Fatal Addiction: Amy Winehouse (FULL MOVIE) Biopic, Biography, Documentary, Back to Black Movie

[@millawitt1882]

My mom was once interviewed for a study when the interviewer asked “what do you think when you hear the word AN ADDICT?” And my mom said “CARE”.. the interviewer were SHOCKED and said that my mom were the first out of 50 people who had said anything like that and everyone had said something like “disgusting, shameful, burden..” and so on… love you mom and thank you for teaching me that when I was young..❤

[@LindseyJane777]

Your mom must be a special person

[@toddaulner5393]

You know what? Your comment is driving me to reconnect with friends I have released when they went back to using. Wish me luck!

[@Loveable03-y8r]

Hola, hello beautiful world God Almighty bless all ❤️ brothers and sisters in Christ Believe when I say!! Luck does not exist!!! Because that isn't giving God the credit Blessed !! Wish u Blessings ❤️🌈❤️God Almighty bless all 🌈

[@patriciav2845]

❤​@@Loveable03-y8r

[@lucky7mojo]

She never mentions the word addiction, in certain company

[@elizabethhansen6984]

Reporters ask the most ridiculous questions. "Your daughter is a drug addict and alcoholic, what is your biggest fear?" Are you kidding me???

[@jabbermocky4520]

No foolin'.

[@amandawebster7244]

In general, we are so tone deaf w addiction. It was everyone. It was sad, shameful, and awful.

[@dottiegillespie8067]

It's ridiculous.

[@xoxotiffanyj4001]

@@dottiegillespie8067 😫😫😫😫

[@michish1234]

@@amandawebster7244 totally spot on very sad for every addict.

[@sarahdanielle1985]

It's horrible they say Amy was chubby. She was never chubby she was healthy...no wonder she got a eating disorder and bulimia...awful

[@dragonclaws9367]

She was never fat. She was beautiful..F me pumps/ in my bed❤ hope to see you after I pass and thank you myself for everything.

[@emitflesti-zx3zw]

Same thing happened to Karen Carpenter

[@sandrapower3250]

Two beautiful women rip 🙏 😢

[@rapsux]

Ummm, my guess is she was drugging so much that she wasn't eating. That's what happens when you make the decision to fire cocaine and heroin into your veins. You have no appetite.

[@atvheads]

She was beautiful at the beginning, but drugs worn her down.

[@MM-ig1iv]

I just wanna also add and say that alcohol is one of the worst of the worst! I've made some of the dumbest decisions of my life due to alcohol. It enabled me to do the harder drugs.. and while already being drunk your then very very closer to OD-ing. and I did. I was took to the hospital and brought back to life! I got my second chance at life.. "a new life" that I'm very grateful. Some people can handle alcohol... But I'm the kind that can't. It's just as worse as any other drug because of how dangerous and reckless it makes me. 8 years sober....

[@zpalombi]

Congratulations on your sobriety!! Keep it up 🎉💪🏼

[@SameerKhan-nf3no]

Congrats on your nearly decade of sobriety, the fact that you're alive and healthy and get to enjoy the important things in life..I truly hope you continue and never give up❤

[@morchen70]

Huge achievement ❤today 7 months sober 🫶

[@ernestomoreno4409]

Also if you’re really in deep it can be fatal to just quit alcohol.

[@SameerKhan-nf3no]

@@morchen70 congrats I truly hope you continue well and prosper💥

[@michish1234]

Blake was interested in Amy’s money. She was his gravy train. She loved him but he loved the fact that she kept him financially stable to afford drugs. He loved Amy’s money and not Amy.

[@kaitlyngault3987]

No, he probably loved her, & still does, but knew they were doomed. He defintely enjoyed the spotlight, & even with the movie recently, seems to like that people are talking about him again. BUT why should he suffer for the rest of his life because she died? That's beyond messed up!! He is NOT responsible for her drug use. It doesn't matter that that she may have not found that path without him. It was because of something broken in HER. He suffered from her demons just as much as she did his. It was well known she was abusive. My boyfriend of almost 4 years has a meth addiction. I have never touched it, & never will. I have my own addictions, but they are mine. Unless my boyfriend put a gun to my head, if I took up meth, it would be on me. No one else.

[@michish1234]

@@kaitlyngault3987 if you think he loved her then you don’t know what you’re talking about. I’m a fan I would not watch a movie about her because I know for a start she would be disgusted that her dad even made one. It’s annoying when people believe the shit that’s in a movie. The only movie I would watch would be one that Amy made herself about herself. It does matter that she may not have found the path without him. He needed her to become addicted so that she could buy it for him too. If he loved her then he would not have preyed upon her vulnerabilities. He knew she idolised him and he manipulated her. That is not love. Amy had been 2 years clean of class a drugs before she died. She also hadn’t had alcohol for 7 weeks. It’s very sad what she did to herself we’ve lost a great talent and her family have lost a daughter and sibling. Blake in my opinion was the devil in her life. And when you say it was well known that she was abusive was it? I didn’t know that she was abusive. Are you trying to make her look bad as an excuse for that monster that she married? She may have been vulnerable due to her dad cheating on her mum with his secretary and Blake knew that. He even had the cheek to say the only time he spent money on her was the day she first met him. He won £600 on the horses and bought her a drink. Let’s not forget on the documentary we heard him say “I’m a handsome fella I don’t know what I saw in her” or words to that effect. It seems you are comparing what you would and wouldn’t do someone else. Amy isn’t you.

[@KiwikimNZ]

I don’t know. I think he truly loved her too, but was irresponsible in his love for her and used her for sure, played games etc. at the end of the day, no one knows but Blame and Amy and it’s just incredibly sad that Amy died before she had the maturity or the right help and support to get her through. Such a sad story. I adored her. I loved how she just didn’t give a shit. She wasn’t fake and at the end of the day she was a human being. ❤

[@KiwikimNZ]

@@kaitlyngault3987love that you have insight and you are taking responsibility for your own challenges. You can never blame anyone else, there is always a reason for why people take drugs, it’s not the drugs fault either, it’s why people have an addiction, that is because people try to fill a void or fix something broken. I’ve had my battles and still do, only I can find the strength in order to beat them. My underlying problem is my depression, anxiety and eating disorder. This all comes from undiagnosed adhd, childhood trauma etc. it’s not an easy fix it’s very complex and those who have never struggled with mental health problems or addiction really will never understand. The other thing is the stigma that goes with the addiction and seeking help isn’t as an easy as people say it is. You never think addiction will happen to you and it takes a while to realise that you even do have addiction problems. I wish you all the very best and hope that in time you will find peace and happiness without your addictions xx ❤.

