Doctors Told Her She May NEVER Walk Again - The Esther Interview

[@UnderTheInfluenceShow]

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[@grodjigoli9509]

It's sad to be paralyzed.

[@vanessad.00]

Seeing Viet comfort Esther when she started to get emotional was so sweet

[@namsj]

can you provide a timestamp?

[@Kaponogirl78]

@@namsj around 21:00

[@mayarai9486]

Ikr 🥺

[@Pea_wee_ley]

Esther’s interview is so genuine and raw; it pulls at heartstrings. Thank you for sharing that part of yourself with the viewers! Super proud of you ❤

[@EstherYJChang]

Thank you!!! I can’t tell you enough how grateful I am for you and everyone who took their time to watch my story 🫶🏼

[@Pea_wee_ley]

@@EstherYJChang Of course! It is so inspiring and courageous

[@HN-fb6md]

Man, looking at her I would never have guessed any of this about her. My first impression was she was a pretty girl that comes from money and lived an easy life. I'm happy she opened up about all of this and my respect for her has jumped up. I wish Esther and the whole crew nothing but the best moving forward, you guys have a special bond and as an Asian American, I'm happy to see you guys doing this show, I wished I could've done something like this with my friends when we were younger.

[@paulinaestrada8265]

I already loved you Esther, but this really shows another deeper side of you. I know we technically are strangers, but I’m happy to show love and support for you every time I see the podcast 😊🫶🏼

[@EstherYJChang]

🥹🫶🏼 strangers no more

[@lucy_goosey124]

When Esther cries we all cry. But also seeing how you all comforted her and even Viet rubbing her back was so sweet, you guys really have the best relationship with each other

[@Botatochicken]

I literally started tearing up without realizing

[@brandonmoua6945]

Honestly, Jeremy is my favorite cast member, his jokes & roasts are hilarious. The only thing I don’t like is that sometimes they make me laugh out loud a little too much in public.

[@namfonchatthin2097]

I agree. Jeremy is the funniest one!

[@chundewjeeyang1151]

Honestly 🤣 would just love for them to hold a panel in my state ❤

[@chantellecastaneda9960]

The aki clip🤣

[@UnderTheInfluenceShow]

brandon getting a kiss on the forehead ( ˘ ³˘)♥ - jeremy

[@lisa_ghosn]

Yess gutted we missed out on the Jeremy interview

[@Prettisilli]

As an epileptic, I am so appreciative of the way Esther describes her auras. It’s so ridiculously hard to describe to people and I’m definitely stealing her description plz don’t sue me

[@jessicawang4444]

As someone who has had multiple seizures as a teen and early 20s, I struggle with having to explain this too! she really did describe it so well

[@littleofa]

I’m so glad that we got to see Esther’s interview, this made me tear up 🥹

[@poopypantsl]

PLEASEEE post Jeremy’s interview or re do it!! We need a lore to this dynamic character

[@bangtanlove1890]

I’m epileptic, but Esther talking about her seizures makes me feel so validated cause she gets it fr. Although, I’m almost always conscious when I have my seizures. I often do the same with the whole auras and I’ve gotten used to hiding in the bathroom because I get so embarrassed. People don’t really know how to react when someone has a seizure and they often just stare and it makes you feel even worse.

[@EstherYJChang]

You get it 😭😭😭wishing you the best 🫶🏼

[@CannaBoujee]

45:19 just reading the comment. That’s real! Good to know.

[@danii4006]

This is genuinely the only interview I’ve gotten uncontrollably emotional to. I can literally feel and see she still hurts, she’s the sweetest soul ever. I wish I could hug her 🫂

[@Yesorelse]

No wait Jeremey is for real my favourite part of the podcast. Not just saying this because of him saying people don't care about him, he's genuinely so funny and his chaotic interviewing style makes the pod what it is. You can really feel that he's the glue that holds it all together. And ALSO he fine as hell

[@mimimi5140]

He’s cute and funny

[@teachingniimtinaa]

I just want to say how uplifting hearing Esther sharing her story is. I have had epilepsy all my life, and it's caused me to have many of the same feelings. I'm so thankful for her words . The memory loss that happens due to sizures, the anxiety, the injuries that happen, and mental health i can really relate to. I really look forward to each episode you guys put out. The guests are absolutely amazing. Also Canadians want nectar!

