DIDDY HAS A MENTAL BREAKDOWN

[@B0b-Ryan]

Sorry to hear about your son bro, I literally narcan guys for a living, I work in recovery, saving lives , I too did a decade locked up..sorry to hear that, but that's why I do what I do bro!! Much love

[@maureenmcgrath8169]

I raised 3 kids working as a cleaning lady. My oldest, Sarah worked her way through school until she finished Emory as a Nurse Researcher, with her PhD. Her whole professional life is focused on getting everyone educated on the use of Narcan, and making it accessible to everyone. She has been working on getting every school teacher, school admin, school custodian armed with Narcan. She is relentless.

[@Lee-kv1yh]

You raised an amazing woman, you should be very very proud of yourself and God bless her❤

[@shanabutler7627]

Amazing!!!!

[@FairestOfThemAll]

@@Lee-kv1yh I second that! 💜

[@FairestOfThemAll]

Momma, you did a phenomenal job raising such a loving and caring daughter and human being! It takes a very special person to be as relentless as she sounds when it comes to saving lives. She’s proof that not all heroes wear capes and angels walk amongst us! 🥰💜🥰

[@meaty220]

Awesome 🎉

[@alysongimello2944]

I remember when your son passed. You handled your sons death so well. I'm so proud of you for staying strong... My son overdosed several times and thank God my son is now clean, he is going on two years. Thank you for all you do. 😊

[@AllisonQ582]

I'm so, so sorry about your son, JD. 🙏🏻❤️

[@countycalling]

Your son will forever be with you. I lost my son when he was two. I can’t imagine. I love you

[@ThePhenom777]

🙏, I lost one at 26!

[@crazydaisy3034]

He wants them to put him on some antipsychotic drugs. The Diddler just wants them to to numb his craving ass.

[@esthersmith3341]

It is a sad club for us parents who lose kids. May GOD give you comfort.

[@Jay54GoSooners]

R.I.P. Alan J.D. your the best hearing your stories keeps me from the bottom of a bottle no alcohol since 2015

[@couturedeana]

Yay! 9 months for me🥳😎

[@FairestOfThemAll]

Congrats! Thats no easy feat! From one stranger to another, I’m proud of you! 💜

[@savannahdean9585]

My husband and I send our most heartfelt condolences for your loss. We experienced the loss of an adult child due to the exact same circumstances. It was 20 yrs ago, 21 in March. It sucks & my husband knows your pain. We love you & Jax & love to know we have family who understand here on your channel. ❤ you both!

[@anad5657]

I am so sorry JD and Jax for your loss. You honor your son Alan by speaking about him and by being a better human. Moving forward doesn’t mean you forget about your son. It means exactly what you are doing and that’s taking Alan along your life journey. Alan would be so proud of you and Jax just like a lot of us are. I bet you saved a lot of lives by sharing Alan’s story. So with that said thank you for sharing your heart. R.I.P Alan

[@shanabutler7627]

Well said!

[@MaMaRaeRae]

Longtime lurker here. Just wanted to say RIP to your son. I lost mine 3 years ago this month he was 21 solo drinking and driving accident. I'm sober 30 yrs !! Even through that. Thank you for sharing your boy with us. I believe together we can get through anything sober. So much love to you and your family.

[@FairestOfThemAll]

I’m so sorry for your loss. 🖤

[@craigfarmer7508]

We love you bro, I’m so sorry about Allen. Wish I could have met him, he sounds like an awesome dude. R.I.P. and respect.

[@tommydemeter4936]

JD my son Matthew RIP 10-12-2024 OD 40 yr old. I'm so fuckin torn apart and I feel your pain and sorrow. Prayers up.

