Disillusionment: Check. || Embodiment: In Progress...

[@NeThsDomain]

Where have you gone? Would love to get an update on your journey.

[@savannahweymouth7370]

I hope you’re doing well Allisun! Merry Christmas ❤

[@Kizmetification]

Where did you go? I hope you haven't lost momentum. Thx for the videos.

[@starseed4636]

I found some of your old videos somewhat recently, I love your channel! I’m going through my own healing cptsd, healing from narcissistic parents journey. It’s nice to have an example of how I could do it, if that makes sense? I like your discussions, thank you for sharing these videos 🙏🏼

[@wireycoyote3544]

Dude I really hope you are well. Hard to believe it was 9 months since my last comment. I can only hope things have been so well that youve felt no need to return to YT. I love you and wish the best!❤

[@debbiehellionandtheapocaly845]

I'd like to thank you for teaching me. A 100% from your generation that there is no such thing as unconditional love. Now. I always knew that, but you proved that love is very conditional. Other ways you get dumped and that's all. I gotta say about that so there there you go there. There's no such thing as unconditional love.😂🎉❤

[@mjones1187]

you look so pretty! kinda like anna kendrick haha

[@EllaElla2023]

Where is this lovely girl? Why no more videos?

[@SecretsExposed213]

Same thing I have been wondering 😢. I moved out of a narcissistic environment thanks to you. I tried to allow my golden child narc sister to visit my home when her and narc mom got into it, but I learned my narc sister would try to do things to cause me to lose my place and bring me down back into the cycle. She had started to face the abuse I used to and wanted me back around to take on more and relieve her. Although I had my own place for a year, I was still a prisoner by allowing her over. So I’m cutting her off and limiting contact with narc mother. This is now going to truly be my first year living narc free. I was a fool to try to bring her up with me.

[@nighredemption]

Where are you? Please come back. Ghosted!

[@jenniferthompson6280]

i notice she hasn't posted in a long time, does anyone know how she's doing? i miss her..

[@chioma5633]

I came here because I realised this is the last video I watched and she actually never posted again! I hope she’s okay

[@jamesstewartwilliams]

Sending you love, health and healing Allisun! From James, London UK

[@jamesr5741]

I can relate! Life has definitely been a rollercoaster for me these past few years. What's gotten me through is having some foresight to have an alternative plan in place in case things go bad. Then it's just a matter of either practicing that plan or having faith in my own ability. Any further worrying takes away my concentration of my best efforts in the present moment. Figure out what your worst fears are and learn to conquer them. Love your cats BTW. They seem so social and personable. Mine used to only show affection around feeding time hahaha

[@theghosttiger1446]

Hi Proactive! Nice to see you!! It's been a year and 2 month since my cat Joey left this planet, I'm still not over him, or his sister MariYah. I gets worst everyday especially when I see the numbers 315 or meet someone named Joey or Maria. I never walk down the cat aisle at the grocery store. All those faces staring at me. On a brighter note, I finally bought a house and at least I can be alone even though Im the only black guy here and the town coroner has taken an unusual interest in me. My two narcissistic siblings are fighting each other, the oldest accused the younger of saying something she didn't like so she blasted her fight on Facebook for the world to see. She still denies punching me in the face in front of everyone when she was pregos with her first daughter when I was 10. I'm just checking in but my emotional state is a borderline C minus.

[@NnN-lx5eh]

We miss ur videos

[@Joshdifferent]

Hope all is well ❤

[@MJS2376]

Dear one, you are not alone. Sending love and hugs today. I too am an INFJ who grew up with emotionally sick parents. I pray you continue to have a small trustworthy group of friends who encircle you with love and tenderness. I pray you and I both continue to grow into an awareness of God's love and a greater capacity to receive it...I so understand your body being in this place. May I suggest a book? "Rediscovering the lost body connection within Christian Sporituality" its based on Gendlins psychotherapeutic "Focusing". Big hugs ☦️

[@richardgibson3698]

Just dug out your video of The brain during trauma ....to watch again ..would like to say thanks and your very cute x

[@jp4yu]

I wish you a never ending well of patience and light and love!

[@WawLamedMem]

Happy 28th birthday Allisun! I first found your channel this morning and you mentioned your birthday coming up "soon", it sounded like an understatement so I checked the date. Surprise! You've a really soothing way of speaking and weaving little jokes into your videos, I'm looking forward to watching more of them in the coming months ^^ a good day to you!

[@ashdawg721]

Just found your journey and I'm glad to see you doing well!! You're content is extremely helpful and grounding :)

[@CDMButterfly]

You are an amazing and inspiring woman. I sincerely hope all is well with you and I look forward to more posts from you. I am very grateful for you and your videos. Thank you Allisun!

