Ex Prostitute interview-Princess

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[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

This one has a PRESENCE! I could listen to her stories for awhile! Hoping she finds readiness for getting her heart healed from past wounds ❤️

[@20yearsago]

Yea, she’s very interesting to watch

[@picho5553]

Presence?? Are you serious? she is a street thug.

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

@@picho5553 Regardless of someones journey, it really doesn't change inherent ways of presenting oneself etc. Who are you/we to judge her anyway? Would you like if a stranger reduced you to a stereotype based on your survival methods or how you presented on camera?? I don't think her choices are admirable....I felt she has charisma of a certain kind. I might suggest changing the lenses you see through because there seems to be something wrong with them. ✌️

[@sean4060]

@@20yearsago I like. Very nice. How much ?

[@sciencenotsrigma]

@@ItsFreshItsAnne. I completely misread your comment, before, so I deleted my reply. I’ve been sick, lately, and really sleep deprived. I have an infection, and I think it’s past time to go in and see if they will treat it, even though I really don’t. I fever-posted that, pretty much, in my sleep. It’s a dental abscess, and I have told the dentist for 3 years that it needs a root canal. I asked to pay to replace the crown, at that time, and many times, and they’re so busy, they weren’t even interested in the money. The tooth next to it, he took X-rays and told me it didn’t need a root canal for 2.5 years, so he wouldn’t refer me to a specialist, to have it checked out, even. I lost half of that tooth & they told me the tooth next to it couldn’t hurt, too. That’s the one that’s still infected now. I was on antibiotics, as I don’t want to end up back in the hyperbaric oxygen chamber, for jaw infection, and now doctors won’t prescribe antibiotics because they think I waited that long to go in, irresponsibly (yes, I explain). I’ve always been good for it. I can’t get another dentist, because no one is taking new Medicaid patients. My last two dentists were worse. One messed up my bite so bad, all the teeth on one side are broken, now. They looked perfect before then, because I always care for them. Anyone who thinks Medicaid recipients get everything handed to them should try it, in 2024, with complex medical issues. It’s really not worth it to get assistance, if you have a hustle you make money from, so a lot of street people don’t apply, or accept aid. Before I had a disability holding me back, I didn’t either. I know lots of people on the streets, who don’t. There are a lot of reasons people end up hustling, and it’s not just because of drug addiction. People who do dates might want to be around gangsters, for protection. I don’t know this interviewee or her family, but my sister would have been overjoyed, if I’d had children she could adopt. In the indigenous community I’m a part of, grandparents raise grandchildren traditionally. I get that some children are abandoned, but mine wouldn’t have been, even if I couldn’t be their primary caregiver. When people are suffering from a substance use disorder and don’t have family who will care for their children, that’s not something bad they did. If you’re too sick to care for children, that doesn’t mean you don’t love them. I agree with you! People should not be so quick to judge.

[@sillyd0g]

maybe this is a weird way to describe someone, but she seems like the kinda lady you'd meet at the hair salon and end up having an amazing, three-hour long conversation with while you're both getting a dye job. also, she has the same color hair as me

[@GrandmaDawn118]

Also same color as mine as well lol but yes she is definitely that person I know that cause I am too ♥️😁

[@sillyd0g]

@Reagan Herring ?????????????????

[@brandonevans8098]

Fuck you people are stupid

[@jeanjean682003]

Me too. And it was not judgemental.

[@AbdulFXmann]

Trauma, post tramatic child hood trama, will often block tramatic stress, she can't remember because her mind protects itself, & her sanity.

[@johnb7337]

She seems really self aware and emotionally mature for how much of a train wreck her life sounded like. Trauma and drugs were hard on her. It's rare how she takes responsibility for her part too, that it didn't just all happen to her.

[@jacobjohnson2714]

Assuming that every male-female interaction is transactional is not an emotionally mature person. If a guy had said, "Every guy is paying for pussy" He would be called an incel and rightfully so.

[@blaze3fire]

I think it's because she takes responsibility for her actions, she understands her trauma. Truly takes the lesson to heart and for that knows what she has to handle to keep her happy... just a thought though

[@johnb7337]

@@jacobjohnson2714 her worldview and perspective on relationships didn't seem normal and balanced, I meant in relation to her just spending a couple of decades as a prostitute, heavy drug user, and gang associate. You have to factor in that her life experience was far from normal. That's also true for some guy who mostly works online and has barely left a keyboard for 20 years, but being a crackhead and working as a prostitute is different.

[@johnb7337]

@@blaze3fire within limits, probably. If her statements are true she's off drugs, which is a good step. She seems to have not reestablished normal relationships with her children and sister who raises them, so it's hard to tell how far along that work in progress is. Maybe it would be surprising how clear half of the people interviewed here could be after three months off drugs.

[@blaze3fire]

@@johnb7337 it's true, too bad it's such a rough disease that just wanting to quit and taking action towards that isn't enough for most of these people Mark has interviewed. Especially with the things like alcohol or I think it's been said meth (?) that one's body thinks is food after so much use, the body and mental pain of kicking whatever habit. It's sad but I'm glad Mark is here to let them tell their story. Also she did say her sister couldn't get pregnant after trying 15 years, but I feel like there's something I may have missed? It would be nice if she could build w her sister & kids though.

[@torstrasburg8289]

The black and white still portraits are always superb and add to the interview, conferring additional artistic quality to the whole presentation. I wonder how the interviewees feel having been given such a giant spotlight in their otherwise banal, "inconsequential", and troubled lives. What tortured souls we humans are. One hopes that somehow the SWU experience generates impetus for deeper self-reflection and positive changes.

[@montananerd8244]

I do not think you know what banal means; suburbia is banal, dude. This is all about you & how you feel about yourself.

[@rachelosiria7865]

She actually has a great point in the beginning and that is something I've considered as well, getting hypnotized. There are a few things from my childhood that I block out. It's not a good thing because if someone hurt you.... you shouldn't just pretend like it didn't happen.... and that's something I'm working on in my life right now.... So I'm glad she brought that up and reminded me.

[@nikkibeacth]

Be careful tho. Because it will open new wounds of stuff that is sitting Biden quietly “ in a corner “. Do only if you have a good support system, friends, therapist, a partner that cares about you.

[@Catalinaobregon]

She’s hurt the children she brought into the world and abandoned to her family. Then she became upset that the daughter she abandoned might take the name of the person who cares and nurtures her. Someone please explain this to me.

