“Dynamo Is Dead!” The Heartbreaking True Story Of Why Dynamo Vanished For Years!

[@TheDiaryOfACEO]

Today you’re going to find out what happened to Dynamo! Can I ask you all a favour? If you enjoy this episode, could you please hit the like button 👍🏾 it helps us massively. Appreciate you all! 🙏🏽

[@erikajoszai8046]

Your work is amazing!!! Thank you so much. I am on a journey to learn and this platform has given me a lot. And its keep giving. Sending you my love from Hungary❤

[@Kondwanisimwanza]

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[@bahr-pq4uo]

demonic magic leads to death.. do not watch it .

[@brunodiscover1814]

Thank you so much for having that wonderful man in your show! Most of the time I like the people and subjects you choose, but I've always had particular, even fatherly feelings for Dynamo (I'm 65) and would have been really proud if he were my son. It must have been my subconscious that felt he was missing something. After seeing the show, I got the whole picture.

[@ScottDuncanCoaching]

Oh man! that was a tough and great episode.

[@trishcain3099]

My eldest was obsessed with Dynamo and after I asked what he wanted for his 16th, he said “Dynamo to come to our house” I managed to find Dynamos agent and he agreed to come to our home. He stayed for ages and was such a beautiful young man, performing right in front of my son and his friends, amazing magic. We were allowed to video close up and we still have the tapes. That was 2006. Steven/Dynamo, you still have that exact same charisma and we all wish you every success for the future. You have a beautiful and magical aura 🙌🏽🤗

[@acechadwick]

What a lovely story. Thank you for sharing.

[@daizyhiggins205]

Oh wow that's amazing ❤

[@The_staz]

Yo that’s fuckin siiiiick. So cool you sorted that too. Good on ya. Great parent.

[@CharlesLeaverSouthAfrica]

That is an epic story!

[@Mattlawton-ft6ew]

Absolutely here's to a great comeback and future.

[@DiscoDrew]

I remember when Dynamo first appeared on TV, and thinking he was extremely humble for someone so talented. I wish him health and happiness for the future.

[@steve.hains5125]

Hi I think you have gone through more than most, And my opinion is that you are suffering more from loss Than anything else, loss of your childhood,your father Loss of the ability to do the things you used to do,due to your illness Loss of the bond with your mother,the list goes on Think understanding things that have affected you the most Is the first step towards getting through the crap I hope all goes well for the future

[@DaLilVivi96]

The most humble and inspirational person I've ever seen (on tv and KZbin) 💖

[@jansmith3158]

carnviore diet heals everything...from obesity, anxiety, depression, mood swings, brain fog, gut issues etc etc it's a longgg list of healing. Carnivore diet is a elimination diet that heals the gut, organs, brain etc. channels: dr ken berry, shawn baker md podcast, kelly hogan, steak and butter gal, home stead how (he lost 100 pounds, got off all rx drugs and healed his depression), dante carnivore freedom (something like that), nutrition with Judy, dr chaffee and a ton more. look into this if you have any health issues. you will be healed by eating meat, eggs, fish, shellfish, dairy. channels for fasting: Dr Mindy pelz (vids 7 types of fast, what to drink on a fast, refeed on after fast), Dr Ken berry, Dr Jason Fung, Dr berg, Dr Eckberg etc that body knows how to heal it's self....fasting allows this healing. library will have books on fasting & carnivore. many start off with keto diet then move to carnivore. cheers to good health everyone. take care

[@michaelc3977]

Sitting alone in your bedroom practicing slide of hand for thousands of hours isn't talent. It's a longing for attention motivated by loneliness. "Magicians" perform carrying pity on their shoulders, and this was never more apparent than with this guy.

[@AJ-oj5eu]

​@@michaelc3977 There's an element of deceit in there as well. You're literally tricking people into believing something that's untrue, for personal gain. It's sneaky at best, and has its roots in the old pick-pocketing days.

[@jonrandall4005]

For all his very personal and tragic health problems he is a fantastic entertainer with a great gift. I wish him all the very best with his recovery.

[@AutumnHuebner]

I have so much love towards Steven. The world is not better off without you. We need you here.

[@essexlad8151]

He's been through so much, I can see the pain behind his eyes. I just want to give him a hug.

[@ZyliceLiddell]

The 2020s haven’t been kind to *ANYONE!* 😭

[@Mark-pb4dn]

he just had a falling out with his DEMON for a while

[@anniemac7545]

I feel the very same.

[@strictlyfootball7859]

Listening to him talk about his childhood and upbringing was tough man. Can’t stand bullies, make me sick. What a resilient man.

[@florence1395]

I hate bullying & narcissists who bully!

[@happydays9613]

​@@florence1395100% agree add child rapists, rapists and hate crimes to that list.

[@dianekeogh]

Totally agree. I wonder how much of the bullying and infliction he endured in his abdomen brought on the Chron's disease.

[@gazpal]

@@dianekeogh the stress could have triggered Crohn's, but auto-immune diseases are complex at best. I lost my wife to internal haemorrhaging caused by long term effects of Crohn's Disease in 2011 and our middle daughter was diagnosed with Crohn's on her 16th birthday, eight weeks later.

[@deus0rcinus889]

@Gazpal that's tough buddy. Sorry to hear that you and yours are going through the ringer @ the moment

[@barbygoodley3301]

Dynamo…. I am 68 years old and I have never heard such an honest and articulate interview….. My Son loves magic, possibly for a similar reason ! I know you don’t want sympathy for your unfortunate experiences but my heart goes out to you and well done for being so open ❤

[@Kellycreator]

My Dad died from suicide when I was sixteen. I can assure anyone feeling suicidal it’s the worst thing you can do to your family. Please, please speak to someone straight away. To be left without a Dad is heartbreaking, soul destroying and more damaging than you realise. It’s cost me my marriage and other relationships. You are loved, wanted and needed, stop and really understand my message. ❤

[@leegould5306]

God bless you, I hope you your future is filled with joy.

