Dysphoria as a playlist

You can get through this I believe in you!

[@emilina9106]

Me hearing I deserve to bleed as the first song: *immediate like*

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Thats one of my fav songs so i had to add it!

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey I'm here for you both

[@NebulaSkies0]

Same

[@ThePerrysnuthouse]

Ikr

[@straycat.4]

Ik bro

[@doookiv8796]

"Aren't you supposed to burn if your a star?" As someone who selfharmed through burning this line hit hard

[@IAmThyOverlord]

Yeah...

[@aquafina_o5204]

00:00-1:43 i deserve to bleed by sushi soucy 1:45-4:44 boy in the bubble bye Alec Benjamin 4:45-7:03 dysporic by cavetown 7:04-10:03 devil town by cavetown 10:04-12:37 Asthma Attack by Noah Adams 12:38-15:32 Phase by incubus 15:33-20:03 talk to me by cavetown

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

THANK YOU SM!!! YOUR A LIFE SAVER

[@aquafina_o5204]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 lmao np i like doing it its fun

[@Ash_6614]

(Noah Finnce)

[@arviiii155]

phase by freezing paint.

[@jaxisdead4516]

I feel called out- half of these are like my top songs lol

[@christopher5853]

as soon as i heard i deserve to bleed i knew this was the playlist i was looking for

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

This comment made me smile:)

[@malaka5653]

Exactly, Also i love your pfp :) -a dysphoric omni

[@Sum_selby1752]

Same :)

[@Nonbinarybaka]

Same

[@worm_eater93]

the fact that dysphoria by cavetown isnt on spotify is basically a hate crime /j

[@Emma-nq3yo]

Yeah

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Exactly

[@M1LKY._.B3RRY]

Yup

[@wasabi8120]

But why isn‘t it on spotify?

[@worm_eater93]

@@wasabi8120 i think it's a song that he made a while ago and isn't proud of

[@xevb.9495]

Im genuinely surprised Body by Mother Mother isnt in this but every other song is so accurate

[@mercurytheplanet3326]

Hey we're here for you I know dysphoria is one of the worst things to go through. It's honesty terrible feeling uncomfortable in your own body but I promise it does get better please don't give up though

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Your an amazing person

[@mars9809]

I would like but I don't want to ruin the funny number Edit: Welp the funny number is ruined now so I can like

[@-gnagnaw]

Man....these are the most kind words I've hear today. Im gonna to fricking cry.....thanks.....

[@iced_coffe2745]

so basically. im a female or i was born female- but now i use he/they she/they and they/them my parents have shut it down multiple times. which is ironic cause my mom supports lgbt. i have never wanted to be one gender it was just too hard to be one gender it never felt right and it sucks a lot. but i plan on getting a binder when i can

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

You will get through this love, I belive in you!

[@maple22moose44]

then your mum doesn’t support lgbT just lgb

[@nekomataumbreon]

Why would they shut you down?

[@yourlocaltherapistfriend5091]

when gender:

[@zoilnixelyt]

I have dysphoria and a bag of chips :) this is gonna be a bomb 20 minutes

[@hisokamorow1069]

Me: oh hey a playlist that I can relate to and it has sal on the cover, nice. Also me 5 seconds later: I WANNA RIP OUT MY INTESTINES THROW THEM IN THE SEA- 👺

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

HA, ALSO THANK YOU FOR NOTICING SAL LITERALLY NOBODY HAS

[@hisokamorow1069]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 I HAD THE BIGGEST SALLY FACE PHASE ISTG- I’LL ALWAYS NOTICE HIM😭

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

@@hisokamorow1069 SAME

[@randomnoob101flyhightweek]

@@hisokamorow1069 SAMEEEE XD

[@Nonbinarybaka]

Same tho

[@kvromi_xd9143]

I'm hearing this playlist during a thunderstorm to calm me down and its helping for some reason

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

I’m glad!:)

[@chabashira3]

I'm a non-dysphoric trans boy and this playlist honestly helps me feel more like a boy when I'm sad that I don't look like one. I want short hair and a flat chest and a more masculine voice so bad but I'm scared to go on testosterone/get top surgery in case I end up being unhappy with the result. I guess deep down I'm worried that I'm faking it all. Anyway thanks for the playlist 👍!!!

[@MORSE-CODE-RULES.-..]

