Life with MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES - VLOG! | Switching, Dissociative Identity Disorder & Healing

[@asz-themoonwalker2771]

When Kya tries to keep it together outside. Jade does the same on the inside! Teamwork Dreamwork!

[@SupernaturalTessa]

Thriving instead of surviving ✨️

[@Zoe_EK]

Absolutely! They are glowing🌠

[@Sharebearr1214]

How beautiful I’m so happy for you. I’m hoping to get there soon

[@laurenmueller2207]

Dude isn’t it nuts!! “We did this thing and technically we were fine!!” It’s an INCREDIBLE feeling, so happy you and your system had that opportunity ❤️✨

[@FlutterliciousLP]

Going from a day-to-day-survival mode to "I'm redoing the office so it will be a better space for us to be in" is such a huge development! I'm really happy for you that you're able to take on such a big project and excited to see the result 😊

[@sarahkmiller]

I love that you incorporated the littles in a safe way that let each of them express themselves! What a wholesome outing! I’m chronically ill myself, and I’ve recently had a medication change that has decreased my pain and fatigue significantly. I’m so happy to see how well you all are doing!

[@DissociaDID]

I'm so happy for you!

[@Bloodysalami]

It's so nice to see you in such a optimistic and energetic mood! Things seem untangle themselves for you lately, so so glad for you and this positive boost :)

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you it's a relief!

[@sleepyote]

Good karma happens to good people ❤

[@KittyGoRawr876]

Just the change in energy levels in which Kya is speaking is amazing! There’s also this spark in their eyes? Idk but wow! So glad to see this change happening in your life

[@graymonk5972]

i’m glad y’all were listened to by your doctors!! that’s what we’re working on rn with our chronic fatigue and hypermobility oh those water fountain noises are so nice!! that’s such a good auditory stim for us 💖 -silver

[@CoziiDraws]

oh my god mango going straight back up to continue eating the plant is hilarious

[@DissociaDID]

She is so cheeky, it's because it's new! She's not used to plants!

[@smh1971a]

Excellent video! It was HUGE that you were able to get outside! I’m so happy for all of you for facing your fears and CRUSHING them! One step at a time!

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so so much lovely! Hope you're doing well! ❤️❤️❤️

[@smh1971a]

@@DissociaDID getting stronger everyday! ❤️

[@ThePolarisSystem]

I’m happy to see you’re thriving again. (Also please give Mango some cuddles for us, she’s a wonderful little chaos gremlin) -Jason

[@meredithclark6580]

Medication changes can be so life shaking. I remember being on something new a few months ago and was just astounded. My head has never been so clear. I’m able to think clearly and not overthink every individual detail. It was amazing and I’m glad that you are experiencing something similar

[@DissociaDID]

I'm so happy for you!!

[@Sword_Man.]

Glad to see how well your day went! Proud of you all : ) The plant at 14:30 with the purple/pink + green leaves is a Tradescantia Nanouk! Their sap is considered poisonous so it's a good thing it wasn't around with the kittens. For anyone interested in a pet-safe alternative, Polka Dot Plants have pink + green leaves and are non-toxic to dogs and cats!

[@professorg7387]

We struggle with agoraphobia as well! It’s a process! Be patient with yourselves! (We had an autistic meltdown in a lilac bush the other day😅 happy spring! ) 🪷

[@LiminalDoll]

I really needed this boost of solidarity to fearing the outside after trauma. I have an exposure tomorrow and it’s a more triggering environment. Thank you for your courage in talking about the difference of the medical professionals hearing you this time oppose to in the past. Your system makes a difference in my home where we both have mental health issues. Thank you for the content from all your parts.

[@DissociaDID]

❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@natalie23569]

I have been following you all since Chloe started the channel/before it blew up. This video literally made me cry, not just tear up. You all are so amazing/inspiring/resilient/ etc. Some notes: Love to see parenting of Mango, I have a wild kitty as well! Such an honor to see the little's perspective. It was extremely helpful to see how Jade's role works in a present moment, thank you so much for willingness to share. Love you all

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you for being with us so long!!

