Disturbed Singer's Tearful Speech: I "Almost Joined" Chester Bennington & Chris Cornell

[@leprothyisgoodalbum]

I was there that night, it was emotional to say the least. He then had the lights turn to us and had everyone raise their hands if they had gone through depression or addiction. He asked us to look around and see who else had their hand up, to show that we aren’t alone. It was beautiful EDIT: Thanks for all the likes. I'm also just completely confused from some of these comments

[@jpthedrummer4258]

I was there as well. it was powerful.

[@cantkillcliffrose]

😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@kaitlynsvintagecloset]

I was there too

[@kgjohnson0240]

Amazing!

[@ironzeppelin354]

He did that in Seattle last time I saw them, literally every single hand was up. Was heartbreaking

[@jjpurcell8264]

Disturbed, Linkin Park, Stone Temple Pilots... These aren't just random bands or words. These are household names that carried a whole generation. To all of us they aren't just rich famous musician so much as a close friend that knew exactly what to say when we needed to hear it. Beautiful, emotionally driven music that gave millions their reason to fight. There is a light in the darkness, and, for a lot of us, it is the music they bring us.

[@absolutrnormality]

Exactly ❤

[@Eren_jaeger_desu]

Chester was my hero. When I was at the lowest point in my entire life, his words “Let it go..” echoed in my head and reminded me that, I too, have a reason to fight, a reason to win. His words, his voice, saved my life. I just wish I could thank him for saving me.

[@CatBurglar84]

Very well said

[@m.t.6969]

Alice in Chains and Nirvana, as well.

[@feistyunicorn5617]

Yuppers ❤❤

[@123theprodigy5]

Man, poor David, I’m glad that celebrities are opening up about their mental health struggles

[@invincible____67]

He just a cry baby

[@derekosgood3230]

@veganhigler6541 by who?

[@derekosgood3230]

@@TonyDeanDrums for what reason?

[@DrunkTranquility]

They both got suicided

[@youcanthandlethetruth8873]

I want whatever the f*ck half of the people in these replies are smoking.

[@keiko44]

We’ll never get over losing Chester. Still feels like a nightmare.

[@stephenrybka1200]

I know I still can’t believe he hung himself

[@squidwardtentacles2736]

I think fans of his music including myself will never get over it. I wrote one of my favorite poems ever based on Cobain, Bennington and Cornell because I had to get it out somehow. Music touches people more than the world gives credit for.

[@optimus304]

​@@squidwardtentacles2736 i would like to see that poem.

[@squidwardtentacles2736]

@@optimus304 "Deeper" Less than one in a million
captivated audiences
countless fans in stands
reverberating the depths of your soul
intoxicating connect, made us lose control
but we never had a close enough view
no one had a clue
of your buried patch of blue
dig deeper


everyone heard the lyrics
but it was lost on us
now we hear your echoes
you’re not lost in them
we heard, we read
about the sadness
but this news, won’t keep us hollow
we refuse to bleed out only sadness into tomorrow
no more time just for sorrow
your time wasn’t borrowed, it continues
more than ever now, we recognize
more than ever now, we realize
how many others share this demise?
take a look around
you’d be surprised what you’d find
hiding in plain sight this blue
disguising itself in so many hues
put your heel into it, dig deeper


the good die young they say
I won’t buy into that cliche
it affects us all in many ways
Cobain, Cornell, Bennington
and so many more
such a small fraction of people
that know how to touch our core
invited others into their self
opening unseen doors
but now their voices are muted
dead men who speak no more
uncover it, dig deeper


wherever there is darkness
there is also light
we heard your story
so we join in the fight
becoming more aware of those around us everyday
all suffering silently in so many ways
your voice touched so strongly that it stayed
to continue reaching beyond the grave
so grab your shovel, dig deeper


a smile and a laugh
can be so deceiving
from those who hurt the most
on the verge of leaving
hold your friends close
and closer still
you never know what goes on
in heads of those struck ill
don’t assume, ask
don’t delay, act now
pry all you need to at their mask
because they know how well it fits
even if they don’t ask
and try to dismiss it
there is no needle, pill, or fluid
that penetrates this sickness
only shovels and persistent love
so find this unmarked plot
and dig deeper

[@DemiHavok420]

​@@stephenrybka1200People legitimately think that? He was planning a huge documentary with his friend Chris Cornell, they both end up "self deleting" before the documentary comes out, and people just don't see anything suspicious about that? Ok i guess, best just to ignore what they were planning on doing, because they died before they got there. Oh no, the fans shouldn't take up where they left off or anything, don't want to be labeled a "problem" or anything... No one should do anything about trying to finish what Chris and Chester started, I'm sure that's how they would have wanted it right? Embarrassing.

[@KingArod19]

Hearing the emotion in his voice broke my heart. We love you David

[@mikaelpagdades1751]

We definitely do

[@GodOfFuck]

its fake as fuck duh me . u all fall for actors way to easy . its what's killing us all . shameful

[@laloelsalamanca]

fake

[@EdgarSanchez-tk8hb]

And also Taylor hawkins

[@klinero14]

His words speak of mental health issues

[@Swaghettiyolonese1]

Idk what I'd do if we lost David. Losing Chester, Scott, and Chris broke everything I had. Especially with Chester, the lyrics he wrote described the most pain I've ever heard. It's heartbreaking.

