Enkay47- drowning

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Enkay47

Enkay47

Күн бұрын

Enkay47- drowning
if you’ve been following my music for awhile, you know that i make music to help people. i made this song about BPD (borderline personality disorder) & addiction, two things that I’ve dealt with daily for roughly the last decade. i hope this song helps anyone that is dealing with these. hang in there.
-nathan 💔🌊
Prod by Lexnour & Dylan Kusch
Mixed and Recorded by Jason Carter
Video by Matt Campbell
Get song here:
song.link/us/i...
#enkay47

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@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
if you’ve been following my music for awhile, you know that i make music to help people. i made this song about BPD (borderline personality disorder) & addiction, two things that I’ve dealt with daily for roughly the last decade. i hope this song helps anyone that is dealing with these. hang in there. -nathan 💔🌊
@DaddysLittlePsycho
@DaddysLittlePsycho 2 жыл бұрын
DAPD with phsycicosis
@canisXpolaris
@canisXpolaris 2 жыл бұрын
Unfortunately I couldn't have found you, and your songs, when I was dealing with traumatic issues and situations, but I am so happy that I've found you when I did. You make me remember that I'm very grateful to be alive, no matter what, and that I'm not the only one going through these things. You keep me in hope, that somewhere up ahead, there's a light within the darkness that will show me what its like to be happy again
@aylallyson1874
@aylallyson1874 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for this, I've been listening to your music for awhile and it's gotten me through a lot. Keep doing you, it means a lot
@raefuller4254
@raefuller4254 2 жыл бұрын
Look I don't know if you remember me but my boyfriend and I were at tacobell when he was working there like 4 years ago and we came outside to your car to listen to your song "lesson learned" . I just to tell you how much this song just SAVED ME !!!! THANK YOU NATE!!!!!
@DaDdGang
@DaDdGang 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you is all I can say
@The_Lion_And_The_Lamb
@The_Lion_And_The_Lamb 2 жыл бұрын
Good song! God can rescue you just pour your heart out to Him. I’m living proof, He’s worked absolute miracles in my life 🙏🏻 God bless!
@angelzelk924
@angelzelk924 2 жыл бұрын
You killed this... I have been feeling like this for almost 3yrs. I can't take meds for depression.... some days I feel like I'm drowning... I'm glad we met, I'm thankful I got to talk to you on FB a handful of times. And I'm thankful for your music.... keep being relatable, and keep shining ~Luna
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@angelzelk924
@angelzelk924 2 жыл бұрын
@@Enkay47 ❤️❤️❤️
@GrindModeCypher
@GrindModeCypher 2 жыл бұрын
This song is incredible
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
#GME
@GrindModeCypher
@GrindModeCypher 2 жыл бұрын
#GME ✊
@vincentboisvert4673
@vincentboisvert4673 11 ай бұрын
@@Enkay47 did you really tag this now im even more a fan
@brandonfillinger3034
@brandonfillinger3034 2 жыл бұрын
This is my fucking life man!!!! Everything you said from running out of medicine and calling the dr to talking about your childhood. Keep it up man your music saves people and helps tons of people fighting demons.
@iconvideos8054
@iconvideos8054 2 жыл бұрын
As a recovering addict this hits so hard thank you
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
❤️
@jollylee11
@jollylee11 2 жыл бұрын
You always know when to release Ur songs hey...every bloody time U hit the spot! Thank you Nate. Thank you for all your music and thank u god for helping me find u
@NCBotany
@NCBotany 2 жыл бұрын
This brought me to tears. The people need to get hip to this music bro fr fr
@HTF4x4
@HTF4x4 2 жыл бұрын
Dude you already come out with stuff that I can relate to at the perfect time every time dude I’m 63 days off drugs and 12 days off alcohol and this song hit me freaking hard dude I love it
@danks3583
@danks3583 2 жыл бұрын
Realy feeling thw lyrics been down myself in thw past and can fully relate to these words how arnt u global your amazing for creating such magic
@kylesmith9121
@kylesmith9121 2 жыл бұрын
I've been definitely feeling like this for 2 years after my sister passed away with cancer. Your music helps me everyday threw life. And I honestly can't wait for you new album to drop
@dianabaker4380
@dianabaker4380 2 жыл бұрын
Damn fam you killed me with this one 🖤 I felt every verse and every single word 🖤
@wendyraymond1751
@wendyraymond1751 2 жыл бұрын
You are amazing very special thanku so much love and God bless always x
@governmentname3263
@governmentname3263 2 жыл бұрын
I have been following you forever you never made anything less than perfect
@KingJellyBean88
@KingJellyBean88 2 жыл бұрын
First of all such a amazing song!!! Hits home deeply, been dealing with feeling down on myself lately. Its hard to talk to people that don't understand how you feel. Your such a lyrical genius!! Keep up the awesome work!