[@CODY3DTECH]

There is no excuse to become like this this is the trashiest race traiting hooker I’ve ever seen . Nasty 🤮

[@CODY3DTECH]

Stop deleting comments Mark . What’s the irony Mark lol

[@DaBeezKneez]

Half of us grew up with rough childhoods lol, grow up

[@Catalinaobregon]

Children deserve a stable home and loving environment. Period.

[@cosmiccrush22]

Not all of us get it that's the thing so take it up with the parents

[@Catalinaobregon]

@@cosmiccrush22 I agree. But, someone has to break the chain or each generation will continue to blame the one before. The buck can stop with you.

[@John-xg2vj]

Not according to Black Lives Matter. They hate you the nuclear family.

[@nggapraying4392]

Yep, If this were to happen more many of these interviews with all of these hurt people wouldn't exist.

[@robbikarboski6266]

I agree ,we all deserve it,all. Ages!!!

[@raskolnikov1461]

What a soul! So refreshing to hear the real human being who actually has heartfelt regrets. I wish you all the best. Thank you for the story! You are wonderful!

[@debrascott8492]

She gave birth to six children and has none of them. I just can't imagine that type of emotional and mental pain. Just too deep to try and even think about. I truly hope she can "eventually" find a lasting and honest relationship, however I am not going to hold my breath. This woman is consumed with so much regret, just unbelievable she is still alive.

[@Primer9]

Damn

[@rtk90083]

Sure... absolve this women of all responsibility. Typical, if it was a man talking about how he had 6 kids and wasn't in any of their lives all you tards would be calling him what he is, a deadbeat. But since it is a women saying it you absolve her of any wrong doing and feel bad for her like she had no control.

[@fullclipaudio]

@@jacobus57 I agree. People like this are a virus and now her sickness has spread to so many other people. All of this will come to an end once we can't create money out of thin air.

[@semisweetlewis]

@@jacobus57 exactly the lack of responsibility with these broads

[@RabidDisposition]

That was her choice. She continued the cycle of neglect not just once but 6 times. She doesnt deserve sympathy, those poor children do.

[@VJones-ik6zx]

Mark I recently discovered your channel, and I cannot stop watching. I find your interviews with people of all walks of life to be more interesting than anything on television or cable. They are real people that society have forgot about...............keep it real Mark.

[@AJ-qi4yn]

You can hear the 20yrs of crack and cigarettes in her lungs

[@sofiagriffith9694]

I wish she had the same passion and love in her eyes when she was talking about her kids that she has when talking about these worthless men.

[@samsonatkins3166]

Cock makes the world go round. Unfortunately

[@ciobalina7445]

I'm not sure what to believe about her because obviously she is not capable to raise her kids, otherwise she would have custody of her. I also don't get it why she worked as a prostitute although she says she doesn't like sex that much. I feel like people don't know themselves and project a very false image of themselves that they actually believe.

[@Malrie]

Not remembering your childhood is a trauma response. Love these interviews Mark. And Thankyou for sharing your story princess

[@tambourine36]

Yes it is❤

[@DaMainDude]

"Bitches want things" - how poetic and inspiring 😂

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

Inspiring?

[@e.priest8937]

We have poetry and inspiration to keep us going in spite of the real raw truth

[@rollercoaster24]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 Theyre being sarcastic

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

@@rollercoaster24 I hope so

[@tashastidwell6915]

😳🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂i love it

[@blondie-dg2nz]

If you didn't raise your daughter you don't get the right to choose her last name. She should sign the papers. Her sisters family is her daughters family. They've raised her since birth.

[@lyssagee3464]

Agreed- also, for her to say ‘what 10 year old thinks about their last name being different’ really struck me. A lot of 10 year olds would feel some sort of way about their last name being different than the rest of their family, like they don’t belong or they’re somehow an outsider- I’ve literally heard it from kids and adults in that situation when studying/interning to be a therapist. I feel like it’s pretty selfish of her to not see that side of it.

[@BellyUpFishGarage]

She's clearly made a man who had nothing to do with the kid more important than the child. The same thing she's done with all her other kids - put random men above them.

[@justmyopinion2]

She breaks my heart. If she would seek help life would make more sense to her, maybe she would learn how to get up for work in the morning. I see a *lot* of pain in her, she's just surviving to get through another day. I hope she finds a way to heal and be a mom to her kids one day it's not too late.

[@tambourine36]

Definitely

[@tinylvis]

As an advocate for children, I can assure her that 10 year olds do pay attention to things like their last name and having one that is different than the rest of their siblings and "parents" can truly distress a kid. Not all children, of course, but her assuming that it is the adults pushing for the name change is wrong. And sad. She needs to love her child more than her need to "honor" Chuck and give that child the gift of a last name that matches the rest of their family.

[@Catalinaobregon]

Yes! “She needs to love her child more than her need to ‘honor’ Chuck and give that child the gift…” This is love in action, not just saying it.

[@alastor8091]

@@Catalinaobregon women don't love selflessly.

[@wandarask8444]

So true c

[@sean4060]

@Kelly M I like. Very nice. How much ?

[@melissab8871]

This is why I kept the last name of my ex- my child’s father- even now that I am remarried. I never wanted my child to feel bad...

[@rm-zw8fx]

The ways she talks about women, always calling us bitches, shows that the sexism in this industry has deeply affected her. So much she is talking like those sexist men that buy women. And make excuses to buy women because "if i buy a bitch dinner it's the same as paying to rape her". I hope she can move forward and love herself as a woman

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

So in general when women call themselves that and call women that means they don't love themselves?

[@rm-zw8fx]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 it's a sexist term but alot of women use it without this meaning. She clearly uses it with meaning. She literally uses it in a sexist context.

[@rm-zw8fx]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 but yes, women that always call other women bitches, basically belittling us in our existence, do not love themselves as women either.

[@JaZmine147]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 If you call another woman basically a female dog, it shows you where they put themselves as well. Beneath a human.

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

@@rm-zw8fx that's odd for some it's like the thought of a woman can be sexist never occurred to me because that's backwards

[@SisterSunshineTV]

She is a narcissist and has produced multiple children who are certain to end up messed up too. I do not find her likeable. She comes off as really manipulative

[@TiffStawberry]

I got that vibe too

[@7777VANITY]

Same here, she totally rubs me the wrong way.

[@Obiamajoyisrmd]

No one cares if you like her or not. She’s not here for you, and no one is here for you. How you feel about her says more about you than her.

[@SisterSunshineTV]

@@Obiamajoyisrmd no one cares if you like my comment or not. I am not here for you. How you feel about me says more about you than me.

