Exploring Life from Within with a Loss of Identity

[@DaydreamerSunseeker]

Hi Juby, I can totally relate. I now find myself in this space and have been for a while now, as two of our three children are now adults and our daughter is now 13. I find I am needed way less, with way more free time on my hands, which feels alien to me right now. I am allowing myselft to sit with the sadness and discomfort of the Mum I was and try to grow into the mum they need me to be in this season of their life. It's time to find out what Lisa the person would like her next season of life to feel and look like. Much love from the UK

[@julianajubyyasmine]

yes queen you are so worthy of honoring yourself that priority focus time since you have given so much of yourself to others for so many years. I can only imagine what you are going through and look to learn from others as I slowly approach that time in my life. Although Azalea claims she's going to live with us forever lol 😂 We'll see about that lol

[@jessicapaul7538]

Your feeling the shift in this great big planet! I would like to see you evolve! These are the changes we all need to do, be our teacher😊beautiful soul

[@julianajubyyasmine]

It’s going to be a good shift no doubt. Lots of changes coming and I’m here for it. No more resisting

[@bevelynbrown9359]

I can truly relate to this video. Thanks for sharing

[@zzplantlover]

Thank you for the update Juby! Although I don’t have children, I’ve lost myself to my career and keep trying to find my way back to me. I hope that Odin’s recovery is going well ♥️

[@julianajubyyasmine]

You will find yourself through a little creative exploration … that’s where I’ve been this year

[@pippilongstocking5082]

So beautiful and inspiring 🙏💖💫 Thank You so much for sharing/being vulnerable 💞 Much Love 💌

[@CherylTorres-o3o]

Thank you for the video and first of all We appreciate you sharing your journey with us we all have our ups and Downs and you show s gentle ways to work through it but the good thing is we do come out on the other side much love❤ Hope Fur baby is healing well

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Thanks for the love. Always just wanting to keep it real and sometimes that’s not super upbeat 〰️

[@marisagoodman5817]

So beautiful!!!! Thank you ❤enjoyed every minute 🥰

[@bridgetperez5262]

Juby thanks for the insight and reminder to me to do more yoga and get back to my favorite lake✌️❤️😊

[@julianajubyyasmine]

You are so welcome 🤗

[@carlisheahenry7564]

I love listening to your videos when you talk about productivity and mental wellbeing. I typically watch your videos to help soften the procrastination voice in my head while doing homework or cleaning. It really keeps me in a good headspace. Thanks for all you do for everyone here & love to see the journey of finding yourself.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

That’s so awesome to hear. I need to be better at listening to my wisdom on my days of procrastination lol. Glad to hear I help you re center 💕

[@angelamarks3050]

I understand your somberness as well. It’s that season, we are moving into hibernation. It’s okay to become like a bear 🐻 and be gentle with ourselves if we don’t feel great. It is a good time for us to allow the depressed moods and even the insomnia that keeps us up reflecting. I have learned that when I become my own best friend in these times… I don’t fight it and it feels okay ❤

[@randie5436]

You’ve just given me some inspiration. I’m going to try not to fight the insomnia as you said. And to be gentle with myself as well. thanks!

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Very true. Tis the season of rest and restoration ❤️‍🩹

[@rhondamckinley4373]

I was so excited to buy your wrapping paper again. It's so beautiful and well made. I have trouble using it for gifts. I just want to wallpaper a wall with it or use it as part of a created journal.😊

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Aww well I’m so grateful you love it so much

[@naturally_dreaa9051]

I’m so happy for you Queen , you are not alone I definitely felt the shifting a while back , I’m in the process of grounding myself as well . Thank you for sharing God bless you & love ones 💯❤️

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Sending calm seas your way 〰️〰️〰️

[@Heartful.Living101]

Thank you Judy! It was honest and I resonated with your words. And being truthful with your numbers etc.. you know maybe you just need not the numbers but the right community. So all what needs to stay, will stay 😘

[@julianajubyyasmine]

You’re so right. And I’ve been focusing in more on those like yourself who are here for it. Because that’s who I want to serve 😘

[@ta3970]

Sometimes we sacrifice ourselves for relationships, self sabatoge to keep the "idea" alive... Sometimes... For me that has been the case. Thanks for sharing your experiences.

