Speedpaint (PROCREATE compilation) I'm not doing well

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Procreate
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Default brushes. Mostly Spectra and Pencil
○TABLET:
IPAD PRO 12.9
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[@Emilyena]

Hello! I hope you're still here. I'm not doing well last 6 months, I got sick with covid and had to undergo heart surgery. My life is turning into a nightmare, it's hard for me to do anything these days because of mental and physical exhaustion but I'm trying to hold up. I finally decided to make Patreon page, I want to focus on my own content and try something new. If you like what I do you can support me by joining qvq www.patreon.com/emilyena Unfortunately, I didn't draw anything in Clip Studio all this time so there will be some Procreate timelapses next.

[@lynxb7396]

Hope things get better!

[@ohitsbre7535]

Omg! That’s crazy! I really hope this year will be way better for you! I’m sorry you have to go through that. ☹️💗💗

[@moxne3058]

I hope you are in much better health now

[@JorgeLeonelAngelHurtado]

have some rest, we hope you get well soon.

[@Varrbariouss]

Take care, still here to support ya

[@glacio95]

Last year we were on lockdown here in Italy and I was spending most of my days wasting time on KZbin. I came across your video of White Diamond and I became immediately obsessed with both your art and digital paintings, which is something I used to do when I was much younger and I dropped because I'm dumb and unfocused. After that I watched all of your videos in one sitting and I decided to buy myself a Huion Kamvas tablet and a licence for Clip Studio Paint. This is my long and boring way of saying thank you, you made me rediscover a passion I put away for a long time and gave me something to focus my energies on. When I feel like I'm lacking inspiration, I go back to your White Diamond video. I hope you get better and wish you the absolute best, you immediately became one of my favourite artists and biggest inspirations. The art community needs you, but that comes second to your health. Hang in there, we love you.

[@matildagori7473]

yeah this is the same for me! i discovered again my love for drawing after I saw her videos... I hope she'll be better ;3;

[@newaccount6414]

Wait you can use procreate without ipad?

[@glacio95]

@@newaccount6414 I meant Clip Studio Paint, my brain lagged there for a sec

[@SATANFUCKSMYSOUL]

Thats so sweet 😌 I always get inspired by her 'Sad boys' video!

[@raeganpog5987]

when i first saw that hospital picture, i had no idea what it meant,,, i cant even put into words how sad that makes me now that i know :( god, im so sorry you had to deal with that. I hope you know that you are, quite literally, my biggest inspiration of all time, and i will always support you!!

[@mcwaffles3269]

I’m a bit confused… what happened to them…?

[@Angeelique]

@@mcwaffles3269 it’s in the pinned comment actually!

[@mcwaffles3269]

@@Angeelique ohhh thank you!

[@Angeelique]

@@mcwaffles3269 no problem, it’s very sad actually:((

[@jellibeans4440]

These are soo cool! Im sorry you had to go through all that nasty stuff, it mustve been really scary :’( i hope it only gets better from here!! Pls take care of yourself, sending love

[@Juliana-wz2yt]

The first artwork is filled with pent up anger, you can see it in the sharpness of the strokes and the eyes. The second one is a breakdown, everything's white, except her. The third one is like seeing oneself in a form of an entity that wasn't you, everything's in color except the character which was almost a void. And the last one is the exhaustion caused by all of it. I hope you're alright, or you're getting there.

[@lixore]

I'm sorry you've had to go through everything. Thank you for still sharing your work. Take care of yourself please!

[@eyjayy]

the speedpaints in this feel like a piece of animation or performance art, just amazing

[@kayte5804]

This art style is unbelievably beautiful. Maybe with a combination of the song too, but definitely making me feel somethng

[@gerbilnoa2877]

Спасибо Вам за вдохновляющие работы, западающие своим чувственно-эмоциональным накалом прямо в сердце. Берегите себя, пожалуйста🙏💛 Скорейшего Вам выздоровления и сил для борьбы🌟

[@mrosariodel]

Your art inspires me a lot. I'm so sorry to hear you've had gone through so much these times and I sincerely wish you the best, Emilyena. It feels so unfair, i can't imagine how hard it's been for you, you have all our support!

