You don't know what it's like | Dean Winchester

"Let me just give up."
"Let me just let go."
Back with another Dean Winchester video. This song is one of my favorites and very dear to my heart. To me the song is about not wanting to fight anymore. Just wanting to give up and not feel bad anymore. Everybody keeps saying it will be alright, but you don't want to hear that, cause it's not. If you're feeling down I hope this song can mean something to you. And will show you that it is okay to want to give up. That it is okay to feel like it will never be alright. But know that it is not okay to give up on yourself forever. It is okay to feel like it, but it's not okay to do so. Because you are strong. And you are worthy. And you will come out of this. You will win this battle.
♥ Song: You don't know - Katelyn Tarver
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[@RyanInRio]

He's such a talented actor. Complete control of his facial reactions, he genuinely looks lost

[@SoSweetMelody]

Yeees

[@Kboss66]

Agree. I really think he is such an underrated actor.

[@judithdelat]

Sameeeeeeee he is such an amazing actor in my opinion one of the best in the series.

[@alien_1232]

Maybe Jensen really is....

[@alien_1232]

The best actors are the one who’s been through the pain in reality

[@fluffy_1542]

"Don't you get mad at me, don't you do that" I love that scene

[@bemymeraki6698]

Sometimes Dean is just all of us.

[@leannthompson6120]

Absolutely

[@joshhirschfelt5935]

Lol yeah

[@Gcoastone]

Damn that’s the truth

[@cerebus6066]

" No one can save you because you don't want to be save." 😥

[@Jiffchiropractor]

"I wish I couldn't feel anything Sammy" Man he has been through so damn much. I really hope they get peace in the ending.

[@samna2096]

Saw the ending? :,((

[@Jiffchiropractor]

@@samna2096 Just seeing this. I came back here because I am rewatching and I can't get myself to start season 15 ):

[@urmi2680]

Dean is the best. Jensen is an extraordinary talented actor. King of expressions. He is a treat to watch.

[@alegria1813]

It must be seriously draining to play a character like that

[@katlynfink8392]

Dean Winchester, You are a hero who has saved the world countless times. You save people. You matter. Without you there would be no such thing as a world anymore. I know that I may sound a little crazy here, but you're just as sane as I am so bear with me because you need to realize that not everybody can be saved and that not everybody wants to be saved. Your dad made that deal because he loved you, just like you made that deal to save Sammy. Dean, long story short, you can't save everyone, but even so you're a hero, the world needs you, and people love you... Just remember, if nothing else, Sammy needs you.

[@kaylav.3242]

I wrote something to this effect about Steve Rogers in a fic. Now you've got me thinking I need to write Dean's version. 😭 I don't know if my heart can handle it

[@djkeychain978]

All the pain, all the crap that his character goes through, Jensen akles portrayed him perfectly. Dean has people who care for him, and who would take on the pain alongside him, he refuses. He wants to take all the pain and the hell he goes through and walk it alone so that nobody else would have to go through what he did. It got worse when he met chuck because he knows that god is out there and doesn’t care about the world other than to act out his book. Dean, forever and will be, the best.

[@HarleyLilo1988]

When he said "I can see inside you Dean your already dead " yup that how I felt for a very long time

[@giginura236]

Dean is the best character in TV history! He is hero ,selfless ,kind,caring too much about people and he is Legend and legend never dies👑👑👑

[@marie7999]

So that hurt. A lot. I really love this song and it speaks to Dean on a special level. I really love this, although it really hurt me. But Dean is such a complex character with so much pain that I just want him to be at peace at this point, whether that is alive or dead. You really captured his character perfectly and I actually forgot how much pain he was in at the beginning of the series and that he just got worse as the seasons went on.

[@kasey3754]

Same😔❤. I wish he can just finally be happy after all the shit he had been through he deserves it, but that obviously isn't happening soon with the whole Michael possessing him and the flashbacks he will be getting. It is going to plummet his already low self- esteem, worth, and hatred. I'm honestly afraid he will be suicidal (agian)

[@rell7571]

I second that motion

[@rell7571]

Skahl

[@Laueee95]

@@kasey3754 He's always been depressed and suicidal. It hurts so bad to see him like that.

[@LoraZenta]

"Don't confuse me with your dad." You're right. You are SO. MUCH. WORSE.

[@Friesendeern1]

You are so damn right.