[@michish1234]

@@KiwikimNZ if you truly love someone you want the best for them. You don’t use them. It is a shame. Blake is a piece of shit in my opinion. I think many would agree with me.

[@StellaAdler_]

I was at the concert in Belgrade, front row and we were booing her team & calling for her management to get her off stage because we all saw she could not stand! None of her people cared & the public was shocked. We were heartbroken. Amy is gone too soon 😢

[@karengarrison3666]

That's so heartbreaking to read 😥. You'd think her team in the wings would've put an end to it, rather than wait to hear the audience call for Amy's removal 💔

[@ilda89]

You never know. I would come. I live near by. But when you (Jesus this play show laser will kill me Jesus) can't, want.... (?) hold string auf... 😑😓

[@angelapuckett4932]

It's a slow suicide. I have lost too many. I still have loved ones that are addicted to one thing or another. I am glad I saw what was going on in my late 20's. I am 62 now. I loved Amy's music. It broke my heart when I learned she passed. RIP sweet girl.

[@cmvk2024]

you have to respect and accept other's choices, you have no wright to said someone if she/he going to leave sober

[@kellivermillion4417]

😊Ĺ

[@BreBraaten]

Tt

[@michish1234]

@@cmvk2024 uh?

[@Dogsarefurbabies24]

It is a slow suicide I lost my son last year And went back to alcohol A battle I fight daily But in the back of my mind I know it will kill me quickly. It's very selfish of us But some life is so hard to deal with

[@virginia5618]

A bad boy can bring a good girl down to the depths of hell. This young lady was drowning and no one could throw her a life line. Miss Amy and her unique voice. RIP dear girl.

[@arvyarvy4242]

while her story is sad saying no one offered her a lifeline is a lie its even clearly stated in the video her management suggested she go to rehab she fired them and made a song about it. if that wasnt a lifeline then i dont know what that is.she bad choices.there were also many mentions of her turning down help even from her doctors

[@simchah18]

What a VOICE!!!!!!❤

[@kkittycatkat1990]

​@@arvyarvy4242🎯

[@CynthiaW-jr7bc]

BS ...Many threw Amy a life line time a again and again - that's a fact. She was a victim of her own demise.

[@lynnvandyke1065]

I can imagine how circumstances can lead a person to alcohol and drugs, I have nearly succumbed. Nearly died accidentally. To stop or at least numb the relentless pain, and just want OUT……

[@meoohmy3231]

I’m nearly 11 years sober. I drank for close to 30 years, all the while, alcohol was consuming me. I am truly sorry for what this talented gal suffered.

[@hannarice3007]

Well done!

[@judijohnson5555]

God Bless her but well done to you

[@kathleenmcevoy-eb7qp]

So much respect for you. 🙏

[@sativasweetheart]

so proud of you

[@e.oliveirasouza4669]

choices

[@peterdeak4113]

I haven`t read any comments on how beautifully and commiseratingly this documentary was put together. RIP Amy, such a sad life ending.

[@lucretiamalcolm4597]

ive seen better ones to be honest, was quite disappointing actually . seems like a mash up other documentaries with an american narrator lol.

[@CHANCEINTUITIVE]

It’s so heart breaking how demons literally dragged her from this earth and she had no peace in her last days

[@mvpappas6046]

Besides this she was a sacrifice a ritual that put another singer to the top

[@ilkeadrall710]

No demons plain addict.

[@jessenashvillejames150]

I hope her life helps other people get strength to give up their addictions... I'am over 3 and 1/2 years sober... I chose wanting to live instead of dying.

[@carlamarlene2927]

Praises be!! I hope you a long life full of love

[@jessenashvillejames150]

@@carlamarlene2927 God Bless you too...

[@teelee2346]

You are amazing! And just like Amy is important to music, you are important to this world.

[@jesuschild5167]

You go girl! I'm almost 3 years sober as of last month.. I thank God because if it wasn't for Him, I wouldn't be here today!

[@jessenashvillejames150]

@@SuitedSkaterLion Thank You

[@katiegeorgeripia]

Me and my husband have been there, supported been ripped off, had things stolen and been their emotionally for his siblings & mother who were addicted to meth. It almost destroyed our marriage & absolutely broke my husband's heart and soul. In the end we had to walk away from them to save ourselves & our marriage. 2 years later they are still addicted and we have slowly rebuilding our relationship and I thank God for that

[@lde7254]

Bumped up

[@kkittycatkat1990]

THIS! Bump it up people!

[@AHLUser]

So many talented musicians dies at 27... Such a shame that we 'fans' refuse to allow them to live their lives freely and pursue them relentlessly.

[@meghanferrari6501]

It's media not fans

[@kkittycatkat1990]

Stop with the "27 club" already! How old are you? Plenty die at ages other than 27. Grow up.

[@tundrawomansays694]

Your 20’s are just a jihad of poor judgement, screw ups and grow ups. I’m saying this from the perspective of someone who has aged 50 yrs. since then.

[@Cyberchic2]

It should have been her, not Adele.

[@bar9973]

I’m 80 and, having always lived in the U.S., I had never heard of Amy Winehouse until hearing the tragic news of her death. It brought back memories of the great musical artist who died young in the 1960s and 1970s. Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Jimie Hendrix, Brian Jones, Alan Wilson and many others also met their untimely demise at the age of 27. Considering that Amy died from drinking so much vodka over a period of only several hours, it seems she finally lost hope and decided to end it all.

[@SameerKhan-nf3no]

As someone whos been addicted to both alcohol and opioids..it hurts me that people would rather look down on you and shun you than actually giving just a little love and support..I'm trying so hard to quit but my mental state is at 60 even though I'm 25... IT hurts every single day and it only gets worse 😢

[@kerrimuir1]

You can do it!!!

[@SameerKhan-nf3no]

@@kerrimuir1 goodness I hope so😔

[@michish1234]

You will get there have faith in yourself you will do it now that you are young. Get the help you need and those around you should support you. Amy was clean of drugs but after being dry for 7 weeks she had so much vodka and her tiny body couldn’t take it. Don’t allow these awful things to beat you. You can do it.

