Eyedress - Jealous [slowed + reverb + 1 hour]

[@aeiffiafhyup]

imma cry myself to sleep on valentines day while listening to this.

[@_relatable_anime_]

so sad

[@aquelecarachamadogabs]

Holy.

[@yeeyman8174]

Could not be me

[@fatCuck]

Im crying to sexy grimace cus hes so sexy

[@aeiffiafhyup]

@@fatCuck bro what💀💀

[@hungryhazel532]

this song is playing 24/7, if not over my earphones, then in my head. It reflects my emotions, my thoughts, my life. Have a glimps at what i mean. The way i get treated makes me want to react the way they do. "Fix it yourself" "I don't have time" "Do whatever you want" "Don't even tell me" "I don't wanna hear it" I wanna scream at them to fucking finally recognize me. But instead i just sigh, exactly the sigh in the song, put on my smile and be the cheery, joking friend, slowly realising i've been used all these years, and that there are parties, but i'm just not being invited, they go out every weekend, but they don't want me around. But if they wanna talk about their "problems" and "issues" i'm good enough for them. And now I feel like I might just not be good enough. Why would anyone wanna be with me? "I'm nothing special." Nothing important. So I try to stop crying around and pull myself together. Noone's gonna care anyways, even though my smile fades more and more everyday, and I realise more and more everyday and I get more quiet, more and more everyday and I feel like I myself am fading, becoming smaller, thinner, less and less colourful and I realise that dissapearing wouldn't be bad anyways, because who would care? They don't care, they don't wanna know, they leave you alone, they don't want to talk about you, they don't ask about your day. And i'm so jealous about their issues, because they're nothing against mine. I wanna scream "Stop talking 'bout your past, i don't wanna hear it", because it reminds me of everything i never had and don't have and never will have. And although i know the way they treat me, and i know that makes them bad friends, i wanna be like them, i wanna be special, i wanna be someone, i wanna be cared about, i wanna be important, i wanna be a friend, i wanna go out, i wanna be invited to Partys, i wanna be as pretty as they are, i wanna have a normal family as they have, i wanna be happy as they are, i wanna be someone like they are, i'm JEALOUS. But it will never happen. "Don't even tell me" but tell me, because that's the only way i ever get any attention. "just leave me alone" but please stay, "i just wanna be alone" but i don't wanna be lonely anymore. Maybe i should do the only thing that still doesn't fit into my emotions, my thoughts, my life: "All i care about's myself, 'cause eveyone's tryna hurt me". Maybe i should finally only care for myself, so that finally at least someone does. Hey. I needed this whole video to write it. In between i stared at the wall, amazed how this song reflects me better, than any mirror could. I didn't cry, i just realise. And that hurts even more. Because I lived my life for everyone, gave myself up for everyone, but never got anything in return. Maybe it's hard to understand how i feel. And if someone even read this till here, i'm thankful for the attention i got from random Internet strangers. Know, that you gave my emotions more attention than anyone did in my entire life.

[@isabellaqeil3102]

hi, I hope you're okay now=) this happens.. and this is normal. I understand what you mean, I'm sure you will find those who will care about you, if they don't care about you, then forget about them, don't be afraid to be alone=)) love yourself sun^^

[@soysoybeans]

i hope your doing alright now :(( You deserved so much more way much better :))

[@noika_6614]

hey I hope your feeling better now but I want you to know that even if you have to post a comment like thing us strangers will always be here for and we will alway acknowledge you:) also always belive in your self :))))))

[@idrk8772]

Yaho! How are you atm?

[@hungryhazel532]

@@idrk8772 the situation changed a bit, i cut of most of toxic friendships, and my boyfriend of now 1 month tries his best to see my self worth and make me love myself. i think it's slowly going upwards

[@Iceybest-wj8tt]

This goes hard when it’s the end of your school year (p.s: I’m currently listing to this while I’m in the bud back to home in final day of school)

[@samueljirel3215]

this is the meaning of vibes

[@spokanee46]

This song got me thinking about when I was a young kid playing counter strike having so much fun now I just can find that fun anymore but every time I launch CS I remember the days playing with people making friends all the funny moments making teammates rage quit playing on crazy servers. I was never really sad then... just happy to play my favorite game I will forever miss those days but I hope I have more fun in the future. I miss being a kid even though you hardly had any freedom and hated it at the time thinking back it was great and I'm grateful I had it so good even though alot of things did suck then.