[@richard_from_england333]

What if you have no family,no friends no one that cares about you?

[@harilodhi6798]

​@@richard_from_england333it hearts when there is no one for you try to find some new goals do something for yourself cos it goes bad to worst when you have nothing to do so start something new work or hobbies and no one stays forever so just leave old things and just move on every one makes mistakes but you can't regret for rest of your life try to be happy

[@gazf6163]

​@@richard_from_england333I have a wife and 5 kids, no friends and no job because of a stupid medical condition, but I feel alone and unloved, unwanted and uncared for, and I know it sounds crazy but although I have no money I know there are people in the world who would die to have a family like mine. So you can be surrounded by love and people and still feel alone. When Dynamo talked about his chrone's disease it broke my heart, I'm baffled how he can even leave the house, because I can't. You know some people are so poor that all they have in this life is money, right?

[@lorrainecampbell4641]

@@richard_from_england333 Well I do I care

[@tck3041]

What a beautiful soul. My heart hurt when he said he was thrown into the pool as a boy by the cruelty of bullies. Thank God there was one good boy who helped him. Bullies are weak cowards. Also, this shines a light on the importance of kids having Granparents in their lives. I send you many many blessings Steve and renewed health. May peace, happiness and laughter fill your beautiful heart and soul. ❤

[@poesie6279]

This is your best guest ever, he’s so humble in the best, dignified way, he’s so courageous only partially aware of his talents. This is the best I’ve seen from you too, very sensitive, respectful and genuine. He has been so hurt; the world needs people like this who speak from the heart. I really like the way he sees and experiences magic in the world and in every day relationships.

[@DaLilVivi96]

You couldn't of worded this more perfectly! 👍

[@91099Babar]

You mean Cup haircut !! 😀

[@nd5550]

When I first saw your act, I just wanted to be like you. So be proud of who you are and what you've achieved.

[@nd5550]

You could also pass your knowledge and wisdom to the younger generation by teaching them what you know, someone like you is a plus to the world and can not go to waste.

[@91099Babar]

@@nd5550 Your name ?

[@rachaelhoward350]

I think this is the most impactful episode I’ve listened to. What an incredibly brave man. I’m glad he’s still with us ❤

[@Gypsygal23]

Me too ❤

[@DaLilVivi96]

Same here, wat an inspiration he is too! 💖

[@florence1395]

Gosh my heart goes out to him, I understand him, personally through my experiences. Bless him, I wish him healing ❤️‍🩹 & strength & love.

[@jamiecurran3544]

Indeed it is, I knew about his health issues however I didn't know he'd had so much pain in his life and all the stuff that contributed to it!😔, he's a lovely guy though and he brings joy to many with his talent, may he heal and carry on bringing that joy to us all!🙂💜✌️

[@Galvatron54]

I was in Dynamo's class at Dewsbury & Batley college of art 2000/2001 and he never ever stoped doing magic tricks and shuffling his cards. Such passion! I have always been so proud of him that he made it. I never knew how bad life had got for him and it's so sad to hear everything he has been through but I hope he can make a proper return again and wish him every success. Was great to see the fire and passion in his eye's again as he did those tricks at the end after seeing such hurt for the whole interview. All the best for the future Dynamo!!

[@mrcosimoalexleo2451]

Thanks for being yourself. I moved to London about 11 years ago. I always hoped to meet you on a street performing some magic like in one of your series. Last year, in one of the most unexpected times for me and most unexpected place, while walking out on a street outside my house, you saw me wearing a Dynamo sweater I bought during your tour years ago, and you stopped me and smiled at me. You pulled over your car, came off and showed yourself like the most humble human being I ever met. It was one of the most amazing times in my life. I could barely say something to you so I was shocked while shacking your hands. Please stay strong! You let us dream everyday! Thanks for sharing your story. ❤

[@oviwkd]

P

[@Demokitten888]

Wow!!! 🥰🥰🥰🙏

[@traceycharles4910]

Dynamo. I hope you find Jesus Christ. He's the only one that can heal your brokenness and pain. Literally. Jesus Christ made you beautiful and whole. Your purpose and everyone else is to have a relationship with him. That's why we are in existence. Not everyone accepts I know. But believe me, he is the way, the truth and the life. He will give you his peace, he can set u free from anything. Don't give up! Praying for you, bless you🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@CZVergilius]

​@@traceycharles4910 stop with this shit...

[@carolinearmitage1815]

Wonderful story, it brought tears to my eyes, so touching.

[@adelewood1856]

Dynamo isn’t just a magician who entertains he’s a magician who touches hearts too. I applaud him for giving such a relatable raw version of himself in order to help others

[@91099Babar]

Mr Khan is truly a great person from inside .

[@jameskps]

Wank

[@91099Babar]

@@jameskps Wank ... In what way ?

[@Belisarius536]

@@91099Babarit was probably a command and not an insult.

[@91099Babar]

@@Belisarius536 WANK ... a command 😖 Whao !! Where did you get this command from & where does it use on ?

[@freddycarneiro9498]

I cried so many times in this interview, the childhood, the school feeling, fear of failure. I am glad I know you STEVE. I wish you the very best.