[@saramoore4172]

I miss Chester, haven't been able to listen to the new Linkin Park songs without him 😢

[@Swaghettiyolonese1]

@@saramoore4172 tbh I just started listening again. The absolute agony in his lyrics his different now.

[@fortodaymark]

To the original comment, who is Scott?

[@Swaghettiyolonese1]

@@fortodaymark Scott Weiland, the original lead singer for Stone Temple Pilots.

[@travisowens9735]

Having beaten my addictions by the grace of God alone, I now only use cannabis I grow myself organically and I make tinctures and ride around the elderly community I live in and where many old people are strung out on opiates. So I give it away as well as buds because some of the older people are just afraid to smoke it I give them options for smokeable buds or an eye dropper under the tongue. Reefer madness indoctrinated people so it's an uphill battle but I refuse to quit trying. Think about your grandma and grandpa strung out on oxys or morphine. That's what All bands should be saying. Kudos for having the strength to say that you almost died too. Peace ✌️

[@drkronenbongsoddities4969]

Never been a disturbed fan ..but what this man did here takes a lot of guts. He said what alot of people haven't been saying and taking the time to address it honestly and so candidly is definitely a heroic action of sorts.

[@GimmeABReakd0wn]

Same, man. I prefer the real heavy stuff, but I have so much respect for him addressing this. As someone whose struggled with this stuff, I can appreciate anyone who's willing to normalize it and make it known that you're not alone, no matter how famous and successful you are. Props to him.

[@sicktanick2918]

​@@GimmeABReakd0wn real heavy stuff lawl, such a dumb comment made buy a simpleton.

[@barrymiller2272]

​@@GimmeABReakd0wn hell yes, it's a battle that most of this planet ignores. Addiction is so real and ugly at the same time. If anyone out there reads this, their's a candle burning for YOU! Seek the help you need....

[@wastelandstation6168]

Yeah I really dislike that music, but this is big. He might have saved several lives that day!

[@minbari73]

so long as the audience had a good time hearing about his struggles

[@arvurebantra7639]

The stunned noise when he said "I almost joined them", that brief silence, you could feel it all. Every single person in that arena was hit by the harsh reality of depression and how it affects people.

[@MatteoBiondillo]

​​@@StylesLeeWTF DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WHIT ANYTHING!!? You bots bringing your religious stuff for no reason AT ALL.

[@arvurebantra7639]

@@StylesLee That has nothing to do with this.

[@angelvalentine5317]

​@@StylesLeeso stop shoving Christianity down people's throats.

[@chrisrj9871]

@@StylesLee - Depression is often religion-based. This is a sin, not doing that is a sin, do what I do because God says so or you're a sinner. Go to a religious channel and just be.

[@ChickenJoe-tq6xd]

@@chrisrj9871that’s so bs, so many more atheists are depressed then Christian’s, I’m not even religious and I can see that

[@moonlight_sparkle6659]

I just want to point out the crowd's silence during his speech, even though there were subtle and small cheers and applause, as soon as he said that he almost joined Chester and Chris, it's like you could hear a mouse patter in that room. It's something you don't see often in concerts. It's hard enough as it is to listen to Soundgarden and Linkin Park without their vocalists but it would've been just as devastating to lose David and not hear him in Disturbed anymore. I'm so glad and proud of David that he didn't let depression and addiction cost him his life.

[@kaitlynsvintagecloset]

I was there in the front row and people were absolutely getting emotional

[@Kat-mu8wq]

To make it worse, Chris Cornell took his life the day after my birthday, so every year when my birthday comes, I know his death anniversary is to follow.

[@fast97z24]

​@Kat we lost Chris Cornell on Dec 3th 2015. I lost my dad on dec. 6th 2015. Same thing for me, every time I hear of an anniversary of Scott's death, I know my dad's is soon to follow.

[@JustinLowery-np4hx]

such a joke.... you people are idolizing a "person"!

[@jodiegalloway3614]

I like Disturbed even more now. I'm glad he was able to pull through. I named my 2 little cats Cornell and Bennington and they are both the happiest, silliest, kindest cats. My way of honoring two other wonderful people 💔

[@kayleenhills6786]

His voice is haunting. His words are haunting. His emotion is haunting. I respect this man so much for speaking his truth.

[@KathyAnnalise]

I went and saw Disturbed for the first time in August 2023.. He made this same exact speech. I cried- It was so refreshing to listen to a celebrity speak up about their mental health issues. He is such a beautiful human.

[@nlightin]

I can tell he meant every word wholeheartedly. Props to you David, keep fighting the good fight brother ✊️

[@Rusli1659LPSoldier]

every time I hear Chester's name, I got goosebumps by that at 2:20.

[@adamgontierfanchannel2862]

I cried on that part

[@WoockerSocket2]

I just want to put you in a room of 100 people named chester and watch you explode

[@chadsanchez508]

The legend of my generation! He had the same effect like hide Matsumoto did in Japan! Both legends gone too soon.

