Doug Finds His HAPPY 😊

In this video I am still having a bit of a tough time so decide to take myself for a small ramble in order to find some calm for my mind.
I take the doggos for a good early walk and Mr miserable Doug seems to find some of his happy 😊
I am settling into solo life slowly but surely but still have a way to go on my journey.
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A bit about me:
If you are new here hi 👋
My name us Suz originally from Manchester.
Been fulltime since May 2022.
currently finding my feet going it alone in my VW Camper called Gladys with my two sweet doggos.
-Equipment used: DJI Osmo Action 3
-Macbook Pro 2022
-Edited using Final Cut Pro
-Music from Epidemic Sound

[@stevenrayment8334]

Suzy if I can say just one thing. Yes you have isolated yourself but you have surrounded yourself with your two best friends, but more importantly, you have surrounded yourself with the beauty that is nature. Bird song is probably the best medicine to mend even the most damaged of souls. I work early shifts which means walking my dogs at 5 am in the morning. I am fortunate to live in the Scottish countryside, so walking with my fur babies in the heat of the morning sun, standing still with my eyes closed and just totally immerse myself in the dawn chorus. Leaves me feeling so complete. You will heal very quickly doing what you're doing. Take care, having a beautiful loving souls is actually a gift cherish it 🙂

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely 😊 Scotland is definitely a great healer. I can feel being in this place is helping me more than anything. Besides Doug and Daisy. I love just sitting listening to the birds. I am lucky fate brought me here I'm definitely in the right place to heal from the past 💜xx

[@MotorhomeMums]

The thing is you are proving you don’t need anyone so any new connections are totally your choice. Power balance is with you. Just ditch anyone who doesn’t make you happy. 👍

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, you are totally right. I make me happy most of the time and my doggos. It's all I need 😊💜x

[@VintageRVAdventures]

We both said at the start that our Shelby would love to jump into that lovely clear flowing water. It's completely understandable to feel guarded after a breakup. Take all the time you need to heal and rebuild your sense of trust. It's okay to limit your social interactions for now and focus on self-care. When you're ready, start by nurturing existing friendships and gradually open up to new connections. Trust is something that takes time to rebuild, so be gentle with yourself throughout this process. Surround yourself with supportive and understanding individuals who respect your boundaries and allow you to heal at your own pace x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you both 💓 I'm trying to be patient with myself. It's difficult. But this is a process which is going to take a long time. Maybe one day I'll learn to trust again 💜x

[@davidrickards3778]

Another great video thank you x

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you David 😊 💜x

[@maryoregan6948]

Hugs from across the pond Suzy 🇨🇮loved to hear you laughing out with your doggies. Ha girl you’re not on your own, we’ve got your back, onwards and upwards, there is no one without problems Suzy, Funny old world we live in. My grandmother used to say there is a stocking for every old shoe. You will get there. Hope you get that drone up and get lots of amazing vlogs out. We have faith in you 😂😂❤, Mary x

[@suzybeetravels]

Hello lovely Mary, how are you doing? The dogs make me laugh every day I'm so grateful for them 💕 You've reminded me I need to change the props on my drone. Another job to sort. Sending love my lovely 💜❤️xx

[@patriciawarne]

Hi love the new name I think you are doing well it’s really hard to trust again you will get there ❤️❤️❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 Its honestly going to take me a long long time to trust again 💜x

[@marvinwatson3245]

Totally agree, with everything you said Suzy. Been there, it takes time to heal. Now past that stage, off on my own adventures. Just got back from a night away in my van at the Isle of Whithorn, south west Scotland. Head clear and refreshed, back to work tomorrow. Hope your next trip goes well 😀

[@suzybeetravels]

So glad you are on the other side of this journey lovely. Hopefully one day it'll be me. Sounds like bliss 💜 It's so good getting away isn't it. Hope your work week goes well 💜xx

[@helenjackson3179]

Being part broken inside is why you’ve attracted the same. Thoughts become things Stay in the moment as much as possible Once you find a place inside that accepts that no one has the ability to affect your inner true self. External circumstances allow to stay external. You are a beautiful soul that’s healing Stay true to you 💜

