Deborah Jane

Thank you all for watching my tribute video to my beautiful mum, and for your endless and astounding love, support & patience during my first 6 weeks without her. She was so grateful to each & every one of you for the love you show me and my family and I know she's joining in with us all watching this video, somewhere, with her tea & biscuits (or latte & flapjack as it was, in her case).
I have missed you all so much and I can't wait to return to my normal videos very soon. Love always x

[@AnastasiaKings]

This is so so beautiful. You’re always in my thoughts and such a beautiful way to remember her. You’re incredible, I love you xx

[@mollyrpm]

Anastasia Kingsnorth lots of love ana. x

[@alicegs8080]

Honestly U R right I love how through a really hard time she shows u how it is even though it is painful too xxx

[@annwhite1407]

luv u

[@ninalee9342]

Anna x

[@caitlinm6392]

💜

[@issyoliver3808]

Is anyone else here, once Ellie has announced she's pregnant. Your mum Elle is so incredibly proud of you, everyday and always xxxx

[@katied9206]

I am ❤️

[@abbienova64]

Me 💔

[@keirajayne__]

me when she’s had him 😭💔

[@leah7618]

@@keirajayne__ same

[@animalsforlife3810]

💜❤️

[@holliesmith4617]

How can people dislike this video, I cried the whole way through, the poor girl just lost her mum, give her a break. I’ve watched your journey over the years and I knew she was getting worse but my heart broke when I saw this video pop up 😓 lots of love to you and your family 💞

[@melissayoutube]

They will hit dislike as a sign of disliking the reason why this video was made. As in they dislike the fact that she died. They aren’t disliking the video, they are disliking that a young girl has to go through this.

[@kaceylowes1275]

This really makes me realise how lucky i am to have my mam. 5 years ago my mam was diagnosed with a brain tumour but fortunately survived and got the all clear but it was the scariest time of my life. From my experience i still can’t imagine the pain your going through and have had to go through for so long. Stay strong, you are brave and she will be so proud of you💗

[@Brandonio]

Can’t imagine how hard this would be to make, keep your head up high you’re an inspiration to many, your mum will be proud 🤍

[@MaryWilliams-hk1qm]

@@ethanlowe-werrell7032 what a prick

[@laurenmurray7527]

Ethan Lowe-Werrell that is so rude wtf

[@AutoSocialUK]

Ethan Lowe-Werrell you must have a very sad life 💔😢 I feel sorry for whatever has made you se bitter.

[@laurah0218]

Ethan Lowe-Werrell you’re a knob

[@kirstyrogers53]

@@ethanlowe-werrell7032 obviously you want 5 mins of fame have some respect you vile vile creature if this brings elle the comfort that she needs then leave her to do it she is not doing anything to you !!

[@Bunnydelacroix]

Cried from beginning to the end. RIP. She is a beautiful angel now.

[@bengil4862]

tommy rose let’s have hope🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@ilian7440]

This has made me realise how lucky I am to still have my mam I will never take her for granted stay strong gorgeous ✨❤️

[@FromDarknessToIslam]

Finally got round to watching this just now. Literally wiping my mascara off from underneath my eyes. Oh elle, we don't know you but I'm sure I speak for everyone else and can say that we probably feel the closest to you right now and as a result can offer you our sincere sympathy, love, hugs and well wishes to you and your family. Can't even begin to pretend that I know how you feel as I don't but you're doing such a fantastic job. Please take your time to heal and grieve as you should and don't worry about us subscribers, you and your family come first. However this video alone is testament to not only your wonderful eye for creativity but your mother's wonderful parenting as by God if I even had half of your creativity and especially your confidence at my age ( 34), your mother has clearly done an amazing job as you're the most down to earth, genuine and most real youtuber I know of - it shows in every video. I pray that you and your family will find peace and the pain will ease a little every day. Thanks for sharing this with us Elle. Lots of love Aisha Davies xxx

[@yaya101able]

Ameen to that x

[@105skydive]

She set her daughters up ready to be just as strong as she was. Rest in peace & all the love for making such a beautiful video to honour her xxx

[@emxlyau]

You’re one hell of a woman Elle, we as a community are so so proud of you ❤️ let’s continue to celebrate the life of Deborah