[@kaylagrace8562]

You have done the BEST job conveying Deans self loathing, his destruction..... My favorite thing is when people take the time to point it out because so few do. Whether or not it’s through fan art, fan fiction, or fan videos. Thank you. It’s an privilege to watch.

[@jaredkelly3511]

You can't act what he does or the emotion he shows in this show. It's real, and it sucks feeling this way, but it's better than trying to turn it off.

[@beginnersluck4697]

If you ask me I think jensen would be absolutely amazing in an action movie/ military role. I'd pay hundreds to see that

[@a1uplift212]

I wouldn't pay hundreds to watch a movie but hey that's you

[@ralphzamora9866]

beginners luck Sam Elliot and Jensen ankles

[@stephenboyd5126]

I feel so broken and this just speaks to me. I hate saying out loud how broken I feel but this lets me know it's okay, that I'm not the only one who feels like this.

[@an1545GR]

Watching this felt like a punch in the gut, had literal tears in my eyes .. Gosh, I just love Dean Winchester in all his broken glory, let him have a happy ending 🙏

[@ninaneesan2850]

God, you go back until... season 2 at last? or is there season 1 too? The point is, Dean has been in pain for a long time, and he always hid it until he couldn't. Sam is my fav (cute, empathic, and nerdy) but I cant deny that Dean, with his easy-going character give emotional scenes more impact

[@TXScrubsFan]

So good. So, so, soooooooo good. It's Dean at his rawest and most vulnerable.

[@eyhem2518]

This video shows up the best about Dean complexity. It's perfect. I loved it. All of his suffering. He's the real normal one, the one like most of us. Even different than Sam. Sam couldn't let Dean but Dean... it's different because he didn't think he had a right to live on his own. To be free

[@janeallan8080]

so much pain in his heart and his eyes he just dosent know where to go or who too turn to he wants too protect his loved ones so much especially sam hes willing to sacrifice himself thats dean x

[@Phoenix13Rose]

OMFG!! I get him! 'At least my life will mean something?!' I've thought that. Hell I've SAID that! This was an incredible personal revelation for me

[@silverlining.]

I can relate to that, to your comment, to him... and it scares the hell out of me.

[@Phoenix13Rose]

@Marissa Rush Are you talking to Dean or us?

[@saylahjane]

AYE!!

[@lindascanlon2831]

Awesome scenes of the greatest actor around he is so unregonized but so beautifully humble ! Such heartbreaking moments of the suffering Dean has gone thru but he never gives up ! Hes A K F personified ! Jensen you are so fantastic ! Love u so so Much !

[@lucifer3135]

Warriors are always dead inside they are all they have

[@cathartictruths4345]

And many of us here, are warriors, just like dean. Maybe that’s why we identify with him so much.

[@juliatopolewska2380]

what I hate about this video is that there are clips from practically all seasons. I hate that Dean is going through so much pain all this time but you showed that beautifully and Jensen is an amazing actor for delivering it so well.

[@jettgem]

This is such a perfect video, you did such an amazing job. I was in tears. Honestly, I relate to Dean so so much, everything people have said to him - everything he's said to others - I've said and heard them all about myself. There's just a place you reach, when your life has gone through so much shit, that it feels so impossible to get out of. You just... Of course I know my life isn't as bad as his, you'd be hard pressed to find any non-fictional person who's had it that bad tbh. I know my life has been bad though, and it took me so many years to understand that, so many people so many councillors. I still feel riddled with guilt for even admitting my life was unhappy, because it's been so hardwired into me that it's nothing I didn't deserve. That feeling of worthlessness is so difficult to get away from. Dean though, seeing Dean's life, seeing how he feels and the things he makes himself face, it's a reminder to me. Seeing him is like seeing myself chained down in that hole and it reminds me that I didn't always deserve this shit - because he certainly didn't, and he matters and he is worth something. When I see that, sometimes I can almost believe it about myself too.

