Closing down Macys?! // 12 Days of Daily Vlogs Day 8

[@TripleVGlam]

Elle everything you're feeling is perfectly normal and I'm glad you chose to upload this vlog, you're a real human being and people forget that too often. Just take it one day at a time, you're handling it way better than most.

[@missallicat87]

I love your real honest Vlogs. Thank you so much for doing them. I enjoy them so much and love that you are genuine in your Vlogs and the real you!

[@melanie7068]

Every single person can function with a different amount of exhaustion. That doesnt mean one is stronger than the other. Plus you guys she has insomnia. If anyone who has anything bad to say about her in the situation had half a brain they would know that if your quality of sleep is bad its like getting little to no sleep at all. Elle has sleeping problems which is something beyond her control and results in her needing to rest and take it easy more than those who dont have said problem. Shes running on almost no sleep which is something anyone would struggle with. I have similar problems and honestly if im tired and cant find time to sleep i cry a lot more than one tear. She held it together really well ❤️

[@kristinalately1690]

I really love the way you talk to the camera, especially when you and Alex were talking about who was the shrew. It feels so personal like your talking to me. It's just so different and nice coming from a vlogger!

[@AlexisMaragni]

I know how much sleep deprivation can really take a toll on you physically, mentally, and emotionally. I'm sorry things got so hectic and crazy for you. I hope you were able to enjoy your time in Barbados and catch up on some much-needed sleep! Thanks for sharing these experiences and keeping it real.

[@2011lillian]

Just traveling exhausts me, let alone having the packed schedule you've been keeping everyday. I'm glad you'll be in Barbados soon and you'll get to hopefully have some time to relax 😘

[@amyleerob]

I've loved this entire vlog series, Elle! Please don't let a few negative people stop you. Thank you for sharing your wedding journey with us. I've watched you since the beginning and am so happy for you, Alex, P-cone, and Babycat.

[@aundreajordan9863]

I love you so much Elle please don't let the comments get to you. It completely makes sense for you to be tired, anyone that complains that you're spoiled just because you're tired and hungry is crazy. I really hope you vlog more of your wedding adventures. love you❤

[@FabyGlam]

Elle I love you! Thank you for being genuine, always. :)

[@ElizabethWeeks7]

I'm absolutely LOVING these vlogs! Elle, I've been watching your videos since you were in college, and I'm SO happy you're letting us share this experience with you. Thank you for being you

[@elenaibarra5408]

Elle saw your snapchat about debating on posting these...Thanks for posting these! You hang in there! You are just being real and sharing your life with us and we appreciate that!

[@bookworm41660]

It does not matter how glamorous the job is, it is ok to be tired and grumpy! All of us are at some point...you have a right to be human and never feel bad for it! You go Elle!!!!

[@lovestori98]

Elle , I hate how people give you such a hard time about what you do for a living. You are a human being with a job!!! Just because your not the average 9-5 girl that doesn't make your career any less stressful or easier then other fields in the industry! You ARE NOT a complainer or a winer! You are a normal human with feelings, responsibilities and obligations just like the rest of us! I know there are ups and downs to what you do for a living just like everyone else so for people to discredit your reactions and feelings- fuck them. You worked hard to get to where you are and for people to come down on you is a reflection on their character not yours. Elle I been following you for years this is all valid what you are feeling. Life isn't all fun and games and the long hours and pressure got to you just like it does for everyone else :) you are the best Elle! And LOL on the revolving door thing- I almost died in one at work because we have badge access and a girl stopped midway yikes!

[@abbyzinger]

I related so hard to you at the end. When I'm really, really, really, really overexhausted, I get really emotionally...fragile? And nearly anything can just be so upsetting and just way too much to handle. You got this girl! Stay strong!

[@TayTayNicoleXO]

I love this raw footage of you Elle. It's nice to see that you struggle like us all at times. I hope you felt better and days were brighter ahead :) love you Elle!

[@BabySelf1]

Oh dear Elle, don't know how you were able to give up your wedding/honeymoon once in a life time experience to "others"! It is such a special & personal experience! Bless your heart! ❤️

[@katyrichardson9046]

You've had a long few days and it's understandable that you are tired. I was impressed that you were so chipper as you were finishing up at Macy's! Enjoy Barbados and make sure you relax!

