Deep and relatable lyrics, as expected from someone as talented as Eli. 🖤
@AuroraVibes5 жыл бұрын
@The dislike Buttion Oh noooooooo :(
@AuroraVibes5 жыл бұрын
@The dislike Buttion It'll get easier, keep your head up. ❤️
@josievital74835 жыл бұрын
These lyrics are so relatible. I do feel worthless most of the time. But it will get better... right?
@fanglewolf42574 жыл бұрын
:)
@princesskittymilk91104 жыл бұрын
The dislike Buttion ?
@coffee91514 жыл бұрын
"No matter what i do, I'm always in the wrong" : *felt that.*
@meirookami15444 жыл бұрын
Same
@chantellaury47944 жыл бұрын
Same
@reed11034 жыл бұрын
Same
@neildoctor89244 жыл бұрын
Same
@sugamamakoushi45744 жыл бұрын
Mr. Yukito i do to
@lilyclinton12065 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me?" felt that Edit:Thanks for the likes. Stay strong ik its hard but im trying and so should u
@queenfanta14774 жыл бұрын
Same Whatver I do isn't enough
@amyking68204 жыл бұрын
Lily Clinton I’m proud of you
@amyking68204 жыл бұрын
queenfanta11 and I love you
@lilyclinton12064 жыл бұрын
@@amyking6820 Thats so sweet tysm!
@queenfanta14774 жыл бұрын
@@amyking6820 @thxs 😊
@cloudiiskii3 жыл бұрын
“When will they be proud of me?” I started crying at that...
@Spiderman.lilyyy3 жыл бұрын
i started crying at "questioning why i exist"
@nagisashiota32653 жыл бұрын
Same
@marcohe25573 жыл бұрын
@@nagisashiota3265 i think about what’s the meaning of life sometimr
@shannlam13 жыл бұрын
Same...
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik same it's soo relatable
@alonelychocolatebar1954 Жыл бұрын
No one is lonelier than someone who feels alone when surrounded with those they love. I'm one of those kinds, and this song basically is the story of my life.
@mirushkabashi9265 Жыл бұрын
Me to bro
@justinbondoc2423 Жыл бұрын
being alone and feling alone is diferent
@henrydiamond3435 Жыл бұрын
@@justinbondoc2423Facts
@henrydiamond3435 Жыл бұрын
Me everyday man
@alonelychocolatebar1954 Жыл бұрын
@@justinbondoc2423 it all hits the same. Don't sit there and pretend you have it worse, I'm not gonna listen to that shit.
@swalalalalalalalalala44923 жыл бұрын
“I always stay at home cause I'm not good in public,I sit here on my phone , I'm always disappointed..” Wow , that hits me..
@majesticdreams2403 жыл бұрын
Read this as soon as the part played It hits me too..
@roxannewolf99603 жыл бұрын
It hits me as well :(
@gamingspot47263 жыл бұрын
:(
@aki39013 жыл бұрын
it hits me too :((
@yaliaaaa.3 жыл бұрын
That’s exactly how I feel right now.
@randomness__28113 жыл бұрын
It’s sad we can relate to these lyrics at such a young age..
@yannylaurel43 жыл бұрын
13 and feel like a total shit- edit 10 months later: it gets better, only if you don’t give up edit a year later: struggling but definitely a lot more persistent. it’s okay and then it’s not and then the cycle just repeats I’m honestly quite tired at this point
@CrypticRays3 жыл бұрын
15 and I've related to these lyrics since I was 10
@janissa46193 жыл бұрын
I’m 11 relating to every word in this song-😔NOT LYING🙂😭
@simleensachdev7583 жыл бұрын
13...
@CrypticRays3 жыл бұрын
I hope everyone else in this comment thread is doing okay today.
@pandimandi40373 жыл бұрын
“I always stay at home cause I’m not good in public” hits me hard
@adi40323 жыл бұрын
@Panda Manda if u think like this too u should hear "insecurities" it's a song can't remember the singer I'm not doing any promotion I am tryna suggest u that song
@lgbtqiaallyakaakaneheart89663 жыл бұрын
Same
@_lil.diva_29333 жыл бұрын
Omg same
@winterbear18423 жыл бұрын
🥺
@ricksanchez90603 жыл бұрын
I feel the same
@satchinasangma4587 Жыл бұрын
"Sometimes it's not the tears that show the pain sometimes it's the smile we fake" :𝙞𝙩'𝙨 𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙚
@PawelWonorski-y2p11 ай бұрын
True im giving up now im going to do it now good bye 😢
@DaNoobIsDed9 ай бұрын
@@PawelWonorski-y2pnahh dude really
@samuelragas28018 ай бұрын
agree
@shy33068 ай бұрын
While it may be true. There will be a time that the fake smile you make. It will turn into something you do without thinking. People around me always ask why I always look so happy. I never understood it because I don't know what that even feels like 🙂
@Galaxywolf6668 ай бұрын
@@PawelWonorski-y2pplease don't give up because I'm at that stage now and I'm hanging on as hard as I can and it's taking every fibre in my body to resist it I might be too late but if you changed your mind then please hang on with me. At least then you won't be alone
@RealManveerSaini3 жыл бұрын
The fucked up part of this is that we all searched for songs like this.
@janelim35613 жыл бұрын
Because this type of song understand us better than people around us.
@lavender_11123 жыл бұрын
"Songs for when your the fuck up child" that's what I searched
@abby10923 жыл бұрын
I- how’d ya know....
@michaelarias33103 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@gabbymitchell56903 жыл бұрын
Yes exactly and if you need songs you can relate to look up NF hes a rapper but it's real music and it's awesome
@lilly_huebner3494 жыл бұрын
“Everyone thinks im a liar” and “when will they be proud of me” and “questioning why I exist” hits so hard
@homophobic63934 жыл бұрын
222 like :) And I heard that part of the song when I was reading that-
@_deademuse_47764 жыл бұрын
Ikr :/
@DARK-lw9sp4 жыл бұрын
Come on man... Theres literally more than 7 billion people in this world right now and theres no way not a single one hates you
@jjj45142 жыл бұрын
Everyone thinks I'm a liar bc my siblings are only good when my parents are around and I'm the youngest so everyone calls me some random dumb crap like worthless or a liar... but I'm starting to think it might be true cause I know I'm worthless 😔
@susiem229 күн бұрын
I have had the same problem. I guess since they are liars we must be too. All we can do is tell them they must be liars themselves. Makes us feel exhausted!