[@CWN6505]

Mental health is serious. I lost my older brother, who I admired and looked up too. He was a huge Linkin Park and Disturbed fan. Seeing this brings tears to my eyes because I've haven't stopped listening to these bands because they remind me of him so much. Thank you so much David for being brave and encouraging others to fight, be strong and get help from your love ones 🙏

[@andyroid5028]

*_I'm so glad to hear that he chose to stay on this earth. For most us, just hang in there... as depressing as life gets some time, it always gets better. Thanks to Rock Feed for the great comments! You're MORE of a man to reveal your emotions, brother! God Bless You._*

[@GodOfFuck]

this is appalling . everyone knows those guys were unalived over exposing the p3do industry . this is just damage control . so shameful trying 2 change the narrative of what those MEN really where taken out for.

[@RissaFirecat]

I’m there now, David. I know how you feel. God bless you, and NEVER give up!

[@melissaivy5199]

AMEN🙏🤘✌️🖤🤘🙏

[@secretidentitynetwork6218]

It dooesn't always get better. For me it keeps getting worse.

[@jodiegalloway3614]

​@@secretidentitynetwork6218I am so very sorry to hear this 😢. I struggle a lot too. I know it doesn't feel this way, but there are people or pets who care very deeply for you. It's hard to see this when you're that low, I know. I'm responding to you because I care and I know there are others, it could be a cashier at a store, family, friends, pets, neighbors even if you don't talk to them much. I'm 100% certain of this having been a social worker who talked with many folks who'd been impacted by suicide. What can I do to help you?

[@slugtoenail]

Hats off! Finally, someone being vulnerable instead of hiding and being ashamed of these feelings that many of us have.

[@howardweingard43]

David’s speech was very heartfelt… you could see how genuine he is, too. Also, I’m happy he is still with us as Disturbed’s frontman.

[@DavidDraimandisturbed]

Hey fans

[@williammccune9618]

It's just an act, part of the show. Does it every show.

[@xenite8555]

I will never forget the day I heard about Chester's passing. Just before I heard the news, I was listening to his songs. When I hear about celebrities who have passed, I usually think how sad. But when I heard about Chester, I actually shed some tears. Our generation was raised on his songs and felt like we lost someone close to us. RIP Chester. We miss you.

[@squidwardtentacles2736]

I heard from a coworker while on shift and I stopped in my tracks and said "plz tell me that's not for real " as soon as I want on break I looked it up. was a hard day, I never knew him but I felt I did through his music...

[@Wraithstrike19]

I remember waking up, booting up the iPad so I could laze in bed for a bit before needing to get up, checked my limited socials and the first thing that got my attention was a tagged comment from my dad about how badly I was gonna react to something. Tapped the comment, loaded the page and just stared at that picture for far too long before deepdiving the net to confirm cos I was hoping it was some hoax or another. Dad was right... I shut down in a very serious way that day.

[@TheNolife96]

I cried so much, and i still cry today listening to him, it's been 7 years and yet, i can't get over it

[@egalitarius8582]

We need more people like David, too many people have turned their backs and become cold to people in need.

[@kxrrupter7krx774]

:0

[@egalitarius8582]

@@kxrrupter7krx774 O)_(O

[@egalitarius8582]

@foenix8094 me, I'm trying to be encouraging and nice, and you wanna be a troll?

[@sunnya.2665]

@@egalitarius8582 Thank you for your comment, people like him can push people over the edge.. he's ignorant and dangerous😥

[@egalitarius8582]

@@foenix8094 who?

[@hi-im-huesitos]

As someone dealing with both depression and addiction, I felt that... I felt that so hard... All the love and best wishes for David and all Disturbed's band members and fans. You keep fighting fam, we keep fighting to see another day.

[@sunnya.2665]

Having a severe depression it's very hard to stay of drugs, THC is like a medicine for me but i had to stop. Gave me panicattacks, today I quit smoking it for 105 days. The nightmares drive me crazy.. I was on my way to buy some for now last evening. The bus didn't come, its too far to walk and the weather is very bad. Now at 4.45 in the night i don't dare to go to sleep. But it's like the Gods all said: no, don't! If you panic you might kill yourself this time.. glad i'm still here. Still sober, hope i can get rid of the depression. My dog and my son would miss me, cannot let them down. Love you all❤️‍🩹

[@ARC117Studios]

I was at this show, and this was a very beautiful and tragic moment.

[@nanyabyzness3234]

I was also there. It was .

[@crazymelomanka]

Dear David, please hold on there!! We don't want to lose you too...

[@blutomindpretzel1735]

last time I saw Disturbed he brought up a fan onstage who struggled with depression. He wrote a note for David and David read it, before playing Hold on to Memories with the fan on stage. Very powerful, David is a great guy. I'm glad he's open about this.

[@accuratealloys]

I’m a Marine Corps veteran. If it weren’t for the mental toughness I gained from the Corps I wouldn’t be here today to see this. It’s not easy because every day is a struggle. I have to do it myself. One day I’ll probably lose the battle but today I’m still here.