[@hsvfanjan17]

Saw these drawings already on Twitter so it's great to see the painting process behind it now as well! These artworks resonate so much emotionally, I think it shows how you are doing and it resulted in awesome paintings. Especially the woman crying captures it extremely well. That said, I can't wait for the paintings and how they're turning once you're feeling better! I hope life goes upwards again for you (and soon, that is!) :)

[@bloozal8788]

Its been a while! Welcome back

[@eris7278]

you are seriously such an inspiration, i can imagine a story behind its piece. your art shows an intensity and passion that has clearly come from your experience and hard work. you are incredible and i hope you stay strong in these trying times.

[@malizanu]

In the last painting all the versions (even the discarded ones) tell us a history, feels almost like we're watching their mind as their days go by at the hospital

[@mywasasi]

Man what's happening to you sucks :( hopefully it's juste an episode and it will end soon... If it makes you feel any better, know that your art is probably on of the the best I've seen so far (if not the best) You truly are an inspiration and knowing what's happening to you you gotta be one of the strongest people out there as well Don't give up hope!! I'm sure it will be better in the future, even if it's steps by steps!! Please remember that you are amazing!!!

[@kendrickeraart]

Thank you for sharing such vulnerable artwork. We'll be here for you when you're ready to make art but please take your time and heal up for as long as necessary. :)

[@hiromi_cule]

i don't know you, but i know that you are a great and very talented artist, even with all your bad moments, you take the time to make content for us a lot of strangers. i know you will get better soon and recover and become more stronger than ever. i love your art and im not the only one. (abrazos de Perú c: / sorry for the bad english )

[@Kurrroda]

Я так рада, что вы вернулись! Прочитав о том, что на данный момент происходит в вашей жизни, я очень сильно надеюсь, что у вас всё будет хорошо. Желаю вам огромных сил и здоровья, да бы пройти через всё это!

[@chertilochertila7054]

Чувствую что опять что то упустила, можешь немного посветить я в танке 🥺🥺😔

[@inHague]

@@chertilochertila7054 прикрепленный комментарий автора видео говорит о том, что человек болел последние 6 месяцев. Ковид и операция на сердце. Испытывает психологическое и физическое истощение.

[@sanamalik3679]

I'm sorry to hear about how difficult things have been for you I've followed you for a while and you're the artist I keep coming back to for inspiration. Your expressions, your style, your color choices, the emotions in your art invoke such specific feelings in me that I have never felt elsewhere. You're incredible. Take as much time as you need, and thank you for making me want to create alongside you!

[@effynoob6986]

Первый спидпейнт, который вызвал столько эмоций.. во второй половине слезы подступали и к концу уже не сдержалась. Спасибо за ваше творчество

[@vanehla]

The expression in the second piece was so heart wrenching! Absolutely love the way you draw - it's definitely been a big inspiration for me. I'm really sorry about what you're going through. Please take care and I hope things get better soon!

[@user-dd1of1mp7u]

Видела все эти работы в вашей группе, спасибо большое за долгожданное видео, мне очень нравится как Вы рисуете, Ваш стиль очень узнаваем))) Всего Вам наилучшего, здоровья, побольше крепких нервов и счастья💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@silvercloudj]

Your art is amazing. I can tell that it truly radiates some of your deepest emotions and thoughts. You put your heart into your work and it shows. Hope you can recover from everything you’re going through 💕 You can do it!

[@faehwen]

I love the way you add texture to your drawings and how balanced the colors are.