[@MdBabulalTivari]

I am from India 🇮🇳and he was pretty famous here back when I was a teenager, lots of love from India, Dynamo❤

[@Andrew73566]

Dynamo, your real magic is the smile you put on a child’s face. The love you have for others and the amazing entertainment you bring to the world. You have nothing to prove. You have given yourself to the world and what you’ve given keeps on giving. Much love and Aloha from Hawaii

[@Thirdfish]

This lad is not bullshitting, he speaks the whole truth and we are proud of him. I remember him as that kid and that kid came across all kinds of adversity, he worked his way out of it, he faced every challenge all the way to the top. I knew his dad from back then, not as a friend but as a figure that was always looking for money or ways to make easy money instead of getting a job, he never came across as a bad, evil, violent person because he was well liked but he wasn't to be trusted and a front to get what he wanted, he was weak and lazy. I didn't know about the abuse to his mum N. It was sad to know that he only wanted to reunite with his son for alternative reasons other than to be proud of him. I used to see him hanging around the city square before he died and he was the same as he always was, a chancer and a shit father, luckily Stephen he had a great family behind him. I'm sad that Stephen felt the need to end his life because of the things that happened later on in his career and health but he really is a strong minded man that has gone on to inspire thousands of people, he is a lovely guy. All the very best to him, hope to see you some time. Welcome back.

[@stephenchannon2138]

This is not truth! You will only find truth in Jesus Christ King of all kings and Lord of all lords. Seek him today and live.

[@Thirdfish]

@@stephenchannon2138 Let me know when he turns up. 2023 years late.

[@Mintychops]

@@stephenchannon2138 yes, Jesus is the Way and the Truth, but c’mon man, get a grip and declare it appropriately. Of course this man’s story is his truth, and by the sounds of it he’s been to hell and back - by grace of God he will be healed. Declare Jesus all day long if it makes you feel better, but be wise and gentle.

[@kloudkidofficial]

well put thank you @@Mintychops

[@anon8730]

facking hell why always bring jesus into this. Do you see you disregard the whole message he's sharing. This shit makes me so angry. This indoctrinated pushy religious talk all the time. @@stephenchannon2138

[@christopherwhittaker2620]

I am almost lost for words. Mostly because that was one of the most powerful and moving and very touching emotional interviews. I’ve ever had the pleasure to have watched. I’ll add to that is probably the best thing I’ve ever seen on KZbin and the magic at the end… Absolutely mind blowing. What a truly beautiful human being he is. I wish him all the very best.

[@topgrowthexperts]

I actually met Dynamo outside a party in London around 8 years ago. It was super late, say 3/4am and I saw him with one of my friends. We went upto him and jovially but politely asked him if he would perform a trick. We were just joking to make him laugh, but he surprised us by pulling out a deck of cards and actually performing a trick for us. What a sound guy. Many blessings to him.

[@oscar]

Great to see this interview. Dynamo was the one who inspired me to become a magician and ultimately build my KZbin channel!

[@mohamedabdillahi6180]

Stay away from black magic kids, Islamically even trickery like card tricks is a form of magic. Suicide is from the devil and when you do stuff like black magic you are with the devil and thus become depressed suicidal all sorts. Stay with your lord the creator of the heavens and the earth. This is merely tricks taught my the devil and spells. With many dark sacrifices and evil to get more tricks and spells.

[@DaLilVivi96]

That in itself is super inspirational, thanks for sharing this 👍

[@newtonbelieved]

In 2017 his progressed Sun squared his natal Saturn. Low point, Google it. Compare with Elon Musk at his lowest point in 2008, when his progressed Sun conjuncted his natal Saturn. Time to learn some real magic mate.

[@DaleSteel]

When will you be successful like dynamo?

[@Fleed72]

​@@DaleSteelhe's got 1.2M followers . What do you think?

[@wonderwoman5528]

So much respect to this man for being so brave and honest about his mental health. He is helping many people

[@captaincat1743]

I hope he knows it wasn't just his magic that made him brilliant to watch, but it was his personality that sets him apart from the rest. I used to love the parts of his TV shows where he was just talking about the places he was in. He is so laid back and down to earth. I could listen to him talk for hours. I'm sure if he made a YT channel he would be incredibly popular.

[@jujutrini8412]

I agree. I always liked how ordinary and down to earth he is. It was obvious that it never even occurred to him to be in the least bit fake and I love that about him. He is who he is - accept him or not. He’s good at magic and he’s good at impressing ordinary people because he is one with an amazing talent.

[@WeeMo33]

💯 agree

[@badgoat666]

Yeah, he was like David blaine but not a bellend 😅

[@captaincat1743]

@@badgoat666 🤣🤣🤣

[@jujutrini8412]

@@badgoat666 You have such a poetic way of saying things. I commend you. 😂😂😂

[@ankitxalxotoo5580]

Felt so much good to see Dynamo perform ,,,,, made me nostalgic.......I hope his health gets better and he starts his show again.

[@DefconUnicorn]

"I didnt feel like my life was worth sharing". Yet this might be the most important talk you have ever shared.

[@jodiegordon5559]

I felt that when I had a breakdown, I was almost catatonic and couldn't speak my brain had shut down. My Dad told me after my recovery that at the time he thought I was on drugs?! Because I was so zombie-like and my eyes seemed dead. x

[@TommoDobbo-dp1gu]

He sounds like he's broken he's totally lost and in a very bad place. Maybe he sold his soul to the devil to be a great magician and now he's in a very bad place he needs to repent ASAP and ask jesus to forgive him and ask God to accept him. He's suicidal obviously and lost he needs to repent and beg for jesus to forgive him. This man is in a very very bad way

[@robertwalsh4408]

Yes fully agree.. ❤

[@dougbates8018]

I really relate to Steven’s reality he talks about here… such a humble and honest discussion… his disjointed childhood as a small, mixed race kid, with a chronic ailment too, and his struggles to come to terms with and overcome the negative limitations that these factors imposed in his life. Such a talented guy Steven is, I wish him strength and wellbeing, and hope he will find fulfilment again through his real talents.