[@Diija09]

You guys are just amazing! Alex being so understanding and supportive and you filming and vlogging even though you are tired only because you promised us you would. Just thought I'd send some positive vibes over here showing that we appreciate the effort, and let me tell you that your videos ( vlogs) are what helps me study since my finals started today! So a big thank you to both of you for everything (Snap chat, Vlogs both filming and editting) huggs and kisses

[@katievanderneut]

I'm so glad you decided to upload this! your vlogs are always so honest and real and I love that about you ❤️

[@Natface08]

I seriously have so much respect for how hard you work. You keep such a positive attitude when most wouldn't. I know a few videos back I said I can't wait for you and Alex to have kids but I'm happy for you to get to live this experience focused you and him and your wedding. Congrats Elle! Thanks for these videos!!!

[@AC-pq1cd]

I completely agree. she works way harder than she needs to. She definitely deserves all the good things in her life she has.

[@whome718]

So much love for you Elle!! You're so hardworking and down to earth.

[@XuninCalifornia]

I love silly Elle! Your enthusiasm and energy is infectious! Thank you for uploading this vlog. :)

[@chelseal9266]

Wow Elle, I give you and Alex props for making it through that long day. Thank you for sharing it with us. I hope you eventually got to catch up on sleep!

[@sierraadams9131]

I'm so glad you decided to post it! If you weren't tired and upset at this point you wouldn't be human! Thank you for always being real and honest. Love you Elle #snapchatfam

[@renaecarpenter4608]

You're such a trooper Elle!! I would have been beyond crying to an anxiety attack!! I'm so proud of you!! Work it girl!!

[@emmahargreaves2835]

Elle, don't ever hold back because of negative comments from people. You will always find hate online. You have lots of followers who love you and who have followed you for close to a decade ☝🏼and it's nice to see that your human. I'm such a grump lol. I travelled to Thailand recently and it was like an 8 hour flight, 3 hour layover and another 3 hour flight... I felt like I was dying and it was the worse part of the trip. Your lifestyle is totally different to the regular person so your wired differently. It doesn't mean you don't appreciate what you have, it means your human and you have feels and emotions on all levels. Keep swimming 😉 love you stacks xx

[@corysboredagain]

I feel you Elle! I am finishing up ym LAST semester of college and i am in breakdown mode also! You'll be home soon with your beautiful kitties and has some time to relax! Thank you for sharing with us and being yourself. Love the vlogs!

[@hollyPLZ]

even when it's something amazing you're doing it's hard to be positive all the time when you're sleep deprived. I completely understand and everyone who knows you from your videos knows how amazing and positive you are. don't worry about hate! :) 💗

[@LillyannaLovesBeauty]

I always get emotional and cry when I'm too exhausted! Girl you are doing so much and not getting enough sleep at all! Don't worry about your 12 days of vlogging, all that editing could just be sleep time!

[@Myindianlyf]

I can totally understand how tired you were n ur breaking down at the end was totally normal!I being a cabin crew have faced the same situation so many times!don't let the haters prevent you from being real in the vlogs elle♡love you both & kudos for still keeping up with the vlogs inspire of the schedule!♡ #snapchatglitterfam

[@insipidinsanity]

Awww I just want to give you a hug. I know exactly how this feels.

[@hydrorouge]

Doing that much on so little sleep - you're a champ! It's no wonder you weren't feeling great. So glad you posted the vlog. You're amazing, Elle! So much support. #snapchatfam

[@lovelylivie14]

Girl I get the same way when I'm exhausted and anxious! Its been an overwhelming and exciting trip for you both and it's hard to go a full 24 hours without sleep! Screw other people having an issue with you crying! You're human!! You're wedding will be gorgeous!!!

[@Loriana93]

Aw, Elle, love these vlogs and you, but please take care of yourself! Working from 7am til 1am is craziness. Please don't take on things that are going to make you really exhausted, your well-being comes first! xo

[@KellyNelsonYT]

So glad you decided to post the vlog! You are so lucky to have all these amazing opportunities, but it's completely understandable you are so exhausted! Keep your head up gorgeous! #snapchatfam

[@YvesyM]

Aww that's such a nice comment you left!!😘👌

[@1tnieto]

I agree completely Elle keep your head up. I am sure it will all be worth it once your are all done.

[@YvesyM]

:)

[@laurennnmk9109]

Love that Elle puts these up early in the morning and is consistent about it! What I watch while drinking my coffee, love you guys

[@MariaMartinsson]

Wow I didn't expect I'd CRY when watching one of your blogs. You just looked so broken in the end... poor baby! I love watching whatever adventures you are up to Elle, and with Alex too. Love seeing you two together :) ♥ I hope you get to rest properly and relax from time to time.