@ryancrawley7840
@ryancrawley7840 2 жыл бұрын
This is one of the few sites where damn near every single lyric is exactly what I've been feeling but unable to put to words
@joeyoung646
@joeyoung646 2 жыл бұрын
Your amazing enkay47 your music is so heart felt thank you
@_anna_1922
@_anna_1922 2 жыл бұрын
I love your music. This is amazing. Keep up the outstanding work. God bless you
@Itzmonday1
@Itzmonday1 2 жыл бұрын
Enkay47 goat this dude gets us thank you 🙏love the music luv from PA man stay safe
@adzysreviews3158
@adzysreviews3158 2 жыл бұрын
As someone diagnosed with an incurable form of depression I have to say thankyou this actually gives me some release from the pain i suffer on the daily 💯💯💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@VIBE-Dpm93
@VIBE-Dpm93 Жыл бұрын
I wish i could meet you, you seem to feel the same pain ive had to feel, go through what ive been through, your a soldier man. Thank you for inspiring me. I hope one day i can do music like you as an outlet to express myself. Thabyk you for all you do and for the man you are, we have made mistakes, but we never stoo and give up completely, weanage to bounce back somehow. Keep going man, dont ever stop beinf you. Much love and respect Nathan.
@annatarpley8296
@annatarpley8296 2 жыл бұрын
I love the growth bro ur an amazing artist and boat for life
@hit468
@hit468 2 жыл бұрын
Always feel like i relate to your songs, thank you for your music
@outlawIeronimo-sy5le
@outlawIeronimo-sy5le 7 ай бұрын
Couldn't get any more real, straight the hell up truth!!! Really shit for us with depression and M.H issues ❤️💯❤️🙏🦋😥
@Tickzy
@Tickzy 2 жыл бұрын
This song saved my life today, I’ve been drowning for years I feel your pain Nathan
@kanegunn2104
@kanegunn2104 2 жыл бұрын
Daymm. Sober sucks. Nothing worst then drowning in excuses. This of all your music hits different 💯 🔥 🔥 🐐
@martikaharring7430
@martikaharring7430 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this song I listen to it everyday it's kind nice knowing your not alone
@Bradenflows
@Bradenflows 2 жыл бұрын
This one hits hard. So much respect for your craft and ability. So much love for you as a human being.
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thank you 🙏
@soniamelrose325
@soniamelrose325 2 жыл бұрын
I'm from New Zealand and I sm definately going to share your music with my friends hete and other countries too so you'll most likely end up with a whole new group of fans.All the best always you arecan awesome artist. I love you voice snd your music slot. Thank you
@soniamelrose325
@soniamelrose325 2 жыл бұрын
Lol sorry fir thr bad spelling lol
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thank you Sonia
@ryancrawley7840
@ryancrawley7840 2 жыл бұрын
This, felt it in my soul. Thanks for not giving up. This song helped a ton today, just like toxic helped years ago. Haha I even quoted confessions to my "dad" when he tried to add me on Facebook a few years ago. What you so matters never forget that
@awesomeperson
@awesomeperson 2 жыл бұрын
Amazing song it’s made me cry a bit love your music
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
❤️🙏 thank you
@Pharaohdefowl
@Pharaohdefowl 2 жыл бұрын
Wow this is deep. Lov when you do songs thats emotional
@Bigfoughty
@Bigfoughty Жыл бұрын
Dude...this is a f**king HIT! Been following you for a long time now it seems and this song belongs at the top! Thank you for your music!
