Ethel Cain - Crying During Sex

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@c444ulfield
@c444ulfield 9 ай бұрын
"and i forgot what stop means" kill me pls
@sarahcfarrell1598
@sarahcfarrell1598 11 ай бұрын
“I don’t know what happened…I don’t know what happened…I was young and sweet and then something happened…something overwhelming…something everlasting…everlasting…” that’s really where it gets me
@_ku_kiii2979
@_ku_kiii2979 11 ай бұрын
Same 😭💔
@lilliansims619
@lilliansims619 7 ай бұрын
Fell in love at 16. We decided to have a kid together in highschool. My life changed forever. He went on to cheat and be one of the worst people I have ever met. I was so young...
@koikun
@koikun 6 ай бұрын
read this as it played. I'm having ethel lyrics tatted all over, and this needs to be one.
@carleyrenee8109
@carleyrenee8109 9 күн бұрын
As someone who experienced a SA at a young age, that part hits me deep.
@Cl0ud3dDr34mz
@Cl0ud3dDr34mz 9 ай бұрын
I love Ethel for singing about sexual trauma, it makes me (and ik so many others) feel seen. It gives me something beautiful to pair to something so awful.
@sarahruiz6553
@sarahruiz6553 5 ай бұрын
Ptomlomaea is so cathartic for me. When you/ve been through that shit most people cant understand you. I still dont like being in the same room as men. Especially religious men, Last time I went to church I had a full on panic attack. Its hard to believe that you can heal. Its hard to believe that good men exist.
@aethrya
@aethrya 5 ай бұрын
@@sarahruiz6553hug
@aethrya
@aethrya 5 ай бұрын
🫂
@Cl0ud3dDr34mz
@Cl0ud3dDr34mz 5 ай бұрын
@@sarahruiz6553 that one hurts to listen to, but it expresses the feeling so well. It’s awful knowing we’re not alone but comforting at the same time that others understand. But I completely agree it’s hard for me to believe as well. It’s fucked up my life so much, it’s already been 4yrs and I’m still a mess. My anxiety and paranoia around others I feel will always be awful because of it. I’m terrified of men too. But we will heal at some point ya know? It’s just going to be a long road to get there…
@dykttatuob_rmsm
@dykttatuob_rmsm 5 ай бұрын
i cried reading this comment
@dalagita2000
@dalagita2000 Жыл бұрын
i once cried while having sex with my ex because he forced me to do it. and then, someone came into my life, and we made love. and i cried the next day because it was so beautiful, so divine. it wasn't the kind of sex that makes you feel hypersexualized. it was the kind that makes you feel safe, warm and open. it was the kind that makes you feel worshipped, connected. i never really thought that one sex would heal me from the trauma of being used, and feeling forced to do it. i and it did.
@ampdesigns101
@ampdesigns101 Жыл бұрын
damn that's fucked up
@caingoth
@caingoth Жыл бұрын
hope you're doing better 🙏
@perfessermicbo8556
@perfessermicbo8556 Жыл бұрын
😢 I feel this so hard. I've never healed from the experience. Wish I could, but I know it won't ever happen for me. I won't take the risk again. Ever. 😢
@eyes1168
@eyes1168 Жыл бұрын
This gives me so much hope there exists sex like that, in this world objectification is so normalized
@amandalees4184
@amandalees4184 Жыл бұрын
SAME.
@dollangangel
@dollangangel Жыл бұрын
i swear this song hits so deep to me.. have literally cried during sex because i couldn't believe someone would actually make me feel good.. and if i'm crying, it's because i'm in love ♡
@pevenshy
@pevenshy Жыл бұрын
stop this comment is gonna make me cry
@Dan-ze6tq
@Dan-ze6tq Жыл бұрын
This is such a good comment
@cannibalbunny
@cannibalbunny Жыл бұрын
I hope to one day relate to this…
@nojams717
@nojams717 Жыл бұрын
I hope someday I'll relate to this comment...
@somerhimpson4443
@somerhimpson4443 2 күн бұрын
may this type of love find everyone
@cantshakeyoumel
@cantshakeyoumel 2 жыл бұрын
her music makes me feel like no other artist's does
@oomf_irl
@oomf_irl 2 жыл бұрын
that part.