[@Jennifer-hv2bc]

I get what your saying about your mental state I've been on the verge of suicide my entire life. One day at a time, right? You can do it💙

[@Pawnee123-r1b]

You have to want to get clean…. I remember swallowing 10 30mg oxys every 4 hours and they never helped. I knew I was going to die if I did not get help. Each time a swallowed those pills I felt like I was swallowing a demon. One day while sitting in my pain doctors office a guy came in and handed me a couple of business cards. One of them says “Jesus ❤️’s you and quotes John 5:25. The other card was “The promise of Jesus” John 14:1-4 and John 14:6 Those cards are in my wallet to this day. That was the last time I took a pill and went into treatment. I am clean to this day 15 yrs later. You are still young, you entire life is ahead of you.🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@sharleenbrest3595]

Thank you for finally showing Amy Winehouse's struggles in the light she deserved. Watching her struggle pains me. I'm so glad to see empathy, love and kindness to a tormented beautiful soul.

[@michish1234]

That’s such a nice thing to say

[@bonnies.d.1121]

I would say that Amy Winehouse was a walking billboard for having had a very painful, dysfunctional, and lonely childhood. The tattooing said, "It doesn't hurt; I don't feel pain," and the drinking said, "I won't feel pain" when she needed to. If parents of troubled kids would own up to their mistakes -- and keep owning up, even if their offspring get mad and argue in order to defend the parents and avoid feeling the legitimate pain -- and the parents would apologize once they have learned about their mistakes, the parents will find they have done a good thing because the truth heals, and avoiding it brings addiction and death. (See Alice Miller.) What a magnificent and beautiful songbird we have lost!

[@jeanmyers1787]

Amy was self harming age 15 when her father she adored walked out to live with another woman. He also tried to start a jazz career on the back of her fame.

[@donnawaldron3261]

My sister smoked herself to death. COPD. Died at 69 Jan 2024. And was being ripped off by a friend, trusted the friend with her bank card, she regularly help herself to money from. My niece, my sister's daughter died aged 52, April 2024, from complications of being obese. The same friend helped herself to £200, on the day she died, but it had been going on for longer. She took pictures of my sister's dead body, she obstructed paramedics getting to my niece. It's all been reported to police as it got worse. Currently trying to get justice for my family. 😢

[@jasonconroy9419]

I'm so sorry to read your story. I hope you get justice soon! 😢

[@donnawaldron3261]

@@jasonconroy9419 thank you Jason. The so called friend passed herself off as a carer. She had control of my sister's finances, helped herself And coerced my niece into moving to Bampton, from London where reportedly she was happy. This woman is in her 70's early 80s and has done this to other vulnerable people making them sign up to sun life, life insurance and then gets them to write her into their wills because of how "caring" she is. She was bragging at both funerals as witnessed by my first husband who came. It's taking as while as police are probably investigating the pilfered accounts. I want this Margaret Ricketts nailed!

[@msjulsfl]

So sorry

[@brookegoslin]

I pray hard that you get justice so heartbreaking your story 💔🙏🏼💫✨

[@darlaangel7853]

Pariahs are EVERYWHERE,its up to Us,to recognize & Alienate those Scabs of the Buhttcrack of Life,from our World,in which,we exist.

[@annakat3754]

Her last performance was just heartbreaking

[@kaitlyngault3987]

It's uncomfortable to watch, but the fact that it WAS the final one is more heartbreaking. She deserved to give herself more than she did. She made her choices.

[@toddaulner5393]

When a person gives up, there are few steps to the End.

[@LisaHerman-s5r]

I know people will argue with this but...this what the devil does. God bless her soul

[@StellaAdler_]

I was there, front row in Belgrade & we were booing her team and trying to call them out to take her away and help her cuz she could not stand! People were shocked and crying because her people did nothing. It was absolutely horrific. We pleaded with them to let her get off the stage, to no use.

[@katherinemeyers3005]

That was so wrong allowing her to go onstage like that& embarass herself smh anyone who truly loved& cared about her would've stopped her from going onstage in that state

[@BernadetteLinnane-]

I don't want anyone to throw stones, but I feel your parents are your psychological, moral, self-esteem compass. It starts at birth, and it continues. Your parents shape your brain of how you would live your life and mostly feel about yourself. The balance of the family is important, but any troubles or trauma affects the brain. I don't really feel that Amy had a close relationship and unconditional love from her parents, and when she felt insecure, she did not have the power to stand alone and be strong. When the snake 🐍 comes (a man) to put or bring you down in any way. You need to have enough self-esteem to walk away from any scars. Amy has a great gift. And she could have had a very beautiful life.

[@territmoderitmo9190]

🎯🎯🎯

[@gingerisevil02]

There is a theory called the dianthus stress model… environment in early childhood plays a role

[@kirstenwright1974]

What BS her parents were fantastic to her. My parents abused me and I turned out ok. She did it to herself. Sad but true. My stepson died at 22 cause of drink. He wanted to go. Everyone tried to save him. No one forces u to drink or take drugs. Fact. People need to stop blaming everyone. She was a adult

[@territmoderitmo9190]

@@kirstenwright1974 How so? She told both of them she had bulimia at the age of 15, they just shrug it, it will pass, like its some weird hairstyle choice. Mitch had few oportunites to put the foot down, and stop her touring, bit gigs were more important. He was begged to intervene in those situations. He maybe loved her, but profesional oportunities apparently were more important.

[@TCMedicare101]

Nurture AND Nature, dear. I've seen fantastic families have a mentally ill child and no matter how they've done everything right (no one does 100% right), one of their kids goes off the rails. Regardless of how much support, love, or assistance with medications and therapies, some cannot be brought back from the brink and go the way of drugs, addiction, and death whether due to overdose or intentional suicide. Everything in this documentary is speculation in regards her relationships - we were not physically present to see it first hand. We cannot stand and blame anyone. It's a combination of a fragile soul exposed to situations that she was not strong enough to endure: drugs, celebrity, papparoti, family and friends who exploited and didn't know how to help or didn't initially know the depths of her issues, until it was too late. She is not the first, nor will she be the last tortured soul performer who's lives were snuffed out by alcohol and drug addiction. Nor can we say that she wouldn't have succumbed to exactly the same fate had she been just an ordinary non-celebrity. Drive down skid row of any city. You'll see exactly the same situation with nameless, faceless addicts.