[@alecrobrigado9963]

Jeremy really always has the greatest questions and is so good at making these conversations flow. love all of you guys

[@JennJadeTran]

Tell me why i wrote this same exact comment. I feel you

[@aoifekilcullen8613]

As someone who has epilepsy and has gone through similar experiences, I really appreciated this interview. Thank you so much Esther for sharing your story, it’s inspiring. 💜

[@jesustakethewheel5758]

Esther is such a precious human being. I wish her all the success, happiness, prosperity and good health. Love you guys.

[@m3lona]

This was a nice episode, the more we know about each member, the more respect! Love the supporting circle you all have!

[@aik0sm0m_]

aww Esther, I appreciate you sharing your story because I can relate to a lot of what you said! for me, I’ve always dealt with anxiety but this year I started seeing how it affected my physical health which lead to my body going completely numb from the anxiety. it was so scary but I didn’t have insurance so I just tried to ignore it until I couldn’t take it anymore. I’m the eldest of my parents and anytime I thought about telling them I also felt like it was a burden. Sometimes when we’re raised to be so independent it’s hard to lean on others for support because we’re used to showing that emotion only in our solitude and at our own pace on our own terms. But I’m glad you were able to talk ab it with us and that you have people in your corner who are trying to create that safe space to be vulnerable. Much love to you, and yes I am one of those ppl who mainly watches for you lol ❤️

[@lariatte]

I legit teared up too, it’s not easy to be vulnerable especially in a setting where you are filming for an audience so we appreciate it 🥺

[@Mindsetolympics]

put some respect on Esther!!!!! FINALLY! Jeremy is the goat for that. so thoughtful. So cool to see the guys there for Esther.

[@aleytheog1720]

We always say Esther the queen, but little did we knew how strong this queen actually was/is. Thank you for sharing your story ❤️. I hate showing emotions as well because I think that makes me weak but love it is actually the opposite of that. The brightest people often have the darkest stories. I’m so proud of you and you are truly strong inside and out

[@annamoskalchuk7209]

Already listened to the whole thing on Apple yesterday, but I wanna watch this as well. Esther, you are a very inspiring woman, it was entertaining to watch you before, because of your friendly energy and attitude, but after hearing your story, I truly admire you for remaining so optimistic and kind after all you've been through! It takes a lot of courage and strength to battle physical illnesses alongside mental ones. As someone who just started recovering from a severe depression, I am becoming more hopeful seeing you accomplish so much. I wish you to be surrounded by understanding and reliable people, and best of luck!

[@genpulido7388]

As soon as Esther stared getting emotional I started crying w her 🥺💕 you are so strong girly 👏🏼

[@WallFlower08]

Esther had me crying along with her!!! I’m glad you are doing better today! Sending love ❤❤❤

[@cloud9withnaomi]

i’ve been waiting for this interview and was not disappointed (not that it’s possible to do so) i’m so proud of esther talking about something raw and vulnerable makes me love her even more i completely understand not wanting to be vulnerable and emotional due to the possibility of making me seem weak . def my fave podcast that’s out love all the host 🫶🏼

[@EstherYJChang]

😩❤️

[@psrax]

We appreciate you guys being vulnerable and open! Watched on Spotify and had to come back an comment. 😘😘

[@kaylaoverzet]

I love Esther so much. I really appreciate her being so open with us and I feel I have gained a greater respect for her seeing more depth to who she is. Esther is so loving and I wish the best for her.

[@xxttiiffaannyyxx]

makes me sad seeing esther cry but i’m happy they make her feel comfortable enough to open up, i really think it was good to let it out in a safe space

[@rociocontreras4259]

Thanks for sharing your story, Esther! We love you 🫶🏼

[@henny3230]

Jeremy is the reason the podcast thrives though no cap, he’s a great interviewer and very articulate and detailed with his questions. Esther you the goat, appreciate your vulnerability!