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely, great advice which I am trying so hard to follow. It's hard to break out of the patterns we have lived in for so long but I need to break out of mine if I am ever to have a better future 💜xx

[@helenjackson3179]

From personal experience it will happen. You are absolutely shining brighter. The more you go within and flow like water does with ease. Your external will continue to shift. You are cracking on and embracing nature. Just lovely to see. Don’t fight anything and any path should be that of least resistance. Keep smashing it xx💜💜

[@markhead8193]

Great channel you got

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Mark 😊 x

[@user-tz7mz4gn7j]

Sometimes it's not loneliness it's lack of adrenaline and drama .... it's called peace. Now we need to learn to enjoy it ...feed our soul with things that make us happy 💕 ps ... Self isolating since Sept 23 and having an amazing time giving away my stuff to people who'll get more out of them.

[@suzybeetravels]

Maybe that's what it is. I hope so. I hope my nervous system calms down and i can start to enjoy the isolation like you. I love to love and be loved and I think that's my issue I need someone like me and I don't think they exist. I will continue on my path and heal myself and find peace and solace in being alone until someone can prove they are worth changing that 😊💜xx

[@mavejames9614]

You’ve got enough on your plate Suzy, don’t be worried about other people just do what you want to do. So loving all the vlogs you are doing, loving all that beautiful scenery. Remember look after Number 1 xx stay safe xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you my lovely 😊 I'm trying really hard to stop worrying about other people. I'll get there 💜xx

[@Yorkies-Travel]

You are doing exactly what you need to do. And when you’re ready, you will meet and connect with the right people 😊 x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 😊 I really hope so, one day 💜xx

[@mistyeyes6710]

Sending virtual hugs 🤗 stay strong & be proud of how far you've come 🙏🏻💪🏻 awesome vlog suzi ❤🌹🥂

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 💜 I need to remember although it feels like a lifetime it's not actually been all that long xx

[@vansforthememories]

Hiya Suzy, love the new channel name & logo 😎 So so beautiful there, missing it already 😢 But no wonder Doug has found a new lease of life 😂❤️ Keep taking one step at a time, forget about pleasing others & forcing friendships. Let you, start being you for now. Sorry we didn’t make it across, bad timings. Will catch you next time 😀 Take care, Em 💜 xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovelies 😊 Definitely drop in for a cuppa next time you are up this way. It's such a beautiful place I absolutely love it here 💜xx

[@conrad8906]

Hey Suzy. Great video, some lovely photography / filming, amazing, your doing great👍 . Hugs, Conrad and Julie.

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovelies 💓 xx

[@conrad8906]

❤😊

[@susangranger3089]

Beautiful walks in the Beautiful Sunshine Suzy and so Lovely to see the Doggies having fun, running about on the Beach, bless them. Take it easy, chill and have a nice rest on your days off work. Looking forward to seeing your next Video. ❤❤❤ xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely Susan 😊 It is beautiful here, just exactly what I need. The dogs love it as much as I do 💜xx

[@janefreel9037]

Love the new name of your channel 😊

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you Jane 😊💜xx

[@maffosweetyify]

Digging the new name 👌 you’re an empath suz it can be a pain in the arss sometimes 😅enjoyed watching as always x

[@suzybeetravels]

Thanks Matt 😊 I think I am. It's painful and lonely. We don't get an easy ride do we xx

[@Chickenlips2023]

Old cliche , but you will look back at this time and wonder why the heck you wasted so many tears , but it’s a process as you know . Your detoxing from the the things you probably dealt with and also you might be a bit lonely . Hopefully your family and friends will visit soon . And either way your getting fitter and toning up and looking fabulous . 😘

[@suzybeetravels]

I know I will, I think I just need to stop rushing myself and be patient. I've got to go through it in order to heal it I think. That requires tears and pain and not running away from my feelings. My sister is coming up soon and my lovely friends soon after that 😊 Aww thank you lovely 💜x

[@carolchanse6946]

I love your new name,I think you are doing very well,though obviously I don't know!! It's good to talk and it's lovely to hear your talk,you need to be on your own and to think of yourself first,I know easily said!! You remind me of me!! I'm a big softy I give my all,everything will be ok,it takes time,keep smiling that lovely smile, big big hugs 🫂 and love ❤️ xx😊