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
A wise man once said: I pretended to smile for so long and so many times that i almost felt happy, but when night came, and there was noone to socialize with, then the thoughts came along and i felt hollow.
@jogysvlogys3 жыл бұрын
No he didn’t
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
@@jogysvlogys I read it from a youtube comment and related so I decided to repost it, so yes, he did.
@jogysvlogys3 жыл бұрын
@@ryangoslingIRL I’m saying that I don’t think he’s very wise
@ryangoslingIRL3 жыл бұрын
@@jogysvlogys why not?
@jogysvlogys3 жыл бұрын
@@ryangoslingIRL because you don’t have to be wise to say that. Also, a wise man would have found a way to solve his problems
@tylerstewart24747 ай бұрын
Death isn't scary, it's peaceful and the pain does go away. ❤
@alyssasebastian58874 ай бұрын
Thats how i feel fr i just feel so worthless tbh every to my family i know they dont want me but i still push trough i dont even know why tbh
@Soyeluison134 ай бұрын
True )':
@alyssasebastian58874 ай бұрын
@@Soyeluison13 I don’t even know why tbh I really just wanna give up
@Soyeluison134 ай бұрын
@@alyssasebastian5887same
@João-u8b2 ай бұрын
Tbh i think of this every single day
@fu8zy3 жыл бұрын
The song becomes more depressing when you realise that every single line of this song is relatable 🖤✨
@chantelleparkin93763 жыл бұрын
Literally every word, just makes me think why am I even here anymore if I feel like this
@destinyrodriguez29273 жыл бұрын
I feel this whole song I have even thought of dying and my mom calls me stupid and she is the cause of all this pain😭😫
@carissamckay40313 жыл бұрын
It's so true
@sniperelf31363 жыл бұрын
@JACQLIN NADAR u got more years to change urself
@hyerihye3 жыл бұрын
Everything is relatable for me
@mayakarina23353 жыл бұрын
"when will they be proud of me" hits me so hard
@tedolison54313 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@mayakarina23353 жыл бұрын
@@tedolison5431 anyways... thank u so much it makes me little bit happy :'(
@lilxdra70642 жыл бұрын
Same
@judeclaricemalicdem59242 жыл бұрын
Same
@al-kimarabdul22212 жыл бұрын
Relate much.
@LISA-zp3ke3 жыл бұрын
"who am i supposed to be?" "when will i be complete?" these words hit me damn hard :')
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik
@TheDaha3 жыл бұрын
im the 100th liker, bow down to me!! hehe
@Littlekey1212_Backup3 жыл бұрын
exactly!!!
@fw_sydney28173 жыл бұрын
Ikr and also the abilty to ruin everything
@Jennie_Bunny-zr2di11 ай бұрын
To the people who find this song relatable- (including me) We are the type of people to be kind to others and make other people feel their worth something. Because we're just giving others something we didn't get~
@teresauptownhair5 жыл бұрын
"I'm always so alone even when surrounded" Bruh I relate 100% anyone else?
@silverseen83005 жыл бұрын
Fucking. Same.
@katyaayana70935 жыл бұрын
And fake friends who want to take advantage on you
@Shan-pq2np4 жыл бұрын
Ing in Ing yes i can relate
@duh_itz_l3xi8544 жыл бұрын
Bloody I do hell yeah
@hajaralshrif71824 жыл бұрын
Teresa Bunn me
@oliviacayetero84064 жыл бұрын
when u dying inside but ur parents didn't notice anything , its hurt the most
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk damn thts deep
@Sophia-jj4lp3 жыл бұрын
They think it’s gone but I don’t want them to know because it will only be another burden
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk 😌❤
@oliviacayetero84063 жыл бұрын
@@Sophia-jj4lp 🥺
@Sophia-jj4lp3 жыл бұрын
@Nevaeh Buskirk thank you... it means a lot even coming from someone I don’t know.... but it sure as hell feels like a burden though. I don’t like seeing my dad and when I do I’m a spare part and my mum already has enough to deal with and she’s given me everything so to her I don’t have a reason...
@ghostkth76894 жыл бұрын
they’re crying: just to get attention. they’re cutting themselves: just to get attention. they’re not here anymore: they were good people, i’ll miss them.
@Rohit-ov1je4 жыл бұрын
Absolutely right🥺😞
@marilynm4784 жыл бұрын
this is so true but use the pronouns ‘they/them’ it is easier and also includes people who use those
@ghostkth76894 жыл бұрын
Banana Milk i totally forgot ;-;
@marilynm4784 жыл бұрын
ghostkth it’s okay, make sure to use them next time tho
@ghostkth76894 жыл бұрын
Banana Milk I will, thank you btw
@DestinyMoon202211 ай бұрын
I haven’t listened to this song in 3 years. I put this on for the first time since becoming depressed. I was stunned to realise I knew the whole song word for word. I guess it had more of an impact on me than I realised…
@slime_boy_13566 ай бұрын
we all just gotta stick together
@taismercado39354 ай бұрын
me too bru,i realised how bad i was
@jane-gacha30562 ай бұрын
Same, I used to listen to this non-stop a few years back I haven't listened to it for a while now, these words sure hit hard but they make me feel like I screamed my heart out without saying a word
@Ava-k1s3r9 күн бұрын
We all love you stay strong it's not true your not worthless and we all need you
@sasukekundesu69013 жыл бұрын
I'm not afraid to death, I'm just scared that I'm gonna die before I get to experience true happiness
@tedolison54313 жыл бұрын
if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help..
@mt-kb1fy2 жыл бұрын
this comment is what I'm feeling now
@artcalavancia23502 жыл бұрын
This is exactly how I feel
@jamesgarnett1912 жыл бұрын
Yes that's how it feels
@khristineveraguas4442 жыл бұрын
Same.
@Marie-lt2og3 жыл бұрын
parents: stop acting like that you just want attention my heart: at least try to understand
@rabiawaseem94623 жыл бұрын
Your parents definitely understand this they also gone through this but they say this cause they don't want to see in this position they want you to spend time with them if u once ask mom do u have any problem in life if u just ask this her all problems just gone and she will know that you have a problem and she will cure mother's are the best doctors
@vaibhavisurve283 жыл бұрын
Same bro
@rabiawaseem94623 жыл бұрын
@Cyril Smith i have the same problem my sister did this to me to make me strong but i am breaking inside just be perfect for yourself not for others
@jtime50413 жыл бұрын
Atlesr they should know why I want some attention
@hayliehall_14803 жыл бұрын
Me to…
@floydtrappola5193 жыл бұрын
The most painful part is that you can actually relate to the lyrics...