@hannahg5216
@hannahg5216 Жыл бұрын
This is Lana’s real baby
@Lyghtsparroh
@Lyghtsparroh Жыл бұрын
Dandelion hands, Flatsound, Teen suicide, Elvis depressedly
@gooeyshuga154
@gooeyshuga154 Жыл бұрын
No matter how much I've listened to other songs that have a similar style it just doesn't hit the same.
@DavidJohnson-er9kt
@DavidJohnson-er9kt Жыл бұрын
Her music makes me feel things I havnt felt since I was a teenager and I'm 40 this Friday. It's almost too much to contain. I guess my life isn't over yet. Lol
@tamaramorrison722
@tamaramorrison722 2 жыл бұрын
This is one of the most gorgeous songs I've ever heard
@jasonx-ray3921
@jasonx-ray3921 2 жыл бұрын
Wait until you hear all of her others. All of her songs are great. She is the most talented new artist since Billie Eilish.
@luscaasg
@luscaasg Жыл бұрын
@@jasonx-ray3921since who? LMAOO don’t compare miss ethel cain with this one
@jasonx-ray3921
@jasonx-ray3921 Жыл бұрын
@luscaasg You forgot something: Songs by Billie Eilish were mostly conceived and written by her brother with contributions by Billie. Ethel Cain did all of her own work. So, don't you sound dumb now. But, in your case, you probably never knew you were dumb.
@oracxo
@oracxo Жыл бұрын
@@luscaasgpeople like you suck. i’m sure ethel would like that compliment. believe it or not but billie was a small artist like her too! i was there to see it. and here to see Ethel’s Uprising. Get out of here with your negativity.
@Alex-ky4cd
@Alex-ky4cd 8 ай бұрын
> One of the themes down South, especially, is that you don’t talk about anything. Anything that happened, you don’t talk about it. It’s a common theme that whenever you go through something, you just don’t speak about it afterwards. I think it’s nice to hear somebody say it out loud and be like, “Oh my God, me too.” It’s kind of nice to know that you’re not in it alone so you don’t feel so isolated.
@rebelagainsttheblues
@rebelagainsttheblues 8 күн бұрын
I think that's what makes ethel cain's music so special too, is she can talk about these things nobody else does while not being portraying it disrespectfully
@koikun
@koikun 6 ай бұрын
If this song was back on spotify, I'd have one less problem in life.
@dykttatuob_rmsm
@dykttatuob_rmsm 4 ай бұрын
was it on her oficial spotify discography?
@grace-g9f
@grace-g9f 2 ай бұрын
You know what I do, I download it from soundcloud and into spotify 💋
@koikun
@koikun 2 ай бұрын
@@dykttatuob_rmsm It was, yes.. and we miss it dearly every day... 🫠💔
@koikun
@koikun 2 ай бұрын
@@grace-g9f you... you can do that?? wow, good for you, i didn't know! 😅❤️‍🩹
@yas6520
@yas6520 Ай бұрын
there's a podcast version on spotify
@greatvalue_ethelcain
@greatvalue_ethelcain 10 ай бұрын
this makes me feel like I've fallen off a train in South Dakota and I'm lying by the tracks, my body broken, while snow falls.
@panfilolivia
@panfilolivia 9 ай бұрын
Poignant imagery
@joannawynia7904
@joannawynia7904 Ай бұрын
South dakota gang
@oxytaboo
@oxytaboo Ай бұрын
word. i love south dakota and someone that i used to know was from there so i can relate to this song from the time.