[@Obiamajoyisrmd]

@@SisterSunshineTV i bet you’ll think twice before leaving another one. In fact I recommend you do. Or else. Carry on.

[@jnm2088]

The moment she said she didn’t remember a lot, my stomach drop. It’s a big ass sign of a child who grew up in a fucked up situation. Girl, write that book!

[@DaBeezKneez]

Many of us grew up in f up situations. Spare me the tears lol. We don't go around making bad choices

[@yessirki769]

@@DaBeezKneez Litrally bro this bitch is lame I don’t believe shit she saying

[@jacquelynlinn1505]

Mark. Mark. Mark!! You’ve done it again. She was very insightful and on point for me being a woman. I have some serious respect for her. I really hope the best for her. Thank you so much Mark. Get well too. You sound sick. Feel better soon. Thanks so much.

[@brandislates3382]

Oh my god!!! My son did the exact same thing once. Thank goodness I caught it quickly. I'm so sorry for your loss. My heart goes out to you

[@mikeprice8307]

Man I am so sorry about her son, May he RIP.

[@Ashhhhh220]

People are glamorizing her and admiring her forgetting completely that she abandoned 5 kids. She’s not a good person

[@Harpazo24]

Thank you so much for saying this…I’m so sick of hearing the “she’s so strong and brave” BS. Our society is decaying because of people like this and the world now glorifies it. We all go through horrible crap but most of us still try to be a positive influence.

[@jennifergannuscio6086]

I am quite sure that you fell off the PERFECT WAGON a long time ago! And God loves her for not choosing to abort these babies along with giving them to her sister for a halfway decent life!

[@Harpazo24]

@@jennifergannuscio6086 Never been on the perfect wagon and I definitely make mistakes, but at the same time my whole life isn’t defined by continually making the same mistakes which is a detriment to other people/society.

[@mrsnevens7532]

Exactly. My mom abandoned us for drugs when I was 4. I'd be disgusted if I saw ppl commenting to her how brave and self aware and blah blah she was. 🙄

[@crustinagohard9049]

​@@mrsnevens7532I'm so sorry that happened to you. No one deserves that. No one deserves to be an addict either. It makes you do things you normally would never even think about doing. And I can't speak for everyone but my boyfriend and I are both addicts and we have talked about the things we've done and how horrible of a feeling it is to abandon your morals and how shitty it feels not being able to control yourself or do anything productive or healthy. Really makes you feel like a POS

[@haydenobrien4927]

Love your work Mark. Im addicted to your channel. Love from New Zealand.

[@Gnu222]

Yep you and how many thousands of us that sub therefore support him. But ultimately it's all about his need to express himself. I am trying to remember if I've ever seen him thank anyone who watches, either in a comment or let alone a thankyou video by him! A typical artist, and though so obviously a good one, very self absorbed, very focused on his drive to produce something great, memorable and satisfying to his 'soul'. The fact that a chosen few are offered help and support is, it seems at the whim of the creator and the popularity meter or the viewers. The ' ART ' is superb at times. Maybe in the future, an organisation can be established where each and every one of these people get the sincere and serious offer of life changing support. If they then choose to turn their back on help, so be it. I really believe half of these people won't even allow themeselves to believe help offered is really REAL. They have to be taken , shown there is another way to live. A place where abuse doesn't happen. Oh DAMN what was I thinking? No such place exists in the se people's world?!?

[@renb6133]

Princess really got to me, I had such a roller coaster of emotions listening to her story. What an amazing lady, one who’s survived so much. Over & over, I see pretty much the same story. Dysfunctional family at best & horrific abuse at the worst. So many of these people hit the streets at 13. Their vile home lives set this whole process in motion. While Princess didn’t do sex work until her early twenties, she’d already been abused by so many in her “upright, religious” community. How do such kids ever stand a chance? If an adult person voluntarily chooses this life, that’s one thing. I can accept that as a valid life choice. However, so many of these stories don’t start that way. That is what breaks my heart. Princess is such a likeable person & I just wish life had been kinder to her. I sincerely hope she finds true happiness. Her life might not have been conventional but she’s a sincere & good person. I really hope life brings her a place of peace.

[@daviedood2503]

This is one thing you have to be careful of. The Rollercoaster of emotions. The push pull dynamic. It is a dysfunction, but it's something that can get people addicted to them. You may also feel sorry for them and want to help, but those are the ones that end up burning you in the end and very badly. They use their stories to get u to invest in some form or fashion. The more u invest even emotionally, the more u stick with them and they pull u under with them. It's hard not to bc u have a good heart and just want to help, and they look for people like that. The up and down emotions affect the person because they're subconsciously addicted to the chaos. They may have come from a dysfunctional home themselves but played the role of the peace keeper, the people pleaser. Just do what they want so they don't yell and argue, break things etc. This makes good people want to help them. They're addicted to trying to get THEM to see what YOU see in them. Butntheyll never see it bc they don't feel about themselves they way you want them to. So u stay longer trying and trying and it never happens. In the end you get emotionally shattered bc u became TRAUMA BONDED to them.

[@juliacain9209]

Thank you

[@IbraCareca]

Sad that childhood trauma affects us as grown ups without us even knowing that. I’m happy that she has found love in her life ..

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

😔 sadly true statement

[@muhammades20]

Stop sitting around crying about your past 🙄

[@irishincal1019]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 23rd

[@redwolfmedia1276]

She admitted she never had a traumatic childhood. Supposedly some older guy at Church came at her one time. Thus woman is just a lying,Sociopathic P.O.S!

[@heatherh.197]

@Muhammad Facts the past was painful Mr. Muhammad Facts sir. Have some compassion in dem bones of yers.

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

I love how she tells her story, but when she said "he only hit me one time, not making excuses, but he was a good man" I was like why do we as women make excuses for men who put their hands on us?? One time or 20, it is NEVER okay!! I wish her well and hopes she gets to that point of happiness that she so richly deserves ❤

[@johndoe-wt4ui]

The point is even tho he hit her it doesn’t make him a bad person

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

@@johndoe-wt4ui Yes. I get that, and he may very well Be a good person, but hitting is Never, Ever going to be okay or an excuse....just from personal experience. He still needs help for that so as not to repeat it in the future

[@beforeyourimmigrants8471]

Unfortunately it is necessary at times. Humans need to be disciplined when they are out of order.