[@samrayer2517]

Her entire management and PR team killed her She needed someone to help her and everyone just stood on the sidelines and let her continue to perform and go on tour's. Clearly she was not well enough for that kind of pressure

[@kkittycatkat1990]

Well perhaps they didn't want to get fired like the last PR team! She could always hire a new one, couldn't she? She killed herself, ffs.

[@Wealthismybirthright]

She needed a good 5-6 years off with a nutritionist, intense EMDR therapy & trauma based therapy, and to build a better support system. No tour, no album releases, or performances. If she had done this she could’ve just traveled as well for a while. She needed to do an entire work on her life before returning to music again because she was still battling trauma from childhood, toxic relationships, depression, anxiety, substance abuse. She needed to get her health back to normal. Resting herself for a while then decide if she wanted to come back. She could’ve always gone into doing other things if she didn’t truly enjoy singing anymore, like now we can earn money from home nowadays. She could’ve just became a song writer behind the scenes, invested into business or whatever. I feel she deserved much better but I feel her childhood trauma was her down fall and people not wanting to look further into that. I feel she was a victim of emotional neglect growing up severely to where she engaged in bad habits to act out like a cry for help.

[@CynthiaW-jr7bc]

That's nonsense - they all stepped up to the plate many times over. Further she chose to perform despite the advice given otherwise. She and her father checked her out after just 6 days.....then she went on tour. So she's to blame for jumping the gun - again.

[@michish1234]

Sam I think her dad has a lot to answer for. Even when she didn’t want to do a concert he was telling her that she had to do it. That people were expecting her to do it. I agree she had so much pressure put on her.

[@michish1234]

@@CynthiaW-jr7bc her father checked her out. She wasn’t thinking straight. Her father wanted her back on the road as soon as possible. You should blame the healthy not the sick and weak.

[@BessieMann]

If she hadn't got on drugs and alcohol She would have been here with us still. RIP Amy. Blake was her downfall

[@samsamcupcakes6476]

She had issues before Blake...

[@kkittycatkat1990]

She was her own downfall.

[@CynthiaW-jr7bc]

Amy was already an addict when she met Blake - she made her own choices.

[@Invaluable1]

He definitely was a catalyst for her destruction

[@CynthiaW-jr7bc]

Amy was an addict long before Blake - in one of her very early interviews she admitted others had spoken to her about her drug habits.

[@2witty4uslayer2]

Fame is a drug in itself. I love being ordinary

[@anitarichbourg852]

Agreed 💯

[@rosemariekarlebach2571]

Me too. You can keep fame.

[@shirleydelcid7498]

Amy had absolutely everything except love for herself 😣

[@Paperplanes_kush]

I’m 26 & remember as a kid the song “rehab” played so much on the radio. we all danced to it at school.. todays age being in rehab myself. It’s crazy the world found happiness through her sorrows. That song is actually deep. Has no right to even be in a kids ear really lol. Such a legend

[@TheTransgenderPastor]

Same. I found the song funny. Now that I'm grown and in recovery, the song has a whole new vibe. Especially now that Amy is gone.

[@Imanimal-lover]

Infatuation IS blind to RED FLAGS - Love is NOT. Love is NOT BLIND.

[@findingout8688]

sometimes it's not, but yes love can be blind and for most it is.

[@fozzydare7987]

Seems somewhat contrary to what the rest of the world says about the visual abilities of love

[@yvonneplant9434]

Absolutely the best pop talent of the century. I miss her. 😢

[@maryoleary5044]

Drugs and Alcohol cause massive social problems and misery - especially for little ones (toddlers) and animals growing up around the scary atmosphere, the constant insecure feeling around an aggressive 'Dad' 😔

[@AHLUser]

Because Women are not alcoholics.?

[@kkittycatkat1990]

​@@AHLUserShe's speaking on _her own_ experience! Holy crap! smh. You really can't understand her context? Unreal.

[@maryoleary5044]

@@kkittycatkat1990 Thank-you x

[@maryoleary5044]

@@AHLUser yes they can be. I was talking about my experiences

[@maryoleary5044]

@@kkittycatkat1990 thanks again!

[@suzybabyukable]

As a performing singer at that time, I used to do a comedy skit of Amy singing drunkenly which went down really well with the audience, as soon as the news came that she had died, I never did it again. Respect for this lovely lady xxx So sad.

[@MsValeriaHeart]

You were insensitive to do that. Some things are just not funny.

[@Carolyn-d5p]

Fame has a high price to pay. That mixed with Blake using her as his personal piggy bank was a sure way to destroy Amy. Such a shame and very sad ending to a lovely lady with a great talent.

[@lotusflower2838]

What a beautiful and talented young woman, hope she is at peace and sharing her unique voice and talent on the other side!

[@williamcoe9200]

She was in a class of her own....we miss you Amy..RIP

[@fionamort5837]

Let Amy Rest In Peace, God bless her gentle soul, great singer who's songs will go one for yrs 🙏🌹💔😪

[@frederiqueboukeras6491]

I love Amy, bless her, still à.ive in my heart ❤

[@kalea2507]

💔💔💔💔

[@Hallyboodle]

That’s how relapsers die, they pick up where they left off, which usually took a great deal of drink/ drugs to get high, but after abstinence the body can’t take the huge amounts.

[@Jodi-lynAnderson]

Ive been clean for 15 years...im not an ex drug addict...i will always be a drug addict...its a battle i have to dsal with everyday every minute for the rest of my life

[@alhana8293]

Well done, hang in there and take it one day at a time you've got this. Wishing you all the best ♥️

[@elementalchilde4353]

You can do this 1 day 1 hour 1 minute at a time. You are worth it!

[@lightdestiny7]

The frickin media Is making a mockery of her. Utterly depraved! Poor girl. Rest in the higher planes. This earth is full of sordid people.

[@michish1234]

I agree they are. And her dad isn’t helping by making films. He’s an idiot. I don’t think she would have liked people making films about her. I said on an earlier post the only film I would watch would be a film that Amy made about her life. About her childhood and the affect her parents divorce had on her at the age of 9. Her dad cheated on her mum with his secretary. I know the whole story I can promise you that. The media need to stop making a mockery of her like you said.

[@tiktaktijs]

It's very easy to blame Blake Fielder-Civil for everything, like her addictions and her death, but it's much more complex than that. She made her own choices, and she was also susceptible to addiction; this was the life she chose. Even before she met him, she was already singing about drinking and smoking. Of course, Blake had a negative influence on her, but you can't blame him for all the suffering she endured. She partly brought that on herself due to the unfortunate disease of addiction.