[@BiggBaboyy]

I also have fun on counter strike and I'm a kid but people just be rude to me like "Shut the hell up kid" and those other rude stuff they say :( 🙁

[@fallenking8254]

@@BiggBaboyy dont listen to em fight back and say "yknow how about you shut the hell up i just wanna have fun"

[@BiggBaboyy]

@@fallenking8254 Thank you man :D

[@user-yk6dl6eg6z]

Favourite song 4ever

[@bostor6133]

Перевод парня с низу: эта песня звучит 24/7, если не в моих наушниках, то в моей голове. Это отражает мои эмоции, мои мысли, мою жизнь. Поймите, что я имею в виду. То, как со мной обращаются, заставляет меня хотеть реагировать так же, как они. "Исправь это сам", "У меня нет времени", "Делай все, что хочешь", "Даже не говори мне", "Я не хочу этого слышать", я хочу кричать на них, чтобы они, блядь, наконец узнали меня. Но вместо этого я просто вздыхаю, точь-в-точь как в песне, натягиваю улыбку и становлюсь веселым, шутливым другом, постепенно осознавая, что меня использовали все эти годы, и что есть вечеринки, но меня просто не приглашают, они выходят каждые выходные, но они не хотят я рядом. Но если они хотят поговорить о своих "проблемах" и "неувязках", я для них достаточно хорош. И теперь я чувствую, что, возможно, я просто недостаточно хорош. Почему кто-то должен хотеть быть со мной? "Во мне нет ничего особенного". Ничего важного. Поэтому я пытаюсь перестать плакать и взять себя в руки. В любом случае, никому не будет до этого дела, даже если моя улыбка постепенно увядает.

[@c3r3alk1lled]

Omg i love this so much, so underrated and exactly what i needed

[@loggic4318]

@SuperMarioEobt my mother dead🙂

[@yanaa_.]

this r so good tho

[@digg_andreiii]

now this damn song is amazing

[@deftons7084]

i love this sm i cant 😭

[@TrashyPrincess-e6s]

another underrated version 😎

[@ILoveTheBible68]

10 years passed and I still haven’t had a valentines cause no one loves me

[@penny2012x]

8:14

[@Userr974]

*0:00*

[@SYLIA]

I love it so much

[@АртёмКурилко-н6ч]

Love the picture

[@Victor-wc6hh]

I don't want to be the way I am but I can't stop myself

[@jencrew839]

Same❤

[@ssnapppyssu4533]

keep this up¬ :)

[@kazutora1190]

I love this tysm

[@slakakaakka]

Me too

[@earthhma]

lovee

[@houstonjo]

Dam dats tuff 😔

[@piperhfj]

tbh the image hits hard i feel like this is what the person who had a crush on me saw on her screen. i didnt mean for it to hurt her, i just needed to choose who to love between three people because it was hurting me so much that i had to choose one person and i was attached to them all. the only reason that was all happening is because one of them had trauma from being in a poly and i literally couldnt hide the fact that i was in love with multiple people. they wanted me to choose one person and we broke up (i guess that term works) because, i admit i was being kind of toxic. i just can never tell when im hurting someone psychologically. when i told her i had to love someone else she didnt talk to me for a whole month, the last thing she said to me being simply "k". it crushed me and i cried for a couple days, it wasnt as bad when i almost lost the other one. i did s/h for the only time i ever did (and hopefully ever will) because of an argument and they said theyd leave me (i think... it was a long time ago, im struggling to remember). recently (sometime today) i had vented about it without knowing i was just going off on them at the wrong place. they said i shouldnt have vented "without permission", that line really having hurt me. it actually brought me all the way here and now im just unloading... to anyone who read all the way here, thank you and im sorry

[@penny2012x]

[@JonatasSousazz]

best music sad :)

[@jantarcak1520]

This is a song you should listen to if u have a break up :(

[@jencrew839]

Exactly right

[@slakakaakka]

True, when you are sad or depressed and have Music things on your mind, this Music will do

[@franklinatupana9872]

Te lleva a un viaje astral :´)

[@adekiz]

bless your soul

[@Antibubblan]

My crush said no....