[@FaeChild8478]

I'm so glad that everyone had a good day. The fish were very nice to look at. Thanks for sharing this, it was insightful! I had a moment where it felt like I was watching someone else in my body.. it wasn't fun. (This was after my 'friends' had dared me to do bloody mary in the mirror at school) Lots of love

[@Bubba.mitchell4603]

Fish have cool looks to them. I’m not surprised that your inner kid enjoyed them

[@gemhart82]

Seeing the footage your littles took at the start is just so comforting, it makes me happy to know that you challenged yourselves to go outside and were able to enjoy the pleasant scenery 🥰 I hope the med changes continue helping your quality of life, you all deserve healing and peace !!

[@DissociaDID]

This is so lovely, thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@DivaHill12]

I am thrilled to bits everything is improving for you all! For the record, the "weird" should-be-under-the-sea plants are pitcher plants. They are carnivorous. It was a treat to see the world through the eyes of some Littles. I find myself feeling quite protective of them. Thank you all for sharing this with us. ❤

[@TheNo1pencil]

Aren't those what the Bellsprout line in Pokemon are based on?

[@you_gullible_fucc]

@@TheNo1pencil yes, but they're based on a different type of pitcher plant as well. the one in the video is a sarracenia, the one bellsprout is based off of is a nepenthes

[@DivaHill12]

@@TheNo1pencil Could be.

[@ninjoshday]

​@@TheNo1pencil Yep

[@KpopLyricsandNightcore]

Hi kya ❤ we are the Rainbow System, our littles relate so much to the littles in your system, one of our littles fronted during us watching this video and said that they like the same things as the littles, specifically the one who showed the designs on the cups, she's happy she found someone who shared an interest, you guys have helped us so much in our DID journey, and make us feel very validated ❤😊 Keep up the hard work! We love your videos so much!

[@macieparmenter4544]

The Rainbow System is such a cute name!

[@KpopLyricsandNightcore]

@@macieparmenter4544 We chose it because we have such a giant mix of races of alters in our system, and because we are very heavy in LGBTQ+ system members 😊

[@benbaker2965]

@@KpopLyricsandNightcore Be careful about saying you have different races in your system . You may be accused of cultural appropriation. I think it is silly because it was not a conscious choice if your child brain selected various skin tones and cultures, often a positive response to people you knew or or characters you identified with. I am proud to have a diverse system and applaud my brain for it. Children start out as colorblind. I think it is healthy. It sensitive adults who confuse your child brain as an appropriation . I like your system name.

[@user-mr1qw2bl6w]

This video was so wholesome! I don't have agoraphobia but I do struggle to leave the house consistently because being in public/around people drains my energy so quickly it often doesn't feel worth it. But hearing the phrase "we went outside and it was fine" made me smile so much, especially knowing that hasn't been the case for you in the past.

[@failynnblack4030]

1:36 I was about to say, after having watch all of you from a couple years after you guys started, there's been a DRASTIC change and you guys look amazing, more lively and coherent! It's amazing to see healing and what it can do!

[@opalscloset]

This reminds me of a series I saw on TikTok called “let’s not rot” or something along those lines, and it was someone pushing themselves to spend each day to the fullest instead of rotting away in their pain and grief. I really love watching healing stories like this, it’s like watching a caterpillar finally become that butterfly and get to fly free.

[@eliannamclaughlin794]

Your entire system being able to and enjoying doing something is so heartwarming to see! I hope this continues and that you take the time to enjoy it without feeling pressure to create content!!!! I also wanted to add, this isn't meant to disregard the struggle of rapid switching, or stress you endured to do this.

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so much!!

[@thed4rkestrose]

I’m someone who doesn’t have DID but I do age regress when I see bright colours and cute things like fish! Completely understood the littles loving them :’)

[@gemhart82]

I can relate to them staring at fish for hours lol

[@Pyro_Demon]

​@@gemhart82 same

[@undefinedgalaxy]

I remember watching the Paris vlog when it originally came out. Y’all have grown so much, and I’m so happy that things are *finally* starting to look up at least a little bit for y’all. You deserve it fr

[@DissociaDID]

Thank youuu!!

[@immaprocrastinator]

I had pretty mild agoraphobia in college due to some PTSD and it was hard enough to get over that. I’m so proud of you for taking steps to heal. I know it’s hard, even when it’s mild so I can’t imagine how scary it must be and how brave you are.

[@L3mon_Mylk]

The way you talk about your littles is so sweet, like an older sibling looking out for the young ones ❤️❤️

[@Zeldur]

I never thought that something to a "normal" person as simple as going to the garden centre to get plants would be a challenge but this really does help show how difficult this can be. So glad you vlogged the experience ^^. Thank you Jade for helping out

[@HanahS.]

