Fat Funny Friend- Maddie Zahm (sped up)

Lyrics:
I break the ice
So they don't see my size
And I have to be nice
Or I'll be the next punchline
I'm just the best friend in Hollywood movies
Who only exist to continue the story
The girl gets the guy while I'm standing off-screen
So I'll wait for my cue to be comedic relief
Can't be too loud
Can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
I say I'm okay
'Cause they wouldn't care anyway
And I could try to explain
But my efforts in vain
They can't relate to how I've
Drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors
If that's what it took for me to look in the mirror
I've done every diet to make me look thinner
So why do I still feel so goddamn inferior?
Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud and
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
It's funny when I think a guy likes me
And it's funny when I'm the one who says, "Let's go to eat"
It's funny when I'm asked to go out on Halloween
Dresses and thigh highs, while I hide my body
Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna miss me?
Can't be too loud
And can't be too busy
If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?
Can't be too proud and
Can't think I'm pretty
Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
Life of the fat, funny friend
I've drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors

[@yoyoitsada]

There are so many kids and teenagers dealing with depression and anxiety rn and if you are reading this remember that you are loved I LOVE YOU you can say that you don’t know me BUT i do i know you are an amazing person and you deserve the world... if you need me im here for you

[@random_n3]

i love you so much, you don’t know how much this means to me 🥲

[@Katelovesdogs]

Thank you:)

[@alonnahxlaila]

You don't even know me.

[@keyshiammata6838]

Thanks this means alot🥲♥️

[@Skillsmenu]

Thanks am abit okay now

[@sanana1]

As a middle school girl, i completely relate to this song.

[@skylar-hy4fu]

Fr

[@-istolemybestfriendsperfume-]

Same😭

[@chaaacg]

do you you wanna talk about it ?

[@Lily-chan-do6yg]

people these days can be so cruel to others without even knowing at times

[@gabihanson8999]

same girl😢❤

[@cotton.pillows]

“Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly?” “I’d drawn out in sharpie where I take the scissors if that’s what it took for me to look in the mirror” Is relatable the most relatable thing all/most of us teens here.

[@zeraloubantados818]

Relating to this song while growing up in an asian family. This song will always be my chokehold, i can't even sing it without crying or pitying myself because I'm that fat funny friend. It's just sad that we never wanted this, the constant criticism about our weight, like all we can do is smile after hearing a statement that may lead us starving ourselves for the next 3 weeks. Sad.

[@abbigailstubb]

im asian too and idk why but my mom pushes me so hard i need good grades while 9hrs of therapy a week and sports everyday and dealing with my mental shit and she expects me to be perfect, i have such a broken smile over the years

[@caseymcmanus6783]

I feel you, and you feel like you can't talk to anyone because your family will have to get involved and they will just degrade you even further, it's such a cruel world.

[@iamsweetpotato2285]

Same man i am not obese but on the fat/chubby side and i am the fat funny friend but i am extremely glad that i found good friends so i am hoping they will last forever

[@preyasibhatt165]

I hope ur situation gets better I live in a Asian household so I can understand we’re always under pressure about our grades and compared to everyone

[@local_bestie]

i feel your pain i am the fat funny friend too

[@mehdianooristani6369]

I am only 13 but relate to this so much it’s my everyday life in a song 🙃

[@dazaispooksties]

Im sorry hunny I hope you know that your beautiful and I love you for being you please never change yourself for others and fuck them haters us plus size people are going to rule this world like the beautiful people we are 🫶

[@quiverness]

im sorry :( i know how it feels but just always remember ur beautiful and theres ppl that love you even if you dont know them ❤️

[@killuaZoldyck-ri9tf]

Bro I was 11 when I almost kms don't even.

[@bonganieltondzingayi9162]

It's oohk to be different, enjoy your life every moment, don't hide who you are. To them you will be a regular stone however in another place on this earth you are the diamond. Be positive about life be strong

[@hoorainahmed1526]

@@killuaZoldyck-ri9tf Plz don't compare your situation with her you don't know what mental state she's in so plz if you have nothing nice to say just don't say anything (no hate).