[@bmd1825]

Do you think possibly there was more to it than he just punched her? She’s not exactly in a profession that makes her credible and listen to how she talks about her dad. I don’t believe all women..😎😎

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

@@bmd1825 I think even if she provoked it, he shouldn't have hit her. There's plenty of other ways he could have communicated his displeasure with whatever the situation was, and we only see a 15-20 minute clip so Idk....who knows???

[@Brynowyn]

Her pain and truth are crystal clear. Thank you for sharing Princess

[@lisahinton9682]

I loved the ending: "If you think maybe you shouldn't do it, don't do it. if there is any question in your mind, don't do it." Wise words, those.

[@jolenesjourney8517]

This channel always reminds me of how incredible some people are, how strong and how every single one of us has a story!! God Bless us all!!

[@patriciavasara1051]

"All men pay for women, whereas is taking a bitch for dinner or whatever", she talks in very derogatory terms about women. There's a lot of self loading and internalized hatred for herself as a woman.

[@Jasahaful]

It's the culture. You'd never understand

[@mirabella2154]

What do you expect from a prostitute? 🤦

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

@@mirabella2154 Do you know her?? Or you know prostitutes in general?? Give us some knowledge on these prostitutes....🤔🤔

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

Yup, lots of women support their families, nobody is paying nothing for their « pu$$y » because it’s not for sale.

[@LordsNeverWorry32212]

No, she knows her own. It’s all truth. We live in a society where women think they’re talented because they get half naked on social media and put their CashApps in their bios

[@sidsiva3073]

why the hell would she give birth to 5 kids knowing that she will not be providing them the good life.

[@MsFlamingFlamer]

yeah, that's where my compassion for folks like this ends. Birth control is easy as fuck to get. I was on birth control all my teens and twenties and it works.

[@tambourine36]

Birth control people. Why don't people use it? I'm not sure why.

[@tambourine36]

​@@MsFlamingFlameragreed

[@xxxxxx-tq4mw]

Cavalierly dropping kids and letting somebody else take responsibility for them is not a very admirable trait.

[@michellerjackson5776]

Not at all

[@belladivision9320]

Sometimes letting someone else take care of the children is the best decision.

[@lisafrankenstein3657]

Should she still have custody you fucking dumbass?

[@kendallpryor4784]

So much wisdom expressed in this interview. I feel your pain regarding lasting effects of childhood molestation, which is the exact source of continued traumas. Be blessed and know that you're admired.

[@marylougeorge9890]

😉👍❤️

[@sebastianbate7835]

Admired for what? Having a bunch of kids with gang members, creating shitty lives for them? You can learn from her without admiring her.

[@kendallpryor4784]

@@sebastianbate7835 admired for being able to share her story, there is wisdom in that. If you don't understand, then...

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

Women who look for love in men instead of within themselves will end up badly, period.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Not necessarily, but the same goes for men, and not necessarily.

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

@@thematriarchy2075 yes, necessarily. Other people don’t fill the void, you need to fill it by yourself for yourself, otherwise you give your power away, your own life away, your own gifts away.

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@vacheriedevacherie1959 There are people who are capable of showing you love, and not be on a power trip. Love is taught, not made by ourselves, so it is possible to grow from others.

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

@@thematriarchy2075 very few people can actually love, most people want to use you, oh they won’t admit it of course, but beside family for me love is very rare to find. Wanting the best for the other person and not only for oneself is not something men in general are not able to do in my experience.

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

....

[@howardmitchell5108]

Watching these videos gave me better understanding of not judging people..some people sins are easily seen and others are hidden.

[@Krulle37]

Same here but i find it hard to not judge this one tbh

[@marylougeorge9890]

Absolutely.👍

[@sherrycrippen1207]

@@Krulle37 what makes this one easier to judge? Just curious after watching it.

[@genoelch]

Her being called a vet and the way she described the interaction is a textbook way to form one's identity. Shes being granted leadership without claiming it, thus reinforcing her identity.

[@hobbitmansstash]

A lot of credit to you mark for holding your composure throughout all these interviews. Because I'm sure your emotions do rise to the surface sometimes but you keep them in your head.

[@annieseaside]

I expect he has cried silently. After 15 years of hearing these horrific stories I bet it is hard to shock him. He is ripe for burnout and yet somehow he isn’t. I know he works out 365 days a year, but I don’t know how he processes the pain. I wonder too how he can endure the glamour cocktail parties of the “Beautiful People”’in LA. Most humans could not do this.

[@andrewomar9887]

Marque is ok. don't worry about him.

[@dreadfullguppy19]

men who pay usually abused and unfortunate ladies for sexual services are kidding themselves if they think that it's not perpetuating a cycle of misery and abuse..I've been married twice and been in another 3 long term relationships..when she talks about paying for it one way or another..I understand exactly what she means..but life is about looking for a partner and a mate..you try with someone and it doesn't work out..that's just life..you both cared about each other and genuinely tried and that's all that matters. The life she's living isn't really a life at all-its really sad.

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

The term "who hurt you" is related to tricks and pimps

[@jeromelove1284]

She sees a relationship as a business..you have to understand she thinking like a prostitute.

[@mcmaizen]

You are from the square world. Her former pimp instilled some good ism on this one

[@lilaworley8935]

Well said.

[@HeyItsMeChelseyOnYouTube]

I hate myself (I’m in therapy, working on it) and I’ve come pretty far in my nearly 34 years. You can still get by even when you are mean to yourself and just floating through life. It’s not ideal, but it is what it is. I’ve also loved a lot of people, regardless of my self hate. So I’m not sure how true the adage of “You can’t love anyone else until you love yourself” is honestly.

[@realtalk7832]

It's true. You don't even know how badly you're shorting yourself.

[@tinawartemann6556]

Sending you positive vibes, in friendship. Regards from Oz.

[@Nikolebichon]

Once you love yourself you’ll see the way you love others becomes way healthier.

[@simjam1980]

That's probably more like lust, codependancy etc, rather than love.

[@stephenreese5921]

This woman explained a lot to me. While I understood her mental anguish, I also understood what I knew to be true about the woman I loved. My love, told me she didn’t get much out of sex. I tried to show her that I wouldn’t be a man who would force her into sex. I wanted an emotional connection more than a sexual receptacle. After two weeks, she withdrew her emotions. I tried to reassure her that I wasn’t a guy who would cheat on her. She withdrew even more. As she withdrew, so did I. Unfortunately she left me. Broke my heart. I still love her, unreturned, now some fifty years later. Now I know she never could love me because she was broken. I would never be able to repair her.