[@wireycoyote3544]

Go back to the cocoon, worm. You came out too early apparently.

[@nemonemo-y8e]

Just found your channel and love it and hope you doing well and would love a update on your journey!

[@projectatlanta4899]

Hey Allisun, loved your videos very much. How can I get in contact with you directly?

[@momomoron765]

I feel this so much. Love you Allisun

[@gurnoorkaur3591]

Hi, I recently discovered this channel and it helped me a lot as I am living with my narcissistic parents. I am currently studying psychology, can you please tell from where I can become a certified trauma relieving coach like you.

[@amarmrh133]

Hi allisun my name is asmaa and i'm from morroco i'm really a huge fan 😄 i've found your chanel based on how to go no contact with narcissistic mother. I really want and need to be your client and have secction with you🤞🌷

[@brettgordon78]

Do you still have a relationship with your mother? I just realized that video was 3 years ago

[@lotusshrine]

girllll i hope ur doing great:') please give an update if u dooo

[@hollie5824]

Gods got you

[@pelephant2024]

Hi, is everything ok? You disappeared. I hope all is good.

[@ManjuKannan23]

❤️

[@ProactiveResilience]

💖💞💖

[@angrymarie7755]

Hello,including your fuzzez. Just,hope you are doing well.

[@mitchwambui5045]

Hey l need advice... I listened how u moved out from ur narcissist mother ...can l reach out to good neighbors for help instead of just sitting n feeling sorry for myself coz my narcissist mother makes sure I will never get a job saying I will never be successful without her

[@wireycoyote3544]

I really hope all is well but I fear it may not be if youre in any similiar situation to me or any other more 'aware' and 'accountable' types, lets say. Just was thinking of you today and hope this somehow means something to you...

[@brocklytodd5317]

At least weird days are memorable.

[@ProactiveResilience]

🙌🥦 You make me smile brockly todd! Hope you're okay these weird days 😺

[@brocklytodd5317]

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[@kylafour2728]

Just saying hi lady

[@amykiellman]

I would really like a chance to chat with you about the topic of narcissistic mother’s. Wish I could find your Instagram or somehow chat you. I hardly use KZbin because I came across your channel and it made me feel less alone in my experience.

[@dagmarhoudkova8214]

N is not spiritual/energetic. ( Sometimes people speak about Jezebel spirit). Key is to understand N, heal it, leave this topic and then live. 🤷

[@RoughDraftChristianVids]

Hint: Jesus, a relationship with the living Lord! Jesus! It is a spiritual issue.

[@CDMButterfly]

Hint: If you are agnostic or atheist, jesus is NOT he answer. Especially with all of the blood shed in the name of christianity. Please let people have their own beliefs and don't impose yours on others. In my experience, christians have no respect for others with different beliefs. Do better. This is not a forum for you to "sell" religion. Thank you.

[@RoughDraftChristianVids]

@@CDMButterfly I understand your negative response to bloodshed in the name of Christianity. That's awful. But, every time some speaks they are "selling" something. They have an opinion or an objective of some form or fashion. You can't define the terms and assume to be an authority to restrict my freedom of speech and at the same time exercise your freedom of speech. Your opinion about what this forum is used for is inappropriate and I am not concerned with how it may offend you. . . if it has a higher purpose for your good! Jesus was a truth teller and people either hated him or they loved him. They either came into the light for exposure and conviction and repentance and a new life of joy and forgiveness or they rejected him because their deeds were evil and the preferred their sin over truth and the "new life" requirement as a child of God, born again by the Holy Spirit, living in truth, seeking to please God who sent his son to die and pay for your sins, my sins, and the sins of the whole world. Jesus died on the cross for you! And whether you believe that or not doesn't dismiss the reality that it happened. And he rose from the dead on the third day, in fulfillment of the scriptures. Jesus said, "I am the Way, the Truth, and The Life, NO ONE come to the Father but through me. The bible says it is appointed once for man to die and then the judgement. All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God. All people who have not accepted Jesus as their genuine LORD (obedient master) and Savior will be pleading guilty at the throne of judgement! And there is only two kingdoms! Satan's and God's. There will either be hell for eternity for those who reject Jesus or heaven and love and joy for all eternity living with God and the saints! Those are the only two destinations. This world is a fallen world. Adam and Eve were conned by the devil and gave up dominion to the devil and that's why we have so much bloodshed, lies, hatred, evil in the world. People reject God and want to live their own selfish lives and walk in the hypocrisy of atheism or agnostic or any religion that proposes that "you can be good enough" by your own merit or religion. Religion and false Christianity is the devils design. The devil greatest objective is to have people believe in "god" but a god of this world, a counterfeit. The word antichrist means to oppose and REPLACE! Don't reject Christianity without actually picking up a bible and searching for God yourself. You will find that the Jesus you have been sold and purchased is a lie! You reject Jesus on the basis of lies! And, you like darkness as opposed to the benefits of forgiveness and walking rightly in RELATIONSHIP with Jesus!