[@GhostFromTheMoon]

Usually I don’t care for sped up songs but this one hits different to sing while doing chores😭 It’s wild how much I relate, nearly everyday i place my hand on my thigh in a way that makes it “look skinny” and wish it just actually looked like that, and I’ll imagine exactly what changes I “need”, and I can’t take a single compliment I think it’s always a lie cuz how could someone call *this* pretty?😔

[@LUV_JAZZYX0]

FRR

[@DelaneemayNecaise]

im so sorry love me too but i got bullied and now im homeschooled now i wanna go back bc i changed and will see me different im so sorry ur going through that though i wish i could tkae ur pain so bad.

[@amiellezyennocilladoaquino257]

In 4 months I'll be 11 and I've been battling depression for almost 3 years now and still suffering from it. It's been really hard for me, and I understand how hard it is to deal with depression, social anxiety, and also insecurity all by yourself at such a young age. also when no one is there for you because you're afraid they won't understand how it feels like. because every time I tried to vent with someone I'm really close to, they would just say "same" or either "you're not depressed at all, you just gotta stop thinking you are depressed" hearing people say that makes me feel even worse and makes me feel scared even more to tell my parents about my depression, cuz what if I get judged..? Welp, maybe we gotta know how to save ourselves because not every time there's someone out there who could help us get up, life has been really tough but why not make life better? Just believe in yourself, and keep fighting!

[@projectsindadsgarage]

Same…

[@elizabethsmith7304]

Your doing amazing, to learn and deal with depression at such a young age I was 9..... I'm now 18 and only now reaching out for help..... Your doing amazing keep your head up 💓

[@angelbhati8364]

Hey I hope you are okay

[@kenziewyatt5401]

I’m 11 and I started at 9. I’m still suffering with it . Thank you. It will get better for you .

[@cryptic321]

Broo ur so young, really sorry to hear that bro hope ull get better, wanna text sometimes? If so just gimme ur discord, insta, whatsapp anything u want Gl mate everything will be alright trust

[@ellebelle4888]

I'm 11 and I am the only big one in my class and basically my family so I honestly do relate to this song and I hate going to school every day and I just feel alone but now that I have found this song I just seat and relax while playing it lol x

[@maddyperez9383]

you shouldnt be insecure especially at 11 your beautiful and dont worry about your weight

[@Idk..tbh..]

I’m 13 and Ik how it used to feel I use to be the biggest girl in the 6th grade but I got taller and I go thinner your gonna get body shamed even being skinny just tout your mind to how beautiful you are ml.

[@Nerdalert-w4f]

Oh sweetie your beautiful I understand how you feel I’m turning 14 but honey your 9 years old you shouldn’t feel this way

[@molliespearman9028]

Same here, u r BEAUTIFUL just the way u r!!!

[@irus1123]

me too

[@dazaispooksties]

I can relate to this song to much I feel bad for all the younger people who could relate to this it breaks my heart :(

[@ashjay519]

Im only 12 but i really can relate to this

[@izuluvr]

@@ashjay519 sending u sm love. things will get better one day, i promise. plz take care of urself

[@yeeyeeboi_peaceout]

@@ashjay519 I'm 18 and still feel this way, it's okay though. Don't let it define you because every day you wake up is an accomplishment, no matter how small it may seem

[@maxivisoiu5932]

🫂

[@SnapesNo1thighrider]

I'm 13 but I hope y'all is ok and know that you are loved

[@Lily-bs4dl]

This song would described my middle school experience it makes me so sad that I’m listening to this rn

[@johnalabaster6693]

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[@aryetijerina]

I SCREAM MY HEART OUT TO THIS SONG AT 3 AM CRYING MY EYES OUT. I LOVE THIS SONG AND I RELATE TO THIS SONG SO GOD DAMN MUCH.❤️

[@Th3yluv.d4yna]

It's actually so sad, I was screaming my heart out to this song at 8... FREAKING 8. While looking up ways to get skinny, I wish I could go back and comfort her when no one else would

[@Moonstone_on_YT]

As a middle school girl with a *BUNCH* of trauma I relate to this song so much. I can’t sing it with out crying and it means so much to me. I also just got out of a fake friendship and the lyric “if I don’t answer are they still gonna need me” also the line “do they keep me around so their flaws look silly” I love this song so much❤

[@fortunatefuture7557]

So relatable, I'm the " funny friend'' who is always ignored,always pushed away and that's why i have trust issues

[@kadenkobza]

its sad im a 13 yr old girl and this is the most relatable song ive ever heard

[@zsyjvgok7yt582]

same :(

[@_Honestly..IDontKnow.]