@sen_kill3r6253 жыл бұрын
Yeah ur right I'm only 14 and I feel all of this I don't deserve to be in this world anymore I ask for help no one gives 2 SHITS about me
@Snuy693 жыл бұрын
Nahhhh
@christien53903 жыл бұрын
Yh it is
@damarajohnson21093 жыл бұрын
Yh same
@wymre3 жыл бұрын
Yeah it’s so sad in this big world 50% of the world feel pain and are in depression. And a lot of people are so young
@crackhead8683 Жыл бұрын
To all the people who is reading this, even though I don't know you always remember you're not alone and I'm proud of you for keep standing even though you keep falling...*Sending virtual hugs*
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
I want you to be my friend 🥺 please l don't have any friend not even any online.😭
@yumeko8766 Жыл бұрын
@@aakashgurjar416 me too
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
@@yumeko8766 will you be my friend
@talitavaz69247 ай бұрын
I’ll be your friend 🙂🙃
@piscesempress19786 ай бұрын
Hugs
@moisesjoselector2013 жыл бұрын
"I watch them live their lives,I wish that i were happy" hits different
@adi40323 жыл бұрын
Me toooooooo I watch yt cuz it makes me smile
@misxrq31643 жыл бұрын
Our future kids are so lucky we are gonna treat them better than how we ever got treated
@JustYg-z2g3 жыл бұрын
Exactly.
@texanmol8223 жыл бұрын
The generation is always being their how they think in that time we can't understand because with time new problems are coming But hope we can help them to make good person ❤️
@nickchalmers90003 жыл бұрын
Don't be so sure, I said the same thing when I was a young. Now I'm 40 and reenacting my parents bullshit with my own children. I try not to, I try to be a good dad but I always fuck it up. My mistake was waiting until I was 39 to get therapy for my the physical, emotional and sexual abuse I went through growing up. I encourage you, if you want to treat your kids different, if you want them to be lucky, get help NOW. Don't put it off like I did and create another generation of scarred people seeking love in bottles, needles, or porn.
@iconiclyzero29583 жыл бұрын
@@nickchalmers9000 As someone that's planning to adopt instead of giving birth, I think/ am glad that I heard this.
@Hyeoreo3 жыл бұрын
Yeah... But I don't wanna have kids cause I'm afraid I'll turn out to be the same as my parents. I don't want to ruin kids life.
@ligmanutz04723 жыл бұрын
Who else is at the point where you think it’s okay to be alone bc you always end up alone in the end anyway.
@deku35753 жыл бұрын
don’t give up yet! there will be that someone who stays with you at some point in your life, you won’t always be alone.
@jdglen243 жыл бұрын
Me
@sophiesunshine70453 жыл бұрын
Deffinately me, I've hidden myself away because I'm a mess, I called my family after 10 years of silence, I was hurting so bad with abandonment, they took 1 look and walked. Now I hurt more. I give up.
@lofimore7553 жыл бұрын
yes :/
@hello-ws2xn3 жыл бұрын
@@deku3575 other you says other wise i feel worthless..
@MysticWolfPup10 ай бұрын
I have adhd and depression Just being on youtube, listening to anything just helps to shut things up and keeps me from overthinking
@SavannaOverton-bh9ej2 ай бұрын
Same
@mistygore6543Ай бұрын
Same
@kenzi92454 жыл бұрын
Some people never truly care about you until you're gone. But many dont care even after you're dead.
@sdsmeliodas9634 жыл бұрын
Yes, you're right. I completely agree, they say that they're learning fron their errors but it's not true, they are just making fun or too lazy to do it. And that's how we become depressed or we start to think that we're worthless and absolutely not enough for people. But the truth is even if we are liars, depressed, weebs etc etc. We will always be someone, even if we aren't the right way of a man/woman but we are someone and we will ever be. Don't end up fucking your life just like me. It sucks because you won't think before you act all because we are stressed and destroyed inside. Remember don't ever let the pain get throught you. Sorry for the bad English. If you wanna chat more here's my discord: noiminvisible#2709
@trevorreese35104 жыл бұрын
Um There’s a thing called entirely givin up
@pomeroy99694 жыл бұрын
facts
@Dingdongg244 жыл бұрын
True:(
@restlesssoul16864 жыл бұрын
...and some people will never care about you even when you're gone...
@osamudazai11993 жыл бұрын
“When will they be proud of me?” “Slit my wrist” “Until I bleed out” “Im always in the wrong” These words hit me harder than a bus
@LoveTMarie3 жыл бұрын
The first 1 and the last one is me 😅😓😞
@osamudazai11993 жыл бұрын
@@LoveTMarie I feel you😔 also hi Mina!
@LoveTMarie3 жыл бұрын
@@osamudazai1199 😞and hiiii
@shrek90353 жыл бұрын
...
@LoveTMarie3 жыл бұрын
@@shrek9035 BAKUGO😃👁👄👁
@Callastrophic-tz7dx4 жыл бұрын
When my “friends” say I didn’t do anything wrong or they aren’t mad at me But they still decide to ignore me
@Layla-tg2qe4 жыл бұрын
Been there.
@larko27174 жыл бұрын
Get new friends.
@Callastrophic-tz7dx4 жыл бұрын
Wolfalynn you don’t think I haven’t tried
@padenbennett92534 жыл бұрын
Same, my best friend of two years will just decide to ignore me and be mad at me and when I ask her why she says “ cause I want to”
@lourio95914 жыл бұрын
My friend used to do that. Over the smallest misconceptions, she’d ghost me and pretend nothing happened the next day. After I put up with it for a year, I decided to drop her. Apparently she has been a nicer person ever since...
@pinkslowbro633 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this song Eli. I realized, I don't have to search for meaning in my life. I don't have to compare myself to others. I don't seek validation from other people anymore. I am enough. Hope you guys are too!
@palemink Жыл бұрын
I'm happy for you! Though I came back to this song because I lost my only friend recently, it's a bit complicated, I considered them my best friend but for them it was average and they considered every one of their friends "equal" per se, though I still felt excluded. We weren't really getting along but it was still nice. I ultimately think that it was my fault for even thinking that someone could be my best friend, actually I was very reluctant to do it! But you know I did anyway and in the end it ended up hurting both of us. So here I am, listening to this song again
@kimgauri77863 жыл бұрын
" We don't ask for happiness but neither a lot of pain " - My broken heart
@IDoHaveClarity3 жыл бұрын
@afsha do you feel the same way now??
