Deep and relatable lyrics, as expected from someone as talented as Eli. 🖤
@AuroraVibes5 жыл бұрын
@The dislike Buttion Oh noooooooo :(
@AuroraVibes5 жыл бұрын
@The dislike Buttion It'll get easier, keep your head up. ❤️
@josievital74834 жыл бұрын
These lyrics are so relatible. I do feel worthless most of the time. But it will get better... right?
@fanglewolf42574 жыл бұрын
:)
@princesskittymilk91104 жыл бұрын
The dislike Buttion ?
@ligmanutz04723 жыл бұрын
Who else is at the point where you think it’s okay to be alone bc you always end up alone in the end anyway.
@deku35753 жыл бұрын
don’t give up yet! there will be that someone who stays with you at some point in your life, you won’t always be alone.
@jdglen243 жыл бұрын
Me
@sophiesunshine70453 жыл бұрын
Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.
@lofimore7553 жыл бұрын
yes :/
@hello-ws2xn3 жыл бұрын
@@deku3575 other you says other wise i feel worthless..
@manveersilvergodsaini73873 жыл бұрын
The fucked up part of this is that we all searched for songs like this.
@janelim35613 жыл бұрын
Because this type of song understand us better than people around us.
@lavender_11123 жыл бұрын
"Songs for when your the fuck up child" that's what I searched
@abby10923 жыл бұрын
I- how’d ya know....
@michaelarias33103 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@gabbymitchell56903 жыл бұрын
Yes exactly and if you need songs you can relate to look up NF hes a rapper but it's real music and it's awesome
@alonelychocolatebar1954 Жыл бұрын
No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.
@mirushkabashi9265 Жыл бұрын
Me to bro
@justinbondoc2423 Жыл бұрын
being alone and feling alone is diferent
@henrydiamond3435 Жыл бұрын
@@justinbondoc2423Facts
@henrydiamond3435 Жыл бұрын
Me everyday man
@alonelychocolatebar1954 Жыл бұрын
@@justinbondoc2423 it all hits the same. Don't sit there and pretend you have it worse, I'm not gonna listen to that shit.
@satchinasangma4587 Жыл бұрын
"Sometimes it's not the tears that show the pain sometimes it's the smile we fake" :𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚
@user-yv6gu4cx6s9 ай бұрын
True im giving up now im going to do it now good bye 😢
@DaNoobIsDed7 ай бұрын
@@user-yv6gu4cx6snahh dude really
@samuelragas28017 ай бұрын
agree
@shy33066 ай бұрын
While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂
@Galaxywolf6666 ай бұрын
@@user-yv6gu4cx6splease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
when u dying inside but ur parents didn't notice anything , its hurt the most
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk damn thts deep
@Sophia-jj4lp3 жыл бұрын
They think it’s gone but I don’t want them to know because it will only be another burden
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk 😌❤
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@@Sophia-jj4lp 🥺
@Sophia-jj4lp3 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...
@coffee91514 жыл бұрын
"No matter what i do, I'm always in the wrong" : *felt that.*
@meirookami15444 жыл бұрын
Same
@chantellaury47944 жыл бұрын
Same
@reed11034 жыл бұрын
Same
@neildoctor89244 жыл бұрын
Same
@sugamamakoushi45744 жыл бұрын
Mr. Yukito i do to
@tylerstewart24746 ай бұрын
Death isn't scary, it's peaceful and the pain does go away. ❤
@alyssasebastian58873 ай бұрын
Thats how i feel fr i just feel so worthless tbh every to my family i know they dont want me but i still push trough i dont even know why tbh
@Soyeluison132 ай бұрын
True )':
@alyssasebastian58872 ай бұрын
@@Soyeluison13 I don’t even know why tbh I really just wanna give up
@Soyeluison132 ай бұрын
@@alyssasebastian5887same
@João-u8b21 күн бұрын
Tbh i think of this every single day
@crackhead8683 Жыл бұрын
To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
I want you to be my friend 🥺 please l don't have any friend not even any online.😭
@yumeko8766 Жыл бұрын
@@aakashgurjar416 me too
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
@@yumeko8766 will you be my friend
@talitavaz69245 ай бұрын
I’ll be your friend 🙂🙃
@piscesempress19784 ай бұрын
Hugs
@teresauptownhair4 жыл бұрын
"I'm always so alone even when surrounded" Bruh I relate 100% anyone else?
@silverseen83004 жыл бұрын
Fucking. Same.