Your perfect the way you are. Don't let anyone bring you down. Enjoy life while it lasts. If you're going through something, just know it will get better!

[@azaezae2791]

Sad part is almost every teenager including me can relate to this song

[@Ke_damono]

It’s sad how at not even 13 years old but older than 10 years I understand everything in this song and I Feel like this song is a description of a normal day for me. Remember: DONT LET YOURSELF FALL BECAUSE SOMEONE DENIED YOUR FEELINGS/DEPRESSION/ANXIETY!!! ❤❤❤❤

[@lisahanna1320]

I relate to this so much. It sucks because I used to be so petite and gorgeous and then all the sudden I got depression and stress ate and now I weigh so much and I used to have an eating disorder but I’m getting better with it. I’m so sorry for the people who relate to this song. Just remember this: YOU ARE GORGEOUS AMAZING AND YOU GOT THIS ❤❤❤

[@mangobobaxd6167]

I can’t wait until I’m alone on a rooftop or somewhere beautiful screaming this song at the top of my lungs. If you know, you know.

[@anancheng4657]

"do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly"hit diff ngl

[@Wait_For_It_Wait_For_It]

Yeah

[@samriddhibagri8628]

It was a little too relatable for my comfort but it made me happy to know I wasn't alone

[@afgeorgakis]

I don’t have any problems about my size, but I can relate to the fact of not being the prettiest but still being the funniest. I also can relate to the chorus where it say “ can’t be too loud can’t be too busy if I don’t answer now are they still gonna need me “. I’m 12 going into 13 and I’ve been battling depression for a while now.

[@ashes5485]

I relate to this so much andI know I would still relate to this back in elementary and middle school. I could never forget the way they looked at me, the way I no one wanted to be my friend. Younger me noticed but didn’t really understand it, now looking back I always felt ugly. I was told to “eat less” since 1st grade. It feels like no matter how many people compliment me I don’t think I could believe them but I want to.

[@_Black.Star_]

It's crazy how I once was 12 when my depression and anorexia started. Now I'm 20 and doing well most of the time. The fact that there are young teenagers struggling as the young me scares and shocks me. Don't give up and keep fighting! I know it's hard to believe if I tell you it get's better, so I won't say it. But what I can tell is that there always be bad times. Doesn't matter if it's the death of someone, school sucks or you're having an argument with someone and so on. What matters is how you deal with it. It's totally ok to stand up for and care about yourself, so please think positive! You're strong because you've come this far! 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽

[@maximilienrobespierre1794]

I’m proud of you for recovering! It’s not easy. ❤

[@maddieyes6394]

there has never been a song ive related to more then this one. everytime I sing this song I break down in tears and scream. I may only be 13 but this song described my feelings that I have never been able to put into words for years.

[@bokrock]

Whenever i get something from the tuckshop my friends look at me like i did something then say, another one. It literally my first food of the day

[@AlexGordon-rd8gi]

The most painful thing is when you have been ignoring anything that’s sweet like cake and extra sugar in things but the second you try to grab it nearby your family for the first time in a month just because you got sad and all you hear is “you just ate you shouldn’t be eating that” or maybe even “you don’t need that you have had enough to eat today” BUT the most painful is when they say you are fat and don’t need something WITHOUT actually saying it directly… if anyone relates then I shall give you an internet hug because I am a high school student who is about to give up but the only reason I push is because of my 2 1/2 year old sister so if you need a hug here I am need to talk? Same thing I want everyone to feel safe with me and the same way around for anyone who need my help

[@ysabel4721]

4 years fighting deepression:) Still fighthing😊

[@kidzumasstudio8217]

I'm so sincerely proud of you

[@kidzumasstudio8217]

Please keep fighting. You're so valid and needed. I mean it

[@marvataheri9455]

You are very strong ❤

[@lunar2316]

You're doing so well I'm so proud of you

[@book-obsessedweirdo8677]

Here, take my flame thrower. You'll need it.