[@smkh2890]

She has a jazz sensibility, improvising her vocals like you would on a saxophone.

[@amypope9098]

Always felt bad for her. She always looked so lost and lonely. Hope she has the peace she couldn’t find here 🙏🌹🙏

[@UncleDuTheWatchman]

It's so crazy how the only people in the audience who boo people are the ones with no talent. People with talent understand that everybody is entitled to a bad night, especially people who almost always give 100%. She was a HUMAN BEING. Shame on those audience members who expected a machine. That's what you get for putting people way up on a pedestal and expecting them to be perfect. No one is perfect. Shame on them.

[@suedearing-ex7ve]

She had more talent and charisma than ten Taylor Swifts.

[@benjamin6492]

they ar e not in the same league even taylor would say that ,Amy was a natural singer whos life and soul went into her songs ,sadly never angry at her lovers but sad....,and you felt that in amys songs ,she was genious .... and she had her own sound that girl she had something in her ....rip

[@vikingbrava2125]

​​@@benjamin6492... no fucked myself with stupid man... Each soul have your weakness and forces in desigual proporcion, including ourselves. She were creative, beautiful, so talented in every ways...the world is a bad place. Mídia chasing her, os desvios dela eram superestimados com juízo de valor dos hipócritas. Sorry, my English is very primary.

[@benjamin6492]

@@vikingbrava2125 yaher first guy she wasnt screwed up on drugs then so she was pretty up on a mistake she mad ein theguy shewas with at that time but later was when shes more a womanand thats sad and well ,you know when your young ,you just dontknow what you want you get fooled by looks ,money etcbut later you pick with your heart and she didi with blake but iwished he ahd been clean but oh well ....,taylors good in her way and sound and amy was in hers but as a woman her songs were more sad for her hubby

[@3inOne251]

I agreeeee

[@benjamin6492]

@@vikingbrava2125 she had ahorrible addiction ,it kills peple everyday ,as much as she was atalented human being,she had probems ,not just hemen in her life ,hey they were only human too ,so amy ,if she had not been addicted would mostlikey married and had kids and went on with her career,but w edotnknow,its sad tho ,i lost my brothe thi way and hes was talented too but he ahd afamily too so doulbe pain to watch his kids and grandchildren not be able toknow him except through his borthers and sisiter ,the real brother nothe addicted person he became ,you cant blame others ,amy would ahevalways had man problems cause she was arich and powerfu girl in her own right and that alone would alwayshave caused her problems with men

[@Mcfads999]

RIP Amy It must be even harder to get clean or sober - or both when you are rich I had addiction problems I was actually getting clean when back to black was released There is a solution if you happen to read this ❤❤❤. Never give up I hope the video reaches people who need recovery too 🙏.

[@blond2282]

Blake said Amy was one of the most lonely people he'd ever met. I always wondered why, she appeared to have friends & a loving family. Wish more was known about that. Lonliness is very hard to speak on & get help for.

[@ashleywilson2072]

To be fair, she enjoyed her final night. Laughing in the company of friends. She died quietly in her sleep, feeling no physical pain.

[@Vixinaful]

All these are signs of Mitch and her mother being in an abusive relationship and that Amy had CPTSD due to it. They selfharm, go into abusive relationships and often selfmedicate with drugs. It looks like a classic case but noone has called out Mitch yet.

[@MsBernadines]

One of the best 20th century singers of all times sadly missed but never forgotten, May your beautiful soul be resting in peace with your angels around you. Legends live forever🇬🇧🤩🌻🌟🥰

[@cheftone1985]

Never heard her speaking voice. That first clip of her was so beautiful and so healthy looking 💔

[@michish1234]

She was a cockney north London girl.

[@rachelmontague5827]

I had a similar thing happen to me with heroin and a guy. I felt like he was the very breath that I took and it was hard getting away from him because I believed that I was in fact in love with him. I kept him out of my life and cleaned up. I wished that Amy could've done the same thing. RIP Amy Whitehouse! I love you girl.

[@And.Still.I.Rise.]

Everyone always talks anout her addiction. Id like to know more about her childhood. Why did she go down that route? Why was she comfortable with being in an abusive toxic relationship? No offence but ppl dont normally fall into addiction or abusive relationships, theres usually an underlying issue, low self esteem etc

[@kkaayyllaaf]

I mean they mention in this she had low self esteem which pushed her to self harm and to an eating disorder. I’m sure that’s a big reason for her other addictions as well then. Also the fame. Unfortunately we’ve seen time and time again what fame can do to people.

[@harlowjademermaid1882]

Okay, heres the Cliff Notes version ~ Amys father left when Amy was very young, he packed everything up while she was at school one day & moved completely across town with his new mistress. He basically started a whole other family, like wee Amy, her brother & Mum never even existed!! That broke Amy something fierce. She had serious trust & abandonment issues now, all before age 10. Even though her & her brother were close, he was a bit older & was off at school. Her Mum worked all the time, so Amy was a latchkey kid. She was very street smart & grown for her age. Mum never punished her when she acted out, she mainly kept silent about everything bc she felt guilty, and she just wanted to keep the peace & keep Amy happy. So, for the rest of her life, she was searching for true loyalty & unconditional love. Amy's Nan was the only person that could control her, keep her in line...when she passed away, that was the beginning of the end for Amy. She self medicated with booze & drugs. Alot of ppl don't know that even though Amy was a musical genius & talented singer/lyricists, she had terrible stage fright. She would drink before going on stage to calm her nerves. It only snowballed after that. The paparazzi hounded & tormented her, as well. She had a serious eating disorder & body dysmorphia in her teens, and an untreated type of bipolar or manic depressive disorder, as well. So half of her short life was her trying to self medicate her problems away - her phobias, depression, fears, etc. You also have to remember - Amy was signed to a major label at age 17/18 - she basically became semi-rich & famous, literally overnight. She had no real mentors or anyone to guide her in the right direction, she was very strong willed and put forth this tough persona as if she was handling life & had no problems. Her Dad (and Blake) came round & wormed their way into her life, and basically used her as a cash cow. Amy was just happy to have them around, but they were toxic. Amys Mum is a real sweetheart, but she also really failed her - even though she raised two kids, paid all of the rent, the bills, school tuitions, etc. She worked long hours as a Pharmacist and was hardly ever home. When she was, she didn't know how to handle Amy & would just placate to her & let her do what she wanted bc it was easier to deal with. She called Amy her Tiny Tornado when she was a wee one, bc she would run through the house & tear everything up. Alot of ppl did try to help her in the end, but it was much too late. Alot of celebs - like Bryan Adam's, Bruce Willis, Nas, QuestLove from the Roots, Mark Ronson, one of her producers, Salaam Remi, her band mates, her God Daughter - they all tried, and even Amy did try. She went to an Addiction Specialist, she weaned completely off of hard drugs and was really trying to get on the right track. But the drink & her eating disorders wrecked her tiny frame. Her heart couldn't handle that last binge. It's really sad. She only put out a handful of albums and was one of the most talented singer/songwriters of our generation. Supposedly, her one producer has a few unreleased songs hidden away in a safety deposit box. He says they are mind blowing

