Destroying old Tablet Scores (APM Day #9)

[@nabedesu7708]

Damn i nearly forgot i ever subscribed to u if not for the youtube video recommendation. Kinda nostalgic though i started watching ur video around late 2020 when i was still new to osu and somehow u stopped uploading around early 2021. Quite irony when i thought of u as a pro players back then and u rly inspire me to git gud despite having that shaky aim. Early last year i was diagnosed with focal hand syndrome on my left hand which heavily affects my progress in osu i completely stopped playing after it got even worse. I was having stages of grief and depression but later on accepts the fact that i cant play as i used to and had to moved on with life. Well at least i had my fun i fced quite a few marathon maps with SD along with some other map. Anyway my point is i cant say if the pain im having for months can be compared to yours but its good to see u upload osu plays again xd

[@swagus99]

I know that feel bro... also got diagnosed with focal hand dystonia, but on right (aim) hand :( It really sucks cause i know i'll never be able to play as i did back in the day. But hey at least i started botox treatment sessions and it helped quite a bit, i often play some normal / hard maps for fun :) Also, since your comment is 10 months old, did you give osu! a shot in the past months?

[@nabedesu7708]

@@swagus99 aye sup i havent been playing osu standard since 2 years and if there is a time i only play normal and hard. Sadly i dont do any treatment for it and i still cant play as i used to be. But hey at least i can move one and focus more on life now without thinking about it anymore. Since u got the botox treatment, how is your hand now? Is it expected that u can use your right hand for osu again?

[@swagus99]

@@nabedesu7708 yeah, i also think getting the chance to focus on other and maybe more important things was something good LOL but man i won't lie, i kinda miss those times clicking circles very fastly. Yes, the treatment is starting to show some progress, altough i just started like a week ago. I feel more control over my hand and it's supposed to work normally after a few months! If you want to work on that, but aren't planning to start a treatment, something that really helped me to gain control over the last months was the Mindful Pianist channel. It has some info and home treatment from someone who also was diagnosed with dystonia. It was very helpful for me so it may be also for you!

[@ThePCBetaphish]

Damn bro! Nice plays!

[@ruiruiosu]

i'd love doing this but having to own 2 mice for this is pain

[@Aoba-chan]

no more pain

[@NieTheDie_]

YES YES!! lets goo

[@rhotard]

so him wtf

[@ze3us577]

but why ?

[@HaHaBear]

Parkinsons

[@batuhan5619]

how did you implement the idea?

[@HaHaBear]

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[@batuhan5619]

​@@HaHaBear i'm convinced to try to try this with my spare tablet since i think troubleshooting will also help me with my poor understanding of physics and electronics (i really appreciate the idea!), thanks a lot