[@kisidump2050]

This is my life in a song for 18 years of my teenage existence.

[@exmera.z]

1:00 is what I most relate to

[@rosa..2976]

This song is so relatable that I started crying after it said fat funny friend 😭😭😭

[@bish_idkwut]

"I'm the best friend in the movies, I am there just to continue the movie" that hit me so hard because it is so true for me! No matter how hard I try, no matter how many personalities I have for different PPL, they don't seem to like any part of me....m always the bf of the main character....m not jealous no, but I can't help looking at them and be like "I wish I were them" . Everytime I look at ppl they seem to be just being there because they don't want to hurt my feelings, I can't stop that voice inside me that tells me 'everyone hates u, u r boring' and I hate it. Every second of it, but I can't stop the voice, I can't shove it down like I do to everything else......

[@bokrock]

Me too i hope we can fight through together

[@felix_lee-t6n]

Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly- hit hard because i struggle with thinking im ugly and not pretty enough

[@CC013]

the fact that i am twelve and i have this friend who fat shames me and i relate to this songs too much says a lot about society.

[@hannahdoesstuff...9956]

I saw the title and I said aloud, "THATS ME! ❤" Then I listened to it, and the way I relate to it is kind of crazy... This is such a great song, and I feel that so many more people can relate to it how I have, and continue to. MY INTERNET KEEPS CRAPPING OUT THOUGH, HELP 😭

[@avayauu.x]

It’s hard when u can relate to a song so much that it feels like hell. Things like this are normal, life is unfair. You can’t decide who to be. You can’t decide which role u want to be in ur life. You can’t decide whether your the main character of *YOUR* life. You can’t decide what you look like either. But I want to let you know shall u think that ur overweight or flat, you are the person that keeps us going. You are the main character of your life and whether u like it or not. There is a reason for ur existence, don’t go questioning on why u are on this planet. You deserve much more then this ruined society that we have now. You are amazing and a warrior for keeping up this long and not quitting. You are you and it’s what makes you look unique. I want to spread this message around to everyone, hoping to let themselves accept them for who they are. You have developed an amazing personality, body, face and *NO* one can tell you you haven’t. -ava

[@Jaaxx.]

0:59 - 1:08 That's the part that really makes me feel something.. ever since 5th grade I did $h.( 7th rn suppose to be in 8th) but this is the most relatable song ever.

[@marwahsajid5596]

I break the ice So they don't see my size And I have to be nice Or I'll be the next punchline I'm just the best friend in Hollywood movies Who only exist to continue the story The girl gets the guy while I'm standing off-screen So I'll wait for my cue to be comedic relief Can't be too loud Can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud Can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly? I say I'm okay 'Cause they wouldn't care anyway And I could try to explain But my efforts in vain They can't relate to how I've Drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors If that's what it took for me to look in the mirror I've done every diet to make me look thinner So why do I still feel so goddamn inferior? Can't be too loud And can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud and Can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly? Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend It's funny when I think a guy likes me And it's funny when I'm the one who says, "Let's go to eat" It's funny when I'm asked to go out on Halloween Dresses and thigh highs, while I hide my body Can't be too loud And can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna miss me? Can't be too loud And can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud and Can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly? Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend I've drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors

[@currently_in_a_CATRISIS]

Thank u so much

[@I_love_food_248]

Thxxxxxxx

[@Azrqeditz]

Since I was born, my weight has always been a little too much for my age, but it was difficult for me to lose weight because of my illness. I was never bullied in schools except kindergarten, but my family always made fun of me. This was a very heartbreaking thing for me. I am currently in the 9th grade. What high school has taught me in just these few months The most important thing was 'the importance of appearance'. I thought that if I didn't look beautiful, people would hate me. This thought continued until the 3rd month of the 9th grade, but one day I made a promise to myself in front of the mirror. I would lose weight not for my appearance, but for my health.I am under weight rn and I realized that weight is not everything. No matter how tall we are or how much we weigh, we are human and beautiful in every aspect. God chose to create us this way. Please don't be heartbroken because of other people's words, I did it and I regret it very much.We are perfect the way we are

