Ex Gang Member interview-Mohawk Matt (follow up)

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Soft White Underbelly follow up interview and portrait of Mohawk Matt, a former gang member in Los Angeles.
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@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to say it was a pleasure being on the seat of you for the second time it was such an amazing experience again, and I hope I have shared some experience strengthen hope and I can help some people I wasn’t in any way trying to rationalize are justify what we do in gangs I was just giving you a better picture and letting you know that we don’t intend to harm civilians. It’s unfortunate that happens and I am sorry for that.
@calilove1312
@calilove1312 Жыл бұрын
You are beautiful! Thank you for sharing your story with us ❤️💯
@johnogorman4925
@johnogorman4925 Жыл бұрын
You're a good man and thanks for sharing your story.
@michellebreau1124
@michellebreau1124 Жыл бұрын
thank you for sharing your story, Matt. You really do give off such good vibes, wish you only the best!
@JohnMachado24
@JohnMachado24 Жыл бұрын
Matt, you are an amazing person, I cannot imagine what you have been through, and to come out on the other side is very inspirational. I look forward to hearing more from you on this channel in the future!
@jamescrosby100
@jamescrosby100 Жыл бұрын
It was great to here your story Matt. Thanks for sharing and being open and honest. I wish you nothing but the best of luck in the future
@RoyAlexander214
@RoyAlexander214 Жыл бұрын
4 months clean from heroin next week. Thank you so much Mark. Your videos have affected my life in a major way. I truly believe everything happens for a reason. I'm now back in Dallas after watching your video on Zach the recovering fentanyl addict. It gave me the motivation to leave San Francisco and come take care of a felony warrant. I have court march 30. Maybe one day I'll get to tell my story on SWU. That would be a dream come true for me. Life is so much more beautiful these days. Thank you again Mark (and Zach). Mohawk matt and lonely are two of the best interviewees on SWU thank y'all for sharing your experiences. And being so transparent and vulnerable. Rooting for y'all!!
@Gram72534
@Gram72534 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations, keep up the good work!!!
@pedrobandeira1329
@pedrobandeira1329 Жыл бұрын
Keep going :)!!
@yuppy178
@yuppy178 Жыл бұрын
Omg this is amazing
@ctrl_alt_delete4729
@ctrl_alt_delete4729 Жыл бұрын
Congratulations Roy!
@RoyAlexander214
@RoyAlexander214 Жыл бұрын
Thank you all.. blessing 🙏😊. 16 yrs on and off (prison/rehab) of heroin and finally..no more being dope sick. So grateful
@McK2Official
@McK2Official Жыл бұрын
I watched my best friend die from a shooting. I was only 12 years old. The shooter was a grown man... I remember everything. The sounds of him gasping for air and the blood gurgling inside his mouth. The blood was black because it hit his liver. I remember the smell. A metallic taste in the back of my throat like iron. His eyes rolling around while he fought to stay conscious.Its been over 30 years and it still sits vividly in my mind. It still haunts me..His name was Daniel..
@noninoni454
@noninoni454 Жыл бұрын
Wow that's traumatic! Thank You for sharing your best friends story. Rest in Love Daniel. And you are still his best friend until now just by sharing what happened. I send Love, Healing and Peace.
@McK2Official
@McK2Official Жыл бұрын
@@noninoni454 .many thanks...
@kumarj4693
@kumarj4693 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss and trauma my man. Godspeed!
@taramay000
@taramay000 Жыл бұрын
I am so sorry that happened to you and your friend. That is definitely a trauma that will stay with you. I hope you’ve found peace and comfort and continue to do so
@McK2Official
@McK2Official Жыл бұрын
@@kumarj4693 Thanks
@pwaffle
@pwaffle Жыл бұрын
you may say that gang members do not target innocent people, but through your gang's violent actions innocent people are indirectly hurt and left to feel unsafe in their neighborhoods. This is not to be glorified in anyway
@eh597
@eh597 Жыл бұрын
I agree about the indirect consequences impacting innocent people. Even though he claims gangs only kill “gang” members, it’s still murder in the logical sense, so the attempt to justify murder is illogical in every sense.
