Death doesn't let you say goodbye

it's now been over 6 months since my best friend and soulmate has left me, fudge meant the world to me and always made me smile so this video shows some of the amazing memories we made together and I cannot thank him enough for it. I hope you're having an amazing time up there boo and I hope you're waiting for me on the other side. till we meet again
please DO NOT use this audio as I have made it myself and it's special to me so I would appreciate no one stealing it, thank you.
instagram: @mymaremo
facebook: fudge the connie

[@cubnation]

I lost my beautiful mare to colic on October 31, 2011. I think of her everyday and have been unable to get another horse. A big part of me died that day.

[@cheyennemontuori1618]

Same thing happened to me with my mare but she rolled and twisted her stomach. I had 1 other horse and I had to go down the barn every day and take care if him. It was really hard at first but now I can go down there and not cry

[@animalloverforever6559]

October 4: my cat died, October 14: my cousin died, October 24: my art teacher,his wife a second grade teacher and my horse Barney died. A hole month of death and pain

[@cheyennemontuori1618]

@@animalloverforever6559 a lot of people died on the 24th. I'm so sorry do your loose

[@animalloverforever6559]

Cheyenne Montuori we need to take the 24th out of every month. RIP our pets and people we knew

[@cheyennemontuori1618]

@@animalloverforever6559 take it out of every month exempt for today, April 24th. Thats my mares birthday and she's dead

[@littleblackfellpony1535]

I made myself watch this and I cried

[@kiara12300]

ride_with_passion 28 aaw sorry boo 🙁❤️

[@littleblackfellpony1535]

jumpingponeh it's so lovely though. Fudgey would be so proud of you now❤️❤️

[@riannasteppe3006]

Same

[@susanaflores1762]

Same

[@lifeonthesaddle3031]

Why u boo that person

[@cubnation]

I miss you Lexie. Every horse I have looked at, I compare to you. I guess...I just want you. I hope you are happy im heaven, because I find comfort in that. I love you.

[@leannk3108]

I absolutely know that feeling...

[@networkunkown4767]

"would it be ok, if i moved on?"- thats when i started crying, you must have had a very important and special relationship with that horse. and it brings me in tears, all of these videos of your special one. i just cant imagine, im so, so, so, so, so, so, so very sorry for your loss, R.I.P .

[@leonardodicaprisun5651]

Rest in peace little angel. You warmed the hearts of so many people with your kind, sweet, loveable personality. I never got to meet you in person but I could see just how much you truly loved each other. You had the strongest bond built between you, something that I don't see much in the equestrian world. We miss you Fudge, stay strong, Jamie. He is looking down on you and mo and wishing you luck. He's in a better place now ❤️ Xx

[@the_weird_equestrian_perso3651]

I lost my Connemara mare to foundering June 21 2017. She was always there for me and I was there for her. When I said goodbye I lost over half of me. I felt like my life should’ve been taken too. I said to her “this is not the end, but only the beginning. You will be so much more comfortable up there then down here. And I want you to know that I love you and I have always loved you and I always will.” And then she was gone.

[@ThoseEquestrianGirls]

Aww omg 😭 I loved fudge sm he was the best !😭😭❤️ -Aubree

[@cherylrego4410]

“Would it be okay if I moved on?” Yes. I know he’d say yes if he could. He loved you. He was your soulmate and your soulmates just want your happiness to make them feel whole.

[@savannahschorre3799]

No one knows how hard it is to loose a best friend unless you are a true equestrian.

[@everettyoung9325]

NOOOOO WE LOVE FUDGE RIP THIS MAKES ME WANNA CRY

[@maddieschmaltz6345]

Watching this makes me cry just imagining losing my little one. I admire how strong you were through all of this! xoxo

[@kiara12300]

Maddie Schmaltz aaw 😭❤️ thank you ❤️❤️

[@emiliebarnett2511]

This is beautifully done! I'm still so sorry! Ik Fudges answer would be Yes, I want to c u continue with ur life! U cant let him down! Rip Fudge fly high! I'm always here's Jamie xxx

[@kiara12300]

myhoofprintjourney barnett thanks so much ❤️❤️

[@D3dh3d66]

omg you got me crying beautiful fudge was so beautiful

[@bryonyhunter8205]

This is so gorgeous and the bond u had is irreplaceable and I wish I could have that with my horse

[@kiara12300]

Bryony Hunter thank you and I'm sure you do, everyone has a special kind of Bon with their horse ❤️

[@mds.showjumping4018]

So sorry for your lost Jamie this make me cry always here 😍🙁❤️

[@kiara12300]

Mds.eventing thank you 🙁❤️

[@keithdedeckere2710]

😭😭💔 im emotional

[@animalloverforever6559]

On October 24,2018 i lost my best friend to an infection. I miss him and want him back. He was the best horse for young kids. He was the first animal I touched after coming home from the hospital and the frist horse I rode.