[@saanvil124]

@Jett Gem, let me tell u something. You are a really special person. And you DON’T deserve anything bad that has happened to you in life. Keep on fighting, my friend. I know it’s easy to see yourself in Dean, he is always ridden with guilt and self-loathing, but remember this; Dean has a hero’s heart. He can be pretty broken inside, but he isn’t afraid to sacrifice himself for others. He helps so many people. And if you’re like Dean, I’m willing to bet you’ve got his good traits too. YOU are a HERO. Just for fighting your own battles. The hardest war to fight is the one in your head. You got this✊✊

[@nzyxotwod8679]

I felt deans pain throughout the whole dam series ❤

[@hayley1868]

Dean please do not cry cause whenever I see you cry I feel like my best big brother in this universe ,my hero ,my batman,my pie loving brother,my best friend, my motivation is crying and I feel myself getting broken into thousands of pieces please don't waste your precious tears always remember angels are really watching over you😭😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😙😙

[@Laueee95]

Angels are watching over him.

[@sandraestraume1024]

We all have that situation they are completely empty and lonely but you have lots of love all around you even the connection Soul connection

[@kaalakeya7841]

I'm gonna really miss those guys..😭😭😭

[@sapsap4733]

I’m crying, your crying, WERE ALL CRYING!!!

[@gritsonamission]

Older sibling guilt, yo! Stings, for sure.

[@mothman5336]

I'm not crying, you are! Honestly, Dean was always my favorite because I related to him... Beautiful video also. I swear, somebody's secretly cutting onions nearby.

[@wolframshibuya2693]

Taylor Brooks yes. Yes I am crying

[@anyod5625]

Can't stop watching it, please upload more

[@glenncheatham1320]

I adored him as this character!

[@srishtisharma7612]

He's the best actor I would've have ever see....his facial expressions are just WOW...no words man

[@rachelsens9830]

Dean you are a warrior, just keep going and the pain is always present

[@savannahgonzalez1908]

Who’s cutting onions? 😭

[@3n3n]

Savannah Gonzalez I was literally cutting onions

[@honeybeegacha8433]

Savannah Gonzalez ur butt

[@honeybeegacha8433]

Savannah Gonzalez ur mom

[@savannahgonzalez1908]

@@honeybeegacha8433 Wow so funny 😱

[@honeybeegacha8433]

Savannah Gonzalez lol ikits not funny

[@Ko-kf6lc]

One of the greatest tv shows of my era. So well done. To my favorites Lucifer, Castiel, Crowley, Dean, and Sam thank you for 15 years of Supernatural 😀😔😔

[@moonlight_haze]

dean deserved to be happy 😢

[@ExploringwithKris]

I really relate to dean and this video proves it to me

[@dakotahthornton7476]

Im not crying , you are.😭💔

[@jeremiahholt-stone2666]

No one could have played dean better than Jensen ackles. I truly believe that. Maybe an actor who had been through a lot could be runner up, but he is the best

[@judithdelat]

You choose the right song and it hurts so f*** much. I love Dean so much.

[@whoknows987]

The profesional acting they do make me cry :(

[@leem9181]

This is perfection

[@elia6230]

i'm not crying, just sweating with my eyes.

[@jonnypadilla2440]

I think we were all at the point of Dean sometime in our lives

[@noa7485]

I love it I cried a little not even going to lie 😱❤😢😱❤😢

[@skylerlovsky2926]

I love this song it’s Such a beautiful but depressing song that fits so well with Dean.

[@laurenhubbard7877]

Absolutely beautiful ❤️❤️❤️

[@labra6860]

I love Supernatural.when we watch the dvd from season 1 to season 14 we realize the change in physics of Jared and Jensen. I love Dean Winchester 💗💖

[@Alexander-bz6rk]

I've been crying for seventeen billion years

[@nikos-parisbalasis6811]

Really?☺

[@sdrpicasso1847]

This song is perfect! I never thought of it like that before! And now I can't stop crying!

[@jay-cb1yf]

i just started re-watching supernatural and im totally not crying. dean has faced so much, but he tries to hide his emotions from those he loves and i sometimes relate to that. the song made me want to break down, but anyways awesome video!

[@breelynn8810]

This video means so much to me. I understand how Dean feels, and I relate to this song so terribly much. I felt the need to read the description, and I found I want to say something to you. Everything you put in that description, goes back to you. You have a purpose in this world. This world, the people in it, they're all better because you are here. Because you are you. You are strong. And you are loved. No matter what they say, no matter what you think. You are important. You are worthy of love. You are worthy. Always keep fighting, love.

[@caffeinatednation8885]

This is amazing. This is the best Dean emotion fanvid I have ever seen. Now excuse me while I go cry myself to sleep.