[@skiman5289]

Sending prayers to you and your family. Thank God im clean. That stuff is so hard to get off but know he wants you guys to be happy

[@FairestOfThemAll]

I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s never easy. I lost my father 15 years this coming year to an overdose. I know you’re hurting, but please believe me it will get better. Might not seem like it now, but you and everything will be ok. It might not be the same type of ok that it was before, but you will find a new version of ok. I promise. And always remember: grief is not a linear process. 🖤

[@FairestOfThemAll]

@@skiman5289 I’m so happy you’re off of that stuff! From one stranger to another, I’m proud of you! 💜

[@skiman5289]

@@FairestOfThemAll 18 months clean!!!! Thank you appreciate it

[@PaulineWatts-g5k]

I feel your pain, I lost my son to cocaine 23 yes ago, it's so hard, love watching you and happy you got your life together, just keep doing what your doing. Your London girl x

[@staceyhazelett2397]

Im sorry for the loss of your beautiful son.

[@ryanbradley5106]

Sitting at home at my grandma’s with my dog, NOT smoking dope

[@ryanbradley5106]

Day 4

[@hazy9785]

​@@ryanbradley5106 👍👍👍👍👍🌞

[@Sh3r-Bear]

Take it from a former addict, a grandma & a doggie are the best support system! As a grandma with a doggie, you’re doing it! You have people out here routing for you!❤

[@Pitbulloves]

❤

[@Pitbulloves]

@@ryanbradley5106🙏🥹❤️🫵🏻

[@kathyklarfeld2971]

THANK you for sharing his beautiful picture. Thank you for spreading the word/warning. We almost lost our son to fent. He grew up in Eugene (close to Costco off Beltline) and was devastated when we had to move to Portland area for work. He met some kids and ended up getting addicted to fen. We came very close to loosing him and THANK GOD we didn't. The pain you are going through is truly unimaginable. I am always happy when you share memories of him. Please continue. Peace to you and your wife. Thank you for all you do.

[@dominicalbrecht7039]

Bro.. so sad about your boy.my mum died 2 weeks before christmas so i ca relate on how you feel dude.keep on doing what you do..mad respect.

[@tiredofthebs8290]

I'm so sorry for your loss. I know the timing makes the holidays especially hard. I lost my Dad 7 1/2yrs ago to cancer. He had only been diagnosed 3 months before he passed. It's still so hard. May your Mom rest in eternal peace. Much love to you and your family. ❤️🙏❤️

[@karencahill4798]

I live in the Eugene Springfield area. I am so very sorry for your loss. My heart breaks. My son has overdosed several times as a heroin /fentanyl user over the years. Having substantial clean time as well. We all have Narcan just in case.

[@paigehart5053]

Ive been sober off banging hydros for ten years as of a week ago and still going strong. Honestly you and ur videos help me too! Thank you for being you ❤

[@nikkicubie4828]

Sending love and prayers your way. I don't know exactly how you feel, but I lost my son at age 28 in February 2021 from cancer. I hope that you never stop talking about your wonderful son because that's how he lives on! Much love ♥️

[@m.a.k9693]

YOU ROCK JD HAPPY HOLIDAYS BROTHER & JAX 💫💝🙏😎✌️

[@anthonyraistrick4728]

Sorry about your son the both of you. RIP big man! 🙏

[@melissascoville4126]

I’m so sorry for the loss of your son. May God be with you and your family! May he Rest In Peace with our lord and savior Jesus Christ!

[@anna-mychelhepburn3890]

Also not sitting at home smoking weed. Respect for always keeping your son's memory alive.

[@conniebrown7101]

Diddy is being treated better than what he did to all those people and kids. He needs to shut his pothole.

[@Trśt-nôbodY]

Man I’m so sorry about your son🕊️

[@hangingwithchad]

Thanks for sharing your story and wearing your heart on your sleeve. I have my own past, although I went to a facility with no fence in KY, but I still see similarities in our stories and I wanted to share my gratitude for all you do. Much respect my brother

[@bellesmom2012]

I am really sorry for your loss. I can't even imagine the pain of such a loss. I only have one child and people have actually said what will you do if you lose her when you only have one. Like having more will make a difference. I don't think having more will make losing one ok. They are each precious in their own. You can have 40 & losing one will be devastating. I am really proud of you for being solid after such a tragedy. You are absolutely so allowed to cry your heart out. He is gorgeous & looks like his daddy. You sound like you were very close & my daughter & I are the same. I can't imagine & I know you will see him again. I am so glad you have Jax, she sounds like a queen! Best to you both.

