Diary of Becoming | A Brighter Season Arrives (after feeling lost for some time)

[@lavendaire]

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[@getinlouiser2677]

“I don’t take it for granted” i really think it’s beautiful how you stay grateful in ways a lot of people arent able to

[@CrumbsofJoy1M]

I'm in a pause season right now, under treatment for breast cancer. Started a you tube channel to keep me motivated. Trying to move forward in my own pace. No hurry.

[@laurak5414]

Sending you love and light on your journey. ❤

[@CrumbsofJoy1M]

@@laurak5414 Thank you 😍

[@misorixious]

Hope all goes well for you

[@CrumbsofJoy1M]

@@misorixious Thank you dear ❤️

[@sweetdisaster6339]

wishing you all the best, may health and happiness follow you 🤲🤍

[@Mar-ME-s3h]

Really enjoyed this diary format. Your words are so inspirational. Also, you’re a talented pianist & your singing voice is lovely. Thanks for all you do🌸

[@laurak5414]

Whoa whoa whoa! We can not blow past the fact that you just picked up a song and started playing it like that. Your talent is amazing! I am here for it all. Randomness, music, unplanned vlogs- let’s go! I'm in a season of stepping into my purpose and letting go of wanting to be liked or trying to prove I am worthy. I am a Queen. Move aside and watch my greatness. Sorry not sorry. ❤❤❤

[@lavendaire]

Thanks 🥹 and YESS you are a queen 👑 love this season for you!!

[@estelaa8]

I’m starting to gain clarity, little by little, step by step. It’s been two years of feeling foggy. 🌫️ this is inspiring af ⭐️🐦‍🔥

[@elenavaipan]

Good luck on your journey! May all the inspiration come to you!🤗💜

[@monicakauzeni]

"Trust in the timing of your life". This sentence sums up all the synchronicity that's happened over the past 2 days. I feel inspired, calm, and clear (for the first time in a while). Some seasons call for binge watching "The Bear" and eating ice cream. Now, I'm wrapping myself in self-care, enjoying the sunshine, and detaching myself from all outcomes. Here's to your becoming era. ❤

[@lavendaire]

💗💗💗 love hearing that. It’s so true and we have to give ourselves grace through all the seasons 😋

[@RaqrexArt]

I’m in a big season of change and uncertainty right now and I needed this video. Thank you and thank you for all your wonderful content 💙

[@lifeofrachell]

i’m currently in a pause season of life! i am realizing this by the universe sending me this video. reflecting on this past two years, i’ve been sitting in masculine energy neglecting my feminine energy. about three months ago i declared to myself and the universe i will start tapping back into my feminine energy. Shortly after this my pause season started. I’m happy, healthy and pursing myself for right now. Thank you!! 🫧🦋🩷✨

[@twinklebhardwaj9141]

I've been feeling so similar to all that you have described.. And none of it was on purpose, but now as I look back, I can see it. It feels so good to be self aware and conscious about your life and getting out of survival mode... I'm not taking my spring days for granted everrrr.. This new season is gonna bring me new blessings and I'm ready to receive them ✨🧿❤

[@lavendaire]

very well said 💓

[@melaniegriesemer]

This is so true about going through our own seasons in life! Love remembering the seasons always change eventually ❤️

[@fashionbyally]

Can’t wait to see you play more piano songs 🎹🎶

[@Successwithme2611]

I felt so closed, connected and poud and love when you was mentioning on Vietnamese dessert. Because I am a Vietnamese. Love you so much❤❤❤

[@lavendaire]

yes! love vietnamese cuisine, I grew up eating a lot 😊

[@sarvaepc]

My season of life now is rest, a break, and building confidence ❤

[@WarIsHellMCCOY]

You are like a cool spring brook on a warm calm summer day, refreshing and enjoyable to the point of making me present and happy. You truly have a great energy and flow, do not stop this path and keep your eyes wide open.😊

[@mariaclaral1]

I loved the part of the video where you play the piano, it was so authentic. Great music too!