@mattobermiller5041
@mattobermiller5041 Жыл бұрын
100% agree. He and most criminals think that, just because they stopped doing crime and hurting people and maybe did some time behind bars that they have "paid their debt to society" and are now good to go. They are wrong. Until they've compensated and made whole all the people they damaged, they are still in those people's and society's debt. Not doing crime and not hurting and damaging people is the absolute minimum responsibility every person has toward every other person and the majority of people more or less meet that standard most of the time. Celebrating someone because they've finally decided that the rules DO in fact, apply to them and start doing the barest minimum of social responsibility is bizarre.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
I’m not justifying the murder and you are correct. I was simply trying to change some perspective because society does think that we purposely target in a sense we don’t there’s nothing right about gang behavior. It’s just what we have grown up with and dealt with so please forgive me I was not intended to rationalize or justify it. I was just giving you a reason of what happens and let you know that we purposely don’t intend on hurting innocent people but you’re right a lot of innocent people do get hurt in the process, so please forgive me
@daisygirl1217
@daisygirl1217 Жыл бұрын
Yes I totally agree, but rarely do we see these types change in a positive way, he should be commended for doing so.
@Gdone
@Gdone Жыл бұрын
How many people have been killed by new recruits wanting to join/forced into a gang?
@gustenvarius80
@gustenvarius80 Жыл бұрын
I could listen to this guy telling stories all day.
@werethewilsons
@werethewilsons Жыл бұрын
Cuz all he does is tell whoppers.
@bubzhapz209
@bubzhapz209 Жыл бұрын
Me too 😊
@BRANDONTHAGR8
@BRANDONTHAGR8 11 ай бұрын
Me too
@daisygirl1217
@daisygirl1217 Жыл бұрын
Such a rare thing to see someone who once lived such a violent, destructive life come out on the other side. He has so much potential, one being an influencer to younger troubled kids. I hope he puts his passion and empathy into that one day. P.S. To his estranged son, please understand that your dad grew up in a different environment than you, that he had to play the cards that were dealt to him to survive. He has changed for the better, give him a chance, I am sure you won't regret it.
@trappedbehindenemylines
@trappedbehindenemylines Жыл бұрын
I can so relate to Matt, these interviews are so good. I started graffiti at 13 (In Australia) Led a life of addiction and crime, spent 16 years 6 months in prison, am covered in tattoos, am 5 and a half years clean and sober at 49, its uncanny.
@steveotatooed
@steveotatooed 4 ай бұрын
That is wild
@Andrea_k86
@Andrea_k86 Жыл бұрын
Mark always has the best interviews! Love watching them & hearing everyone's different stories about their lives. Peace & love to everyone.💗🦋
@tylerlienau7548
@tylerlienau7548 Жыл бұрын
Peace and love to you also!
@Andrea_k86
@Andrea_k86 Жыл бұрын
@@tylerlienau7548 Thank you Tyler!💗
@imani_malik_L7777
@imani_malik_L7777 Жыл бұрын
Im 43 and I still haven't grabbed life by the balls, I have respect for men who have experienced the grisly side of life, on their terms, and still participate every day in society and life and can even share their experiences with folks that may have played it too safe and want to tap in to that edge, who may need to break out of their shell. Matt's one of my favorite guests, I'm glad to hear from you again man and that you are doing well.
@MR-nl8xr
@MR-nl8xr Жыл бұрын
Sometimes grabbing live by the balls means just not doing what the world is doing, and putting you in danger for not doing it also. I had a friend die young, with this similar lifestyle (left behind a kid), and I think of him now and then, how he was wrong for doing all the things he did, but at least he did what he wanted to do. IDK, maybe I'm wrong; What is a REAL Man is still mysterious to me.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Amen thank you brother
@imani_malik_L7777
@imani_malik_L7777 Жыл бұрын
@@matthewcammarano5357 yessir
@alanashford9207
@alanashford9207 Жыл бұрын
I don't know every man with some ego has undergone some form of grabbing life by the balls, Damu and piru family was what I was around, and some crip nd some fds...and native gangs...they all told me I could do better and not join....I find most all gang members and men who feel they lack rough or contact dangerous life...just miss working with their hands, or aurvivalskill familiarity...but mainly, mainly they lack initiation even better these one lack....sacred ritual....if you are seeking more completion I am also 43 ....remember how you stood out in some way for someone. Or seek initiation like tribally or indigenous participation before gangs there was always tribals
@maureent8653
@maureent8653 Жыл бұрын
Thank you again Matt for a great interview…. Happy to see you living a better life now..
@kristinagerson9831
@kristinagerson9831 Жыл бұрын
I appreciate Matt, his honesty on gang, prison life & sobriety! I pray that he can connect & get a gig to be help trouble youth & adults. Life is a better place sharing the truth & having light to our troubled dark pasts. Hug 🤗 one of my top favorites, Mark. Bring him back on his next chapter of life. Can’t wait to hear about it.