[@MrPatPatriot223]

Sorry for your loss man 😢

[@elizabethdecamp5118]

I looove ur show? My 29 yr old daughter Desiree also passed 4 yrs ago from accidental od too. Sooo sorry, I feel ur pain🥺💔🫶👍 on a lighter note, U ROCK!!!!! U CRACK ME UP TOO!!!!! BE BLESSED

[@Mason-e8q]

RIP to everyone that passed away close to our ❤

[@shanabutler7627]

Awww, thank you.

[@BaucomCT]

GOD BLESS YOU IVE BEEN FIGHTING DEMONS MY WHOLE LIFE THEN MY DAUGHTER GOT INTO IT REALLY DEEP.. THANK GOD SHE8 HAS FOUND THE LITE AND HER LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL AGAIN.. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR FAM STAY STRONG

[@catherinemiller1612]

What a beautiful child and a handsome grown man. He looks so much like his dad. May God comfort you and may your son rest in Heavenly peace.

[@RichardJr1134]

I am so sorry for your families loses, JD. As a father, i can relate to the love you must feel for a child, and can't imagine what that pain of loss is.

[@captaincouldverc]

You see what Diddy is doing isn't really a mental break down. Where I'm from that's called a "Tantrum"

[@mightymouse1005]

A narcissist temper tantrum

[@dustyboyle]

Your son is with our Lady in Heaven. Keep up the good work brother

[@Joseph-s9w4r]

My brother,I'm so sorry for your loss,but you keep going & you're positive AF! people do change,I definitely did after my trip to the pa.d.o.c.i walked my parole off,no trouble since2016.stay positive,bro

[@harrisonblack7632]

I have lost so many friends to this kind of thing. My family and I feel for you. We have now 8 years clean and 4 children with 2 adopted and our lives are blessed every day. We wish you the best and love your videos and your family is in our prayers on the sad day. You are an amazing example of how we can all grow from our past and be an amazing person. Keep up the great work and stay strong brother.

[@sierrastorm1291]

I totally understand your pain, JD. I lost my son to drugs one year ago yesterday. I'm thinking of you, and wish you peace and comfort. Thank you for your videos. ❤

[@jewelscheffer-oi2ct]

I am so very sorry for your loss. There are no words that can stop the pain you feel but I want you to know that I am praying for your son and you and your family and for you to keep spreading your story because I know you are making a huge difference and change

[@Courtie08]

I am sorry for your son. I lost my 2 month old nephew in august over 2 years ago it was my twin sisters kid so we both look at each others kids as our own. Nothing anyone says makes it better but know you have a whole Community behind you thats here for you.

[@texasgma3578]

So very very sorry for your loss. Our youngest daughter is in jail right now for consequences from drug addiction and all the chaos that brings. We live in fear of this happening to her. So sorry bro. 💔🙏🏼 Your Alan sounds like a great kid.

[@Deanna-Acosta1970]

I'm so sorry for you JD and his mother he looks like a amazing person! ❤❤❤

[@monicasilvs4084]

Im so sorry for your loss. May God give you strength.

[@1TrueCrimeJunkie]

What a beautiful soul...my deepest & most sincere apologies for your loss. Heartbreaking! REST EASY ALLEN (hope I spelled that correctly) Much Peace, Love & Healing Vibes to ya'll 💔🙏 JD & Jax

[@KrukedHalo]

JD......Been watchin' you for months, first-time commenter. I just wanted to thank you for what you do. And my heart goes out to you for your son, brother. Respect!

[@elizabethblanch5871]

God Bless him and god bless you. No parent should ever have to go through that. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@esthersmith3341]

He was a good looking guy too. Sorry for your loss. My son passed 21 years and 4 months ago. He was a wonderful human also. No drugs, an accident but same result.