[@AFRIDAIRENA]

you have so beautifully described about seasons of life and the emotion associated with it ❤❤ really this too shall pass and bright days will come! Thanks for the inspiration ❤

[@Janie.tyugay]

Seeing you play the piano made me tear up, you're just so beautiful, real and fulfilled when you are doing music, please keep posting vlogs like that, it was like a breath of fresh air! Love you Aileen. I'm currently in my winter season and watching this video made realize that I'm ready to take on the spring hehe!

[@lavendaire]

love this! thank you for sharing this with me love 🥰

[@klara664]

Thank you Aileen, love your content and have been watching you since the beginning❤ deeply resonated with this, also entering my spring season after 10 years of my youth spent to pursue law - career path chosen by my family, and then by my financial circumstances. Now I feel grateful for being able to quit law, take some time to reset my life and I am ready to start a new chapter, a YT channel and other creative endeavours 😊

[@ElviDimitrova]

You’re amazing at the piano! 😍 also, the whole vlog was very inspirational. The message I take with me is that all seasons change so we need to remind ourselves to appreciate what we have, no matter if it’s a high or low season.

[@JenniferHuangDeng22]

Seeing you play the piano is getting me so more joy. You playing Hold Me Back by Heize is beautiful. Queen Of Tears is such a beautiful and emotional kdrama of 2024.

[@angelagrimes8237]

I am in the season of growth and nurturing. After so much personal Loss, then Covid (and the Pandemic), at 68 I am just starting over. The last two years have been about getting to know myself again. Rediscovering what makes me tick, what gives me joy etc al. And I discovered that what I thought I wanted from life in my retirement years was no longer viable. So the journey has been up and down, learning, understanding and finally feeling like I am valued, I am strong, I am creative and I am capable of so much more than I once believed. At this point I am cultivating, nurturing and celebrating my life journey and finding so much joy. By the way Aileen your vlogs, Artist workbooks et al are part of my rediscovery journey! Thank you.

[@karthikvijay5678]

I really love how this video is set up, it flows so nicely

[@she_was_here]

Really loving this vLogs Aileen! Please let it flow! So happy for you! ❤❤❤

[@livewithmattie]

You're so beautiful and totally glowing! Sending so much love to you and I hope you grow into all the incoming inspiration it's such an honor to see all that comes out of it

[@blesseldagirado4657]

Grateful to be in the season of learning where energy can be overwhelming yet an opportunity for light and love ✨

[@elenavaipan]

I'm not sure how to call this season of my life. I am a freelancer and I am looking for a new job as a copywriter, after the last project I was working on was put on hold. Now I work everyday to improve my portofolio and search for new opportunities. I feel energized and inspired most of the time. And very greatful for all the support I have from the people around me. Is this like a spring? Thank you for all your work, Aileen! Everytime you say ”sending you love and support” I can really feel it. You are awesome! 💜🤗

[@lavendaire]

Yes that'd be spring! Sending love & light 🥰 thank you so much for being here love!

[@c.k.1958]

Thank you for this beautiful and comforting video Aileen 🤍🌸 You voice is beautiful and you played the piano wonderfully 🌷xx

[@rachelborowski8185]

This really resonated with me! Even just the past few days I feel like I’m in a “spring season” coming out of what felt like a long pause. Love following your journey. ❤

[@paulinacohen3492]

I am totally loving this series you are creating. I get lost in it and it gives me inspiration to get passed this feeling of doubt and fear of the unknown. Please keep this going!

[@lavendaire]

so happy to read this love 💖

[@morgancrosby4190]

I had a friend once say that playing piano with long nails feels a bit like attempting basketball in high heels haha I’m in a struggle right now. A season of seeking clarity and finding a new path. It’s scary and daunting but this too shall pass. It’s hard to remember that. Thank you for creating content to help people connect with that important message.

[@annisaerou1097]

I am in the season of learning to let life flow 💙

[@mckenziekay708]

A perfectly timed video! Thanks, Aileen! I’m not sure which season I’m in right now lol. Starting to feel better after going through a tough break-up with a toxic friend, and really starting to realize how much freedom I’ve gained back. The future is looking brighter, feeling open, again. I’m intrigued by the fresh possibilities and want to play and have fun as I curiously wander forward to discover my own new inner peace and happiness.