[@abbieedubens7073]

I lost my mum when I was 13, she left behind me, my older sister being 21 at the time and my youngest sister being just two! This video, filled me with mixed emotions! Sadness but also happiness! I’m glad you can tell her story and so she lives on in another lifetime! What an inspiration to all xx

[@theseal7810]

i am so so sorry. i cried the whole way through this video. i can’t imagine how your feeling. my dad was diagnosed with cancer 4 years ago, and in that time he nearly died. i remember having to say goodbye to him at home before an ambulance took him to hospital. no one thought he would come home, but thankfully he did. this video breaks my heart so much because of what you have had to go through. i’m so sorry you had to go through this. watching a parent go through cancer is the scariest, most upsetting thing, but losing them must be so much harder. i admire your strength and my thoughts are with you and your family. x

[@carolburke9153]

Watching a husband go through it...

[@sienna1401]

i have never cried at anything - a movie, tv show, nothing. but i’m sat here crying my eyes out 😔. you are a true inspiration elle and i know many young girls including myself aspire to be you and hold your amount of strength xxx

[@aidan1267]

“She’s going to dance about on the legs that wouldn’t let her in the life” sent me 💔 absolutely gorgeous tribute which portrayed her so beautifully, she seemed like a beam of light 💕

[@Dollypops43]

@Seegh Hyle That's so rude

[@laylanorris4641]

Absolutely sobbing my eyes out and it’s only been 2 minutes into the video. I can only imagine how broke you may feel. Loosing a loved one leaves a permanent hole in you. You, your mum and Katie and 3 beautiful girls and your gorgeous mum will be looking down on you both for eternity, she’ll be especially proud at the fact you and con are now having a baby. I truly cannot wait to see what the world holds for you, the baby and con. Ellie Darby you are a beauty young lady and you have the worlds biggest heart. And con, my god you give Ellie the world and your future baby💞💞💞💞 RIP Deborah, you’ll be missed by many💞💞💞😍😍💞💞

[@gracelogan4628]

I think that this is such a lovely way to remember your mum. Love your videos you are so strong and inspirational. Hope that everyone has a good day.❤️

[@Catherine-111]

I really don’t know how you got thru this. But I do know that today, a huge amount of people who never met her or knew her, have mourned Deborah Jane & felt huge empathy for you & Kitkat. Thank you for letting us know her & be a part of her sacred journey to paradise. ❤️ xx

[@tamerawallwork7785]

I started crying the MOMENT the music started playing and cried the whole way through. I can’t even begin to imagine the pain and emptiness you’ve been feeling. You are SO strong and so inspirational Elle. So happy to have you back 🥺💖

[@mozit8063]

Just found this Elle. What a beautiful tribute. Your mum was beautiful and like you she sounded beautiful inside and out and she made you both into the lovely women you and Katie are. Your videos shine with something, cant find the words , now Ive got it, you are your mothers daughter. So sorry Elle, you lost her sooner than you should have, life does hand us stuff and the strong ones handle it with love. Hugs to you and Katie xx

[@holly6205]

No words can describe how beautiful this is. Losing someone that holds a very special importance to you will never be easy/get easier, but time will help mend your broken heart and the memories will flourish. Tiny things will remind you of your mum, even when you least expect it. Every word you used to describe your mum, you resemble. May she rest in paradise xxxxxxxx

[@charlotteevans7705]

I'm so so for your loss I hope u don't have to go throw it again I'm thinking of you and your family are in my thoughts I cried all the way throw it was very sad I'm really really sorry again xxxxx 💔💔💔💔💔💔

[@SophieJayne]

Elle, I’m honestly speechless. This is incredible, moving and sent shivers down my spine... I can’t express the amount of love I’m sending you and your family right now xxx

[@emilyharris8202]

The tears are streaming down my cheeks, but I can’t imagine yours right now. You have not lost your mum but instead heaven and the beach have gained an angel that will look over you every step of the way 💗💗💗💗

[@JUSTasUseeMII123]

I cried watching this. What q wonderful video for a wonderful woman. I don't know why but watching this video, your mom gave me princess Diana vibes, I think it was the kindness in her eyes 💜

[@chelseajade4285]

