EYE HURT MYSELF AGAIN

[@IceDaemon]

Always look on the bright side of life.

[@SerialPillock]

I can't see it right now for various reasons hah

[@IceDaemon]

@@SerialPillock But for real always keep a positive mindset, it will help.

[@SerialPillock]

@@IceDaemon you're right, can just take time to find that sometimes :))

[@SerialPillock]

sorry it's hard to make stuff like this and I tend to repeat myself when i'm uncomfortable but I did my best. I hope you;re all ok :))

[@LeeWeeGee]

I find it hard to make these videos because all I do is ramble and repeat myself when I'm uncomfortable. Idk why but that's just what I do. I feel like I have to explain myself over and over. I just ramble and keep going on after I've made my point. It just happens when I'm uncomfortable. I'm glad you know what that's like to constantly repeat yourself and ramble over and over when it's hard to make this stuff. It's what being uncomfortable does to me.....heeeeeeeyyyyy wait a second!!!!!! Haha I'm messing around, but I do that a lot.

[@SerialPillock]

@@LeeWeeGee yeah they're hard :S I don't know why either honestly, you tend to notice it yourself and other people don't and don't care though so just say what yuo need :) Yeah, just roll with it though, exactly it comes from your umcomfortableness you tripping over your own nerves, so when you stop caring it gets better a bit. I hope it gets easier for you soon :)

[@Mocombo67]

Hello dear Pillock 👋☺️ Take so much time that you need dear friend we have lots of time to share clips but we have just one health 😉 i wish you all the best and lots of healthy take care and god bless you dear Pillock ❤️💪☺️❤️ Hugs and greetings from Switzerland 💚👋😁💚

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Mocombo! :) I'm sure it'll be ok again in no time. Thanks again man, hope it's nice over there!

[@Mocombo67]

@@SerialPillock ❤️💪❤️

[@DragonsAteOurName]

Take the time you need! Eye injuries are always very scary and I hope it heals quickly ❤

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Lile. For some reason it's never scared me, expect it too but I think I'm genuinely too busy being frustrated hah, it's set the tone

[@Michelle4PTG]

Hey there, my friend. Hope your eye does recovery quickly. No need to rush updates. Take care and wish you a wonderful day. 🐱🐱❤️❤️

[@SerialPillock]

Thank Michelle :)) Sholudnt be too long. Now til I can dan do most things again. Same :))

[@ForceHammerGaming]

I hope you get well soon! Take as much time as you need for yourself first!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks man, least I'm a fair chunk into recovery now :)

[@BasicLSD]

ah dude wishing you all the best I just noticed something abotu how you talk and the words you used really carry me to the end of the video! I wasn't to sure about all the eye stuff, but sounds like you truly got a lot going on!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks man. Wow thankyou, that genuinely really means a lot right now, not exactly my own biggest fan at the moment hah. Yeah I'm sorry, it's disorientating, you're living on pain killers and it's all physically and mentally blurry so it can be hard to be coherant :)

[@karenkeren]

No worries :) I hope you're doing well. Keep your pace and stay healthy

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Karen, hope you're well yourself :)

[@gripcityg210]

Take your time with the uploads brotha.. we really appreciate the update, and just know that your community is here for you brotha.. I hope you had a great holiday! Take care of that eye my man!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks man, got no choice :[ Aw thankyou again, that means a lot, you too :)

[@gaminggoliath8603]

Heal up & stay blessed.

[@SerialPillock]

Thanks :))

[@M4GP1E]

Hope to see you back and to full health soon mate, awesome to see you keeping your head up tho!! I know it is a nightmare when you just can’t focus like that 👍🏻

[@SerialPillock]

me too honestly hah this sucks ass. Thanks :)) It;s an illusion to be honest, I'm really struggling to get back on my feet :o Dunno why it's so hard. Yeah it's so frustrating! Hoep you're well yourself :)

[@ConwayCrewGames]

Get well soon mate!! Nothing worse then having an eye problem!! All the best my friend……..look after yourself 👀

[@SerialPillock]

thanks so much Conway :)) You too!

[@DenjiGamer]

Hope you recover soon. Take care bro and and stay safe always ♥

[@SerialPillock]

thank,s shouldn't be too long now :)) You too!