[@lavendaire]

thank you for sharing, love 💖

[@mckenziekay708]

@@lavendaire Thank you so much for the beautiful space and encouragement to embrace our journeys with all their ebbs & flows

[@HadisFarmanesh]

You are like a guidance in my life. I am grateful for you.

[@zahraabdulla7920]

This video came at a perfect time! I am in a pause season right now. Reflecting, greater self-care and surrendering to the higher power to heal/help after very busy last 2 years of transition and choices. Aileen your Artist of Life workbook and videos are so inspiring and really appreciated. Thank you :)

[@lavendaire]

I appreciate you 🩷 thank you so much for all these beautiful words. Sending you love & light 🥰

[@goodlifewithjin3102]

I feel like crying watching this vlog. It resonates me a lot and it's so calming. I love all the words you said Aileen. ✨❤️‍🔥

[@jill_rose_creations]

I only recently discovered your channel ❤ and I needed the messages that you so beautifully articulated in this vlog! I’ve been enduring a long winter 🥲 and it feels like spring thaw is finally happening 💐😊

[@guardiansofmusic]

This video came like a God-sent! Thanks Aileen for highlighting the beauty of taking a pause in life, and how to navigate such seasons. In this current day and age of 'hustle productivity', many of us fail to acknowledge the power of pausing and embracing uncertainty. Because of your vlog, I have been able to welcome this period of exploration in my life. So, thank you so much. Really enjoying this new series! ❤❤ P.s: You play the piano with such flawlessness! Please play a few songs for us in the upcoming vlogs!

[@lavendaire]

thank you so much for your kind words 🥰

[@guardiansofmusic]

@@lavendaire Most welcome! Loving your content. 💖

[@Pinkelephant10]

I love the queen of tears song you played. We need a full version. You always inspire me Aileen~

[@AmberSlemmer]

Thank you for that tiny bit of Debussy on the piano, it made me cry and smile at the same time ❤

[@magicuniversegirl]

Aileen! Short nails are cute, too! Prioritize piano over nails! 😂😂😂❤❤❤ I bought a red Casio Privia PX-S1100 late last year and I love it. I’m just a beginner and don’t need anything too fancy, and this one is plenty fancy for me already. Looking forward to hearing more music from you. You have a beautiful voice and I would love to see your fingers fly over that keyboard. ✨✋🏻😄🤚🏻🎹✨💖💖

[@shrutiguha9710]

Sometimes it really feels like what we are chasing? No one has any idea what will be the next second. But you are right - It's better to take time and live that moment, which will never come again. Life is slow and what you have is enough, then love the smell of God. Thanks, Lavie 😍(Hope you like the nickname)

[@DinaMadi23]

Thank you for this video. I feel I am at the end of a very cold winter about to get into spring. So looking forward to a brighter season! LOVE your new white piano 🤍 Enjoy it! and I trust the Universe will help me reconnect with my piano and music again soon.

[@miams-91]

Perfectly timed video as always. Thank you❤I have been in my winter season but now I am going to my spring season 😊

[@lavendaire]

that's amazing love 💓

[@miams-91]

@@lavendaire love and light ❤️

[@n3iixluv]

this serie is so unique, authentic and assuring i enjoy it so much

[@edele24ballet]

From 1:58 or 2:00 was my fave! "..when inspiration arrives, use it, act on it, follow that energy and let it flow; for it is a gift." 100%!! You have to catch it, for example when you're composing music. ..Da 👸🏻 doesn't wanna cut her nails, yet wants to play 🎹 in allegro 😹 It's okay! 👸🏻 is finally enjoying her spring time! (According to the 12 branches, 12-yr cycle) I'm in the last year of winter, getting ready to get out of hibernation!

[@honestle8328]

Your videos put me in such a good mood.