@katyaayana70934 жыл бұрын
And fake friends who want to take advantage on you
@Shan-pq2np4 жыл бұрын
Ing in Ing yes i can relate
@duh_itz_l3xi8544 жыл бұрын
Bloody I do hell yeah
@hajaralshrif71824 жыл бұрын
Teresa Bunn me
@randomness__28113 жыл бұрын
It’s sad we can relate to these lyrics at such a young age..
@yannylaurel43 жыл бұрын
13 and feel like a total shit- edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point
@CrypticRays3 жыл бұрын
15 and I've related to these lyrics since I was 10
@janissa46193 жыл бұрын
I’m 11 relating to every word in this song-😔NOT LYING🙂😭
@simleensachdev7583 жыл бұрын
13...
@CrypticRays3 жыл бұрын
I hope everyone else in this comment thread is doing okay today.
@DestinyMoon20229 ай бұрын
I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…
@slime_boy_13565 ай бұрын
we all just gotta stick together
@taismercado39352 ай бұрын
me too bru,i realised how bad i was
@jane-gacha305626 күн бұрын
Same, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back I haven't listened to it for a while now, these words sure hit hard but they make me feel like I screamed my heart out without saying a word
@MariaAsuncionNuesca-go2vu3 ай бұрын
No man is worthless in God's eyes. You are precious in the sight of God. To whoever thinks that he/she is worthless, that's not true. God bless you.
@cloudiiskii3 жыл бұрын
“When will they be proud of me?” I started crying at that...
@Spiderman.lilyyy3 жыл бұрын
i started crying at "questioning why i exist"
@nagisashiota32653 жыл бұрын
Same
@marcohe25573 жыл бұрын
@@nagisashiota3265 i think about what’s the meaning of life sometimr
@shannlam13 жыл бұрын
Same...
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik same it's soo relatable
@tnmk10993 жыл бұрын
Looking through the comments, I just want to meet those people so I can finally have the feeling that someone understand me
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@FrozenRiderTPG3 жыл бұрын
Yea🙂
@lincoln53103 жыл бұрын
I'm dying! Fuck this life!!! Money ain't shit!
@savageshot37233 жыл бұрын
@@lincoln5310 dont die please
@Cosmo1127993 жыл бұрын
I’m done being someone else’s punching bag. I just want to die and stop being a burden to my friend.
@Jennie_Bunny-zr2di9 ай бұрын
To the people who find this song relatable- (including me) We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~
@MysticWolfPup9 ай бұрын
I have adhd and depression Just being on youtube, listening to anything just helps to shut things up and keeps me from overthinking
@SavannaOverton-bh9ej26 күн бұрын
Same
@mistygore65439 күн бұрын
Same
@aishayasser42773 жыл бұрын
My parents always tell me that I spend to much time on my phone but never actually think why I do. My phone helps me escape reality.
@jonathanterrece13682 жыл бұрын
Yasss queennn
@ishmeetnahar93372 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@haniyakhan35882 жыл бұрын
Yes you are so right it. I feel so alone even tho I have so my friends 🥺. Everyone call me fat so I go on my phone to make me good about my self
@hollyrosex82802 жыл бұрын
i got my phone taken off me for being depressed in the first place
@aishayasser42772 жыл бұрын
@@hollyrosex8280 well that's messed up
@happyfuriko3 жыл бұрын
"dont give up cuz someone needs you" you sure?
@3helenah3 жыл бұрын
yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me
@chumdiesel44053 жыл бұрын
I don't know
@gracelynzo32983 жыл бұрын
No ones needs me!😭😢
@melodychan82993 жыл бұрын
yes absolutely
@melodychan82993 жыл бұрын
@@gracelynzo3298 there must be one person who does
@xrhea Жыл бұрын
Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.
@cupoftaewith3dollarswortho60019 сағат бұрын
same 😢❤
@helloitsme.234 ай бұрын
i almost cried and i never cry bc this….this is relatable and….i think this way and want to do what he’s talking about….
@pandimandi40373 жыл бұрын
“I always stay at home cause I’m not good in public” hits me hard
@adi40323 жыл бұрын
@Panda Manda if u think like this too u should hear "insecurities" it's a song can't remember the singer I'm not doing any promotion I am tryna suggest u that song
@lgbtqiaallyakaakaneheart89663 жыл бұрын
Same
@_lil.diva_29333 жыл бұрын
Omg same
@winterbear18423 жыл бұрын
🥺
@ricksanchez90603 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@floydtrappola5193 жыл бұрын
The most painful part is that you can actually relate to the lyrics...