@trishonna1
@trishonna1 Жыл бұрын
When you say that you pray he can help troubled youth.....does this mean you are a Christian?😊
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Amen and thank you
@trishonna1
@trishonna1 Жыл бұрын
@@matthewcammarano5357 here is a movie that was made of a gang leaders story. You can also find many videos on KZbin of him telling how his life was dramatically changed. kzbin.info/www/bejne/nIikZnWEft9qmq8
@cyclocrossthesea-lionman1824
@cyclocrossthesea-lionman1824 Жыл бұрын
We've heard some gruesome stories on SWU , but the details of that shooting and crash were, for me, up there with the most intense I've heard. I could literally see everything he described. Eloquent telling of a horrific tale.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Trust me, it was just as hard to relive and go through. Once again I had to go through all that pain and all that hurt for the child for his family for my friends. Thank you for even listening.
@Gia_Mc_Fia
@Gia_Mc_Fia Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much Mohawk Matt! Your interviews are so eye opening ( I watched the first one too) and I feel like I walked away with so much wisdom after listening to you. I hope this interview gets around so that it prevents people from joining gangs. I am so glad you have made it as far as you have and I thank the creator for saving you and for you saving yourself.
@labowski5201
@labowski5201 Жыл бұрын
Shot Caller is one of the realest movies I’ve ever seen. Spot on.
@mikefixac
@mikefixac Жыл бұрын
My son's spent most of his life in prison. He says the same thing.
@clintclintclint
@clintclintclint Жыл бұрын
I’m so glad you did a follow up with Matt. He has story that’s similar to mine. He replied to my Instagram msg when I asked him for some advice. He’s brutally honest and I love it.
@umojahollis6123
@umojahollis6123 Жыл бұрын
Thanks, Mark for this follow-up I wanted to see him again he has a lot of knowledge and is positive after all he's done and has been through.
@USMC0331OIF
@USMC0331OIF Жыл бұрын
People like this is why I got my ccw.
@heath2510ok
@heath2510ok Жыл бұрын
The pain in this interview was palpable,huge respect Matt from the UK 🙏🇬🇧
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much
@nigelthorpe6398
@nigelthorpe6398 Жыл бұрын
I quite like this guy. He seems very personable, articulate, and has good energy. Hope everything works out well for him!!
@eastoak510
@eastoak510 Жыл бұрын
Grew up as a street bomber myself in early 90’s in Oakland,shit was rough back then ,can definitely relate to Matt,great interview best wishes brutha, Shout out to the crews 640,bsk,tmp,tdk,hs and many more……..
@Truu2it
@Truu2it Жыл бұрын
This dude real. U can here it in how he speaks. A man of struggle and he’s still standing 💯 wish you the best brotha you inspire everyone to stand strong
@metalfarmer9286
@metalfarmer9286 Жыл бұрын
Matt, we are the same age. Have similar experiences, and we are 2000 miles away from one another. I still struggle with addiction at times, but I have the tools, knowledge, and desire to be the best person for me and my family. You are dead on when you say that one has to seek out the change and want it. No one is going to do it for you. Stay solid. D.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Thank you brother I’m here if you need to speak. Also get me on Instagram I’m always available to talk.
@sciencenotstigma9534
@sciencenotstigma9534 Жыл бұрын
Keep trying! I’ve been off the 💩 for 5 years now. It’s doable! Reading about the neuroscience of addiction helped me understand how it affects the brain and how the brain heals from it, with abstinence. A good easy read that is packed with information is, “Understanding Addiction: Know Science, No Stigma.” (Drs. Smith & Hunt). Once I got the facts, it helped more than all the dogma. Knowledge is power! Much love to you ❤️‍🩹.
@deborahjohnson9093
@deborahjohnson9093 Жыл бұрын
So glad Matt was spared, he has a lot to teach people about life.