[@scorchio100]

I’m welling up on the building site here listening to this. The courage you’re showing to open up about such intimate issues is amazing. I’m so sorry to hear you’ve had to go through this. You’ve nothing to be ashamed of mate. Keep your head high. We all look forward to seeing your magic again one day when you’re ready! ✌️

[@jstanders6973]

Lovely comment 💪

[@angusseletto1511]

Me too ❤

[@angusseletto1511]

The cruelty and damage caused from bullying is so Angering and Weak.Its heartbreaking to hear.

[@Demokitten888]

Bless you Scorchio!! Indeed a beautiful comment 🥰🙏

[@deanh7161]

I have never seen somebody express so much integrity, humanity and down to earthness. I respected you before but man, I have absolutely mad respect for you now. Youre a true gentleman. Wishing you all my best and hope to see you perform live sometime in the future.

[@naominicol8713]

What an emotional episode. I have Crohn's Disease and the way you described the pain as an open wound and being afraid to eat really resonates. It really breaks my heart hearing the struggles you have faced. You're an inspiration, thank you for opening up.

[@sportysbusiness]

On a side note, look up Dr Ken Berry on KZbinad the comments and see how eliminating plant toxins from your diet has completely healed Crohn's in many people. Good luck.

[@garage2roomessexgarageconv858]

Carnivore diet and zero fibre 👍

[@BoringOldXboxGamer]

It's not the tricks that make him a great entertainer/magician but his personality, and that cannot be faked. A true star.

[@sssshhhhh45]

My am I the only one crying my eyes out? Had no idea he faced so many tough challenges. So humble and honest

[@SabinUche]

No. I did not even know him before this video came across. What a strong, brave man! We all have our challenges. Mine IS to start all over with nearly nothing and 49.

[@honeybane]

What a beautiful kind soul this man has. I’m so glad you had him as a guest, Thank you ❤

[@wallacetf]

I was always a big fan of Dynamo - and still am. I hope he reads all these lovely comments and understands quite how respected and loved he is.

[@SteveDoomXIII]

Moved me to tears this one, I'm in a similar place to Dynamo right now and he has inspired me to fight on. Thank you.

[@PhoxxYT]

💪

[@doffle6106]

You're worth it man, more than you could ever think

[@Inc0gnit045]

Stay strong man, all of us are fighting our own battles on our own levels but remember suicide is never an option rather it's a thing of the weak and you're not weak

[@rabblerousin8981]

@@Inc0gnit045your advice is actually pretty negative and rude. Especially on a public platform. Please rethink saying things like that..

[@catherinemacpherson8306]

Stay strong ,a day at a time 💖💖🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@tingliasmr]

Of all the podcasts, this one hit me like a tone of bricks as the pain in his eyes was so tangible I just wanted to give him the hugest of hugs. I wish him all the best and to never have to deal with that darkness again.

[@Mintychops]

Did you notice how he visibly changed when he started talking of serving others instead of the self, and the twelve steps book? It was so great to see, the spark came back to his eyes

[@Obiwan234]

What a fantastic interview, Steven is incredibly humble and candid about his journey so far and the challenges he has had to endure. As a Crohns sufferer, I can relate to his suffering of this horrible and often debilitating disease, it truly can tear your life apart and make you face physical pain and mental lows that your previously never knew existed. He has clearly suffered a lot, both physically and mentally, thankfully he is a fighter and managed to overcome his darkest moment. I wish him nothing but the best, he is an incredibly talented, humble and honest human being and the world is a better place with him with us, I hope he continues to have the loved ones around him continue to support him. Additionally, I applaud Stephen Bartlett for his handling of this interview, his professional, sensitive, empathetic, yet probing approach to explore the areas of Steven’s journey that can help to serve so many others watching this podcast, very very well done!

[@KennethMcPherson1954]

Thanks. The manifestation of trauma in people's lives is perfectly summarised by "Dynamo" revealing the immense courage he displayed by taking part in this podcast. I can identify this in my own experience of life through the years of bullying at school, abuse, health issues which continue till now. Perception will hopefully bring this to a wider audience and result in greater empathy for those who suffer in silence.

[@KennethMcPherson1954]

Since watching "Dynamo is Dead", my sleep pattern has been well and truly disrupted. Both amazing and traumatic.

[@denisewilliams3668]

As a counsellor/therapist I’ve heard lots of sad stories but this really got me. I’m so glad he found a strong role model in his grandfather. If he hasn’t already I hope Steven finds a great therapist to help him heal his inner child. I have seen my clients completely transform after these sessions. ❤

[@SabinUche]

Best comment i have read here! I always thought the most important is to help eachother. You nailed IT!

[@VampedElite]

In the interview he mentions an amazing therapist who he now sees for free as the famous therapist is very happy to do the sessions for free. The full interview is worth watching

[@dinshak86]

It's beginning to seem more like a paradox to me. Low income, trying to pull through life, support a wife n child, insecurity of losing my job around the corner, I tried to get into therapy - boom i could not afford more than 3 sessions. Pushes and proves me back into the same shit hole. Therapy is for the rich. Nobody helps without money. The very same help you seek, is also the root cause.