[@LightsaberGoBrrrrrr]

Keep fighting brother. You can always push it off until “tomorrow” And you have people that will have your back, even if they’re random KZbin commenters like me

[@mistermusic140]

Thank you for your service sir!

[@carlkuhl5660]

Semper Fi Bro. USMC 86-89. Hang in there brother. We all go through mental hard times. No one can see the pain you and I have gone through. The demons want you to quit. You have to show them that you can't be broken. Your soul is everlasting, can't be destroyed. The body is weak. When you control your mind, they can't put ideas on your head. Whenever you are down you have to distract your mind When you are on that mental state, plan out your life, set goals, distract your mind from the negativity with something positive. Don't give up the fight, us veterans have to keep our chin up because America will need you. A revolution is coming soon, it starts in the mind with a simple idea that needs to be nourished. Have a blessed day and thank you for your service. I appreciate you, man.

[@NothingToSeeHere1141]

I'm glad you are still here. Thank you for your service. 🫡 🇺🇸

[@rsj2027]

Thank you for your service and your dedication to your country and your family. May God Richly Continue to Bless You and Your Family In The Name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth Amen 😊. Glad you are still here, hold on to God's unchanging hand. People are buttholes and life's circumstances are a witch, but God's love never fails 😊

[@Hicks-g1m]

I love Disturbed David Draiman is such an inspiration God bless him life is worth living for no matter what you are going through

[@justice4manson]

It still makes the heart ache that Chris and Chester are gone… Relieved he’s okay and mad respect for opening up like this. It mustn’t have been easy to do but could save someone’s live

[@melissaivy5199]

I've ALWAYS said it takes a REAL MAN to cry!! It's allowed!! I'm tearing up right now!!! I'll ALWAYS be a disturbed fan!!! I'm so so sorry for everyones loss in last few years we've lost a lot of talented people and WILL ALWAYS be remembered and you ALL stay strong and be safe out there 🤘🤘✌️🖤🤘🤘

[@alarchuleta804]

💯

[@octavia5666]

Absolutely! Real men cry. It takes more strength to be vulnerable.

[@MorbidBritt92]

I cried, hard, especially when he said Chester's name..glad we didn't lose you David, no one's alone- even the most known of the famous can be depressed or dependent of addiction, we are ALL only human! Love&light to you all.

[@Ryo7_7]

Seriously. What a stand up guy for speaking about that. You rock David and don't stop now. 🤘🏾

[@Detox206]

He often speaks and acts daily against tough matters like these.. dude is a real one, great finding out what a good guy he is after growing up to Disturbed's soundtrack. Especially since everyone in my country thought it was the devils music 🙄

[@ar9ar99]

Every single word he spoke, hit me hard. Im going though a tough moment in life, my father is battling liver cancer and my brother was recently incarcerated. Sometimes I feel like giving up and end it all, only reason I keep going is because I give my dad motivation to keep going and encourage him and to be by mom’s side thru these hard times. Depression slowly eats you inside

[@shaunmclaughlin6873]

Bless keep fighting for what your dad would want for you 💙💚🙏 🇬🇧🇬🇧🇬🇧🇺🇸

[@illuzionatrix]

Keep the faith. Life is hard, but we must push on. We are all a gift for the world that is waiting for us. Look up Shinedown 45 live acoustic. There's a show in Kansas city Brent Smith tells the story about the song and it's truly beautiful

[@theelitebattleangel]

I respect him the most After Chester's death I've listened to his music because his music is very much like Chester's and honestly I'm proud of him very much because he has the strength and the will to carry on and fight back these terrible things that we have addiction and a depression

[@scoobywithadoobie7255]

Omg. This made me sad as a fan of his. He is such an amazing singer and has so much emotion when he does songs he has. Everyone knows his sound of silence cover. I'm glad he knows his fans are there for him cause how they all cheered for him.

[@JohnnyStyckz]

I'm struggling myself right now. Thank you, David for those emotional words that came from your heart. It's almost as if God told me at this moment in time to turn on KZbin and watch one of my favorite rock and roll reporters. And lo and behold, there are these powerful words of hope coming from someone who knows how I feel. Thanks Rock Feed. I hope this video will save some lives today. Rock on!!!🍻🎶🎼🎵🥁🙏

[@PaulSmoker420]

I don't know you, but hang in there, okay? It's going to get better. You are going to get better. 🙂❤

[@woody8577]

You’re certainly not alone. We’ve just gotta stay positive and keep on that grind. Rock Feed has become my favorite YT channel for rock news, and this video’s a perfect example why. Always good people hanging out in the comments as well.🤘🏼

[@ginamackley2163]

Im here if you need to talk. Sometimes its easier to talk to a stranger and im pretty strange. Thank you david

[@nlightin]

Don't Let Go 💎✊️

[@NK-bz9wb]

Sending you a hug from Norway, John. No feeling is final. Also you're the sperm who won so that's already an amazing start right? I'm sure you're a great person capable of great things and great love. Keep on rocking

[@dostwood5103]

I don't even like Disturbed's music, but I won't lie, this hit hard. I have a lot of respect for David.