As someone who has been following the channel from the very beginning, I am beyond happy for you that your day out went so well 😊 Also the two Littles filmed so well and they should be very proud of the footage they got for the Vlog 🤩

[@АнастасияСемененко-н3э]

I thought this too! 😄

[@auburnringlets]

As an individual with fibromayalga, the idea of a normal life with normal activities again is the dream. I'm so glad your treatment is working well.

[@prixca6146]

I'm glad that all of you enjoyed the day out having fun ,btw I loved the new background workplace so many beautiful plants is giving calm/relaxing vibes for me.

[@GuineapigGuardian]

I cried for you (you as in every single individual in your system) for having such a successful, wonderful time outside. I may not share commonality in your human experience, but I celebrate your successes with every single one of you. Brava 👏🏼 As I say in my yoga classes; life is good food, good company, and good sleep. Pawmaste 🐾

[@theyxaj]

p a w m a s t e

[@eleonoranale]

I’m struggling with my meds at the moment and don’t feel listened to by my team. Advocating for our own health is so hard, especially when in afab body. Seeing you like this gives me a lot of hope and happiness ❤️

[@DissociaDID]

We can relate, I hope you're pushing to be listened to if you can because you deserve to be taken seriously!

[@eleonoranale]

@@DissociaDID thankfully my therapist encourages me regularly on this, she’s the absolute best. Fingers crossed for the future

[@remember9097]

"we feel so much better... KEEP GOING" Love the energy of all this video

[@carlyblack42]

❤ I'm glad you all had a nice day and enjoyed being out.

[@justarose]

Im 6 months late but basically all i could think for most of this video was "omg this is amazing! im so happy for you!!!"

[@Undercover_Pineapple]

I have ME and oooft, Post exertional malaise is the woooorst! I can't remember a time in the last almost 10 years where I wasn't kicked in the butt by PEM! I'm SO glad you felt able to do stuff and have energy the day after doing stuff! Mine always hits 48 hours after and the grace period is such a hard time when I know what's coming! Amazing news that your med changes and new diagnosis has helped so much! I'm so proud of you filming vlogs too! Amazing to see you all having such a good couple of days!

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so much!! And yes it is an absolute nightmare, I'm so sorry you experience it too

[@Undercover_Pineapple]

@@DissociaDID It's ok. I'm also autistic so being around other humans is exhausting anyway most of the time 🤣🤣 Seriously though, I'm super proud of all of you and always inspired by your courage, strength and determination. You all are incredible!

[@valentinarojashernandez8593]

I’m so happy your doctors listened! Lots of love and support, stay safe!! 🥰🥰🥰

[@trishabowes1058]

I’m making a second comment to say, I am just… SO happy for you! Hearing you talk about how suddenly you had multiple functional days and were overwhelmed and overjoyed to do what you want to do… my heart is just swelling for you. I’m in a similar phase in my own health journey, I know how that experience feels. It is a REVELATION, a deep breath of clean air after years and years of choking. Knowing that you’re having that moment to breathe, GOD you must feel so amazing. I’m actually crying tears of joy for you typing this. Just know that today, all our hearts are so full for you and seeing you make this kind of progress. You’ve survived so long and fought so hard. You’ve always deserved this, but this cruel world decided to make you work for it, earn it. But earn it you did. I hope everyone in the system can take a moment and feel some pride for working together to get things here. Everyone here supporting you and watching your journey… we’re all SO proud and happy for you. I’m gonna go take a moment and happy cry for you now. I can’t wait to see more of this new phase in your journey!

[@Evender258]

Even hearing others say they are immeasurably happy, gives me more joy than I have had in a long time. Thank you!

[@mysty.myling]

I love that your doctors listen to you! Seeing you all go out makes me want to as well. I'm glad the day went super well for you! Maybe vlogs can help you all manage each day a little better- even just being at home, it's inspiring to watch your healing journey. I can't wait for the next vid!

[@shivp22]

I’ve been so intrigued and learning so much from your channel since I saw you on Anthony padilla’s channel. Can I just say how comforting this is to see you most “yourself” (whatever that means for you) and “comfortable” (as best considering you have chronic pain) ❤

[@bradleyard4195]

Well done! As someone who has mild agoraphobia, but still enjoys being outside when I don't need to interact with people, I have to say, bravo!