My heart hurts watching this so i can’t imagine how heavy yours feels. I’ve come from your recent video to this one and i’m absolutely balling. You’re so special. You are going through such a big change in your life at such a tender age and you’re also doing it through strange, unprecedented times. The way you honour your mama is so beautiful x

[@LucyFlight]

I can’t even comprehend how hard this would have been to make. You’re absolutely incredible. You’re a beautiful soul. Your mum will be bursting with pride. I’m speechless. Keep your head as high as hers was 🙏🏼♥️

[@keiramayes9822]

my heart literally skipped a beat when I saw you uploaded:( your mum would be so proud of you elle💞shes one of the angels now xx

[@galaxybabeoxo9]

Keira Mayes mine too 😢😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@maddier5428]

Keira Mayes I

[@keirajayne__]

it’s so sad 😭

[@CanvasPeach]

This video is a treasure Elle, thank you for sharing with the world! We take our mother's for granted way too often and this has made me reminded just how precious life is how incredibly lucky I am. Sending you and your family love thorough this horrible time!

[@sarahjones5275]

This was Sincerely the most exquisitely beautiful memorial video I've ever watched!! As I'm greatly emphatic and sorry for your loss I'm equally certain that She couldn't be any prouder of you both!! And I know with all my soul that she is in a more beautiful world than one can fathom and hopefully in a very long time your Girl gang of 3 with be together again!! Thank you for sharing your amazing love and respect for your sublimely beautiful Mama especially with what's going on in the world today!! My heart is beaming knowing I have a gorgeous new star to gaze at each night!! Sending y'all all my love, respect, and extra prayers to you and yours!! XxOo

[@paigehunt7035]

I’ve been crying for 20 mins straight I literally can’t stop. This is the most beautiful video and an amazing memory to keep her going. So special Elle you are amazing ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

[@louisegrigg1118]

paige hunt 😍😍😍

[@niamhspencer6803]

This is such a beautiful way to remember her , Ellie you ate so strong and special ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@lbunnygordon1133]

me too tears started immediately

[@linzisaunders4732]

Brought tears to my eyes, she looks and sounds like she was such a lovely women and kind hearted! She’s beautiful. Stay strong Ellie 💗💗 we love you

[@jomullen6932]

No words...💔🥺😢...Elle that was so beautiful...she must be so so proud looking down on you two ❤️xxxxxxx

[@Msbexjoseph]

This made me burst out in tears so I can’t imagine what strength it took for you to put this beautiful memorial together! Your mum would be SO proud of you & Katie and just know that she will forever be in your hearts and watching over you both until you’ll meet again! 💛 Sending lots of love, strength and hugs xxx

[@greenguyz3775]

You never fail to impress us with this astonishing artwork. We love you, never stop what you do.

[@natashagriffiths2044]

Couldn’t stop crying this is beautiful. She would be so proud of you like everyone else, stay strong 💞

[@Bmx427]

natasha griffiths you’re crying for somebody who doesn’t even know you exist 🤦‍♂️

[@danielelward8648]

This is so so brave of you and thank you for sharing it with us. Thinking of you and all of your family, look after each other. We all love you xxx

[@hopeshhhhh8695]

I watched this entire video is complete awe. Such a beautiful video which had me tearing up by the end. Your mum would be so proud. 💕

[@kayleighgillett8701]

I truly believe she is sinking her feet in to the warmest, softest sand with the sun shining on her back and a cocktail in her hand.Beautiful words and photos 💛

[@katielord9738]

I can’t imagine the amount of strength it would have taken to make this 😭💕

[@arieswife8926]

Is Lucy Carter from another mothr??...

[@IndiaShardai]

What a beautiful lady and also video , my heart and thoughts are with yourself, katie and family! You couldn’t of made your mum any prouder. Just know that we are ALL behind you and supporting you, sending lots of love❤️

[@vanessamoncada5756]

What an amazing mum and what an amazing daughter you are. Lovely words written for your lovely mum💜

[@HollieJadeSmith]

She must have been so proud knowing she's raised such thoughtful, kind and soulful daughters. What a woman. Sending you so much love Elle and thank you for sharing this with us xxxxxxxxxxxx

[@patrickgabrielmendy9337]

Hollie Jade Smith hi

[@alisonmurphy6994]