@tnmk10993 жыл бұрын
Looking through the comments, I just want to meet those people so I can finally have the feeling that someone understand me
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@FrozenRiderTPG3 жыл бұрын
Yea🙂
@lincoln53103 жыл бұрын
I'm dying! Fuck this life!!! Money ain't shit!
@savageshot37233 жыл бұрын
@@lincoln5310 dont die please
@Cosmo1127993 жыл бұрын
I’m done being someone else’s punching bag. I just want to die and stop being a burden to my friend.
@timmie78323 жыл бұрын
Man, I'm deeply sorry for my young self. Sorry, we both didn't expect me to be this hopeless and depressed.
@rabiawaseem94623 жыл бұрын
For just a day "just ignore bad imes ad try to make yourself happy u will find yourself happy in your own ignore bad things"
@youme_6223 жыл бұрын
i hope your pegion healty
@zsavage18203 жыл бұрын
We all go through shit.. My father was murdered in 87' I was at the end of my rope.. then you realize when you think you are done.. you are NOT.. you and only you can bring yourself to better times.. you have to reach down to a part of your self that you never knew was there and pull your ass out of it.. NO ONE else can.. and if the problem is in your head.. you can't run from it.. you have to find your true inner self.. and again.. YOU are the only one who can.. Good luck and NEVER GIVE UP.. and remember this,.. If it wasn't for bad times.. We would have nothing to look forward to.. THE Z
@Son_of_the_sea8473 жыл бұрын
I feel u man ❤❤
@MariaAsuncionNuesca-go2vu4 ай бұрын
No man is worthless in God's eyes. You are precious in the sight of God. To whoever thinks that he/she is worthless, that's not true. God bless you.
@randomdude-16182 жыл бұрын
"Helping someone going through depression is hard, but living through depression yourself makes it harder"
@eggfryedrice2 жыл бұрын
What do you do when someone says youre still depressed, see ya!
@nursyafiqah69052 жыл бұрын
When u living through it n have to help someone who think they going it too to be strong and be patient bout this stupid reality but no one can assure u like u assure them
@-crazy-bish-bi-74592 жыл бұрын
Very true
@bikergirl432 жыл бұрын
all the time bro.....
@jordank10712 жыл бұрын
i have gone through that too many times
@haileyasg43213 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me" that one hit me hardddd
@traprabbit63143 жыл бұрын
@@R3R0R3 kb]\\das\das\d nobody will be oriyd if yiy ybtuk yiy stop saybg bulshit like this
@kylie2003 жыл бұрын
They will never i guess
@Aj-eg1cg3 жыл бұрын
@@R3R0R3 your bs
@aishayasser42773 жыл бұрын
My parents always tell me that I spend to much time on my phone but never actually think why I do. My phone helps me escape reality.
@jonathanterrece13683 жыл бұрын
Yasss queennn
@ishmeetnahar93373 жыл бұрын
Ikr
@haniyakhan35883 жыл бұрын
Yes you are so right it. I feel so alone even tho I have so my friends 🥺. Everyone call me fat so I go on my phone to make me good about my self
@hollyrosex82803 жыл бұрын
i got my phone taken off me for being depressed in the first place
@aishayasser42773 жыл бұрын
@@hollyrosex8280 well that's messed up
@Remy4300 Жыл бұрын
This song understands me better than my family
@lunalindsay1991 Жыл бұрын
🫂
@songsland234 Жыл бұрын
Yes bro
@BaconisKingYT Жыл бұрын
Ikr
@Genos-xg7vx10 ай бұрын
I understand you, but life is not only your family, it's just a cycle, your not alone the dark times will be over and you will see the sun again, your not alone, god bless you
@Zsoltmander5459 ай бұрын
Brother as much as I hate it I completely agree with you
@katie-cu3ee3 жыл бұрын
"we're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that its all gonna be ok"
@egocentral99743 жыл бұрын
Mhm
@stevieholt74583 жыл бұрын
Yep I cut my wrist
@gunssdolly3 жыл бұрын
@@stevieholt7458 i wanna do it tbh
@Olliewallie-v6q3 жыл бұрын
Relatable.
@Uuer303 жыл бұрын
I agree...
@raymondcontreras84613 жыл бұрын
Never thought I would hear a song that just describes everything how I feel, damn!
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
If you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great so dont waste it, and also dont worry everything is gonna be better after the pandemic ends so just wait, keep going foward because life is full of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people that tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are glad to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet if you can afford a therapist too because i worry about you "ending it is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" almost everyone have a dark chapter in life you can pass through it
@mariam-tv1ui3 жыл бұрын
SAME
@alexdaniel56413 жыл бұрын
@Depressed boy if you need help go talk to your friends, family and people you trust, life can be great and will get even better after the pandemic ends so do not waste it and life have a lot of good experiences and memories that are gonna make you think it was all worth it, a lot of people who tried to end their lives remember that they changed their mind and are happy to be alive, if necessary search for help in the internet and if you can afford it call a therapist "ending your life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" also do not be shy to call for help
@serenityhughes76432 жыл бұрын
Yea same
@stefanielancaster112 жыл бұрын
Agreed, I have always been ignored and been called names sense 4th grade, And I always thought it will get better. But now I am in middle school and everything is bad. I have been called rude names. And I think I have done I pretty good job hiding my depression. Until I moved up a grade and I noticed how much there family actually loves then and how much friends they have. Then I went into deep depression. I remember one day when I tried to kill myself, because I was so hurt. Now here I am going to therapy and nothing is helping. Only music and my one dog that is helping me live-
@happyfuriko3 жыл бұрын
"dont give up cuz someone needs you" you sure?
@3helenah3 жыл бұрын
yes I may not know you but I need you,you are a beautiful person that no one sees,like a broken mirror that no one likes but your still perfect, perfect to me
@chumdiesel44053 жыл бұрын
I don't know
@gracelynzo32983 жыл бұрын
No ones needs me!😭😢
@melodychan82993 жыл бұрын
yes absolutely
@melodychan82993 жыл бұрын
@@gracelynzo3298 there must be one person who does
@fathimathhudhashimad6473 Жыл бұрын
I felt useless today so i search "I'm useless" in KZbin and this song pop out and this song literally explain my whole life. This song calm me down. Thank you so much whoever wrote this song. From now own this is my favorite song .
@storytime6110 Жыл бұрын
Real.