@sen_kill3r6253 жыл бұрын
Yeah ur right I'm only 14 and I feel all of this I don't deserve to be in this world anymore I ask for help no one gives 2 SHITS about me
@Snuy693 жыл бұрын
Nahhhh
@christien53903 жыл бұрын
Yh it is
@damarajohnson21093 жыл бұрын
Yh same
@wymre3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it’s so sad in this big world 50% of the world feel pain and are in depression. And a lot of people are so young
@pinkslowbro633 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this song Eli. I realized, I don't have to search for meaning in my life. I don't have to compare myself to others. I don't seek validation from other people anymore. I am enough. Hope you guys are too!
@palemink Жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you! Though I came back to this song because I lost my only friend recently, it's a bit complicated, I considered them my best friend but for them it was average and they considered every one of their friends "equal" per se, though I still felt excluded. We weren't really getting along but it was still nice. I ultimately think that it was my fault for even thinking that someone could be my best friend, actually I was very reluctant to do it! But you know I did anyway and in the end it ended up hurting both of us. So here I am, listening to this song again
@Remy4300 Жыл бұрын
This song understands me better than my family
@lunalindsay1991 Жыл бұрын
🫂
@songsland234 Жыл бұрын
Yes bro
@BaconisKingYT11 ай бұрын
Ikr
@Genos-xg7vx8 ай бұрын
I understand you, but life is not only your family, it's just a cycle, your not alone the dark times will be over and you will see the sun again, your not alone, god bless you
@Zsoltmander5457 ай бұрын
Brother as much as I hate it I completely agree with you
@lilyclinton12064 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me?" felt that Edit:Thanks for the likes. Stay strong ik its hard but im trying and so should u
@queenfanta14774 жыл бұрын
Same Whatver I do isn't enough
@amyking68204 жыл бұрын
Lily Clinton I’m proud of you
@amyking68204 жыл бұрын
queenfanta11 and I love you
@lilyclinton12064 жыл бұрын
@@amyking6820 Thats so sweet tysm!
@queenfanta14774 жыл бұрын
@@amyking6820 @thxs 😊
@ghostkth76894 жыл бұрын
they’re crying: just to get attention. they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention. they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.
@Rohit-ov1je3 жыл бұрын
Absolutely right🥺😞
@marilynm4783 жыл бұрын
this is so true but use the pronouns ‘they/them’ it is easier and also includes people who use those
@ghostkth76893 жыл бұрын
Banana Milk i totally forgot ;-;
@marilynm4783 жыл бұрын
ghostkth it’s okay, make sure to use them next time tho
@ghostkth76893 жыл бұрын
Banana Milk I will, thank you btw
@fathimathhudhashimad6473 Жыл бұрын
I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in KZbin and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life. This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .
@storytime611011 ай бұрын
Real.
@me.josephine340110 ай бұрын
Same
@amandawitt73212 ай бұрын
so many depressed people here hope yall get more happy in the future... it's worth it honestly ❤❤❤
@mayakarina23352 жыл бұрын
"when will they be proud of me" hits me so hard
@tedolison54312 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@mayakarina23352 жыл бұрын
@@tedolison5431 anyways... thank u so much it makes me little bit happy :'(
@lilxdra70642 жыл бұрын
Same
@judeclaricemalicdem59242 жыл бұрын
Same
@al-kimarabdul22212 жыл бұрын
Relate much.
@fu8zy3 жыл бұрын
The song becomes more depressing when you realise that every single line of this song is relatable 🖤✨
@chantelleparkin93763 жыл бұрын
Literally every word, just makes me think why am I even here anymore if I feel like this
@destinyrodriguez29273 жыл бұрын
I feel this whole song I have even thought of dying and my mom calls me stupid and she is the cause of all this pain😭😫
@carissamckay40312 жыл бұрын
It's so true
@user-ow2cn1fv7v2 жыл бұрын
Im your 664 liker! Hope you feel good!
@sniperelf31362 жыл бұрын
@JACQLIN NADAR u got more years to change urself
@reneerouthier7247 Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard and it's so relatable I break down into tears everything I listen to this song
@AJ_300 Жыл бұрын
“You know your alone when people don’t even notice you hold a smile all the time..”
@sawansinghi2284 Жыл бұрын
First time??
@sasukekundesu69012 жыл бұрын
I'm not afraid to death, I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before I get to experience true happiness
@tedolison54312 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@mt-kb1fy2 жыл бұрын
this comment is what I'm feeling now
@artcalavancia23502 жыл бұрын
This is exactly how I feel
@jamesgarnett1912 жыл бұрын
Yes that's how it feels
@khristineveraguas4442 жыл бұрын
Same.
@kenzi92454 жыл бұрын
Some people never truly care about you until you're gone. But many dont care even after you're dead.