@omfghayl
@omfghayl 5 ай бұрын
my first serious relationship was like this. i was 17. looking back there was nothing meaningful about any of the sex we had. not even the first time. there was never any aftercare. we always got dressed immediately after. but it being my first serious relationship, i just thought that was how it was supposed to be despite hating it and feeling so empty afterwards. he later became very abusive and would often guilt trip or degrade me any time i refused sex. the words got to me and broke me down so i gave in every time to avoid the fighting. i lost respect for myself without even knowing. i later ended up leaving bc of his increasingly abusive and narcissistic behavior. however, the damage was already done. i went into new relationships without having a drop of respect for myself. being blinded by hyper sexuality, not knowing it was a trauma response, and giving myself up too early because i thought maybe these boys would like me more. only for them to leave bc that's all they wanted from me in the end. even being sa'd at a party by a male friend i trusted. i was so damaged, i convinced myself that it was my fault that i got hurt and maybe i was sending him the wrong signals. in my head, i was defending his actions. i didn't want to believe that a friend would do something like that to me. it wasn't until i found my current boyfriend that everything changed. he gave me choices i didn't know i had, he helped me learn how to love, respect, and forgive myself. he has been so patient with me navigating through my trauma and finally being able to unpack all the baggage. never has he pressured me or made me feel less worthy for saying no. he gave me a safe space that i never had before. i would not mentally be where i am today without him, nor would i be the person i am today without him. i am forever grateful for the ways that he has helped me find myself and the ways he continues to teach me more about myself every day. we've been together for 2 years now and i couldn't imagine a life without him. for anyone going through a similar situation, there is a light at the end of the tunnel. do not sell yourself short. you are more than just a body. find yourself. love yourself. be yourself. ♥️
@notonfire7318
@notonfire7318 3 ай бұрын
❤ happy for you
@urmum2051
@urmum2051 Ай бұрын
making me tear up at 4:31 am
@ludelkri
@ludelkri 11 ай бұрын
This song is about how childhood trauma, likely sexual in nature, made her hyper-sexual and unable to have proper sexual boundaries. It's about finding love after having been used for your body for so long. "I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming Something everlasting" "It’s easy for him to get out of me What I’ve been praying will get out of me"
@Ty-iz9wd
@Ty-iz9wd 9 ай бұрын
Yep. This is exactly how I feel
@peterbaldwin1881
@peterbaldwin1881 7 ай бұрын
@@Ty-iz9wd😔🫂
@h3llokittyprinc3ss
@h3llokittyprinc3ss 7 ай бұрын
@@Ty-iz9wdreal
@Evizsq
@Evizsq 4 ай бұрын
Ive also Seen a lot of people also interpret it as being a teenager and loosing your virginity for the first time and how your supposed to feel
@heyitzphil
@heyitzphil Жыл бұрын
Anyone else been looking for this kinda music for a while now? Thanks to that artist I feel relieved of so many pressure.. this is ethereal.
@milktea2323
@milktea2323 Жыл бұрын
If you like this, I'd really recommend Cigarettes after Sex. Listen to the song "K".
@karuru2284
@karuru2284 Жыл бұрын
@@milktea2323 Yeah they are great but their perspective aint this... she just hits diff this one
@milktea2323
@milktea2323 Жыл бұрын
@@karuru2284 I feel you, this is a great song
@dylankai21
@dylankai21 10 ай бұрын
@@karuru2284FACTS ethel has another level of songwriting and a unique spirit
@Ty-iz9wd
@Ty-iz9wd 9 ай бұрын
Another person I can think of that gives me this vibe is Nicole Dollanganger
@santiagosantos9853
@santiagosantos9853 2 жыл бұрын
I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues When I take you and your brother in the back pew Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick Tradition’s ligature marks always yellow through I lied when I said I didn’t want you In no time, you’ll forget the way we were supposed to be Asking what I’m on this time, holding on to you like I do Like we’re the only people in the world god left to mind to Two drowning coals won’t ever light But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night If I want you like I said I’d never do I would hold my breath and sit down next to you Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you And right now I need you I don’t know what happened I don’t know what happened I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming Something everlasting Time drags on I hate him for the time he’s gone I’ve been here for weeks, I’ve been here for years I’ve been here too long I forgot what stop means Either I drink it or the boat sinks It’s easy for him to get out of me What I’ve been praying will get out of me Will I always be crying during sex with you All my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love And I could love you if I tried And I’m trying I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying
@Umbrey_Dunctum
@Umbrey_Dunctum 2 жыл бұрын
Sadly lacking that line in the demo “kissing through the screen at the back door , just like I asked for and I swear on my life that when it hurts you know I’m good for it.”
@santiagosantos9853
@santiagosantos9853 2 жыл бұрын
I swear on my life that when it hurts you know I'm good for it 🖤
@aarongagnon966
@aarongagnon966 Жыл бұрын
I'm trying every moment. As if I didn't love you from the moment I touched you.
@Death_Bliss
@Death_Bliss Жыл бұрын
​@@Umbrey_Dunctum "Do you ever want to die so bad, you'd fall in love for it?"