[@tambourine36]

Good that you have come to that conclusion. It can be heartbreaking to not understand why someone can't love you back. Good for you for being so kind.

[@lisakrieg3076]

Six kids?! This woman is justifying her abandoning her kids, ridiculous! She’s SHAMELESS, sorry but that’s truth. So many woman should never even flirt with the idea of bringing a child into this world. SMH…..Thankyou Mark~

[@jamesquinn6424]

Ohhhh so you are perfect? Why come to this channel with intentions of judging? That’s weird af, Lisa.

[@lisakrieg3076]

@@jamesquinn6424 At what point did I say I was perfect? I don't come here with intent of judgment..but it is a free forum to voice opinions and thoughts. Apologies if I offended you. I'm not here to ridicule but hey when it's as clear as it is...I call it as I see it .....

[@debcollins8231]

Six? I agree. I do not understand how people keep bringing children into the world when they cannot even provide for one.

[@lisakrieg3076]

@Deb Collins PERFECTLY STATED! ITS HORRIBLE BECAUSE ITS THE KIDS WHO SUFFER TERRIBLY 🙏🙏

[@debcollins8231]

@@lisakrieg3076 Exactly. I too had an abusive childhood and addicted to drugs. A day at a time through NA, my husband and I have been clean since 03/07/1991. During active addiction, I made darn sure not to get pregnant and birth control was easily available and free even back then. I then waited three more years before getting pregnant. I think in many states the morning after pill is free. There is no excuse for it to happen even once. SIX times ??? My heart breaks for these children.

[@Monzta]

She said the n-word very natural

[@viralbuthow000]

She's been in South Central.

[@Monzta]

@@viralbuthow000 it didn't seem racist but people who know her, that aren't close to her may feel some type of way

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

@@Monzta timestamp..

[@Monzta]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 15:40

[@SB-uw3fe]

She speaks ebonics, staying classy.

[@unencumberedeliquent]

Her interview is the first one I've believed in probably the last 3 months. I relate to Sonya, I was homeless and addicted to crystal and heroin on the streets of Seattle for awhile, no one checking up on me, parents hadn't talked to me in years at that point. Men prey on women probably 80 percent more if they are caught without another dude. I always tried to have my boyfriend around me but sometimes he'd be in jail or we would get separated for days. Women experience homelessness are so susceptible to murder and rape. I've seen some crazy fucked up stuff on the street. This girl has balls, she needs to get out.

[@Luna_MorningStar]

How are you doing now? I've gotten addicted to drugs aswell but I'm finally sober now

[@derrickbrown5421]

00p

[@Kristemamber81]

Your daughter wants her name changed- let her. Chuck is gone. Let her live her life without his dark cloud.

[@lilaworley8935]

I'll leave this here for her children, in case they find themselves reading the comments here about their birth mother..... “Family dysfunction rolls down from generation to generation, like a fire in the woods, taking down everything in its path until one person in one generation has the courage to turn and face the flames. That person brings peace to their ancestors and spares the children that follow.” T Real 🔥 You have a choice. Be the fire fighter. Turn and face the raging inferno... she wasn't able to face. Her abandonment of you is NOT your fault. It's not a reflection of your worth. You can rewrite this legacy and the lies of your family of origin. Don't be like your mother. Her perceptions and opinions are flawed. She HAD an opportunity to help a child avoid the choices she's made... But she failed the opportunity. Her statements are hypocritical to you. Your perceptions are valid. Her mental health is unhealthy. None of what she's saying is real or normal. You know that. And you're stronger than she is. BE the opposite of her. Choose to BE the change you wished to see. Differentiate from this toxic family of origin. Face the flames. You're not alone. 🔥

[@thematriarchy2075]

Wow. You write about family disfunction, but can't seem to understand what a cycle really means. The irony of your comment.. smh. So full of judgement you are, and you don't seem to truly understand cycles. Princess was that child you are talking to, so no need for this nasty comment.

[@lilaworley8935]

@@thematriarchy2075 why are you so triggered? I'm writing this for her 16 year old. Go do a 12 step so you learn how to "take what you want and leave the rest".... You lacking any regard for this woman's children is seriously disturbing

[@emm2937]

@@lilaworley8935 on point as usual! Well said! ♥️

[@thematriarchy2075]

@@lilaworley8935 I am triggered about you not seeing the full picture. Thinking you are leaving support for a child, but at the same time completely trashing the mother. It is a fake form of empathy. And, you always leave judgemental comments about interviewees with children, so that must trigger you, and that's fine, but stop the fake empathy, please.

[@natashanka]

I can’t love this enough. So accurate and true and well said.

[@hobbitmansstash]

This woman is a mess

[@nullusanxietas2379]

Princess if you ever read this, your dad isn't worth shit. You're worth more than a hundred of him. Literally. Abusive hyper-religious assholes are a dime a dozen. Real people who have *lived* like you are priceless. I hope you follow your bliss and find a place of safety and contentment with you man. 💖 From Straya.

[@incantationsbykaryn]

Now you're talking. This, makes sense and it's very true. I lived among these women on the street as a hardcore drug addict. They were beautiful people most of them and were treated horribly. I hope they are all living the best way they can today, I think of them often.

[@nullusanxietas2379]

@@incantationsbykaryn Damn. I hope you're finding or in recovery. Just surviving is valid too though! Anyway, I have to agree with you. Some of the best of us are on the street, it sucks. I hope you have a roof over your head. Stay safe out there. 💖❤💖

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

@@nullusanxietas2379 I wonder why people have children if they're going to be awful to them

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 Having children in most societies is seem as a badge of life progression. Being ABLE to have children doesn't mean it's a good thing to. Just like someone with violent tendencies being able to pull a trigger doesn't mean they should have a gun. See what I mean?

[@antoinelyons5323]

Karyn F glad you doing better

[@mirabella2154]

I feel absolutely sorry for her children having her as a "mother".

[@seltzermint5]

Me too. I feel like it's so normal and typical for a 16 yr old girl to freak out and wanna leave, it definitely speaks more about her own adolescence and those lasting effects from having this biological mother than the caregiver aunt and family.

[@thematriarchy2075]

Good thing the fathers are there to raise their children.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@seltzermint5 I was worried something happened to the daughter. Of all the stories of run aways they all seem to being running away from some kind of abuse.💔

[@lilaworley8935]

@@marylougeorge9890 I'm so confused.... Why aren't you offended and virtue signaling with your friend 'the Matriarchy' over here on this comment? Where's the outrage? The moral grandstanding?

