[ENGSUB] 171020 JONGHYUN IG LIVE FULL

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[@elezhahudson2977]

Came back to this video. Every time Christmas was mentioned, he would take a long pause, as if he knew. Hold your loved ones tight.

[@selene6.238]

i think if i ever just got a hug from him, all my problems would go away

[@diamondwright5563]

💜💜

[@lisaanderson6920]

He Looks So Handsome and Adorable. He seems like he Was a Very Compassionate , and very Caring and Loving Person . He seems to be a very Mannerable , and Respectful Young Man . How could The FANDOM Criticize this Artist . He is One of the Top ! Level KPOP Vocalists. Still even in his Earthly Transition. He Truely made a Impact in the KPOP Music Sector. And he had a very Unique Smile 😊

[@brooklynpercival9700]

@@lisaanderson6920 Its the haters... The fandom doesn't...also some ppl who do not agree with his views...but you got it wrong if you think Shawols don't support him...they loved him to bits and pieces... And his compassion and talent aren't unrecognised

[@earf2yas]

what about his

[@waniasaqib1405]

same !! 😭

[@sbe07023]

his voice... was mentally tired, exhausted, and that he wanted to give up within any time soon.. for that.. you did so well.. no. you did very VERY well. rest well, beautiful angel.

[@gangse198]

31:33 this just makes me so sad he looks so happy for a moment and then it disappears so quickly

[@elvyelios8051]

My fav part

[@elsalila3314]

@@elvyelios8051 wtf do you MEAN your "fav part" ??!!!!!! wtf.

[@bangtan809]

@@elvyelios8051 ummm what?

[@elvyelios8051]

@@bangtan809 Because very touched Look like He doesn't want people to know or sad And he smile

[@stylinzon]

@@elvyelios8051 han river is where people go to commit suicide and hes asking if he should go there… how could this be your favorite part?

[@hwipram]

29:53 "i will have a rest at the end of this year" rest well sweetie 😌♥

[@jooobles]

@KpopSalad🥗 Yes we know... 💀

[@aress213]

@KpopSalad🥗 yeah we know

[@muntahafatima7650]

He said he will take rest on December and he still taking rest since December 2017 and didn't wake up 😢😢😭😭, it's has been 1 year 5 months we are still missing you 💔. You are not gone, your soul is still with us , I hope you are happy, in peace and good health and in good condition , love you lot, you were not he is still with us you are such a person ❤️

[@BeastlsTheB2ST]

18:18 just wow. The comment "can you have a concert before I leave Korea in January?" And he just didn't respond

[@user-ft9vh3rz6z]

@Sarah Taiaroa I don't think he had a concert after that live because the live I think was the last time fans saw him. Maybe could you specify what time in December?

[@user-ft9vh3rz6z]

@@hyo.s Yeah I know that now heh. Thanks

[@meandyou795]

@@user-ft9vh3rz6z was it December? so which day was it? he died 18th December!!

[@lotti_kz]

@@meandyou795 his last live stream was on October 20th

[@dishasarkar8647]

@@meandyou795 yes. Dec 18 2017, at night he was found unconscious and without heartbeat, after his sister went to police and told them to search her brother, because she's damn sure his brother is gonna do something to himself. But his elder sister and police got late. By the time, they found him, he already left the world

[@adicasillas5624]

25:47-26:14 he talks about taking a break in Christmas time when a fan asks for a concert, Then he says that he’ll be resting by then and quickly says that he might be busy he still doesn’t know to like hide the fact that he was thinking suicide already. 29:50 this just gave me chills

[@diya-rc4fr]

@Sarah Taiaroa thank you

[@marproperty1]

[@daiishi_kinyoubi]

I kinda feel he couldn't sleep so he decided to make this live💔😭 Jonghyun is smiling but you can see his dark eyes of lack of sleep, he lost weight, how much you were suffering? we would never fully understand but what we know is you always cared about your fans. 💖 Thank you Jonghyun! You were really one of a kind. Hopefully you'd found the peace you were looking for ❤

[@deboshridey494]

Even he look so pale here 😨💔😍.

[@shsufdgftylk2543]

why is no one talking about 31:39 this "sigh" seems more like he is trying to hold his tears in

[@mominarahim5243]

Yeah it seems like it :'(

[@elvyelios8051]

I see

[@setitsme4821]

Why why I can't move on ?