[@MiyuDelicious]

It looks like the whole system had a lovely time out and about. Everyone seemed quite happy. That's so wonderful. You found some cute stuff too, can't wait to see what the trellis looks like when its hung up.

[@2b-coeur]

Love how you straightforwardly & without embarrassment state/explain your needs, boundaries & the things you can and cannot do, and how difficult some of those are & the accommodations you set up in order to do them {e.g. having other people and plans to get out the house}. It's reassuring and inspiring because we often feel that we are too much, unmanageable, or can't have a life for being sensitive, easily triggered, needing extra support, etc. etc. *We* aren't agoraphobic nor have chronic physical illness, but hearing you explain your difficulties, we were able to understand and empathise, and did not feel a desire to mock or belittle your struggles, but rather felt you deserve the space you need. Soo maybe the people who mock & belittle ours are in the wrong as well.

[@Max-qg5vu]

I don't have DID or any other mental health disorders really but I'm quietly watching ur channel for what feels like forever. It's because of y'all that I found interest and wanted to learn about DID and other mental health disorders. Now after so many years following you, seeing you in such a positive, energetic and 'productive' mood just warms my heart. Wishing y'all the best

[@melindagraceaoanan1410]

Thank you, Kya, the Littles who showed us all those cute and pretty things, Jade, Sally, and all of You. Love and peace! ❤

[@rebeccaworley2794]

Hi Kya&Co

[@abbyrose7161]

Glad you’re doing well! Sending lots of love to you and your adorable kitties ❤

[@HouseSystem]

This has been a long time coming. We started watching your content years ago, we think 2019 but you know...amnesia. Your content was almost too relatable and it scared us. I never felt so seen, called out, and understood by someone I've never and will never meet. We stopped watching because your content was honestly triggering but that was because of our host at the times intense denial of anything DID. It was only this year through an incredible friend and professionals who actually listened that we came to begin our acceptance journy. One of the biggest things our previous host used against us for all those years was that other systems don't act like us. We can't have DID because we don't have it correctly. But you stating that even switching can look drastically different sent us into tears of joy. You have educated us, helped us comprehend each other, and made us so much less scared. We will forever be grateful to you and are in awe of your strength and endurance throughout all you have gone through. From, most, of us, Thank you.

[@hollywilldoyoga]

I was tearing up when the littles started recording the plants and all the little trinkets and colorful items. I am so excited and happy for you all to be able to go out and honor yourselves. I can definitely tell you are doing better as a whole, and I am just so proud of your internal communications and amount of healing you are doing. Many happy high fives for you all!! ❤❤❤

[@Noel.Chmielowiec]

So happy for you! Doctors often don't realise that if they listen to their patients, they can change their life. For them the appointment is another 15 minutes of the day, but for us it could be something life changing. It was like that with my psychiatrist and doctor from pain management clinic. They are both awesome and always listen. Finally I can live without constant migraine, it still happens but it doesn't hurt everyday. And what's most important for me in a doctor is when they say 'I don't know, I need to consult with others' because they are human and can't have expertise in everything.

[@lovely_malle8545]

I can't tell you how happy this made me! I had a smile on my face throughout this whole video. Sending you all lots of love ❤️

[@SimplySara55]

I've actually been curious for a long time now what a day in your life is like, especially when the littles front (commenting before I watch obvs lol). Can't wait to fully watch and have my curiosity satisfied! 😊❤ (Commenting early because having you all heart my comments makes me feel good 🥰) Edit after seeing the intro: I am so proud of you for being able to vlog an entire day and being able to edit and post it!!

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you!! We also have a vlog of when we went to Paris a few years ago on the channel if you'd like to see that!

[@CaliAmandalyn1981]

That sounds like what I'm going through with my new ADHD diagnosis! I started medication & my brain feels so CLEAR! I have so much anxiety from medical trauma in the past few years. I have chronic pancreatitis & chronic pain too. Totally miserable! I'm 41 & still learning about myself. Thank you for being so open!