[@cyb0rgcow]

thank you so much to Esther for sharing such a traumatic experience with us! thank you for not giving up and staying strong! we love you Esther!! ❤

[@jessicawang4444]

I’ve been waiting for this episode! Thank you Esther, for sharing and everyone else who made it a safe space for her. As someone who has had epilepsy as a teen and 20s, I struggle being open about it and having to put into words the feelings that come along with it. But I can relate to SO MUCH of what was talked about- not having control over my own body, having feeling hopeless, feeling limited in day to day activities and life overall. Glad to see how you overcame it all! Much love

[@CassandraL666]

I said it in a previous comment but it’s truly a privilege for you to be open with us about your life and your struggles like this, Esther. I’ve always viewed you as a strong and confident woman but now that I have some idea of what you’ve pushed yourself through in life? I can see it even more. You should be so damn proud of who you are. 💗

[@emelysdl]

i loved this interview. Thank you, Esther, for showing another side of you that I know is a hundred percent hard to show. You're very commendable and that's something to be proud of. SLAY QUEEN.

[@megangarza4401]

Esther is such a sweet and genuine person to hear her talk about her seizures is heartbreaking. I’ve had seizures myself so I understand what she means by feeling like a burden. Beautiful person inside and out 💙

[@andreamurillo7686]

I love how Ester has always carried herself and how sweet and genuine she is 🥺

[@okaga]

queen! we appreciate u opening up the way u did🥺🥺

[@agaikochkuch8794]

I just remember Esther first time on the Podcast when she told that she joined Wrestling to prove her coach wrong 😂😂. We love you Esther 😊

[@sheckie012]

Thank you Esther for being vulnerable and sharing your story with us. And go to the doctors in Korea!!! :D

[@agaikochkuch8794]

wait people hate Jeremy 😮🌚? Who the f*CK hate Jeremy? Because that man is so funny as hell. This Podcast can't function without any of you. We love you all and ofc I love Jeremy so much

[@bleetles8663]

i know this like means nothing but it’s really nice to see esther and viet sitting next to each other…. ik y’all act differently outside of the show but it makes me happy

[@bongied3968]

What do you mean by act differently.....do they have some beef

[@bridgetbenoevil]

Bro I just want to give Esther a hug.🥺 I relate to her so much with keeping to yourself and trying not to burden anyone. I’ve never been through something like what she has though and I’m so happy she’s better now and optimistic again. She really is such a strong and inspiring person. Thank you so much for being vulnerable with us, Esther.❤ We love you!

[@katsufatsu]

This was such a vulnerable and emotional episode. We love you Esther, thank you for sharing your story ❤

[@sannayoo]

Thank you for sharing your story, Esther!💕 I love how the boys were being endearing and kind on this episode. 🥲 Rooting for you girl!!!

[@ssalmma]

Love seeing the team be vulnerable and show a deeper side to them. Love to see the deeper conversation! ❤

[@camilacarranza7240]

Bc no one is saying it i will, love Jeremy and how he carries the podcast, how he cares, and listens to everyone carefully, love you all ❤, hope Jeremy reads this

[@ken9922]

“you like taking care of people because it heals the part of you that needed someone to take care of you.”

[@Kayyall]

Thank you so much Esther for sharing with us💕. Jeremy, we love you like Esther does👀and appreciate everything you do to get us new episodes every week. I just loved Viet’s reactions in this episode, he was like a kid getting surprised with his nice smiley face😂 and Wootak don’t worry you’re cuter than Alfalfa🫶🏻

[@richdollaz5561]

Esther is sooo cuteeee , she’s such a strong women! Esther you are beautiful no matter the events that happened! Love you bbyg

[@TubeDeviant]

I'm so glad to see and hear Esther opening up and sharing this with everyone especially since she thought of the seizures as a "weakness', which isn't true.. Her sharing her experiences shows that she doesn't think of it as a "weakness" anymore, and instead is sharing to show who she is, to genuinely connect with others, and (unknowingly) showing how strong she is. To go through something so terrifying and have to deal with the consequences, presumably for the rest of her life, is daunting and overwhelming to even think about.. On top of that, to deal with anxiety, depression and anxiety attacks, I honestly don't know how I would deal with it. That's coming from someone who has also dealt with anxiety and depression. To Esther: Having seizures resulting from a TBI is NOT A WEAKNESS. That can and will happen to anyone who has a TBI. I do have questions about the person whom you were sparing with, but it's also not me to ask.. I'm glad to see that you're doing better now and have things somewhat under control.. I'm glad to see you able to reframe how you think and feel about things which ultimately affects how you feel about everything in life. It's the difference between understanding/happiness and unhappiness..