(masculine voice)try to fake a male voice and hear how you sound (flat chest) try a binder/trans tape

[@Max9nce]

my guy, that's exactly the definition of dysphoria

[@eksprolek2924]

"as an non dysphoric" *describes dyshporia while talking abaut his fellings*

[@chabashira3]

@@eksprolek2924 ah, this comment is a little outdated,, i figured out that I'm definitely trans and I've come out to all my friends and they support me and I've never been happier ^^ after coming out i realized how may things *were* actually a result of dysphoria - my bf calling me his "gf" was honestly the biggest one. as soon as he started calling me his bf instead it was like a weight off my chest,, thank u for ur replies ^^

[@PeachJaguar7597]

@@chabashira3 that's all super awesome! I'm thinking about coming out as a demiboy, but I don't really know how lol

[@irllylikecatts]

When I was younger and I was still discovering what I was, I thought I only had low self-esteem. Until I realized that it wasn't normal for a girl to be insecure about having breasts, having long hair, being called feminine and not looking like a boy. And for years my mom said it was just insecurities and that every woman goes through that before accepting the woman she was. It turned out that it wasn't a matter of time for me to accept myself as the woman I was. The truth is that I would never accept her, because I wasn't her and I wouldn't accept living being someone I wasn't.

[@knotsoangelic]

my discovery was very similar, from age 12 i knew i wasn’t female, went from agender to trans to cis (being cis was the worst time of my life) and back to being trans. Still am to this day. It gets better friend, one day people’s perceptions will change and we’ll be seen

[@Tiana_atr]

This puts me in a melancholic mood. Reminds me of the music I listened to when I realized I was trans and the dysphoria was at its worst. Cavetown was a person I listened to a lot (even though I'm trans fem). It makes me glad I'm doing much better now, but also makes me think how much farther I have to go. Its... tiring... to consider whats ahead of me.

[@GHOeST154]

I don't know if anyone else ever got this but in "Boy in the bubble" when he switches perspective to the "bully" I always imagined the bully would sing the last bit of chorus at his father.

[@thewclar_11]

"I punish my body 'cause its not good enough for me" As someone who sh, I feel identified.

[@jellymilk9038]

This is so underrated it deserves more attention honestly!

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

TY SM

[@nemothefish1725]

I heard Sushi Sousy and automatically started to cry hysterically 👍

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Don’t cry, things will get better. I promise

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Y’all need to update me when you come out, I’ve had multiple people say their planning to and now I’m invested

[@UnTransMas]

I already came out of the closet with my sister, she supports me

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

@@UnTransMas GOOD JOB!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU DARLING!!!

[@UnTransMas]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 Oh thanks

[@Faith-fs8zr]

i did it lmao

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

@@Faith-fs8zr HOW DID IT GO??? (Only if you want to share of course)

[@Boys_Who_Cry]

Only on the first song and already FIGHTING not to cry🙏😭

[@ace_5813]

The fact that I found this playlist while having a mental breakdown because of HW, stress, and gender dysphoria- 😭🏳️‍⚧️

[@PinkLadybug52243]

I dunno, I just wish I was born as anything but what I am :/ the feeling sucks, great playlist though

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

1) love your pfp 2) same it sucks 3) TY!!

[@quincycook8610]

i'm glad other people feel how i feel. thank you for making such a playlist :))

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

No problem, you can make it through whatever your going through, I promise

[@Sayuri.32.]

Trigger warning. I'm so pissed off with myself, for the past like 8 months I've been dealing with Gender dysphoria and had no damn clue, I always thought "maybe I'm tran's" but it didn't add up, I didn't feel like I was actually trans, I see other female to male people "

[@nugget_da_chicken1461]

I'm sorry... This is pretty much how I've felt lately and understand it's horrible... I hope things get better soon, just remember they will eventually if they don't now

[@Sayuri.32.]

@@nugget_da_chicken1461 Yeah, Thank you. ❤️

[@2toastedbagels]

God why am i torturing myself by listening to this, i'm trying not to cry and it worsens it

[@ditjedatje9741]

it's what your cult does, dwell in selfpity and blame the world.

[@kittydesxo]

THIS IS SO UNDERRATED I LOVE THIS

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

AHH TY SM!! :)

[@quentinschrader7104]

Honestly, my favorite dysphoria Playlist. Because it's so broad, it's not all for transmascs and cave town, it describes dysphoria so much more versatile, true to life ig.