@sdsmeliodas9634 жыл бұрын
Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you. Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord: noiminvisible#2709
@trevorreese35104 жыл бұрын
Um There’s a thing called entirely givin up
@pomeroy99694 жыл бұрын
facts
@Dingdongg244 жыл бұрын
True:(
@restlesssoul16864 жыл бұрын
...and some people will never care about you even when you're gone...
@eck0.gaming4673 ай бұрын
To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤
@ankiema7 ай бұрын
This song brings me to tears, that's exactly what I have experienced
@swalalalalalalalalala44923 жыл бұрын
“I always stay at home cause I'm not good in public,I sit here on my phone , I'm always disappointed..” Wow , that hits me..
@majesticdreams2403 жыл бұрын
Read this as soon as the part played It hits me too..
@roxannewolf99603 жыл бұрын
It hits me as well :(
@gamingspot47263 жыл бұрын
:(
@aki39013 жыл бұрын
it hits me too :((
@yaliaaaa.3 жыл бұрын
That’s exactly how I feel right now.
@misxrq31643 жыл бұрын
Our future kids are so lucky we are gonna treat them better than how we ever got treated
@user-qk8bz8jg9s3 жыл бұрын
Exactly.
@texanmol8223 жыл бұрын
The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️
@nickchalmers90002 жыл бұрын
Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.
@iconiclyzero29582 жыл бұрын
@@nickchalmers9000 As someone that's planning to adopt instead of giving birth, I think/ am glad that I heard this.
@Hyeoreo2 жыл бұрын
Yeah... But I don't wanna have kids cause I'm afraid I'll turn out to be the same as my parents. I don't want to ruin kids life.
@PujaMccyolАй бұрын
Shoutout to the singer who described my true feelings❤
@BBCurran-ys9us Жыл бұрын
This song brought me to tears I am 12 years old in tears because of this song
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.
@jogysvlogys41873 жыл бұрын
No he didn’t
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
@@jogysvlogys4187 I read it from a youtube comment and related so I decided to repost it, so yes, he did.
@jogysvlogys41873 жыл бұрын
@@ryangoslingIRL I’m saying that I don’t think he’s very wise
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
@@jogysvlogys4187 why not?
@jogysvlogys41873 жыл бұрын
@@ryangoslingIRL because you don’t have to be wise to say that. Also, a wise man would have found a way to solve his problems
@Millo_yolo3 жыл бұрын
I would rather be stuck in a dream than in reality
@s4lma8243 жыл бұрын
I SWEAF TO GOD THIS IS WHAT I WISH FOR EVERYDAY lol
@FreakieFae3 жыл бұрын
yep, so am i.
@lucifermorningstar90293 жыл бұрын
Me too because reality hurts the most when your in pain but you have to pretend to be happy to please everyone around you
@tahiyatchowdhury97633 жыл бұрын
my nightmares r less painful than reality
@adoreekimie95673 жыл бұрын
Same
@vince_mcblyat7696 Жыл бұрын
Hey you reading this, chin up man. I know its not easy, no one said its easy. But remember dont give up, things will get better soon. Not now, but maybe soon. Even if you have to crawl, you need to make it through. You have to. Don't forget that you're not alone, there will be people that can and will help you. Don't be afraid to ask for help, it wont make you look weak. Asking for help is a sign of strength since you are still willing to get out of the situation you're in. I've been in your shoes before. Yes it sucks. Yes it drags us down. But remember to keep yourself together, so that you can pull yourself in one piece.
@sird4vy501 Жыл бұрын
Really good to listen to it after winning against depression. It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.
@Yuki-chan201011 ай бұрын
I'm proud of you for this ❤
@Zsoltmander5457 ай бұрын
I don't feel pain in the chest anymore either it's just emptiness an endless void of dullness
@randomdude-16182 жыл бұрын
"Helping someone going through depression is hard, but living through depression yourself makes it harder"
@eggfryedrice2 жыл бұрын
What do you do when someone says youre still depressed, see ya!
@nursyafiqah69052 жыл бұрын
When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them
@-crazy-bish-bi-74592 жыл бұрын
Very true
@bikergirl432 жыл бұрын
all the time bro.....
@jordank10712 жыл бұрын
i have gone through that too many times
@raymondcontreras84613 жыл бұрын
Never thought I would hear a song that just describes everything how I feel, damn!