[@beccas.6983]

I am SO happy to hear that you are in a better, healthier place!! Medical trauma on top of chronic illness is no joke. Thank you for all the work you do. You have taught me so much, and I'm grateful for your channel. ❤

[@АнастасияСемененко-н3э]

Oh, everything about this video has made me SO unbelievably happy! I'm happy for littles, that they felt safe and could enjoy bright colours and nature. I'm happy for your communication with Jade, i love the respect and close connection between you. I love that you feel better. I'm not a system, but I've also felt better recently and it all just makes me so much more happy! Hope you have many more days like this❤

[@Kasey.Walker]

Firstly, I am so glad you have been listened to by the doctors, as another UK based individual with poor mental health, I know all about not being listened to and relief when it actually happens. I am also glad that things are going well for you, as from what you've shared, you and the rest of the system have been through a lot of trauma and I am proud of all of you for getting through this. Also seeing the perspectives of the littles was wonderful, I also enjoy being around nature so being in a garden centre would be heaven to me.

[@koosiii]

Hehe fun fact, did you know May 20th (520) is known as the day of love in chinese culture? 520 in Chinese sounds like 我愛你 (wo ai ni) and so its known as the day of love! I think its so perfect that you filmed this vlog on 520 cus its kinda like you taking time to heal and loving yourself ❤. Sorry if this comment didnt make sense haha im not good at explaining 😅. Anyways, so proud of you for stepping out of your comfort zone and inspiring me to step out of my own comfort zone! Love ya ❤

[@miayoongi8086]

Descobri seu canal a alguns dias e estou completamente apaixonada por você e cada uma de suas identidades! Muito amor do Brasil! 🩷🇧🇷🇧🇷

[@thealtoftheblooberrie]

You all are one of my greatest sources of information about DID and how different systems can function in a day-to-day life. I love getting to see all of the alters living their best lives now - I know that’s got to be rewarding from how hard you’ve all been working on your communication. Keep doing awesome babes

[@juliebaughman6391]

I've been watching your channel for a couple of years now, and can I just say, it makes me SO happy to see you feeling so healthy. I struggle with Bipolar and have been on my own journey to try to return to normal after a devastating divorce 1.5 years ago. But! I'm back in school, in a new (and healthy) relationship, back in therapy, and spending more and more time outside going for walks with my pup. You are such an inspiration! Mental health IS physical health, and I'm stoked to see you looking AND feeling so good!!!! 🤗🤩

[@masen0593]

I'm so happy you've come to a point in your healing where you can enjoy the outsides! Nature has helped me so much with my mental and physical health and i hope it can for you guys too. Sending love to the whole system❤

[@Tara........]

It's great to know you're feeling better! It seems as if you had a lovely day out at the garden centres.

[@ann.mvevans]

I have been here since Chloe was a host, and I want to say how proud of you :) I also have agoraphobia, though I'm a singlet, and I cannot overstate how proud I am of your progress and for you guys going out and shopping :)

[@soshimochi]

I’m so happy that you had this lovely day in the outside! That’s a huge step, including the super cute additions to your office 🥰 I really appreciate what you said about this video in context and how it’s serving as hope for those still struggling that the work is worthwhile and that it CAN get better. You’re so wonderful, and I’m grateful for your content! Everyone can learn from this, and it was so relaxing to watch the plants and listen to the water of the fountains with you all 💗 Love you!

[@janellehaines9705]

I love how interested the littles were in all the plants and fish and water features!!! This was so adorable❤

[@shina_not_sina]

Mental illnesses often need quite a while to heal, and sometimes can be frustrating. But even some tiny steps of improvement can be exciting, and gives positive energies to continue. So glad to see you people having a nice happy day and also been able to get some things done!

[@flyingfridgezzz7347]

Aaa the Littles filming things they liked were so precious!!! 🫶 I still imagine it must be so scary to have them out, but it’s so sweet to see them happy, even if we can’t see their faces! I do find it smart to keep their names and voices and expressions out of the video, though. I can only imagine how dangerous it must be to have Littles exposed to the internet. You guys take great care of your system, even now with Soren as the new host! Love you guys!

[@angeliemaguinda]

As a current psychology major, your channel has really broadened my knowledge regarding DID. It has been really helpful! Hopefully everything gets better for you all and thank you for sharing your experiences with us❤️

[@KirstyM100]

This makes me so pleased for you all. We know how challenging med changes can be initially, but it's so good everything is working out for the best. I was given ketamine (in hospital) once for a migraine and it caused rapid switching. I'm so glad my husband was there. We switched 32 times in just 1 hour and we had no control because of the ketamine. The hospital staff just freaked and didn't come near us until the fluids had finished. My husband was pissed. It had made the migraine so much worse and they said we can give another dose of ketamine but my husband told them we were leaving.