[@lunali7209]

i used to be suicidal two years ago. it was hell. when you're in that mindset you look at the world and everything around you very differently. you feel like you're a burden to even your mom. thats how sick depression is. it lies to you. seeing this live i can just tell he feels super drained and tired. thats sth that depression does to you. even getting out of bed will be hard. the way he talks sounds so empty and like hes doing it on an automatic mode or something. and thats also i felt when i was suicidal: life passing you by and you just acting like you're normally taking part in it but actually feeling very detached from everything. i remember this one instance i was on the subway on the way to my university and looked at all the people and out of nowhere started crying. the detachment from your emotions, from life and everything is what then leads people to suicide.. i know a lot of us are speculating on how long he planned this and how it could have been prevented but theres also a lot of suicidal people who do it out of nowhere. like as an impulsive decision without planning ahead. just so you guys are aware. i hope jonghyun can rest and feel at ease now

[@inspiritpiano2904]

What helped you? Did you go to therapist? Used antidepressants?

[@totemquote6371]

@@inspiritpiano2904 if you’re asking because you’re also struggling, I’ll answer as an adult who has had severe depression since elementary school: Try anything and everything. The secret isn’t the proper dosage or the therapist with the best advice or the friends who understand you the most or the hobby that keeps you up in the middle of the night. Honestly, getting over suicidal thoughts is more accidental than anything. Because it’s the result of all the things I listed and more combining with each other and slowly changing your mindset. When it happens, you won’t even realize you’re not depressed anymore. It’s important to remember that we don’t control our minds, our minds control us. So you can’t change your mind- you have to show it the truth instead, the same way you patiently hold food out to a cat under the porch. If you’ve ever had a cat, you know they come out in their own time lol. But- while you might have to wait an hour, they do come out. Let me know how you’re doing!! (If you asked your question out of personal interest. Or just let me know anyway, for funsies.)

[@Me-rj2mo]

@@totemquote6371 Thank you for the answer, I'm struggling to get out of that mindset... Deep inside I know I won't make it to the the end of this year, and the pandemy is making it even worse... what can I do ? How can I do things to feel not so detached If the covid prohibits me ?

[@totemquote6371]

@@Me-rj2mo I absolutely understand how you are feeling. You are not alone. And this is going to sound dismissive, but just trust me for a sec: Put more of your focus on small happinesses than big happinesses. Now hear me out. The smaller and stupider it is, the more important it is for you to love being alive. I’m talking watering a plant in the morning; or drinking hot water with every meal; or finishing every day with your favorite snack and a variety show; et cetera and so forth. The likelihood is, you have weird things that you want to try, or natural habits that you want to do, and you ignore them. Stop that. Do them. I don’t care if it’s going on walks barefoot or cooking a new type of fish every day. Be spontaneous and do it. The reason for this is, small happinesses are more common than big happinesses. In fact, they can happen multiple times a day, if you let them happen. In today’s world, people will tell you that productivity and working toward a dream are your sole purposes in life. But they don’t make up your life. The days that slip by as you chase these things- that’s your life. So THOSE DAYS are what are important. AKA, every day. The truth is, you can’t schedule happiness, or work toward it. It needs to be part of your day to day, who you are, and how you live. Covid keeps you from a lot of big happinesses, and even smaller happinesses. But the good thing about smaller happinesses is: most of them rely on you. They let you be in control. So you can have them during a pandemic; during a hurricane; and during an apocalypse. What I’m trying to say is: Right now you have set up barriers for yourself that you don’t even know about. And this on top of the pressure and chaos of the world around you can make you suffocate without knowing why. It’s subtle, it really is. But if you wriggle out of that cocoon, oh my gosh, you’re going to be a lot more excited to wake up, if only to do that one weird thing that comforts you. If this sounds dismissive/trivial, or like it doesn’t apply to you, then I have a challenge: Spend two weeks being as unique as possible. Act like you’re the main character of your own cartoon drama; act like the world is going to end and the only ones who will survive are the most expressive, individual, bizarre ones. And that doesn’t mean energetic! If you exhaust yourself, bore yourself, or offend others, you’re doing it wrong. This is about you expressing all of YOU. You, and just you. And that should feel and be awesome. Laying in bed until two on the weekends is just as expressive as singing a song in the morning. (Meaning: it’s NOT about energy.) Remember that life is about YOU. You. And you. There will never be another one of you. So don’t you dare only be 98% yourself. Examples of some of my small happinesses: - all day, having three cups of water at three different temperatures to drink - going on walks barefoot / walking in the rain or snow - breakfast in bed / doing something I love in bed, like art, the instant I wake up, and staying there until I’m too hungry to keep going (even if that’s eight hours sometimes) Et cetera :)