[@VampedElite]

@@dinshak86well you need to be more positive my friend. People do help without money and there is good people in the world

[@MissTorix]

As a girl born and raised in Bradford I can really understand a lot of what Steven says. I was bullied so much by people bigger than me, I loved school and learning but was called out for being a know it all, my friends were targeted too and at times the teachers had to drop me off home after school because of how bad it was. The estates in Bradford were full of criminals and was hard to go out without being drawn to it, thankfully my Dad got me and my brother out of there when I was 15 and now we've grown up and have great lives. Cant say the same for the bullies and a lot of the others who got involved in bad stuff but you become who you hang around with. Be proud of yourself Steven xxx

[@MrTruth-ib5ce]

Is Bradford that bad?

[@MissTorix]

@@MrTruth-ib5ce horrible hun

[@lindamckenzie4543]

Thank you for your comment. Love from New Zealand.

[@robertwalsh4408]

One of the best podcasts I've ever seen and heard.. honestly having addiction issues through my life and understanding how low you can feel.. yes I get were hes coming from.. strange we all have difficulties in life that punch you when you have been punched to the point of surrender.. honestly I'm sitting here praying for this man I'm not a type of person that does pray but I'd love to see him have some happiness true happiness in his life.. I can see he feels comfortable talking to the chap across the room and that's a lovely sight to see.. thanks for this.. this is what the KZbin platform should be for.. ❤❤❤

[@laughingalltheway10]

❤ 🙏🏽

[@garethdunsmore9913]

I hope he knows how much value he brings to the world by just being such a nice, gentle, honest and humble guy. The magic is just a bonus for us all. Ace interview both.

[@JohnSmith-wx5bh]

how can he be shown that he is of any value when no one sends any funds????????

[@gillianbaillie6170]

😮😮⁶⁶qq

[@BRM101]

This episode was beautiful I can’t think of another word for it, I’m a 48 year old man and I’m crying listening to it, not from sadness but from witnessing a beautiful human being sharing himself honestly and openly. Amazing finish 🙏

[@joyspettigue2855]

💯👏👏

[@SabinUche]

🎉❤

[@gerardscott5815]

Dynamo is such a class guy. Have even more respect for him after this interview. The real magic here is his brutal honesty and vulnerability. Lovely guy. I really hope he reads some of the comments here and see how much he's truly loved ❤

[@gertjanvandermeij4265]

He really ISN'T !

[@patbaron8197]

@@gertjanvandermeij4265Were you one of those that were bullying him as a child?

[@filipecabreiro]

Sometimes we forget famous artists are people too and this was a good reminder they have their own issues and fight their own battles. Good to see how humble he is. Hope he gets better soon and keep performing his craft.

[@andywallace56]

You have millions of people, who love you, around you right now mate. You are part of all our families. You are not broken, you are a guy who's used his resilience and genius, to get through life. I'm so happy, you're able to talk about this and how open you've been about it, all through your televised career. You're the stuff made of magic, not just the amazing work you do, Steven. Wishing you the best of everything.

[@keicbell]

Really nice comment, man. 👍👍

[@gaemover6522]

"Millions" is a bit exaggerated, right?

[@immanuelmapemba4264]

​@@gaemover65221.8 million views am from i small country in Malawi and a lot of us know & love him so safe to say millions

[@PeggyStinson]

one of the most open, raw, sensitive interviews I've seen on the channel. thanks so much to Steven Frayne for sharing his life.

[@choonipapa9073]

I am from Ethiopia, East Africa. This is the first time I heard of Dynamo, but this conversation is very powerful and honest. The saliva swallowing sound says it all. You reminded me of some of my friends who could use this level of honesty. Definitely sharing this to them. I also relate to your story on some level. You also reminded me of a friend who is my 'therapist' for free. I have to thank him. Yes, there are good people out there. You are so calm despite what you have been through. I enjoyed every second of this video. God bless you.

[@stealthangel4402]

Words can't truly express what i want to say, but this was a raw, vulnerable and really emotional interview that touched me deeply. I have such empathy for Dynamo and really appreciate everything he shared. The magic is real 💜

[@AniaBumba]

This interview was so raw. I could feel Steven’s pain, my chest and throught got tight and I cried a few times. Not because his story was „sad” but because I could feel his emotions so strongly. He is such a humble and sweet person. I hope he gets the right therapy for trauma because I strongly believe his autoimune issues are linked to it. I wish him lots of healing, love, success and of course magic!

[@JT-mr3db]

My partner has Crohn's and the arthritic pain is pretty debilitating. It's incredible how on point with her diet and stress she needs to be. Loved this interview.

[@nabarunghoshal560]

What a great gentleman!! He didn't utter a single foul word in the whole conversation which is usually rare among the celebrities of today. Not only a great magician, he seems to be a perfect good person as well. A fan of him as I was, I knew nothing about these horrific story of his life. Thank you for this interview.

[@jackiehancock6258]

I’m trying to breathe out for him. He’s wound up like a Brillo pad. My heart goes out to him, I really hope he gets through this. I don’t think his mind is allowing him to see the huge steps he’s already taken, there are many people who couldn’t do a quarter of what he’s been through. Sending my love to him.

[@Twinklyist]

I think diagnosing someone via the Internet is actually quite distasteful. If you put yourself in his shoes, and really listen to the part where he says he's never spoken like this outside of therapy, we see the courage in doing so in the public domain. Imagine basically recounting your whole trauma, I would imagine most of us would struggle, let alone with what he's experienced. Sometimes it's just kind to acknowledge that level of bravery.

[@Sweety-ut8zw]

​​@@Twinklyisthow is that a response to the initial comment ????