[@Biden666]

@@marylougeorge9890 kids don’t just run away due to abuse.

[@Chuffin_ell]

The street can keep this one

[@monicdavis6150]

Welp. This is life on the street. I hope people can learn something from this. Not all her fault but, fathers and mothers do better or use birth control.

[@lisakrieg3076]

Said perfectly 👍🙂

[@kjhi98]

I love your videos & channel Mark. An observation as a foreigner looking in; is that it seems that human life in the US has little value unless you have lots of money.

[@meganthemom]

Perfect observation.

[@661creolequeen]

@@kamaddox it is his observation an unfortunately he is right.

[@leahcox6055]

Except the value of life increases while the fetus in the womb. I think vulnerable children and working parents are a pedophiles dream. But of course churchies will tell you all human life is sacrosanct but pedophiles are in churches daycares and families so yeah money or flesh makes the world turn. US is no different

[@claudiedaudie143]

She’s great !! I really enjoyed her energy and hearing her speak. I hope you are feeling better Mark❤️

[@sebastianbate7835]

It baffles me how many women in the comment section say they "admire her". Quite scary tbh. You can learn from her WITHOUT admiring her, learn from her experience. This woman had 6 kids with a bunch of gang members, ruining their lives. Her 16 year old daugther already ran away from her sisters stable house (and she seems lowkey proud of it). There is nothing to admire. She has made a lot of bad things, and is beginning to take responsability. That's it.

[@Biden666]

amen

[@pmp1337]

preach

[@lisafrankenstein3657]

People are multifaceted. You can admire someone and be disgusted by them too

[@honeybunn_deluxxe]

She's an awesome storyteller 🙂

[@zodglubby]

I love when they say the way they cant stand tricks, (and literally cringe) "maybe its cause they know they aint shit?" and love men who beat the shit out of them and take all their money. Its so raw and honest.and sadly the truth

[@momoneyindabank4]

Women respect men with power.

[@vacheriedevacherie1959]

@@momoneyindabank4 according to you. I respect honest and kind-hearted people. Power is nothing if you use it wrongly.

[@marylougeorge9890]

It's about living a life trying to get the approval and love you never got from your abusive parent. Trying to change your history. 😢💔😢💔

[@zodglubby]

@@momoneyindabank4 Totally agree, it is reality

[@heatherbukowski2102]

@@momoneyindabank4 power, sure. but that's a big umbrella term. personally I don't like the type of power that beats the fuck out of me. that has to do with trauma, not being female.

[@RileyBanksWho]

10 seconds in and she's already exposed 75% of the dating scene 😂

[@hoodpriestessphilosophy7669]

Rather than demanding this woman (and countless others) take all of the responsibility for where they end up, let's also hold men responsible. The amount of women who have stories like these is heartbreaking, disgusting, disturbing (you pick your word). And it needs to change. Men, you can do better. Do better. Start now. Today. Take responsibility. Be men worthy of the respect you command!

[@belladivision9320]

There are so many men in this world he cannot keep their hands or genitals to themselves is inconceivable. They cause multi generational damage

[@DaBeezKneez]

Feminist much?

[@Biden666]

@@DaBeezKneez trick much 😆

[@kfmeighty9]

This all she good at

[@Obiamajoyisrmd]

80% of the viewers here are women. And despite some being very positive and supportive, their is a overwhelming number of women here that are obnoxious and extremely judgmental of the guests sharing their stories. My wife watches them and sees some comments as well, and has shared the same sentiments with me. Women should support themselves, be better themselves, and be better for others. Men should do the same. Trying to shift “moral responsibility” onto men is futile, when women can’t be responsible and supportive of themselves first. I’m a cis male, married with children. I see this woman and it breaks my heart. I want to jump into the screen and just save her. And I instantly think about my daughters. Then I read a handful of comments from women who are posting such negative comments about these women. The change you want starts with you. You want men to respect you, first respect yourself. When men read these comments seeing other women disrespecting this female guest, you think men are going to come along and do something different because of your comment? Your energy would be better served 1) speaking positively about these women, and 2) not bashing these women. She has a child who surely has access to YT and will read how nasty some women are to her own mom. It’s deplorable.

[@mauricemartin2982]

Wow the dysfunction is real.

[@sandras2624]

i've been back to this channel after some time, and i've seen a ridiculous amount of people writing things as "people should stop victimize themselves" and "drug abuse/homelessness is a choice, break out of it" and whatnot... and let me just tell you: if you might be one of those people: then ask yourself if that isn't a bit horrible of you to say? i get that people want to see the "success stories", about the survivors that are able to create a better life for themselves - but that is not for YOUR benefit if they do. and it's not realistic either of you to assume that it's all about willpower or whatever. what i've learned is that in most of the cases, wanting to hear the "success stories" is just a selfish thing from people that haven't experienced trauma themselves. i get sick of it. so, yes - you categorizing some people broken or non-broken, is just horrible. people need proper help to heal trauma, and some people don't have the access to that help, for thousands of different reasons. are those people an inconvenience to you? pls, just don't say stuff like that.

[@incantationsbykaryn]

👏👏👏👏👏

[@kendallpryor4784]

drops mic, you hit the nail on the head

[@ddz1375]

Thank you Sandra. The hurtful comments and flippant attitudes bother me as well. Thank you very much again for stating this fact and for letting people know what the truth is. I'm a survivor I've many different traumas self-induced and otherwise. It's damn hard to get out of that hole and I'm still climbing honey. Thanks again bless you

[@Mohjoe62]

A great comment.I have the same opinion.Thank you for writing that.Love fom germany

[@maureenmcconnell5592]

Freedom of speech

[@momoneyindabank4]

What's bad for women like this is they rarely if ever flip the money and become an Andrew Carnegie. They look up and think of all the money they made and trauma they experience and wake up an older woman with a bunch of war stories. Worst is all the money made a little old anything to show for it. Her customer service skills are probably horrible at this point. Plan til the end.

[@SB-uw3fe]

Basically none of them have anything to show for it especially if they are handing it over to their scummy pimp boyfriends.

[@pambeforethestorm9784]

What's bad is there's Always someone to run straight to the comments to tell That person's story when they don't know them at all.....like how do you judge a person's Life story from a 15-20 minute clip?? 🤔🤔😳🙄🙄

[@momoneyindabank4]

@@SB-uw3fe They still don't even when no pimp is involved.