@me.josephine3401 Жыл бұрын
Same
@chasityheskett93374 жыл бұрын
"Slit my wrist, bloody fist. Questioning why I exist" *Felt that hard..* 👌😔👌
@Sillymeow223 жыл бұрын
Can relate 🙂
@vladt.61143 жыл бұрын
Especially the last part...
@jeansullivan25303 жыл бұрын
Same goes for the rest of yall. I'm looking out for you
@Your_girlAlly3 жыл бұрын
ur not alone
@issacwashere11433 жыл бұрын
I feel the same 🙃
@Kira-mz4no3 жыл бұрын
My parents always say I fake depression and there’s orphans out there with nothing and I said “atleast they don’t have there parents calling them a disappointment every day”
@kwakuboamah-wiafe37833 жыл бұрын
Samw
@Helena281223 жыл бұрын
Dont listen to them . They want to see on you what they didnt achieve in their lifes . Just do whatever makes you happy . But dont forget that you have to work hard to achieve !
@ariesandino57843 жыл бұрын
Dont listen to them. You make sure I stay happy no matter what
@emmaleethemoonwolf56413 жыл бұрын
Funny thing ur profiles mha kirishima and i pretend that there around so i feel loved
@ariesandino57843 жыл бұрын
You*
@cryingoverspilledmilk95694 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me" I felt that, you know that feeling when you're already trying your best but.. they'll just end up saying "you can do it better" like.. im trying. But I feel like trying to is just worthless. There's no point
@catiey73623 жыл бұрын
Yes. Like today I could barley get out of bed and I struggled to eat my breakfast, which was just cherrios and applesauce. Like, it sounds like such a simple task, but it was so hard. Then I had to go to school when all i wanted to do was go back to sleep.
@madsorcerer3 жыл бұрын
I couldn't have explained my day any better
@greer41243 жыл бұрын
@@catiey7362 i’m so proud of you for doing that baby it gets better. i know how hard it is to do that stuff but i’m so so proud of you.
@cloudiiskii3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, I have two teachers that are mentally hurting me and nobody sees it
@madsorcerer3 жыл бұрын
@@cloudiiskii If, you explain how they are hurting you I can help you build an argument to make people see it.
@xrhea Жыл бұрын
Finally found the RIGHT Song. No words can describe how this song really described my whole life, emotions and feelings. i love this song so much. Its mixed with pain and comfort and i love that. Eli is really talented, tysm eli ❤.
@cupoftaewith3dollarswortho600Ай бұрын
same 😢❤
@acatalespy17322 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me?" Damn, that hit home
@motive4142 жыл бұрын
I’m proud of you @Acatalespy
@imjustkdin2 жыл бұрын
Your amazing
@minus_M.2 жыл бұрын
Indeed, it isn't a great thing to think about
@luisbautista1659 Жыл бұрын
Fuck Pride, fuck people who aren't proud of us
@Millo_yolo3 жыл бұрын
I would rather be stuck in a dream than in reality
@s4lma8243 жыл бұрын
I SWEAF TO GOD THIS IS WHAT I WISH FOR EVERYDAY lol
@FreakieFae3 жыл бұрын
yep, so am i.
@lucifermorningstar90293 жыл бұрын
Me too because reality hurts the most when your in pain but you have to pretend to be happy to please everyone around you
@tahiyatchowdhury97633 жыл бұрын
my nightmares r less painful than reality
@adoreekimie95673 жыл бұрын
Same
@cornfreakss3 жыл бұрын
" *Don't give up cause someone needs you* " - Still asking myself to this day, *Who is it?*
@4oreignBeauti3 жыл бұрын
Stay strong 😢
@finnjohnson23213 жыл бұрын
Me. Don’t give up, I need you; we all need you. Your life has a purpose, and I promise you, eventually you’ll find out what it is. I know things are tough right now, but please stay strong. For me, and for everyone else. I believe in you ❤️
@sana43593 жыл бұрын
Same. I dont think im important at all
@finnjohnson23213 жыл бұрын
@@sana4359 you are
@gxldenstxrz58093 жыл бұрын
That is true, who is it really ?
@AJ_300 Жыл бұрын
“You know your alone when people don’t even notice you hold a smile all the time..”
@sawansinghi2284 Жыл бұрын
First time??
@correctlymica62753 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I just wanna cry onto someones shoulder who appreciates my existance, and loves me for who I am Edit: Hope you guys are feeling ok now :) Hey loves, stay safe and make sure to think positive❤
@letsgetit95113 жыл бұрын
I wish for the same thing
@solocoolvibes2653 жыл бұрын
U r the coolest person ever!!!!
@lavanipierce98053 жыл бұрын
You are most definitely loved stay strong keep your head up better days after the storm
@jabberslot80503 жыл бұрын
I'm here for u
@anaisvalenzuela28043 жыл бұрын
Same here 🥺
@Deidryk3 жыл бұрын
I find myself listening to this on repeat...
@destinytorres41773 жыл бұрын
fr doe
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Ik
@シナア3 жыл бұрын
Me 2
@bananapudding18103 жыл бұрын
Me 2
@amandabadgett89704 жыл бұрын
Them: We care about you. Me tries to say something about my mental health. Them: Stop acting like a kid and grow up.
@amandabadgett89703 жыл бұрын
Yeah I know they are.
@el1.ka5a633 жыл бұрын
@Hazard Hawk they're not right if a person feels like their mental health is bad they need to talk about it. How they feel is important
@prasannaupadhyay49833 жыл бұрын
Exactly💔
@amandabadgett89703 жыл бұрын
@@el1.ka5a63 everyone is titled to their own opinion. Some people just dont understand if they dont go through it.
@amandabadgett89703 жыл бұрын
@@prasannaupadhyay4983 I sorry hun, if you want need to talk to someone to talk to. I know you dont know me. But I am here to talk.
@reneerouthier7247 Жыл бұрын
This song hits hard and it's so relatable I break down into tears everything I listen to this song
@fariha94904 жыл бұрын
"slit my wrist, bloody fist, questioning why i exist" "When will they be proud of me" most relatable lyrics icl :/
@lacxbrn3 жыл бұрын
The fact that I relate to literally every word of this song...
@janissa46193 жыл бұрын
same-😭🤚🏼
@darkwolfdeku16133 жыл бұрын
@@janissa4619 same everyday I feel this way
@darkwolfdeku16133 жыл бұрын
It. Gets worse everyday
@mirahclark98753 жыл бұрын
same
@poopy39133 жыл бұрын
I know right
@Jake_Numb3 жыл бұрын
"I'm worthless" that's what I hear everytime before I go to sleep.