[@Me-rj2mo]

@@totemquote6371 really thank you, thanks for the time u spent to reply for me ! U r really kind... I'll give it a try for sure, since I've nothing to lose 🙂♡

[@jazzbado8181]

You did well baby I’m proud of you And think of you daily Thank you for giving us so much

[@Aja-Christian]

I'm soooo not used to seeing him so. . .unanimated(?) Like I'm so used to seeing him perky and bubbly but here he just seemed so. . .drained. And just done with everything in general. In an indirect say these IG live streams he did seemed to be like he was saying, "I'm lonely and unhappy but I don't know what to do, can you guys help me?" And he's asking for recommendations for movies to watch, it reminds me of a few years ago when I was really depressed and I just kept buying more and more DVD's because I just needed constant noise and distractions so I'd forget how miserable I was feeling inside. And then he doesn't seem like he had anything to look forward to, just kept saying he wanted to "rest". There's something very eerie. . .like in an off way he KNEW he wasn't going to make it to the end of the year, which is beyond heartbreaking.

[@mariefereyes7570]

😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@aribldrs032]

Stop, the way I have tears in my eyes

[@niluhmertiani1548]

He said he will rest on december, and he did, he rest forever😢😢 now i miss him even more😢😢

[@marproperty1]

it hurts sm

[@Nefeli_themaniac]

Now it’s been 5 whole years and I’m still sad about loosing such and angel from this world we will always remember you YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN OUR HEARTS ♥️ REST IN piece

[@maryahreiss3529]

Same it is Sooooo hard 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔 he was such a sweetheart I LOVED him sooooo much 😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔

[@anushdavtyan5743]

I cried all the 42 minutes, Jonghyunah my precious prince how can you be boring😭😭😭

[@nk-ue8yo]

during the time it happened i was in a rlly dark place and i related to him feeling this way. after some time you get used to it. you dont care about feeling bad anymore and the feeling of suicidality becomes normal to yourself. others being suicidal isnt smth surprising to you either. you get desensitized and forget how much pain you *actually feel*. watching this live now 5 years later i can say i feel his agony even more in his overall energy.. face, voice, behaviour. it kills me he felt the way i did but couldnt fight through it. rest in peace

[@shining4436]

"Im the kind you get sick off...." ….. :,( I miss you terribly Jjong… your Blingers never ever would get sick of you...

[@sorarikufangirl1157]

What a beautiful person, inside and out.

[@user-if8vx1mw3e]

goodnight jjong, thank you for calming me down

[@abbysnake1]

He’s so soft. He didnt feel the Christmas even when he was still young. So sad 😭. And thank you for your effort to translate it. I have watched it til the end. I am one of your ig followers too. Take care always. God bless you

[@yoramibench]

I’m watching this on his birthday. His voice is so tender and soothing... I feel comforted. But at the same time I miss him SO much. But that’s okay, it’s okay because we will meet again ♡ His time as a man might’ve stopped in 2017 but his time as an angel will be eternal. Thank you for subbing this btw, bless you!

[@3rachaonmyfood]

Plz don't use the term angel. He was an atheist.. (heard this from other fans)

[@taeyoonkookiminamjinhope9983]

@@3rachaonmyfood everyone has their own beliefs he is no different he didnt try to spread his opinion and he never disrespected god he was such a good person just bcz u dont believe god exists doesnt mean ur a bad person god loves everyone including jonghyun god judges ppl according to their actions not their opinions jonghyun was such a good person he died due to the hate and u still spread it even after his death @Blueberry Pancakes are absolutely right r. i. p jonghyun u might have died but ur love will live in me forever

[@sakura12346]

He has such a sweet voice 😭

[@Asia.Nichole]

For real, everything about him seemed so sweet :(

[@fleuryago8287]

Kimmy thank you for uploading and translating this. Thank you for helping international shawols/blingers to understand Jjong. 💚 You really are a blessing! You worked hard Kimmy! Thank you!