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@mariam-tv1ui2 жыл бұрын
SAME
@alexdaniel56412 жыл бұрын
@Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@serenityhughes76432 жыл бұрын
Yea same
@stefanielancaster112 жыл бұрын
Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-
@anime.-smp5476 Жыл бұрын
I'm always so alone Even when surrounded By people that I know I'm always so astounded By my ability to ruin everything Losing friends and starting fires Everyone thinks I'm a liar I always stay at home 'Cause I'm not good in public I sit here on my phone I'm always disappointed I watch them live their lives I wish that I were happy Victim of my generation Time machines cannot erase it Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I try to stay strong No matter what I do I'm always in the wrong It never gets easier But maybe that's the point It's part of growing up Messing up and learning from it That's just life, it's necessary Clinging to hope What else is there to live for? Got nowhere to go What else is pain good for? I am confident that your life has a purpose It's okay, you will get through it Don't give up 'cause someone needs you Who am I supposed to be? When will I be complete? When will they be proud of me? It's getting harder to see Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know, oh when you feel alone Please, you got to know That someone needs you Please, don't give up I got to stay strong, I got to move on I got to know hope, when you feel low Please, you got to know That someone needs you Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist Pain persists, evil gifts Fucking up my life to shit I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out I'm worthless, I'm worthless I'm worthless, slit my wrists until I bleed out
@jamesthewolf049 Жыл бұрын
I've searched for this song whenever I feel like ending it all or when I feel such a waste and a disappointment this is my 1,000 time searching for this
@lanawilliams95432 ай бұрын
I hope you’re doing better now
@Kira-mz4no3 жыл бұрын
My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”
@kwakuboamah-wiafe37833 жыл бұрын
Samw
@Helena281223 жыл бұрын
Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !
@ariesandino57843 жыл бұрын
Dont listen to them. You make sure I stay happy no matter what
@emmaleethemoonwolf56413 жыл бұрын
Funny thing ur profiles mha kirishima and i pretend that there around so i feel loved
@ariesandino57843 жыл бұрын
You*
@moisesjoselector2013 жыл бұрын
"I watch them live their lives,I wish that i were happy" hits different
@adi40323 жыл бұрын
Me toooooooo I watch yt cuz it makes me smile
@Angl4de4 ай бұрын
You know it’s bad when u go back to these sad beautiful songs 😔
@kodymcmullen5691 Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song and feel bad for myself. Now I listen to it cause I know I'm not worthless... I know I'm worth more than what other people have labeled me. Or made me feel.
@danakirkwood75168 ай бұрын
amen!
@correctlymica62753 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :) Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤
@letsgetit95113 жыл бұрын
I wish for the same thing
@solocoolvibes2653 жыл бұрын
U r the coolest person ever!!!!
@lavanipierce98053 жыл бұрын
You are most definitely loved stay strong keep your head up better days after the storm
@jabberslot80503 жыл бұрын
I'm here for u
@anaisvalenzuela28043 жыл бұрын
Same here 🥺
@LISA-zp3ke3 жыл бұрын
"who am i supposed to be?" "when will i be complete?" these words hit me damn hard :')
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik
@TheDaha3 жыл бұрын
im the 100th liker, bow down to me!! hehe
@Littlekey12123 жыл бұрын
exactly!!!
@fw_sydney28173 жыл бұрын
Ikr and also the abilty to ruin everything
@joevannafrancis2259 Жыл бұрын
I believe you That some one needs me Thank you Eli I always listen to this song I can't stop listening to it
@slush07 Жыл бұрын
I hope you're doing good and everything's fine with you. I can be a true friend of yours if you need one and I promise I won't be among fake of them
@Elirosa0i7 ай бұрын
This is like word for word my inner monologue. I hope something just happens to me and I don't have to be the one to do it.
@haileyasg43213 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me" that one hit me hardddd
@traprabbit63142 жыл бұрын
@@R3R0R3 kb]\\das\das\d nobody will be oriyd if yiy ybtuk yiy stop saybg bulshit like this
@kylie2002 жыл бұрын
They will never i guess
@Aj-eg1cg2 жыл бұрын
@@R3R0R3 your bs
@lacieb3 жыл бұрын
The fact that I relate to literally every word of this song...
@janissa46193 жыл бұрын
same-😭🤚🏼
@darkwolfdeku16133 жыл бұрын
@@janissa4619 same everyday I feel this way
@darkwolfdeku16133 жыл бұрын
It. Gets worse everyday
@mirahclark98753 жыл бұрын
same
@poopy39133 жыл бұрын
I know right
@iit-jee4723 Жыл бұрын
To all the people listening to this masterpiece I want to say to you Hang in there ❤ good days are coming and I hope one day all of you will remember what you went through and smile about those moments 😊 ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ❤ HOPE YOU ALL FIND PEACE IN YOUR MIND ❤
@sarahpierce61746 ай бұрын
This song gives me enough strength and motivation to end shit tonight. Thanks @Eli.