@lukequimby42843 жыл бұрын
Same bro...same
@NeonJJ_1953 жыл бұрын
That's what my mind says 24/7
@helloitsme.236 ай бұрын
i almost cried and i never cry bc this….this is relatable and….i think this way and want to do what he’s talking about….
@thepurpleaura78273 жыл бұрын
When you are a teenager and people think your sadness is trivial and insignificant.....
@cho4tix8843 жыл бұрын
I get that :(
@Jesss1463 жыл бұрын
That really hurts.. when ppl tell like that..
@olenbedes28243 жыл бұрын
They don't how it's feel
@zakaruahbones31423 жыл бұрын
As a grown man. This doesn't change.
@fidgetqween2.o2663 жыл бұрын
Especially when they say it's a teenager thing I'm 12 it's not just a teenager thing
@larissaribbons32193 жыл бұрын
My parents think the pain and sadness went away but i just got better at hiding it.
@CigaretteAsh3 жыл бұрын
:)
@viwwains3 жыл бұрын
They started asking me if I was okay I would always say I’m ok don’t worry about me and now I hide it better than an ant in the grass
@lilfizzypoplollipopzvonecek143 жыл бұрын
Same here :D
@urlocaldemon51443 жыл бұрын
Mhm that's true
@tianaschannel73003 жыл бұрын
another sad fact, sometimes its the parents who always made us feel worthless
@gxcharoses22333 жыл бұрын
“Losing friends and starting fights cuz everyone thinks I’m a liar” hit me differently
@emopanda87953 жыл бұрын
Yea it hit hard because a few weeks ago my friend started a rumor in my friend group that I'm not actually depressed and I am just trying to get attention and that I would never actually try and kill myself. That went on for so long and all of my friend group believed it so I was so alone for a while. Until one of my real friends was like no she's actually depressed and suicidal and then the one who started the rumors apologised and nothing is the same but we are still friends.
@TheBathypelagicZone3 жыл бұрын
Me too mainly the losing friends part.
@purplepurr98283 жыл бұрын
I don't have friends
@TheBathypelagicZone3 жыл бұрын
@@purplepurr9828 Me too.
@sird4vy501 Жыл бұрын
Really good to listen to it after winning against depression. It's so freeing. It's liberating. I don't know how to express it. No more pain in the chest, nothing.
@Yuki-chan2010 Жыл бұрын
I'm proud of you for this ❤
@Zsoltmander5459 ай бұрын
I don't feel pain in the chest anymore either it's just emptiness an endless void of dullness
@littlewofwof53393 жыл бұрын
Me:"mom I'm depressed" Mom:"why?people had worse than you so you shouldn't be sad" Me:"ok I'm sorry" *feels worse and feels selfish*
@ThePinkBlurSonicFan3 жыл бұрын
I hate when people tell me there's others who have it worse than you because it makes me feel selfish and guilty but like I suffer too just like them just not in the same way it's like saying I shouldn't have emotions or feelings
@littlewofwof53393 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@MrZafri3 жыл бұрын
Well no matter..... they all still gonna say that we talk nonsense....so just keep it and don't tell anybody....even with a GOD
@shannlam13 жыл бұрын
I hate it when your breaking inside and your perents don't notice....
@shreya74853 жыл бұрын
Yeah it's like they just don't care
@syamkree34552 жыл бұрын
3 years after finding this song. Still never found a certain someone that needs me. But this song still made me keep going.
@anmolrajputyt27442 жыл бұрын
Bro that's the reality sad but true
@RitobratoRayC-2 жыл бұрын
Gg go next.
@renuvoice2 жыл бұрын
If you find hardly Then you will find out That Yourself needs you!
@2okaycola2 жыл бұрын
I don’t need any1 I Fucking hate all of you
@karinagiri78112 жыл бұрын
You'll find somebody.
@InjectV3nom69-6663 жыл бұрын
"In the end we're just suicidal kids telling each other not to commit suicide" -Unknown
@lol_iwannadie3 жыл бұрын
Yeah, suicidal kids.....stopping others from suicide, but we cant seem to help ourselves
@Ayeshakhan-sj8ey3 жыл бұрын
Exactly
@brianbrandow9003 жыл бұрын
@@lol_iwannadie isn't that how it always goes we have to help others with their problems but we cant deal with our own
@GamerKingCasualGaming3 жыл бұрын
@@brianbrandow900 this is too true, I am really good at helping others with their problems, and helping others feel good about their achievements, but when it comes to my problems and my achievements, I can't seem to solve them or feel happy about it, and I don't know why
@nosir69373 жыл бұрын
Im a kid this is great
@eck0.gaming4675 ай бұрын
To anyone in comments who needs to hear this. If nobody else, I'm proud of how strong, smart and beautiful all of you really are. Yall have hearts, pain demands to be felt. But can't have rainbows without some rain right? You made it here on your own. Keep going. I also hope yall heal from the things you can't talk about.❤
@miggy99423 жыл бұрын
Song: I'm worthless Me: same *cries in pain*
@Xanioxa3 жыл бұрын
Your not the only person crying
@miggy99423 жыл бұрын
@@Xanioxa at least I'm not alone
@Xanioxa3 жыл бұрын
@@miggy9942 :>
@miggy99423 жыл бұрын
@@Xanioxa subbed to you. Sometimes it's easy being alone and most times it isn't. You got this buddy 😊
@Littlekey1212_Backup3 жыл бұрын
exactly!!!
@isaiahperdue38615 жыл бұрын
i’ve never seen a song more relatable than this😢
@parenyu5 жыл бұрын
Sooo deep
@sarahmeyer9424 жыл бұрын
i’m sorry- joyner lucas
@elixzos4 жыл бұрын
Same :/
@hay_byte18854 жыл бұрын
Ooo have you listened to Her last words? That song hits DEEP
@Lee-kt1eo3 жыл бұрын
“when will they be proud of me? it's getting harder to see” slaps hard
@urlocaldemon51443 жыл бұрын
They will never be proud of me
@quandaledinglehehe91523 жыл бұрын
That part hit the feels
@cuphrt3 жыл бұрын
Yeah.
@tashawaters28153 жыл бұрын
Bruh why is that actually my life tho
@hololiveenjoyer56553 жыл бұрын
They never felt proud this past 3 years, they keep comparing me to others.