[@cassie3534]

Also side note, idk what it is but Viet seems to be more gentle & glowy after the crossover with the down bad show & talking about his mental health. I hope you know that I appreciate you & that many other people feel the same way🫶

[@elizabethlocke8769]

This is my 3rd time watching this interview and o man Esther is AMAZING 😢❤ You guys are so lucky to have her 😭😭😭

[@EstherYJChang]

I’m lucky to have THEM 🥰

[@toesthattwinkle]

I’ve been waiting for an Esther special!!

[@p0opyp]

I love Jeremy! He just seems like a good guy, new to the podcast but I’m surprised he gets hate. He seems so genuinely sweet and funny, also he’s amazing at keeping the group on topic when he asks questions. He’s also always attentive to answers people give and their stories. He’s def a great host, he’s the cutest

[@ibmn1l]

As an epileptic I’m very grateful for this interview and feel it came at the right time as I had a seizure 5 days ago. My seizure type is the one where I can’t remember it so I don’t relate to the aura thing but I like watching this bc so much of it is relative to me 🫶

[@EstherYJChang]

🫶🏼

[@paintingtime4334]

“send 🫂 hugs” to Esther, and Wootak hair Is sticking up like Alfalfa 😂😂it’s cute

[@radiantphoenix3845]

Totally agree with Esther with being vulnerable It’s something I still try to figure out exactly why I dont like it either & im so proud of her for getting through those hardships too 💛

[@kevinnguyen9596]

Protect this woman at all cost! What a beautiful soul ❤

[@mslaydee1202]

The way these guys really gave her the respect and the safe space to tell her story just made me love this group so much more ❤

[@markhoops24]

Brooooo… I hate that she went through all this.. this woman’s experiences has made her the perfection we see today, why am I so in love with her lol😩😍❤️

[@nicolem9381]

I love Esther!! 🤍🤍🤍 Maybe just drop the audio for Jeremy’s interview??😂

[@marianadiaz1806]

Been binge watching the older episode and this episode always gets to me. Esther is too sweet since she’s come on until now 🤍

[@bleetles8663]

25:22 LMFAOOO I LOVE VIET “ship… ship… ship.. 🤭” not jeremy showing his age…… i’m just gonna start doing time stamps for my favorite points 34:25 LMFAOAOA THIS IS SO FUNNY “LET HER TALK 👹👹👹👹” sunshine protectors - sunshine LMAO 1:04:36 GAHAHAHAHA 😊

[@angelinafisher4853]

Already watched on Spotify but yk I gotta rewatch and show sum luv over here as well 😅🥰🫶

[@siamese..]

aww baby buns, she still ate this episode up though

[@liyinchong4493]

Finally... Esther finally open up to us... I've been waiting for this for such a long long time... Congratulations Esther 🎉 Always know that you have many good friends around you. You're a very fortunate beautiful lady ❤ Love ya always ❤

[@windkeeper01]

Esther is now my hero. She’s so fucking incredible! Sending you love always

[@shineeshineeshineee]

I’m beyond happyyy Esther found you all guys. Now i understand why she always treasure UTI so much. ME MAD LOVE YOU ESTHER!

[@stephanieramirez6737]

realized it was podcast day and jumped on here soo quick almost lost a call at work lol

[@poojiejean301]

Esther, I got mad respect for you, your interview really made me cry when I heard everything you went through, I will pray for you, support your project and encourage you also, keep up the good work. 😘🥳😜

[@vanessanguyen9699]

my #1 therapists who don't make me feel bad about myself ong

[@richeleh]

Esther is so strong only wishing good things for her!