@Umbrey_Dunctum
@Umbrey_Dunctum Жыл бұрын
@@Death_Bliss It's a bit scary... that's not Ethel, but how I got a response 11 moths later +months,x
@bunnybunny8745
@bunnybunny8745 Жыл бұрын
god i feel like i’m in another dimension her voice and the feelings it gives you are so ethereal
@neowollic
@neowollic 3 ай бұрын
Genuinely one of the most gut wrenchingly beautiful songs I’ve heard in my entire life. Her melodies are unlike any other
@MrCryingBanana
@MrCryingBanana Жыл бұрын
Literally goosebumps. So many individually distinct parts of this one song
@iljagraveura5604
@iljagraveura5604 3 жыл бұрын
«And all my dreams take place in heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you»
@atadbitahistory9660
@atadbitahistory9660 Жыл бұрын
The feeling of this song is genuineky unique and weidly comforting/nostalgic but also foreign and unrecognisable? It's orange
@Starlet997
@Starlet997 7 ай бұрын
Synesthesia… it feels warm and orange to me too. A little bit of a red in that orange. Reddish orange is the color I feel..
@TheSim1derful
@TheSim1derful 3 ай бұрын
I really really wish this was on Spotify or Apple Music. It's one of my absolute favourite songs of hers, it's so beautiful.
@rothberg4334
@rothberg4334 2 жыл бұрын
There’s something so great about this song. Very addictive and gets stuck in my head.
@Thatgeminiwitch
@Thatgeminiwitch 10 ай бұрын
I just discovered this song… I always felt used in all my relationship’s during sex, I’ve been single since 2017 and I hope that the next person I meet will make me feel liberated and break free from those traumatic experiences, I always felt yucky and gross after every sexual interaction…especially my last relationship I told my ex that it hurt and he got pissed and said “I didn’t do anything yet” I deserve better This song speaks to me loudly thank you for the upload 💖
@spice1959
@spice1959 7 ай бұрын
Someone hurt you and made you feel unworthy. You not being comfortable deep down with yourself makes it hard to let go and be intimate because inside you can’t except someone’s love until you believe your a great person in your heart. Only you will be the one to break those chains…
@Brandon-jv1fk
@Brandon-jv1fk 6 ай бұрын
u deserved better for sure and some people just are so inhumane
@dullblad3
@dullblad3 7 ай бұрын
i’ve never had a song make me sob like this before. i needed this hayden
@lying222you
@lying222you Жыл бұрын
Every aspect of every sing of her's is just pure perfection
@dollpxrts910
@dollpxrts910 Жыл бұрын
yes she has such a unique perspective and brings so much to music, love her
@ashleybelot9467
@ashleybelot9467 8 ай бұрын
This song reads like I prayer, I end up closing my eyes when I sing along and just get into this meditative state.
@Michaelroni420
@Michaelroni420 3 жыл бұрын
Chilling and full of desolation. Love the tender purity
@TheLastMimzie
@TheLastMimzie 5 ай бұрын
Been looking for this feeling all day and I can't even say I'm surprised Ethel was keeping it
@stijn9649
@stijn9649 2 жыл бұрын
Missing this on spotify ):
@oliviaissocoollike
@oliviaissocoollike 5 ай бұрын
i'll never stop going back to listen to this beautiful song
@Savadorason1
@Savadorason1 11 ай бұрын
-I'm an older 63yr old grandfather now, but i remember my younger 19 yr.old days, being in a girls bed when her mother was out. And the sex was soft & sweet as she cried. ,,And as was common back then so was, the older furniture, phones & tv's being on during the sex as you see here.
@lehjonk8733
@lehjonk8733 11 ай бұрын
I used to be in a really unhealthy relationship where I would always cry after but now I’m in a super healthy relationship and every once and awhile I will sob after and I have no idea why I always reassure him he did nothing wrong i guess it’s just strange having someone that loves me for me and not my body
@littlepotato9138
@littlepotato9138 Жыл бұрын
I listen to this everyday to remind myself what perfection sounds like
@flowerswerewarpaint646
@flowerswerewarpaint646 2 жыл бұрын
New addition to my random hidden Ethel Cain song playlist, CthelEain
@ThisIsBuffy
@ThisIsBuffy 9 ай бұрын
This song found the words for feelings I've had for so long but couldn't explain.