[@JonghyunKim948]

Fleur Yago my pleasure , hope u can enjoy the video 😊

[@user-uc7jx4pv4l]

Fleur Yago 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

[@gracetxt]

It's been 5 years now... Although it's too late, I hope you can see just how much everyone loves and appreciates you. I miss you... 🌌🌙

[@Relate_withmusu...]

I want to see him 😭😭

[@gracetxt]

wrote this over a year ago..i will forever miss him. 🌙🤍

[@gi5935]

20:34 he said he didnt get the courage even after watching 13 reasons why. That definitely showed that how serious his depression was.

[@MJ-xk9hq]

omg yes !!! this is sad that no single person notice that

[@yewcox]

i don't get it can anyone explain? Please

[@walkingenmity]

really wish people wouldn't come into these videos and dissect every little thing he says to fit their own narrative of jonghyun's struggles. not every moment of a person's life is a clue to any particular incident in their life. people say they care for him but then reduce every word and action to mean one particular thing, one moment, on meaning as if that's all he was? not everything is a puzzle piece. now that i got that off my chest. random but soon after this live jjong's inspired concert was announced. i wonder if that person who said they were leaving korea in jan and wanted to go to a jjong concert got to see him!

[@daiishi_kinyoubi]

who's gonna watch Jonghyun's movies recommendation 🙋 me!!!

[@vanessabeas9659]

Me

[@francheskavega7251]

Me❤️

[@aljinkimlee2366]

Me ..please

[@simrankimtaehyung7644]

Me

[@kayleepennington4121]

I've been feeling really down lately. Jonghyun's death had affected me greatly. I wish I could look back at all the happy moments with him and feel what I felt years ago. But, that one December changed everyone. I can't go back to being happy. I can't go back, and look at his funny moments, and laugh. All I do is cry. But, I love him. I always have, and I always will. Rest well, Angel Jonghyun.

[@yutoda355]

It sucks cause you can see the sorrow and hurt in his eyes :( Sadly I think when he made this live he already decided to end his life... I wish i could go back in time and just give him the biggest hug and tell him it's gonna be okay

[@valouMJcalifornia7]

I wish it too :( That was what he needed : a huge hug and caring for him. Of course he needed to rest, but not this way :'(

[@aljinkimlee2366]

😭😢😢😭😢my HEART is broken until now bcuz of him

[@areej7216]

Sameee 😭😭💔💔 I love him so muchhh 💗💗💗 our angel rip 💗💗

[@neelamvats471]

@@valouMJcalifornia7 yesss nd kpop's dumb rules never let him get to see his family so that he could get the huge hug nd care from his family , especially from his mother ☹️nd I feel sad about it 😢

[@valouMJcalifornia7]

@@neelamvats471 Yes the rules are not "humans"! I watched a documentary a few weeks ago about a kpop girl who quit and gave up with this kind of industry and she showed some training ... I was so shocked !!! The new candidates had to learn in 2 months what some others did since 2 years. The future dancers had to do the splits and behind them were "trainers" who pressed on their backs with their feet. The girls were screaming and crying in pain. It's just torture :'(

[@setitsme4821]

His eyes His eyes His eyes His eyes His eyes Some one help I'm gonna die i miss him

[@yanahakai]

He was murdered by the music industry as a cult sacrifice to make the Satanic Kpop groups take over the world. As he fell, all other industrial kpop groups rose on his blood. Glad I left the kpop cult in 2012, disappointed to see so many ignorant people worshipping the industry. He covered each eye at the end as a response to the MK Ultra programming he was still under in his last day. He had plans to continue living his life & produce more music, he was killed because he was pure & was attempting to break out of the programing. His last album is pictured with his mouth covered in a black & white sweater with tally marks: signs of mk ultra split personalities in B & W, signs he was verbally controlled with the mouth covered, signs he was a prisoner in his own body with the tally marks on his arm, posed in a bathtub in a depressing pose as if he were to kill himself in the tub. He was clearly set up. If you love Kpop, Korea, Kim Junghyun, SHINee, or asian culture you are warned to wake up now.