[@justdoitclo94]

I'm glad you've done this video really resignates with me I'm turning 30 in January and I feel like the last 10 years of my life has just been a mix match of having my sons working odd jobs trying to hustle on KZbin,eBay,becoming self employed and justbfigurijg out life, but I'm just grateful for the life I have and happy that I'm healthy and alive so I just want to say thank you juby and your family for keeping me in high spirits and seeing how far you guys have come over the years give me confidence that i can live the way i want if i keep working hard

[@julianajubyyasmine]

A lot can happen in 10 years. Seems we have had a similar life path of learning the life of being self employed but also just navigating our way through life.

[@maryannknox7158]

I can so relate to this subject ♥️🕊️

[@angelapriddy6308]

Hey there Juby. Please don't let what looks like a decline in your channel. Every channel are saying theirs are declining too. That it's you tube doing it.byeah since the GOzv took over the internet.buour awesome!; Keep doing the do. Much love❤

[@julianajubyyasmine]

I’ve seen that in some cases. The world of social media is a very different space these days 🤷🏽‍♀️

[@MayLaSings]

This is exactly what I needed 😌

[@meghanbowsky]

Love love love ~ Scent of Self worth ~

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Yes queen! We are worthy

[@winnie2222]

Sending Love🥰

[@einnockate]

I found it tremendously helpful to explore my birth chart and I discovered the answer to all of my questions. My confidence is boosted by the confirmations I found there and I trust myself/intuition more than ever. I hope you all explore your chart and use it to create an enjoyable existence ❤

[@julianajubyyasmine]

I have a little and should again. I find a lot of understanding in those kinds of things too

[@spartan9405]

Namaste 🙏sister love I just want to commend you on this video it’s beautiful the Language is healing and power full . I am going though a grieving process with losing my child so your words teaches me how to find myself now and That I need to find what I need now so thank you 🙏 sending lots of love to you and your family many blessings ❤

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Oh my gosh 〰️ I am sending you so very much love and inner healing through a time of loss. I have a friend who also lost their little one a few years ago and being a mama I couldn't even imagine the trauma you are working through. Breathe, you are a wonderful mother & powerful being. You gave your child everything and more in the short but sweet and beautiful life that they lived...you are not responsible for their passing, but more the abundance of love that you gifted them while they were here on this planet. Everything is temporary, soon you will be together again 💞 Take care & have a super wonderful holiday season...sending you love from afar

[@bettymajor7279]

I myself having been feeling the loss feeling you described. You word it so well. I have your coloring book, I need to start Journaling myself. We want tto move, but don't know where, funny I'm free to go anywhere, but loss to where to go. See you next week and hope all works out for you, you are so talented, have such a beautiful soul. You will go far. Plus you have youth on your side. Time flies ❤ so Enjoy yourself and Justin and Azalea. And all your friends, you seemed to have a a community! That's special. I don't have that. Much love. I have my better half and lefty my dog, and a very few hood neighbors. Venting here a bit.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Noted 😉 and thank you as always for being so supportive to my family

[@lllthink]

Happy holidays, 😊

[@SailingNomad17]

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[@tammybytheway9124]

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[@wildwarriormama734]

This video resonated with me. Kids are 14 & 10 now & very unsure of who I am now...Home edding them as a single parent has been all-consuming. Have you read The Artist’s Way for Parents? I’ve just pushed myself to start reading it…and well, it’s speaking lots of things that I needed to hear.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

No but I’m gunna look it up right now. Thanks for sharing!!!

[@bettymajor7279]

Happy Holidays Enjoy them how is Oden forgot to ask.!