[@pearlsofwisdomdesign]

@@harlowjademermaid1882thank you for this indepth explanation 🙏🏾

[@SynthiaSeanice-rn6tj]

Thank you so much for taking the time to write all this information. Beautiful documentary, an amazing human being who needs your love and care of my friends. The father is hiding behind his saying about talking about a very strong family unit. Anyways, we are all here to evolve, and Ami is looking down on us, and she will be a talent like Bob Marley forever.

[@stacyann825]

​@@harlowjademermaid1882She got too big too fast! She didn't want the fame, she wanted to play small jazz venues.

[@teelee2346]

I’ve always loved Amy Winehouse even when I was younger. I’m 25 now and I love her music. Just to hear her pain and her love in her music makes me love her even more. She didn’t have the support system she was supposed to have in her life. She was amazing in her own rite and didn’t need to be questioned about her looks or anything she did not want questioned. I will always love you, Amy. And my birthday is September 19 so when I found out hers was September 14, it made sense that I have her music in my life.💜❤️💜

[@colmmeade1824]

That's my dad's birthday

[@thegreatshift9160]

Nothing could kill her genius. I'm grateful she got that out.

[@dionnetoal275]

That very first clip of her, how stunning and healthy she is 😢 a voice that wee will never ever hear again! If only she could have beaten her demons 🥺

[@nicolemitchell446]

I think it’s like a form of trauma bond that makes these toxic dysfunctional relationships so intense and all consuming. The highs are so high and the lows so low, neither of which are sustainable but even at the worst lows, the memories of the highs seem even higher. I also think a lot of people don’t grasp the magnitude of addiction. Yes, Blake took her money for drugs. He was an addict. It doesn’t mean he didn’t love her. Addicts will rob their own grandmother. I also think it unfair to blame Blake for ‘introducing’ her to hard drugs. Get real! She knew what she was getting into. She was already involved with him knowing he was an addict, and given her already poor coping vices I think it was inevitable she would have turned to hard drugs. It’s a terribly sad story and such a tragic loss but looking for someone to blame just doesn’t make sense. The addiction killed her. And she didn’t become an addict because of one person and the only person who could have saved her from addiction was her.

[@BiG-JuPO1O1]

Pretty much, I hated how some people thought that relationship was ok. You can tell where this goes when two people are trauma bonding. From my experience and where I lie on how I relate to this, I can see a certain perspective people don't really think about. Depression especially in severe stages can lead to toxic cycles from within. It can start as wanting to be loved, to not feeling good enough, to feeling all alone again. When you're in that wanting to be loved stage, it leads to you wanting someone, what's worse when you're in this stage of Depression you don't know what you feel, say, or think is valid. You become numb to it, to the point you're coping with it, most people cope in different ways. Therefore you wouldn't have good judgement whether the person you're with is good for you not because they sooth your own pain but because they actually love you. You see this when she believes in soul mates and believes she is no good without her love. It becomes a toxic situation especially if both sides are coming from the trauma stage of their life, relying on each other to cope. For me this is where I see Amy being relatable, but its a reminder to help yourself because nobody can truly help you. I once felt like I needed someone, and felt like I was waiting for someone to save me from my own feelings. Nobody answered, there have been times in my life I felt frustrated with myself, dealing with feeling loneliness and being hurt since my young teen years. Some people are either lucky to have someone there for them as a friend or more, I know in those situations isn't always a good thing, as we see Amy struggled even more because people around her were careless too. I'm not saying none of this isn't her fault too, we all have our own faults and I appreciate her music because it speaks to me personally, but there always a oppurtunity to grow from our pain, reflect and teach others how to cope in healthier ways. Nobody truly knows what's going on with you more than yourself. I constantly remind myself I don't want to be with someone because what I deal with, being completely numb as much I just want to be loved and find somebody who understands where I'm coming from. It's a pretty complicated topic but Amy is truly someone I admire for her music, writing, and funky personality ( I mean this in a good way). Truly amazing talent.

[@SurfinLifeCaliGurl]

I was in a similar situation and I knew if I didn’t break free it would end me. It’s incredibly heartbreaking to look back and realize what happened how much I was in love and blind to the abuse.

[@michish1234]

I’m glad you realised it in time and are here to tell the tale I really am. It’s true that love is blind. Amy was quite immature in some ways and she allowed herself to be used by many people especially Blake because she wanted him to stay with her any cost.

[@ObsidianCrocodile]

When I look at stars who are vilified or bullied by the media, even stars that are portrayed to be entitled, arrogant, trouble makers or have drug/alcohol issues instead of feeling ‘glad’ (no normal empathetic person can be TRULY glad at another’s demise or downfall) I feel downright sorry for them, because they ARE human, just like me, they hurt, they feel afraid, they feel things spiralling out of control.. they are vulnerable and just as much in need of compassion as anyone else..fly high Amy darling 🙏👊❤️

[@E-Kat]

One can go to a supermarket and buy a trolley full of vodka and that's completely legal, whilst only one bottle of vodka can kill an adult. But one cannot purchase three packets of paracetamol because our nanny state cares so much about our health! But in reality they don't care if we buy lots of alcohol, as the government gets the tax from it, which amounts to many billions per year. They don't get any tax from the drugs, therefore they're illegal!! More people die from alcohol than from drugs, and alcohol addiction makes them try drugs! Morrisons supermarket had moved the alcohol section from the right back to the front of the shop!!! I heard the stuff saying that since they moved the alcohol to the front, the sales went up by 75%!!! Where is our government to regulate this? They simply do not care.