[@jonghyunisprettierthanyou8458]

@@yanahakai what

[@jonghyunisprettierthanyou8458]

@@yanahakai link

[@nicoletaiordachi4662]

@@yanahakai girl this just doesn't make sense, stop saying this like he didn't have any depression, it was here since his childhood, sure jjong was killed by the music industry but because they failed him

[@gyuramkyu03]

20:57 "People that get hurt by weird rumor." Are you hurt because of bad rumors too, Jjong? 💔 29:53 "I will have a rest in the end of year." But you rest in peace now. You sleep very deep and for a long time. I'm crying 😭 Btw, thank you for uploading and translating. I really like when Jonghyun doing IG Live 👍

[@agnesfonmarten]

what rumours?

[@anavictoria7225]

Agnes Fon Marten about him being misogynistic racist and homophobic. Dating rumors too 🙄🙄

[@jasonwang9413]

Hints hints hints 😭😖😭😖

[@Selene-lt5eh]

@@anavictoria7225 hes literally the opposite ppl stupid

[@mirashar18]

When you realize that the song he was writing was #hashtag

[@Alicewenee23]

Jonghyun oppa you really did well and your smile always cheer me up and I miss you alot and your songs will always be remembered and i love you forever 😢 ❤️

[@mkhachatryan_13]

He worked so hard.. You could tell he was tired.. It makes me so sad when he said he was going to take a rest at the end of December and he meant it with.. But I hope he rests well.. He’ll live on in our hearts.. 😔💜

[@fave525]

The way he talks... He's like a child. Curious, talkative, engaging. I love him so much, my god. that 25:28... my sweet boy, you have no idea... I would blow up all the stars and the moons to hear you once more, we all would. Also 29:12. Sigh... Also, he is the epitome of a Hufflepuff! Kind, great friend, gentle

[@elianaswims]

thank you, my love. for everything you gave us, when we clearly didn’t give you enough. the world didn’t deserve a person as wonderful as you and it never will. i miss you more every day. i love you jonghyun. 💕

[@twiskpeez]

I just want to thanks to those comments who made him laugh in this situation 😭😭😇😇😇💜💜💜💜💜

[@nilimabegum-rahman6876]

He was always an angel He deserves to go back home and have a good rest 💔❤

[@Asia.Nichole]

Jjong was so sweet ! ❤️ I wish he knew how amazing he was :( Out of billions of people in this world, he shined like no other. I’m so glad I found him & his music recently. I finally feel understood & comforted keeping him around❤️ My biggest hope is that he has found peace & happiness now. I miss you so much ! 🤍👑

[@euphrasiaanthony7208]

Jonghyun u are such an amazing person ,no one can ever replace u i love and miss u forever but one dy we will meet 😢😢😢😢😢 for sure😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@lynh570]

you did well jonghyun i cant watch this without tears streaming down my face. i did not know you before your death, but your death is not what i know you for. i know you for your hard work. youve saved me, know that. i live because you lived. how much pain were you in? how much suffering did you endure? you remind me to keep fighting you did well

[@jiminsgirlfriendfloor7448]

The way he said he wanted to rest... I never thought he meant it for reals... We miss you Jonghyun... Rest in peace... Fly high my angel.. 🕊️🕊️🕊️

Thank you so much for translating some of his instagram lives. I really appreciate your hard work, since I know how exhausting it can be to translate videos especially long ones like these. So thanks a lot...♡

[@setitsme4821]

I just see how sad he looks and he always plays with his hair, and if we pay attention to his body language, he has a little bit of stress. He even indirectly told us about his depression, but .... I just miss him so much. I wish he was here. I wish it was understood sooner You are so beautiful, Jung Tohun, you are still with us We do not forget You rest in peace

[@staylight9578]

You really worked hard jonghyun thank you for everything you gave the world i love you

[@mcdiggy69]

I want him to know he's done well, fly high

[@ivoryvaughn7466]

He served his purpose on this Earth and he was never a failure. I’m glad he’s in a better place now playing the Kazoo somewhere😭

[@morningsminion3242]

I'm not up to this tonight. I've tried to watch it a few times, but it distresses me greatly as it is so obvious this person is severely depressed and yet, as we all know, everyone around him seems to have deliberately pretended to not see/hear the very clear warning signs and sirens he was setting off all around him. I believe he wanted to be stopped. People who are dead-set on suicide do NOT put out warning signs like this. They just do it. I get angry and disgusted with everyone who was around him in his last year or so. Definition of "turning a blind eye."