@amberparker9883
@amberparker9883 9 ай бұрын
He would be an amazing, drug counselor and/or mentor to troubled youth with a high likelihood of joining gangs. He's been through it all & came out the other side alive to THRIVE!! very inspiring ❤
@grantvankooten6160
@grantvankooten6160 Жыл бұрын
Matt is the epitome of what it takes to live THE lifestyle that’s given to you. Taking it on and living it in the moment and then taking a step back once you’re old enough to do what it takes to be the best part of society and your children and family! My life is similar but not quite as hardcore as his. I’ve got all the love in the world for him and wish him all the best that the universe and god gives him ❤
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Thank you brother thank you so much for being a part of this
@debwhite1549
@debwhite1549 Жыл бұрын
Another great interview with Matt! Love these videos...from NOVA SCOTIA, CANADA!! 🥰
@wanderfully4724
@wanderfully4724 Жыл бұрын
I live in NS too.. Haha completely caught me off guard 😂
@answerswithinproject
@answerswithinproject Жыл бұрын
Wow Matt , It's a privilege to watch you speaking from your heart and how far you have come.. Your an inspiration man and you seem to be a very humble being.. Life is a challenge and you give HOPE to the brothers that are still stuck in the trap.. Thank you for being YOU ! Much love from New Zealand 🇳🇿
@lmAIone
@lmAIone Жыл бұрын
Thank you for bringing matt back, really appreciated it
@thomasknighton6783
@thomasknighton6783 Жыл бұрын
I totally understand what you are saying. Not only for gang members but for addicts you have to change everything if you want to succeed in recovery you have to change almost every aspect of your life. I wast in a gang but I have been sober for 6 or 7 years now and I want to tell all addicts it is possible but you have to want it. I see Matt has done the same thing. Great message brother and I really think you will get back in touch with your son. If all of us see your change he definitely will. Just keep your head up.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much brother amen
@ChristopherMarquez-jy3nn
@ChristopherMarquez-jy3nn 6 ай бұрын
Thank you for being you and showing us there is change . Change is possible. I needed this . Thank you bro
@jackieagd7722
@jackieagd7722 Жыл бұрын
He shouldn’t speak for all gangs. Here in Texas, Central American gangs DO target innocent for initiation.
@ifgwelf
@ifgwelf Жыл бұрын
Mexican cartels don't give a F about innocents fr
@BJC398
@BJC398 Жыл бұрын
Don’t most?
@mattbrill
@mattbrill Жыл бұрын
@BJC398 No, most don't. Most people who are victims of gang violence are involved in the streets in someway. Central America gangs are a different story. Third world savages
@umakemerandy3669
@umakemerandy3669 Жыл бұрын
Yeah i was waiting for him to say, "at least in my experience in my life"
@BSTXOC
@BSTXOC Жыл бұрын
@@BJC398 yea he should of said In California but blacks do target innocent people
@Bob86339
@Bob86339 Жыл бұрын
We need Matt to come back for a third video.
@valleychick2509
@valleychick2509 Жыл бұрын
It’s awesome that this guy turned his life around and Is doing such great things. One thing that he said stuck with me. He said when they were teenagers they were out destroying the SFV all night by tagging up the Valley. He doesn’t realize how they were ruining people’s businesses, walls and streets 🤦🏻‍♀️ Yes tagging has changed and come a long way in a positive manner but it doesn’t take away the fact that some people were impacted negatively in the 90s. Just wish people would realize it’s not always “cool” doing these type of things for your own satisfaction. Stay blessed and keep reaching for the stars 👍🏼
@NeuralOscillations
@NeuralOscillations Жыл бұрын
If it’s some big corporate building, who gives a flying fuck. If not though yeah, that sucks.
@valleychick2509
@valleychick2509 Жыл бұрын
@@NeuralOscillations I’m from the SFV, back then it was all small mom and pops businesses 😞
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
I agree with you sometimes I do tend glorifying, rationalized something that made me feel good, but you’re right it was a lot of damage done to cities in buildings that we don’t necessarily take accountability for and unfortunately it said, and again I apologize for missing that. I hope I didn’t figure you were causing negative feelings.
@mollyreid4263
@mollyreid4263 Жыл бұрын
He’s such a good story teller.
@PAPDOG1973
@PAPDOG1973 Жыл бұрын
Good for you Matt! Stay sober and keep helping people. Huge shout out from Melb Australia!! 🦘
@Xavier3205
@Xavier3205 Жыл бұрын
@@mihe6212 how do you figure? Do you know Matt? It would be a real shame if he did. He seems so genuine in trying to keep his life moving forward in a positive direction
@PAPDOG1973
@PAPDOG1973 Жыл бұрын
@@Xavier3205 don’t worry about Molly - cyber bully of the highest order.
@TRC-LSW
@TRC-LSW Жыл бұрын
"Forgiveness is the answer to everything." - Mark
@taramay000
@taramay000 Жыл бұрын
Thank you Matt for helping us regular folk understand life as a gang member and how different it is to so many. Hopefully there are some kids out there that watch your interviews and realise that gang life is glorified and not a path they want to follow.
@ThisAura
@ThisAura Жыл бұрын
I grew up in Granada Hills, not too far from Kennedy HS. It’s insane to hear you speak of your gang life in my childhood neighborhood. I’m so glad you turned it around, Matt.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much I spent my childhood going to homes junior high. I want to Granada hills high school I was involved in a prominent graffiti crew that evolved industry games throughout the cities of Mission Hills in Sun Valley.