@i_krss4099
@i_krss4099 Жыл бұрын
Lyrics: I sing the lord’s euthanasia blues When I take you and your Brother in the back pew Drive into the median Keep myself from eating and wonder Why I feel so sick Tradition’s ligature marks always Yellow through I lied when I said I didn’t want you In no time You’ll forget the way we were supposed to be Asking what I’m on this time Holding on to you like I do Like we’re the only people in the World god left to mind to Two drowning coals won’t ever light But if I ask you to, you’ll warm the night If I want you like I said I’d never do I would hold my breath and Sit down next to you Terrified you’ll bite the hand that needs you And right now I need you I don’t know what happened I don’t know what happened I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming something everlasting Time drags on I hate him for the time he’s gone I’ve been here for weeks I’ve been here for years I’ve been here too long I forgot what stop means Either I drink it or the boat sinks It’s easy for him to get out of me What I’ve been praying will get out of me Will I always be crying during sex with you All my dreams take place in Heaven where it’s quiet, lying next to you Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises Between my thighs Look me deep In my eyes like I’m a river worth wading And if I’m crying, it’s because I’m in love And I could love you if I tried And I’m trying I’m trying, I’m trying, I’m trying
@nicos598
@nicos598 6 ай бұрын
she was insane for this
@allens_exist
@allens_exist Жыл бұрын
Love him a lot but some of the things he's said to me has left me feeling like numbness is a mercy.
@AmandaBurnham-m1i
@AmandaBurnham-m1i 2 ай бұрын
“I don’t know what happened, I was young and sweet and then something happened. Something overwhelming. Something everlasting.”
@bunnybunny8745
@bunnybunny8745 Жыл бұрын
this song is absolutely everything
@loriaf3628
@loriaf3628 10 ай бұрын
Wow. Stumbled upon this and I am so happy I hit play. Love finding amazing new music/artists like this!
@RobVincent-n8b
@RobVincent-n8b Жыл бұрын
so i made a playlist of her b sides, the mountain goats, salvia plath and corbin and ive never cried more
@Naspotu
@Naspotu 16 күн бұрын
I came to her music a while back when I was experimenting, I listened to all her songs and albums again and again till I finally got it but this demo understands me like no other song
@aethrya
@aethrya 5 ай бұрын
I don't know what happened I don't know what happened I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming Something everlasting I wasn't even molested as a kid and this hit so hard. What beautiful, gut-wrenching writing.
@AzazelBathory
@AzazelBathory 9 ай бұрын
The only person I realize I truly wanted to be intimate with, I couldn’t, I stopped myself when we were about to because the love was too much for me, it was too overwhelming. I sort of sabotaged that shortly after and continued having sex with people that just wanted me because I’m good at it and I give all of me to people that I care about in so many ways… but recently, I realized that fucking and seeking the validation of having approval and fake love doesn’t mean shit to me because it only sucks the life out of me. I only recently realized this, and started missing her. I didn’t realize that when I met her it sort of ignited so much chaos within me to be unraveled… because I was running from that love. It was too much to hold because it battled with the my internal demons. Now since it’s all unraveled, I realized I was addicted to being a martyr for people who didn’t know how valuable I am or how to treat me. Now I miss the one that made me cry, because I only spent time with her for a few days, but it’s been 2 years since I met her and on my worst days I close my eyes and I still see hers and somehow it always reminds me that I am seen and loved, and somehow I feel like she’s always been there with me with some sort of quantum connection that I’ve just been avoiding. I see her in my dreams often, even when I was extremely preoccupied in other relationships trying NOT to think of her… she’d pop up. For some reason my ex was extremely jealous of her despite me really ever saying much. Always. She was obsessed with knowing every detail of those 3 days, and despite me leading out key information that I was even trying to forget about, my ex somehow knew that her touch could never amount to my 🤍’s, that it wouldn’t make me feel like our essence was gonna melt together. My ex somehow knew that when I looked into her eyes it didn’t make me feel like my naked raw authentic self was seen and loved for all of my light and dark, despite me never saying that… it’s like my ex tried to keep my mind on this girl when I was trying so hard to say “look I’m committed to you!” Haha, I guess deep down the heart cannot uncommit when it’s true. Because I hear her in every song, every playlist I make secretly reminds me of her, idk how I’ve lied to myself about it this long honestly. I don’t care that i only knew her 3 days and that we didn’t even have sex. Something was sacred about that, and I feel like I’ve defiled myself and let others use me in the name of running from this, or rather, from me. I love her, and I realize now that I don’t want to spend time with fake love. I’m not even concerned about the girl messaging me or anything, I just feel like I’ll see her again, I just need to do something different for a change and take care of myself instead of others so much. This song is beautiful because it represents that moment for me, and how my true love deserves all of me.