[@chrisgeorgi6029]

Perfect ...I lost my Black Babson Arabian Dream Horse, Forio when she died of a suspected Neurological Episode. She was only 5. But I dreamed her for years before I actually "found" her. Her loss was a horrific experience and I think of her still...it's been 25 years now and I know She will always be a part of me...

[@lillieblackstone9587]

I'm so sorry for ur loss and when u said'do ú mind if I move on' really got to me♥️I would be devastated if that was my 🐴 horses

[@jadeanderson7264]

you both were such a good match. you understood each other. he will always love you. you are so strong. it’s just sad that in this world so many other people abuse and kill beautiful animals like these. they can’t see in a animal what you saw in fudge so they see no point in letting them be happy. you were his most loved thing and i can tell you that he will always be in your heart. x rip x

[@lilmissdanny1]

The audio is spot on. Always here if you need a chat lovely xx

[@kiara12300]

Lucy Wallace thank you 💕 same goes to you xx

[@backgroundcharacter2615]

*It’s okay to cry. You can miss them. But just remember. Don’t be that sad they’re gone, be happy you had time with them. My horse Kailani died. A part of me died that day with her. I cried in class I lowered my grades. Heck I even skipped classes to cry I missed her. Love every second. You don’t know how long you have left. I would have killed for information like this when she died.*

[@audreygerbaud5356]

very goog homage .I'am sad ,I'am crying

[@ruespeth2308]

I’m not crying you are crying 😭 😭

[@ivannap6725]

i am so sorry, he or she will ever be in our hearts and our souls.. my rescued soul mate, partner, bff pigeon died and i could not breathe i cried for hours days weeks and months so i know how u feel...

[@janeshuster2425]

this is so beautiful. You are so strong. RIP fudge

[@kiara12300]

jumpingstride thanks so much ❤️

[@ThoseEquestrianGirls]

This is so beautiful . The bond and the Amazing things you all did together touched and inspired so many people ! Especially me! Just know he's watching over you and is always with you . I miss him and seeing you two together but you will see each other again one day ❤️ Rip sweet angel 😭❤️❤️ -aubree

[@kiara12300]

Those Equestrian Girls thanks so much ❤️💕

[@ThoseEquestrianGirls]

jumpingponeh ❤️❤️❤️

[@lexivandermerwe7001]

It's hard I also lost my horse it will get easy 6years to heal I was 5 when I lost my horse I am 11 now but it is not easy it will always be hard

[@alliecatxoxo]

It's hard to lose a pet and its true death doesn't let you say goodbye r.i.p buddy see you in heaven

[@jomarivanderlinde6018]

I lost my first champion showjumping horse found him in the pasture in a running position dead

[@katepretorius7630]

I just lost my mare and it's hard to get over it it's been about 2 or 3 months now I still forget her I remember just being right there when we had to put her down and it hurts everything tired of it hurt it but I miss her so much

[@amandaschultz2414]

I lost my boy Ringo.... I miss him so much

[@salty._.equestrian]

I lost one of my favorite horses this weekend, he got colic on friday and they had to put him to sleep. They had no choice… Rip Dusty.

[@quffcraft6606]

my mare died 6 months ago im so sad shes been around my whole life she was 2 years old when i was born she was 27 years old i loved her so much im sad she was my best friend i still cry alot rest in peace my baby girl i miss you eclipse

[@serenwild1754]

This is beautiful. I'm always here for you❤

[@kiara12300]

Seren Wild thank you ❤️

[@jennyokeeffe3409]

Don't worry your soul mate will be in a better place

[@eqscarlett948]

I lost my pony in a lifetime almost a year ago it still hurts 😢

[@eleanorlightcloud7383]

This is a tribute to a mare that died on April 29, 2020. To JoJo, my forever loved, forever cherished friend. I wanted to give JoJo a thank you for all she has done. She may have been just a lesson horse, but she was also a mentor, a pal. She was old, but one of the kindest, most welcoming faces at the barn. Her death only recently got to me when I had asked, "Where is Jolene?" My heart had been shattered when I heard she had died. She was the first horse I had ever rode at Sid Griffith Equestrian Center (SGEC) and she is dearly missed. I wish she were still here with that sweet, welcoming head. But more than that.... I wish she were back as my teacher and friend... for that is what she meant to me. I can clearly remember me thinking, "It would be impossible for you to give up." But in the end.... death proved me wrong. She warmed my heart with her kindred spirit and soft eyes, eyes sweet enough to heal the soul. "Tears are not bad, for we wear them like battle scars." I find this quote so heart warming.... but it will never be enough to bring her back. She was so willing with such a young spirit, and her personality just hit so hard. All horses go to heaven, and this mare is no exception. She deserves it for all of the kids she has taught, all of the times she healed our hearts. But now, she has our hearts all broken again. She was to kind of a spirit... so free. Why did you have to go so soon, baby girl. My life will be so different without you. My life won't be complete, and will never be finished. Animals bring us together until they tear us apart. This will always be true, for you are making the hardest sacrifice of letting go. "Animals may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole." Those 3 years I had with JoJo aren't memories, they are treasures. I trusted you with my life, but now there is nothing left for me to trust. Just an empty space where it used to be. What am I supposed to do without you, my lovely girl 😭😭😭*"I acted like it wasn't a big deal, when it was really breaking my heart."* I need you JoJo, I NEED YOU. What am I supposed to do, I'm so lost. I am blinded, for there is no one left to guide me when I can not see. You gave me so much to love, and so much to lose. Baby girl, you are missed by the whole barn family. Sweet, sweet Jolene, YOU WILL FOREVER BE LOVED. You are not forgotten, for you are remembered. You are not gone, for we still know you are there. This isn't a goodbye... it's merely a "See you soon." Separated by death, together by love. R.I.P April 29, 2020. 20+ years young, but still my baby girl. See you soon, my angel. -KO16