[@jiminiediminie7292]

love you art so much and get well soon!! take all the time you need to recover and feel better ✨

[@n0vabat25]

Hello! I'm so glad you're back Emilyena, depite the awful things you've went through last 6 months. I mean covid is awful as is, and to undergo a heart surgery on top of that? I cannot imagine how hard it must have been. And yet here you are making amazing content as always. I'm very proud and wish you all the best. Remember to be kind to yourself, and don't push yourself too hard. Sincerely, Your loving fan

[@atlasm6373]

I'm an pen & ink artist. I don't often say this but this video randomly popped up on my youtube and I'm stunned. Exceptionally beautiful work. You just got a follow

[@vogelchen_7914]

Привет, автор, по ту сторону экрана) Вы вывели процес рисования на совсем иной уровень. Ощущения будто посмотрела артхаусный клип под музыку. Восхитительно. Держитесь, мы сейчас жывем в совершенно безумном мире и должны оставаться сильными, хотя бы ради себя.

[@joanna9004]

Every art in here is amazing! I’m so sorry for what you’re going through, please stay strong, I really hope things will get better! 🫂🫂

[@NimatoKirvel]

Поиск формы и образа птичьей головы на последнем рисунке воспринимается как визуализация эмоционального состояния и переживаний самого персонажа. А в купе с музыкой воспринимается невероятно атмосферно. Это я хотела написать ещё вчера, а вот сегодня перевела сообщение и стало понятнее... Сил вам и здоровья, верю что у вас всё будет хорошо. Берегите себя и побольше отдыхайте

[@theashleyplay]

I'm sorry what you're going through. But I still want you to know that your art inspires me so much, I'm always amazed whenever i see new stuff from you, but also your older work. All of it is so beatiful and incredible. Your strength to share your personal thoughts and emotions through your art with us online is just..very strong of you. And I'm happy to see more work from you, but please, be careful of your own health and don't overwork yourself. I hope both your physical and mental health will get better...that your life in general will get better, as soon as possible. Thank you so much for all the hard work.

[@ApparentlyJade]

Sad to hear you’re not doing well. Know that your work has inspired me and many others to keep going.

[@StaindHand]

These drawings made me sad- success

[@Danidoodle]

Keeping you in my thoughts. I hope things start looking up for you as soon as possible!

[@kittyem63]

I hope youre doing well, your art has always been a huge inspiration for me!

[@onewisetaco6168]

these are gorgeous! i love your style i really hope you recover fast, i’m so sorry you have to go through this. praying for you!!

[@meenaconfracttus]

We missed your content so much! Wb Happy for you get better

[@ResilientPhoenix]

how could anyone be that talented i adore your artworks💖

[@Merlivess]

Твоё видео как всегда лучшее что мне удавалось увидеть, и да, я понимаю всю твою ситуацию которую ты переживаешь, но не волнуйся, у тебя всё будет хорошо☺

[@OwlmeetEvil]

Эти треки, как и вы, просто сокровище 😍

[@Twentynyne]

I'm so glad to see you back here, I hope you get better, I missed your content so much.

[@bladeyfan7938]

Once I clicked on this video, it completely grasped my full attention and I was rendered incapable of skipping or clicking off. you make sketching, linework, expression, proportions, and hatching look as smooth as butter, additionally your process is a clinic to watch in and of itself.

[@amyls8253]

Parece que es realmente cierto que un artista pone todos sus sentimientos en su dibujo, y puedo ver todo lo que debiste haber estado sufriendo, espero que te recuperes y salgas adelante de esta situación tan terrible! Ánimos!

[@YANAPA]

Take your time! You’re so precious! Thank you for inspiring us! ✌🏼

[@toadgoblin7035]

I hope that youll get through this and come out as best as possible , sending love

[@derptato959]

I believe in you, dear. It's been a struggle for many of us these days, but sticking together and taking time to heal inside and out is very important. Your work is still as beautiful as the day I first stumbled upon it, and Im excited to see any new looks or ideas you have planned! Chin up, dear. Things will get better and we are here for you.

[@mrs.hopwinkle6034]

I look at this and I just... don't understand how you do it? It's amazing.

[@lexary9464]

Мы тебя все очень любим!💗Сил тебе,вдохновения, не сдавайся солнышко и выздоравливай💗

[@cloudstorm2887]

This. Is. So. Sad. I understand so much on how you feel. I usually cry a lot, alone and I see what you have to go through your life. Thank you for trusting your subscribers and viewers for such thing. We’ll always try our best to comfort you to make you feel better..

