(DEAR EVAN HANSEN SPEEDPAINT) THERE'S NOTHING I CAN SAY

[@archafae4773]

That moment when you keep someone's memory alive, but in truth, it's just a completely made up version of them so, in reality, the person that you are trying to keep from disappearing actually disappears. DEV in a nutshell.

[@pistachiosoda]

the irony is real

[@bookbutterfly6613]

ArchAFae *No nononono*

[@EmilyGrace-gw7im]

this is so beautiful. the shadow is so emotional.

[@galacticjewels7856]

THERES NOTHING I CAN SAY BECAUSE THIS IS SO PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL AND For real it captures the deep meaning and emotion from this song. It shows exactly how Evan feels in the scene and how badly he regrets his actions. It's just so amazing!!

[@pistachiosoda]

thank you so much!!

[@Prince_Lancelot]

omg I love this💚 I wish we knew more about Connor as an individual though

[@sourk1wii]

OrangePingu Ikr? ;;

[@jasonbelleza6234]

OrangePingu By the end of the musical, Evan tries to find more about Connor by reading the books he loved. Helpless!😩

[@aristoteles3979]

I shipp Connor x Evan

[@hearth4days]

The book shows a lot of him

[@pumatheblackwhitecat5914]

Read the book it shows a lot more about him and his past uwu

[@Godbear999]

Tbh, the lack of the real Connor being in the musical (alive ofc) actually bothered me a lot lol it's probably the reason why I can't get into DEH as much as I'd like? The fact that the entire musical rides on the plot point that Evan is making up who he was is great for the plot and conflict, but it makes me feel bad for connor. We never got to know who he really was on another note, i absolutely love this drawing ;0;

[@pistachiosoda]

i relate tbh, i'm still not fully on board with this musical bcs i just can't get over the fact that evan did That. but i really love how it expresses insecurities & issues? oh well, connor will live on in our heart :')

[@emilysakamoto7818]

Godbear999 See that's the magic of a lot of popular musicals nowadays. They give you an amazing plot, and they hint at other things, but leave them sort of ambiguous, allowing the fans to speculate, and write fanfiction. This helps boost their rabid fan base. That's just how I see it though

[@ghostsys3699]

I really think that was the point of the musical. As much as I'd like to learn more about the real Conner, I feel like the fact that we didn't just makes in SO much more emotional. Hell, not even his own family really knew him.

[@megandahlin1555]

Mullet Murphy

[@pistachiosoda]

Ravens Got Bills blessed comment

[@beee5734]

THIS IS SO LOVELY IM CRYIN G

[@sophbeez4664]

Smol Sound SAMEEEE I JUST STARTED THIS OBSESSION I'M MAKING A NEW PROFILE PICTURE CAUSE I'M IN *L O V E*

[@prik9802]

Smol Sound YOU ARE EVERYWHERE HOLY

[@mytaebae8553]

Smol Sound OH MY GOD WHY.

[@MonochromeSummer]

Wtf srsly like do you live here now Can I join you ples just as long as i can escape from the horrible world that is reality

[@gabriellemerritt1496]

Smol Sound YOU ARE LITERALLY EVERYWHERE WHO ARE YOU

[@alexboi1520]

Ahh, I love this so much. It's coloured and shaded so well, and it really depicts what Evan is feeling during "Words Feel". Might I add that your art style is great.

[@prik9802]

Alex Boi Fail*

[@thatdork3871]

you can't just do Evan Hansen, Nitw, and Heathers & expect me not to subscribe and cry at the same time but seriously i could actually see your talent making a true career not to mention its absoulutely amazing. not only the art itself but the way you choose to pose them and all the emotion. i truly applaud you. keep doing what you're good at, can't wait to see all the great you become. And have a good day ^_^

[@mae7900]

The expressions really say it all in this piece. Connor’s unforgiving expression and Evan’s panicked one reminds me of how a person would react if the ghost of someone they had wronged had come back to haunt them, and, essentially, that’s what happened.