[@iriswoodhead6132]

Steven, you are so good at being a guy who is vulnerable like everyone, you’ve just had it harder than many, hopefully everything is turning around for you and we miss seeing you on Tv we’ve missed you so much 😘❤️💙xxxx

[@iriswoodhead6132]

Well done Steven for opening up, we all need you to enjoy your life we will always support you 💙💙💙💙

[@scottdj1982]

As a Scotsman that's battled severe depression through bereavement, I turned to cocaine and alcahol to compensate for my loss...This really resonated with me and I found it to be completely heartbreaking. He's such a humble, well mannered, grounded and talented wee gentleman.. I honestly hope he's on the ascension again (excuse the pun).. What an amazing, person.. I wish him all the love and respect in the world!! 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🇬🇧❤️

[@sarahcashmore6736]

I agree, bereavement was a real trigger for me as well. I couldn't cope with watching my father die, it was too big for my head to deal with. On my drive to see him everyday after work the anxiety built to a physical pain. The only way to get back to sanity was drinking & drugs. I'm sure that sounds crazy to some people but it made sense to me at the time. I repeated the same day for months, anticipating & waiting for death. It did however give me lots of empathy for strangers as you just never know what someone is going through but yet still going about their 'normal' life

[@nikiTricoteuse]

I hope you're doing OK now. I suffer from chronic pain and EVERYTHING is difficult and painful and twice as hard and exhausting for me to do as it is for others. The natural consequence of this, for me, has been isolation and depression so, l understand how hard it can be.

[@nikiTricoteuse]

​@@sarahcashmore6736Same for you too Sarah, l hope you're doing better too. Losing a dad is hard and watching a loved one die is awful. Hugs.

[@scottdj1982]

@nikiTricoteuse I've chronic back pain, pal..Knackered bottom of my spine playing I've hockey years ago...And I totally get it, when I'm basically incapacitated, it really gets me down.. Keep your head up, pal. ❤️

[@scottdj1982]

@sarahcashmore6736 Sorry for late reply, pal. Yeah I understand your pain.. losing a loved one is hard enough, but when the person in question is a parent or sibling, someone close, it leaves a wee hole In your heart. Keep your head up, make him proud, and remember, if you ever fall off the bandwagon, it doesn't make you a shitty person.. We are all human and we are all complex primates.. Much love, pal. Have a great Xmas when it comes ❤️

[@Smiithrz]

What a great episode, I really felt for everything he was saying, it felt so raw and real. This stuff is so important, and I love how accessible it is for people see others being vulnerable, and help normalise the fact that for many people, life is a struggle. The fact that these people are often celebrities helps us see that we're all just people, nobody is immune, regardless of how adored, hated, rich, poor, famous or anonymous they are.

[@advancedwatcher]

This video turned up on my KZbin home page. I watched because around 2013, when I was a teacher, a small boy (aged around 11) , not from one of my teaching groups, came to me in my teaching room at lunchtime and told me in detail how much he admired Dynamo and how important his magic was. I'm guessing that the boy also spent some of his school life avoiding bullies and uncomfortable situations. Dynamo/Steven seems like a decent lad who has had a hard time. Best wishes to him. eta: Magic isn't the only thing he's good at - he communicates his vulnerability really well. And eta again... the therapist! Thank you so much, whoever you are (didn't catch the name) but thank you for helping this man!

[@eddienorman.mp3]

I don’t know if anyone will see this but i met Dynamo in 2019 at a magic/ cardistry convention in London. Literally the nicest, most down to earth human being. We were chatting with a few mates and we all went out to Nando’s and that day i didn’t have any money on me (or my card wasn’t working or something) and he bought me a bowl of chips and a drink. Wow, certainly made my year and took my confidence right up. To know this was what he was going through then, just WOW!

[@hardworker645]

👍👍

[@luscher5093]

His pain was palpable at times. Heartbreaking. Such gentleness of spirit though, underpinned by deep humility, vulnerability and courage. That’s left me feeling quite raw 🙁, but also, hopeful. It IS possible to rise from the ashes. An excellent interview handled with great sensitivity and skill. Respect my good man! ❤️

[@alcidaboissonnault2580]

❤

[@lindanoble7047]

Well said

[@markthomas5562]

Brilliant interview. Feel for the bloke, hope he returns better than ever

[@stefanschrage6196]

how can you not love this man? He deserves all the luck and happiness. Wonderfull interview. Thank you so much

[@MrMurph73]

There's a lot in there that he's not able to talk about because it's so painful. But he's doing brilliantly to talk at all about such painful stuff. God bless you Dynamo.

[@TheAlkebulanTrust]

Thankful for this platform for people share their stories you never know what someone you grow up watching is going through personally 🙏🏿

[@SeanLenaghan-dq2sb]

I’m so glad to see him back on our screens, this guy is absolute world class, we all have our demons and struggle with depression in this world and have to find our way out like he has, he’s got an absolute god given talent and as soon as he does magic his face lights up, keep up the amazing work and remember your never worthless no matter what, your a living legend

[@sugipulaboule9]

You think so ?

[@ferdinandboll3319]

I was crying watching you honestly and openly share your story - all the hurt and pain. Thanx for being so open and transparent about your struggles and pain throughout your whole life. May the Source of all envelop you with love and bring healing in all parts of your being. 🤗

[@theitis1]

My son is a magician & his inspiration was you. He hated school & he became self taught & you are his hero.

[@ladyalexander2003]

💜💫😘 That’ll make his day that he also inspired someone else! What an amazing guy to have overcome so much and stayed so humble! Anyone can make babies It takes a real man (or woman) to be there for their children to teach their children right from wrong & be a proper parent! Dynamo shows how he chose the path less travelled became an honest man and survived against the odds! ❤️‍🩹

[@morticiag]

Is your son involved in the Occult?