[@charlescalhoun6013]

I feel this I got sober because of Ivan Moody of FFDP I used to do drugs and I've been over 10 years clean I haven't smoked in over 10 years and it's bands like Disturbed and other bands that help me find better ways

[@robgau2501]

I miss them, too. I'm glad he didn't follow through with it. I did it, pretty brutally, about 10 years ago and I was lucky enough to be brought back. It's not worth it. There's definitely a spiritual war going on inside each of us. Love yourself. Never stop fighting.

[@IrishRooster86]

Mental health in the US is completely overlooked and misunderstood. Depression is a very serious and real thing that needs to be talked bout more in everyday life and in schools. We all have hearts we feel we hurt we cry we all just want to be loved. ALWAYS be there for everyone you love no matter what a situation might be, sit listen and be compassionate don’t make a deep meaningful conversation be bout you unless you know,are or have been down that road. I’ve been there myself at my personal rock bottom but I’ve learned life is beautiful and short. Don’t make it shorter. You are NEVER alone. I truly care. A very soul grabbing and deep lyric that hits home hard and speaks exactly how I feel and live everyday is “who cares if one more light goes out? Well I do.” Dave bro I’m so glad your still here but very heartbroken that so many others are not. Peace love and happiness to all. Rock on!!

[@josephgrove4779]

I don't listen to Disturbed as much as I used to, but man, I felt that. He was so brave for saying this.

[@jpthedrummer4258]

I was just at that show in the twin cities, Minnesota. It was powerful and brave of him when he did. He brought his kids out later and they all introduced themselves it was wholesome. Hope David gets better, they put on a hell of a show. Much love to him.

[@JavierHardeman199X]

I was there too, awesome show and God bless David for opening his heart about his struggles.

[@melissahillyer1119]

Was also there at the Xcel center. Could have heard a pin drop. Tears were flowing.

[@deathsdoorawaitsyou]

As someone who has ADHD, general anxiety disorder, and is autistic I know his pain every day I struggle with having depression or suicidal thoughts and or feeling alone or not good enough. I just want to be accepted and loved. So David these words hit home but I hear you, I see you, and I will always love you thank you for sharing that and your pain you go through but just know we as fans will always love you

[@deathuponusalll]

I’m amazed! That. Is. brave.👏🏼👏🏼 this man has balls to be this honest and candid ❤

[@joshkelly4682]

Some people i know need to hear his words, all i ever hesr from those people are that i need to get over it, when ptsd, depression and anxiety isn't something that you can just get over

[@juantorrucosanchez3412]

Dude I went through a divorce and let me tell you, it's a tough thing to go through and I respect him for speaking up. I'm definitely going to get tickets for Disturbed upcoming tour..

[@ginamackley2163]

Ive seen them 2x and would see them every night if i could. He may have saved some lives..❤❤❤❤

[@MetalMcfly]

I got married to the love of my life at 23yrs old. We had a son, bought a beautiful home and lived an amazing life. After over 2 decades, we divorced. I gave her our house, our furniture and our car under the condition I get our son. She agreed and we co-parented. She got him every other weekend, alternated holidays and he lived with her in the summer when out of school. We never saw a day in court and now he's 22 yrs old and considers me the biggest influence in his life. It was hard, extremely hard. Losing a marriage and a future with someone who was supposed to be your forever, It hurts. If it wasn't for my son, I probably wouldn't be here. I found my strength in him.

[@perrycoffey5410]

@@MetalMcfly at 23 Jesus Christ I'm never getting married and I'm 34 anyway at least your son didn't turn into a beta male by living with your ex for the majority of the time

[@FrankieYLosMatadoresOficial]

I hear you , currently in a horrible battle for the custody of my son , it's been really , really hard

[@isaacmcallister5649]

Prayers to you, brother. I can only offer prayers.

[@GypsiesandInk]

To anyone in a dark place. Battle those demons, because YOU are worth it!! I believe you can and will overcome them. Thank you David for speaking on behalf of so many and for still being with us.

[@seanmfitzpatrick95]

Powerful. I'm glad he stuck around.

[@PGRants]

Glad david did this. Need more ppl doing this

[@shayZero]

David Draiman is a powerhouse of a vocalist. As someone who has been at that brink myself, this was an emotional clip. A Reason to Fight is such a great song that's helped me. Oh ffs im tearing up now. Too early in the morning for this

[@nomad1517]

His speeches are legendary. He's preached many through his career. This one might be his best. Beautiful. Wish him the best.

[@robertolczakii5327]

To David and everyone who sees this you are loved and can fight your demons. Love you

[@Jakawak]

Big words. I'm so glad he found the means to stick around. Big RIP to Chester and Chris. Both huge losses of talent

[@chaosreaper9255]

They say we aren't alone, but at the same time, we are alone when it comes to mental illness. Saving ourselves isn't enough nowadays. The feeling of being wanted or needed by anyone is fading at the illnesses grow stronger and stronger everyday.

[@Kat-mu8wq]

I kinda am alone, while others have the illness. Therapists have given up on me, (last one left to get a new job, and I haven't the energy to go through another 4 years of trust building to open up),I can't talk to my family about it (I have made hints to my mother that I don't want to be alive anymore and she said "don't be silly" so obviously I can't trust her with my feelings), and I haven't had friends for 15 years.