@ThisAura
@ThisAura Жыл бұрын
@@matthewcammarano5357 Aye -- GHouse! I wish great things for you, brother. Take care!
@herophant0578
@herophant0578 Жыл бұрын
I grew up in mission hills/Granada hills so crazy to hear you were in my neighborhood .What elementary School did you go to Matt
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
@@herophant0578 I went to Catholic private elementary school in San Fernando Saint Ferdinand… I went to Holmes junior high
@herophant0578
@herophant0578 Жыл бұрын
@@matthewcammarano5357 yes I had friends that went there , I went to lesson elementary, Porter Junior, Kennedy high school
@KatherineMargaret
@KatherineMargaret Жыл бұрын
This interview is beautifully shot I love the colorful ink vs black and white
@heavyrules6699
@heavyrules6699 Жыл бұрын
He had a big smile while talking about Graffiti and spray cans, made me smile too
@casiegoon1959
@casiegoon1959 Жыл бұрын
He was glowing and giggling!!! Super cool!
@casiegoon1959
@casiegoon1959 Жыл бұрын
@@ComommonlyCensored You would break Banksy's hands...??
@casiegoon1959
@casiegoon1959 Жыл бұрын
@@ComommonlyCensored wow bud...you are hateful..
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
Graffiti was what I love you more than anything that was a genuine smile that I still have whenever I talk about graffiti brother. Thank you for being a part of this.
@barryallen8753
@barryallen8753 Жыл бұрын
He loves art
@antoniedixon775
@antoniedixon775 Жыл бұрын
Matt is the most relatable story out of all these to me and im from New Zealand.. Thanks for your work mark
@dickmonddickelheimer9452
@dickmonddickelheimer9452 Жыл бұрын
At least half the people on the channel are lying
@antoniedixon775
@antoniedixon775 Жыл бұрын
@@dickmonddickelheimer9452 well maybe so.. but I highly doubt the bro is walking around LA that identifiable and getting away with talking shit about the gangs?
@mikewelch657
@mikewelch657 Жыл бұрын
Not to be a contrarian, but I couldnt help but notice some contradicting stories here. Matt seems like a genuine guy but in first interview he never touches drugs or alcohol until he was 21 and smoked crack. Thus leading to a destructive life and ruining his baseball scholarship. In the followup he tells of a high school story and hes 17, smoking crack and ruins his life about to join army. Little confused bu these stories as both cant be true at same time.
@innercityuprising8353
@innercityuprising8353 Жыл бұрын
Hey Matt. Amazing awareness and insight brother. Congratulations on your new path and life. Totally inspirational! Holla from Sydney!
@juliemackenzie1978
@juliemackenzie1978 Жыл бұрын
Interesting interview. Thank you for sharing this video with us. 👍🇨🇦😊
@kkh65
@kkh65 Жыл бұрын
Matt, I appreciate your candor and willingness to expose yourself to the general population that see and hear what they want to see and hear. I have been exposed to a tiny fraction of the life you’ve lead. It’s a hard life to leave, but I truly feel that through your work with others that you are trying to amend what you can. We all have histories of destructiveness, and some more that others. Here’s a cliche’ for you, but true. Hurt people speak and act from a place of having been hurt. Your audience might be understandably hostile. But, please continue to share your message of experience, strength and hope with willing ears. Not every day will be good, not every comment will be positive or understanding, but with your perseverance and continuation of turning your life around, you have gifts to share; so please continue to do so. Stay on course with turning you life around: stay true, stay real, stay nice. I wish you peace and redemption. PS…Love the finger flipping Johnny Cash 🎸
@sydneycravens4594
@sydneycravens4594 Жыл бұрын
You should try to interview people over in slab city
@jnesta5912
@jnesta5912 Жыл бұрын
So glad he spoke about Graffiti and explained the feelings it gave him and Graff stories...great stuff especially for writers to hear
@dominiqueelgin3770
@dominiqueelgin3770 Жыл бұрын
i too enjoy hearing you about graff stories . it is true. there is a difference btwn. a bomber and a legal wall
@baublesanddolls
@baublesanddolls Жыл бұрын
Call me weird, but I've never thought of being in prison as a badge of honor or leaving a legacy. 🤔
@IbeSyke
@IbeSyke Жыл бұрын
Thanks for this follow-up 👍
@bg695
@bg695 Жыл бұрын
This guy has a message! Preach, Matt! Such a great personality. He’s right, good energy. Get out there and do some good. Love to see it.
@malama_ka_aina
@malama_ka_aina Жыл бұрын
Good man. Thank you Mark and guest
@katrinatorrance2326
@katrinatorrance2326 Жыл бұрын
Yay!! I love Matt! Thank you for having him back Mark!