[@molanggomez9297]

there are 2 reasons i was listening to this, i was just bored or maybe i was sad *good play list :)

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Thank you for watching it! It helps me grow my account! I hope you arnt sad:( but if you are just know one day it’ll get better, I promise

[@yellowperkman]

I'm planning on coming out as transmasc and omnisxual on my birthday. Edit: Today is August 22nd, 2022. My birthday was five days ago, but I didn't come out then. I came out on July 4th as trans ftm, asexual, and biromantic. They are very supportive of me, and are adjusting well to my new name!

[@theultimateplaylistmaker3605]

gl

[@yellowperkman]

@@theultimateplaylistmaker3605 thanks :)

[@ibby7194]

Good luck. Hope that everything goes/went well.

[@yellowperkman]

@@ibby7194 thanks :)

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Good luck, it will be okay I promise! Take deep breaths and everything will be okay

[@bokiyo558]

Powiem tyle ta playlist’a jest bardzo przyjemna

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Thank you!

[@csar3dd]

przez chwile sie zastanawiałem czy yt mi przetłumaczyło automatycznie komentarz czy jestes z polski XDD

[@madipies]

*”aren’t you supposed to burn if ur a star?”* Help.???😭😭 I love this song.

[@kikumylove6052]

came out to my dad today, he said "[deadname] i love you, youll always be my girl'' kill me :[

[@bearythepanda6590]

BRUH WHAT?! *darling I know what to do **-cutely grabs gun-*

[@cosmo_7549]

I heard I Deserve To Bleed and then immediately Boy im the Bubble plays? Banger no doubt! Also small little tiny vent: I wish I was a boy... I know I can’t be one but I wish I was. The other day my friend laughed and said, “in another life, I swear you were a man!” And idk that made me happy. Anyways no, I can’t be a boy, but I’ve got the art of writing and curse of maladaptive daydreaming. I can’t be a boy but my characters can be! :)

[@coreforce9872]

If you want to be a boy, you pretty much already are one.

[@Emma-nq3yo]

Thank for making this video,you deserve the world,😊.

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

AWWW TY SM

[@Emma-nq3yo]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 no problem 😊

[@tsatsishche]

Yo it's beautifuuul. Anyway, I want to say to you all to stay strong, be proud :)

[@coreforce9872]

I WANNA WEAR A CROP TOP AND A SKIRT COMBO. AND I’M TIRED OF PRETENDING I DON’T. screw gender i want androgynity

[@randomnoob101flyhightweek]

I noticed this because sally face, and i clicked it because of the name. 10/10 this one of the best playlists ive ever listened to, also i almost never hear boy in the bubble :DDD

[@doot1176]

I’ve been listening to play lists like this, I feel sad more now, but it’s so much better than the constant background numbness I’ve felt for years now. I just wanna feel something, I’m so tired of being numb and it’s hard for me to be able to cry because I’ve forced myself not to for so long.

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

STOP WHAT THIS BLEW UP?! TY UH SORRY FOR ASKING BUT CAN YALL CHECK OUT MY OTHER VIDS?? IF YOU HAVE SUGGESTIONS LEAVE THEM AS A REPLY TO THIS COMMENT! TY SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT

[@SHSL_BOMB_INVENTOR]

sure lol

[@squid_bitch3537]

I almost cried listening to this

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

I hope your ok now-

[@gripen777]

Whenever I'm feeling down, I listen to I/Me/Myself and get some of that Will Wood craziness with a strong dysphoric aftertaste. It's an experience to say the least lol

[@Mister_Pixie]

"Being homosexual in Latino america is literally *death*. In America I don't think they tell you anything but here in Honduras. *Death sentence*" -My best friend. The best friend i could ever ask for, Cristian.

[@MattIsConfused]

The second I saw asthma attack I was like YES I love Noah

[@HyperNovva]

ME TOO HAHA I RECOGNIZED IT ON THE LITERAL FIRST NOTE though for some reason the song is called "double life" in the playlist

[@crow5210]

To whoever reads this comment right now: You're valid. No matter what form, or level, of dysphoria you're experiencing currently. I have the biggest struggle personally, with social dysphoria. I'm fairly comfortable with my body and I'm blessed to be so, but my struggle isn't any less valid. I love you, I support you, and I hope you have a good day. Keep fighting, it'll be ok.