[@julianajubyyasmine]

He’s doing better for sure - thanks for asking

[@lacrimashi]

This video, like many of yours this year, feels so personal to you, yet it rings so true and honest that it resonates intimately with me. Keep being present and aware ❤️ We're each on our own journey... which feels like a battlefield sometimes... but we get imbued with newfound motivation from sharing truthfully about each other's experiences, fears, and hopes. Thank you! I can only hope I'm giving back what you need in return! 🫶

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Thanks love 💕 I appreciate having you as an engaged part of the community no doubt

[@haleylopez619]

Sadly feeling the same way. I have been putting so much into my three girls and our renovations. We have also decided to sell because I have been thinking that the house I thought would be our forever home is hindering our happiness by making us feel stuck.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Strange how a home can do that to us. I feel the same that I thought it would be grounding but it’s almost too grounding that there’s little freedom to roam anymore. Sending you love 💗 it’s for people like us that I am making my workshop. We all need to make time for ourselves 💕

[@bettymajor7279]

Thank you for the ebook, put I live to far away for your class. 😢 but I will follow the ebook and make me some oil. What company do you get your oils from?

[@julianajubyyasmine]

It will be online - all virtual so anyone can attend 💫

[@margaretcampos4588]

Should you provide an update on Oden?

[@julianajubyyasmine]

You’ll see him in this Wednesdays video 😉

[@rhondamckinley4373]

Please show us how to make that beautiful wall hanging.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Took wire and thread it through waxed leaves

[@rhondamckinley4373]

@@julianajubyyasmine thank you

[@MsCougar94]

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[@Melissa-iw8xo]

Looking forward to the new and evolving you and whatever you've got cooking for us to share in. Blessings

[@julianajubyyasmine]

So excited about it

[@sheilacirioni4676]

You will find your inner peace,I am sure. U- TUBE cannot be a true life source. I am a moon child as well..& hate being tied down to one purpose.I am a wonderer/ I love the water,nature,birds,life. Being crafty can help. When you had the Red Pepper on the road...life was fun& good,but we grow& you have become a different type of good person& more settled. It's life changing going from,free sport to settled spirt.You will find peace once nesting is done,like a bird.🙏💚💒🌬❄☃️🌲

[@wildsaij5678]

I love your vlogs and your channel and all that you do. I am wondering though, why are you fixing up this big beautiful house just to sell it? I understand the flip situation for folks, but it just seems like people get settled, redo their homes and then uproot again. What are your future plans if any and just wondering. It's beautiful by the way! Thanks for sharing.

[@NoRmAsJeAnS82]

They decided the house wasn’t right for them months back so they have to continue to fix it up so they can sell it. They aren’t flippers. They need to get out of it what they put into it basically.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Well said lol. Got more to share on this when the time is right 🤗

[@bohoxplorer840]

Jubi you've inspired me in so many ways.. Your cook book, your coloring book, your wonderful lip balm and oil blends. ......have added to my life in many ways....(not to mention Justins yummy honey) look at ALL YOU HAVE ACCOMPLISHED. Best wishes in the new year OXOXOXOX

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Gurl - you’re such an OG and I love it 🥰

[@tracygrady140]

All this work and your selling the house. Going on the rode again or just moving

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Moving into a rental I think for now. I’ll explain when we know more. It’s still up in the air. We might even rent the house 🤷🏽‍♀️

[@carpentercarpenter8042]

How much to send something to France ?

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Depends what it is …

[@PS-bs8oe]

New caméra or mic? Your voice sounds new.

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Same as before. I use a Fuji’s xT4 and a rode mic for voiceovers. It’s next level when I’m recording and wearing headphones 💗

[@jennanicolevlogs]

Serving God will heal 💜

[@daniellejoy9927]

Not the place to proselytize

[@jennanicolevlogs]

@@daniellejoy9927 not my intention 💕 just sharing something that is true to me and something I’ve witnessed that has changed lives… it’s just what came to mind when she mentioned being kinda lost 💟 I love her regardless, she’s awesome!

[@daniellejoy9927]

Why " Regardless ". Why not just stop with the love part.

[@jennanicolevlogs]

@@daniellejoy9927 because of what we were talking about… I was letting you know I’m a supporter of her 💜

[@jennanicolevlogs]

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[@Pommekiowa]

It look likes you did a lot this year or maybe you didn't feel .Thank you for your encouragement . What di you use for the leafs to fix them .🍁🍂🪡

[@julianajubyyasmine]

Definitely did. Almost too much that I lost my way

[@cindyann9571]

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[@MamaePoesia]

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