[@chaosreaper9255]

@@Kat-mu8wq I hear ya on that one

[@Jonathan-A.C.]

Saying that people aren’t alone is talking about not being alone in your suffering. Others have gone through it, and others know what it’s like. People can endure and survive

[@Yfzmarine]

If someone invalidates how you're feeling, or what you're going through you need to find another support system. I've been through that really recently with childhood friends, told me it's not normal, I need to get over it. All that good stuff. It made me angry with them and that turned into a lot of other issues. There's people around that are more understanding you just have to get out of that group you're relying on to "hold your hand" through this. Just remember suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I've been dealing with ptsd for 9 years from something I blocked out 20 years ago. Just gotta try different things cause doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results will in the long run just keep getting worse. I truly believe depression is something that is eating at you from with inside that you haven't conquered yet. I heard something a long time ago that hit me pretty hard was you're not really depressed you just realized things.

[@lancecontreras2040]

Damn that is strength right there. I hope he and everyone who needs it can find the help they need 💯🙌🏽

[@chillieice]

I have bad days. Days where I question every choice I've made this far in my life. But I know they will fade in a day or two. Things will get better. I can't even imagine the struggle to have to fight those thoughts every single minute of every day. To know they will stay. I always think people that fight those kind of things are inspiring. To always keep that darkness at bay. Please keep fighting. If not for you, for your family and friends. And remember it's never to late to ask for help.

[@notedsinner3171]

Excellent coverage ! So I just seen Megadeth on may 4th and Dave made a speech where he cried talking about his feelings and moods being poor and not good ! It’s scary !

[@AnnaGreenMoon]

I love this man. I am so glad that i was able to see him live, he was having a similar speech that day, he was singing The sound of silence and put a microphone and chair to tribute those we lost... it was so powerful.

[@captainmack2754]

If anyone is going through a hard time my ❤ is with you and know you are not alone!! There will always be somebody to talk to.

[@hapkido150]

Bro I would give up if I lost Chester and you. Losing Chester was hard I always looked up to him like if he doing it then I can too. :'

[@nessliz8208]

I had no idea he was going through all of that😥 thank you so much for sharing this! We love you David, please be strong & stay with us!❤

[@woody8577]

Your comment brings up a really good point. There’s no telling how many people we know who are battling the same things, but keep it to themselves. I hope as time progresses, this becomes less and less a “taboo” topic.

[@nessliz8208]

@Wood it really is a shame that people don't come out about it enough. Too many people still think someone with anxiety and/or depression is just crazy or something🤦‍♀️ my fiance once mentioned having to take anxiety meds to someone & they assumed that meant he'd go crazy if he didn't take them🙄

[@woody8577]

@@nessliz8208 I know someone in that situation, and if anything, the meds have only worsened his condition. He’s now totally reclusive and stays in a constant state of paranoia, and fears he’ll lose it completely unless he keeps taking his meds. I’m not against taking prescribed anxiety medication, but it doesn’t work for everybody.

[@StevenAlaniz-nl7mq]

Thankful he didn't go through with it and that he still with us

[@pudd66]

As someone who struggles, I know David speaks the truth. People often try to understand, but unless they suffer, they don't. Even then it's sometimes hard for them to wrap their minds around WHY you're suffering, when everything outside looks bright. They can't see the inside. My wife & kids try hard to understand, and do the best they can. But it's hard for them. My doctors don't understand. My family and extended family don't understand. My employer doesn't understand. I'm on disability and insurance doesn't understand, and actually exasperate the problem with bullying when there is communication. The government speaks of fighting the situation, but never do. It's a buzz word. In Canada, one of our largest communication companies have a "Mental Health Day" once a year on twitter to talk about it... but of course they're name is at the front of it so it's nothing more than a promotional tool to them. If their name wasn't at the the start of it, I doubt they'd bother. I just want to say to believe it when someone says they're suffering. It's not a game, it's not a joke. We're not weak. We're not lying. We're not lazy. We're not looking for petty sympathy... we hurt, and often we're trying to figure out the WHY of our continuous hurting. Somedays it's a struggle to justify why we allow it to go on. Sadly, as we've seen, many times we give up.

[@kristiv83]

Keep fighting. 🙏🩵💪

[@ryangrummett6507]

I love Disturbed and David Draiman. I've been a fan for years but I've recently resumed listening to them on a daily basis again in recent weeks. This made me emotional, I hope he's doing okay and in a better place at the moment.

[@junesndergaard1082]

Thanks for that David, it's important to know we're not alone in difficult moments, we are all over this globe 🇩🇰❤️

[@austinrasmussen5743]

Being there that night, as someone dealing with depression, that was one of the most powerful things I've experienced at a concert. I love the rock community so much

[@superdopenova6231]

I miss Chris, Chester, Mac Miller, Trevor Strnad too. They always help me get back up after I've fallen. Miss them dearly

[@michaelpalma6346]

David is not just one the greatest voices in ALL of music, but what I can tell is also a great human being. Protect that man at all costs! He’s one of the few musicians that would not just listen to their music all day, but also just listen to them talk.

