I’ve been going through a similar situation for most of my life, but I would’ve never guessed I would find someone to relate to under this video’s comment section. I was alone at my school for almost three years and coming back to school after Covid-19 quarantine, I thought it would stay that way but I have someone I think I can call a real friend and just seeing them helps me get through each day. It’s hard to find comfort in being alone but it’s become something I find pleasure in now. Thinking to myself was one of the ways I tried to get used to being alone. If you can’t make friends with anyone else, it’s better to be your own friend and find comfort in yourself than of hating yourself. I don’t have any advice for you because I’m still trying and failing to get through my own situation but I wish only for happiness to find you in whatever way you seek it.