[@jasonbelleza6234]

"Words fail." To describe this piece of art! SO GOOD

[@ThatOneValerieGirl]

oOOH MY GOSH THERES SO MUCH I WANNA TALK ABT???? tHE LIGHTING AND THE COLORS AND THE EXPRESSIONS IN THEIR FACES AAAAA THIS IS AMAZING?????? OOOH MY GOSH!!!!

[@annaflaherty3771]

Is there an AU where Evan is mute? I really want that now. Anyways, this is a beautiful piece.

[@butterflytaster5553]

Razer The Fox Oh my God that would give a whole new meaning to "Words Fail"

[@Kneeollector]

Razer The Fox i have a idea for a fanfic now

[@duckiib]

oh i know i know, i wasn't necessarily disagreeing, but thats the official on why Evan is the way he is

[@GhoulishCinnamon]

Razer The Fox I want this now

[@gabe-dits]

Permanent Hiatus that's what I was thinking too!

[@HoneyBuneyy]

HOW DID I NOT FIND YOU SOONER??? THIS IS MY FIRST TIME SEEING ONE OF YOUR VIDEOS AND I LOVE YOUR ART AND HOW DETAILED AND UGGHHHH I LOVE IT

[@xaandiir]

Your style of drawing is really cool and beautiful! I love that you color and then add in defining lines afterwards. And the lighting right at the end? Gorgeous!

[@Dinonuggiez420]

This song never fails to make me cry omfgmfjfnfjrkdndnfj

[@byebyechannel2995]

why is ben so sososoososo i have a folder filled with pictures of him *words fail* when i try to explain how much i love himmm

[@underworldcows]

This is so amazing!! The shadow and shading is so perfectly drawn! The proportions are so accurate. The emotions of this drawing and the music I the music emphasizes it. It's drawn with so much thought and detail, it's just so much to take in. I loved watching every second and if you don't mind I'm going to watch it again and again and make my sister watch it and it'll be great

[@em_the_zombie7436]

OML THE SHADOW THING THO ITS SO COOL AND THE PHOTO AND EVERYTHING IM CRYING

[@eveningstardraws_]

i dont think ive ever been brought to tears by a speedpaint before, well done man. this is truly amazing. this has earned you another subscriber, i look forward to future pieces.

[@navi7312]

WHY AM I SWEATING THROUGH MY EYES??????

[@redballoon2372]

The way you drew Connor gives me life

[@KaolaRivas]

This is so beautiful, omg, I absolutely loved the shadows and the expressions you gave to them! You earned a new sub, I wish I could have seen your channel before :') 💜💜

[@meraki4398]

ps, your art is really good, I really loved this. From what I heard in the song, this really fits it.

[@rainy_daze_]

This is so gorgeous, it captures the musical and that one song perfectly (I might even by crying a little now...) I love your style so much as well- it seems almost like painting?

[@kweev2951]

This is so beautiful!

[@cordrobertson6864]

this was so beautiful🙏❤ your art is breathtaking

[@allysonj5846]

This mAKES ME SOB I LOVE IT SO MUCH

[@cowboyyhours]

This is so beautiful omg

[@zoej1291]

This is so amazing

[@damblamb2708]

This beautiful vid made me shed a tear

[@ba_nana19]

HOW DOES THIS NOT HAVE MORE VEIWS WTF I LOVE THIS

[@pistachiosoda]

probably because i've just uploaded it hahah

[@oldyeller322]

THIS IS INCREDIBLE

[@Emma-pb6el]

I haven't even watched this musical but this song made me cry

[@لغو-ر3غ]

THIS IS AMAZING HOLY HECK

[@JW-mq3hv]

Ah see, you done did started with Words Fail. I am c r y i n g

[@jayvalenz9447]

This is so well done it perfectly captured how guilty evan is at this point with everything coming to a head dkfjksjgfkdjdjdjgklghlggh alSO i dont think anyone’s mentioned that by this point in the musical evan has his cast off. Like at the start of the second act after you will be found i think is when he gets his cast off? Might be mistaken. But yeAH this is so well done shading and composition and emotion is all 👌 👀

[@astrolitesuwu]

aAA I LOVE THIS SO MUCH

[@hearth4days]

IT'S BEAUTIFULLLLLL

[@Anginitkapetayo]

Ugh PUT THESE ONIONS AWAY FROM ME *LE CRIES*

[@GhoulishCinnamon]

This is amazing!!!!!