[@LifeofaButterfly13]

Thank you for posting this! We love you and we understand that everyone gets emotional, especially when they are sleep deprived. Lots of hugs from me and Tigger. #snapchatfam

[@chelseaalles1086]

@ellefowler I have been watching your videos FOREVER. This was the most real video I have seen of you. It made me realize how hard you work! I am planning a wedding and it is exhausting! I just want to elope but we are only two months away! We are actually getting married on July 8th 🙂 Stay strong! Could you do a makeup tutorial for tired eyes? Love you!

[@BrigitteCayer]

Wow I don't know how you did it. I mean I know you were lucky to get to do all that, but that's crazy they expect you to get no sleep. I am miserable the whole next day with like 6 hours of sleep!

[@Bananaslushies]

I've been there girl! No sleep and pure exhaustion causes crazy talk and tears hope you got to sleep on the plane!

[@MsBelaP]

Elle, I m a biologist and I´ve worked with shrews as a matter of fact. They are very small animals that look like mice but are way cuter. They have very high metabolism and are always running. Here is a link to a pic !

[@MsBelaP]

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[@alinacarlos]

+Bela Palomo OHHH SO CUTE ❤️❤️❤️

[@pinktatergirl27]

Omg!!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@MsBelaP]

I´m so sorry to see you so tired, Elle, but it wil be all worth it. You´ll see. You´ll have THE best wedding ever! It´s going to be EPIC!!!!

[@xopinkmoonxo]

😢 love you Elle! Virtual hugs 💕 I would have gotten so stressed out by all of that + the lack of sleep that I would have been legit sobbing by the end.

[@hellolala]

I love Alex's little commentaries in the background. haha

[@CaitlynRose522]

So happy that you posted Elle, we all have so much love for you!!!!! P.s. Alex blogging you was so adorable!

[@SairaUmar]

These daily vlogs make my day! It's truly a gift to be able to see the behind-the-scenes of the wedding and you definitely don't have to so people need to be more appreciative. I'm sure all the people commenting negative things wouldn't take the lack of sleep/filming schedule you had well if they were in your shoes. Felt so bad for you in this one hopefully you got some good rest on the plane and in Barbados. :)

[@hihomatey10]

You poor girl

[@vivianbishopxo7337]

I literally don't know how anyone could say you're complaining. You're just very exhausted. I would have been 20x worse and yet you still kept your cool.

[@courtrightb]

I've totally been there girl! Thank you for being so real with us! Sleep is such an important thing, and without it I melt...you are amazing, and work so hard. Love these vlogs! Hoping you to rest and relax soon! ❤️ #snapchatfam

[@starstruckgurlus]

There are certain you tubers that when they cry I cry because I feel like I know them and have followed them for years and Elle you are one of them. I don't know if I've ever seen you cry before but it broke my heart. Love you😘

[@AnineVdR]

Thanks for keeping it real Elle :) thanks for vlogging even though you were exhausted!

[@Rinskie1]

You guys are so sweet together...You can see how much Alex adores you...very sweet. Im so happy for you guys!

[@Loeviis]

Elle, I love to see your videos even if its not my cup of thea. We are all different and that is perfectly fine. I hope the negativity stops or at least you can ignore it. Most of us really enjoy the vids so thank you for posting!

[@liveloveloud100]

I just had to pause the video and tell you how amazing you are! You're so tired and it's obvious but you're powering through to still film these so you can share with us. And i just wanted to say thanks! Ive really been missing your videos and these videos have become a highlight of my day 💗❤️💗

[@kristinmccluskey4093]

Here from snapchat to say that that I've been watching your videos since you were filming in your sorority house on your MacBook and watching you succeed and grow is such an inspiration to me. I'm planning my wedding too (coming up July 30th) and obviously I'm crazy jealous of the amazing opportunity you have with brides but I love watching your wedding themed videos and vlogs! Just always remember that those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter! Love you!! ❤️

[@pinktatergirl27]

Totally with you on this! I've been watching her since I was 13 (I'm almost 21 now) and her silly fun videos got me through my parents' divorce! ❤️☺️

[@MichaelaMahar]

Alex is the sweetest! You're lucky Elle! I'm glad you found someone like that. Sorry you're so stressed and exhausted

[@AliGiavanni]

This is so exciting Elle! Thank you for letting us come along this journey with you :)

[@BrynneC]

I can't lie, when I only watched your main channel I wasn't a big fan of yours. When I started watching your vlog channel, so much more of your personality comes through and I enjoy watching so much! You seem like such a sweet, down to earth person, and listening to you and Alex banter is so cute. Hope your time on your honeymoon trial helped recharge you both!

