eli. - worthless

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Katana Town

Күн бұрын

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@chickennuggets9558 6 жыл бұрын

This should get more views tbh

@clxxdz6052 5 жыл бұрын

Once I saw the opening, I realized you paired this banger with Orange and that instantly put me in my feels. Orange was such a great anime and this song is a solid sad banger and both of them together creates this intense synergy that just fucks me up. Love it

@Rained_On_Em 3 жыл бұрын

2 years letter and look where you at

@clxxdz6052 3 жыл бұрын

@@Rained_On_Em I'm much better now, I've grown a lot these past few years. Haven't touched sad music in a hot minute

@MiguelHernandez-xn5sx Жыл бұрын

😅 L

@pinbe_ 5 жыл бұрын

tbh this goes for a lot of my friends bc they cut and have been told to die people think things like this is a joke but its not, its messed up how much people joke around about this stuff bc some people are actually suicidal and have issues

@bel8077 5 жыл бұрын

oh god my friends too

@bel8077 5 жыл бұрын

i hope theyre okay now

@gachajake5632 5 жыл бұрын

Yeah when i try getting help they make jokes about it so i said fuck it ima just kill myself next year cause nobody cares

@Softer_Panda 5 жыл бұрын

Like me 😩

@corey_en366 3 жыл бұрын

Didn't expected you to pair with orange. Amazing. Gained a sub.

@UwU-ek1ow 5 жыл бұрын

I love this song and this anime Cool video👌👌 You already subscribed

@bigdogtm2000 5 жыл бұрын

Cool video and song keep it up 👍

@blakekarn5704 5 жыл бұрын

Good shit I love it

@-imacakeqwq-6915 4 жыл бұрын

orange, el anime que por mas vea no superare..-

@pp-kv1dq 5 жыл бұрын

Idk but i just have a need to tell my depressing shitty story of life. On june 2 i was born the youngest and only girl of 2 boys, i lived in a neighborhood that had many kids so i was always outside never knowing what happened to my oldest brother when i was not around. My oldest brother is not my dads son because before my mom met my dad she had him but then divorced, so my dad abused him and would always yell at my mom and complain, the only things i remeber from then is that i would cry in my closet and cover my ears almost every night cuz my parents were yelling and when i made something (a stupid craft thing i cant remember) i went to show my dad, and he didnt care, he didnt even look at it and said cool now go away im busy, fast forward a year or two and i was 7 a couple days after my oldest brothers b day my parents announced they were getting divorced, i remember being mad and sad, thinking, why my family why did they even marry in the first place, fast forward again 3 years, my oldest brother still lived with my dad 50% of the time same as me, until one day him and my dad got into a fight, by that time he was 16 and yelling and swearing at my dad, then i remember walking into the room they were in when i saw my dad push my brother making him fall, as u can imagine a innocent lil 10 year old would start crying, and i did, then ran into my room, then my oldest brother moved in with my mom full time. Fast forward again XD i was 11 now, and going into 6th grade, i was terrified. A month or two into the school year i was diagnosed with anxiety. Yay. I would constantly feel nauseous and shake so i would skip a lot, my dad began to get mad and even when my anxiety was terrible and i felt like i was gonna puke he would make me go to school. So since i felt nauseous i began not eating breakfast or lunch during school and all i would have was dinner. I began feeling numb,worthless and self conscious, and it was too much, so i started cutting, at first it was my rists, then it went to legs. Two months after that my mom found my razor blades when she was in my room looking for scissors, as u can imagine she confronted me about it and balled her eyes out, but as i stood there watching her cry, i felt nothing, nothing at all, not guilt for putting her through this, not sympathy, I was angry so angry i started yelling at her spilling all mu emotions out about how i hated myself how i hated her my dad, everyone and how i wanted to kill myself. She then told me she threw my blades in the garbage and told me how much she “loved” me. I was disgusted because a month before this she was drinking not stop and even told me it was my fault and how shitty i made her feel, just remembering it makes me laugh, i cant believe that she said how crappy *I* made *her* feel, so after she took my blades away i got new one and since it was summer now and school was out i wanted to make sure no one saw my cuts so i started cutting my hips, and lost more emotions. And here we are now, im now 12 and am more suicidal than ever, might kill myself soon idk i might not but oh whale 🐳 fml

@Rockwithus97 5 жыл бұрын

your still young don’t do that please :(

@gachajake5632 5 жыл бұрын

Im suicidal but im 10 im doing it next year on my birthday to say fuck the world and my family

@Softer_Panda 5 жыл бұрын

DONT CUT YOUR GONNA KILL YOURSELF LIKE THAT! YOUR LIFE HAS A PURPOSE! DONT LOSE HOPE! yes, you had a terrible backstory and maybe still going threw it but I promise, someone out there will love you, and if you kill yourself, then if they already like you, then when they hear that you killed yourself they'll wanna die, I will make sure to pray for you , I will because I love to help people in any way I can I know I can't reverse anything you went through but ill pray, most people don't think that praying helps, but god can fix ANYTHING that your going through if you have faith in him. So, pls don't cut, and just imagine what your older bro would feel if you died. He would be so sad, unless he was doing rude things to you as Well but stay strong! I know you have a purpose in life! Please don't give up on your life. I hope when you see this you won't be so numb but I don't wanna make you feel worse but please don't cut!

@kazimir7485 4 жыл бұрын

Hey don’t do it, it may feel hopeless but it’ll get better one day. You gotta believe. And I know it may be hard too.

@sunnyrainbows7330 2 жыл бұрын

Don’t do that you still have so much to live for I know these might be terrible parts of your life but you still have around a good 72 years by average everything will work out by then and if it doesn’t never lose hope! I know saying this might not help a lot but please don’t give up and if you can go to therapy and if you can’t go to a school therapist and don’t tell anyone. You’re amazing and I wish you all the best :)