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sorry for the long hiatus.
i've spent the past month hiding out from everyone and everything. i was in a very dark place but i am beginning to feel better. i'm glad to be back making videos.

[@peterpauliepan]

It's not our first tango, darkness and I but it makes it easier knowing there is something good on the other side.

[@suepete]

Nice video. I understand what you mean about slowing down and sensing your limits. It really helps you do more in the longrun. I know this firsthand as well. Hang in there kiddo.

[@peterpauliepan]

I hope you are well and thanks for the well wishes.

[@peterpauliepan]

Thank you.

[@peterpauliepan]

It has taken a long cycle of me pushing too hard and crashing to get to this point...just when I think I've one upped the monster it throws me a curve. So you are a warrior too?

[@peterpauliepan]

I'm glad to hear from you...I have been wondering where you were. I understand though, take your time...we'll still be here and you know where to find me if you need anything.

[@peterpauliepan]

Thank you for the thoughts they mean so much to us. I guess you missed me huh? :)

[@peterpauliepan]

You are very welcome...I think I've got the bug again and should be back posing.

[@peterpauliepan]

Thanks.

[@darlingtester1982]

Hello Honey, I am so happy that you are back in youtube, I was worried about you but i am relifive you are well, let me know about your seizures Hugs Kisses Love You Lots Have you got msn or yahoo messager? Take Care Stewart

[@peterpauliepan]

Thank you. I hope to update the seizure vid soon. I have AIM and it's the same user name.

[@peterpauliepan]

Yea, it's nice to be out...but it provides a lot of perspective and that isn't always a bad thing. I'll try not to keep you guys hanging by a thread anymore.

[@peterpauliepan]

I'm sorry I had you worried but I'm glad to be back. Thanks for caring.

[@peterpauliepan]

glad to be back.