[@crusta3188]

Love

[@sxiepe976]

this just makes me forget what happened to me today and in the past

[@ace-dr7rk]

Pov: my girlfriend*10 likes and story*

[@danielallenjr489]

this got me feeling some kind of way

[@mathisfaction69]

just amazing

[@lowkeyaug]

tyty

[@gabtechh]

perfect

[@Merkurito]

This song is playing in my head for so long time. It reminds me so much memories with her and my friends. Months goes by and still secretly depressed. In school im the Class Clown when i come home i just brake down with tears. I dont know whats happening with me. I dont find anything funny. Im playing to be happy. I wish i was still with her. Two girls rejected me, i dont have friends. only 2 real friends which i hope we will make it to the end. Which wont happen. The girl i loved likes my best friend. No one cares about my mental health. Help me please.

[@Taggerattack2]

Everything fades back into the sea with time, and new things are constantly washing up upon the shore. Pain slips away into the depths, and joy rises, and joy slips away into the depths, and pain rises. Satisfaction. Terror. Compassion. Confusion. Everything keeps changing. But there's something you get to keep, while all the sandcastle world crumbles, while all the sandcastle world is rebuilt. The moments you were happy and the moments you were weeping, they become glass beads, you thread them and they glitter, and bead by bead you build a life. When you're happy how precious and bright it is to be alive is obvious and when you're screaming and writhing nothing could be more worthless, but it isn't about the tide, which will rise and fall forever, it's about you. You are a constant. In the moments of calm, when you aren't clouded by laughter or tears, you will, inevitably, begin to see how precious that thread really is. How good it can be...even through the pain...to live. You won't always feel this way, and when your feelings change that isn't a loss or an abandonment of the things that were precious to you. It's just change. It doesn't destroy anything. These moments will always have happened. You will survive them and keep them, and one day, even sharp-edged, they will glitter for you as part of that thread. None of this matters right now, though, so just keep your head down and your shoulders square, and bull your way through. You'll find the other side of this feeling. Promise.

[@SYL_36]

damnnn bro what a cruel world...

[@Therdsmineythor9064]

sad :(

[@alssconsultor8486]

( Oi ka wa ) || Lider dos ha shi ras || || Resp da nevoa || Resp da lua ||

[@michaelperini9217]

Nostalgia

[@duda.7859]

_do you love me?_ _LOVE? HAHA. NO._

[@FrozenAzulado]

poor Girl :(

[@celiadasilvabritoceliaguer2056]

fok😩😩

[@andreagrazioso6230]

All my nostalgia put in my head ready to come out i could make a long youtube comment about my whole childhood minecraft Roblox Bloons td battle Plants vs zombies Undertale Fnaf Monster school Dantdm 8 bit ryan Markiplier Jacksepticeye Robertidk Minecraft animations Messyourself Kubz scouts Corykenshin Dashie Super mario maker Happy tree friends Fnaf songs Vikkstar Prestonplayz Mrwoofless Ssundee Popularmmos Theodd1sout Fortnite

[@Lululux345]

[@lynx4175]

why cant i have any1 saythat to me

[@jaemiontheblock]

@@lynx4175

[@asafgundem5314]

I dont love you too thanks my sensei

[@daughoush]

oh well

[@masontopaz]

I love being the annoying friend 😃

[@avagmcneely8902]

U get use to it and over it eventually

[@Juliosaldierna69Idk]

Bro this is my life rn in 6th

[@mika9043]

10h version pls

[@Therdsmineythor9064]

WOW A LOT

[@abdullahylmaz7246]

ya 10 saat değilde 6 aylık versiyon lazım

[@Leorapostier]

The thumbnail though.. I hope that was planned out..

[@alengoodman6955]

anyone else notice that the messages are from the same person?

[@daughoush]

why am i here again :(

[@Userr974]

قبل ٣ اشهر ..

[@yelli12050]

Like 3 months :(

[@daughoush]

:(

[@Deathstroke979]

I want to kms

[@Userr974]