[@lavendaire]

😊😊😊

[@jadiotentik]

your video just comes in the right time after I feel lost. yaah I do realize that will pass, during that time I also enjoyed the part of feel lost, and now my feeling is better. ready to create again🥰

[@Potterhead819]

I am in my transformation season in my life right now where I am reading a book "Satvic Revolution" and developing new life changing habits that shape my life in such a positive way and the mood it feels like is that I feel a little lost,confused maybe in life as I feel like the universe is guiding me towards yet another phase or season of my life the transition period and I am just following the clues the tidbits from my intuition Sending you all the love in this entire world and a lot more Aileen!!!❤❤❤❤

[@deborahmeyers551]

You made me cry when you played your piano soooooo beautifully and sang your beautiful sound 😊

[@meganb4898]

Listening to you play ❤❤❤❤ I’m in spring now finally, after a very very long winter!

[@lavendaire]

time to enjoy the spring season love 🩷

[@SteffTevesVlog]

the last part. 🫰🏼 Omg. My fave kdrama 😍😍 i missed watching that drama. 😍 On the other note, thank you for reminding us to be always grateful despite all the struggles in life. As the quote says "this too shall pass". 🙏🏼🙌🏼

[@shimmeringstars]

Aileen, thank you for your message! It is exatcly what I needed to hear. This past year I have been struggling with an exam to enter med school. I hope this too shall pass smoothly 🙌

[@Lavendermama]

Your channel is always peaceful. Thank you🕊️

[@lavendaire]

thank you for listening love 🩷

[@vinusharachapalli7757]

The piano 🎹 thing was LUB ❤

[@RanziYasasvi]

Piano was a huge part of my life too. But it's broken and i'm waiting to repair it one day hopefully soon. Will play it once it's repaired. Your video is bringing back my Piano memories & i loved that Mozart piece. I used to play that tons but not great as you are hehe Omg you're singing that QOT ost while playing it ❤🎉

[@ThePianoPath]

Ahhh I loved this so much! Especially that you got a piano for your office!!! Looks so cute and I hope it brings some inspiration & creativity in this new season! And the piece you played (Arabesque No 1) is one of my favorite songs to sit and play too! ALSO so funny that you mentioned your nails 😂 I know the feeling all too well. It's such a struggle to want to play but ALSO have long and beautiful nails!! 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻

[@afridajahan2004]

Big inspiration for august! Best wishes for the new month loves!

[@carmenchavez9803]

Encore 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 loved your piano playing and singing so beautiful ❤️

[@mohsinamansoori5512]

Sometimes we just need to take a break from this world and listen to your inner self u feel lots of peace and one more thing is that if u feel happy to live alone that means u learn lots of about life 💗😊

[@MBBC10]

I love love love these new videos, thank you so much for this gifts ❤

[@valeriafonseca1136]

I think the season of life I'm in right now is fall🍁 (I personally understand/adapt it that way haha) It's about taking it slow to build discipline, create strength, get back into focus and feed my spirit with gratitude and God's love💖 that way I'm preparing for decisions and changes I know are coming into my life pretty soon and I gotta be ready to face all challenges and do my best in that new chapter🌱

[@lani1628]

I love this it is so peaceful 🥰💕

[@walkingexercise5375]

This video was so inspiring, thoughtful, kind and comforting! Thank you for the lovely message and reminder to take care of ourselves! Like listening to the piano music! I need to focus more on self-care! I like Morgan Harper Nichols affirmations " I am making room for things that heal my heart" and "I am creating space for both gentleness and strength." I have been watching other self-care videos here on KZbin ! For example, Morgan Long recent video the perfect cozy day preparing for Autumn she mentions having a self-care day based on the letters in your name, Diane in Denmark self-care basket idea her videos, Mariane Cresp mentioned in her boost your mood video about creativity/music and Kennedy from the channel Cozy K, cozy hobbies to try videos. I also been watching bloom daily planners planner clinic videos, so hopefully these and your videos will be motivational on my self-care journey.