@u4ea70
@u4ea70 Жыл бұрын
I would love to see "A life on drugs, John" do another interview. Could listen to him all day.
@matthewcollins5344
@matthewcollins5344 Жыл бұрын
Good job on your journey forward instead of backwards Matt🤘. Much love and respect from West Virginia.
@overcomingobstacles8675
@overcomingobstacles8675 Жыл бұрын
Best interview by far! I love him!
@TheRealTruthMovement
@TheRealTruthMovement Жыл бұрын
I grew up in Whittier in SELA and have so much in common with this dude. Dude is speaking the real about the streets and the system....
@GIJake-oo9ir
@GIJake-oo9ir Жыл бұрын
Stay out of the streets kids.
@minemio4603
@minemio4603 Жыл бұрын
I've enjoyed Matt's interviews very much. He is very accurate with this accounts of tag banging in the valley. I grew up in the valley during that same era. I feel like we could have crossed paths but it's good to see he made it out, not much can be said for very many of us.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
I wonder who you are we might’ve cross paths I was very very prominent, and in the graffiti scene from LA through the valley I made it out and I had to get clean and sober and change almost everything but I still keep graffiti clothes in my heart, get me on Instagram
@thomasconti3536
@thomasconti3536 Жыл бұрын
I'm from Matts area [ Van Nuys ]. When I lived in California, I've seen him a few times around the rooms. I didn't really have a in depth conversation with him but I've had some small conversations with him. Good to hear he's still doing well.
@johnwilson3288
@johnwilson3288 Жыл бұрын
love this dude, his positivity is contagious
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯
@garrett8454
@garrett8454 Жыл бұрын
This guy is the definition of don’t judge a book by it’s cover. Truly inspiring.
@matthewcammarano5357
@matthewcammarano5357 Жыл бұрын
@@garrett8454 🙏🏻🙏🏻💯💯
@lynnforti8808
@lynnforti8808 Жыл бұрын
It’s amazing how so many of these interviews are so painful but give me so much comfort thru so many different people. Thank you Mark and the SWU community ❤🙏🪷
@darrensanimalsreptilesfish30
@darrensanimalsreptilesfish30 Жыл бұрын
I was just spraying some things at work. Everyone walkin by “WOW you’re so good at that!” 😂
@elizabethsol504
@elizabethsol504 Жыл бұрын
Providing programs, clubs, workshops, sports teams, etc for children and youth to spend time and feel a part of something. A positive space to safely go through growing pains together. This is the solution to diminishing gangs. Be involved in the life of your youth family members. Reach out and reassure them that their voices matter.
@sciencenotstigma9534
@sciencenotstigma9534 Жыл бұрын
So true! I volunteered with kids a lot throughout my life, until I had a relapse and got in some legal trouble. A lot of people with a record can’t volunteer with kids, and they don’t have any predatory charges. This society doesn’t let people who have had the street experience and could really influence kids to stay out of it to do so. I have stayed active by helping adults leaving the streets and the CJS system find their interests. Now other people in recovery are my “kids.” People need help throughout the lifespan but I agree…with kids, you have a powerful opportunity to keep them from the streets and drugs, to begin with.
@user-mz1kt6iz4e
@user-mz1kt6iz4e Жыл бұрын
If you watch his first interview, this guy had all of that. He came from a good family with some money & anything he needed. All of what he did or got caught up in was by choice.
@dagmarramgad5441
@dagmarramgad5441 Жыл бұрын
MARK!!!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE COME TO PORTLAND!!! What is happening here is insane. Please come interview the people here.
@chimichanga87
@chimichanga87 Жыл бұрын
Totally appreciate this man. Truly.
@Carleon.
@Carleon. Жыл бұрын
SHOUT OUT TO MARK & THE SOFT WHITE UNDERBELLY CREW FOR SHOWING US VIEWERS DIFFERENT PERSPECTIVES OF DIFFERENT LIVES THAT WE DON'T GET TO OBSERVE EVERYDAY! EVERYONE HAS A UNIQUE STORY IN THIS WORLD & NOBODY HAS THE RIGHT TO JUDGE THE NEXT! HOPE EVERYONE IS SAFE IN THIS WORLD & MAKES A DIFFERENCE IN THEIR OR SOMEONE ELSE'S LIFE! 😇
@seebs_keeps_talking
@seebs_keeps_talking Жыл бұрын
i mean jesus fucking christ chill
@Goldie789
@Goldie789 Жыл бұрын
Great post, well said. 👍
@subzero07094
@subzero07094 Жыл бұрын
stop yelling
@perpetuallybodean4522
@perpetuallybodean4522 Жыл бұрын
It's 7am, why you yellin?