[@trinityboyer1971]

I hope you’re resting well sweet boy I know you were tired it’s ok we’re proud of you and love you, rest easy my love 💙

[@fatmazaki5790]

You always empress me with your hard work ... You're a real blessing thank you sweetie so much for helping us to get what he's talking about 💎💎 stay healthy and rest well 💙💙

[@augustrose5]

I just wanted him to win and it's sad that that day never came. I miss you Jonghyun and love you.

[@christia42]

looking back to this vid, he gave us enough hints of how he felt. ㅠ.ㅠ it breaks my heart ㅠ.ㅠ he look so down, so sad, so alone. 😔😔😔

[@latyfa_86_95]

this video is soo precious for me ❤❤really thank you very much for translation and for sharing with us this gold video🍁🍁 Jonghyunah you did well baby rest now🙏🙏

[@ms.p684]

Thank you for the engsub 😘💖 😍😊🦖✨❤️ i said i’ll wait....and now it’s here 😍👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 Jonghyun, you did rest before Christmas, before the year ended.... rest in peace, you did superbly well 💖 you will always be remembered 😘

[@putri.9486]

Thank you so much for translating this video..u worked hard

[@bubblegum1400]

Thank you for uploading, I miss him everyday

[@applelove2291]

Thank you for English sub. Jonghyun oppa you did well We love you soooo much You are always in our hearts and memories We never forget you You are forever 5hinee SHINee is 5hinee SHINee and Shawol forever 💎

[@valouMJcalifornia7]

He looked so sad :'( It breaks my heart to see him this way, feeling so lonely! It seemed he was waiting for some people to ask him how was his health, his mood and so on !!! Only one noticed his lost weight :( And some fans asking for more concerts ... When he talked about Christmas, did he already took the decision to leave this world ..... Anyway thank you for this videoand the translation.

[@jajanavarro]

I'm not a fan like others people comment her but when I remember and see it again and again the memory comes back and I can't stop cryingggg 😭 Whoever reads this, please don't take your lives because it is only a loan from God to us so we must appreciate and be careful not to bother with things that do not help us and let's communicate with us. parents when we have a problem that we can't fight and let's also pray because our lives are full of mystery and we can't control what will happen in our lives 🙏 MISS NA MISS KANA NAMIN MAHAL NAMING JONGYUN 😭🕊️

[@anime_lover8554]

Once a legend always a legend 😭✊

[@sevenspring2614]

Thank you for this share! Makes me feel like he's just away from me, but stills there. He didn't really realize how much people loved him. Jjong...not boring at all!! Such a precious man with low self-esteem. I can understand a bit why.. I wish we could have a time machine and get back to childhood to make different choices in our lives. Well, that's stupid I know..😟 This is not forever Jjong, i have faith and that gives me hope🙏 "always be with you" my Prince of the wonderland 💖

[@ExecutorEditss]

Jonghyun is the most special human he's such an angel I wish I was there with him to comfort him I love you with all my heart we miss you so much angel 😭😭

[@yeontansmom3836]

Jonghyun , you were a strong man

[@cintaputri4787]

I would recommend him "Welcome to Dongmakgol" if he haven't watched it. an award winning Korean movie back in 2005. seeing the movie is like seeing SHINee.. bitter sweet, funny, heart warming and very meaningful movie

[@strongwomen3732]

Thank you for the subtitle ❤️❤️❤️❤️😭😭😭😭sad

[@Пусто-б1э]

Мой милый , любимый и самый самый красивый Джонхён . Нам так не хватает тебя в этом мире , ты так рано ушёл . Уже 5 лет , но мы любим тебя до сих пор . Я хочу к тебе я не вижу смысла жить . Забери меня с собой

[@AkemiRen-su-Twitch]

Tu vivi ancora nei cuori di chi ti ama ❤️❤️❤️ti sei ammalato di depressione perché questo mondo te l ha trasmessa e tu eri indifeso è puro sei vivo più di prima saranghe oppa ❤

[@niluhputuvinasripratiwi5174]

Thank you so much for engsub .