[@chrisb-br5nx]

First of all, it’s awesome that he opened up about this and showed his vulnerability, second of all, he’s got an amazing voice would love to hear him read audiobooks.

[@squidwardtentacles2736]

weird I was thinking same. I'd love to hear him read some Edgar Allen Poe he would f'in nail it.

[@DelicateDecay]

I noticed it too last night when I attended the concert. I would love to hear him do an audiobook for Dracula.

[@jamesgreen5371]

Massive respect to david for his honesty and vulnerability 🙏💙

[@purdhupley7864]

I'm not a huge Disturbed fan, but David's always seemed like a pretty decent level headed guy. I do the depression thing, and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Touring is hard on the mind and body with a lot of pressure and a lot of temptations. It feels like there's a real cry for help vibe going on with him. I hope he has people around him that he can talk to or at least someone keeping an eye on him.

[@nickhoffman9256]

David is so wholesome, how can you not love him?

[@bananabuttons6637]

Honestly this hit me so hard. Ive had depression since I was about 20. I'm 44 now, and I'm doing ok, but it always creeps up on you every so often. Tell it to f*** off. You can do it 💪

[@Lilmickcrocodiledundee0001]

Glad you didn't David. We have lost too many legends. We love you, we love all our metal/rock band's, band mates and all the fans

[@brianmiller6353]

It's awesome that he had that to say. Especially during a live show. Much love to all of the artists out there who are supporting these causes and who go through it as well. I'm sick of losing everyone I care about because I have a mental illness that causes me to constantly push them away as well as stupid impulsive behaviors.

[@heatherbless6901]

I'm in tears right now hearing David say he almost joined chester and Chris a few months ago had me bawling my eyes out. Disturbed song a reason to fight is a big reason why I'm still here today. I suffer with mental illness along with ptsd severe panic and anxiety disorder and 2 yrs ago it was in a hospital bed because i to tried to end it all. I can still say I'm not doing well people can be so cruel they don't understand how bad words can hurt someone until it's too late. I'm 45 and still deal with people saying the most hurtful things to me that's why i barely leave my apt. But thanks to music and bands like disturbed,Korn,five finger death punch,papa roach, Linkin park ect are the reason i still fight to live another day. Also the light by disturbed and one more light by Linkin park are 2 songs that mean so much to me every time i feel alone or feel like i can't go on one more day i listen to chester say who cares if one more light goes out well i do makes me cry and makes me feel less alone in this world. I miss chester so much we all do. Every day is a struggle for me to even get out of bed but music and video games are why I'm still breathing i know that may sound stupid but it's the truth. Thank you Rock Feed for this video i always enjoy your content. And i just want people to know if you think you're alone you're not. I will be there for anyone who needs to talk if they want i don't care if i know you or not I've always been about helping people no matter what that's just how i am. I'm a metal fan at heart and last thing i want to say is i know there might seem like there's not a reason to fight but there is always a reason. Slipknot is also another band that has helped me through a lot of tough times. So thank you to all the bands who have helped me and anyone else who may be struggling you guys rock love y'all. Anyways sorry for rambling i just know what it's like to feel dead inside and depression and addiction are real and it's such a struggle but we will get through this together. Seeing that even famous people are human just like the rest of us and they can hurt and struggle as well and it doesn't get more real than that. I'm happy David is still with us and that he didn't listen to the demons that were battling inside his head. So with that said just remember cheaters words because i mean this to anyone out there who's struggling i say who cares if one more light goes out,well i do.

[@metalcatmom5891]

❤

[@briskbronco8292]

David is the strongest singer being so brave to be so emotional. He has a true soul of metal yet a heart full of love for his fans and music. He’s a real man

[@dennisjustus1]

I would also like to make sure we acknowledge in addition to the legends David mentioned most recently, Trevor Strnad!

[@roxannecab]

I’m so glad he had the Gall to speak up! He’s helping a lot of people right there!💓💓💓💓💓💖💕🌟🌟🌟❤️❤️❤️❤️We all live those precious, precious souls and spirits! 🫶❤️🌟🌟❤️🌟💓💓💝💖💖💕💕💕🎶🎵🎶🎵🙏🙏🙏we will never forget them ❤️🌹💕💖❤️🌟🌹

[@calebyoung1579]

This is the way I pray... living just isn't hard enough... burn me alive inside...living my life's not hard enough... take everything away. A Disturbed song that's gotten me through a lot. Stay strong.

[@Dellloga]

Almost lost another Legend. I hope you find peace in this life David. Don't let this world win.

[@John-u1j7r]

Thank you for sharing David...with great music comes immense turmoil...most of the greatest musicians have died from suicide or overdoses RIP Chris, Chester, Kurt etc 😢

[@projektmetrock]

Seeing him like this on stage its so heart breaking 😢 😢 😢. More Power to you David.. Disturbed band is my all time favorite.. Love You bro for speaking this.. We all are dealing with some pain one or the other. God bless everyone.. I was in depression too and i know how much i suffered. Cried almost every night thinking of a change, a better world a better place. Love you all ♥ ♥

[@umairshahid7515]

It takes huge amount of courage to say those words, please dont give in - you have so much to live for - even though they are already gone!