[@lilnugget5961]

What a gorgeous smile and boy Allen was. I'm so sorry. My friend died the same way. My niece was tortured, r. a. p.e. d and finally unalived hours later when the first attack was severe enough to have ended her and so I HATE when people sympathize with violent criminals!

[@FunctionalJunkie_]

I'm shocked and so sorry to hear that. Rip to your beautiful niece. She deserved better. ❤❤❤

[@thegreymama]

Prayers for your loss. I am riding that razors edge with my daughter. Every day is prayers for another day

[@susansharp4810]

Hey JD it's good to see you as usual. I can sympathize with your pain and so sorry for your loss. It's a pain that never goes away. My 25 year old nephew lit himself on fire and died. Unfortunately he had smoked some weed that was laced with unknowns when he was a teenager. It caused a recessive gene of schizophrenia to be brought forward. He lived many years with this disease and it finally got the best of him. Prayers for you and your family. Please keep putting it out there for the masses...

[@jimroberson5896]

I think you are amazing my friend. I am sorry for your loss. Much love to you and your family. You really help me sometimes when I'm feeling super low. Thank you

[@markbrayman6563]

Loss of a loved one is devastating you never really get over it you just push on and try to stay strong for the one's you love

[@strongbelieveroftheholybible]

Isaiah 48:22 “ There is no peace , “ says the LORD, “ for the wicked. Lord Jesus Christ is coming soon🙏🏼❤️🕊Repent, believe in the Gospel, Be Born Again

[@daleanthony4632]

Sorry for the loss of Alan JD no words in the human language can express that kind of a loss as Community Family sending love and prayers to ease your loss love you bro

[@jironthunder7519]

Do a live on the 2 monsters who adopted 2 lil boys and did unforgivable to them, got 100 years no parole and a couple days in got sent to the hospital with 50 stabstabstabstabstab wounds.. sorry about your loss, thats awful

[@Ronster64]

So sorry for your loss buddy! As a father of 4 I can't imagine what that is like! Jesus loves you partner! Thank you for all the great content you always have on your channel! Happy New year to you n Jax! Ronster

[@katecarpenter112]

Oh man I’m sorry to hear that. 4 years clean today. Crazy , thankfully I made it out and I’m grateful for it everyday. You’re family is def in my prayers man ❤❤️‍🩹

[@chiefymoe8385]

Lost my beautiful Spanish queen to the same,,, woke up next to her😢

[@tiearene968]

Man rough.So sorry for your loss.Fent is evil

[@TonyPhillips-jy7ev]

So sorry prayers…

[@BeeGraceful76]

I'm so sorry. I have a 16 yr old daughter. I worry about her anytime she's not home. I couldn't imagine the pain y'all go through. Hugs and Love sent from NC

[@jamallabarge2665]

I just can't imagine how you felt at the time. I would be horrified to the point of screaming. Sorry for your loss.

[@shanabutler7627]

Oh I’m so sorry! Much love to you….

[@brendamanley3019]

What a handsome young man. So sorry for your loss

[@benclarke9966]

Damn JD i didnt know he passed today! Your video about grief about it really helped me work through a rough patch this summer!! Keep making the amazing content!

[@illsykes7822]

Allen much love bro…your dads a legend 🙏🫡

[@katerockhill7726]

I am truly sorry for your family's loss. I'm a parent, too. Your son was a very handsome young man.

[@mfar3016]

I’m so sorry about the loss of your son. I lost my little cousin to the same poison 7 years ago.

[@Lee-kv1yh]

Bless you and your family,thats got to be the hardest thing a parent can go through.🙏

[@Ubermensch_201]

I'm happy for your success man.. I know your son Allen is proud of you.. Blessings

[@jetbrujah8618]

I'm so sorry for your son's loss. Your fans are always with you.