[@supriyathapa1132]

There will be no one like you love. Miss you dearly 😢 I don’t know why I can’t smile when i see you tears is all i get it hurts still😢

[@SandraFernandezMX]

I MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU SO MUCH :'( THANK YOU JONGHYUN KIM ♥♥♥♥♥

[@euphrasiaanthony7208]

Sandra Fernandez me too i miss him soooo much jong hyun😢

[@Inmyveinz]

When he says ' I'll have a rest at the end of the year" 😢 You enjoy your rest angel 🕊 The heaven's are lucky to have you. Sleep well 🙏💞

[@barbiee9584]

31:39 poor thing he was holding his tears back in:(-he DDINT deserve this

[@live4weed.]

He looked so tired, and his eyes says it all

[@alvinaauliya.k7350]

Thanks for translate ❤ miss you Jjong😇

[@smalcal6365]

really wish creators could turn off comments on vids like this....

[@aljinkimlee2366]

Missed you so much ma angel😭😢i visit your ig account always and watch ur video and listened ur song 😭😢

[@bubblesblue3473]

Thank you so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@BookNarrator-gf3dw]

thank you soo much for this i really appreciate you for this by heart God bless you ❤😘

[@aishahkim7698]

25:53 his facial expression is very cute 🥺

[@sudarshanadas268]

sigh...life is.... Complete that sentence oppa...u r leaving everything incomplete ..it hurts it hurts a lot..#youdidwelljonghyunoppa

[@uhioko]

You did everything well! You really nice person!

[@LiNA2525_]

It’s sad knowing he’s gone, but I really hope he’s happier wherever he is now than then, because he really deserves it for coping with it for so long. Rest In Peace 😔

[@collingisabella]

Now thinking about it all his "suicidal hints" were really obvious and just thinking that any of us could've said one word and we could have stopped it.

[@FrancessFelix]

thank you so much for doing this.

[@user-bx8jc5pi4l]

i love you so much jjong :( you’re the sweetest boy

[@lookwaipreeya7635]

still here even tho im not a his stan but man this guy is so precious and i miss him

[@emyliafarawahidabintiazlis2143]

the fact that he tryna to read as many comments from the fans as possible, breaking my heart. i miss him

[@eleanorellis8817]

Thank you 🙌🏻💙

[@Meiyung.13yearsago]

25:56 Jonghyun:i will just stay at home too at CHRISTMAS Me:but..you never made it to Christmas

[@aeris9842]

Hidding his emotions under his fake smile trying his best not to show up..... We all suffering from something..... But we can't understand his pain.......but sometimes ending up your self is not an good option.... You don't know you leave your love ones in pain.....you should face it... But maybe his pain was something else.. That he can't face it.... It really hurts seeing you like this... Maybe you are watching us from up there.... We still love you jonghyun..... And we will love you forever...💜🍀

[@iqekiriqekanan]

Thank youuu sooo much

[@labsliiegail]

always, thank youuu! You really worked hard! Gomawoyo! 😍😍😍

[@strikerbiker55]

We miss you Jonghyun and we love you❤️❤️

[@sulenoirblanccc5606]

Thank you so much 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓

[@egyamr684]

I can't stop crying

[@BTSARMY-bc9ql]

Same I really miss him 😭😭

[@coraliasegarra7780]

Solo puedo decir que 'Muere una estrella, Nace una leyenda' descanza en paz JONGHYUN

[@sassyk7198]

thank for inspiring me, I love you

[@NA-pf9yz]

He looks so handsome with his bangs up ♡

[@rikiloverrr]

man you are really talking about how handsome he looks without bangs? do you even know through what pain he went? no hate but is not a moment to talk about bangs.

[@user-qi8sc3og6j]

@@rikiloverrr ..isn't she just complimenting him tho

[@rikiloverrr]

@@user-qi8sc3og6j yeah bro..

[@deadaccount4157]

@@rikiloverrr bruh relax they were complimenting him

[@dayshawna]

@@rikiloverrr it’s okay to appreciate things about him and not only dwell on his death. don’t limit him to that. he was a person and people loved a lot of things about him, they should be able to comment freely as long as it’s out of respect & love.

[@astro_moonhyukjun]

May he rest in peace my angel you ment the world to me it kills me knowing how much you suffered now you are in a better place my angel.

[@sandragberna9383]

I love you I miss you Can I hug u tightly I need u oppa Was supposed to be said to him when he needed it the most, and was alive Gone but would never be forgotten 😢😢😢 #jonghyun 💎