[@colmmeade1824]

Prohibition I think lol

[@sarahlund-nt3kw]

You CAN buy three packs of paracetamol, all in the same day. I've done it. I just bought one pack, from various store's, so basically, I bought one box of them, in every other shop, in the high street. The shop assistants don't check individual's for extra box's of paracetamol, so I got away with it. Many times. Well, whenever I felt suicidal. ❤

[@sarai_33]

💯

[@firstlast1855]

She was and will forever be a legend before her own time. Her music was in a genre of her own. Its was music we needed then and even now. It was all beautifully done. Such a tragic loss for real musical artist and fans. May she forever rest easy. She's dearly missed, although short may her legacy live forever. 💜

[@michish1234]

I agree

[@andreabenfell5580]

@@firstlast1855 I was am still peeved t that the girl who played her in the movie did not do her songs justice, it really bums me.She did a good job otherwise.

[@dianahudgins674]

What a waste of pure soul. She was awesome. If only drugs and Blake had no been in her life.

[@michish1234]

Exactly drugs and Blake. He’s a big bit of shit.

[@michish1234]

@@Sunflower-sz5kf yeah right.

[@SamM-gl9zc]

I have been around a Lot of drugs, and only one or two are anywhere near as scary as alcohol to me. It's insane that it's the most socially acceptable substance. Very few drugs make you mean, or act like somebody different than yourself, or make choices you would Never make otherwise, or make you forget everything that happened, like alcohol does. Also, sadly, I think one of the worst things for Amy Winehouse was having the father she had. I think there's a good chance she would still be alive if she had a real dad.

[@michish1234]

@SamM-gl9zc so very true. Her dad has a lot to answer for. I don’t know if he’s still married to the woman he left his wife for but allegedly last I heard he cheated on her but they are still pretending that they are happily married. I heard this about 3 years ago from a very very reliable source.

[@surpriseimblack]

Idk, you should try PCP..

[@Mushroomgurl90]

​@@surpriseimblack that's the only thing I have never tried because I wasn't too fond of the idea of getting naked and jumping off buildings. Lol Thank God I turned my life completely around and am sober now.

[@surpriseimblack]

@@Mushroomgurl90 It definitely makes you act out of character..

[@carlosbent5046]

How could her team let Amy go on stage like that 👀... Car crash in slow motion... RIP Amy you was & always will be the 🐐🎆💯🥰🫶🙏

[@samsamcupcakes6476]

She is not a puppet. They can't force her not to go. She's the boss, the star. It's sad, but she probably wanted to do it...

[@DustyRay-x4i]

I been an addict my whole life. I'm in a couple months gonna be 55. Most of my friends of my youth and up to 40s are dead or fresh out of prison or still in prison. I'm no longer a drug addict but I'm still an alcoholic and I scare myself in my inability to quit when I cry many nights for my escape. People go to far and get lost. It's sad. We hurt just like all of you, possibly more.

[@eternal532]

I hope you are doing well ❤ God is with you!

[@martinakhaleeli8847]

May she rest in peace - such a tragedy. Her music will live on

[@Bumps-f3n]

Watching this actually brought tears to my eyes and touched an emotion for amy. Im into rap and oldies and really never was a fan of amy's. The only song i probably heard was rehab, but checking out her other songs because of this video, WOW! She was incredibly talented in her own way and may she rest in peace. 🇼🇸

[@AmyWinehouse9and14.]

Fans mostly talk about her music others mostly talk about her addictions.

[@michish1234]

Thank you

[@orgullosamentemexicana952]

HER DAD WAS DELUSIONAL! He is the reason for her daddy issues! It is tragic that her dad and her husband were the major factors in her demise. The men who were supposed to protect her killed her! Smh! 🥲

[@streaming5332]

Absolutely.

[@xsuzannex]

Mick let her down massively!

[@sylviacheal5925]

Poor, poor girl. It's so sad to watch a beautiful and talented person go down this route 😢. RIP Amy

[@jabbermocky4520]

What strikes me is how skinny that poor girl got in the few years before her death. Even as her income grew tremendously Amy seems to have denied herself nourishing food. She had a self-destructive impulse that she could have "grown out of" if she had not been so harassed by the trappings of her sudden fame. That young woman had an extraordinary talent. She had a once in a generation voice. Just so soulful and emotionally interpretive. I wish she had gone away from the stage for a few years, maybe set up housekeeping in the country with supportive friends and gotten into a healthier lifestyle pattern. 27 years old. I still remember hearing of her death and disgusting myself with how my brain automatically thought: "No surprise." Damn. She was a magnificent singer.

[@louhutchinson5980]

I'm using my husband's phone but I started with heroin than went to fentenyl. Almost 20 years sick ,I thank God I'm now almost 2 years clean. Amy was beautiful and talented and real. I wish she could've beat her addictions but regardless, she was beautiful inside and out ❤❤❤

[@adrianaalvarado2545]

The WHO should start a campaign to warn about codependency. An addiction to a person is just as deadly as any other addiction, sadly most people don’t know this.

[@bonniegreatorex72]

The who is ran by Psychopaths

[@PaulFormentos]

The Who have finally called it quits...RIP Keith and John

[@maryvastardis3847]

The WHO : The World Health Organization

[@marilynjarvis8228]

Between Blake and her Dad, Amy did not have a chance to get well. 27 club.

[@michish1234]

@marilynjarvis8228 everyone mentions this ridiculous 27 club thing. Her mum hates that. How many people in the world died at 27 or 37 or 47.

[@adrianGomez-br4lo]

And eating disorder it’s clearly that you don’t do your research right

[@ronrendon]

Yeah, it's all over the place. Keeps jumping to young Amy then Amy full of tats and back and forth. Total crap.

[@WithADashOfPazazz]

They also said she was raised in Camden when she wasn't.

[@LouiseTaylor-lm6ew]

Let her rest in peace.

[@rainbows9060]

One is too many..and a thousand is not enough..dont pick up that first one!

[@carlywright5127]

True. Those who have compulsion. One, two, three, four ... No boundary.

[@glamourgirl-n9b]

Amen!

[@boathousejoed1126]

I despise her father.And who needs a "bodyguard " that's not looking out for your well-being?

[@michish1234]

I despise him too.

[@KissArmy77-ex1qc]

RIP Amy 1983-2011

[@territmoderitmo9190]

According to documentary, she didn’t want come back tour, and sing same old same old songs. When it became inevitable, she got completely wasted in hope it will be cancelled But show must go on, eh?