[@2blackcatz426]

Well....fyi, as an ex sex worker I can prove you wrong! I don't think I'll even bother telling you why. Get your facts right before making such comments

[@jacquelynlinn1505]

@@pambeforethestorm9784 yep. And here’s the “one”. There’s always a “one”. Judgement is so easy to hand out. But not ever wanted to be taken. I’m like- listen to her, feel what you feel for her, hope when it’s your turn ( to be judged) someone is kind to you. Not too likely though right?! Thanks for this truth here.

[@-ZoZo-86]

Bless her heart, there is always light at the end of the tunnel ❤️ keep on keeping on, you’ve got this.

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

I wish that statement was true for every single human being that's trying to do good and work their ass off

[@-ZoZo-86]

@@thecrownoffusion8420 me too!

[@billymack333]

She is just going to grow old and bitter... selling your soul and giving away your children is shit that you never make peace with. She seems smart and I wish her the best.

[@tiffanyhoward9935]

I always try and picture their actual relationship with their children and their families. Like, what stories and excuses do they feed their families.

[@Biden666]

the same excuses lies and manipulations they feed the people commenting under these videos usually.

[@tiffanyhoward9935]

@@Biden666 Oh, I bet the excuses and lies to family is much worse than we witness here. Of course, I’m speculating but I bet I’m not far off.

[@MrsBee-uo2lc]

It is such a shame that people nowadays do not understand how absolutely beautiful monogamy is. I used to be a stripper and the biggest cheater there was and then I met my husband. We have been together for 15 years and I can't even imagine having sex with anybody else. People nowadays just throw relationships away when they get difficult instead of growing and learning what true love really is. It's not always easy but if you can get through to the other side better than what you had to start with.

[@LlLl-lh8ol]

How did you change? And what made him so different to you?

[@rossginn1171]

100’s of interviews later and I’m at my first,,,,,,,, yuck!! Willingly made bad decisions her entire life with no excuse. Then she resents her own family for stepping up to care for her children! Give me a break,,,, Pretty BOLD to basically admit to choosing that life over raising her kids. Princess 🤢🤮

[@parentsbasement7734]

Ya I'm with ya on this one, she's a bullshit artist just pulling another con. And she'll be on to the next. She made all these choices it's everyone else's fault blah blah.

[@friendorfoe5761]

I agree. She needs to be happy her children are being raised by a doctor sister instead of abusive foster care

[@sandife4nandes365]

I feel bad for her daughter not being able to feel like she was part of a family. At the age of 10, she was old enough.

[@steveng1624]

So many girls been molested while growing up messes their mind. I hope the best for her in every way !!

[@thematriarchy2075]

Boys too. And not all people who experienced abuse have a messed up head.

[@917hazel]

Thank you to both of you. Appreciate the honesty.

[@KiAirah87]

You are an incredible, wise, beautiful woman. I feel so much of your struggles living as a human, with trauma and the fall out of it.

[@kickingfatality]

she has absolutely gorgeous eyes. Well spoken, confident, Intelligent. Shes very pretty over all. But you can see the hurt she's bottling up.

[@LordsNeverWorry32212]

I see gullible people like you in these comments all the time. Easily fooled by a pretty face and slick talker. This woman has no confidence considering how she treats herself and others around her. She doesn’t even take care of her kids.

[@chipsammich2078]

Torn out folks.. lol yeah lady call them what you want.. Thats your pimp.. This lady has done so much bad and has no regrets.. Sorry she's not a good person people

[@jerichostevens2711]

remember, there's two sides to every story, and there is such a thing as someone just being a plain bad seed.

[@modaciouslav4792]

I’m not so convinced on some of these stories being true

[@marylougeorge9890]

I'm not sure being a bad seed is all that common. I was the black sheep/disgrace by my Japanese mom because I didn't do my best in school. Also I was a disappointment because I was timid, shy. If you try as a young child to please your parents but you have so much fear/anxiety you can't move, talk or think, you give up and go the opposite direction. Good chance that anxiety was a result of situations. She said her dad was abusive.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@doingsomethingdifferentnow3705 Childhood trauma, usually sexual abuse often leads to substance abuse and prostitution.

[@kayleighearl9408]

@@doingsomethingdifferentnow3705The most annoying part of what you’ve said is how plain wrong you are, and how I don’t have all day to explain to you why.

[@marylougeorge9890]

@@doingsomethingdifferentnow3705 I said, usually and often. I disagree on the bad seed as in my 70 years I have learned too much about how trauma has affected individuals.

[@warmachine1770]

No sympathy for her,whose not a victim?

[@venetia6296]

You are being selfish with your daughter amongst other things.

[@tamara1819]

This girl LOVES her Mom, Loves her family … has a “Father wound”.. prayers from WA 🙏🏻❤️

[@amylake8499]

Prime example of somebody running from themselves.Get clean and stay clean then lets hear about your life being on life terms.Your strong but weak.Find your worth girl💞🙏

[@jujujouet7944]

Just caught the old flick "Monster" starring Charlize Theron. It was so creepy to watch how she would catch dates on the highway & then how creepy & weird various "tricks" were. No wonder sex workers have such a hard core attitude as no one who is soft & sensitive would ever be able to survive. Plus, its so weird how sexual predators seem to know when a child has been sexually abused & somehow have a perverted radar system to prey on youngsters. So when she said that old men somehow were really attracted to her, it reminded me of that.

[@Mark-gn5rw]

I thought same thing. Agreed

[@transgoddess31]

I disagree. High end escorts can be soft and demure. The clientele they meet are way more background checked. It's really on the street where they gotta be hard

[@zentatonic]

"How the F do people get up every day and go to work?" I've been at the same job 21 years, working six days a week. And I wish I could answer that one LOL

[@lisakrieg3076]

She refers to women as “Bitches” oh, that’s nice….this is one hard “bitch”..Thankyou as usual Mark..🙏🏻

[@lynnehuff9659]

Bitches and hoes, really grates on my nerves. Those words are acceptable now in many settings. It is sad.

[@mantia39]

She's absolutely correct. Nothing is free. She's an old soul. Strong as hell. Crazy as he'll too. She should write a book. Definitely intelligent.

[@yessirki769]

A book on what exactly? How to be a slut?

[@susancarver7339]

I was waiting for her to break down. Sounded like she has it all together ect...there’s no way you can live the life she has ; children; losing loved ones and not get emotional. I sure hope for her new partner that he gets her and her ways.