@lilly_huebner3494 жыл бұрын
“Everyone thinks im a liar” and “when will they be proud of me” and “questioning why I exist” hits so hard
@homophobic63933 жыл бұрын
222 like :) And I heard that part of the song when I was reading that-
@_deademuse_47763 жыл бұрын
Ikr :/
@DARK-lw9sp3 жыл бұрын
Come on man... Theres literally more than 7 billion people in this world right now and theres no way not a single one hates you
@jjj45142 жыл бұрын
Everyone thinks I'm a liar bc my siblings are only good when my parents are around and I'm the youngest so everyone calls me some random dumb crap like worthless or a liar... but I'm starting to think it might be true cause I know I'm worthless 😔
@Marie-lt2og3 жыл бұрын
parents: stop acting like that you just want attention my heart: at least try to understand
@rabiawaseem94623 жыл бұрын
Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors
@vaibhavisurve282 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@rabiawaseem94622 жыл бұрын
@Cyril Smith i have the same problem my sister did this to me to make me strong but i am breaking inside just be perfect for yourself not for others
@jtime50412 жыл бұрын
Atlesr they should know why I want some attention
@hayliehall_14802 жыл бұрын
Me to…
@L4ceySh4yLun4r7 ай бұрын
Heard this year's ago and couldn't feel it more than right now. Saved to my "Save Me" Playlist. Thank you.
@lukephillips94746 ай бұрын
I almost did scide today my life is awful
@L4ceySh4yLun4r6 ай бұрын
@@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.
@lukephillips94746 ай бұрын
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I wish I was in Colorado so I can hold you and buy you dinner I feel your pain you deserve better people deserve love
@lukephillips94746 ай бұрын
I feel bad for you
@lukephillips94746 ай бұрын
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I have Google chat
@shawnpcorbett29224 ай бұрын
I’m 50. I discovered this by mistake. Today’s my anniversary with my fiancé. I feel every word deeply.
@shawnpcorbett29224 ай бұрын
Nobody needs me though.
@NaomiStar1004 ай бұрын
Maybe not right now but you would be surprised. Someone might at some point. Life works in mysterious ways.
@SmokeRider-ts3ts4 ай бұрын
Please don’t give up, gotta stay stay strong, gotta move on, gotta know hope when you feel low, please you gotta know that someone needs you
@Callastrophic-tz7dx4 жыл бұрын
When my “friends” say I didn’t do anything wrong or they aren’t mad at me But they still decide to ignore me
@Layla-tg2qe4 жыл бұрын
Been there.
@larko27174 жыл бұрын
Get new friends.
@Callastrophic-tz7dx4 жыл бұрын
Wolfalynn you don’t think I haven’t tried
@padenbennett92534 жыл бұрын
Same, my best friend of two years will just decide to ignore me and be mad at me and when I ask her why she says “ cause I want to”
@lourio95914 жыл бұрын
My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...
@timmie78323 жыл бұрын
Man, I'm deeply sorry for my young self. Sorry, we both didn't expect me to be this hopeless and depressed.
@rabiawaseem94623 жыл бұрын
For just a day "just ignore bad imes ad try to make yourself happy u will find yourself happy in your own ignore bad things"
@youme_6223 жыл бұрын
i hope your pegion healty
@zsavage18202 жыл бұрын
We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z
@Son_of_the_sea8472 жыл бұрын
I feel u man ❤❤
@Pansexual_frog Жыл бұрын
"Everyone thinks I'm a liar" is too realistic and close to my life
@bharti417210 ай бұрын
Introvert's anthem.
@kimgauri77863 жыл бұрын
" We don't ask for happiness but neither a lot of pain " - My broken heart
@IDoHaveClarity3 жыл бұрын
@afsha do you feel the same way now??
@cornfreakss3 жыл бұрын
" *Don't give up cause someone needs you* " - Still asking myself to this day, *Who is it?*
@THETOPIKZ3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 😢
@finnjohnson23213 жыл бұрын
Me. Don’t give up, I need you; we all need you. Your life has a purpose, and I promise you, eventually you’ll find out what it is. I know things are tough right now, but please stay strong. For me, and for everyone else. I believe in you ❤️
@sana43593 жыл бұрын
Same. I dont think im important at all
@finnjohnson23213 жыл бұрын
@@sana4359 you are
@gxldenstxrz58093 жыл бұрын
That is true, who is it really ?
@zarinaambala1483 Жыл бұрын
This song is as if it's describing my life . I'm so thankful to Eli for creating this masterpiece cuz it actually makes me feel like I'm not the only one going through these things alone
@Jer794 ай бұрын
One of those songs that explain how you feel exactly,…when you can’t even describe how you feel
@Taylee7153 жыл бұрын
I've never realized how fast my emotions can change. One second im crying then I hear foot steps and I instantly stop crying and turn back to "normal" and then they walk in and I'm sucking in waterfalls trying to come out of my eyes and holding my breath cause my voice box wants to tell the truth and scream. Anybody else? :(
@peel61283 жыл бұрын
You're not alone, I do this too. It's sad, but what else are we gonna do? Tell them? Not like they'll believe us or take us seriously....