[@khanhly2166]

woww love the last part when you sing and play the piano

[@lavendaire]

thank you so much! 💖

[@camera0bsessedx]

you always have such great advice and wisdom. I really needed to hear some of the things you said in this video, thank you for this! also love the piano its beautiful!

[@lavendaire]

thank you so much love 💛

[@mariacherry1997]

I'm feeling more inspired right now. Thank youu❤❤❤

[@IlFilodiArianna_vlog]

I really like this new series 🥰

[@terezahankusova8248]

I'm in the season of becoming my best version. ❤❤❤

[@lavendaire]

wow! that's truly amazing love 💗

[@rahelm4891]

You played one of Debussy‘s Arabesque’s omg it was such a nostalgic moment for me because I used to play it when I was younger too 🥹

[@rebieant7252]

Thank you for sharing your piano skills🥰🎹🎶

[@carolineclaudiaplante]

Sending you love! ♥

[@lavendaire]

sending you love & light 💖

[@littleclj]

Beautiful vlog.

[@madyati]

So soothing

[@Stephplu]

I’m in a really dark winter right now. This video helped a lot. I hope my season changes soon. ❤️‍🩹

[@annebellamy]

I love watching videos because it helps me ❤️🫶

[@SweetAsElle]

Man, it’s been awhile since I commented… I was in a season of pause back in May/ June, but July has been a transitional month for me. This season is a season of hustle, like getting back into the groove of things, manifesting financial abundance and a little bit of ambitious, chaotic, anxious (?) energy propelling me through this transition stage. In other words, I’m ready to work after two months of rest 😅

[@lavendaire]

So nice to hear from you again, Arielle 😊 hope this is an abundant season for you!

[@lucianalumillo]

I loved this video! I feel like I am entering in my blooming era, maybe spring? I feel really inspired and creative lately.

[@lavendaire]

yayyy 💗

[@shonaassang1053]

I’m in a summer season right now - not a summer person. Trying new things and relaxing as best I can, which is hard for me to do🌅

[@superhappyshrimp]

I love coconut desserts too! Highly recommend Coconut and Co. in San Gabriel. Their drinks and puddings are soooo fresh! I used to go at least once a week when I used to live near SGV 😂😅😊

[@lavendaire]

Ooh I’ll have to add that to my list!

[@growmmee]

Hi. I guess this is my first time commenting on your video. I’ve been following you since 16 or something and now I’m 26 and I love you so much❤

[@lavendaire]

wow!

[@valeriafonseca1136]

I love the new piano, is so cuteee >.< and I felt the inner struggle to cut your nails hahah I was the same wishing I had thought about it more deeply when I decided to learn guitar😂

[@vincentlofaro8500]

I Love your voice!!!

[@tr7339]

One day I would remember all this... and remember you.

[@vellichoredits]

Loved the video especially the piano part ❤ lots of love

[@MissAminaInspireMoment]

Omg is that the song I heard from one Korean movie. I literally cried the entire year.

[@bibbis71]

Love❤

[@trixjoyce]

I'm also a piano (and viola!) player and I can relate to the nails, like how they are in the way but you don't want to cut them hahahaha

[@lavendaire]

such a struggle right?😆💜

[@trixjoyce]

@@lavendaire yeah 😭❤️

[@fatemareza6165]

That's hooot gadem 🔥🔥

[@Singibibi]

Oh ! Its been months since i had my phone with me . But bow i have and i can comment 🥺🥺🥺 thank you for being there . I love uou aileennnnnnnnn so muchhhhhhh❤❤❤❤❤

[@love-risa]

I loved this ❤

[@shruthyg]

Love this content ❤

[@tiffanygladstone7142]

You are a beautiful person

[@sereneadair4941]

I needed this

[@misswomble]

Was missing your uploads xx

[@henipurnama4796]

Im in fall season right now 🍂

[@TannishthaDey]

Aileen, play us a piece on your piano sometimes! we would love to hear it

[@lavendaire]

💖💖💖

[@sarin1248]

Thank youuu soo muchh for this

[@sarin1248]

SOO PRETTYYY

[@lalyzelaya4887]

❤