[@Roshsn-h2r]

Everyone is so pretty and beautiful never feel like your not enough I’ve felt like I don’t want to be here but then I remember I’m enough and I don’t want to leave the people the actual love me JUST KNOW YOUR ENOUGH

[@janaelhadidi2017]

i am happy or so i think and istg when i heard abt this song this made me think if my life is actually "Happy''. whoever is dealing with this make sure to know that people are here for u.

[@WinterLovesDreaming]

I'm 14 and i definitely relate to all of this... It is just almost everything about my mental health

[@SiphesihleThusi-kd2rz]

Been feeling as the ugly friend since primary school ...... It got worse in high school and i became very insecure of myself. Im now in varsity and fighting social anxiety with depression 💔but I've been strong for so long n i will never give up on myself

[@xxjulia0xx341]

no ones is ugly. There is no exact look of what a person should look like.

[@ev_isbetter]

I am 11, almost 12. I relate to this so much. I have always been bigger then everyone and I been told when which makes me even more self conscious.

[@OnaleronaOna-c9r]

I can relate to the song 😢😢 I'm in tears

[@guninhazarika2140]

My tears are falling not because I know how it feels like but because I know someone out there knows how it feels too and for just once I feel that someone understands and that someone has seen a little more than my fake smiles, it hit hard when I realized that all this 16 years I was misunderstood and these lyrics made me feel the same things that I still feel when I look into the mirror This song is like my comfort place because every time I listen and feel those words although they hurt but I feel like its the only moment when I'm honest with myself and let out those things which have been bottled up from all those daily sabotages, insecurities TIP: listen it while Journaling

[@Josie_tooreall]

Im a young teenager and this just is my life... NO ONE EVER LISTENS TO ME!!!! NO ONE EVER UNDERSTANDS ME!!!!!! NO ONE EVER BELIEVES ME!!!!! BARELY ANYONE TRUSTS ME AND I CANT TRUST ANYONE ELSE!!!!! IM WAY TO INSECURE ABOUT MY WHOLE LIFE!!! EVERYTHING IS WRONG!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@shutup09876]

0:58

[@No_Name_Love9]

Im binging this song i cry every time

[@No_Name_Love9]

Btw I relate im ten

[@EditifyingSarxa]

thank you so much for this.

[@alyssaj6579]

Theyre are too many young teens and kids relating to this💔🥺 I promise you guys it gets better. You learn eventually to love every aspect of yourself, youll surround yourself with people who dont worry themselves with appearances. I cant promise when or how but itll happen, youll still have moments but they become rare.

[@_na-bi_]

living in an asian house hold i can relate to this song a lot because it is not only people at school or in public judging me and my body but also my family which is the part that hurts and leads to me doing some of the things listed in this beautiful song

[@ElKue-rb9vo]

Yeah true

[@nai_legend]

This song just made me cry so much after all the "happiness"...

[@Xo_journey3]

This song is so relateible btw new sub

[@RyRy-lovesherman]

This song is so real

[@fanxwr1ter]

This song is so relatable that istg the first time I heard this I cried

[@SamiramohamedMohamed]

This song is so me but it ok I still love it

[@jadalibecap-kj4uc]

i relate to this song so much

[@strikedace]

I'm not fat... but I can relate to every other part of the song.

[@almondmilk46789]

Honestly, I feel this everyday and I’m only 12 🥲 tbh I was feeling like I should just die but when I heard this song I realised there are so many ppl like me and I’m not lonely. Thank you everybody here and in the comments you guys made my life better, even if you can’t notice the changes

[@AmazingKookaburra1]

Please, never think that you should just die. I PROMISE you that there are people who care about you. Just please always remember that you are not alone in whatever you are going through. ❤

[@mistynightlight9951]

These thoughts started when I was 10, I’m 16 now, I thought I would feel better but I guess not…

[@mistynightlight9951]