@Taylee7153 жыл бұрын
@@peel6128 thanks for replying! Yeah I know.... I feel it..
@shrimpyshaun143 жыл бұрын
So true
@sharmilapandey26693 жыл бұрын
Me...
@Pokeplayer103 жыл бұрын
Yup..
@lacedupkells2046 Жыл бұрын
Dayum Lyrics hits ❤🔥. I know many young teenager's can relate to this. I'm so glad i came across this song 👍
@telfordexotics167 Жыл бұрын
Found this song this year and haven't stopped singing it
@gxcharoses22333 жыл бұрын
“Losing friends and starting fights cuz everyone thinks I’m a liar” hit me differently
@emopanda87953 жыл бұрын
Yea it hit hard because a few weeks ago my friend started a rumor in my friend group that I'm not actually depressed and I am just trying to get attention and that I would never actually try and kill myself. That went on for so long and all of my friend group believed it so I was so alone for a while. Until one of my real friends was like no she's actually depressed and suicidal and then the one who started the rumors apologised and nothing is the same but we are still friends.
@TheBathypelagicZone3 жыл бұрын
Me too mainly the losing friends part.
@purplepurr98283 жыл бұрын
I don't have friends
@TheBathypelagicZone3 жыл бұрын
@@purplepurr9828 Me too.
@Deidryk3 жыл бұрын
I find myself listening to this on repeat...
@destinytorres41773 жыл бұрын
fr doe
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik
@user-vo9ck2ft3p3 жыл бұрын
Me 2
@bananapudding18103 жыл бұрын
Me 2
@minsungsunsunyungi Жыл бұрын
if there was a song to describe how i honestly feel, it would be this gem right here
@KatrinaAltmann22 Жыл бұрын
Every time I’m depressed I choose this song bc I don’t feel so alone puts me in a better state of mind after a few times listening to it
@janri65234 жыл бұрын
I'll be back in 2019 ✔️ 2020 ✔️ 2021✔️ 2022 2023
@finn15604 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you came back this year.
@deborah72884 жыл бұрын
@@finn1560 same
@tylerjean79684 жыл бұрын
@@finn1560 you not the only one 😭
@tyrannosaurusrex77534 жыл бұрын
I thought this was a very dark suicide joke I’m glad it’s not
@janri65234 жыл бұрын
🥺
@chasityheskett93373 жыл бұрын
"Slit my wrist, bloody fist. Questioning why I exist" *Felt that hard..* 👌😔👌
@ghostboy11463 жыл бұрын
Can relate 🙂
@vladt.61143 жыл бұрын
Especially the last part...
@jeansullivan25303 жыл бұрын
Same goes for the rest of yall. I'm looking out for you
@Your_girlAlly3 жыл бұрын
ur not alone
@issacwashere11433 жыл бұрын
I feel the same 🙃
@yona4059 Жыл бұрын
"I'm always so alone even when surrounded by the ppl that I know" It's really hit's hard
@madisoncassels7449 Жыл бұрын
this song is too real
@larissaribbons32193 жыл бұрын
My parents think the pain and sadness went away but i just got better at hiding it.
@CigaretteAsh3 жыл бұрын
:)
@viwwains3 жыл бұрын
They started asking me if I was okay I would always say I’m ok don’t worry about me and now I hide it better than an ant in the grass
@lilfizzypoplollipopzvonecek143 жыл бұрын
Same here :D
@urlocaldemon51443 жыл бұрын
Mhm that's true
@tianaschannel73003 жыл бұрын
another sad fact, sometimes its the parents who always made us feel worthless
@presidentnamjoon96074 жыл бұрын
Dear who ever sees this, Life might not be good right now but whatever you do don't ever give up life has all kinds of challenges but keep this in mind you're needed, loved, cared for, and you're never worthless...
@sky-ssi37094 жыл бұрын
thanks.
@presidentnamjoon96074 жыл бұрын
My own comment made me cry
@wisegirl94624 жыл бұрын
I m crying while I saw this
@xxravenxstarxx694 жыл бұрын
life hasn’t been good since i was nine, i’m seventeen now. i’ve been pushing through and i’m finally surrounded by care and love.