[@Moonkat143]

NO MY HEART STOP IT

[@babiehotline]

I'm not crying your crying

[@mexican_bacon4999]

I Can Dig Elvis fuc

[@frosty7411]

This is unrelated to the video but do you know what happened to scribs? Do you know if they're okay?

[@pistachiosoda]

frosty 721 they said its just personal shit, dont worry!

[@frosty7411]

pistachiosoda oh okay, i thought something had happened to them (thankyou for replying btw)

[@metosee1890]

you just answered my question bro. does that man they'll be back soon? family issues probs

[@pistachiosoda]

this i don't know for sure, but they're still fairly active on tumblr

[@KaiSaysThings]

hahaha pai n

[@meraki4398]

Will someone explain the musical to me? I've heard about it and I really like the songs, and from what I can tell the story is really cool, but right when I thought I understood what was happening just from the songs, I read other things in the comments and I'm like "Okay so I should keep my mouth shut" XD

[@husskye2603]

yeah i'd like to know too :o

[@meraki4398]

Husskye • there is a synopsis of it on Wikipedia

[@sammysurrett7440]

Evan was suicidal and didn't have friends. In an attempt to kill himself by jumping off a tree he just breaks his arm. He tells everyone he fell. His mom had a therapist and as a way of expressing his emotions he wrote letters to himself "dear Evan Hansen " well he basically bumps into connor. he signs his cast. but he picks up a letter where Evan mentions how sad he is and talks about Connors sister Zoe. Connor assumes the letter was written to make fun of him and hurt him. so he gets mad and runs off with the letter. when Connor kills himself that letter is found and everyone thinks it's actually his suicide note. and they assume Evan is a close friend. Evan caught up in the idea of this perfect family and life with Connors family lies and lies about his relationship with Connor. and ends up creating an organization to help suicidal kids basically. In the end he tells everyone what really happened. And yeah. that's basically it. there's more but that would take a while to explain. if you still wanna know anyway. this comment was a long time ago.

[@anxiety_disaster]

Damn that picture is deep 😭

[@atesomerocks1179]

*clicks* *sees sketch of picture* Oh BOi tHiS GoN Be AN AnGsTy ONe

[@Lighterary]

What program do you use? :0 (Sorry if you get this a lot oops)

[@pistachiosoda]

For drawing I used Clip Studio Paint, recording OBS, and editing Movie Maker!

[@Lighterary]

pistachiosoda Thanks so much! :)

[@damienparker4140]

"go iN THE CORNE-" "MMOOM PLEASE NOO" I'm sorry XD Anyway, this is fucking incredible

[@user-js4ur2nl7t]

4/5 of the way through the video *realizes what the shadow symbolizes* fUCK

[@prik9802]

Offensive Content Why What does it symbolise

[@pencil1059]

What program do you use :0

[@pistachiosoda]

For drawing I used Clip Studio Paint, recording OBS, and editing Movie Maker!

[@metosee1890]

I need a summary. so Evan lied to the whole family about his fake friendship with Conner and they later found out about the fake emails and all that? now he regrets it all, and he's sad, because through them he felt like he had a family. but now Zoe left him and the family hates him? then what? am I correct?

[@prik9802]

MetoSee Yep

[@heckheck4053]

Not quite, I would recommend reading the script or going on Wikipedia.

[@Akaneeeew]

;n; connor... :'u

[@geckomancer]

MOM HOLY F U C K

[@graced1446]

Please marry me

[@khannhlyvu2356]

Hi

[@pistachiosoda]

hi

[@finleyelliott1256]

This is so amazing and I'm not going to lie I started crying. So much emotion in this piece