[@RoughDraftChristianVids]

@@CDMButterfly Story time: I had a friend who was an atheist. We were having a conversation about God. He explained that there is no God and no objective reality or measurable definition for right and wrong. He said that all experience was simply subjective, individual perspectives and that what is right for you is not necessarily right for me, and similarly with what's wrong. We all define our own reality and there is no justice. I said, so essentially we are all our own god's? And he said, yes, but I don't believe in god, or morality or objective truth. I said. . OK. . .I understand you. And. . .we were on the way to his new car. He wanted to show me this amazing project car he had worked on for ten years. He built it with his father and he explained that it meant the world to him and he loved loved loved this car. It was a 1979 Trans Am and he just finished it. The final coat of 12 coats of black metal flake gold paint had just dried! We were on our way to see the car in the campus police parking lot. He figured that would be the safest place to park it. We arrived at the car. It was beautiful! Glimmering in the sun, but as we looked and our eyes focused, we both were in shock! My friends eyes bulged out of his head, his mouth opened, and he had the look of horror on his face. I could see what happened. The car was keyed, side to side, over the hood, over the trunk, up and down the sides!!! My friend in complete brokenness, crying, said. . . "OH MY GOD! What is wrong with people?" --------- And I said, "maybe they just have a different perspective." ------------------------ Now I made that story up. It's to demonstrate the hypocrisy of every so called atheist. They say they don't believe in God or being held accountable to any external measure for acceptance by him and at the same time demand justice for what they feel everyone else should agree with. With out God there is no justice and no measure for right and wrong. The atheist is right about that. But there is demand for justice and a conscience inside of everyone of us! We all by design, because of the "DESIGNER" have no excuse! He made us in His image. . .being conscious of our existence, knowing that truth is objective and esoteric ideologies that reject truth, like Luciferianism and all occult teachings are liars and lies! You can't have an opinion worth selling if its just your opinion. Stick your opinions. I prefer to acknowledge and walk and talk truth, biblical truth, God's Word! And preach Jesus as the only way to the Father and the only savior capable and legally able to meet God the Father's demand for justice. His death on the cross is the only payment for sin that God the Father will accept. You either reject it or you accept it in reality and make Jesus your Lord. Or. . .you keep living like a liar and independent fool, doing your own thing and enjoy your life and the wide road to hell and don't complain when you end up in hell for eternity.. . .with the devil and the demons laughing at you for rejecting Jesus and the free gift of God's love and forgiveness. Billions of people are in hell, tormented beyond comprehension, for eternity, screaming in horror, having no way out, no exit, no way to stop the pain, for all eternity. Why, because they were not lovers of the truth! Jesus said that true worshippers will worship in truth and in Spirit! You must repent of your sin and turn to Jesus and let your old life be crucified and raise again now / today as a new creation in Christ, surrendered and believing the truth. We are not saved by works, but by faith! You receive Jesus and forgiveness for your sin by faith. And genuine faith has a genuine response. Repentance is the response to a genuine faith. But, works is not the ticket to become a child of God. It's conviction of sin and the desire to belong to God and receive Jesus as your Lord and Savior! He's alive and knocking on your door right now! Right now! Repent right now! And ask Him into your life and decide to live for him, rejecting your old life. Go buy a bible and start consuming it! Pray and ask God to lead you in his wisdom and ways and your life will open up and be full of power, authority, light, and love. You will face persecution in this lost and evil world, but you will have joy that surpasses all understanding! Jesus is alive and he's right now right here, talking to you! Do you hear him? I do! I will pray that God opens your heart and His love woos you into a surrender and joy and peace and purpose so clear that you can't contain it and like me you can't wait to share Him with others, . . .all the day of your life! In Jesus name, Amen!

[@RoughDraftChristianVids]

@@CDMButterfly Hint: I am a Christian. I ain't an atheist or any other false religion. = ) Hint! LOL

[@wireycoyote3544]

​@@CDMButterfly Your soapbox is in another castle, sweetheart, get to steppin'

[@marengundlach1844]

You need hypnotherapy you can't figue out the problem with your mind. This is emotional stuff your mind will never clear this. Hope you feel better soon.

[@mitchwambui5045]

She's is abusive both verbally n abusive