[@maryo1sttgaming639]

Sorry to hear that brooo be a strong one never stop ...damn brooo you rock

[@SerialPillock]

it'll be ok soon, thanks Maryo :))

[@SRG71]

Sorry to hear this S.P and I hope it is all sorted for you quickly. We will be here when you get back 100%

[@SerialPillock]

ah it'll be ok soon enough :) Thanks so much! Really means a lot

[@user-sq3yz1ss3v]

I hope your eye feels better soon! Take care of yourself :)

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Stacey :) you too!

[@LordFentonGaming]

I hope you can get better with your eye.

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Fenton, will maybe be able to use contacts to record even by next week at least

[@ScarabicEnterprises]

Heal up man, big hugs

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Scarab :)

[@FantasyGamer93]

Hope your eye recovers soon. Take care mate

[@SerialPillock]

thanks very much, only about a week now I think then I'm good :)) Hope you're well yourself!

[@CyberZombie]

Take care and Get to feeling better!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks very much, hoep you;re well yourself :)

[@LunarticWolf]

Hope you are good now my friend, take care and see you soon!

[@SerialPillock]

getting there :) managed to wreck my neck now too hah, not sure I should've survived this long. Thanks :))

[@bettyhordeclinic6147]

Sorry to hear this look afterself real life always comes first

[@SerialPillock]

Thanks :)

[@Just_Teen]

"eye opener" 😂😂😂. But really hope to see you back soon.

[@SerialPillock]

:p Thanks, least I'm a good chunk into recovery now :)

[@Danjuls]

hey buddy I hope you have a good recovery and take your time. Your health and life always comes first! Stay awesome 😀

[@SerialPillock]

Thanks Danjuls :) Yeah I wish it didn’t but you don’t get a choice sometimes :/ You too :)

[@PinkwaveGamer]

Take care of yourself and get some shut-eye then. When you feel a lot better, eye can't wait to see you around again 🤗 (I'm glad eye puns are allowed here.)

[@SerialPillock]

they are but they're taxed. Thanks Pink :))

[@PinkwaveGamer]

@@SerialPillock Pays $1,309.45 eye pun tax 💰😔

[@SerialPillock]

@@PinkwaveGamer I'm going to buy so many gummybears \O_O/

[@BigGamer9000]

Yoo what's up Pillock. Sorry you are going through this, and I hope you get well soon. Take the time you need to get better. Eye injuries suck!

[@SerialPillock]

hey man! :) Oh thanks, I got to whether I like it or not but I'm at least a good chunk into recovery now :) Aye it's so limiting and frustrating

[@TrappedInFallout]

We have been talking so much and I have been really selfish as it's mostly been about my content. So I thought I would come over. Dude, I do hope you good health and a quick recovery. I know how you feel about going to the hospital, I personally have never liked going over even pre-covid times.

[@SerialPillock]

Oh you don;t owe me anything don't worry hah, I like talking to people :) Thanks very much, appreciate it. Yeah it's a bit of a mixed bag. Can be an adventure but prefer not to have to if you can avoid it. It sucks during covid, having to wait 4 hours in a warm, claustrophobic waiting room with a mask on the entire time + your health problem destoys you X_X

[@TrappedInFallout]

@@SerialPillock Yeah, I know what you mean. Going through something myself right now and it's not a comfortable experience.

[@SerialPillock]

@@TrappedInFallout ah I’m sorry :( I won’t pry but is at least heading in the right direction, it getting better?

[@TrappedInFallout]

@@SerialPillock Yeap, had a checkup yesterday and things are looking good 😄

[@SerialPillock]

@@TrappedInFallout ahh good!! :)

[@cresTXTreme]

Hey bro. Glad you shared your thoughts with us. I hope it lightens your stress and anxiety about the terrible disease. Wish you all the good luck with your eye man. I pray for your recovery so you are back with us and into the world of gaming again. For now, take care of your eye fully. And bro yeah, You gotta slow down on the eye metaphors lol.😅🙏🤞❤

[@SerialPillock]

Hey! :) I'm only really worried about letting people down on here honestly and I'm afraid it didn;t help with that hah. Thanks so much :) They're the only plus side though hah.

[@ElliotPlays]

Don't worry about uploading man, just take care of yourself and I hope that your eye situation gets better and you make a quick recovery! 😊Bruh thanks for sharing that information on your willy, I'll sleep better tonight knowing it fixed itself 😂😂

[@SerialPillock]

I can't help it hah, it;s the only thing that helps me deal with stuff :S Thanks Elliot :)) Should be able to wear contacts just to record even about next Friday i think and get to drop some of the heavy med regime, the meds that make things blurrier as a side effect thankfully. Oh hey no problem hah.