@august68054 жыл бұрын
Thanks army
@SeahawkProdz11 ай бұрын
I’m not suicidal, I’m just self-diagnosed depressed because it seems that everything that happens is my fault, that is if it’s a bad thing. I’m starting to feel ignored by the people I’m closest to and I’m going through some family problems that aren’t exactly good for one’s mental health when your parents were arguing all the time. For people who are suicidal I have a message, don’t give up, you have potential to be a great person and achieve your dreams. If it seems that nobody else does just remember the fact that I believe in your ability to be someone great.
@user-rb7fs3me1c Жыл бұрын
this song just hit different for me Its because today is the day that i feel so worthless I always fail at what i want to do I hope next year is the best year
@katie-cu3ee3 жыл бұрын
"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its all gonna be ok"
@egocentral99743 жыл бұрын
Mhm
@stevieholt74583 жыл бұрын
Yep I cut my wrist
@gunssdolly3 жыл бұрын
@@stevieholt7458 i wanna do it tbh
@TeruBerru3 жыл бұрын
Relatable.
@Uuer303 жыл бұрын
I agree...
@InjectV3nom69-6663 жыл бұрын
"In the end we're just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide" -Unknown
@lol_iwannadie3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, suicidal kids.....stopping others from suicide, but we cant seem to help ourselves
@Ayeshakhan-sj8ey3 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@brianbrandow9003 жыл бұрын
@@lol_iwannadie isn't that how it always goes we have to help others with their problems but we cant deal with our own
@GamerKingCasualGaming3 жыл бұрын
@@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why
@nosir69373 жыл бұрын
Im a kid this is great
@emmerdalefanforlife Жыл бұрын
the way I have never related to a song more..🙌
@triggeredhooman1949 Жыл бұрын
I'm grateful that I helped you through your dark times, I'm sorry I couldn't do the same with mine.
@its_Adriano4 жыл бұрын
I feel like the lyrics is reflection of how my life is 💔😕
@ethangames80364 жыл бұрын
Sammme
@nathaliemamaradlo05783 жыл бұрын
Same
@snakk58913 жыл бұрын
Same
@allenfocic56463 жыл бұрын
When did i ask?
@neenja_girl11343 жыл бұрын
Same
@acatalespy17322 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me?" Damn, that hit home
@motive4142 жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you @Acatalespy
@imjustkdin2 жыл бұрын
Your amazing
@minus_M.2 жыл бұрын
Indeed, it isn't a great thing to think about
@luisbautista1659 Жыл бұрын
Fuck Pride, fuck people who aren't proud of us
@coco6053 Жыл бұрын
People who comes to listen this song, don’t think you are worthless because you are important to the universe that’s why you still exists and your life isn’t shit and everyone is angel gift 🎁 ❤ be happy , you still exist , no needs people they can break your heart all the time when you are alone your life is peaceful ❤🎉 the voice ND song is nice !!
@richasingh11111 Жыл бұрын
Thankyou.
@coco6053 Жыл бұрын
@@richasingh11111 🖤🌼
@neorazorwolf5684 Жыл бұрын
Thank you. You're very much appreciated in life.
@coco6053 Жыл бұрын
@@neorazorwolf5684 🌼🐝🌹
@aWywardWyvern Жыл бұрын
There’s something very freeing in proudly singing “I’m worthless” with a smile on your face.
@Jake_Numb3 жыл бұрын
"I'm worthless" that's what I hear everytime before I go to sleep.
@lukequimby42843 жыл бұрын
Same bro...same
@NeonJJ_1953 жыл бұрын
That's what my mind says 24/7
@correctlymica62753 жыл бұрын
These comments makes me feel loved more than my family ever did
@brittanyplumley9113 жыл бұрын
You are loved!!! An I get that man I do
@Konnie-3 жыл бұрын
@@brittanyplumley911 same tho
@jamyjohnson28453 жыл бұрын
For real this song got me thru my worst times when I couldn't even tell my family about those hard times
@yupachito80483 жыл бұрын
Its okay, We love you! Just keep your head up, and I felt useless before but…just continue with your life because it will get better, I garentee you will be happier in the future. Just listen to the people that are making you feel speacial like if they say “you are always loved” believe it! ❤️💜❤️🔥💓🧡🖤❤️🩹💗💛🤍❣️💖💚🤎💕💘💙💔💔💝
@crazytigerperson3 жыл бұрын
Yo same
@ellieoner5 ай бұрын
Each time I feel the downest, I come back here to this song. It's probably not the best to listen to when your head's filled with all kinds of hurt, but this song has helped me, it's made me feel understood, and I hope that's how it makes anyone else feel. Stay strong.
@user-fs6ni7wv8v9 ай бұрын
''Slit my wrists, bloody fists Questioning why I exist'' right out of my life