Elle, you’re such a strong and courageous women, Katie is so lucky to have you & your mum would be so proud 💗

[@clairem1208]

Elle such beautiful words your mum will be so proud of how strong you are being and would have loved this video. We need to all remember to stop and enjoy and be grateful for what we have and this has reminded me to do so. Thanks sending love to you and your family. 💞

[@alarnia1932]

This is the most beautiful video ever💓 I am so deeply sorry for your loss, your mum will be so proud of you and Katie. Sending so much love and hugs to you😘

[@hannahsteff7715]

This is one the most beautiful tributes I have ever seen and I can’t stop crying. Well done for being so brave. X

[@katiebridges5076]

I’m sobbing, I can’t even imagine the amount of strength it would have took you to make this, keep doing what you’re doing, stay strong, sending enormous amounts of love to you and Katie xxx

[@amandajoyce1383]

This is so lovely Elle, You are your mums double i am so sorry i can not watch it all. I am sitting here crying it is to emotional i lost my beautiful mum on the 19th november 2019 the pain never gets easier.I will work my way up to watching the rest at some point.You are a true inspiration. I will keep you and your family in my prays.xx

[@mariachurchill1369]

I truly am so sorry for your loss. You narrated this video so beautifully, the bit of the video that chocked me the most, was when you opened the drawer with things of your mums that you have, i too have a place in my house, my new house, where I have my mums belongings that are all I have left of my beautiful Mum, who died 7 months ago in November. This video really resonated with me, me and my brothers were by my mums side when she died, and the last place I visited with her was our fav place, a garden centre, we use to go twice a week for lunch. The emptiness I feel without her, hurts beyond comprehension. You’re only months in, like me too, I really hope you’re having good days & are coping okay. Love 💓 xx

[@nikitaa8766]

So so so beautifully put together. Can’t stop crying. Your mom is such a remarkable and strong woman - you take after her so well 💖

[@nicholajones4885]

Ethan Lowe-Werrell do you not think that anyone that goes through that illness Is strong??

[@takethelgamer3612]

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[@lilya1407]

When you miss her, us angels are with you in spirit, wondering how you feel, hoping you’re coping, and getting a little better each day. We understand. We care. When you’re grieving, we’re beside you, in our hearts, in our thoughts, we’re sending you sympathy, encouragement, affection, and strength to carry on with life. By Joanna Fuchs. This video had me crying. You’re so strong Elle, Katie too! Wishing you all the best right now

[@smythl1]

what a wonderful beautiful brave young lady your mum would be so proud i know i would be bless you xxx

[@hannahkerrigan7722]

I lost my mum too and every day is hard but the people around you is what is going to keep you going. Big hugs and kisses. I am so so sorry you have to deal with such huge pain and loss so young. Love you xxxxx

[@vanessatucker7580]

My god. I’ve never seen anything like this before. My mind and heart are blown. I felt like I was walking these steps with you. ❤️

[@isobelscarlette5616]

Dear Elle, For the many years I have been following your path I have never been more proud of you and katie. Your kindness, your love and your beautiful mum beams from within you both - always has , and will continue to forever. This video was so moving and recently my close friend has also lost her mumma, Thankyou for letting us into your life, Thankyou for showing us the story of lovely Deb... and Thankyou for all that you do. I know this would of been a lovely video for my friend to have watched and for you to have made. Sending my love always and forever xxxxx

[@lucyvern5090]

This is so so beautiful. She will be so unbelievably proud of you and katie ❤ Sending my thoughts and prayers and hugs to you and your family👼

[@jadeykins28]

Wow, amazing, so moving. What a wonderful woman your mum was and how lucky you were to spend your time with her.