@hunterbrannan9646
@hunterbrannan9646 2 жыл бұрын
I am in recovery for my addiction to meth and your music always helps man you speak to help others bro and your music has been helping me a lot
@robsmithmusic777
@robsmithmusic777 Жыл бұрын
Yo enkay your heart is real on this one, keep looking up man I think there's good things ahead for you
@justinvance4249
@justinvance4249 2 жыл бұрын
this song brought me right back to the day I put the bottle down and made the hardest and biggest change of my life and I can still remember that day to a t! October 27, 2015 at 9:48am was the date and time I changed my life and ways not only to get sober but to stay alive. some drinkers will know this and others won't but my choice of poison wasn't an 80 proof or hell even a 100 proof liquor, nah if it came to drinking ud always know I was around just by watching for the fireballs I would spit out using my everclear I always had on me and being down living in the south at the time a pint would only go for $2.50 at the liquor store literally at the end of the street I lived on at the time.... well I still have some permanent damage mostly and mainly its the shakes and tremor's but also memory loss . but to this day I couldn't be more thankful that I quit. and thanks for making this song and showing that side of being a slave to the bottle. anyone struggling il keep u in my prayers and hang in there u can do it stay strong
@rachelmickelsen1911
@rachelmickelsen1911 2 жыл бұрын
Love this one!!
@skylarmusgrave9756
@skylarmusgrave9756 2 жыл бұрын
I've never had someone sum up how I feel so well. I've felt this way for as long as I can remember. Nobody myself included could have explained it let alone sing it so well. Thank you for sharing your music its helping more people then you probably even know. Every time I meet someone new I always suggest your music and 9.5/10 they absolutely love it!
@stevenaustin8130
@stevenaustin8130 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this ENKAY, absolutely amazing. I've got BPD too, and battled addictions for two decades. This sums up my life perfectly. Stay strong dude.
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thank you, same to you 🙏 bpd is one hell of a journey
@TheRealYoungSwagg
@TheRealYoungSwagg 2 жыл бұрын
This is incredible, great song bro 🙏
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thanks man
@AudioAttacksback
@AudioAttacksback 2 жыл бұрын
wwooww i can relate to this song because ever sense 2018 I've been feeling not like myself and this is amazing song
@FanaticalVast
@FanaticalVast Жыл бұрын
Goosebumps! So relatable, tho. Going through the same thing as well.
@Knowledgeishiphop
@Knowledgeishiphop 2 жыл бұрын
Fire, my guy!! Straight Flames.... Truth Music #KnowledgeIsHipHop
@UncleTahko
@UncleTahko 2 жыл бұрын
Amazing, been here since day 1 from the Naruto remix to this!!!! You've come so far. Love the music still you haven't changed at all. Keep it up!!
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thanks for supporting for so long
@gedlvl7777
@gedlvl7777 2 жыл бұрын
Bro... this is much more than a track...fr! some people dont understand how it feels...shit truly sucks! keep your head up brother
@getout7339
@getout7339 2 жыл бұрын
So amazing. So true. Thanks for all you do.
@jennifer4020
@jennifer4020 Жыл бұрын
I support you enkay, always have my good man, as soon as I heard your sound its in my therapeutic database (my playlist) lol
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏻❤️
@jennifer4020
@jennifer4020 Жыл бұрын
@@Enkay47 i always wanted to tell you: fu*k them kids..figuratively of course. You help me gain confidence i didn't have before I listen to your music, thank you.
@jennifer4020
@jennifer4020 Жыл бұрын
The kids that booed you off stage when you had the guys to get up on stage in the first place, success is revenge, you served dem hoes...🙏 ❤
@Amber-kuhn222
@Amber-kuhn222 Жыл бұрын
My fav 😍 💓 I deal with BPD thank u for this song!
@hellbentholland1008
@hellbentholland1008 2 жыл бұрын
Nailed it thanks for sharing
@tammymarie2064
@tammymarie2064 2 жыл бұрын
Enkay is easily one of favorite artists hands down Only a true artist has the ability to reach deep down into the darkest part of your soul and help pull you out💯🙌🏼💫
@kevinmettler9846
@kevinmettler9846 2 жыл бұрын
Brooooo Yesssss. This right here hits home! Been following you for years and I will say these past few months are gold. Keep up the hard work
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
this year will be my best year yet for music, this one is just the beginning. appreciate you man
@ropertravis7247
@ropertravis7247 2 жыл бұрын
Man thank you so much I felt like this for so long ik this will help someone because even tho I don't feel like that anymore I can still feel it love the music man
@dianabaker4380
@dianabaker4380 2 жыл бұрын
Tbh I still can't imagine how hard it was for you to make this one, like I know first hand how fucking hard it is going through it let alone talking about it. Some people may play it and enjoy the beat but for me it's like damn fam every single word every single verse hits a nerve and even the unspoken words between the verses strikes a nerve if I'm making sense.. 🖤
@richardgraham5140
@richardgraham5140 2 жыл бұрын
This is probably your best song, to date. There's a lot of truth to these lyrics, you wrote this from the heart. Solid bro. And that hook, is absolute fire.