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
He’s yelling cuz people need to WAKE THE F UPPP!!!
@GodForgiveUs661
@GodForgiveUs661 Жыл бұрын
Everything you put out in Energy is So True.
@annajohnson8931
@annajohnson8931 Жыл бұрын
Proud and love you Matt take care x Thankyou Mark x
@franknunez6167
@franknunez6167 Жыл бұрын
Matthew always keeping it real..Good job homie .. always having my sapport.113%
@joepass1883
@joepass1883 Жыл бұрын
If someone vandalized my business or trucks, I wouldn’t be happy about it. The most unfortunate thing about tagging is it IS vandalism.
@triciashortridge2309
@triciashortridge2309 2 ай бұрын
Mark, watching your videos has helped me to cultivate a lot of gratitude. Matt was great, and I'm glad he is doing well right now.
@carolseven3802
@carolseven3802 Жыл бұрын
I learned a lot listening to you Matt. This interview led to me looking for your previous interview and rewatching that one as well. I believe kids without direction fall prey to the gang life and I hope you can reach many more. I hope you can have a relationship with your son in the future. At least for now, things are cordial between you. I only have one suggestion. Matt? Please…..don’t continue to trying to serve two Gods. All the best to you.
@bigdogbulldog9912
@bigdogbulldog9912 Жыл бұрын
Awsome interview 👌 👍 👏
@joleenmills4907
@joleenmills4907 Жыл бұрын
Matt is awesome! Totally owns everything he has done in his past, now wants too help others. I wish him the best & an amazing journey in life.
@baublesanddolls
@baublesanddolls Жыл бұрын
Awesome that he mentioned Nova Scotia. That's where I live and I love it. A gorgeous place, although he's right about addicts being everywhere. Doesn't matter where you live.
@rossbattaglia8132
@rossbattaglia8132 Жыл бұрын
those back tattoos and all of them really are pure art
@ellenclare8099
@ellenclare8099 Жыл бұрын
i love his point about his face tattoos and how theyve helped him bridge a gap between two worlds
@amberparker9883
@amberparker9883 9 ай бұрын
LOVEEE MATT!!! TY Mark for another interview with him. He is awesome. His testimony is inspirational. Never lay down & give up... Keep good ENERGY ❤ Id love to hang with this guy
@Esco781
@Esco781 Жыл бұрын
He needs his own podcast!
@andrewenglish2901
@andrewenglish2901 Жыл бұрын
I like this bloke. You can hear he's straight up and he's changed. No bullshit. Very entertaining as well. Aussie Andy
@kristin042285
@kristin042285 Жыл бұрын
Man, i remember those times early an mid 90s like it was yesterday. SoCal was a warzone literally.
@Chakra6Hakini
@Chakra6Hakini Жыл бұрын
Such an amazing story, hope to see him again
@cameronsmall1558
@cameronsmall1558 Жыл бұрын
I love this channel, I absolutely would love an opportunity to where I could do this type of hobby!
@Mrskaseymunzer
@Mrskaseymunzer Жыл бұрын
Love love love this guy, and he’s an April baby like myself. We are very hard headed in bad ways but, when we change it sticks because we are so hard headed and we’ve made up our minds. Shout out to my April Tribe!!!
@tylerlienau7548
@tylerlienau7548 Жыл бұрын
Thanks!
@rp42069
@rp42069 Жыл бұрын
April 19th!
@rp42069
@rp42069 Жыл бұрын
Married on April 20th
@MachoManAndySavage125
@MachoManAndySavage125 Жыл бұрын
@@rp42069 I’m April 19th too. I’ll be 32 this year.
@jamalydude
@jamalydude Жыл бұрын
April here too
@amberparker9883
@amberparker9883 9 ай бұрын
Matt would be highly sought after as a drug counselor. They ALWAYS perfer some1 who has lived it & this guys testimony is fn AWESOME! He would give hope to so many who struggle with NOT having any HOPE ❤
@moegreen1235
@moegreen1235 Жыл бұрын
Dam he’s spot on about not having that type of energy that draws cops to you.
@scottdavis2212
@scottdavis2212 Жыл бұрын
Bring Matt back for a third go, Love how you tell your story.
@douglasmijangos3327
@douglasmijangos3327 Жыл бұрын
Bruh is that a Suicidal Tendencies tattoo? So awesome 👍🏻 I love ST ❤
@brandypou7590
@brandypou7590 Жыл бұрын
I really love listening to Matt. And your tattoos are pretty amazing!