@amandawitt73213 ай бұрын
so many depressed people here hope yall get more happy in the future... it's worth it honestly ❤❤❤
@ainmf14192 жыл бұрын
When you can relate all the lyrics with your life.. "Let the music speak"🙂
@ezraisaninjac71362 жыл бұрын
🥺:c
@johnbaxla34932 жыл бұрын
♥️♥️♥️
@ldonce7082 жыл бұрын
Agreed
@riverimontufar71752 жыл бұрын
Yup
@kathyozuna45602 жыл бұрын
Amen
@jonavycandelario55643 жыл бұрын
"When will they be proud of me" That hit hard 😕
@deku35753 жыл бұрын
i’m proud of you! :)
@mara10283 жыл бұрын
@@deku3575 hi deku-kun
@deku35753 жыл бұрын
@@mara1028 hello!
@cheyennebowden24913 жыл бұрын
My parents...
@deku35753 жыл бұрын
@@cheyennebowden2491 are you okay?
@YeetMcSkeet5 жыл бұрын
Play this at my funeral even though only about three people would hear. Edit:hey everybody thank you all for the support I've gotten out of depression and I just wanted to thank you all
@larko27174 жыл бұрын
*SUICIDE HOTLINE:* Call 1-800-273-8255
@andreah95874 жыл бұрын
Sword tronic 3451 gaming and I bet those three people would give the world for you. Don’t give up please 🖤❣️
@skibidizi4 жыл бұрын
Make it 4 I'll be there in ur funeral buddy
@claudia-fw4vi4 жыл бұрын
Make it 5 people but you better not die anytime soon kid
@s0u1tak3r74 жыл бұрын
make it 6 people ur life has value and would hurt so many people that u don't think care about u
@ankiema9 ай бұрын
This song brings me to tears, that's exactly what I have experienced
@Taylee7153 жыл бұрын
I've never realized how fast my emotions can change. One second im crying then I hear foot steps and I instantly stop crying and turn back to "normal" and then they walk in and I'm sucking in waterfalls trying to come out of my eyes and holding my breath cause my voice box wants to tell the truth and scream. Anybody else? :(
@peel61283 жыл бұрын
You're not alone, I do this too. It's sad, but what else are we gonna do? Tell them? Not like they'll believe us or take us seriously....
@Taylee7153 жыл бұрын
@@peel6128 thanks for replying! Yeah I know.... I feel it..
@shrimpyshaun143 жыл бұрын
So true
@sharmilapandey26693 жыл бұрын
Me...
@Pokeplayer103 жыл бұрын
Yup..
@camyxuu3 жыл бұрын
My parents : "We love you" Me : "I love you too" My mind : What a nice lie.
@ThePinkBlurSonicFan3 жыл бұрын
Same
@ashleyhoeltzel82893 жыл бұрын
As a woman is my 30’s I still feel this so much. Just remember as you grow learn to love yourself no matter how people around you make you feel. Some day you’ll realize life is worth living. 🧡
@taekook_miss89403 жыл бұрын
Same
@thickpotato2053 жыл бұрын
Same
@aryanreighn88763 жыл бұрын
My mind: nice lie, I have a better one you wanna hear it .... I'm fine
@reaganwed91354 жыл бұрын
when it said "losing friends and starting fights cause everyone thinks I'm a liar." I felt that
@gothbo.ymicheal4 жыл бұрын
Same one of my friends randomly pushed me away... It was hard
@kodymcmullen5691 Жыл бұрын
I used to listen to this song and feel bad for myself. Now I listen to it cause I know I'm not worthless... I know I'm worth more than what other people have labeled me. Or made me feel.
@danakirkwood75169 ай бұрын
amen!
@acela82754 жыл бұрын
I got out from my depression 2 years ago but my anxiety is just so severe. Going to school and meet people scares me, exposing myself to publicity, presentation, everything. It's stopping me from passing my subjects that requires such. The more I worry, sadder I've become. It's like I can't do anything right over trivial tasks. Sometimes I just want people to forget me so I could do what I wanted
@tess45183 жыл бұрын
Wait this is EXACTLY me... welcome to the club I guess, here’s a cookie -> 🍪
@belf163 жыл бұрын
I probably can’t help you, but I just want to say not everything you do has to be perfect. Not everything has to be exposed, you can hide things like everybody else. Just know that they won’t judge you and if they do it doesn’t really matter because they won’t form part of your life forever ❤️ I hope you are doing well (or at least better)
@cd37314 жыл бұрын
1:16 "Slit my wrist, bloody fist, questioning why I exist" Damn that hit to close to home for me
@ghulamhassan57633 жыл бұрын
😔😢😭
@zombiesablazinglady9363 жыл бұрын
Same:(
@jennie90082 жыл бұрын
"I'm worthless" "No matter what I do I'm always in the wrong" "When will they be proud of me?" These lyrics are so relatable, it really sucks when all of em call you "stupid", " worthless ", " dumb", etc...but then again you act all tough in front of your family but only your pillow knows how tough you actually are
@whyarenohandlesavailable Жыл бұрын
It sucks, but they're just telling me the truth, and I try my best to ignore it
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
Exactly, would you like to be my friend 🥺 please
@Ms.livvyii Жыл бұрын
Not even my peillow knows that. 1 of my bestfriends know whats happening to me because of another bestfriend, they help me through it so much, but i feel like they are doing it to make me shut up
@ash40792 Жыл бұрын
Fr
@aakashgurjar416 Жыл бұрын
@@Ms.livvyii will you be my friend
@jamesthewolf049 Жыл бұрын
I've searched for this song whenever I feel like ending it all or when I feel such a waste and a disappointment this is my 1,000 time searching for this
@lanawilliams95434 ай бұрын
I hope you’re doing better now
@user-os2uy7cf8o3 жыл бұрын
Being Depressed is like being colourblind but a person telling you how colourful the world is
@SCPFoundationexplained2021D-23 жыл бұрын
Wow so true
@blabla-pc8yp3 жыл бұрын
"Everyone thinks im a liar" hits me hard.
@333-y3w3 жыл бұрын
literally
@ghostistired3 жыл бұрын
For real.
@vidagreen14073 жыл бұрын
Same
@frostberry67503 жыл бұрын
My siblings tease me, always saying I can't keep a promise
@TheIndecisive3 жыл бұрын
Same, it's so relatable.