[@heather17099]

I also think Alex brings out the best in her. ;)

[@leighannriney2514]

Poor Elle! I hate that sick feeling when you are beyond exhausted. Hope it got better!

[@sweetness371]

Aw Elle. When you said "goodnight" to us, I felt so sad for you! There's no way I could do that crazy schedule. I mean I pulled some all-nighters in college, but at least I was home and knew I was going to be in my own bed eventually, you know?

[@GracieColegio]

Noooo don't stop posting these vlogs!!! I seriously can't believe people are saying so many rude things like hello you are human!!!! You have emotions and you can cry if you want to!! It doesn't matter how "well" anyone has it we all get stressed sometimes! Hell I cry all the time to relieve it! Thanks for sharing this amazing time in your life Elle and keep doing you!!

[@yubetubeful]

Poor Elle! I totally feel you! I hope Barbados was not as exhausting. after all this whole process is supposed to be fun too and not just stress.

[@sarahp8171]

Aww Elle I feel so bad for you at the end of the video,just feel like giving you a bear hug and saying "you can pull thru this" ..

[@laceyrsm]

Poor thing, I've been there and it is so rough!! You are so awesome to be that tired and still upload videos! I hope you get some rest soon! Love from New Mexico!!

[@BlueStarberryAKTF]

Oh dear 😔 I really hope the rest of your trip is smooth sailing and a lot easier from now on! Please stay hydrated and remember to eat your meals 🙏🏽 Also, remember that you're not alone -- the entire crew and Alex are with you every step of the way and so are we 😊😊 stay strong girl! You got this, Elle 💪🏽💕

[@satinbeauty38]

It is totally understandable! It must be so hard to sleep hardly anything at all and try to function! We get you girl you're only human, you're doing awesome! Don't worry about the haters. Glad you decided to post the rest of the vlogs 😊

[@taylorstockel7095]

I really appreciate your effort towards your videos! you are amazing!

[@Mel79439]

Lol I love that Alex thought that was your scarf!! That's cute!!

[@VejoFeja]

Elle, you are amazing! You are the true you! If you are tired, its normal to feel like that. It is nice that you show the other side of happy and perfect. It is the real life. Love you ;)

[@rebeccamcgary3325]

I'm so glad you decided to post this vlog!! I completely understand why you're so exhausted during this trip! It's a lot of hard work, but it's going to be so worth it after you and Alex get married!! Keep your head up, Elle, you're beautiful even when you're exhausted!

[@8ievaieva8]

sending you good vibes!! don't worry about the haters because there way more people who appreciate you!!!! loooove these vlogs, thanks darling!

[@8ievaieva8]

there are*

[@aubrieseager6294]

thank you for being so open with us!

[@annaiss1235]

love you Elle. don't let anyone get you down. there will always be hateful people in the world, and the only thing you can do is ignore them and live your life happily

[@bethbuchanon7367]

Bless your heart! I know you are getting all kinds of benefits for doing this, but I'm concerned for your health and getting too worn down! Elle, you are a real trooper. You never seem to complain, I would be crabby by now! Hang in there and get some rest and Barbados!

[@SarahStudt]

A shrew is an uptight person (usually in reference to a woman) who tends to nag a lot. I was actually in my high school production of The Taming of the Shrew!

[@ShopaholicXo03]

I'm so glad you posted this video. I saw your snapchats and got worried! Thank you for being so real with us! Anyone who has a problem with you being tired, or grumpy, or sad, and unable to form full sentences needs to just take a hike. I know how terrible your body feels without sleep and it is so normal to feel how you felt. Anyone would be lying if they claimed to have never felt that way. I think you were actually very positive with all that was happening. Please ignore the stupid people. If they can't understand that every once in a while a girl just feels damn tired then they are the ones with a problem. Get some beauty sleep gorgeous and you do you!!!

[@cheerstar382570]

Love how true you are Elle! Thank you for being you!