@calilove1312
@calilove1312 Жыл бұрын
Right ! He's Flippin gorgeous!
@anthonycontreras1625
@anthonycontreras1625 Жыл бұрын
love this guy he seems like a very good dude, great story teller for sure.
@cynsi7604
@cynsi7604 Жыл бұрын
I was born in Southern Ca. My dad wanted to be a firefighter and stay in CA after he got out of the Air Force. My mom told him “fine, you stay here I’m going back home and taking the baby (me)”. Needless to say we all 3 left as a family and went back to the South East & he came a NCHSP. I wonder how my life would have turned out? ☮️
@toughlove4413
@toughlove4413 Жыл бұрын
Matt seems like he really has a passion for spray 🎨 🖌 painting!! As a veteran I can understand the war concept he speaks of and the relationships.
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
I was a writer (tagger) in NYC in the 90’s / early 2000’s. I still do some marker bombin, but I’m glad NYC graffiti crews never got pressed into gangbangin, but in them days NYC didn’t have Bloods and crips and LA type gangs. Even though them LA gangs are here now NYC graffiti crews, although a dying breed, are still not part of them. There may be certain graffiti writers that are Blood or crip members, the graffiti crews themselves got nothing to do with it.
@stephanjohnston397
@stephanjohnston397 Жыл бұрын
Wow…. This was intense. Glad to see him alive and out of the gangs
@gregoryreeves8586
@gregoryreeves8586 Жыл бұрын
Matt is a genuinely good guy who has without a doubt learned from his past mistakes. He has a great life ahead of him. Hopefully he can connect with a few of the youth and get them to take the road less traveled.
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
@Gregory Reeves Wat up Greg. Good to see ya. How ya been?
@deborahwingard776
@deborahwingard776 Жыл бұрын
WHAT?
@gregoryreeves8586
@gregoryreeves8586 Жыл бұрын
@@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Hey Bro. Doing good living the dream my friend. I hope life is treating you well.
@myeyeswentdeaf6213
@myeyeswentdeaf6213 Жыл бұрын
@Gregory Reeves Meh…..same shhhhoe, different sock.😉 (same sh**, different day) Can’t complain though, I’m alright.
@BarefeetB
@BarefeetB Жыл бұрын
​@@deborahwingard776 Have trouble reading ?
@sneakerheadjt
@sneakerheadjt Жыл бұрын
The slow pan up and then down as he changes his posture got me zoning hah
@michelletorres018
@michelletorres018 Жыл бұрын
Wise man. Insightful, has street smarts and common sense. That doesn’t mean a person can’t be or isn’t immature, high emotions, unbalanced, ignorant and foolish. Yet, Matt is learning… and that’s all that matters (per the convo of the segment).
@bertoflores5046
@bertoflores5046 Жыл бұрын
So many taggers remain unrepentant when it comes to the vandalism. My best friend is 40 years old and keeps quiet when I mention that part. I know he gets uncomfortable when I (rarely) bring that up. Not that I was innocent. I banged hard in the 90s. So happy I learned from my mistakes and that G_D saved me from myself.
@Nick19328
@Nick19328 Жыл бұрын
Matt is back!!!
@ResurrectionUph
@ResurrectionUph Жыл бұрын
Give your life to God bro. The one and only. He will move in your life. That good energy you talk about is his blessing. He has an endless supply for everyone who is willing to accept it
@eileengarcia7923
@eileengarcia7923 Жыл бұрын
Mr. Matt you are still a very young man and have the ability to do whatever you want if you put your mind to it!!!
@Chopper140
@Chopper140 Жыл бұрын
What do you gain out of lying? The worst part is that you don’t even know you’re lying to yourself. You lack empathy but your ego wants to prove you have some. Lying to people like this is not going to help them it just pisses them off because no he’s older and life needs to be chill at this point
@wesleyalan9179
@wesleyalan9179 Жыл бұрын
@@Chopper140 What do you gain out of trolling folks,Jay?
@Chopper140
@Chopper140 Жыл бұрын
@@wesleyalan9179 what do you gain out of asking a troll what he gains because the troll asked what do you gain first?
@Chopper140
@Chopper140 Жыл бұрын
@@wesleyalan9179 you look like this beard model named Eric Bandholtz look him up
@gregw322
@gregw322 Жыл бұрын
"We're playing the same game they are in a monopoly board game system." He's trying so hard to sound articulate and it's just hilarious.
@gregw322
@gregw322 Жыл бұрын
@@BatmanPops uh oh! He’s gonna end it! That was the last straw! He wants his revenge but knows it’s outta reach! Hahahahaha!
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