[@daviedood2503]

She's too emotionally damaged. It's sad too. It'll never work. Folks who DON'T have this kinda past end up in a 80% divorce rate, so imagine this? I feel bad for her, but there's nothing u can really do. Therapy "may" help some, but not that much to really make a difference. It's help her to stay alive and not "quit" if u get what I mean. So she can stay alive for hee children. Also men don't want to be with a single mom. Even more so now days.

[@Bdamazyn]

@@daviedood2503 I want to disagree with you. But this is the soft underbelly truth. Sometimes the truth hurts.

[@theylied1776]

I keep hearing this same complaint (at 7:16 in this video) from Strippers and Prostitutes on this channel. Music is glamorizing sex work to the point that women who would have never considered it an option ten years ago are jumping into it. It's basic Keynesian economics. The larger the supply (women), the cheaper the price (sex).

[@MsFlamingFlamer]

I've known strippers and prostitutes for over a decade (long story). Most of them blame the proliferation of heroin on how many girls are in sex work and have dropped their prices to nothing.

[@fernkitty]

How sad to be so defined by men, your entire existence revolving around them. This just depressed the shit out of me.

[@natalyamoore3642]

this is my hg mom’s friend , she’s amazing and fun person . Will always keep it real but will make you smile .

[@marylougeorge9890]

A person who purposely makes you smile is someone who deeply understands pain.

[@barrylee55]

Intelligent… pretty. The damage done to children has life long consequences for the traumatized children and for society as a whole. Despicable humans who should have never reproduced ….

[@seefeelsixtynine]

many layers of denial and contradiction in her story..frustrating to hear the lack of insight or acknowledgement into the role that Crack played in her life, and harm she caused her children..the so-called boyfriend was no doubt a pimp..as usual Mark fails to ask any challenging questions

[@dcshortwave]

Like... what?

[@dcshortwave]

Offer solutions instead of complaints, might be better received...

[@annieseaside]

David Mark is a Photographer not a Social Worker. He is not there to save them. The point of this channel is to start conversations with us and those we speak with about what we watch. It is to show us the people we threw away are humans and deserve dignity. It is to encourage us to act in our town with our outcasts. He has a set list of questions. It is was it is. Also, he helps every day and has tried to save countless people. He offers all of them the assistance they are willing to utilize. What they do with that is their choice. What we are doing today to help another human less fortunate is up to us. How will you help another human today? How will you offer of yourself to another?

[@dcshortwave]

@@annieseaside BUT Mark has improved his game from day 1; why try to shut down further improvements? Everyone's got opinions, just like assholes. I'll keep watching either way!

[@seefeelsixtynine]

@@annieseaside I dont know Annie..sometimes i think that we, the viewers, are no different from the tricks (voyeurs into the lives of the unfortunate) and that Mark is a clever pimp, finessing a pile of money, through parading these poor souls and re-cycling their stories for our morbid fascination..

[@natewrites7803]

This woman has an armour shell she's created around her to protect herself, understandably, but you can also tell there's still a heart in there. She reminds me of Jema from Sons of Anarchy.

[@joys3700]

The pain is real. The chance she has mental health issues is very probable. If she continues on the path of self care and sobriety she will make it. She is so strong. Believe in yourself and you will succeed.

[@Obiamajoyisrmd]

15:44 - I wasn’t ready for her to drop the N word so freely like that. Great interview though. Wish her continued progress!

[@jeffb.140]

some folks have real problems not this crybaby shit

[@brandiva96]

When she said I was talking to my Mom about this other day because my daughter had ran away from home.....the cycle sadly keeps going until someone can break it.

[@Nessa_1990]

I want to let you know, Princess, that you are beautiful--inside and out, worthy, intelligent, and (at least seem) 100% honest. I appreciate that so much. I'm so sorry you went through all of these events. I lost a lot of people as well, and the reasons were all over the place, such as suicide, substance abuse, overdose, cardiac arrest, eating disorders, and/or extremely severe and a multitude of chronic health issues. I feel your pain. I lost my best friend and sibling to suicide because of depression and was living at my adoptive parents' home. I was very upset when my adoptive father wouldn't ta I love the glass house reference. My parents (but mostly my mother) are narcissists who never took responsibility or accountability for any of the trauma I experienced as a child, and that experience followed me. No one knew about the verbal/mental and somewhat physical abuse, but you better bet she deflected. Good times ;-) It's funny; everyone always tells me I should write a book due to all of the insane, traumatic, and unbelievable things that have happened in my life. You *should* write a book/memoir. Thank you again for your candor and detailed answers without avoiding the truth.

[@MKE_Mike]

"I think I can fix people". LOL, you can't even fix yourself.

[@davesteadman1226]

I love this girl! She has a natural sense of humor and really should write a book!!!

[@sueanderson7108]

I like this lady. She deserves love and stability and peace. I think we could be besties cuz I could listen to her all day. She's awesome!

[@AshleyExtremeCouponer]

Our brain blocks out traumatic events. When your childhood was traumatic you block it out. I personally tried so hard to change things for the next generation. Unfortunately no matter what I did things still turned negative for them.

[@ItsFreshItsAnne]

I understand..I really do. Do not, however, blame yourself. All you can do is make every day you meet hereafter, one in working which you are a beacon of hope to them. ❤️

[@thecrownoffusion8420]

How could and how did you try to change an entire generation?

[@incantationsbykaryn]

Unfortunately the cycle of abuse continues to the generations despite anything you may have tried to do to change it. Don't listen to dumbass people who comment and don't know what they're talking about. There's a lot of people that try to change the patterns of their family through the generations to eliminate abuse that has been rampant through their family for generations. Remember, these people are sick and some of this type of sickness is genetic and some of it is learned and environmental. Do not blame yourself for doing the best you could with what you had. We can only do that much and as long as you try every day to be a little better than you were the day before then you're doing all right. It takes a lot of guts to say what you said so thank you for sharing that personal information, your comment will help more people than you think.

[@deenag7158]

Why "bitches"? Respect yourself, girl There is a whole other world out here!

[@skyking228]

Hope Bear considers doing an interview when he gets out. Looks like California is going to have more early releases from prison than last year btw. Always interesting, thanks!

[@zzbudzz]

That should work out great for the people of California ! 🤦

[@mshaitiansensation]

I just stumbled across this channel & this is the 1st interview I watched in full. I hope she gets the healing & love she deserves.

[@mikedoyle5901]

Sounds like one bad decision after the next. Just a matter of time before she runs into the wrong pimp or trick.

[@chanted1558]

Swept down a river of PTSD