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thank you
@soniamelrose325
@soniamelrose325 2 жыл бұрын
My friend just introduced me to your music. I so very glad she did. I'll definately share it with my friends to. This song really hit home fro me it touched my heart cos it's how I've been feeling. I loved it. You sonibg is amazing . Stay strong and keep up the great work.
@soniamelrose325
@soniamelrose325 2 жыл бұрын
I'm from New Zealand so you'll most likely end up with a whole lot of fans here too. I wish you all the best always.
@kryptiqhiphop
@kryptiqhiphop 2 жыл бұрын
Jeez man😤🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@dcknowledgeandentertainment
@dcknowledgeandentertainment 2 жыл бұрын
Damn bro I whole heartedly feel this song!!! Thank you Nate for another amazing song!!! Man I feel this shit so much rn
@x0krisx0ilyy
@x0krisx0ilyy 2 жыл бұрын
I have followed you since you started and thank you for your music , you speak to my soul so much ❤️ I hope you can be saved and get out of those thoughts because you truly are talented
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
making this music omits these thoughts
@ResilientRhymer92
@ResilientRhymer92 2 жыл бұрын
This song hit me right in the feels bro! I feel like i have been drowning and can't escape my addictions, as well as bipolar disorder. I have already played this track five times because it is straight real! I want to start dropping tracks to help people thru my songs that are about my life.I have 67 tracks. I appreciate rappers like you man. Keep doing what you are doing man!
@ibjacked
@ibjacked 2 жыл бұрын
Damn, this hits hard, bro. Good stuff.
@laurannelott9122
@laurannelott9122 2 жыл бұрын
I sent this song to my friend i feel like your words will help him to see he’s not alone with how he feels
@patrickdeshane1181
@patrickdeshane1181 2 жыл бұрын
I feel this song going thru depression and any time someone tries to save me I push them back and its because I feel like depression all I got what makes me me with out it I feel like I won't be me
@user-qb9wd7fz7x
@user-qb9wd7fz7x Жыл бұрын
Sitting in the psyche ward listening to this on repeat, wiping the tears away because I know someone understands.
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 Жыл бұрын
❤️
@michelle03509
@michelle03509 2 жыл бұрын
I love this ❤ thank you for making songs so many of us sadly relate to.
@nicholaslassell4782
@nicholaslassell4782 2 жыл бұрын
Man I needed to hear this after a long day of work
@sarahdidonato2721
@sarahdidonato2721 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you through my tears
@sammiatkins11.11
@sammiatkins11.11 2 жыл бұрын
I hate it when people just say keep breathing ,take deep breaths .........It's never about taking deep breaths .....thinking about breathing makes it worst ....it's about slowing down ur heart which consist of taking small shallow breaths in sync of ur heart that calms u down ....
@mullilynn9707
@mullilynn9707 2 жыл бұрын
This is SO amazing 😻
@Nick-cn2ig
@Nick-cn2ig 2 жыл бұрын
Oh you can rap and sing?! You are only going up from here. Killing it consistently 🔥🔥!
@alexisdehart942
@alexisdehart942 2 жыл бұрын
Such an amazing song and very heartfelt!!!
@DaddysLittlePsycho
@DaddysLittlePsycho 2 жыл бұрын
Looking so healthy. I bet you give the best hugs 🤗 I could really use a hug
@hendrixbrian1
@hendrixbrian1 2 жыл бұрын
Bro this song is on repeat. Thank you for this song. 🔥🔥🔥 stay strong brother!
@DejaVu336
@DejaVu336 2 жыл бұрын
Past few years of my life pretty much summed up in this song, I feel myself losing motivation I'm sick and tired of being sick and tired......
@zombiemvp4lifettv
@zombiemvp4lifettv 2 жыл бұрын
Love it so relatable! And hope u and your girl been doing good bro!