[@Stpu789]

I can’t even begin to imagine that complete pain. I am so beyond sorry for your loss, she will ALWAYS be with you 🤍

[@SuperNinger]

Anyone who ever lost anyone can relate to this, very emotional and very brave thing to do :)

[@michellenwuka1169]

This is very painful I am crying right now your mum would be so happy that she gave birth to this beauty in the world she loves and cares for you God has taken her and made her an angel 👼she is watching over you from heaven and smiling she sees your pain she is praying for you , your a strong person and keep being you ❤️❤️❤️

[@melissaferguson9448]

The most beautiful tribute ❤️ your mum will be bursting with pride for not only the person you are, but for the talent you have in creating such wonderful content. Thank you for sharing. Thinking of you and Katie, Elle x

[@han7349]

This really hits home, I lost my mum when I was 16 and it’s an unimaginable pain that stays with you. I’m still grieving and it’s been 3 years. It always hurts but somehow you learn to manage the pain. I hope you’re beginning to manage that pain Elle, all my best x

[@je9862]

Han I lost my mom at 14 and it’s been nearly 3 years too. Sending my love 💜

[@rosiedouglas2294]

you are both so strong, i can’t imagine the strength it takes to carry on without your mum. sending you both love ❤️

[@han7349]

Jennifer it really sucks, all the milestones your mums not there for and the absence of all the little things she’d do. People expect you to be over a loss after 3 years but there’s some days where it hurts just as much as the day she died. I often worry about forgetting her and the little things she did. I hope you’re learning to cope and I’m here if you ever want to talk 🤍

[@han7349]

Rosie Douglas thank you so much 💛

[@je9862]

Han I used to feel so so guilty on days that I felt somewhat happy again after her death. I feel like I’m already forgetting things so I try to write as much as I remember down but I know she will always be the biggest part of me☺️

[@theadventuresofdannyandjac4458]

This is heartbreaking. I can't imagine the pain you're going through. How is Katie? Don't try to be strong girls. It's not the time. Cry, scream, be angry, be sad. But don't be afraid to laugh and live. Thinking of you both xxx

[@Reubenn]

Me it is upset me and cry

[@notouchy4101]

Lil Fresh cave man brain

[@nicholajanexx4395]

This is so beautiful just like you and your mum. I am so sorry for your loss, my biggest fear is loosing my mum and I can only imagine how you feel. Keep your head high she is so proud of you I’m sure.

[@kierababeez]

I am sobbing. You are so strong & amazing. Sending you all my love xxxx

[@louslife1998]

I cried the whole way through this. This is a beautiful tribute Elle, you’re gorgeous inside and out ❤️ sending hugs

[@Reubenn]

Yos ss it is big sadness please

[@CharlotteShingler]

Elle this was the most beautiful and touching tribute I’ve ever seen. I was in tears 😭 your mum was a beautiful soul and she would be so proud of you and Katie ❤️

[@libbyhewings3992]

This had me in so many tears as as it began honestly I can’t imagine how hard it would have been for you and the family and anyone going through this I wish the happiness they deserve ❤️

[@ashleigh8674]

This is the most beautiful video I’ve ever seen. “It always rains the hardest on those who deserve the sun”. Your mother was a beautiful incredible soul and may she rest in peace. I know she is so so proud of you both up there. Thank you for being so brave and courageous and sharing this with us. The angels are my favourite people and we are all so proud of you. You are one truly amazing woman Elle and I love you so much❤️

[@XX-gh8jm]

I’m sat balling my eyes out, she would so incredibly proud of you, Katie and con. I love you so much my darling, you are SO strong💛 xxxx

[@jadefitzsimmons3505]

I wasn’t sure what to expect in this video but it pulled ever heartstring. Absolutely beautiful. Thank you for this Elle, thanks for showing how bitter sweet it is to lose someone. It’s beautiful.

[@lucykeogh2769]

She’s such a queen, my thoughts are with you I can’t imagine how you’re feeling😭 we are all here ❤️

[@jesshamilton99]

I’m so sorry for your loss! This brought tears to my eyes and was such a beautiful way to remember your loving mum! Stay strong darling! 💗

[@isabellagibbings50]

Such a meaningful tribute to your beautiful mum, I’m sure she’s watching over you and is very proud❤️

[@ChloePotter]

Why would people dislike this video 💔

[@katiewaterworth5177]

I cried throughout the whole of this. After keeping up with your story for years, I’ve always been so proud of you & Katie. Thank you for sharing this beautiful and pure story with us. Sending you all the love in the world. You’re a true inspiration 💗

[@tieganmchale8839]

My heart😪💔literally sat crying my eyes out !! Your the strongest woman ever !!😭my heart aches for you and your family... Keep shining beautiful your a true angel❤️

[@emma-louise]

This really hit me and I couldn't stop crying😕I'm so sorry Elle.