[@SabinUche]

Well done 🎉❤

[@GiannisJ13]

Your son is a trickster not a magician

[@PikachuPolice]

​@@GiannisJ13better than pranking

[@petem4271]

I always watch these podcasts in stages before I go to work. Just 20 mins or so before I head out the door. This is the first time I’ve sat down in the evening, started watching and stayed until the very end. Thank you so much Steven/Dynamo for sharing your story, warts (and red heartstrings!) and all. So powerful. You’ll have saved someone’s life somewhere, I guarantee it.

[@michellejenkins5922]

Steven you are so so much more than just magic. My dad lived with cancer from the age of 24, we thought he was magic being able to hold a light bulb in his hand and light it, little did we know. During the last years of his life his goal became to try to figure out just how you used to do your magic, you have given so much joy to the world many amazing people go through trauma. So damaged yet so giving, you are a remarkable man you are pure magic simply just being you. As someone who has been where you were it is a daily fight but it's one you can win. My love and prays to you and all your family because it effects all those around you.

[@phiphophum7727]

Sending a big hug to both Stevens..to Dynamo for being so brave and trusting to share his vulnerability and despair..and to Steven B, a big shoutout to you for being so respectful, patient and kind, not hunting for any sensationalism but handling this interview with massive due care and honour. A big salute to you both..from here in Cape Town.

[@divina_johnson]

This was so very sad, I grew up watching him and thinking how amazingly talented he is. It’s sad to know he’s had such a tough time. Grateful for this platform for him to share and heal 🧡

[@jimbus385]

Thank you Steven and Steven. Such a raw but important discussion on this journey to recovery. Very cathartic. Big fan of you both.

[@TheGutlessRunner]

Thank you for sharing your story. I have Crohns Disease as well, and the older i got the more i pieced together how much of my life it affected. Not just physical but also mental and emotional. Good luck with everything moving forward.

[@user-ui2if1lx2f]

One of the most moving, authentic, humbling interviews I’ve watched by chance on DOAC. Steven you are a magic person, honest, raw and your courage to be vulnerable on camera will undoubtedly help many people. Thank DOAC for your offering him the safety of your platform and support. Wishing Steven much success in your recovery and a happier life ahead.

[@KM-wv2og]

The magic at the end didn't just entertain me, it made me cry... because I saw the life and the light and the wonder come sparkling back into his eyes again ❤❤❤ everything about this interview was pure magic😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

[@ntcarver]

Same! 😥

[@lukeboss9635]

I cried for totz the same reason. A bloody flood! 😂

[@eddiebear34]

I hope all you people saying you were crying, are women. IF you actually cried. Majority of people BS about crying online for likes

[@kalbo1921]

WHAT BEAUTIFUL AND BRILLIANT INTERVIEW ,HE'S SO NICE I JUST WISH HIM ALL THE BEST.

[@LoveToHearUSing]

Thank you for this interview. I hope Steven reads the comments. Sending him and you a big virtual hug from Germany. May God bless you.

[@claredavid9380]

How vulnerable and honest he was. This is the ultimate example of strength. You truly are a hero, inspiration and light for so many. Your struggle and strength are the antidote to any shame you or anyone else could feel. This honest exposure of the truth you’ve endured is the ultimate gift to many. Keep rediscovering you and trust in the steps you will take. Your life will save many and lighten the steps to those who feel no steps forward can be taken. We all look forward to seeing you shine when you’re ready. Your wife sounds incredible. Thank goodness for her ❤️

[@JackBadinga-wp2ei]

By being open about attempting to take his own life, he has helped so many people including myself. I’m glad he is still alive.

[@gammalagaga]

So brave to bare his soul to thousands of people. This was such an amazing interview, and I thoroughly hope that he finds the peace he so clearly deserves ❤️

[@slkonnaris8477]

The younger Steven was respected for his magic & amazing talents BEFORE an onlooker said “this guy’s a dynamo”(it was only from that point he took on the name Dynamo professionally). We value him and support him with or without the stage name. He is a genuine, outstanding person. I have always admired him and as a lady from Yorkshire I feel very proud to know he is a Yorkshire-man

[@StayHealthyWithDarya]

This is an amazing interview! Thank you so much! Our family love Dynamo and we wish him all the best. Our daughter suffers from depression, she tried to take her own life in April this year. The way how she explained it was the same.

[@MacL]

I met dynamo once at a funeral of a friend of mine. He was a mutual friend, I was starstruck tbh when I seen him at the same little house in Moseley, Birmingham. But he was so down to earth, we shared stories about our friend who sadly passed too young. What a bloke he is

[@gertjanvandermeij4265]

He's just another FAKE ass person !

[@fishwhipped9972]

Thank you for being brave and sharing your heart and soul with the world. I'm an ex-soldier and suffer from PTSD. Your story brought a tear or 2. Dynamo is just a word. It's your spirit, personality and light and gentleness that shone through and that we all fell in love with. You are still that same spirit and even that can change to bring the story of who you are now. Faith has helped me by allowing me to see that when we live a life of self centric beliefs we suffer. Serving others and faith in something greater than our selves helps to bring peace and love. I hope you find your peace and love again and I look forward to seeing how your newly shaped light inspires the world. Almost like Adele when she bears her heart with each new album created through the pain and love of life. Light up the world Steven with who you are. You have blessed me for sure. ❤

[@lisaj9412]

Such a lovely comment ❤️

[@mod6854]

The joy and awe that this man has brought to millions already plus the depth of the courage and humility on display through the depth of the physical and emotional pain make him one of the most inspirational people imaginable. His human 'worth' is immeasurable and I hope that he can find a way to tap into some of that to support his sense of self-worth, regardless of whether or not. he goes on to performing magic again.