[@zombiegirl9174]

The best are always the hardest to let go. But trust me....they are never truly gone......

[@Bluemoo31]

What do U edit with and how do u get these songs ? X

[@ashlinzborck9794]

what do you use to make your videos

[@issygleave8650]

Such a beautiful edit xx

[@kiara12300]

My Cheeky Chestnuts thank you xx

[@kieraequestrian7289]

What is this song too Jamie? X

[@elliec8179]

I feel your pain 😭

[@mbr7156]

oh...this is never not going to hurt.... i'm so sorry...

[@emilyandcopper6813]

How did the horse die?!?

[@fantasywlf6302]

I’m so sorry 😞😤😢😢😢😭😭😭😤😞😖😖😖😖😖

[@neva8980]

Where can i find this lyrics?

[@hannabernard1678]

I lost my mate Nabou(Na boo)She broke her leg in the Ottawa tornado last September and she was 11 turning 12 I loved her and I had her since she was 3 I broke her and made her into the best horse ever this sound is so true

[@angel.l4485]

This is beautiful Jamie😥💔💓

[@kiara12300]

Angel .L thank you ❤️💕

[@sophiab5391]

I cried

[@hopefayard7739]

I recently lost my old mare and it hurts so bad

[@emmalee4520]

Where’d you get the audio from? Or is it you talking?

[@dianajung5720]

What is the song?❤️

[@alyssareece9198]

I know how it feels I lost my horse night he was my best freind and he passed away falling down a mountain it was the worst feeling EVER I still cry today

[@user-fu4qe3pr1b]

I lost my childhood pony

[@esmaywieringa3153]

Crying😫😫

[@maryjanecooper5666]

God Bless 💞

[@lunabelle2000]

I know how you feel. I love Jewel the morning I woke up my mom and dad told me that Jewel died

[@suemaher5282]

Major and Rebel not a day goes by I don't miss u.

[@mathildesteensboe6810]

I miss Monty…

[@kieraequestrian7289]

Jamie, I am so so sorry for your loss. This seriously made me cry so hard. Fudge was such an amazing horse who was taken from you too soon. I loved watching your videos with him, he was a special horse😞. Could you dm me some videos of Fudge on Instagram (@3_pets_1_human) so I can make you an edit? I'm not very good at it, but I've been wanting to for a while. Rest in peace Fudge... and stay strong Jamie. He is right next to you, cantering and jumping beside you and mo ❤️😭

[@lifeonthesaddle3031]

I lost my heart horse to retirement Not mine but I still miss her to pieces I loved her and still do minty

[@jomarivanderlinde6018]

I lost my pony in 2015 i came home from school my parents asked me whill i ride the arb ask why saix noting went to the stable, pasture searh the hol farm i could not find him

[@zoltangami9286]

my best friend is a horse. I hope latee all horses appear in heaven

[@thatjodhpurlife]

Beautiful video. He was such a gorgeous horse 💖 this is in no way a criticism, I'm just wondering.. why did he have his ears back so often? Was he quite a grumpy pony? It's unusual to see them so pinned back when he's obviously not attacking you or being nasty, it's just that his ears are flat back xx

[@kiara12300]

Thank you, and yes he used to pull a grumpy face I'm not really sure why haha he was a very lovable and sweet little pony so that was probably just his "resting bitch face" 😂 xx

[@pinkpancake7991]

I feel like its my Soulhorse Amigo .. :cc

[@code3bag]

Please take my word: I will help if u will help me and we can talk it out my horses died Luke and Rosco so plz if u will talk to me about Fudge than I will only be able to thank u BC it will be nice to talk about it with someone that had it happen to them.😭😭😭

[@leonardodicaprisun5651]

OMG I love this! Where do you get your audio(talking) from?

[@bri.israin7860]

why do u love it its 😢

[@shrekscumslut1341]

@@bri.israin7860 probably because it's so well edited and the music choices are awesome ,I love this video also but because of what I listed above not because of the horses passing...I've lost horses myself