[@avareaney992]

You ,Eleanor Darby, a are a soldier . Your mum would have been soooo proud of you and no matter what , you will always have Us angels ❤️❤️

[@zoemoore5219]

So much love for you and Katie forever ❤️❤️

[@Kittystrutzofficial]

Thank you for sharing this ellie. Your mum was beautiful and she is shining bright on her beach! Beautiful video x

[@phoebedalton904]

I can’t stop crying😢 bless you Elle.

[@Simbecile]

Oh Elle you're killing me. This was such a profound tribute to your mother. She must have been something else to raise a daughter like you.

[@Brookearmour]

This is the most beautiful thing I have ever watched, what an incredible way to remember your mum by, 😔 my thoughts are with you x

[@lauradavid1756]

Oh my goodness Elle! You are so amazing. What a beautiful tribute for a beautiful lady. My heart was breaking watching this, I had goosebumps & tears running down my face. You are so so brave, your mum would be amazingly proud of you. I can’t even imagine the pain. Thank you for sharing such a special video with us. Sending you all the love! 💖

[@tilly2578]

who else clicked on the notification as soon as u saw it cos same❤️xxx

[@AjsGirl70]

It's 5:30am here I should be sleeping but I am glad I stayed awake.

[@cupcakecitty]

From start to finish I’ve been sat here crying, you’ve literally handled things so well Elle and what a beautiful way to pay tribute to your gorgeous mom!

[@amandaathome9757]

Oh Elle I’m so so sorry 😐 this has me in tears 😭 I lost my dad when I was 17 & I’m now 46 & still miss him. Please try to stay strong & cry when needed. You sisters are close like mine are to me & support each other for all time. Love you 😘

[@TheDessez]

When they go, they really go. For me I had a definite sense my mum had left to go somewhere else. Bless the special times you had together. It's a gift to have them and another gift to know they are special times.

[@honh4859]

Can’t stop crying at this! This is such a heartwarming, beautiful and timeless video you have created that has truly touched the hearts of so many people. I pray for the strength for you to keep going and being strong, and setting such a beautiful example of how to always honour the memory of someone as gorgeous inside and out as your mum. ❤️

[@sn4781]

Cried through the whole thing! You are so strong and a women for everyone to look up to. Such a beautiful tribute to your mum. Sending u so much love xx

[@hollyx3743]

This is one of the most beautiful things Iv ever watched. I cried the whole way through, an absolutely stunning tribute to your love for your mum. ❤️

[@louisaaellen]

Your mum would be so incredibly proud of both you and Katy, this is the most beautiful way of remembering her & thank you for being brave enough to share this with us. Sending you so much love and positivity & healing xxx

[@katiegill7692]

The second, the music started playing my heart truly broke for you. I cried so many tears watching this and from the bottom of my heart send you all the love in the world. She was a star and always will be watching over you and Katie X X X

[@meganclements2840]

I needed more than tea and biscuits I needs tea biscuits and tissues ! That’s the most beautiful video I’ve ever watched 😭so amazing Elle 🦋❤️

[@MusicViktoria]

So many tears. What a beautiful tribute to your wonderful Mummy ♥️ you are all so strong and I hope each day gets a little easier ♥️ xxxxxx

[@shannonatlanta29]

watching this again as my mum has recently passed away due to also having a brain tumour and i find this video always comforts me in the most strangest but beautifulest way😭😍

[@Pink94CJ]

You've literally had both me and my husband in tears, this is so incredibly beautiful and from the heart! I can't ever express how sorry I am for your loss but she would be so proud of you. Thank you for sharing such a touching and heartwarming video xxx

[@pickles4742]

I'm BALLING. 😭 This is truly one of the most touching and heartfelt tributes ever. You and kitkat are such strong, loving girls and your mum would forever be proud 💕💕💕

[@elainedent11]

I lost my beautiful mum 5 years ago , I was 54 and I miss her every day , you are so brave and I know your mum will be sooo proud of, thankyou for sharing this beautiful tribute to your mum , she will be looking down on you now so happy that you are having a little baby boy xxx

[@lydiaturnham]

Such an amazing video. Your mum will be so proud. Had me in tears. Thank you for sharing this with us x