[@sundialed]

thank you sm, i really needed to hear this. i hope you have a wonderful year

[@bearythepanda6590]

Heya darlings! I know how this feels but do not give up! It does get better,please Keep going. Everything will be just fine ♥️ -beary

[@Kittensarenice]

It's scary how accurate my suggestions are on KZbin

[@ash_afk1270]

Why is this sooo underrated? Augh, ;-;.

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

TY

[@wDStarDust]

Love the sally face google image result screenshot

[@that-agender-from-pluto]

Me an Agender person when my body exists: (shocked pikachu face)

[@NICOISACHAOSGREMLIN]

Ty so much for making this, all jokes aside, I needed this. You are amazing. And you have a new subscriber now. - a dysphoric trans boy named Nico

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

I LOVE THAT NAME!! ITS MY DOGS NAME

[@NICOISACHAOSGREMLIN]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 really? That's cool! Hehe.

[@robinyourhouse3399]

I love that name! It’s the name of one of my favorite characters from Percy Jackson

[@darkecho4609]

@@robinyourhouse3399 omg same and I literally named myself Niko after him. Well my friend basically picked the name out as a nickname, and I liked it so much I kept it as my name. I spell it differently though (Niko).

[@владимирскийцентралветерсе-ъ5г]

Thank you for this playlist. This is exactly how it feels like. Like hell that you have to go through to live another day. And songs that you choose, they let you feel the pain and then comforts you...

[@user-zy3jg8yj1d]

i never felt comfterble in my own skin until i discovered the fact i was trans.i tested he/him pronouns and felt good,great.and as i face problrems 3 years later,im comfterble in my skin.kind of

[@NebulaSkies0]

This is a nice playlist to cry to.

[@A_DAM_PROBLEM_ANDREW]

I'm so happy Asthma attack is on here!! I love Noah, btw love the playlist!!

[@TYS_wags]

i love this weird feeling i get from hearing this

[@janedaisy1519]

Oh yeah this whole playlist. *I feel it in my soul*

[@NICOISACHAOSGREMLIN]

I relate to all of these. I need therapy....maybe....eh, na, I'll be fine

[@Kyl3.brofl0vski]

I’m screaming because of the Sal picture

[@wDStarDust]

Fr

[@DEER_H3ARTED9]

as a demifemme [a demigirl (someone who identifies partially as a girl) who feels uncomfortable when theyre referred as a girl] who wants to look a bit masculine and is experiencing lots of body and gender disphoria i love rhis playlist. Stay strong peeps!

[@rhiannonpinnick4481]

I'm glad I found this. This really calmed me down :)

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

I’m glad:D

[@August_Rainy]

I SAW SAL SO I HAD TO CLICK BRO- Also, your playlist is rlly good, great job !!

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

TY TY

[@Ash_6614]

Lol first one has been in my Spotify playlist for a while

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

My ex told me about it and I’ve been obsessed with it sense then-

[@zero_cast8307]

ACK IVE FOUND ANOTHER PERSON THATS HEARD NOAHFINNCES MUSIC I WORSHIP THE GROUND YOU WALK ON

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

LMAOOOO

[@jaxisdead4516]

The only song I would probably add to this is 'Juiliet' by Cavetown. Still an amazing playlist though!

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Ahh yes! When I made this I hadn’t listened to it enough to think about putting it in the playlist… I would 100 percent if I could now! Mabey in my next one!

[@MeursauIt]

I LOVE THIS PLAYLIST SM. thank you

[@marush2566]

when someone tells me that my favourite character can't be trans I'm just like, SHUT TF UP I'M PROJECTING????

[@knotsoangelic]

and it literally hurts nobody like let me live

[@samdal420]

I finally got a binder after months of waiting and when it arrived it found out it was too loose :(

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Don’t worry, you’ll grow into it! It’ll be better with time:)

[@samdal420]

Thanks, I hope so :)

[@ditjedatje9741]

do it tighter, if you aren't breaking ribs, you aren't trying your best.

[@frankiehale8139]

I want to pull out my own hair. why can't i look like the other cosplays..?

[@ThatExhaustedArtist]

Cavetown hits so hard especially as a trans man who’s not seen as a man. All of these hit hard ngl-

[@Faith-fs8zr]

the fact before i clicked on this i said "i bet cavetowns gonna be here"

[@tnwn_v3nus]

Why literally nobody's talking about sal 😭😭😭 I came here for him and stayed because dysphoria hits hard, anyway AMAZING PLAYLIST 💙💙

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

HA TY ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON NOTICED HIM!!! I LOVE SAL SM

[@tnwn_v3nus]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 SAMEE MY LOVE FOR HIM IS UNHEALTHY 😭😭

[@hellokittylover749]

CAVETOWNNNSNANSNSNWJWKALZYFH thank you. I already know almost every song on here but still, thank you.