[@desolatepoint]

Oh wow dude that sucks! Eyes and willy are too things that man can't live without, so you don't wanna mess with them. But Seriously, take all the precautions to your eye problem. Wish you the best dude and hope you'll gonna be soon back on track. Take care! ✌️

[@SerialPillock]

it's not as bad as the first time at least :) Aye they're a bit worrying if they misbehave hah. Thing with eye stuff too is they often have to put crap in your eye to highlight the injury. So basically they stick orange crap and things that sting in your eye then blast light into it to see the problem, it;s like having to hit someone in the leg with a hammer to see if it;s broken. Dw I'll behave, I'm very lucky to have them :)) Thanks so much man. You too :)

[@Dunstan3]

I hope you get better soon, have problem with the eyes sucks.

[@SerialPillock]

thanks, yeah we really take them for granted, then something goes wrong and you realise how screwed you are with them limited :S

[@AliCatGtz]

I'm really sorry this is happening! I wish you a speedy recovery and don't worry about the content! I know it's tough but we'll always be right here :) You got other videos on your channel and we can go through those while we wait. Also, I know it must be scary but I'm happy to see you put a positive spin on it with the title of the video and with the metaphors. A little bit of fun and laughter can go a long way, I feel like I'm being awkward saying this but basically you seem to be taking it well. I enjoyed your video, love your sense of humor :) Keep up your awesome spirit and I wish you a fast recovery

[@SerialPillock]

thank,s it'll be ok soon again :) You're right and that's so kind, I need to get out of my own damn head though, need to be back asap. It's more annoying than scary somehow hah, it's weird but I think the frustration genuinely drowns out any fear and you can't see well enough to see the problem which helps oddly. Thanks so much, seriously.

[@GAM3RZA]

Hope you feel better soon mate! 👍

[@SerialPillock]

Thanks :)

[@OleCrankyGamer]

I had an eye issue that went along with my cancer, had bulging veins behind my eye, made it look like a blood eye and it was vertigo. Bought an eye patch, which looked badass and helped. Might want to get one. Guy makes great ones on Etsy over in Hungary IIRC

[@SerialPillock]

oh wow I'm so sorry you had to go through all that! :o That's a great idea thanks, I actually have one honestly but I can't work it out hah, i'm too dumb. It's not so bad now ot need one really thankfully. First time and early on it was so sensitive looking at a piece of white paper even in the dark was like sticking my eye in lava. Thanks so much for the thought and the detail, I really appreciate it the kindness :)) I hope you;re feeling much better yourself these days?

[@ShaneAlanGower]

Hey, I hope the eye heals up. I use to be in and out of hospital when I was younger because I had a lazy eye and they operated on me constantly. Unfortunately didn't help cause my eye is still a lazy bugger lol. Other than that I hope you are doing well my friend 🤗 Can't wait for the next video 😊✌

[@SerialPillock]

thanks, I'm sure it'll be fine in no time :) Oh wow, that must've been a pain I'm sorry! :( What does that mean like it does its own thing at times then snaps back or what? Nah I wrecked my neck now hah, spent the last 2 days dealing with that hah. Thanks so much, me either honestly I need that escape :)

[@Gameranch]

Take care of your health and body buddy!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks :)))

[@ROPname]

speedy and healthy recovery mate! good idea to make a few more vlogs, maybe these will not be so eye-intensive videos to make :) My father too had recently a second eye surgery... quite the scary thing indeed.

[@SerialPillock]

aw hey man I hope you;re well!:) Thanks ROP, appreciate it. Aye it could be fun, change of scenery is good even if you didn;t ask for it at times. Oh wow, I hope he's ok! Nothing too serious?! :o We're blessed to have healthcare for these things honestly, can;t imagine what it;s like for the people out there who don't.

[@Cothfotmeoo]

Eye hope you get better soon! Guess things could be looking up soon. You made some great eye puns though. Well played.

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Coth. I've been thinking that since last December, I'm burnt out man X_X This was supposed to be the year where I got on my feet hah. Thanks :)

[@OffShotGaming]

Would Audio books help you escape for awhile?

[@CyberZombie]

The deadlands series of audio books from audible.

