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[@Flint1545]

The cold was the worst part for me too... I wore mittens and hats going to bed, and layers upon layers of clothes to school. I never want to feel that cold again. Even now, being healthier, I am always so afraid of getting cold. :( Mostly because that's what I remember most from that awful time...

[@bsc215]

I will most certainly be praying for you. I have heard wonderful things about Remuda and am glad you are making the decision to go, as difficult as that is. Stay strong, my dear. I know you can do this!

[@bloodbuddy7]

Good luck! You seem like such a nice person, I really hope that inpatient helps you. You seem to be going in with a positive mindset and a desire to get better, and thats one of the most important things. I'm still recovering from my bulimia, and its can be a long journey, but its really worth it, though there'll be a time where it seems like it never will be. You deserve to be well and happy, and I really hope they help you get there xx

[@paledreams]

I'm just so glad you can recognize that you aren't truly living and that you aren't healthy. you are awesome and I'm so glad you're doing this!

[@gofigure1221]

Remuda is AMAZING!! one of my best friends went there and had an incredible experience and it really helped her in recovery... I know how scared you must be, but know that it is for the best. you are going to do incredible girl- praying for you sweetheart!

[@xbornindiex]

I am so proud of you for making this decision - such an amazing step! I would be more then happy to write you a letter if you want :) You will be always in my thoughts and I am praying for you - I know you have the strength to get through this precious! I love you so much. We are behind you every step of the way! Please keep updating us!

[@pantheonpedant]

Good luck! I don't think we're ever "ready" for treatment - at least I know I never have been...but sometimes it's just about jumping in feet first and realizing that you'll be okay. You look so tired in this video, Rae...just wishing you well and hoping that your strength comes back soon - I know it will. xo -Lucy

[@college201311]

hey girly! I am so glad you are going to try and get better at Remuda. I am so sorry that all these health issues have happened. I totally agree on the "you'll still be yourself just skinner" thing. I wish you the best of luck! I love writing letters so you can pretty much guarantee you will be getting one from me. I know that it is scary but you have a ton of people's support and you can get through it!

[@Flint1545]

Hang in there! Everything will be okay. Take it day by day. Commit to recovery, get some support, and slowly you will get better and the cold will go away. Recovery takes a long time and it may seem hopeless but slowly things will change for you. It took me 4 to 5 years to recover.

[@kbsydney]

I'm sorry you aren't going well but I'm glad you are going to treatment. Hope everything goes well, even though I know it will be tough! Will be thinking of you.

[@ALISONxxxxxx]

I will be thinking of you. You've made the right decision, Remuda will give you your life back! *hugs*

[@zuzka77777]

Good luck, Ragan! You can beat this. I believe in you. Also, I think your physical symptoms are really scary, so it would probably be good if you could start the treatment ASAP.... Take care of yourself, please.

[@MashaMaryMaria]

ED's are so weird. Logically you know its dangerous and horrible but at the same time its soo hard to let go. All I know is that there are a bunch of people who watch you so when you come back from recovery and you will be a great inspiration! How long will you be gone?

[@bloodbuddy7]

(Continued from below) Also, I will so write to you if it helps! I'm in the UK- would you like a royal wedding style postcard or something? :P Also that thing with the fingernails used to happen to me because my circulation was quite bad. Your physical symptoms sound scary :( Again, all my best wishes, you can overcome this! xx

[@itskaleena]

that's exactly how I was and am now:(

[@justwanabebeautiful]

i will be praying 4 u U Can beat this monster can i put U on my prayer chain? gaining is hard butu can do it wish i could say once u gain the anxiety goes but thats lie Im almost weight restored it not easy but im more then #'s & ya sometimes i hate how i look but that snot new even when i was under weight .I Feel so much better though i have energy im alive again recovery is worth it .God has great thing planed 4 ur life dont let the enemy win, read psalms 91&139 daily it helped me