[@bernardo1814]

You should be proud of yourselves! It's not an easy task to go against trauma and make something as complicated as system communication work. You all have been through a lot, in so many ways, but your hard work is finally starting to pay off. Congratulations DissociaDID! I hope life only gets better for you guys from here ❤️❤️❤️

[@seraphic_system]

we've been big fans for years, and it's so incredible to see how you've all grown. you've been huge inspirations for us and a massive source of hope for our future, both as a system and in life. thank you for everything you do, both for systems and singlets - you're heroes

[@DissociaDID]

I'm so glad we've been able to help ❤️ this is so sweet of you and we wouldn't be able to do any of this without your support! Thank you ❤️

[@Princesslov27]

This was very cool. I know it’s not every day, but you were able to function and heal a little and that’s just awesome. I appreciate all of your videos, not because I’m a multiple but because you’re just genuine and kind and interesting. Being all of yourself is reality, the learning is what I came for but being you is what I stayed for.

[@EurikaKoli]

So much good stuff happening! Having good meds makes a HUGE difference. (ADHD, generalized anxiety and depression) I know that my world and yours are VERY different, but I'm so happy you're feeling so much better. And proud of you for saying "eff you" to your fears and going out and (seemingly) having a good time. Glad the littles were able to check stuff out too. Here's to more improvement, recovery, and thriving.

[@tlwf.system]

Very very proud of you all! We are going through intense treatments and healing journey finally accepting healing is not as scary as we thought. It’s very amazing to see others going through the same thing in their own ways. So very proud ❤ - E

[@spaceinmyhead]

Its amazing watching this video after watching you guys for the past 3ish years. You all seem so much happier, like life is finally giving you the break you deserve and its amazing to see. You all deserve the world, and Im so glad things are looking up for you guys!!

[@oliviabuss8306]

YAY! I'm so happy yesterday was such a good day. That's amazing. Love you all.

[@annierebeccaa]

The second little who fronted reminds me so much of me as a kid lol. Everything is exciting and needs to be documented. Love it!

[@Oldytevehallows92827]

Im so happy to see y'all are doing better. Hopefully this is ongoing upward happiness for you and your system. You all deserve so mucb kindness and happiness.

[@notaseat5934]

The littles filming things they find interesting is the cutest thing ever and I was beaming from ear to ear the entire time

[@Delilahtearrose]

This was great to see!!! I’m glad you all were able to go through with going outside, and that you’re all still full of energy! I’ve noticed ever since I got a new job that I’ve slowly been getting some of my energy back, and you all are such a huge help!

[@blueXwren]

I feel so relieved for you that your doctors listened for once and you found some answers, like I know the struggle (to a lesser degree, obviously). But it's great to see you recovering and finding better medications and things to improve your lifestyle. The vlog was also very fun to watch! Your narration is very soothing. I also like to go to garden centres quite a lot. I love colourful flowers.

[@michellemontgomery-jones2579]

It's wonderful news that you're feeling better. I enjoyed the day you all shared. The Littles are so refreshing. Their views are interesting and fun. I love the fish. So beautiful.

[@quil-dv]

Having watched you for years it’s so exciting to see you all doing so much better now, you don’t know me but I’m so thrilled and relieved for all of you!! And very grateful I’ve been watching and learning as someone close to me has a potential DID/OSDD diagnosis being explored at the moment, and I’d like to support them to the best of my ability, and this channel has been a big part of that :)

[@hayleyrum4274]

I'm so happy to hear of these improvements to your energy and pain. Medication changes can do wonders! I hope you continue on this trajectory. I'm also super proud of you for challenging yourself to go outside!

[@Adehadynia]

I'm really happy that you're feeling better now! I was actually thinking about you today, because I really wanted to thank everyone in the system for making these videos! You guys are making a wonderful job! I have panic disorder and was struggling with not only panic attacks, but also with accepting that I have this kind of illness and how it affects my life. Your videos really helped me with accepting myself again. I have agoraphobia too (mild, but it's still there when there's a huge trigger), so I know how it sucks and how hard it is to get outside and do things. I'm glad you had a fun day in the garden center! PS I think it's not a ginger plant, but a ginseng ficus, but someone please correct me if I'm wrong

[@lizh4244]

the garden center is lovely ❤ also glad to hear youve been feeling better thats wonderful!