[@ry4nx]

why do i love these videos so much? it's cuz i can relate.

[@gabrielamontoya7509]

Simply wonderful, you have completely captured the essence of the character, you used the most accurate escenes and the perfect song. It is simply wonderful!

[@jessiejennings8495]

I can relate to this song

[@furiousdestroyerdoesparkou9530]

I really appreciate how you put the song in the description it really helps keep up the good work

[@mightytgaming3]

Thank you for making this video.. You have no idea how much it helped

[@summerbarker995]

Wow. Wow. That was phenomenal

[@faizaman8143]

Hes an attractive Actor Love you Dean🖤✨

[@armyyysugasvoice558]

I freaking love your videos. This song is very dear to me. it just feels like I’m so alone and no one can see that. I find very few happiness in life. I love music because I could relate to a lot of the lyrics and it makes me feel like I’m not the only one out there.. thank you ❤️

[@estherw8554]

I'm sad that you're feeling alone and find few happiness in your life. Know that I and all the other people who can relate to what you're feeling, are here for you. You are not alone. I am glad you can find some comfort in music. Thanks for loving my videos and stay strong.

[@tonykaspersen9669]

This was by far the best thing i have ever watched

[@joshc4503]

Your description makes 100% sense. Thank you for this

[@ethangifford1402]

He is to busy saveing other he does not save himself from the pain that's inside him he does not let people help him

[@kevvwinnin4747]

When they point out dean's true feelings I just say shut up especially sam & bobby like out of everyone not you two 😭

[@patchworkgirl2982]

Love the ever sensible Bobby, as always...

[@heatherestrada7033]

This explains a lot about dean amazing job!!!

[@nathanaelbruhn9257]

Tbh, I completely relate to Dean

[@fairygrrl45]

Honestly so hurty to see all of dean’s lowest points captured without any lightness in between. The part of me that holds hope likes to think that Dean has had moments of real joy and freedom, that his entire life(lives) - existence- hasn’t been an endless series of traumas and traps and losses so profound that when he puts it all together life simply wasn’t worth living. The hopeful part of me...

[@foxyrules87]

These videos are well edited and i relate to dean so much sometimes

[@celinewinchester4763]

Wonderful video brings tears to my eyes.

[@imthebatbro3770]

Youre great! this video really hits me at home.

[@hannahmccarthy3728]

This edit is SO UNDER APPRECIATED! ❤️❤️❤️

[@katwinchester7887]

Dean Winchester and Hannah Baker are my favorite series characters!

[@peppeexmc3404]

i love this video omg😭😭😭

[@thomas-stilinski8149]

I appreciate you putting the song in the description

[@amberhaworth7312]

One of the few videos I cried over

[@the_myth007]

They need more time to think upon it😣💐💝😔

[@toddkizinkewich4825]

On point acting. I truly hope it's all talent and doesn't stem from real pain; and if it does i hope it's long past.

[@nikhilverma5477]

A lot of dialogues in this resonate with me.

[@dichealburn217]

This is so good

[@the_ghoul6336]

The fact they added this music makes it even more sad

[@jgg3758]

The Feels😭😭😭

[@kissmrule]

so love this video it s cool and sweet

[@EB4714]

Omg this is such a good video and song. Good job. Lol

[@nobodynoone8877]

Such good acting man cant wait season 15 damn

[@nightcorehollywood8604]

You can see it in his eyes that he is empty inside and that know one understands him

[@bluemay249]

I'm Pretty far from okay🚶🏼‍♀️🖤

[@elenadel4595]

heartbreaking and beautiful congratulations

[@ronman325]

This hits home I've lost everyone I loved this is me

[@jarno905]

When I look at this character it feels like I’m looking myself in the eyes...

[@kasey3754]

I also think that drown by seafret is a perfect song to describe dean like this one does

[@ArizonaAngelEyes]

I like to imagine Supernatural really exists according to the multiverse theory. And I know if Mary hadn't made the deal none of this would have happened, and though I hate her for condemning her kids to misery and pain, I'm selfishly grateful towards her as well because I can't imagine what my life would be like with out Sam and Dean, even if they're fictional characters in my world.

[@wolfbld4040]

Very well done ❤ :C

[@kasey3754]

Truely beautiful video and you always portray dean perfectly and I love you for that, but I'm feel attacked by all these feels💔💔😟😔😣😪😭