@ludelkri
@ludelkri 9 ай бұрын
I'm really glad that you were able to reach this level of self-awareness and understand your value now & I'm praying that you reunite with her!
@erisgro3945
@erisgro3945 2 ай бұрын
did you guys reunite?!
@dinosaur6756
@dinosaur6756 Жыл бұрын
This exact kind of girl used to cause me a ton of trouble... but I always kept pursuing her. I fucking adored her... worshipped, even. By the way, EC is the most amazing and talented songwriter to come around in quite some time. I adore her work as well. ❤
@sasha.t3737
@sasha.t3737 Жыл бұрын
What happened?? Don’t leave us hanging!!!! 😊
@loversable
@loversable 11 ай бұрын
Don't chase pussy my dude, never ends well Before you say it, same applies to girls, don't get too obsessed with anyone.
@soomysaleem351
@soomysaleem351 11 ай бұрын
Yes please!!! What happend if you don't mind our asking!
@aubreyplazasuncle
@aubreyplazasuncle Жыл бұрын
why isn't this on spotify i'm going to fkn riot
@watulookinat
@watulookinat 24 күн бұрын
Cos the sample in the background is from a game and the publishers weren't very happys
@EzekielBrown-pv2wo
@EzekielBrown-pv2wo Ай бұрын
After you beat Hello Neighbor Act Finale and beat Hello Neighbor, the final game, this theme plays! Ethel Cain just sampled this from Hello Neighbor! Pretty cool, huh?
@watulookinat
@watulookinat 24 күн бұрын
🚪🔒🏚😠 🤨🏠
@Natnatdayo_
@Natnatdayo_ 6 ай бұрын
I need this in spotify so bad :(
@j.mstrawberry
@j.mstrawberry Жыл бұрын
god im so happy to find this song
@MarkiesMLDZ
@MarkiesMLDZ 3 ай бұрын
This song has been by my side for a f long time now… it just feels like… it’s embracing me, calmly, and painful on the surface… it’s like telling me it’s ok to feel this f sad,m and broken, even though I’m all alone, completely alone, on my own. Crying to sleep and dreaming of the person that meant everything have been my sleeping pills…
@yalterfly
@yalterfly 9 ай бұрын
i wish this was on spotify
@SeaGullArt
@SeaGullArt Жыл бұрын
Can't Lose With A Title Like This
@kimdracvla
@kimdracvla 6 ай бұрын
this song hits when you finally find someone who makes you feel like you don’t need to over-sexualize yourself. i remember crying the first time me and my boyfriend had sex, not because of sadness but because i finally felt loved and desired. desired not in a lustful way but in a pure, loving way.
@jefft199
@jefft199 Жыл бұрын
My old girlfriend once started sobbing in the middle of it and I didn't know what to feel but after a moment I realized I really disliked it but I didn't want to be a completely insensitive dick so instead of telling her to stop like I wanted I asked her why she was crying, before telling her that I think fucking is supposed to be fun and if it's not then why do it with me. She said she was crying because she got to have sex with me, at the time I didn't take this as a compliment or even any kind of statement of her appreciation and this wasn't the first time we had sex it was more like the thousandth time and she had never done this. I was mostly confused so I asked her to please try to explain and she told me it wasn't a bad thing, she was just very overwhelmed when she was struck by the fact that she didn't know how many times she would get to do this again. She was a person who was able to feel things very deeply but this instance never resonated with me till just now hearing this song and I'm holding back tears, she passed away a few years after that night, rest in peace babe
@kamidavi3710
@kamidavi3710 11 ай бұрын
This is going to stick with me.. I have so many questions but alas rip
@lillywantsheranchovypizza107
@lillywantsheranchovypizza107 10 ай бұрын
Is this song not on spotify? I have tears in my eyes because of how this song has deeply put into words some of my deepest feelings.
@Adian06
@Adian06 10 ай бұрын
Nope, but it's in soundcloud. Most of her unreleased songs are thereeeee, I suggest Tounge and Dust Bowl!
@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme
@yesitsmeyesitsmeyesitsme 7 ай бұрын
@@Adian06 also its on the inbred cd + cassette as a bonus track
@lying222you
@lying222you Жыл бұрын
I need this song to be longer
@adrienimartinez
@adrienimartinez 2 ай бұрын
Love this song Sm!!!