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you!!

[@Ten1brae]

I was so happy to watch you enjoying this achievement! Joyful! Also, I just wanted to say that one part of the video was especially affirming for me. You talked about making your space inspirational and supportive in a way of leaving past trauma behind and this is exactly the situation I am in. I have a new home and I am making it the most loving and peaceful place possible that nurtures my soul. Being a very artsy and sensual person, this has involved purchasing things for my space and I have been feeling guilty about the money I am spending… BUT… what might look frivolous to some is essential for my own healing. So thank you for mentioning your plans for your office. 💜

[@felishrhodes6428]

Super excited to watch some vlogs. Love all your content and super proud of you for all you do

[@DissociaDID]

Thank you so much!

[@ailanisd8594]

Wow! The change is incredible! I’m so happy to see you thriving as a system. I also feel peace and serenity with listening to the water. I live on a lake and love to just sit and listen to the water. The Littles make me smile with their unique interest. The little porcupine was adorable and I’m shocked a little didn’t fully come forward! You all did amazing and I’m proud of you all!

[@Rachel-wg9co]

Wow. What a breath a fresh air! Happy we were able to « interact » with the littles in a safe way. I always was curious, but I understood very well why it wasn’t safe for us to know a lot about them. Your vlog was very wholesome and soothing. Hope you continue getting better, I’m super happy for you guys.

[@kshanda]

Garden shops are so wonderful and soothing. Caring for all my houseplants is one thing that always calms my anxiety and stepping into a garden shop has the same energy for me. The earthy smell is so grounding.

[@TheAMarino8]

I'm so glad you're feeling better. It warms my heart. ❤ And for your doctors to listen, AND GOING OUTSIDE! What a victory!! 🎉🎉 You look absolutely beautiful in the sun. ❤

[@aceofbranches]

Had a really rough and slightly flashback-filled day and I didn't realize a little was nearby until we started having a panic attack seemingly out of nowhere. Spent over an hour trying to find some way to calm them down as they couldn't seem to leave front and as a last-ditched attempt I remembered and decided to show them all of the plants and fish that you guys filmed. Still not doing great, but we aren't as shaky any more and I think it'll be okay to stand up. Thank you for being so open and sharing this

[@Mermaid_in_cabin_10]

Things can change. ❤ I suffer with bipolar 1 / PTSD / ADHD and I just stopped my lithium last week bc of the side effects. Today, I have been on the couch all day. It was helpful to hear it can get better and what y’all had to say. I need to get back on it because I do notice how different it is.

[@keiaria4300]

I think the storm that is pass by is to show the rainbow for you. Give yourself a lot of time to heal and may it get even better in the future.

[@naturalthemelodious]

My gatekeeper, Red, and I have conversations all the time like you have with Jade! We have a lot of littles in our system so he ends up becoming the unwitting babysitter. I remember one time though (I forget why Red wasn't around, I think he was dormant) I couldn't get ahold of him and we went to the museum that day and I ended up half-conscious with a two year old little fully piloting the body because he got excited by all the interactive train features lol We were with a friend at the time who is very loving and knows about our diagnosis so I was glad he got to at least enjoy himself but yeah! littles piloting the body can be pretty scary because you want them to have fun but you also want them to be *safe*.

[@hedera1332]

I live with a family member who also has Reynaud's as well as fibromyalgia (very similar to CFS but with a bunch of pain) as well as a bunch of other illnesses. They can be incredibly debilitating and the fact that they are 'invisible' illnesses means that those who suffer from them often aren't listened to or taken seriously. The amount of times they have gone to the doctor only to have been told 'it's just your fibro' is infuriating. They also have to plan their days ahead as ordinarily 'simple' tasks like showering or visiting the doctor or grocery shopping will often exhaust them for the rest of the day. I am so glad DissociaDID are finally being listened to and that their health is improving! I can definitely noticed Kya being more animated in this video than usual, I think partly because they are so excited, I love it 😆

[@eversystemm]

Gonna have to skip the part where there's medical talk, but excited to watch the rest later! Yay for you all! We always love your chill vids cause they make us feel less lonely ty💙 -Ben & co