@perthreptile2959
@perthreptile2959 2 жыл бұрын
Bro.... this one hits... This is right up there with the best songs you have made. The writing, the delivery. Perfection my dude
@Romeo211994
@Romeo211994 2 жыл бұрын
Uhmm excuse me but who the fuck is this???!!! This is a completely more refined and raw Enkay than ever before!! My dude this is absolutely magical 😭😭🤯🤯❤️❤️
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
i’m releasing my best music to date this year ❤️
@Romeo211994
@Romeo211994 2 жыл бұрын
@@Enkay47 I have no doubt about that man I absolutely love how your music is evolving absolutely beautiful and absolutely you
@milesthomas975
@milesthomas975 2 жыл бұрын
You dont get the credit you should brother.. You speak what we all feel and you are an icon!!!! I'm drowning.... What hurts worse than a heartbreak is when you have no money to survive. Struggle day by day.. Struggle to make it each n everyday.
@ItsGalla
@ItsGalla 2 жыл бұрын
Bro that's crazy you and gawne both dropped tracks named "drowning" today! Two of my all time favourite artists dropping amazing tracks with the same name on the same day 🙌 🔥 keep it up homie 👌💚
@rapturejontayloriamgloat4176
@rapturejontayloriamgloat4176 2 жыл бұрын
Just wanna say I just recently stumbled upon your ARTWORK within the last 2 years. but every track you drop is Straight Talent No Lie. Keep on Keeping on Homie. Music is Medicine and I Got a Prescription for this Shit!!!
@rapturejontayloriamgloat4176
@rapturejontayloriamgloat4176 2 жыл бұрын
Much Love
@LADYxREBEL
@LADYxREBEL 7 ай бұрын
this is incredible keep up the music!!!!!
@Massofman
@Massofman 2 жыл бұрын
Killing it
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
thanks bro
@austinbowron224
@austinbowron224 2 жыл бұрын
Man this hits really hard i have been on depression meds since i was 13 i stoped takeing them when i was 17 i didnt like how they were makeing me feel i just wanted to feel normal but i got hit by depression even harder i thought it would get easier but im 21 now worses but when i see you have a nee song out it makes my day because when that song is out its all i listen to all day but anyways sorry for going on and on i love this song man its fire keep it up man🔥🔥🔥
@courtneyhurricaincain5393
@courtneyhurricaincain5393 2 жыл бұрын
One step at a time
@JacksonPierce
@JacksonPierce 2 жыл бұрын
Dope track homie!! 🔥🔥🔥
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@doragraca3573
@doragraca3573 2 жыл бұрын
Always spitting them fire 🔥 lyrics. Dope as hell.
@newbeginning2045
@newbeginning2045 2 жыл бұрын
Beautiful stuff man this is a blessing
@nishiacardenas23
@nishiacardenas23 2 жыл бұрын
love this song , its so real ♥ I feel the same 😢
@zachnelson3758
@zachnelson3758 2 жыл бұрын
Totally killed it. The song is a poets paradise Keep it up I need more of this shit in my life
@Sr-iq3mo
@Sr-iq3mo 2 жыл бұрын
One of your best
@Enkay47
@Enkay47 2 жыл бұрын
I love this one
@snowsegovia7534
@snowsegovia7534 2 жыл бұрын
Always love your songs 🎶
@Aaron48219
@Aaron48219 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you babygirl.....I needed this more than you'll ever know.
@inkmejohnnyimj8089
@inkmejohnnyimj8089 2 жыл бұрын
Super good dude
@itsjustfrost5212
@itsjustfrost5212 2 жыл бұрын
Dude done grew up, got some facial hair and a belly. Hell yeah dude. Glad to see your back 🥶
@garrettdupuis8451
@garrettdupuis8451 Жыл бұрын
Keep it up bro your better and better every video you post
@itsSoullessMusic
@itsSoullessMusic 2 жыл бұрын
Definitely hittin home w/ this one man, def needed this one🔥🙏🏻🖤
@louisajean8982
@louisajean8982 2 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love your music ❤
@OoEveansoO
@OoEveansoO 2 жыл бұрын
That BEARD !!! ♡ 😍
@bostonlay5091
@bostonlay5091 2 жыл бұрын
listening again, i just vibed alot and moved on but man i hope your gonna be okay. may not know you but love you man. real talk.
@anthonyhopkins2563
@anthonyhopkins2563 2 жыл бұрын
Man…. This hit me
@kynijava817
@kynijava817 2 жыл бұрын
So glad i found you🔥🔥🙏 greets from 🇳🇱
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