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 I'm doing ok and I need to remind myself how far I've come I think. I think I just need to be more guarded about who I give my everything to and especially not before I'm fully ready 💜x

[@user-ks2lf1by8c]

Great vlog suzy you can do it you are amazing person and look after number one first ❤ Chris/ Jan

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you, you lovely pair 😘 Hope you are both well 💜x

[@hazelwade-oq2zc]

I TOTALLY get where you are Suzy, apart from family who didn't need anything from me I isolated myself too. My home was my safe place & yes it did get lonely sometimes, believe me you have come so far in only a few weeks. Do things your way, sod everything else !! Take care, sleep well & march on !

[@Chickenlips2023]

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[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 I understand why people choose isolation now. I feel I need it in order to figure myself out. It's been a short space of time in real terms and I think I'm putting to much pressure on myself. Someone said healing isn't linear and it's really not. I'm starting to enjoy choosing for myself and just pleasing myself and I think I just need to carry on down this path. 💜💕xx

[@user-ui9uh1lm5x]

Fantastic new name suzy great vlog really enjoy your honesty . Stay strong and carry on. you're absolutely brilliant, look forward to you're next vlog ❤xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww thank you lovely 😊 It helps me that I have you lovely lot to talk to 💜💕x

[@KewiCampervan]

I don’t put stickers on my van, but I will make you an exception haha ❤ loving the new name 🐝 xx

[@suzybeetravels]

Aww I'm flattered ☺️ Thank you lovely 💜xx

[@neildance329]

Hi Suzy can you put me down for a sticker please your new channel name is lovely

[@simple-277]

Another up lifting video Suzy your vids are wonderful and the back ground music is so lovely they make me cry not sure why . Thanks Suzy thumbs up to you ❤ Good things take time you might feel lonely now God knows am also feeling a bit lonely at times even in relationships but doing things I love helps some times but not all the time . Hugs to you SUZY

[@suzybeetravels]

Sending hugs lovely 💕 I guess we all feel emotional at times. Sorry I make you cry, sometimes editing them I cry too if its any consolation. I think people don't want us to cry because it makes them uncomfortable BUT I believe it's necessary to let out and validate my emotions now. Sorry you feel lonely, I'm here if you ever need an ear 💜xx

[@simple-277]

@@suzybeetravels thank you SUZY

[@mhairimcmath1920]

Suz just wondering if something like a dog buggy like motor home mums or even what field view adventures have so the dogs can also go out more since they are getting older, or something more slimline since you havent got a lot of space.

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, I tried Daisy with one a while back she hated it. They are just little bed potatoes and love nothing more than a good snooze 😅 I never am far away from them in the heat they get checked on really regularly 💜x

[@ashleycollyer9185]

Stop being sorry you just be you ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you lovely 😊 💜xx

[@vincentdigney7486]

Hi I thought I was strange because I’m going through similar to you it’s been 4 years

[@suzybeetravels]

Hiya lovely, there isnt a time limit on these things. I think we are always healing once we start on the path. Sending love 💜x

[@bassamtravel]

Good Evening ✨👍

[@suzybeetravels]

Good beautiful evening 😊💜x

[@jennifereccles162]

So nice to see the doglets zoomies, they used to do that when we walked them on the vale 😊 You are doing fine babes and your little sister will arrive in three weeks like the cavalry coming over the hill and let’s face it she is crazier than you 😂 Onwards and upwards ❤️❤️

[@suzybeetravels]

They are really settled up here bless them 😊. I can't wait for Linds to come up. I'm gonna take her down to Rothiemurchus to do some stuff 😁💕xx

[@vincentdigney7486]

I’ve isolated myself and have trust issues anyways I’m converting a transit to travel

[@suzybeetravels]

I honestly think it is the best way to heal, especially if you are sensitive to other peoples emotions. Hope your conversion goes well. I love being on the road 😊💜xx

[@royrichardson7178]

Good vlog suz have a good one 👍

[@suzybeetravels]

Thank you Roy 😊 💜x

[@royrichardson7178]

@@suzybeetravels you are welcome 😊