[@tunagator]

The process of drawing the last painting itself is art.

[@gabrielmenezes3871]

you are so good at what you do, i love your art so much

[@ToastedEggSandwich]

The skill in these pieces are crazy

[@GhostBirds]

These pieces are so impactful and hauntingly beautiful. i wish i could console the characters you've portrayed. Thank you for sharing these. I hope you recover quickly and that your situation improves soon! 🫂

[@ShinyFood]

i friking love your style omg

[@mathilda6763]

oh no. take care and don'T overwork yourself. recovery takes time.

[@user-nb8qe9sf7t]

すごいものを見つけてしまった... 上手いって言葉で語れないほどの上手さ 無料で見ていいの? 本当に好き 一目惚れしました。。。

[@hallu7477]

WOW!! Incredible work

[@rizrants]

I'm not yet financially stable enough to support you on patreon, really wish I am:QwQ I love your work so much and can only hope things will get better for you in the future🖤🖤

[@therwerbster]

You're a huge inspiration, hoping you can catch a break and things get better soon, you're not alone in your battle with mental health .

[@Magved]

Insane artflow

[@alguienusandointernet550]

I wish I could paint like you 🥺

[@raquelortiz6077]

I hope you're feeling better as of now. Your work is impeccable and such a gift to other artists and viewers like us. I cannot put into words the pain and empathy I feel for you. Both through your comment and depictions, but please know my heart is with you

[@ratsel3549]

когда вы подбирали лучший вариант для иллюстрации с девушкой в больнице, выглядело так, будто девушка метается между человеческой и демонической сущностью. с этой музыкой особенно атмосферно. и мне показалось, что вы рисовали саму себя. надеюсь, вы поправитесь и у вас все будет в порядке. знаете, ваши рисунки очень помогали мне пережить некоторые моменты. сама я еще не достигла такого уровня в рисовании, поэтому мне сложно иллюстрировать свои эмоции. а ваши работы как будто бы передают те же эмоции, что ощущаю я. благодаря ним, мне становилось легче. надеюсь, что и вам рисование поможет пережить тяжелые времена. не сдавайтесь. и спасибо за ваш труд. 🖤

[@rishiraj1398]

You are so awesome. I feel so sorry for you. Hope you get better soon.

[@abslnv1371]

БОЖЕ МОЙ,СОЛНЫШКО, С ВОЗВРАЩЕНИЕМ

[@lahyte_5925]

I hope you start feeling better soon Emilyena! We support you!!! Take all the time you need!

[@bloodyhands]

Amazing as always. Your art gives me the right kind of feels.

[@Cixtrist]

Absolutely beautiful. Heartbreaking, but relatable enough to feel validating in a way to me... I hope you've continued to improve physically and mentally. In any case, I'm so glad I've found you... Sending love and motivational vibes ✨🤍🖤

[@pillow3209]

I LOVE THIS, I love how dark the work is and the colouring MMMMFFF

[@mildlyrobin4978]

Hey! You're back! I missed you a lot. I'm sorry you're not doing so well and I wish I could do more than just offer you words, but I want you to know that you're amazing, you deserve so much in this life and I really hope the world finally recognize you for the great artist and person you are. I wish you a speedy recovery from both your physical illnesses and mental struggles. I'm gonna share your page with all people I know that enjoy this kind of art.

[@marciaharvey9533]

I'm so sorry to hear that you aren't doing well. I love your work and admire that you would still put out work for us to see and enjoy. Please take care of yourself! I'm rooting for you ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

[@oreosogood6288]

I'm so sorry for what happen to you hope you'll get better soon, be safe.

