I the white knight that knows he's black. It's funny that the one who sees himself the black knight is the purest form of a savior.

[@Krib-et3lm]

Transcends*

[@mgtowveteran3234]

Literal me.

[@MeganJester]

Tag yourself I’ll go first I’m dean

[@jessedion16]

Me too