@ he꩜rtache . . . you too, you just made my day, heh.. it’s kinda surprising that a random stranger on the internet would provide more understanding and kindness than most of the people that I know, so, thank you, I hope you start to feel better as well, sending love

[@km915313]

I am proud of u for commenting your Thoughts,you are brave.virtual hugs🫂 buddy💜

[@-Leya-7969]

0:58 very relatable

[@JazMmmm]

Hi, I’m a 12 year old but I relate so much to this song. Hope you have a great day💕

[@vivs_.avenue]

im not fat im actually the complete opposite but this song gets me so hard

[@UsedToBeSpedUpSongs]

I relate to this a bit and I'm only 13. We can't even talk to adults about this because they say stuff like 'you aren't depressed' and 'you are fine' yk.

[@Wait_For_It_Wait_For_It]

Ikr, like YoU'Re ToO yOuNg To Be DePrEsSeD 😒

[@xemsilyx]

i appreciate everyone always saying “ ur loved “ or “ ur perfect the way u are “ then i go and type up perfect girls and they come up noting like me and i know everyone’s different but y r they so different from me can we not just be the same this song is basically my life in repeat

[@Spitfire-ee7sb]

My sister is 13 and she has depression, eating disorder, is suicidal and had a lot of surgerys. And she sings this song at the top of her lungs bcuz she relates to this song

[@soph.theloaf]

The amount of tears come out of my stupid eyes every time I hear this song is concerning.

[@skylar-hy4fu]

1:01 is the part I relate to the most

[@km915313]

ik it's hard to believe in yourself, ik it feels like everything is falling apart in your life every day it feels like it is getting worse and worse and worse even if u don't believe in yourself I believe in U, keep fighting the storm frnd,virtual hugs💜🫂

[@ella.1099]

Why, just why do I relate this song so much? I love it so much. Even tho I’m extremely young to worry about how I look it still seems like she looked at my life and made it song! New fav song 💗💗 Also, I’m struggling too! You not alone :))

[@Sararainboweater]

This is my whole life in one song

[@ChelseaAaron-s6g]

I'm in 2024 here and 13 and this is my fav songs coz I relate to it...

[@CottonMyCandy]

you're depressed?

[@ChelseaAaron-s6g]

Mhm..​@@CottonMyCandy

[@CottonMyCandy]

@ChelseaAaron-s6g I was depressed at 15-17 but something changed and now I'm 19. I wish life to get better for you.

[@ChelseaAaron-s6g]

Thank you...​@@CottonMyCandy

[@akash-pc1mi]

I am 14 and this song always make me cry because its true 😢

[@nuralisyabalqisothman7991]

It's getting higher. The expectations.

[@jeanellbramlett1266]

I’m 10 crying to this song in my bed because my friend group makes me feel like this

[@dylanschroeder7916]

Breaks my heart to see all these kids in the comments. Just hang in there, might not get easier, but it does get better

[@Ellllzzzzz.333]

Why need a journal when you have this

[@Shanicesuniverse]

I relate to this song so much but im not plus size but im currently in a friend group where they would judge me of my figure and my stomach as they as hourglass body perfect face while im just there

[@nikhilasaibhimavaram2005]

Darling you deserve a better friend group ❤❤

[@emmahealy425]

I have read so many comments on this song, and i obviously relate but its actually heart breaking how many people judge themselves so harshly over there bodies. We werent made all the same if we were we be boring. I was a healthy weight grown up but start growning into a young lady at such a young age with shapes and i was slagged for it to this day im insecure because of them harsh words but that person would comment now and say how i look good but little do they know the damage they did. I had children gain 16 stones if you do kg i dont know what it is in kg i hated been like that because my father didnt like big women and he would let us know too. 3 years ago i got away from an abuser i starved myself i was put down every single day and beaten. I starved myself as i said to control something because i couldnt control what was going on well so i thought. Now i am at a healthy weight with recoverying from stomach problems ( DO NOT STARVE YOURSELF) U are perfect just the way you are. I got of social media also because i didnt want to compare myself anymore i just wanted to be me my story has no end yet im living im happy and some days its hard to look in the mirror but im here and so are you do not allow someone take away your smile and happiness and do not allow someone hold the pen to write your story. You own that ❤