@Kittys_brainvomit
@Kittys_brainvomit 7 ай бұрын
"Songetext" I sing the lord's euthanasia blues When I take you and your brother in the back pew Drive into the median, keep myself from eating and wonder why I feel so sick Tradition's ligature marks always yellow through I lied when I said I didn't want you In no time, you'll forget the way we were supposed to be Asking what I'm on this time, holding on to you like I do Like we're the only people in the world god left to mind to Two drowning coals won't ever light But if I ask you to, you'll warm the night If I want you like I said I'd never do I would hold my breath and sit down next to you Terrified you'll bite the hand that needs you And right now I need you I don't know what happened I don't know what happened I was young and sweet And then something happened Something overwhelming Something everlasting Time drags on I hate him for the time he's gone I've been here for weeks, I've been here for years I've been here too long I forgot what stop means Either I drink it or the boat sinks It's easy for him to get out of me What I've been praying will get out of me Will I always be crying during sex with you All my dreams take place in heaven where it's quiet, lying next to you Heavy breathing and sighs, bruises between my thighs, look me deep in my eyes like I'm a river worth wading And if I'm crying, it's because I'm in love And I could love you if I tried And I'm trying I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying ~ ~ Don't forget to look through the comments to share your thoughts and creativity. We love you ~
@oxytaboo
@oxytaboo 5 ай бұрын
traumatized girls where we at
@DecadentGirl
@DecadentGirl 5 ай бұрын
'sup. crying.
@BeanArmyLeader
@BeanArmyLeader 2 ай бұрын
Hi
@avikchatterjee1945
@avikchatterjee1945 Жыл бұрын
Unique song magnificent lyrics.
@cebaa8969
@cebaa8969 3 жыл бұрын
For no reson this amazing tender song, pop up on the suggestion ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️..
@sinfante93
@sinfante93 Жыл бұрын
Either I drink it or the boat sinks 🥲
@jcarroll1202
@jcarroll1202 10 ай бұрын
My auntie's name was Ethal Cain. True story. Made me curious about this artist.
@AnimeCapitalist
@AnimeCapitalist 10 ай бұрын
1000th subscriber woo. That aside, this song got to me. Ive never had the ability to express it, but my ex fiance made me cry during sex. I remember, feeling like every bad moment or sensation went away. I just remember the quiet of each others breathing and no other sound in the world. I havent cried during sex since, because it no longer feels the way it did when i was with them.. Thank you for this song. Thank you for this channel.
@lying222you
@lying222you Жыл бұрын
Either I drink it or the BOAT SINKSSS
@zaraa5104
@zaraa5104 Жыл бұрын
so glad to have listened to this song.❤
@Wiglytuff26
@Wiglytuff26 Жыл бұрын
This song sends me where i need to go i love her.
@kirstengarcia3846
@kirstengarcia3846 Жыл бұрын
why is my heart crying...😔so beautiful
@Smmdndi7373
@Smmdndi7373 10 ай бұрын
The first Ethel Cain song I heard
@Dark_Lady_
@Dark_Lady_ 5 ай бұрын
It happens to me occasionally as I'm usually depressed af and constantly feeling like crying and screaming but I can't, so when I get to have sex with my partner I am so desperate to feel something else than the emptiness and all the other crippling things I feel, and to cling on the feeling of being touched and allowing myself to be vulnerable, that I finally cry. He knows not to stop, I don't want him to. I need to lose myself in the fleeting oblivion...
@Adam-2good4u
@Adam-2good4u 4 ай бұрын
She’s such a genius
@HyperrealisticLuigi
@HyperrealisticLuigi 6 ай бұрын
Sampling the hn ost is crazy
@TTH834
@TTH834 Ай бұрын
Facts
@marikostarkov
@marikostarkov Ай бұрын
They’re both sampled
@HyperrealisticLuigi
@HyperrealisticLuigi Ай бұрын
@marikostarkov No they aren't, Nikita Kolesnikov recorded the original song
@grimoireweissfan6969
@grimoireweissfan6969 26 күн бұрын
@@HyperrealisticLuigi that's what they're saying. they both sampled from what you said.