@seven77753 жыл бұрын
Why is the lyrics telling my life
@bluewolf99163 жыл бұрын
Me too
@livelaughlovemitski24553 жыл бұрын
Fr
@iit-jee4723 Жыл бұрын
To all the people listening to this masterpiece I want to say to you Hang in there ❤ good days are coming and I hope one day all of you will remember what you went through and smile about those moments 😊 ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR FUTURE ❤ HOPE YOU ALL FIND PEACE IN YOUR MIND ❤
@reymarcgequilasao85105 жыл бұрын
"SLIT MY WRISTS,BLOODY FISTS QUESTIONING WHY I EXIST" I CAN REALLY RELATE SO MUCH♥️😭
@soapbar41344 жыл бұрын
REYMARC gequilasao I used to💞💞💞
@katelynnrozell57074 жыл бұрын
For reeaaallll meeeee tooooooo.
@mattfnx-39644 жыл бұрын
caps lock
@marcusp88944 жыл бұрын
:|
@kekemani15784 жыл бұрын
I hope your ok ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
@its_Adriano4 жыл бұрын
I feel like the lyrics is reflection of how my life is 💔😕
@ethangames80364 жыл бұрын
Sammme
@nathaliemamaradlo05784 жыл бұрын
Same
@snakk58914 жыл бұрын
Same
@allenfocic56464 жыл бұрын
When did i ask?
@neenja_girl11344 жыл бұрын
Same
@riji_brahma_4 жыл бұрын
It's weird how each line has to do something with u and me
@prasannaupadhyay49833 жыл бұрын
Yes😔😔
@michielmagallanes80963 жыл бұрын
😥😥💔💔
@canimi53123 жыл бұрын
Ha yeah.. 😔
@L4ceySh4yLun4r9 ай бұрын
Heard this year's ago and couldn't feel it more than right now. Saved to my "Save Me" Playlist. Thank you.
@lukephillips94748 ай бұрын
I almost did scide today my life is awful
@L4ceySh4yLun4r8 ай бұрын
@@lukephillips9474 im sorry dude. I feel you. Im homeless in colorado. Afraid of getting sex trafficked. 🤷🏻♀️ Got robbed 3x. My ex is in prison. I get it. Im sorry.
@lukephillips94747 ай бұрын
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I wish I was in Colorado so I can hold you and buy you dinner I feel your pain you deserve better people deserve love
@lukephillips94747 ай бұрын
I feel bad for you
@lukephillips94747 ай бұрын
@@L4ceySh4yLun4r I have Google chat
@negar0063 жыл бұрын
if only my parents don't remind me how useless and a failure I am, I'm actually really confident and happy inside 🧍🏻♀️
@suhasini68903 жыл бұрын
same one of my parents don't support my career
@brittanyplumley9113 жыл бұрын
No matter who pushes you down get back up you are loved even if u don't feel it god loves u! I'll be here ❤️
@musicalrookie7193 жыл бұрын
True
@БорисЕвтимов-э4й3 жыл бұрын
Same but replace parents with classmates
@alostsoul25533 жыл бұрын
I have heard them say that I'm an "embarrassment", a "failure", and "worthless" too many times...
@MuminiminM.4 жыл бұрын
"Please don't give up" It's too hard. 🥺 "Someone needs you" It's just a dream....
@ggh0st_s0ulzz4 жыл бұрын
I feel ya
@z-0-7364 жыл бұрын
Bro... So true...
@lisawheeler93454 жыл бұрын
I was going to give up till i herd this song and read this
@jimthompson89474 жыл бұрын
I already did but I'm cursed with invincibility. I'll be fixing that soon.
@cassamango3 жыл бұрын
I force myself to sleep early at times so i could dream rather than live in the reality
@kanassnanmusa21723 жыл бұрын
I’m really sorry you’re going through this. I’m here for you if you need me.
@sirfrog01013 жыл бұрын
Same
@sirfrog01013 жыл бұрын
It's my favorite part of the day
@melissawebb26003 жыл бұрын
I'm 38 and do exactly the same thing. I watch near death experience documentaries too just to jear the good after we die and look forward to it
@letsgetit95113 жыл бұрын
Facts
@sod3w3 ай бұрын
when i was younger i used to listen 24/7 and this is my first time listening to it in years it bring memories back i used to have a best friend who showed me this song but we don't talk anymore because he moved away
@Sincerelyyourschinguu_2 жыл бұрын
"My parents think the sadness went away, sad to know that I just got better at hiding." From a stranger, you know what's worse? That fact that they never knew I was in pain.
@nabeelsaleem70222 жыл бұрын
Dude I love u we are probably the same
@kcguitar93072 жыл бұрын
Well u gotta tell them for them to know right?
@suhnajasmin84462 жыл бұрын
Same in my case too
@Itrustu2 жыл бұрын
U got me🙁
@Chlorine-Gas2 жыл бұрын
I've seen a few of these comments before and honestly I don't get it so all I could think of bc I'm stupid is that yall just want attention or acknowledgement but tbh I'd rather not be noticed
@the.only.sandwich49423 жыл бұрын
Who else is just laying on the bed under the covers holding a pillow while crying
@catiey73623 жыл бұрын
Yes-
@johnteller72703 жыл бұрын
Me
@matthew155783 жыл бұрын
Me
@chaoticocean44133 жыл бұрын
Yep
@mzrukii3 жыл бұрын
Me
@misshope82973 жыл бұрын
This got me crying so hard at the "when will they be proud of me?" line, because I realize all my life I've been chasing after their second hand pride. But whenever they say "I'm proud of you", there's this bittersweet knowledge that if I fail they wouldn't be anymore. Proof, they told me how disappointed in me they were few times. But I just know that they think it way more often. I'll never be enough. It hurts.
@Ifi1waVBH3 жыл бұрын
I feel you
@destiny912082 жыл бұрын
don't worry someday you will find SOMEONE that will be proud of you of everything and anything you do !!!!!!
@shaneplays98422 жыл бұрын
I feel you, my parents want me to have pretty much all A's in classes and if I get even one bad grade they hate me for it and I am forced to go talk to the teacher and get my grade up. They say they want me to have my best life, I don't feel that's true I feel as if they want me to be perfect. There are some days that I just can't take it but I try to put on a brave face for my family and around the school. Other days I just can't control my mood and I just have to walk away because I don't want anyone to see something that I would not be okay with. People say "Be yourself" I have no idea who myself is because I have put up a face for that long. I have no idea how to be myself because I am anything but myself. anyways if you read this thanks for reading my rant but I got to go school time...
@destiny912082 жыл бұрын
@@shaneplays9842 write a diary, treat it like a person and even write all the swears words you wanna use helps