[@lanesur2950]

I just hope you're feeling better, and if you're not, I hope you'll get better soon. Take care I'm sending you a virtual hug

[@loumon_9082]

I am so happy that you could draw again. I really hope everything will be better for you soon! Please take your time to heal if you need so

[@dakcatto]

Oh man, I missed ya, fam! I hope things get better for you soon!! Your art has always been a big inspiration, I really appreciate what you do :)

[@wiamelabbassi3712]

Get well ❤️‍🩹 I reaaally love u and ur content and im always super excited when i see ur new uplands so please be safe and recover fast ♥️ ♥️

[@savannahsayshi9416]

Ooo I actually really love the moody nature of this art! As someone who loves bright colors and pastels and cute things I can really get down on some dark and oddly emotional stuff too. Very rad video!

[@pamios]

I hope you'll get better soon! I've been struggling with mental problems too and it is being such a hell to get over it 😞

[@sleeplesswitch]

I have been following you on instagram to see how you are doing. I am glad to see you coming back and i hope by taking small steps you will be able to heal physicly and mentaly!

[@baconandbacon1592]

I hope your doing better, I love your use of texture and color. The tones really give it a mood.

[@eggloon3120]

I really really admire your work ever since my first time chancing upon this channel! So sorry you had to go through so much, please rest well and take care!! We love you

[@greedthenyavaricious]

I hope you're getting lots of rest and taking it easy. I love going back and watching these videos - you're so skilled. Hang in there!

[@dragon-ue3hx]

your art is so on point it just hits right in the heart

[@bambusbar4786]

Боже мой, вы моя богиня. Я в такой любви к вашим работам, что хочу раствориться звездной пылью. Ваши ручки должны быть в тепле, ведь они такие драгоценные.

[@JaneJerard]

That was the best Timelapse I’ve ever seen. The hospital one blew me away. Got to pull myself together now to get the kids to school. You’re incredibly talented and I look forward to more uploads whenever you’re up to it. It will be worth the wait! Thank you for posting. Take care. :)

[@1-800-AUDIOS]

dude these are so good and underrated what

[@imanhafizal]

Hey bubs I hope things get better for you soon, after dark times brightness is inevitable, so keep being hopeful, love. Keep going strong. ❤️

[@-taemiso-292]

Heart surgery?? Omg that sounds do scary. I wish you a speedy recovery and lots of love ❤❤❤

[@ilustrepaula]

Hi, I hope you are better now. I love your art, it's one of my biggest inspirations! Don't give up, I'm rooting to see you better!

[@Manicca]

Sending some hugs. :( Your art makes a huge difference in my life, makes me inspired to draw more. Thank you for existing, and I hope you get through this and just get stronger. Much love to you

[@dmarumini]

the first drawing is absolutely one of my favorite drawings of all time.. it just so so good and I feel I awoke something deep inside of me.. love to see this and hopefully you can get better! love from venezuela and also I hope to see that guy drawn again! keep up and dont give up!

[@zenthiat2292]

This is the first time I’ve ever seen your art, and I very much adore it. I wish you the best with all that’s going on in your life.

[@belladona3608]

The last one is precious hahah.. Now talking more seriously, The first one is my ultimate favourite from this video. I want it framed in a big canvas on my wall. I love your art, your pieces and I hope you feel better and better. Sending you my best wishes from Spain. Take care ♥

[@zebra486]

you are incredible don't ever stop but make sure to take breaks

[@Itasa222]

I hope you will get better as soon as possible! Definitely don't rush things, rest is important thing to do,take your time to recover! I wish you the best! ^^

[@chebyrek4774]

Как всегда превосходно!!! Всегда восхищался вашими работами

[@LovelyTrendyCoolGirl]

I hope thigs turn out for the best for you. Wishing you great recovery and good fortune. 🍃🌹🙏

[@user-in1kh7ue2h]

I really hope that you’ll get better soon :’( sending you loads of love and support darling! :’)

[@gracie_l_lee]

I always love your stuff. Sometime when I’m drawing I play your videos during so I can look up at them when I don’t know what to do next and I just become inspired again.

[@styxjunkii]

I like the first one the way you kinda added details with a bunch of lines? It's really unique idk I wish I could do that with my art but it always turns out nowhere near as cool as the way you do it. I'm sorry life is really hard for you right now, I will sub to your patreon when I get my paycheck next week