[@kaitlynethridge2525]

this song>>>>you

[@myariddle]

you're not wrong 🥲

[@ShadowDemonslayerfansands]

I am young but I’m a teen but I relate to this so so much it’s my everyday life in this song 😢😭🥺😖😣😟😔😞🙁😕😩😫

[@sophieplays3680]

Just remember, you're not alone & there are people who love you for who you are! Allah is always there for u

[@eamerald_quinn]

Wow the power of this song

[@arcadias_angels]

currently bawling because this song is the story of my life

[@liv_editzz589]

"so godamn INFERIOR" is so real it's not even funny how i relate to this ❤️

[@joana2467]

As a 13 yo girl I relate to this so much

[@Army07-me2qm]

I’m so sorry I’m same age but I’m skinny and I already feel very insecure about it. I hate how you all feel so I insecure it breaks my heart. I wish I could take all the pain away ❤

[@joana2467]

@@Army07-me2qm We will all go through it someday…Until then,we have to stay strong and support each-other❤️

[@denicavanstaden354]

I'm 14 this year and I relate to this so much I have been oversized all my life and have been bullied about it since I was small but never told anyone and in grade six I was starving myself because of how insecure I was and wore a blazer every day to hide my body I have never really had friends all of them eventually left me for other people

[@xxjulia0xx341]

There is no exact look of what a person should look like.. So they can't say you're wrong or ugly

[@kaitlynlichner485]

“ I say I’m fine because they wouldn’t care anyway”

[@q.U.i.T84726]

Lyrics I break the ice So they don't see my size And I have to be nice Or I'll be the next punchline I'm just the best friend in Hollywood movies Who only exists to continue the story The girl gets the guy while I'm standing off-screen So I'll wait for my cue to be comedic relief Can't be too loud, can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud, can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly? I say I'm okay 'Cause they wouldn't care anyway And I could try to explain But my effort's in vain, they can't relate to how I've Drawn out in Sharpie where I'd take the scissors If that's what it took for me to look in the mirror I've done every diet to make me look thinner So why do I still feel so goddamn inferior? Can't be too loud and can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud and can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly? Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend It's funny when I think a guy likes me And it's funny when I'm the one who says, "Let's go to eat" It's funny when I'm asked to go out on Halloween Dresses and thigh highs, while I hide my body Can't be too loud and can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna miss me? Can't be too loud and can't be too busy If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me? Can't be too proud and can't think I'm pretty Do they keep me around so their flaws just seem silly? Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend Life of the fat, funny friend I've drawn out in Sharpie where I'd take the scissors

[@Roshsn-h2r]

Thanks ❤

[@AbnormalAri]

My friends favorites *her* and he called me a side character which relates to this song to much

[@DurgaThapa-p9u]

I relate this song so much 🥺

[@HolicRelai]

I relate to this song

[@rrenebee]

Been relating to this song sm, im always known as "class clown" thinking i had no problems, i was bullied since i was a kid. For being "fat". and funny how they changed after i loss weight.

[@Silly_river-xb]

I was really young when I found this song and I listened to it non-stop on repeat because when I was nine I had really bad body dysmorphoa and I was actually really skinny but to me I thought I was really fat. I'm older now and still struggling but I'm healing slowly❤ Edit: hey guys its 2025. Im no longer healing. Im struggling again its getting worse, and i dont think ill ever be heard so im writing here for my last message. Goodluck to those who made it by but im done with everything. Goodbye.. ❤ -Aubrey 2025

[@ivyamahan]

Thank you❤️

[@Katie-ud8vc]

I just wish I could be there to heal every single one that needs it it would make me happier than ever :)

[@urlocaltrashcan2034]

The fact that I'm not even funny. I'm just that fat friend bruh

[@iluvmybf..ollie..x]

relatable 😭

[@laelcox9454]

I'm only 10 but I still understand cause this songs represent my life :(

[@Booknerd1776]

I relate to this in many ways. One being me hating my body even though I’m skinny I hate the way I look. Also as the therapist friend that everyone tells about their issues I feel like they don’t care about me.

[@qalicia]

"If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?" this line 😕