[@Crow_crossbow]

As a trans man I love this it fits the felling of disphorea ( sorry if I spelled it wrong)

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

It’s dysphoria, but thank you sm

[@delilahvalhalla8445]

Wish there were time stamps but idk how

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

I was going to make them but then I forgot some of the song names:(

[@aquafina_o5204]

i did it for you hope you find them useful

[@soapssie]

Dysphoria and body disassociation ✌️

[@lyric_521]

Bro ive been dealing with gender dysphoria for 2 years now.. It. Sucks.

[@randomnoob101flyhightweek]

Tbh i used to be really dysphoric ab my gender identity (or more like the lack of an exact one) because i always saw people who said that people always know what their gender is. and i didnt, i still dont rlly know tbh 😅 all i know is that its there and its deff not a guy, but nothing else feels quite right either. Ive just accepted the fact that ill never know my gender identity 😅

[@fluffycucumber5874]

i really only get chest and hips dysphoria and it makes me feel less valid though i know it doesn’t. it’s a horrible feeling though

[@mistynightlight9951]

Dysphoria sucks……. I hate it… I wish it didn’t exist. This playlist explains it, especially ‘I deserve to bleed’ and ‘phase’

[@local_noun6769]

I think KZbin is tryna tell me something 🤔

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Yea… I think so

[@9th_grade_biology_guidelines]

coming from someone with dysphoria, yes

[@richie3519]

1:44

[@ScaryKurru]

aaa, sal was the character that made me realize i'm not cis!!!

[@wDStarDust]

Sameee

[@Lycan_the_deerdog]

Why can't I be a guy?

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

You can. You are. It doesn’t matter what you look like because that can change. You are a guy I promise

[@keeprollin9911]

If you feel you are a guy you are my guy

[@tomriddleschild6256]

SALLYFACE SALLYFACE SALLYFACE 🥰💗💗

[@wDStarDust]

I was looking for this comment

[@taycordpepaw]

Hey! make sure to credit the artist for the art! (i don't mean this in a mean way!) and if its your art its very nice!! edit: also love how u have sall as the pfp :D

[@noxxamu.]

Me b4 the playlist: wa wa dysphoria wa wa sad ukulele noahfinnce is better 🙄🙄 me after: BECAUSE WHAAATT III AAMMMM ISSSS WHATT IIMM NOOTT 😭😭😭😭

[@oh-ul9mv]

Bro this playlist got noah finnce on it!

[@ditjedatje9741]

ah yes, the groomed becme the groomster. she is really bringing a lot of lost souls to the cult.

[@mercePotter]

my online friend vis has this- i might send it to them tho

[@M4rlol]

Noone: My mind when the P.E. teacher says boys on one side girls on the other:

[@BL00DY_IC3CR3AM1]

"My child is just fine" Then why do they know all the lyrics to the first song??

[@rayofsunshine7028]

Do y’all hate it when you’re genderfluid and get dysphoria in both femme and masc sides but if you dress femme you get called a girl and if you dress masc you don’t misgender Ed but you think your face is ugly. Just me?

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

Your not alone, and your loved! You can make it through this; I believe in you

[@rayofsunshine7028]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 thanks 😊

[@_the-amnesiac_]

I know there is already three from cavetown but *this is home…?*

[@stephking2093]

where can I find the song at 12:38??

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

That is the song names “phase” it’s a transgender awareness song. On KZbin you con go to the Chanel “Dj Tadeo” and that’s where the official music is

[@stephking2093]

@@Dior_brooklyn143 thanks :)

[@Dior_brooklyn143]

@@stephking2093 np!

[@Demoncrowley]

yeah basically. I'm transmasc i think and my crush is a gay boy and idk but i reckon most gay boys probably dont want someone born a girl

[@sovr_lemon]

I made this for me 00:01

[@JaneAudios]

any other dysphoric gender queer people here? Just me..? alright...

[@straycat.4]

Spotify playlist yet?

[@carlapatriciamelodearaujom2422]

Im transboy

[@CarraigButler]

This is sick but I’m a trans girl sooooo 🤷‍♀️ 😤