Don't Look in the Mirror Write Instead

I started writing, I realized video isn't the medium for me. I don't look in the mirror, I write instead. Writing is freeing in a way, I don't like the way I look anyway. Hell on video I'm super awkward and my delivery is shit. People don't like sad things or pity parties so I'll stop writing a depressing description . .. not in a good place right now.
My mom just called to tell me I'm poor and I don't work hard enough. The first one hurt a little, but is true sadly. THe second one is scathing.