[@roberta7026]

Yessss I’ve been waiting for the Esther’s interview for so long

[@eduardojacinto7262]

Just some info for how to protect a person having a seizure (especially tonic-clonic seizures) don’t lay them flat on their back, put them on their left side and obviously protect their head with your hands, arms, pillows, or anything soft! You should lay them on their left side so that if they vomit, it won’t go into their lungs

[@RiceColdKilla]

The running gag that Esther's crushing on Jeremy is wholesome ngl

[@Lauren-jk3tn]

i love her so much. she’s such a gem!! ❤️

[@autumnragan6180]

My heart goes out to Esther!! That’s so difficult to deal w and she still has such an amazing aura 💕💕

[@xtraacrispy]

I LOVE ESTHER SM PROTECT HER AT ALL COSTS ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@sydnaps1995]

Esther is so sweet and funny and has gone through so much I just want her to be so happy

[@aruunshiiiiz]

also jeremy we ❤️ you too and i hope you know your hard work on nectar and the podcast doesn’t go unseen :) THANK YOU UTI!!!

[@HANNAHPARKQUAN]

Just found your channel… I have Grand Mal seizures, sound like the same symptoms before I seize. I’ve probably been on every medication out there. I also have Multiple Sclerosis which is not very common in Koreans and Asians. This vid is so relatable, hope..thanks for sharing

[@helenmehari6904]

Awwww Esther, I hope you get better as you go, keep loving yourself more and take care of your physical and mental health love!

[@chloechee616]

aw i feel bad for jeremy for his interview when viet fell asleep. we would love to hear it so please release it even tho viet be disrespecting lmao

[@sydnaps1995]

Jeremy just seems so caring and thoughtful

[@ismaelmartinez3252]

But thank you so much for Esther for shining some light to this so many people like me have been affected by a sport we love and people out of our world didn’t understand that we are so new to this accident and they just teased us or treated us or counted us out bc we are struggling with an accident we had in a sport

[@victorrecinos5852]

Man, when she started talking about feeling like a burden and not asking for things and favors but always being there for her friends almost started crying. I feel the same way, or at least I feel that I do. I'm not Ester, so I can't say that for sure. I'm 16 and just feel so weak and like another expense for my parents ,I feel like every time I talk to someone, I'm trama dumping. Seeing Ester open up and cry about her past and talk about really helps me. Thanks, Ester, for doing this. You are great and amazing🤓.

[@CannaBoujee]

34:36 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 This is real crying laughing Vit. “QUEEN ESTHER!!” 🤣😭🤣🤣 I know that’s right Esther

[@sleepy1017]

Damn crazy story, stay strong 💪, you have good friends supporting you.

[@Beanz14]

An episode that was very much needed! Was so excited when it came out on Spotify watched it in parts all day. I started tearing up as soon as Esther did and didn’t know how much I related to her (beside the gambling problem bc im poor) thank you Esther for sharing your story 💙

[@chelseywiese4091]

Awww I’ve been waiting for this!! We love you Esther 🥹💗

[@h.capalot_2254]

Under the influence and suburb talks are the best podcast for real

[@noto3402]

“Let’s cut this out cause I’m not a weak bitch” - Esther for president 2024

[@freshyx3]

aww Esther!!! love how vulnerable she is in this podcast. I can relate so much with how she coped with her illness and depression 💗 when you’ve dealt with being at rock bottom before, life can only go up from there!!

[@Mramrose]

Esther had me crying. Love you so much girl ❤🥹

[@cadiary6956]

Already watched it in Spotify but going for round 2 in here

[@user-gp8df2bi4j]

Finally! Esther’s episode. Still waiting for Jeremy to be put on the hot seat

[@yemmigonzalez]

Yessss I love her ❤, love that she shared her story! You are beautiful and such a pure heart 😭

[@KaraHeng]

Hey UTI! I had to pause when Esther started 😭. I’ll watch this at home on a proper screen. With 3DAudio.

[@Cbln91]

I’ve been waiting for her episode!!! 🙌🏼 I didn’t think I’d be crying this much though hahaha Love Esther so much she’s such a real genuine person 🫶🏼 best wishes to her and her endeavors 💜