[@yourideordie]

Elle crying made me cry I was thinking the whole time how much they were over working Elle :(( girl you are seriously a trooper I commend you for working your butt off all day and vlogging and uploading poor little Elle :( so cute makes me sad how they don't even have time for sleep you are so gorgeous still even very tired sleepy Elle lol

[@DreaAlberti]

Thank you for sharing this Elle! Prescription for Lotsa rest and TLC for you for the next while! Sending you love and positivity gorgeous girl

[@TesaJane]

Ellebelle you're so sad and sleepy! You poor muffins. That's the worst feeling when you're so tired that you feel physically sick. boo I'm sorry you guys had to deal with that, I hope you've got an amazing sleep on the plane.

[@pnkshp5]

Aw I love he vlogged a little :)

[@Anniloves21]

I understand your struggle with the lack of sleep. It is the worst. I hope you feel better and please don't let anyone get to you. We are here for you! xoxo

[@bnelson52]

You would think they would like you to get a good night sleep so you look awake and refreshed for pictures.

[@ItsTheBeautyBarbie]

Don't feel bad for crying. It just happens when you get sleep deprived. It sucks! Our bodies need sleep to function so don't apoligize for being spacey and sad. I just hope that you're enjoying this process, thats my only concerm.

[@raikougal]

Awww Elle, I'm sorry. I know just how you feel. When I get exahausted I feel the exact same way, I get so tired that I get nauseated. :( Hope you get some proper sleep hon!

[@charlatte12]

yay! so happy to be here early! in regards to your snapchat about maybe not posting, please always keep posting vlogs (even back in la?!) regardless of what you're doing, you're allowed to be tired and on a time constraint and frustrated if things don't go as planned! thank you for vlogging

[@mlbhoustonfan09]

Yeah, exhaustion plus too much caffeine is bad! I remember when I was in school and only getting 3-4 hrs of sleep I drank a lot of caffeine which made me feel extremely nauseous and even more tired!

[@pieceful_puzzling]

Wow, the week and change you guys had was insanity!!! Not quite sure how you survived. Soooo much jam packed into those days.

[@Danettegreene]

I know that this has been said a ton, but the people who shit on Elle for not being grateful are the ones who are super jealous of what she has. Elle is not an idiot, and I'm sure she's aware that she has it better than many people, and is grateful for that. Just because she has it better than some people, doesn't mean she doesn't have the right to complain sometimes. Some people are complete assholes.

[@ashleychapman615]

Aww, Elle!!! I know it really sucks, but just think! You will have an AMAZING Wedding because of all this... I hope Barbados brings a smile to your face

[@Ckay001]

Thank you for sharing your life with us Elle

[@lottayogaa]

Oh it has been a crazy trio for you! No wonder why you feel sick :( You haven't been eating or sleeping well and been on the go non-stop. I hope you feel better already and really can relax and enjoy your stay at Barbados! Lots of love xoxoxo

[@jessiebesss]

I've got a 6 week old baby and I know the feeling of no sleep! It's the fact the days roll into the next and you never get a chance to recover. It sends you crazy. I'm managing 3-4 hours of broken sleep a night broken up by feeds. She doesn't really sleep in the day either. I live for coffee HAHA!! It's my best friend right now 😝

[@Riotgirlrocks]

Poor Elle nothing sucks more than having to go go go on no sleep. Whenever I don't haven't enough sleep I always get stuffy nose and nauseous feeling. You looked great tho and I've been enjoying the vids. Thx for tagging us along. Oh! Loved the Alex coffee grip thingys lol very cute.

[@Anchorsaway727]

I don't know how you're able to keep going! If I was away from home for that long, without proper sleep, and such a busy schedule, I would've lost it. These vlogs show that you're a real human being and I like seeing that its not sunshine and rainbows all the time. #snapchatfam

[@NikkiCox81]

Omg with that schedule all anyone would be able to do is cry. I hope you got some pretty good sleep on the plane ride. Poor thing, I don't know what I would do if that were me. I don't function at all when I haven't had adequate sleep and food. I'm sure you made it through and it will be beautiful. :)

[@silentglow16]

Aww I love how Alex vlogged you sleeping. :) You hang in there Elle! Your real fans like us are not going to hate you for being upfront and honest about how you really feel!

[@Melissa2087]

Just watching this video made me tired and need a nap. I commend you for being so nice to everyone because I'd be ripping people's heads off from being so tired

[@karenovrid9132]

So much respect to you, Elle, for staying up all night, for work!😫