[@Lynds77]

@JD Delay MAY YOUR BEAUTIFUL SON ALLAN be resting and shining in heaven ❤ I can assure you he's got to be so proud of you and what you guys are doing. You & Jax make this world a better place. Your energy and knowledge you share to people everywhere who are lucky enough to not know about addiction, abuse, and the dark realities that have been many of our experiences is absolutely priceless. You're changing lives, and saving them. Please DJ know how appreciated you are, and how proud we all are to call you a friend. You're an amazing human and we love you both (especially here in Canada) I run 3 centers for at risk youth and it would mean the world if you would ever consider speaking to some amazing youth who desperately need to hear your message. We would love to take you and Jax out for a kings dinner in Toronto Ontario in your honor with a bunch of your community here in Canada to celebrate you and your mission. I'd love to touch base with you and work something out! We love you and the fam ❤ so much respect

[@RickyIcecubes]

Glad to hear Diddy is suffering scared in jail. Makes my heart happy ♥️♥️♥️

[@sally-annestrawberry8360]

I’ve seen a lot of Diddys who play gangster until they meet a gangster.. I bet those guards had a very jolly Christmas ✌🏻🇬🇧

[@joyousjoy4ever]

Aww I’m so sorry to hear about your son! I’m kinda a new follower. He’s watching over you dad, don’t worry! 🙏👊🫶💕😔

[@shanabutler7627]

Awww JD what a beautiful boy. I’m so so sorry for your loss. I know it’s must be unbearable dude. You are doing amazing things for so many people. Thank you for all you do. And you are for sure a strong individual. I’m so glad you and Jax have each other. You 2 seem super awesome and down to earth. I wish I could hang out with you guys. You seem like good people. I hope your new year is a good one. Thank you for all you do for so many!!!! Children, parents, helping addicts as well. Helping them get their lives back for them and their families. Big love for you 2. ❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@Jamesthebluegrassbiker]

So sorry I missed the live jd, was out getting some ink lol. And big big condolences for your kid, I couldn't even imagine losing my kid. I love you brother!!! ❤

[@sherridowns9588]

Im so I glad I came across your channel. You are Awesome and SO REAL. YOU ARE LIKE THE BIG BROTHER I ALWAYS WISHED I HAD! Thank you for all you do!!

[@theresakingsberry6568]

My heart goes out to you and Jax for your loss. 😢 My daughter is homeless and a meth addict and I worry about her all the time! I live in the Whittaker area of Eugene and definitely have narcan just in case.

[@whatsuplinda6330]

Sorry about the loss of your son .. I lost my 25yr old son 2.5 years ago, I wish I didn’t know how it feels

[@Christina-g9q]

Appreciate you! Keeping us up dated.....Sorry about your loss. Memory's are hart keepers. But their absence hurts forever.. keep Strong keep loving

[@Anna-hg7eu]

Awww, I’m so sorry for your unbearable loss. That’s so hard.

[@deemckay7770]

Preacher ❤loves To you and yours❤Alan to. Happy New year fam ❤🎉😊

[@starryadventure8922]

Im so sorry for the loss of your son. Just remember he's always going to be watching you, and he'll always be in your heart.

[@TownGirl04]

Thankfully, I do not know the feeling of losing a child and today I go to celebrate xmas with kids and first grandchild. It would be a very hard thing to get over losing a child, and I am so sorry for your loss. Very glad you got the JellyRoll shirt as I feel you deserve it with all your hard work and glad he sees all that work you put in. And we can also celebrate Diddys mental breakdown at having to spend xmas in jail cuz ain't no one care about him being there! I hope you and Jax have a Happy and prosperous New Year. 🌟

[@chelseymead]

My dad passed 12-16-12 this time of year is rough... crazy how time keeps going, although your world feels still. Much love ❤️

[@angelacavener4656]

So sorry for your loss. I have children and can't imagine losing one. My heart goes out to you and Jax. Now he's with God. Safe and happy. Love you guys.

[@mr.strudle1327]

Soul taken too soon brother, all the love and prayer heading yalls way, taking a moment for your boy ❤

[@LoriWince]

Ah Man, Rest in Paradise little Brother 🌺 Praying for You JD and Jax🌺

[@billpradzinski7397]

So sorry about your boy. I wanna cry with ya. From the ❤ my brother. I'm a father of 4. God Bless you and so happy that people take their 2nd chances with getting our lives back on our behalf.