[@SerialPillock]

that's a really good idea :o Thanks for the thought! I've never got into them yet and I don;t really know what to do but if I get it again and it;s really bad that would be a good idea. It's ok other than blurrinesss really at this point this time

[@SerialPillock]

@@CyberZombie thansk for the recommendation :)

[@OffShotGaming]

@@SerialPillock Best of luck buddy :)

[@OMNIxEVIL]

Lmao the title and the video man this was awesome

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Omni :)

[@IAmLif3ofdreads]

This is a great video enjoyed this video I appreciate it your hard work

[@SerialPillock]

Not sure about that but thanks man :)

[@TheCrazyItalian88]

I hope you are feeling great sooner than later! I have been finally going to a few doctors again since the pandemic hit. I just made an appointment with my dentist today. I hope I don't get CoVid from that visit, but I am having a problem with my gums and need a cleaning badly. Take care bro : 777

[@SerialPillock]

Oh thanks man :)) I'm nearly at a sort of ease off point now honestly so that's nice. Oh really? Hope for nothing bad :o For what it's worth I've been to the dentist twice during it and they're extremely safety cautious (here at least) currently so it's probably the last place you need to worry about that :) Hope that gets sorted for you easy enough, gum problems can be gross :X You too and thankyou again :)

[@nicolacristi]

take care:)

[@SerialPillock]

Thanks Cristi :)

[@Grog]

6 weeks, jeeeseeeee. Don't push yourself too much 😅

[@SerialPillock]

Yeah it’s balls :s Got to do eyedrop meds’ all day everyday too, at first it,s like every hour. Can’t or I would honestly :)

[@AngryDadGaming]

Gotta say, not sure I followed entirely what you were talking about, but if you were having health issues again, hope it clears up for ya and you feel better soon. 🤘

[@SerialPillock]

Ah sorry :s Sometimes I get really flustered trying to make vlogs and screw up repeatedly, then I eventualy get an ok one and roll but I forgot the details were in an earlier attempt. My eye buggered itself basically. Did the same in March. Lots of pain, lots of meds, blurry, dizzy, long recovery. Thanks :)

[@ladyinblack2005]

Take all the time you need! As an American, yes we suck I’m sorry 😂 in all seriousness take the time to recover we’ll all be here waiting for your return! Get better soon!

[@SerialPillock]

thanks :) Nah there's just a lot of you I guess, always a certain percentage of people suck, so the bigger the country the larger the asshat pool sadly hah. Thank so much :))

[@AkiraGaming1]

Great vidéo my friend have Nice day

[@SerialPillock]

thanks, you too :)

[@TipsyMonk]

Aww that sounds awful! Hope you get better soon bro! Here to give my support.. New fan 😎👋

[@SerialPillock]

it could be worse, nearly out now :))Aw thankyou so much!

[@GamingPlusTV1]

Keep up the great sharing. Like 42

[@SerialPillock]

thanks :)

[@billy8561]

nice one dude have a safe weekend

[@SerialPillock]

thanks Billy

[@PlayNewApp]

Awesome, my friend. 🙂 👌 Nice upload, Big like. 👍 Have a nice day. 😊 💝

[@SerialPillock]

thanks very much, hoep you do too :)

[@Shweebe]

Sorry about your eye SerialPillock hope it gets better? I can understand pushing through things cause feck doctors they're scary. lol But it was good seeing/hearing from you again.

[@SerialPillock]

thanks, it's a lot better even now honestly, hopefully able to wear contacts again even just to record by next Friday. It's kind of weird here, because of covid they have a scheme with opticians where thee can analyse eye probs too to take the load off (why isn't it always that way?) and they're honestly always nicer. Thanks Shweebe :)

[@tazasticallive]

Stay safe friend! :)

[@SerialPillock]

thanks man, I'm sorry this comment just appeared but was apparently posted 3 days ago! ;o

[@avidgamer5676]

Haha my mother uses my full name when Im in trouble!! Glad to see you look in good spirits despite the health issues. Haha love the BF204277 Bashing - so glad i held off buying this time. Look after yourself dude!!! Lububye!!