[@sergeantchick2820]

Disturbed has gotten me through some dark times. I’m still going through my own personal hell right now but I’m grateful for the music. I’ve found out that the only way to truly know the pain and struggle of others is if you have been there yourself. Disturbed makes music that can get us through because they’ve been there. Truly powerful.

[@1275karie]

So much respect for him to say this. We get so wrapped up in the lights and glam that we forget these are people with feelings and lives just like us. They have the same demons we have. So glad he decided to stay here with us. ❤

[@davidsnowball3022]

Please hang in there David thousands beyond thousands of your fans are there for you 👏👏👏👏👏👏

[@MarJov]

David and everyone else fighting, stay strong. It's all you can do, and infuse those feelings into your music, art, creative outlet.... ❤

[@angelabeedoll3311]

Was lucky enough to attend the show. David's heart felt words shook me. Thinking of David and everyone struggling.

[@lunartears6761]

While I’m shocked to hear one of my favorite bands and staples who got me through my highschool depression go this, it doesn’t surprise me, unfortunately. He’s had a lot of bad sh*t happen in his life and you can tell from his vocals. Immortalized was the first album where I noticed a considerable difference in tone of the music, not just in terms of lyrics, but in the vocals as well. Draiman was less angry, and seemed to focus more on being positive and dealing with your problems rather than just venting them and acknowledging that they exist.

[@joanneg-r305]

David’s courage and strength is so important. His compassion and love of his friends and fans he’s lost with his own personal struggles speaking out is a HUGE step forward to healing. Whomever you are … wherever you live… whatever you do. You are not alone and YOU have the power and strength as well as your own courage to fight back against this horrible disease. We have all had a moment or moments where we feel alone…. But, we are not. Seek help and know it’s okay to not be okay and more importantly it’s okay to ask for help. Xx

[@mac24seven]

I've described depression to my family as trying to tread water while wearing full ski gear. It just gets harder and harder to keep your head above water, every moment is a struggle, simple things like, you know, breathing, become difficult. Everything is so hard... And all you have to do is just give up and you sink. It's so easy to give up and so hard to keep trying. Depression sucks.

[@Kat-mu8wq]

Yes, it's taken almost everything from me in the last 21 years I've had it.. To the point it's damaged my brain, hippocampus shrunk so memory and learning isn't something I can do easily anymore. Which is probably why I failed every exam at school, no matter how much I studied, it never stuck in. 🤔

[@MarcB-u4s]

David, thank you for opening up. I am a disturbed fan, I've also lost many people and pets that I love. I've been dealing with depression most of my life and lately it's become worse. Long story short I'm being admitted to a Mental Health Hospital. I pray that an answer can be found. You're not alone David, and your music tells me the same. God bless you brother. Marc from NYC

[@nuttzbeats5667]

I heard this older man say one time that we look at depression in a weird way. We look at it like we want to die from the outside but truly it is the struggle of wanting to live but no way of knowing how to. Which I have spent a lot of time thinking about. I have my own thoughts on it as well but I always happen to go back to what he said.

[@SuziQ.]

I think we want to stop feeling the pain, whether it’s emotional, physical, or both.

[@NeoSmoke]

He's been giving emotional speeches for a few years now. Last time I seen them perform they kinda killed the party vibe by doing something emotional in between every 3-4 songs.

[@Neilbear5820]

The pucification of Males.

[@mentaltelepathy24]

What a legend. I might of lost base on the band and all but this dude always be an awesome legend. We've lost so many great artist's to drugs and suicide. We've just lost Jordan Blake from A Skylit drive few days back and that really hit me hard, and we've lost Tim Feerick from Dance Gavin Dance not so long ago too. I'm glad David chose to stay with us.

[@janestahlheber3551]

My last suicide attempt was 09/02/2002, Labor Day weekend, a time for celebrating, usually with family. Instead, I was alone in a tent in a campsite in the mountains of Southern California because of family trauma and drama. I have already forgiven those who treated me heinously, but I will NEVER forget the cold-hearted, tough love members my family administered at a time when I needed them most.

[@robertdonaldson5095]

I suffer with them both. RIP.

[@BreezeBri.674]

I was at their concert in Albuquerque and when he talked about this, it hit me hard. The whole world has lost so many rock legends, and so many people due to depression, I too battle of depression. It is very difficult to have a reason to keep fighting. Just like he said, it kills people more than cancer itself. I remember, he asked the whole crowd in a show of hands on who battles with depression, every single day, who lost someone due to depression, and I remember seeing all those hands up high, including myself, and my father’s hand going high into the sky

[@Opfor444]

God I love this man

[@kirilllosik7054]

wow. Thank you David Draiman for speaking out loud about your feelings and exposing your vulnurabilities! We are with you.Together we stand divided we fall. Stay strong!

[@AL-ge4sp]

The guys lyrics tell it all, he did lose his fiancé to suicide as well

[@Syclone0044]

Holy shit I never knew that.. damn..