[@BobJone-ve7ig]

Diddy can’t believe his government protection is gone. He is waiting for them to tie up loose ends.

[@mightymouse1005]

I'm pretty sure Diddy had politicians, judges etc at his parties....he'll probably be calling in favors

[@Canine_Mind]

You and Jacks are so amazing for devoting your time on the holidays for everyone who would otherwise be alone. You are both such good people 🫶

[@etmup80]

It’s bad enough when one of us junkie addicts ODs, but we know what we’re getting ourselves into. Hearing that it happened to a kid who was likely just dabbling for their first time, is especially heartbreaking!🥺💔

[@JenniferCredico]

I just showed my husband your short clip here on Sunday in Bartow Florida Polk county We love y'all 💗. We have a whole lot of respect and understand what exactly you are going through ❤️🙏 We lost our only son Jerry D. Knight in January 2011. He was only 22 years old and my best friend 😢. Next month will be the anniversary of his death and it never gets any less painful. I've been crying since the beginning of the holidays 😭.

[@maryorseske9954]

My thoughts are witg you, and your son was a great looking kid!! My son is an addict and I so feel you bro, I worry everyday for his safety!! Much love to you❤❤❤

[@sandrashevel2137]

Im so sorry, the pain never goes away. Your Son is a beautiful angel.

[@Scoondog]

Brother my condolences on you’re son, I don’t know what else to say except you’re a strong man and you’re making him proud. Jax is kick ass on the channel with you making comments and answering your hypothetical questions lol.😂

[@joeybonacci6576]

Bro love your channel..and my heart goes out to you and your wife and familia...

[@joy-jr7dg]

I'm so happy to hear that the Alaskan avenger is in a good place. Blessings 🙏 Thank you JD and Jax for leading by example. God bless 🙏

[@rebeccaboyar]

Prayers J.D to you and your family. Release some balloons in his memory. God Bless Brother. 💝🙏

[@guinevere7494]

I’m glad you got on today and shared about what happened with your son. Hard time of year to lose a child. Sending love and peace

[@joyames9236]

I am not doing it live but I’m honored you shared Alan with us, I’m happy to sit in that space with you! RIP Alan, prayers to all those you loved.

[@CatalinaFOIA]

😢💔 I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your son. No words can ever describe the endless pain for any parent(s) who have lost a child(ren). My heart goes out to you.

[@okwhateverhaha]

Wow, he looked just like you. Handsome kid. Sorry for your loss. ❤

[@AprilBerkheimer-h4h]

Man....that's the greatest shit I think I've ever heard. My son had leukemia but he survived. Barely, but he survived. I did, however, lose his dad...my husband...to a fentanyl overdose right after he was diagnosed...so, I totally get it. (I did also lose 3 babies while pregnant...one far enough along we had a service for her and we had to deliberate about burying or getting her ashes...I apologize, I can't think of the word and I can't bring myself to describe it because we did end up doing that since it was at the beginning of COVID and we didn't have enough for a burial service)....I digress lol, I LOVE what you said about not taking their death as a permission pass to live below what you're used to, to live with integrity still and keep their memory alive and yourself as well. You're an amazing man and I just want you to know how TRULY impressive and life changing that line of thinking is...to hear that come from someone else was just amazing. Merry Christmas (a little late ;) ) and happy fckn new year to you & yours. God Bless ❤

[@mightymouse1005]

Cremation ? I'm very sorry for all your losses....

[@AprilBerkheimer-h4h]

@mightymouse1005 that's the word lol thank you very much. He (JD), really caught me off guard when he said he lost a child just 2 years ago, because he carries himself SO, WELL...and he just wrapped up in one sentence, a way to aspire to be like for the people left here...that I just wanted him to know he wasn't alone by a long shot and how much that one sentence really could and is helping the people who were lucky enough to hear that part. I normally don't go around putting all that out there like that but I very much appreciate what you said, too