@HyperrealisticLuigi
@HyperrealisticLuigi 26 күн бұрын
@@grimoireweissfan6969 No, they're saying the hello neighbor song is sampled from a different source, when it's the original
@lisyinwonderland
@lisyinwonderland 7 ай бұрын
i love this song with all my heart
@aidan32112
@aidan32112 Жыл бұрын
favvvv Ethel song
@krudcobain
@krudcobain Жыл бұрын
3:13 ugh 😩
@Z3ropro
@Z3ropro Жыл бұрын
I cannot believe I get to hear this
@JessamynD
@JessamynD 7 ай бұрын
please release this one mother
@dangerousadvantage126
@dangerousadvantage126 3 ай бұрын
'look me deep in my eyes/like i'm a river worth wading' fuck....
@dankhell7334
@dankhell7334 3 жыл бұрын
such a beautiful soul and song.
@cruz8176
@cruz8176 Жыл бұрын
I’ve never related more to a song.
@Indyawillis85
@Indyawillis85 Жыл бұрын
If you're a Twigs fan, you know good music 😉
@Adam_spence17
@Adam_spence17 4 ай бұрын
Sounds like Hello Neighbours Main Theme but 10x More DEPRESSING 😭
@watulookinat
@watulookinat 24 күн бұрын
Because it is
@tinycrow8119
@tinycrow8119 24 күн бұрын
The music of this song comes from a video game called "Hello Neighbor". It is a video game about overcoming childhood trauma.
@snigdhabhattacharya1690
@snigdhabhattacharya1690 7 ай бұрын
I do not cry in front of people anymore. I feel pain everywhere all the time and I just sort of power through it. I feel like unaliving myself every second but I have to be responsible for myself. What’s a little more pain if I’m already drowning anyway right? Besides nobody cares. No one can do anything for me anymore. I’m 21 ffs
@February30-31
@February30-31 7 ай бұрын
Someone cares, you'll be the love you've never received. Good Luck!
@w0ahsam536
@w0ahsam536 Ай бұрын
you’re not alone 🫂🖤
@cruelyear
@cruelyear 2 жыл бұрын
Closing my eyes and trying to die
@davidgoold4683
@davidgoold4683 Жыл бұрын
Such delicate insistent music
@maerrowmagick
@maerrowmagick 8 ай бұрын
If I could like this twice, I would.
@creek_blues
@creek_blues 3 жыл бұрын
I love Ethel but imo the demo of this is 100x better
@talie3578
@talie3578 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed, the original is so much more raw and emotional. Both are amazing tho ❤️
@flowerswerewarpaint646
@flowerswerewarpaint646 2 жыл бұрын
....where is it?.?
@Umbrey_Dunctum
@Umbrey_Dunctum 2 жыл бұрын
@@flowerswerewarpaint646 ...Rob S channel .
@norwegiannymph6194
@norwegiannymph6194 Жыл бұрын
Link please? 🤍
@_aereos
@_aereos Жыл бұрын
i was young and sweet and then something happened
@aethrya
@aethrya 5 ай бұрын
So sad
@danisings5493
@danisings5493 3 ай бұрын
I come listen to this song when I need a reminder that it's ok
@micosemaria
@micosemaria 26 күн бұрын
girl be releasing the most marian dora core archives
@ettabetta3386
@ettabetta3386 Жыл бұрын
so raw and gorgeous
@Fiveash-Art
@Fiveash-Art 10 ай бұрын
She's pure musicianship
@ryanrowland5909
@ryanrowland5909 Жыл бұрын
Holy moly how have I just found you 😩
@num7088
@num7088 Жыл бұрын
The love of my life just sent this to me and I'm still having trouble believing she didn't write it.
@notonfire7318
@notonfire7318 8 ай бұрын
Damn dude
@michaelhuff923
@michaelhuff923 5 ай бұрын
dawg ain't this the song from Hello Neighbor
@yuripiIIed
@yuripiIIed 5 ай бұрын
yup i think she sampled it or something like that 😭
@marikostarkov
@marikostarkov Ай бұрын
Sampled
@toddthornton509
@toddthornton509 Жыл бұрын
Title is pretty devo do you like depeche mode?Nice harmonys angst soaked regret of the fatigue settling in an picking up the pieces what's left after the vultures.😊❤
@unholysphynx
@unholysphynx Жыл бұрын
this is helping me forget that everything isn’t so serious.
@aethrya
@aethrya 5 ай бұрын
This song is about an incredibly serious topic.
@officechair2949
@officechair2949 10 ай бұрын
Why is this not on spotify
@SUBAHIBII
@SUBAHIBII Жыл бұрын
Summer of 23 baby
@Michaelroni420
@Michaelroni420 3 жыл бұрын
This is so good and chill to listen to!❤️
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