[@aussiegypsywarrior]

Here's my theory. Amy refused to conform. She refused to "sell her soul". She was made an example of. I don't believe she died from alcohol consumption. She was taken out by the establishment. Very slowly taken out. Blake, the drugs, all of it. 😪

[@Mrsbehavin59]

Just another movie - a simple repeat of what has already been said several times….RIP Amy …..❤

[@gaildauenbaugh655]

Those you think are dead are actually alive. And those you think are alive, are actually dead.

[@adambana5857]

Something about the depth of love for the music when your into Jazz, and especially if you're a musician, it gets lonely because you can't take someone inside you to feel what you're feeling. And put drugs into the mix. I know Amy had that depth of feeling! And it goes without saying with how soulful her vocals were. A light that burned so bright. Love you Amy x

[@emzj6449]

So many people failed her 💔

[@chaching384]

She failed herself! You can't force anyone to be clean or sober. They always find a way!

[@dianafoster4936]

​@chaching384 true

[@valericastefanmoscovici4172]

RIP Amy ! Beautiful girl , beautiful songs !!

[@Decades-pl2kl]

She had so many more great years to live while honoring us with her talent. Now she's a part of the 27 club.

[@davidsepos8603]

I cannot stress this façt enough Amy gone, but in the very short life she produces some of the greatest songs ever, and makes my heart break every day I'm alive, What a tragedy to lose her, Please God give her parents strength to carry on .,

[@kirstenwright1974]

How could she have been attracted to Blake . Vile man. Poor Amy

[@michish1234]

Yes he is vile

[@jeanmyers1787]

Her father only turned up when she was a star.

[@selinakyle2368]

Exactly and now he is reaping the benefits of her trauma and work.

[@christophervrioni2164]

Sad,sad story she had such a great voice and talent. Anyone in recovery should watch or see some of this film.

[@gterrymed]

I had no idea of Amy's struggles, Lindsay Lohan was at risk exactly at the same time as Amy and All my prayers and support went to Lindsay who's doing fine today. Amy's demise totally blindsided me; prayer and support go a looooong way, Amy's ordeal didn't come across my desk so to speak as Lindsay's did. 😢

[@eugenio1542]

Nicely done. Farewell fair lady 😢

[@SkinCareLuver]

I'm glad to see we have a new documentary here plus a movie coming really soon. I can't wait to see it. I miss her so much! Also, Amy did not love praise. She was a really sweet and very shy girl from the UK. Amy couldn't stand fame. Its what tore her apart so where'd you get your research from?

[@dianeslosberg3066]

The Dr. Physical does not understand that addiction is a disease. Not always a choice.

[@pearlsofwisdomdesign]

Exactly! 🫡

[@Connie-p8y]

Sad but true...you cannot force anyone into rehab...No No No

[@belindaschafer1593]

Note :Addicts are sometimes surrounded by idiots. When theyre separated from them, they can cope.

[@VivienneMarsden-ky6or]

I got the exact same tattoo that says Daddy's girl and I was in addiction for 33 years and I have HIV 3O YEARS.AMY WAS AND IS MY HIGHER POWER,SUCH AN INSPIRATION.BLAKE RUINED HER AS DID HER DAD.HE KNEW SHE NEEDED TREATMENT.SO SAD

[@VivienneMarsden-ky6or]

I don't let anyone know where i live and i will never go back to the darkness.my husband passed away from heroin

[@originalkingalpha5116]

I understand what you're saying, however, God should be your Higher Power; and Amy can be your inspiration. Or Amy may very well be your higher power; and God the Highest Power. He is Above all things physical, mental, emotional and spiritual; that being one whom which is Superior. Nevertheless, I applaud your bravery and your sobriety.

[@VivienneMarsden-ky6or]

@@originalkingalpha5116 oh I have a lot of Faith now but didn't when Amy was here.I KNOW GOD IS THE ONE TRUE GOD AND I KNOW THAT HE HAS KEPT ME HERE FOR A REASON.MY DAUGHTER IS 18 AND HEALTHY SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND AS THERE IS TO MUCH TEMPTATION OUT ON THE STREETS OF DUBLIN PLEASE DON'T GET ME WRONG.GOD SAVED ME BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY WHEN I SANK SO LOW INTO THE GUTTER.I STILL SCRUB MY BODY WITH BRILLOW PADS UNTIL MY SKIN IS RED RAW.AND THANK YOU FOR KINDNESS🙏🙏

[@christinarobleto1786]

Have you not been listening? Her father wanted very much to get her away from Blake & somewhere safe where the paparazzi couldn't find her so she could heal, however he didn't have as much a say so as Amy had a decision to make. Ultimately it was Amy who took Amy down, she didn't handle life, it handled her.

[@originalkingalpha5116]

​​​​@@VivienneMarsden-ky6or I had the opportunity to befriend a friend twice in one lifetime. When we crossed paths, she was married and was struggling with her demons. I moved from the area because of a career move. I briefly returned to the area about 5 years later, I knocked on their door and she answered with disbelief, but with so much joy to see me. It was an emotion shared. However, her husband killed himself the previous year. With a rekindled friendship, I noticed that she was struggling even more with said demons; and now with the absence of her husband. For approximately 5 months I tried to encourage her, strengthen her, emotionally supported her, but to no avail obviously, because I got word one dark, summer night that she too had killed herself in the exact same way her husband did, purposely. I've always wondered if it was more that I could've done that would've turned things around for her, which I thought things were, but I was wrong. I couldn't save her. She was a good person, kind and loving. May we all find the peace that she, your husband and the millions of others so desperately sought.💜🕊️

[@ontexastime6690]

Amy is ultimately responsible for her drug and alcohol use.

[@michelleskinner7424]

YES!

[@gailbird100]

we all make our choices in life.

[@darlaangel7853]

Amy,what a Beautiful, Sensitive,Soul! She was & Is,A Wonderful Woman. Very Unique,& Talented! Blessed & Fragile at the Same time!

[@maxcalifornia94]

I dated a multitude of women and ruined it every single time. Alcoholism is no joke plus it’s a huge gateway. I’m almost 30 and I’m glad I came to the realization that my body is a temple and I should feed it good things, give it good things. I could have easily been Amy because I too ruined a small part of my life. Wish she would have found her way like I did at around 27 ironically.