[@SerialPillock]

really? :) Mine's never done that, wonder what it would take. Got to laugh it off, keeps you healthy. Aw, it's such a shame, I love the idea of the setting but what the hell did they do?! What happened to Dice o_O It;s like all the regulars left between games. Thanks man :)

[@avidgamer5676]

@@SerialPillock Haha she really does, I always knew i was about to get a bollocking if i heard my full name being called upstairs ... still get it in my late 30-- ermmmm ... (29's forever) when she calls if i missed a family event or something. I think the regular dev team have all left DICE apart from a few that got promotions that include getting shafted while having dollars stuck in their mouths by the EA goons. .... just my opinion lol

[@SerialPillock]

@@avidgamer5676 :) it’s such a weird thing! Who decided addressing your kids formally was the right tone for anger o_O Sadly probably very accurate. Everywhere wanted to stop being a weirdo geek club and become all edgy and modern, but that scares off all the geeks. Creative people tend to be eccentric and you got to really nurture an environment where they feel safe to be open or it falls apart. When I studied art the staff were very aware of that and dead right. Most of the big Devs are in the same boat, all that’s left are the creeps and the drones.

[@avidgamer5676]

@@SerialPillock Imagine you was god and you decided to make all the eccentric geniuses introverts... guy has a sense of humour after all. Hahah.

[@SerialPillock]

@@avidgamer5676 :) yeah. Feel like it's just a good reminder for us all to try to understand how different people work and make sure there's a place for everyone to shine.

[@d4lay404]

exelente video me interesa 👌 un like 👍🏽

[@SerialPillock]

aw thankyou :)

[@MeliPlayful-Tengu]

It’s good to see you! I’m sorry you go through this and it’s painful. It’s all Americans fault! I’ll take the blame! Much love hon. Rest and feel better fast

[@SerialPillock]

hey :) It's nothing compared to what you've been through. Nah you're lovely ha, not on you. Thanks Mel :))

[@LoopylugsGaming]

Lol I thought it was your eye then ended up about willy breakages. Hope u are better. Like and fw

[@SerialPillock]

I drift a tad :p Thanks Loopy :)

[@tacitgamerr332]

Oh man, that’s bad. I feel sorry for you. Don’t you use glasses 👓? Anyway, take a break from KZbin if necessary. Take care of yourself first. KZbin is not mandatory. You know, I will always be here………

[@SerialPillock]

nah it'll be ok! :) Yeah but I hate them hah, wear my contacts except at night. Thanks but I need YT for my own mental peace honestly so I need to get back asap really. Aw thanks so much seriously!

[@tacitgamerr332]

@@SerialPillock That’s great. So happy to hear it. I look forward to see your next gameplay. So you don’t like using glasses 👓 too huh!…..

[@SerialPillock]

@@tacitgamerr332 crap sorry I missed this. Hopefully Monday, next problems cost me days. yeah they're frustrating :[

[@tacitgamerr332]

@@SerialPillock No problem. Take your time. I drop by your channel everyday to check if you have uploaded anything or not!…..

[@SerialPillock]

@@tacitgamerr332 thanks man, that means so much :)) Will be a video today (Thursday), just a shorter one but fun enough.

[@LeeWeeGee]

As an American I don't know what's going on here. Too much hate and the media definitely does not help matters here either. There needs to be more love here. I don't have to agree with someone on everything but I can still get along with them. Some people if you don't agree with them politically you turn into the worst being in the world in their eyes. Mainly happens on Twitter, I've avoided that site a lot lately. It's like clown world lol. Do you have any room over there for me lol? Sorry about your eye and take care of that willy too! LOL. Also don't play AAA games, they keep dropping the ball and care more for money, quick cash grabs, etc. Go for indies OR AAA games before they turned to poo. Anyways, take care of yourself that's the most important thing! Lots of peace, love, and light headed your way buddy! ❤

[@SerialPillock]

ah don;t think about it too much, was only messing :) Aye your media seem to want carnage, not good. I'm sure there is honesly but nobody wants to report it for some stupid reason. Yeah it's become more extreme than religions disagreements over ideology somehow o_O Aye twitter is pretty awful hah. Thanks man. Yeah I'm out until they get a grip. You too :)) Oh I got the light headed bit down already hah.

[@hrv-strijelac]

Big Like!!!❤️ :-)

[@SerialPillock]

thanks :))

[@isurimusic7809]

Supar voice

[@SerialPillock]

aw that's so kind thankyou!

[@nathangraham_clips]

All the best & get well soon bro :) Keep it up & thanks so much for your yeet support! - like°22 ❤️ Wish you a chill weekend :D

[@SerialPillock]

Oh thankyou, really appreciate it :) Seems like the best idea, you too!

[@HanksArt]

Like48❤️🥰🌈fantastic

[@SerialPillock]

oh thankyou!