[@WeAreTheLoved]

Dynamo is so honest in this interview. We all have our own issues but he is sharing what he has been through to help others. What a beautiful man, god bless you x

[@amandubey6331]

This guy did the impossible again. Never ceases to amaze me.

[@kimbetton4487]

You are loved and you are worthy 🥰 sharing your story and being so brave will help so many that are going through their own tough times. Huge amounts of love and respect to you. Xxx

[@Funcrusher794]

Wow what an interview. I’ve had a tough year and this has really resonated with me. I tried to take my own life during summer which led me to being put on a psychiatric ward, then a few months after I lost my mother. Just knowing I’m not alone and you can make it through the tough times .Thank you for sharing, Stephen ❤️

[@barmy_irooni]

I’m sorry for the loss of your dear mother & wish a healthy new years ahead physically & emotionally 🙏

[@Funcrusher794]

@@barmy_irooni thank you ❤️

[@Watts_Up_K8]

So much love and light your way xxxx I PROMISE you can do this and you truly can make it out the other side ❤

[@TinyTim986]

Onwards and upwards, lovely. Be positive in life to ward off those Dark Days. God Bless you ❤

[@Funcrusher794]

@@TinyTim986 thank you for you kind words. I’m really trying 🫶

[@mezdrums]

What a gentle, articulate man and a fascinating interview. Wishing him a happy life from here on

[@RockyBilbou]

He's a really nice guy. Had so many challenges in life. Glad to watch this for many reasons. truly inspirational man.

[@Jameswattsmusicc]

This man gave me hope and something to go for at a dark time of my childhood. He’ll never know his impact on people and how powerful his magic really is

[@patsbooom]

I'm in awe of how open he is. So sad he has had to go through this all and still is. Seems his whole life has been a giant battle. One he almost lost. Keep fighting Stephen. Be the magic! Thanks for this outstanding interview

[@ChadeGB]

You can see quite clearly that Steven/Dynamo is quite nervous and uncomfortable talking about himself and other personal subjects, the anxiety is quite clear.....until he starts to perform his magic, then a more relaxed demeanour takes over, a hidden confidence starts to take over and he becomes someone else. It's fantastic to see you back Steve.

[@derim006]

?? someone else ? yes that is Demons-Dynamo name is demon inside of him that is why many well knows stars have multiple disorder it is demons inside them but no one believe in them no it is crazy talk ... if you play with fire you will get burned and his demon start to eat him from inside out no other way to explain simple as day ...

[@ryanbriesies1052]

whaaat you can see al that from a interview.daamn

[@thelovehearts15]

@@ryanbriesies1052tbf reading body language isn’t rocket science love

[@AZD-Benji]

​@@ryanbriesies1052what, you can't see a change in body language and a person's demeanor? It's pretty clear!

[@jam99]

It's the same as watching an actor. Just the same. Their performance is not spontaneous. The problem is, he is so good at deception, I don't know what to believe!

[@alexmallia4504]

This is the most intense interviews I have ever watched on this channel. Thank you Dynamo for sharing your experience on this social platform being so genuine and honest that speaks in volumes about humanity. I sincerely hope you can overcome your grief, pain and struggles to what life throws at you. Wishing you great health. happiness and peace.

[@ashleyloren6159]

This is absolutely heart wrenching, but I'm so grateful for the bravery, vulnerability, and honesty that went into sharing. I genuinely think this will help so many people and I also am truly grateful that he's sharing some of this darkness in what feels like a time where he's still in the midst of his journey. I think so many stories that are shared today are only shared once people are fully recovered and on the other side of trauma or after they've managed to achieve some magnificent success or recovery and I think the need to hear people at all the stages of human experience is so important.

[@aasolar3915]

Despite being dealt a challenging hand-facing a father who was absent, enduring severe bullying at school, and coping with Crohn's disease-you transformed your circumstances, turning a seemingly tough situation into a triumph. Your resilience and determination have enabled you to achieve feats that many of us, even if we were twice the person we are, might find impossible. I have been dealt a bad hand too, something we don't choose, was feeling down said my prayer and God led me to a video featuring your story. In that moment, I realized that you are not weak; instead, you have become my hero. Please do not give up, for you are not just an inspiration to me but to countless others around the world. You embody hope and strength, serving as a rock for those of us who may be struggling.

[@muktoonsepiphany9944]

Bless you 🎉

[@danlewis5977]

I don't know what was more heartbreaking to hear, him talking about his childhood and his issues or the silence in between. I hope he's on the way back to finding the happiness he deserves and it's great to see him back on our screens

[@jeevsharma9882]

You are an inspiration to thousands of childrens , please don't think you are worthless, you are a gift for mankind we loved what you did as it was mind-boggling.... Love you man ...

[@280SE]

I can’t imagine what a little darling Steven must have been when he was a kid. The thought of him getting bullied like that is so sad.. all while having no dad around. I wish him all the best in his life ❤

[@laughingalltheway10]

🥺

[@theopenroadmusic]

I hope Stephen sees all these comments and the outpouring of love and support for him. Clearly he is more than just magic to everyone.

[@teawrecks4140]

It breaks my heart that someone as genuinely amazing as Steven/Dynamo can suffer the way he has. Health, peace and happiness to him ❤

[@DaLilVivi96]

Same here, i cried throughout this entire video, he is such an inspiration 💖

[@deniseflattery]

Dynamo should write a book 📖 on his life. He would inspire everyone else and to indeed show that no-one is perfect!

[@jkutv]

Lotta sadness still in him. Can see in his eyes. Can see he's gone through a lot and looks like he is still going through some of it even now. Keep going strong 💪 great episode.. Very honest. Helps people knowing some who is famous and youngish can go through things like this.